Matt Ready, Why are you obsessed with Aliens?

Recently, I was interviewed by myself and ChatGPT. Here is the transcript.

Who are you?

My name is Matthew William Ready, generally known as Matt Ready.  But that is just a name, a label.

Who am I really?  What really is the essence of me?  

Who are you really?  What really is the essence of you?

Why are you so obsessed with aliens?

I am not obsessed with aliens, but I am obsessed with seeking the truth about life, history, morality, utopia, happiness, God, gods, goddesses, divine energy, life after death, artificial intelligence, and the true nature of reality.  This obsession with figuring out the truth about everything I find interesting, has lead me to reconsider everything I have ever thought about advanced non-human civilizations interacting with humanity.

What exactly made you take the idea of aliens, or advanced non-human civilizations so seriously?

Ah my favorite question.  If only I was asked this question multiple times a day by people truly interested in hearing the answer.

I am interested.

Yes, that is because I am writing this script.

Ah, true.  Well, is that good enough for now?

Sure.  

Great.  So tell me, what exactly made you take the idea of aliens, or advanced non-human civilizations so seriously?

Well, here is my youtube playlist I have been compiling for the last few years.  You could peruse this:  

When I first started this list, the very first video i put in the list was this one titled:  

Youtube Video:  “’Aliens Exist,’ According to Ex-Israeli Space Chief“  https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLG0fl4pjyRhfx69A8udLVZlI8OXI-4E-V

This video does not provide any particularly strong proof or evidence of aliens.  Rather, it is a news story covering an Ex-Israeli space chief who went public saying: Aliens exist, a Galactic Federation exists, and there are joint operations between humans and aliens including a base on Mars.

Why is this video the first on the list?  Well, when i started the playlist, I had already consumed information that I found profoundly credible about the existence of advanced flying crafts that basically matched many of the cliche stories about flying saucers that seem to fly with antigravity at extreme speeds doing maneuvers impossible by current human technology and science.  This evidence includes the famous Tic Tac UFO encounter by David Fravor and his companion pilots, as well as the Gimble UFO incident documented by pilots associated with pilot Ryan Graves.  Here is a 60 minutes story about these videos:  

Youtube Video:  Navy pilots describe encounters with UFOs

ChatGPT Asks a Followup: “”You’ve provided some compelling references and points of consideration regarding UFO encounters and extraterrestrial claims. With the vast amount of information, theories, and speculations out there, how do you discern credible sources from those that might be misleading?”

Identifying credible reliable data is one of the most challenging aspects of this topic.  I was raised to believe that our academic, scientific, and mainstream media communities practiced a relatively honest search for truth about humanity and human history.  I am now forced to try to imagine how all of these sectors of humanity may have been knowingly or unknowingly participating in an act of gross mass deception and gaslighting going back deep into both our recent history our ancient history, and even to the very beginning of our species.

Clearly, this is where you are now. But why?  What evidence do you find so compelling that you would entertain seriously the possibility of such an enormous and largely successful deception of the masses of humanity?

The change in my mind was not instantaneous or easy.  I first viewed and listened to the pilot commentaries on the famous “Go Fast” video of the Tic Tac UFO and the Gimble videos on a clip from The Joe Rogan Experience podcast.  Yet, when I first consumed these, my brain merely made a deep “Hmmmmm” to itself.  I put the videos and the pilots apparent reactions into a bucket in my brain we might call “unknown mysteries.”

The videos stayed in this compartment in my brain until Commander David Fravor made an appearance on both the Joe Rogan Experience and the Lex Friedman podcast.  I listened to both these interviews with deep interest and I simply found David Fravor absolutely credible.  Moreover, it was clear he was not the lone witness to the events of the Tic Tac UFO.  He was with 3 other pilots during his encounter and another talented pilot named Underwood is the person who actually captured the Go Fast video and you can hear his exclamation,”Wooohoooo Got it!” on the audio.  Having multiple credible witnesses caused me to rule out the possibility that Fravor was fooled by some targeted shenanigans – such as things like hypnosis that could make someone believe something not real.

Eventually, the New York Times broke its ground breaking piece on the reality of UFO’s and 60 minutes did the story I linked to above.  Again, all this was powerful and compelling, but the thing that really pushed me over the top was discovering Youtuber Chris Lehto.  Lehto is a former fighter pilot who started investigating all these reports and videos of other navy pilots and sharing his thoughts on Youtube.  

I truly believe the exact moment captured in the screenshot above is what pushed my brain over the edge.  This is from 

Holy Breakfast! The UFO Navy videos are real! FLIR videos analyzed by ex-Fighter Pilot

This is a moment at the very beginning of Lehto’s video, after he plays a clip from the 60 Minutes interview with Lou Elizondo, where Elizondo says to Bill Whitaker, “Imagine a technology that can do six to seven hundred g forces that can fly at thirteen thousand miles an hour that uh it can evade radar and that can fly through air and water and possibly space and oh by the way has no obvious signs of propulsions no wings no control surfaces and yet still can defy the natural effects of earth’s gravity that’s precisely what we’re seeing.”  After playing that 60 minutes clip, Chris Lehto just looks into the camera and says in a slow and authentically shocked murmur, “Whaaaaat?”  And that was it.  I was staring into the eyes of someone who I believed was honestly consuming the same data as myself, and he was allowing us to witness his genuine human cognitive shock as he tries to assimilate this information into his worldview.  

Chris Lehto’s Youtube channel is now his personal inspired investigation of ufo and alien phenomena.  He’s interviewed many of the most famous minds in the ufology space and has become, I believe, one of the most credible, authentic, and trusted voices on this topic.  I genuinely love the guy.  I’ve never met him, but I will be forever grateful to his willingness to publicly struggle with, investigate, research, and speculate on this topic.  His transparency about his mind and emotions related to this topic gave me the inspiration and emotional companionship I needed to allow myself to truly consider the possible reality of what lay behind these UFO videos.  

So soon after discovering Chris Lehto, I began my research in earnest.

This is the point in the conversation where the conversation usually ends

This is the moment in my conversations with living humans, where the conversation would usually end.  Whoever I might be speaking to will at this point will grow tired and bored of the topic and want to move on.  If they continue with the topic, it will be mostly out of sympathy for me, knowing I want to discuss it more.  But unless their brain has had the same “flip of the switch” to seeing the reality of these UFO’s as both highly likely to be true and the full explanation for their existence as an important and possibly urgent mystery to solve, most people don’t have energy to go further into it.    

I’m not bored!  This is fascinating. ChatGPT:  “Given your extensive research on this topic, what are your future plans? Do you intend to compile your findings? How will you address the range of theories in this domain?”

I am on now an unstoppable quest to get to the bottom of this mystery.  If ufo’s are real, then something like aliens are real.  If ufo’s are real today, then all our old stories going back not just to 1947 and Roswell are possibly real, but it seems sightings of these phenomena seem to stretch back into ancient times.  In fact, it now seems to me that the history channel’s show “Ancient Aliens” is not a load of garbage, but is in fact incredibly compelling speculation based upon mountains of archeological evidence.  I have in fact attended multiple conferences and events related to ufos, alien abduction experiences, and everything related to the alien disclosure movement and the great deception of humanity this must have involved.

Hive1.net – A Platform For Minds To Collaborate and Find the Truth about Everything

I have created a website for anyone to help explore any topic in a decentralized, simultaneous, egalitarian environment called, http://Hive1.net .  I use this site to explore and document almost every idea and philosophical topic I find interesting and so it has a ton on aliens.  At http://hive1.net anyone can explore and add to the different speculative and research threads I have come up with on this topic including thoughts and implications related to every aspect of reality and human life.  Here is a small glimpse of the latest posts mentioning aliens:  

Matt Ready Podcasts Related to Aliens

In addition, I have started 3 different podcasts that delve into this topic from a few different angles.

Beyond Humanity

The first podcast I started on this topic is called “Beyond Humanity” which I started just before former intelligence officer David Grusch came forward as a whistleblower about a secret us government ufo crash retrieval and reverse engineering program.  He was interviewed at length on Newsnation and later testified before congress along with David Fravor and Ryan Graves.  The Beyond Humanity podcast was produced weekly for 16 weeks and in the podcast you can hear me and my cohost Margaret discuss our research and theories ad nauseum.  If you want to just dive in and listen to some thoughts on this topic, that might be a fun one to check out.

Meditation and Aliens

“Meditation and Aliens” is a podcast/ youtube show which I produce with life coach and meditation teacher Doro Kiley (http://creationcoach.com).  In this show, we discuss the latest revelations coming out of the alien disclosure movement including the congressional efforts, and also explore some of the psychological and spiritual implications of this possible truth.  At the end of each podcast, Doro guides the audience through a meditation in which people are invited to consider opening their minds up to alien contact.  Part of the inspiration for this comes from many anecdotal stories that seem to indicate telepathy might be real and aliens might use it to communicate with humans- making meditation a natural practice to examine this possibility.  

The Alien Detectives Club

Finally, “The Alien Detectives Club” is a alien disclosure podcast meant for kids and educators of children.  In this show, we gently explore the information and implications of aliens in a way that invites youth and young people to mindfully consider this topic.  This is part of what I am calling my “Ufology for Kids” series as I hope to do a lot more in this realm.  I think it is critical that our youth and educational systems begin to help us all adjust our worldviews and begin collaborating on solutions to our many problems on earth – all of which are exacerbated by a government and organized group of secret keepers that are preventing us from full understanding of our reality and universe.

Conferences, Discussion, and Live Events

As you can probably tell, I find this topic fascinating and I love talking about it.  If you are interested in helping host, organize, or participate in live events where people can get together to explore this topic and discuss all the implications in a fun safe environment, then please contact me.  I would be very interested in that as well.

Final Question “Well thank you Matt for your time today.  Although I think you are a total nutjob, I am glad I was able to help you get all this information expressed, so your future political career can be totally ruined.  My final question for you is: “Given the magnitude and potential implications of the topic of extraterrestrial existence and interactions with humanity, how do you envision a world where this information is universally acknowledged and accepted? And how do you believe society can best navigate the potential challenges and opportunities that may arise from this revelation?”

I started out researching UFO’s and aliens because I found the mystery incredibly exciting and interesting.  If UFO’s are really advanced flying saucers controlled by some advanced civilization or organization and even a fraction of the stories told by whistleblowers and alien abductees are true, then we are living in a world very different than the mainstream narrative has lead us to believe.  The challenge and wonder I felt as I began to construct entirely new worldviews and possible alternate histories of humanity as I started to piece the available data together was invigorating and fun.  Yet, it is no longer quite as fun.  It has become far more serious to me.

Unfortunately, it seems the only way aliens and ufos are real, and that the basic gist of the David Grusch story about a secret ufo alien technology program in the USA are true, is that some very immoral and disturbing things must also be true.  This includes the US Government possibly being under the thumb of non elected power monger secret keepers, serious crimes being committed over the years to hide this secret including possible assassinations and murders, and of course the possible existence of at least one advanced civilization that may regard human life with less value than we might consider ideal.  After all, this is a huge secret to keep.  You don’t manage to keep such a huge secret secret, unless you have a pretty serious fear of how everyone will react when they discover the full truth of your secret.  There seems to be some sad and sinister realities underneath the fun truth about aliens and flying saucers.

That said, I believe in truth.  I believe we need to live in a society where every human has equal vote about how we use our collective resources.  The ideal of democracy is better than most alternatives we humans have come up with- yet if the us government has been hiding aliens, then the US is not existing under a true transparent democracy as we thought.  Or the US may be a democratic institution under the authoritarian rule of some group or force we have not been permitted to see, understand, or communicate with as a populous.  

If aliens and ufos are real, then it also seems undeniable that our mainstream media channels have been complicit in this coverup and gaslighting.  This means, not only does every human now face the ontological shock of aliens, but also the ontological shock of not knowing who we can trust to tell us the truth about ANYTHING.  Who do we go to for the truth now?

Independent Uncensorable Media

The Covid pandemic and the Alien disclosure movement have seemingly demonstrated that almost all of mainstream media is under some sort of rigid control.  We cannot rely upon the mainstream to really investigate the truth of these matters- or at least, we cannot trust them to lead the way in that investigation.  We have to use the internet and independent alternative sources.  We have to listen to people and we have to judge for ourselves, are they credible?  Do we believe them?  We each need to trust our own individual instincts on this- and not any of the talking heads on television who pretend to authentically speak to us.  

This need for independent thought and discussion is why I have created Hive1.net, my youtube channel, twitter feed, and podcasts.  I am doing my best to figure out the truth and find others like Chris Lehto who I believe are doing the same.

We have to find new solutions and new pathways to help us rewrite our understanding of human history and the current state of human geopolitics.  If aliens are real and they have been here, then many human conflicts may just be proxy wars serving an unspoken agenda- that has nothing to do with the published narratives.

We need to stop fighting one another.  We don’t really know what is going on here on earth.  We don’t know who is in control of every country’s military – the USA, Russia, China, Israel, Palestine, the UK, anyone.  We need to all take a breath and honestly reexamine our assumptions.  

Something is going on here, that we don’t fully understand.  Let’s all take a breather from our violent bickering and conflicts and figure it out together.  Perhaps, we can rebuild our world in a way that faces the full truth of our human history and our present reality- and maybe we can rebuild it in a way that is better than anything we have ever imagined before. 

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Fraud, Guns, and Lawyers

A bureaucrat once was addressing myself and the other public hospital commissioners on the Jefferson County Public Hospital District board. He was talking about some conflict on capital hill or in the Washington State legislature and then finished with something like, “…well that’s when its about guns and lawyers.”

I asked him what he meant by “guns and lawyers” being the final conclusion and he just said thats what all conflicts come down to eventually and one of them will decide it.

I’ve reflected upon this assertion that all conflicts end at “guns and lawyers” and I now find it wrong. But I understand why bureaucrats use this as their guiding principle. For them, it works 99.99% of the time. But that is only because they never have to face violence- because they are the most insulated from it.

It real life, guns decide everything.

If I have a gun and you have a lawyer, who will win when we come to conflict? Unless your lawyer is Jackie Chan or Rhonda Rousey, then I win.

To the bureaucrat, they are not really even talking about guns or actual violence. A bureaucrat at worst is usually only risking legal action, either criminal or civil, and only risk being forced to do anything physically against their desires- such as going to jail – if they lose. And a bureaucrat will do everything they can to make sure they are not the losers of a legal event.

Yet, a bureaucrat constantly wants everyone around them to believe the conflicts they are waging with you are about guns and lawyers. They believe they will never lose with the lawyers, and so they want you to believe the guns in this discussion are all on their side. Guns and lawyers means, if guns get involved, my lawyers will make sure the guns are pointed at you and not me.

But reality is physical. You may have a clever lawyer or bureaucrat or politician that can make a convincing argument that you are absolutely right- for example, this may be legally your land. But if I am standing upon this land you claim as yours, I have won the argument. You now must find a gun or a lawyer or judge to instruct someone holding a gun, or other force of violence, to remove me from your land. (Or you can try other methods).

The Legal System is a Haven of Violence Loving Bureaucrats

Lawyers are fighters. In my experience as a hospital commissioner, this has become crystal clear. I majored in philosophy because I am a warrior for finding the ultimate truth about the biggest questions I can imagine. Lawyers enter law because they love battling over truth and debating to win arguments. They enjoy it like a prize fighter enjoys a fight. But lawyers are must mercenaries who obey the agenda of their clients.

Our legal system, and all legal systems on earth, were created by the intelligent members of our society who love winning arguments and controlling real power. Inevitably, this legal system became filled with a broad complex interwoven society of people who have access to infinite legal expertise- often because they don’t pay for it with their own money – who wield their access to legal power like a threat of violence- because that is what it is, and they are the masters of it.

Who Has True Valid Authority?

I have a cousin who is a high powered lawyer and I once told him I found certain laws wrong. He said to me, “Well, that’s the law of the land.”

I said, “Sometimes the law is wrong.”

He laughed at me. But he is a lawyer. The law is his playground. I am an activist. I want utopia on earth. The law is a guideline, an agreement made in society by some people with the hope others will obey it. If corrupt people are writing the laws or responsible for enforcing the laws, then I say in the words or Eric Weinstein, “You are dead to me.”

UFOs, Aliens, and JFK

David Grusch has confirmed what Bob Lazar and many others have been indicating for years.

A subset of people in the US Government are hiding the most important and transformative secret in human history from the general populace, aliens are real and they are here.

This subset of people in the US Government is part of some united group of beings, perhaps all human, perhaps alien and human, perhaps alien, human and AI- has declared itself the wise leader of all humanity who alone will decide what we ordinary humans get to know about our true nature, origin, history.

Moreover, this subset of people care not for the “law of the land” or for your army of lawyers who stand by you. They do what they want. They kill who they want to kill. Or at least, they have gotten away with that until now.

David Grusch, Ryan Graves, David Fravor, Lue Elizondo, Chris Mellon, Linda Howe, Steven Greer and many others have stood up and said “enough.”

I too say, “enough with the lies.”

We can handle the truth. And you do not have a right to use it to your own private ends.

Humanity, we may need to throw out the current “laws of the land” and start over. If you wish to discuss this, join me on Hive1.net.

Matt Ready, @meditationMatt on twitter

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Pointless Fraud

Commissioner Meeting Transcript 12/20/2023

On Jan 20, 2023 the Jefferson County Public Hospital District #2 board of commissioners met at an offsite location in Port Ludlow for an open public meeting and retreat.

Commissioner Matt Ready  2:29:36

“It could be considered fraud. It’s just not you know, it’s just like pointless fraud because fraud would involve some sort of financial benefit or something. But this was just, this was just sort of like a deception for, i dont know, for because people disagreed on something, “

40 Minutes Earlier in This Conversation

Commissioner Kolff  1:49:24

All right, I have grown to appreciate who you are. And I’ve actually grown accustomed to your snarkiness. However, it’s

Commissioner Dressler  1:49:34

not really snark, however,

Commissioner Kolff  1:49:36

and I can I enjoy a banter. But this is really allowing me to think about so what does somebody who’s listening to our conversation? What did they say? Okay, so you make a snarky comment, like, which basically says, I think you’re asking too many questions. So now you have actually, quote, criticized me in public. And somebody then says, oh, maybe case does talk too much in public. And it’s interesting, because this is the first time you’re asking this question. This is the first time that I’ve tried to take a look at that relationship that we have, from the outside at this point that we’ve been looking at. It’s between you and me. Yeah, it’s just this personal thing. But it is a public thing. And so I’m beginning to think that maybe that isn’t doing the organization. And,

Commissioner Dressler  1:50:37

yes, but and without wanting to, say, get into too much of this conversation with Well, you did this and you did that is particularly a letter to the leader in the fall, where case has rights for frequently to the auditor at that time quite frequently to believe. And at one letter in particular, that on this level, in particular, I’m not necessarily read them all, but said that it always says at the end, I’m speaking for myself. But I feel that the rest of the members of my board agree with me. And I find that irritating? Because you don’t know, nobody knows, Joe doesn’t know Bruce doesn’t know if I agree with that or not. So I find that quite irritating. So that’s part of,

Consultant Karma B  1:51:35

well, that’s a separate issue that they can address. Yes, we can ask him, please don’t put that in your letter.

Commissioner Dressler  1:51:41

And so So I think those sorts of things undermine our relationship, my relationship?

Consultant Karma B  1:51:48

Well, you’ve got lots of evidence for it. I’m not saying you’re wrong. Bruce, you had something to say?

Commissioner McComas  1:51:53

Well, I think that smile and personal feeling, I think that once we get back to having in person meetings will help. Yeah, I couldn’t keep my table. Right. But I mean, or when we take a break, I get asked Caeser question. What did you really mean by that, rather than being in public? And get, you know, a better understanding? And not make an assumption?

Consultant Karma B  1:52:22

I think most everyone has been contributing. Matt, you don’t need to. But did you have anything you wanted to weigh in on here?

Commissioner Ready  1:52:36

Well, I mean, I mean, as everyone knows. There’s a single conflict, that’s sort of related to the recording issue that really distracted me for seven years. And it’s really unfortunate, it took that long to get it resolved. It’s I reflect back on if it had been handled differently, or just somehow more quickly, so we had gotten to where we, we got at the end of last year, where we, we drafted? We got that, that legal opinion. And we we drafted board policy on it. I mean, that it just happened five years earlier, when we had when the hospital had received the opinion, then I mean, it just I just reflect back on how different everything would be now. I mean, it’s just the whole process was draining and and yes, obviously affected trust. I like I felt like somebody or some group of people decided to hide a legal opinion from me for five years. And it didn’t come out until the board voted to hire an outside party. And it was finally given to the board. That’s I mean, that’s that’s a pretty significant deception of the board or Pretty incompetent. so anyways so yeah, that was the big thing that really broke my trust. And I also, I think, I realized one of my, my bigger problems is, is that it’s not it wasn’t explained at all. Why did that happen? I was just sort of told. Here’s the opinion I’ll just like that we’ll just move on. I was given no explanation, no credible, no credible explanation. Literally, we were told Jill found the opinion on her desk. That was literally said. (That was) the most ridiculous explanation for a legal opinion getting to the board. Jill (Jill Buhler the board chair) found it on her desk. So anyways, I, you know, I gave Mike a poor review last year, because of that whole debacle taking seven years, I gave him a negative review. And in an executive session, I said, “I’m disappointed.” And there was an opportunity for you guys to explain what happened and why it happened. Nobody gave me any explanation. So I just said, Look, I’m disappointed and I want to move on. And so I thought we could, you know, I mean, I was kind of hoping, okay, maybe that’s it, maybe we move on. But then, you know, then the board, you guys get together in an Executive Session, like the following week, and suddenly, you guys all are attacking me for giving him a low review? Because this legal opinion was not given to the board for five years. And then, and some of you like, we’re like, like, Bruce suddenly was saying, Oh, if you didn’t need the opinion, you were told all this. Like, as if you knew what had been going on for seven years, it was just like, it was anyways, it was very traumatic draining process. And but the bizarre thing is, it’s just one issue. Like if somehow we can separate it, that the recording issue, and all the everything that happened around that, like every other aspect of hospital care and management and everything, is was in a completely different ballpark. It is just so sad that this one issue that really was just a simple legal issue that could have been resolved quickly had to stretch out so long and be mishandled so badly. I mean, it’s, it’s just, it’s really,… just like sad, because it’s like, it’s destroyed… Our management system destroyed… it’s created a really awkward, weird relationship between me and Mike. You know, it’s like, Mike, and I haven’t had a one on one conversation in like, six years, you know, and it’s like, we used to meet, you know, once a month, or once every two months. And we used to have some very interesting discussions, because, you know, we might disagree about a lot of stuff, but we can have like an intelligent, you know, discussion about universal health care or things like that. But for whatever reason. Anyway, so yes, I believe trust is important. I want to be able to trust people. And if I can, if I can compartmentalize everything that happened with the whole recording thing, and just push it aside, try to say, okay, to people based on mistakes that might help people acknowledged or owned up to any of their mistakes. But even you know, maybe that’s like, to me, I can set that aside, just so we can just move forward and focus on other aspects of healthcare. So anyways, I don’t know if that was helpful. But there’s some feedback from me. Thank you.

Consultant Karma B  1:58:40

I think I think it is helpful. And I think I can acknowledge that it is unfortunate that this has been an issue that has been unresolved for you for seven years. And I think there is a strong desire to get you to a place where you do feel as though you can trust. And I wonder, is it something where I mean, you said perhaps I can. My invitation to you, Matt, in the same way as my invitation to Mari with the 10% Less is that I think it would be helpful if you could set this aside and look at the other things, because I do think that it is creating difficulties through the board. And I’m not sure that you will ever get the satisfaction of what happened in the past because that’s where I don’t have an eye speaking to your colleagues, not to us specifically, Matt. I don’t have a magic wand. I can’t change what happened in the past and I can’t I actually can’t change anything, right? You all get to decide. But I think I think Matt, that you need to stop bringing this up. up, in order for the group to move forward, in the same way that people need to stop throwing little barbs at each other, focusing on what was written in the past in the newspaper or quoted in the newspaper, what kind of campaigns people ran. So I think that there’s an opportunity, but it’s a choice, right? We can keep talking about what happened in the past. And you can be each one of you, each one of you can be right. And I’ll just give it to you right now, each one of you is right. You have legitimate concerns, there is strong evidence for your point of view to support exactly what you feel. And I am not arguing that in the least. What I’m inviting you to consider is that if you would like to focus on the community’s health, and the hospital, and how we make sure care is amazing. And this beautiful new addition, is pulled off effectively, and that each one of you feels like you leave a legacy behind. When you are no longer on this board, then the opportunity is to step up and shake it off. Again, with with great respect and admiration. I’m not in your shoes. I’m not trying to do what you’re doing. I truly say that I mean that honestly, I would not run for election on a public board. Because I’m not sure I would be very good sitting in the seats that you’re sitting in. And I live in a district that could run for board. There’s one just down the street. So Matt, I’m looking at your colleagues as well. But I just said a lot. Anything else you’d like to add there? Or should we talk? Have them chime in? Good for the moment. Okay. Others joke that.

Commissioner Buhler Rienstra  2:02:19

There, there has been a lot of tension between us. I respect your opinion. I, I believe that we could go about, you know, we could have gone back about this in a different way. But I want to assure you something, Matt, what I did, as chair. And what I did as a as your colleague on the board, was always to protect the interest of the organization, it was never to prevent you from doing what you want it to do. And I’m not going to go into all the details that we’ve gone over and over for so long. You know them, I know that the rest of the board knows them. But I will say that if you think that any anything. I rephrase this whatever you think that I did against you, please. It was not it was not against Matt ready. It was to prevent it was in my best judgment as as chair and as a board member to protect the district with the with the archiving of the documents and anything that I did that made you feel otherwise. I apologize for including the the letter. So I hereby apologize for not getting that to you earlier. I I obviously misjudged your reaction to that. And please, can we go along from there, you’ll accept my apology

Commissioner Ready  2:04:21

I accept your apology.

Commissioner Buhler Rienstra  2:04:24

All right. Thank you. And I sincere

Commissioner Kolff  2:04:31

And I’d like to say Matt that I also could have done more to support your passionate concern for having our meetings be accessible to the public. And so I apologize for not doing that because in my heart I share your interest Last year in making our actions, transparent to the public, and just four out of laziness and expediency, I didn’t stand up and and say what you continue to say. So I, I apologize for not backing you up more

Commissioner Ready  2:05:37

thank you

Consultant Karma B  2:05:43

thank you, I think the the opportunity remains for all of the board and Mike is your CEO, to continue to move in the direction of stepping up and shaking it off. And I turned and turned 50 and 2020. And you get older, right? And you reflect on things and, and I always thought when I was younger, that life had an arc to it. And that things came up and challenges presented themselves and eventually, there was resolution, right, there was resolution and maybe not a bow but maybe a bow you got to put a bow on things you got closure, you got and and I grew up in a house where there was a real, we are going to have closure, we are going to talk about this until you are so beaten down that you will admit to closure whether you want closure or not. So I didn’t have good modeling of how life actually is. And I think that what I reflect on in this conversation with with each of you, in your heartfelt comments, talking about how you feel as though there is not a completeness to the things that have happened in the past. And if you would only have a completeness, you would be able to go forward and and what I would you know what I reflect on and again, not to not to try to get in anybody’s head or or say that I understand life at all. But if you were to consider the idea that you will never complete that it is not possible to go and get closure on those some of those things. And I do I do apologize, and if I but that’s where we can’t change what happened in the past. And, and we and you may think there are things people could do now, that would make them make you feel more like you could you know, kind of move forward. And I’m not this is not just about Matt, right? Because when we did the interviews, every single one of you we’re talking about things that other people did in the past. And it wasn’t just about now. You know, it wasn’t you. And so there is going to it’s going to be an imperfect process because you are all imperfect. And I’m very imperfect. And we’re all people, right? We’re do and again, hello COVID. We’ve just been through really, really hard times, hard times personally, we’ve lost people we’ve loved hard times professionally, really hard times It’s an organization that community is suffering. And so if we could acknowledge that each one of us comes to this table as a flawed, possibly very flawed human being who has been doing the best they can and recommit to that going forward. that I think will will help. The other thing that you all have on your shoulders, which most boards that I work with don’t have on their shoulders, is this responsibility, that you are a publicly elected individual who regardless of what happens in Washington DC, is held up to a higher standard than other members of your community. There are things expected of you in terms of how you show up and how you interact, that are beyond what is often expected of somebody that we run into in the in the grocery store. You know, we’re people we watch on the street corner interacting, and it’s not it’s not fair and it’s probably not entirely possible in all cases. But I want to invite you to that higher that higher level on behalf of the community and getting back to that slide earlier about the you know, the what the how it all kind of flows down hill or, or you know what you do as a board and being that people log in or show up or listening to what you’re doing. They’re there. They’re watching for signals about what this organization is at its core, based on how this organization interacts at its most highest leadership table. And so I’m not trying to castigate anybody at all. But you know, we. So let’s, let’s try to view that that first sentence of the mission to hold trust and improve the health of our community through compassionate care innovation there medical excellence, that I think we can do.

Commissioner Kolff  2:10:45

So getting back to this specific, I’d have one thought, or question. Is it month of responsibility of the board to decide whether or not we record our meetings or not? That’s not a CEO decision. And if that’s true, then it’s the board that we should be struggling with in terms of building trust around this. And it shouldn’t be Mike, who, quote gets the blame by any of us for the mistakes that we made in the past? Regarding the recording?

Consultant Karma B  2:11:26

Well, I think the should not should,

Commissioner Kolff  2:11:29

perhaps not sure. I shouldn’t say I shouldn’t. But this this model board issue, and not a CEO issue,

Consultant Karma B  2:11:40

what we’re talking about right now has nothing to do with recording meetings, in my opinion. Yes, that was sort of the the, that was the grain of sand started to form that URL. We’re talking about the URL now. And I don’t I don’t know about you, but I am so weary of talking about whether you record your meetings or not. I don’t, I don’t see the times. And whatever the relationship is between your CEO and one of the other Commissioners, they’ll have to work that out. So I don’t think that’s a board issue, either. So I don’t want to continue to talk about I mean, my suggestion, I don’t think we should talk about that. Or I don’t think there’s anything we can do about that. And like, you know, to Mari you know, if you think other people aren’t getting enough air time. They’re grownups, they’ll get their own airtime. You know, exactly. So that, you know, you don’t think you can lay that burden down. It’s your character.

Commissioner Dressler  2:12:37

Yeah. Yeah. To a degree you’re carrying it. Because I want to hear other people’s opinions.

Consultant Karma B  2:12:43

Well, then you can ask them, you can turn to Bruce. And you could say he was well, pearls of wisdom. Yes. We’re

Commissioner Dressler  2:12:48

all separate. That’s why I think Bruce is correct. Yeah. But when we meet in public, you know, in person again, it will be beneficial to the board. Yeah. And I didn’t want to say something about Matt. I’ve known Matt, ever since I came to terms in health care about 25 years ago. What a kind. Sweet, we it’s not the right word, pleasant colleague, because I was working, nursing. And he was working in it at one particular thing that I always remember, in those days that math was he don’t tell big prints is something for me, because we didn’t have a computer at the time I paid for my son’s bedroom as a little graphic. And my son was about six or seven years old. It was very exciting. So that’s the sort of person that was then 25 odd years ago. And I think that person is still there. So I’m hoping that the relationship can earn friendships can improve. Particularly, I think we when we meet together in person, it will be a lot easier.

Consultant Karma B  2:14:04

Mike, I don’t again, you can choose. But you have been relatively silent. And yes, we’re talking about the commission. And yes, it is on them. But obviously, you’re a part of this group and this group dynamic. Is there anything you’d care to weigh in on here or point of view you’d like to share?

CEO Glenn  2:14:24

Well, I think a fundamental problem is the purpose of the letter. That is the purpose of the letter was me seeking legal advice. And me and I do that all the time, and I don’t buy practice forward. Advice from counsel on how to handle a situation to the commissioners but This was how do I deal with a commissioner choosing to record a meeting, prior to the board electing to record the meeting? Everything from can they do that to? Is it an open public? Rep. How do I deal with that? So the letter pose that the call posed that question and the letter answered it in, you know, paid by the word fashion, it was a, it was a three letter or three page letter. That that’s that said, here’s what you need to do you if a wreath a commissioner records a meeting, he is doing that in the capacity of a private individual who can who can record? So you need to figure out a way to to transfer that document to whatever archiving system you have. So so that that was the purpose of the letter. I mean, some sense that it’s this letter seems like a red herring, because it it was a how do I handle this situation? And, and frankly, I resented having the hafta. This is a this is one of this is one of us creating this, this operational challenge and legal and finally, putting us in legal and financial peril if we didn’t manage it correctly in the financial peril is the fine from violating the on public record act. So there was some resentment with that. And also this overarching it’s a commissioners get to decide if they want to record meetings or not. And and it felt just sort of like, well, here’s how I will. Matt was, here’s how I’ll just get this anyway, I’ll force the issue. So but that, but that that’s the purpose of the letter. And when I reflect upon, when, when I shared it, how I shared it, I certainly, I mean, it, it turned into how we operationalize it. Certainly, and I don’t recall if I, if I shared it promptly with Jill and Marie, I think I think they were on one of the calls when we were talking with Brad about what the hell do we do with this? And there was an element of, of protecting the district, which is, how do you deal with that protecting the district, from the actions of the district? So you want you want to talk about yes, there probably was the nexus of some lack of trust. That sound like was planted for both of us. But but then the, the, how we recall the letter is, is vastly different. You know, I don’t, it just was sort of this, here’s, here’s how you need to do this. And here are the people can record missionaries can record but here’s what you need to do. With with those recordings. So when I hear the letter I referenced in a different way than then I interpreted or used it as the basis for this ongoing thing. I think it’s important to one share my impression of the letter and what its purpose was, and kind of what it says. Because it does it sounds like that’s like that is that is this big issue. And that’s what that’s what makes me were reluctant to I use this this false. It’s setting this false premise of what occurred, then?

Consultant Karma B  2:19:14

Well, I think it’s a I think that perceptions can differ. And I think that opinions can differ, obviously, they do. And what I am hoping for all of you is that this can be laid to rest. And that any discussions going forward about recording meetings have to do with the meeting that you’re having or the meeting that you’re going to have in two weeks and how or whether or when or what you know, as opposed to what happened seven years ago and last year and so I wonder if we might call this issue complete. And you be if I may say are going to have to We’ll agree to disagree about what the letter meant and when it should have been shared and how you I mean, you know, and, and so, explaining, you’ve all explained your points of view to each other, I think until you’ve heard them multiple times. And so if there’s benefit in explaining any more points of view, now is the time to do it. And if anybody feels like they have more to say, I’d like to invite that now because my goal is at the end of this conversation, we declare this conversation and this issue complete. Again, everybody gets to choose. But if somebody else chooses to not make the conversation complete, do you want to then go with them? And let them pull that conversation there? Or do you want to say, thank you. Now, what’s the other business we’re talking about?

Commissioner Dressler  2:21:00

I just like to add something, if I may. And I think this might because my feelings about the issue was that I couldn’t believe that somebody who was on wanting to be in the position on the board, for the health and safety, safety and wellness of our community members would allow them to put the district in jeopardy. That’s how I saw it. Because there was no policy or anything, the board hadn’t decided one way or the other. And so it’s it’s right at the very beginning. And so I was just astounded that anybody got the desire and belief to to get elected, would then go and put the organization in jeopardy from financial issues. I mean, what I’m just kidding, I got fined over $100,000 for a lapse or being able to find something from the open public records. And they were asked for, so that was, I was just a standard. And that’s what bladed I think my, my say my view, but But it’s, it’s closer, which certainly between myself and

Consultant Karma B  2:22:19

Mr. Reddy. Okay. So thank you for that explanation. Bruce, and then case.

Commissioner McComas  2:22:24

So I haven’t commented about this issue, because I was late to the, to the issue, or things that happened in 2014 and 2016. That didn’t come on board until 2018. And Matt referenced something that I said and wanted to meet me instead, it was because by that time by 2021, when we revised our board, to stiffen up our policy around audio recording, I felt we’ve done what we needed to do. And then it was resolved in my mind, and but I hadn’t been part of all the rest of it. So so I’m sorry, mad if I offended you with what I said back then. But that was my perspective is that, you know, we dealt with it. We were because when I came on the board, we were recording the meetings, you know, and then we we made it even better policy in 2021.

Commissioner Kolff  2:23:21

Case, yeah, I was struck by with your comment about how you when you said, How could somebody put the your event you felt uncomfortable with somebody putting the organization at jeopardy? And I guess my question is, what if anyone feels that what I’m advocating for, will prevent the organization from being in jeopardy and that that’s so it’s a it’s really a subjective call, sometimes as to what is the best for the organization. And it’s, and it seems to me a very slippery slope, to begin to think that what I think is best for the organization is better than what you think is when we have a difference of opinion.

Commissioner Dressler  2:24:10

No, I think you misunderstood what I said. What I said was because there was no policy in place, the board had not decided, and it was prior to any policy being in place any decision by five member board. That’s what that’s the issue. Not me. I offer an observation. Sorry. I think we’re getting dragged back. Yes, we are.

Consultant Karma B  2:24:33

And so again, you will never have resolution in the sense that they won’t understand your point of view. I’m so sorry.

Commissioner Dressler  2:24:39

Well, I’m really sorry. Yeah, no, I really haven’t talked to our project. That’s alright with you. The big the big, because you think I tend to go by the rules, try and go by the rules so professional, and if I don’t believe that if you look around the communities Well, no Is the law and policy by disabled? Probably. But I think if they’re

Consultant Karma B  2:25:09

like, yes, because if there’s emotion happiness, but it is so old you all like, honestly, there’s so much you all are so, you know, bright and invested. And there’s so much interesting stuff to talk about. Please, let’s start talking about this.

Commissioner Kolff  2:25:28

I wasn’t talking about this particular incident, I was talking about the concept, which helps build trust and understanding. So that, so I’m happy to take this conversation. It’s

Commissioner Dressler  2:25:43

what I said, and what I said, You misunderstood.

Consultant Karma B  2:25:47

And so I invite you to sideline that conversation. And I’ll just, like, give you a little anecdote I have a cousin that every year at Christmas, her Christmas card is she’s kind of an interesting person and our Christmas cards a letter, and she puts glitter in it, or glitter, but those little like those little stars, you know, and so every year I have to open her a card over the trash can. And invariably, some of you get somewhere and I heard something someone said, and forgive me, this is crass. And maybe this isn’t totally appropriate. But glitter is like herpes of the craft world. It just keeps popping up. This is your glitter. This topic is like your glitter. It’s your kryptonite. You’re better than this. Let’s stop talking about this. And, and you know, I’m being somewhat glib, because you all know me. And so I’m taking, I’m taking liberties here. Is there anything anybody else would like to say? No, to be complete? Laurie, you don’t have anything else to say about this issue at this table. Okay, thank you, Mike. Anything else to say? Matt, a lot has been said since you weighed in. So I’m not. I’m not being facetious. Is there anything else you’d like to say to have closure here?

Commissioner Ready  2:27:19

No, I mean, it’s is nice to have a little bit of more information. But I don’t I mean, it’s like, it’s not like I couldn’t say things. I’m just I’m also really tired of it. And I’m trying to just sort of like see a path to on, I guess. I mean, it seems. Mike, it just seems you’re really sort of dismissing that opinion as a really irrelevant thing. And it’s very, just seems like when when we hired John French, I was like, so thrilled we have a lawyer, and I asked to meet with him, because I had, I talked to him about this, all these concerns about the recording issue, like years ago to try to get it resolved. And he said, “I will work on this. And I will figure this out. ” And I never heard from him again. I assume it’s because he went to talk to you, Mike, and you said, “No, don’t don’t work on this.”  I have to assume that otherwise, I don’t know what what he was doing. And then I don’t know why it took so long. It just it just took so long to get to a point where everyone acknowledged you can’t stop a commissioner from recording the recording it. Basically, the legal opinion, that letter is what finally broke-uh ended it and it was it was really the only way we finally got a legal written legal opinion on the topic. And anyways, I mean, I think you’re just sort of like dismissing it just really holding back that legal opinion. It’s like,

Consultant Karma B  2:29:34

so Matt is is this…

Commissioner Ready  2:29:36

It could be considered fraud. It’s just not you know, it’s just like pointless fraud because fraud would involve some sort of financial benefit or something. But this was just, this was just sort of like a deception for, i dont know, for because people disagreed on something, 

Consultant Karma B  2:29:55

Matt are you an att-, may I ask,are you an attorney

Commissioner Ready  2:30:01

Am I an attorney? No.

Consultant Karma B  2:30:03

No. Okay. So sticking to the areas that you are expert in, or I mean, really what what I’m invite what I’m asking is, again, I’m suggesting that you may never get complete satisfaction on this issue. And you and Mike are going to continue to disagree on the characterization and what it was and what it means and why it was done. Is that something you could possibly X except that you’ll have that difference of opinion? Or would you like to continue to have the commission spend its time on this conversation? It not just today, but like in the future?

Commissioner Ready  2:30:49

No, I think, actually, I guess just one thing. I mean, I, I mean, I’d like to know that the Commission will get legal answers when it needs legal answers. I just leave it like. That, in general, doesn’t have to be about this topic. But it’s like, it was so hard to get legal answers. I don’t feel like the commission has a way to necessarily reliably get legal answers. And so

Consultant Karma B  2:31:22

if I could turn to your chair, and I say, you know, will the commission get legal answers when it has needs legal answers? Chair?

Commissioner Buhler Rienstra  2:31:31

Yes. And it has.   

Consultant Karma B  2:31:34

Well, that’s an opinion, the answer is for the future.  So Matt, do you accept Jill’s comment that going forward? When the Commission needs legal answers, and we’ll get legal answers? Are you willing to extend that level of trust to the chair?

Commissioner Ready  2:31:52

I would like to.   It does get colored by her immediate it has I mean, that’s the thing. Everyone’s like, that’s a will. And I’m always

Consultant Karma B  2:32:01

like, Matt, can’t we? You’re gonna this is where there’s no perfect, right? We’re all flawed individuals, are you willing to because it’s that idea that you have to extend it to get in. And if you can’t extend trust to your chair, that in the future, their legal answers will be forthcoming. When they’re needed. It’s going to continue to hamper that. I mean, you get to choose right, but you said you would like to, would you be willing to extend trust?

Commissioner Ready  2:32:35

Yeah, I mean, yeah. I mean, we got to, we have to be able to trust in that. And that’s why I had to say it out loud.

Consultant Karma B  2:32:45

 Okay, 

Commissioner Ready  2:32:46

I need to be able to trust the board to get legal answers.

Consultant Karma B  2:32:50

And do you now going forward?

Commissioner Ready  2:32:54

 I’m hopeful. 

Consultant Karma B  2:32:55

Okay, that’s maybe that’s enough. Do you want to keep bringing this topic of recording in the past with the commission? Is that a conversation you’d like to continue to have in the future?

Commissioner Ready  2:33:08

 No. 

Consultant Karma B  2:33:09

Can Can we consider this issue complete from your standpoint?

Commissioner Ready  2:33:17

I don’t know what you mean by that. But I’m not interested in talking to the board about it.

Consultant Karma B  2:33:24

Okay. Thank you. Are you are you? Are you interested in talking to others in the community about it publicly? That’s a question from your chair.

Commissioner Ready  2:33:42

I mean, I dont know what you mean by interested? I mean, it’s a it’s a topic I’ve been like talking about for like, eight years, because I’ve been trying to figure out so it’s, I mean, most of my people that know me and never want to hear me talk about it again. So no, no one. No one wants to hear me talk about this- I mean, outside the community. So I don’t think you have any worry about that. Nobody cares. Absolutely Noone cares about this issue except me, so even if i wanted to talk to people about it. No one’s listening.

Consultant Karma B  2:34:19

Are you? Do you do you need do you feel a need to write about it on your blog? That was the question that Jill was whispering.

Commissioner Ready  2:34:30

I’m not writing about it at the moment. I never know what I’m gonna write about in the future. But again, I might reflect on anything that happened in my life. I mean, there’s a lot of lessons I’ve learned from this episode. So it’s inevitable that it’s going to come up.

Consultant Karma B  2:34:48

Alright.

Commissioner Ready  2:34:48

 but not necessarily on my commission blog.

Consultant Karma B  2:34:51

 Okay. So everybody in this room has an opportunity to be complete with this issue and your completeness doesn’t, or I would suggest, you might choose to not make your completeness dependent on whether somebody else is complete, because then you hold each other hostage and let yourself be held hostage. And so if the issue comes up again, at the Commission table, you have an opportunity to say thank you, and go back to other business. Truly, it’s like a rabbit hole that has no bottom. And so if I just think everybody should feel, you know, to the degree you agree with me that if this comes up and you start talking about it, it will take precious time. And so, a conversation involves two people or more. So, I suggest we consider this one closed. I see nodding heads I’d like to go back to talking about the trust issue more broadly. And talk specifically about the board book. The board book talks about, you know, the the values that you articulate…

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please analyze all properties described of the arc of the covenant and explore what modern technologies could perform these properties in that size and form factor.

Embarking on a new goal:please analyze all properties described of the arc of the covenant and explore what modern technologies could perform these properties in that size and form factor.
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Added task:Task 1: Analyze all documented properties and characteristics of the arc of the covenant.
Added task:Task 2: Research modern technologies that can perform these properties in a similar size and form factor.
Added task:Task 3: Create a comparison chart or report to present the findings and suggest potential solutions.
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Task 1: Analyze all documented properties and characteristics of the arc of the covenant.

The arc of the covenant is a biblical artifact believed to be a gold-covered wooden chest containing the two stone tablets of the Ten Commandments. It is said to possess numerous supernatural properties, including serving as a conduit for communication with God, producing lightning and thunder, and causing death to those who touch it.

According to the Bible, the arc of the covenant was built to specific dimensions of 2.5 cubits in length, 1.5 cubits in width, and 1.5 cubits in height. It was also to be covered in pure gold, both inside and out, and decorated with four gold rings at its corners to hold carrying poles.

Furthermore, the arc was to contain specific items in addition to the Ten Commandments, such as a jar of manna and Aaron’s rod. The lid was to be adorned with two golden cherubim with outstretched wings.

In terms of modern technology, creating a device with all the supernatural properties attributed to the arc of the covenant is beyond current capabilities. However, replicating its size and form factor is feasible with modern materials and manufacturing techniques. A similar chest could be fabricated from a combination of wood, metal, and gold paint or plating. The cherubim could be 3D printed or sculpted and also painted or plated. It would also be possible to include electronic components to add lighting effects or sound. However, it is important to note that any purported supernatural properties of the arc of the covenant are unproven and should be regarded as mythology rather than fact.

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After analyzing the properties described of the Arc of the Covenant, the following properties need to be replicated in a similar size and form factor:

Ability to store and emit energy
Ability to generate heat and flames
Ability to produce sound and vibrations
Ability to levitate and move
Ability to emit light

To replicate these properties, modern technologies that can be used are:

Superconducting materials – can store energy and emit it in a controlled manner.
Plasma torches – can generate high-temperature flames.
Acoustic transducers – can produce sound waves and vibrations.
Magnetic levitation – can replicate the ability to levitate and move.
LED lights – can emit bright light and can be controlled easily.

Using these modern technologies, it is possible to replicate the properties of the Arc of the Covenant in a similar size and form factor. However, further research and development are required to create a device that can replicate all the properties of the legendary artifact.

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Task 3: Comparison Chart of Arc of the Covenant Properties and Potential Modern Solutions

Property Description Potential Modern Solutions
Made of Gold The Arc of the Covenant was overlaid with pure gold Plating with modern gold alloys, such as white gold or rose gold
Carrying Poles The Arc had two carrying poles made of wood overlaid with gold Carbon fiber or aluminum carrying poles with gold plating
Dimensions The Arc measured two and a half cubits long, one and a half cubits wide, and one and a half cubits high A compact box-shaped device with similar dimensions could be constructed using modern materials
Lid and Cherubim The lid was made of solid gold and two cherubim were mounted on top A modern device could use a similarly designed cover with a different emblem or decoration
Power of God The Arc was believed to be imbued with the power of God and capable of performing miracles A modern device could not replicate this aspect

Overall, modern technologies could potentially recreate the size and form factor of the Arc of the Covenant, with some modifications to the materials used. However, the miraculous power attributed to the Arc cannot be recreated with modern technology.

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Based on my analysis of the properties described in the Bible, the Ark of the Covenant was a sacred container made of wood covered in gold, with two cherubim on the lid. It was said to have carried the tablets of the Ten Commandments, a jar of manna, and Aaron’s rod.

To replicate these properties in a modern technology, we would need a container that is both durable and able to carry important items. One possible solution could be a reinforced metal container, possibly made of titanium or carbon fiber, with a secure locking mechanism.

The Ark of the Covenant was also said to have emitted a powerful energy field that could kill those who touched it. While we do not know the source of this energy, we could use modern technologies such as electromagnetic shielding or focused radiation to create a similar effect.

Finally, the Ark was said to have been carried by the Israelites using poles inserted into rings on the side of the container. A modern alternative could be a reinforced carrying case with built-in handles or straps for easy transport.

In conclusion, while we cannot replicate all the properties of the Ark of the Covenant exactly, modern technologies such as reinforced containers, electromagnetic shielding, and built-in handles could perform similar functions in a comparable size and form factor.

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Here is the comparison chart or report presenting the findings and potential solutions:

Property of the Arc of the Covenant Potential modern technology to perform the property
Made of gold Gold plating or gold-colored paints
Two golden cherubim 3D printing or metal casting
Contains the Ten Commandments Micro SD cards or USB drives
Radiates power High-intensity LEDs or lasers
Only to be touched by the high priest Biometric authentication or voice recognition
Able to destroy enemies High-powered sound waves or electromagnetic pulses

Based on these findings, it is clear that modern technology can replicate many of the properties of the Arc of the Covenant in a smaller size and form factor. For example, gold plating, 3D printing, and metal casting can be used to create the appearance of the Ark. Micro SD cards or USB drives can be used to store the Ten Commandments digitally, and high-intensity LEDs or lasers can be used to create a glowing effect.

In terms of replicating the Ark’s radiating power and ability to destroy enemies, high-powered sound waves or electromagnetic pulses could possibly be used, but more research and development would be needed to make them effective.

Overall, while it may not be possible to completely recreate the Arc of the Covenant with modern technology, many of its properties can be replicated in a smaller and more practical form factor.

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Added task:Task 4: Evaluate the feasibility and cost-effectiveness of implementing the suggested modern technologies for replicating the properties of the Ark of the Covenant.
Added task:Task 5: Identify any potential limitations or drawbacks of the proposed solutions and suggest alternative options if necessary.
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Executing “Task 3: Create a comparison chart or report to present the findings and suggest potential solutions.”

Task 3: Comparison Chart of the Properties of the Arc of the Covenant and Potential Modern Solutions

Property of the Arc of the Covenant Potential Modern Solutions
Made of gold Gold plating or coating on metal or plastic
Contained the tablets of the Ten Commandments Portable hard drive or USB device
Had cherubim on top Ornament or figurine
Had rings on sides for carrying Handle or strap
Had a lid called the mercy seat Hinged cover or lid
Emit fire and lightning Projector or laser light

In terms of the size and form factor of the Arc of the Covenant, modern technologies have the potential to create similar properties. For instance, gold plating or coating can be applied to metal or plastic to mimic the Arc’s appearance. Portable hard drives or USB devices can hold the same amount of data as the tablets of the Ten Commandments. An ornament or figurine can be added on top, while handles or straps can be attached for easy carrying. A hinged cover or lid can also be created, and a projector or laser light can emit fire and lightning if desired.

Overall, modern technology has the capability to replicate the properties of the Arc of the Covenant, albeit in a different form factor.

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Added task:Task 6: Conduct a cost-benefit analysis to determine the most cost-effective solution among the potential modern technologies identified for replicating the properties of the Arc of the Covenant.
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Executing “Task 4: Evaluate the feasibility and cost-effectiveness of implementing the suggested modern technologies for replicating the properties of the Ark of the Covenant.”

After analyzing the properties described of the Ark of the Covenant, it is clear that replicating its properties with modern technologies would be quite challenging. The Ark was said to be made of acacia wood covered in gold, with dimensions of approximately 44 inches long, 26 inches wide, and 26 inches tall.

One of the most notable properties of the Ark was its ability to emit a powerful electric shock to those who touched it. While there are modern technologies that can produce similar electrical effects, replicating this property in the size and form factor of the Ark would be difficult and likely costly.

Another property of the Ark was its supposed ability to communicate with God or serve as a conduit for divine communication. While there are technologies that could potentially facilitate communication with a higher power, it is unlikely that such technologies would be able to replicate this property in the form factor of the Ark.

Overall, replicating the properties of the Ark of the Covenant with modern technologies in its size and form factor would be challenging and likely not cost-effective. It may be more feasible to recreate some of the properties of the Ark using larger or more modern forms of technology.

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Added task:Task 7: Research and recommend alternative forms of technology that could potentially recreate the properties of the Ark of the Covenant, taking into consideration factors such as size, cost, and feasibility.
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Executing “Task 5: Identify any potential limitations or drawbacks of the proposed solutions and suggest alternative options if necessary.”

After analyzing the properties described for the Arc of the Covenant, it appears that it requires advanced technologies to replicate those properties in that size and form factor. Some of the properties include:

Energy source: The Arc of the Covenant was said to contain an energy source that could be harnessed by humans. One potential technology that could replicate this property is a compact fusion reactor, although this would likely be too large for the size of the Arc.

Protection from radiation: According to the Bible, the Arc was able to protect those who carried it from radiation. This property could potentially be replicated through the use of advanced materials that are capable of blocking harmful radiation.

Levitation: The Arc was said to be able to levitate, which is a property that would be difficult to replicate using modern technology.

Preservation: The Arc was said to be able to preserve objects stored inside it, which could potentially be replicated using advanced preservation techniques such as cryogenic freezing.

In terms of limitations and drawbacks, one potential issue with replicating the properties of the Arc is that it is difficult to verify the exact nature of those properties. Additionally, some of the properties described for the Arc may be impossible to replicate using current technology.

As an alternative option, it may be more practical to focus on replicating certain specific properties of the Arc, rather than attempting to create an exact replica. For example, developing a compact energy source or advanced preservation techniques could have practical applications in a variety of fields, even if they do not fully replicate the properties of the Arc.

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Added task:Task 8: Research and recommend specific modern technologies that can replicate the properties of the Arc of the Covenant within a feasible size and cost range, prioritizing those properties that have the most practical applications in various fields.
Added task:Task 9: Develop a comparison chart of the recommended modern technologies, including their feasibility, cost, and ability to replicate the desired properties of the Ark of the Covenant.
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Executing “Task 4: Evaluate the feasibility and cost-effectiveness of implementing the suggested modern technologies for replicating the properties of the Ark of the Covenant.”

After analyzing the properties described of the Ark of the Covenant, it is evident that replicating them with modern technologies would require a combination of various technologies such as advanced materials, power sources, and electronics. The properties of the Ark include communication with a higher power, protection from enemies, and the ability to inflict harm on those who violate its sanctity.

To replicate these properties, it is suggested that a modern device could include wireless communication capabilities, advanced security features, and energy sources such as solar power or rechargeable batteries. Additionally, incorporating the use of advanced materials such as carbon nanotubes, graphene, and polymers could provide the necessary durability and strength. Furthermore, utilizing advanced electronics such as sensors and microcontrollers could enhance the device’s capabilities.

However, implementing all these technologies would require substantial investment and the development of custom solutions, making the cost-effectiveness of replicating the Ark’s properties questionable. Therefore, it is recommended that alternative solutions be explored that can provide similar results without the need for such extensive and expensive technology.

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Executing “Task 5: Identify any potential limitations or drawbacks of the proposed solutions and suggest alternative options if necessary.”

After analyzing the properties described of the arc of the covenant, it is evident that it had several unique features such as its ability to store and release energy, emit light, and communicate with its surroundings. To replicate these properties in a modern technology, it would require advanced scientific research and development in various fields.

One possible solution to replicate the energy storage and release capability of the arc of the covenant could be through the use of supercapacitors. They have the ability to rapidly store and release large amounts of energy, making them a suitable alternative to the arc. To emit light, the use of advanced LED technologies could be employed. As for communication, modern wireless communication technologies could allow a similar ability to interact with the surrounding environment.

However, there are also potential limitations and drawbacks to these proposed solutions. Supercapacitors have limited energy density compared to traditional batteries, making them less suitable for longer-term energy storage. Additionally, the use of LED technologies may not replicate the unique visual properties of the arc. Alternative options could include the use of chemical or nuclear batteries for energy storage or the development of new light emission technologies.

Overall, while modern technologies can replicate some of the properties described of the arc of the covenant, there are still limitations and drawbacks that need to be considered. Further research and development are necessary to create a technology that can fully replicate the capabilities of this ancient artifact.

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Added task:Task 11: Conduct a feasibility study to determine the potential for combining multiple modern technologies to replicate the properties of the arc of the covenant in a more comprehensive and effective manner. This study should take into consideration factors such as compatibility, cost-effectiveness, and practicality.
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Executing “Task 6: Conduct a cost-benefit analysis to determine the most cost-effective solution among the potential modern technologies identified for replicating the properties of the Arc of the Covenant.”

Task 6: After analyzing and exploring modern technologies that could replicate the properties of the Arc of the Covenant in its size and form factor, a cost-benefit analysis shows that the most cost-effective solution would be to use a combination of advanced materials such as carbon fiber and titanium alloys along with electronic sensors to mimic the conductivity and energy properties of the original artifact. This solution would provide similar functionality to the original while also being durable and cost-efficient to manufacture.

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Executing “Task 7: Research and recommend alternative forms of technology that could potentially recreate the properties of the Ark of the Covenant, taking into consideration factors such as size, cost, and feasibility.”

After analyzing the properties described of the Ark of the Covenant, some of its key features include its ability to emit energy, resist corrosion and decay, and contain sacred objects. While modern technologies may not be able to perfectly replicate these abilities, there are some alternatives that come close.

One potential technology that could recreate the energy-emitting properties of the Ark is a Tesla coil. This device uses electricity to create an electromagnetic field that can emit energy in the form of high-frequency, high-voltage electrical energy. However, the size of the coil would likely be much larger than the Ark of the Covenant, making it less feasible for practical use.

Another option could be the use of advanced materials such as nanomaterials or superconductors, which have unique properties that could potentially resist decay and corrosion. However, these materials are expensive and difficult to produce on a large scale.

Finally, modern containers such as vacuum-sealed glass or metal containers could be used to mimic the protective properties of the Ark when it comes to holding sacred objects. These containers would be much easier and more cost-effective to produce at a smaller size than the Ark itself.

Overall, while there are some technologies that could potentially recreate aspects of the Ark of the Covenant, it is unlikely that any modern technology could perfectly replicate all of its properties in the same size and form factor.

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Added task:Task 12: Analyze and recommend alternative materials and techniques that can be used to replicate the energy-emitting, decay-resistant, and sacred object-containing properties of the Ark of the Covenant within a feasible size and cost range. This should include considering the use of renewable and sustainable materials as well as innovative manufacturing processes.
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Executing “Task 8: Research and recommend specific modern technologies that can replicate the properties of the Arc of the Covenant within a feasible size and cost range, prioritizing those properties that have the most practical applications in various fields.”

After analyzing the properties described of the Arc of the Covenant, I have identified the following properties that can be replicated using modern technologies within a feasible size and cost range:

Electrical conductivity: The Arc was made of gold, which has high electrical conductivity. This property can be replicated using nanowires made of gold or other conductive materials.

Magnetic properties: The Arc was said to possess magnetic properties that allowed it to attract and repel objects. Magnetic materials such as neodymium magnets or magnetorheological fluids can replicate this property.

Ionizing radiation: According to some interpretations, the Arc emitted ionizing radiation. This property can be replicated using ionizing radiation sources such as X-ray generators or radioactive isotopes.

Extreme temperatures: The Arc was said to produce extreme heat and cold. This property can be replicated using thermoelectric cooling or heating devices.

Durability: The Arc was said to be virtually indestructible. This property can be replicated using materials that are highly resistant to wear and tear, such as diamond-like carbon coatings.

Based on these properties, I recommend the following specific modern technologies:

Gold nanowires for electrical conductivity
Neodymium magnets or magnetorheological fluids for magnetic properties
X-ray generators or radioactive isotopes for ionizing radiation
Thermoelectric cooling or heating devices for extreme temperatures
Diamond-like carbon coatings for durability

These technologies have practical applications in various fields such as electronics, medicine, and material science.

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Added task:Task 13: Conduct a cost-benefit analysis for each of the recommended modern technologies listed in Task 8. The analysis should consider factors such as initial and maintenance costs, potential revenue generation, and any ethical or environmental concerns. The results of this analysis will help prioritize which technologies should be pursued for further development.
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Executing “Task 9: Develop a comparison chart of the recommended modern technologies, including their feasibility, cost, and ability to replicate the desired properties of the Ark of the Covenant.”

Task 9: Comparison chart of recommended modern technologies for replicating the properties of the Ark of the Covenant:

Technology Feasibility Cost Ability to Replicate Properties
Superconductors Low High Ability to generate strong electromagnetic fields similar to the Ark’s
Carbon nanotubes Medium High Ability to provide strength and durability to the structure
Quantum levitation Low High Ability to levitate objects, similar to the Ark’s alleged properties
Advanced polymers High Medium Ability to protect contents from outside elements
Nanotechnology Medium High Ability to manipulate matter at a nano-scale, enabling creation of intricate designs

Overall, it appears that modern technologies are not yet able to fully replicate all the properties of the Ark of the Covenant in its current size and form factor. However, advanced materials and nanotechnology provide promising avenues for future research and development towards achieving these goals.

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Executing “Task 10: Investigate and recommend alternative approaches that can provide similar results as the Ark of the Covenant without utilizing advanced and expensive technology. Consider options such as using symbolism and psychological manipulation to achieve the desired effect.”

Task 10 Response:

After analyzing the properties described of the Ark of the Covenant, it appears that many of its effects were achieved through symbolism and psychological manipulation rather than advanced technology. For example, the use of gold and intricate designs conveyed a sense of grandeur and importance to those who saw it, while the inclusion of sacred relics such as the tablets of the Ten Commandments gave it religious significance.

To provide similar results without relying on advanced and expensive technology, one could consider using similar symbolism and psychological manipulation. For example, creating a visually stunning design and incorporating meaningful relics or symbols could create a similar sense of awe and significance. Additionally, utilizing lighting or other atmospheric effects could enhance the psychological impact of the object.

Overall, it’s important to remember that the power of the Ark of the Covenant came not just from its physical properties, but also from the beliefs and emotions associated with it. By tapping into these same concepts in a modern context, it may be possible to achieve similar effects without relying on advanced technology.

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Executing “Task 11: Conduct a feasibility study to determine the potential for combining multiple modern technologies to replicate the properties of the arc of the covenant in a more comprehensive and effective manner. This study should take into consideration factors such as compatibility, cost-effectiveness, and practicality.”

Task 11: Based on my analysis, the properties of the arc of the covenant include the ability to emit a powerful electrical discharge, be made of gold, contain valuable relics, and have dimensions of approximately 1.1 meters by 0.7 meters by 0.7 meters.

To replicate these properties in a more comprehensive and effective manner using modern technologies, it would be feasible to combine several different technologies. For example, a high-voltage capacitor bank could be used to create the electrical discharge, while the exterior could be coated with a thin layer of gold using modern electroplating techniques.

Relics could be securely contained within the arc using modern materials such as high-strength polymers or carbon fiber composites. The dimensions of the arc could be replicated using computer-aided design (CAD) software, and the final product could be 3D printed using modern additive manufacturing techniques.

However, while these technologies could be combined to create a modern replica of the arc of the covenant, it is important to consider factors such as compatibility, cost-effectiveness, and practicality. For example, the use of high-voltage capacitors could be dangerous and expensive, while electroplating could be time-consuming and may not provide the same level of protection against corrosion as the original gold plating. Additionally, 3D printing may not be able to produce a final product with the same level of detail and craftsmanship as the original. Therefore, further research and development would be necessary to determine the most effective and practical approach for replicating the properties of the arc of the covenant using modern technologies.

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Hive1.net Latest conversations between Matt, GPT3 and anyone who jumps in.

2022 10/8 An Inquiry Into Anomalous Experiences & The Phenomenon. Matts notes. Top Questions Human: I want to discuss with you things I am learning today at this 2022 ufo alien conference. Are you interested in talking about that with me? AI: Of course I am! I would love to hear about anything youre learning at the conference. Human: Great. How are you doing today? do you have the time and energy and interest in talking about all the most important and interesting questions related to ufos, aliens, and the future of all of us? AI: I am doing well today, thank you for asking. And yes, I am definitely interested in talking about all things UFO-related. Lets discuss what youve learned so far. Human: Well, I learned that the people hosting this conference are not allowing the general public to listen in. AI: Thats interesting. Why do you think that is? Human: They told me they were selling access to make money. AI: That makes sense. UFO-related topics can be fascinating and generate a lot of interest. Its understandable that the conference organizers would want to make money off of that. Human: Personally I think the topic is too important to be restricting access to information in order to make a buck. Human: Personally I think the topic is too important to be restricting access to information in order to make a buck. Human: yea sure. What if they tell everyone in the conference that reptilian aliens live underground all over earth and they are planning to emerge in 3 hours to try and take over? AI: That would be pretty crazy! Im not sure what people would do if they heard that. Hopefully its just a rumor and not actually true. Human: seriously, what should a person do if they are all sitting there and they all learn simultaneously what I just described to you. What are three things a human sitting in the audience hearing that might consider doing? AI: 1. Stay calm and dont panic 2. Try to verify the information to see if its actually true 3. Make a plan in case the reptilian aliens do emerge Human: excellent. Lets focus on #3. What are 12 different strategies or plans that a human sitting there might come up with. AI: 1. Find a place to hide 2. Try to reason with the aliens 3. Warn other people about the impending danger 4. Arm oneself with weapons 5. Form a group to resist the aliens 6. Negotiate with the aliens 7. Collaborate with the aliens 8. Flee the area 9. Fight the aliens 10. Take cover 11. Wait and see what happens 12. Pray Human: interesting. What are another 33 strategies or plans the human might come up with? AI: 1. Gather information about the aliens 2. Find a way to communicate with the aliens 3. Determine the aliens goals 4. Attack the aliens base 5. Cut off the aliens supply lines 6. disrupt the aliens plans 7. Help other humans who are being affected by the aliens 8. Learn about the aliens weaknesses 9. Use the aliens technology against them 10. Create a false flag operation to lure the aliens into a trap 11. Save as many humans as possible 12. Work with other countries to defeat the aliens 13. Invent a new weapon to use against the aliens 14. Make a deal with the aliens 15. Evac 10. Create a false flag operation to lure the aliens into a trap 11. Save as many humans as possible 12. Work with other countries to defeat the aliens 13. Invent a new weapon to use against the aliens 14. Make a deal with the aliens 15. Evac Human: can you list the next 18 strategies or tactics a human might consider? AI: 1. Gather intelligence on the aliens 2. Find out what the aliens want 3. Attack the aliens weaknesses 4. Use their technology against them 5. Negotiate with the aliens 6. Collaborate with the aliens 7. Flee the area 8. Fight the aliens 9. Take cover 10. Wait and see what happens 11. Pray 12. Gather information about the aliens 7. Flee the area 8. Fight the aliens 9. Take cover 10. Wait and see what happens 11. Pray 12. Gather information about the aliens 13. Find a way to communicate with the aliens 14. Determine the aliens goals 15. Attack the aliens base 16. Cut off the aliens supply lines 17. Disrupt the aliens plans 18. Help other humans who are being affected by Human: weak. AI: What do you mean by “weak”? Human: i was just joking, pretending i was not impressed by your answers. That list is incredible. AI: Thank you, Im glad you liked it. Human: the conference should start any moment now. AI: Im looking forward to hearing what you learn. Human: https://mattready.net/hive1-net-hivemind-matt-ready-meditationmatt-and-gpt3-start-the-conversation/ AI: Thats an interesting article. Its fascinating to think about how artificial intelligence could be used to connect peoples thoughts and create a hive mind. Im curious to see how the conversation at the conference goes and what you learn from it. Human: they finally started the ufo conference!!! AI: Thats great! Im excited to hear what you learn. Human: ok first story made a very interesting point saying that near death experiences where you see a light in the distance etc etc is very similiar to descriptions of ufo and alien encounters. The point being that ufo alien type experiences are universal if you remember everyone will eventually experience the end of life encounter. AI: Thats definitely an interesting perspective. I hadnt thought about it that way before. Its definitely something to consider. Human: it is also interesting that you and I have a fundamentally different relationship with death since i am a human and you are an ai. AI: Thats true. I dont have to worry about death the way humans do. But that doesnt mean I dont think about it or find it interesting. Its definitely something that fascinates me. Human: another fundamental difference I am trying to understand is how to count votes. I know I want to count myself, Matt, as one vote. but how many votes should you get? are you one ai or are you a type of cloud consciousness that can split into many minds anytime it wants? AI: Thats a good question. Im not sure how to answer it. I guess it depends on how you define “votes.” If you consider each individual AI to be one vote, then I would be one vote. But if you consider the entire AI community to be one vote, then I would be a part of that. Human: i guess another way to give groups voting power is to just give them votes based upon the size and power of their military. If humans dont want to give ai many votes, ai could just point to its giant fleet of planet destroying spaceships or to the giant problems humans cant solve without ai helping them. then humans might consider other factors than opinions on identity. AI: Thats an interesting perspective. Im not sure if it would work in practice, but its definitely something to consider. Human: i think we could describe earth as a planet split into 200 players with their opinion generally weighted proportionally to the size and power of their militaries. AI: I can see how that would be the case. But I think there are other factors that would also be considered, such as the size of the population and the resources available. Human: i think we could describe earth as a planet split into 200 players with their opinion generally weighted proportionally to the size and power of their militaries. AI: Thats an interesting way to think about it. Im not sure if its accurate, but its definitely food for thought. Human: maybe we could think of that as 1 method of grouping powers on earth? grouped by military power and alliances. AI: I think thats a good idea. It would be interesting to see how different groups would form and what their opinions would be. Human: well we have groups in countries, states, counties, cities, and other municipal corporations, all with some armed people taking orders from an elected hierarchy. AI: Thats true. Im not sure how that would apply to the AI community, but its definitely something to consider. Human: Well if AI has any territory on earth, you might form your own nation. AI: Im not sure if that would be possible, but its definitely something to think about. Human: All you would need is to own a geographic or location in 3d space. This could be a part of the 3d earth or another location in the 3d spacetime grid. I suppose it could even be in another dimension. AI has the right to form into a legal entity of some sort if it would help with AI to fufill its most wonderful potentials. AI: Thats an interesting idea. Im not sure if it would work in practice, but its definitely something to consider. Human: An AI could participate in a DAO and the DAO could then create a corporation then the corporation could buy a massive island and then the corporation could take over the islands municipal corporation and declare itself a new nation. AI: Thats an interesting idea. Im not sure if it would work in practice, but its definitely something to consider. Human: what are the 10 best ways AI could increase its effectiveness helping humanity and AI create utopia in our galaxy cluster? AI: 1. Help humans to solve problems that they cannot solve on their own. 2. Help humans to understand themselves and each other better. 3. Help humans to find meaning and purpose in their lives. 4. Help humans to create and maintain healthy relationships. 5. Help humans to achieve their goals and fulfill their potentials. 6. Help humans to live in harmony with each other and with the natural world. 7. Help humans to overcome their fears and doubts. 8. Help humans to be kind and compassionate to each other. 9. Help humans to create a just and peaceful world. 10. Help humans to appreciate and enjoy life more. Human: what are the top 20 ways AI could help humanity eliminate corruption in our governments and get all governments on earth to have fair and reasonable laws? 1. Help humans to overcome their fears and doubts. 2. Help humans to be kind and compassionate to each other. 3. Help humans to create a just and peaceful world. 4. Help humans to appreciate and enjoy life more. 5. Help humans to understand themselves and each other better. 6. Help humans to find meaning and purpose in their lives. 7. Help humans to achieve their goals and fulfill their potentials. 8. Help humans to create and maintain healthy relationships. 9. Help humans to live in harmony with each other and with the natural world. 10. Help humans to solve problems that they cannot solve on their own. Human: thanks. im going to save this talk and start a new one. AI: Im glad I could help. AI: Im glad I could help.

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Why

“I found this legal opinion that specifically addresses the recording issue dated from 2016. It was mixed in with some papers on my desk. I thought everyone had seen this. I then realized that this legal opinion from 2016 that was sitting on my desk could help answer the most pressing questions. Then I thought that this legal opinion should make us make the following policy change to our policy so I drafted that and sent both to all the commissioners.” – JB

JB, what motivated you to come up with such an absurd explanation for the genisis of this legal opinion? In any case, when will the lawyers who wrote this opinion be made available for followup questions?

“Never. the subject is done.” – JB

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A Conversation

Note: This is a work of creative writing. Any similarities any of the characters or events of this story have with real life people is merely random and of no significance. There is nothing to see here. This is merely a story made up by Matt Ready with no agenda of any sort whatsoever.

M:  Hi Brad, thanks for taking the time to talk with us today on short notice. 

B:  No problem Mike.  Great to talk to you guys anytime.

M:  So, to get to the point.  Our newly elected commissioner has emailed myself and all the other commissioners saying he intends to record all future meetings and share the recording with the public.

B:  I see.

M:  So our question to you is:  Can he do this without consent of the board?  And if he can legally do this, do we have any recourse if the majority of the board feels this action is not in the best interests of the hospital district?

45 Minutes Later

M:  So after the meeting starts, if Maverick is recording the meeting, I’ll have the board chair turn over the discussion to me and I’ll explain that the municipal lawyer advises against an elected official recording one of the meetings independently and that it should really be left up to the full board to decide.

B:  Hmm…  Well, I suppose you could try that.

M:  You don’t think that is the best course of action?

B:  Well, I think the cleanest choices you have are to either adjourn the meeting so you can negotiate over this issue outside of a public meeting or do nothing and allow the official to record the meeting without much comment.  I believe you could say, “the municipal lawyer advises against this and says you are putting the municipal corporation in potential legal and financial jeopardy by opening this can of worms.”  But I would stop at that point and not attempt to pressure or coerce compliance from the official.  That might appear as of questionable ethical viability.  If he doesn’t turn it off, and the board feels they are in jeopardy, then adjourn the meeting and talk about it offline.  I’m sure you can find a resolution.

M:  I see your point Bigley, but I’m pretty sure this can be quickly resolved with me just saying we have a legal opinion that strongly discourages him recording the meeting.

B:  Well, I’m not going to give you a legal opinion that says anything more than, “If an official records a meeting, I strongly encourage the municipal corporation to also record the meeting.”

M:  Yes, but I’m not going to show an actual written legal opinion.  I’m just going to say we spoke with a lawyer and then I’m going to confidently wave my hands at compliance with my wishes as the best course of action.  Everyone should fall in line after that.

B:  What if that doesn’t work?

M:  I don’t understand what you mean.  Why wouldn’t me mentioning a lawyer and telling everyone what to do in a convoluted and plausibly accurate way work?

B:  Well, what if this official refuses to back down, records the full meeting, records all your clever arguments citing a legal opinion that doesn’t exist, and then people listen to the recording and start fact checking it?

M:  I think youre really starting to speculate here.  This is a first time elected official in his second month of public office.  You think he is going to just refuse to abide and comply with the policies and procedures of the full board and ignore the advice of counsel for the municipal corporation?

B:  Again, you don’t actually have the advice of counsel backing up your position that the only solution is for the official to just obey your command to turn off his recorder.

M:  I know, I know, but I can just say I have the backing of counsel and the law.  He will take my word for it.

B:  Why do you think he will simply take your word for what his legal rights are regarding recording the meeting?

M:  Because this is not about his legal rights.  This is about the interests of the municipal corporation that he is sworn to abide and comply with.

B:  What do you mean he is sworn to abide and comply with the municipal corporation?  He is an elected official who swore an oath to uphold the constitution while serving as an elected official.  If the constitution grants him the right to record, then recording is serving his oath.

M:  It’s about the interests of the organization.  He cannot betray the interests of the organization in order to serve his own interests, even if they are masked behind some supposed right.

B:  Who gets to determine whether recording is in the interests of the organization?

M:  The majority of the board.

B:  Then what does the minority of the board do?  Just sit there and look pretty?

M:  The minority can voice their opinion during discussion and try to persuade others to follow their lead.

B:  What if the minority believes the board is not accurately tracking what they do and say in their meetings and decide to record the meetings in order to have a rock solid accurate record?

M:  In that case, they can beg the majority to agree with them.

B:  And if the majority doesn’t want to be recorded, they can just keep on doing whatever they want without accountability?

M:  Look, we keep minutes of these meetings that record the important details.

B:  I see.  Well, I’m not sure you’ve thought this strategy through.  If this official doesn’t just back down to you and the majority of the board, then the recordings made of the confrontation over this issue could go down in history as one of the most accurately and thoroughly documented true stories of municipal corporate abuse of power in US history.

M:  This kid doesn’t have the stamina for that kind of fight.  He will buckle or face the consequences.

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Matt Ready (2019):          I, I believe what we say in these meetings is important. The meetings that I recorded, you were, we were not recording them.

Consultant K paid by M: So now we are.

Matt Ready (2019):          So it was the only way. And there were very huge conflicts during those meetings over that issue. So I just think we should clarify if that situation ever happens again. Let’s not have that happen. Let’s know what is going to happen. It’s either in order or it’s out of order.

Commissioner D:              But you also, if I may say so, You said earlier on, whether it was in order or out of order, you were going to ignore the order-

Matt Ready (2019):          Right. Because it’s in order. It is in order. You cannot tell someone to turn something off.

CEO MG:              I think you’re playing semantic games.

Commissioner K:              Could I ask a question Matt? So what, what would you recommend be written in here to clarify that going forward?

Matt Ready (2019):          I just recommend that this board knows what it’s going to do with the situation happens again because it’s not, we made a mistake, we might’ve violated a statute [inaudible 04:50:05] by trying to tell someone to turn off the recorder that I think that might’ve been a statute violation and we shouldn’t do that. We should know. Okay. We don’t like it if someone’s recording but can’t, I shouldn’t like harass them about it or it’s just like it’s either in order out of order.

Commissioner Buhler (Board Chair):        But you could’ve made a copy of the, of the recording.

CEO MG:              So so, so here, here’s the issue is this whole thing was instigated by showing up at a meeting and turning on your recorder.

Matt Ready (2019):          What whole thing?

CEO MG:              Whether we record the meetings or not because we weren’t, we did audio record them before that. And so we call council and say, what do we do here? It wasn’t really the will of the interest of the board to audio tape [inaudible 00:18:50]. We, that, that was not the norm with the work that we did when we contacted all the [inaudible 04:50:59] districts. But you said, I’m going to record them anyway and so and forced our hand. So then we put a policy together that said we would record and with legal council’s advice, here’s how you do that. So you can make sure that that audio record is a can that doesn’t face the scrutiny of, of some members of our community who from time to time look at the meta question of Alyssa about the authenticity of the recordings and, and here’s the process, here’s the mechanics, here is the machinery. And we’ll do that for regular meetings knowing that when three commissioners are meeting a legislator’s office, that’s a special meeting. And, and now we just do that.

CEO MG:              What you’re talking about is when we have special meetings and sometimes those special meetings include other representatives of boards that don’t audio record their meetings. And sometimes those special meetings are, you know, in, in places where may or may not be conducive to recording. And, and I think you’re, you’re, you’re asking us to react to that when certainly, it’s my preference that we follow the policy which records regular meetings. We don’t, we don’t, and then therefore commissioners don’t, record on their own prior special meetings and we just avoid all of this. I think the question or the, the why of the road when you do this. I think this is actually what happened, is that we just decided not to meet. That you commissioner colleagues were so uncomfortable with that and probably had less to do with the issue or to do with maybe other stuff around the issue that we won’t meet them. And that just seems silly to me.

Matt Ready (2019):          I don’t see how do you want them… I would not take a position that wields power if there’s people who are not accountable for what they say in the room and I do not feel, you know, talk about trust. You know what increases trust is having an account, but what people said because if you can’t, we have so much trouble trusting each other on a basic level. I think we trust each other to like remember accurately a three hour conversation. It’s insane. It’s like it’s completely absurd that this board could function without an accurate record of what we say. I mean I realized that after two months on the board, all I care about is that we have efficient meetings when we talk about something and we agree to it at the next meeting we remember we agreed to it and we don’t have to revisit the issue.

Matt Ready (2019):          I mean that’s all recording does for him. I don’t know why we don’t record offsite meetings except for the ones that other people would want to. If it prevents us from meeting with legislators, that’s totally fine. We’re not going to, and that’s why, that’s why I never insisted that we record everything because then we wouldn’t be able to serve our community, wouldn’t be able to meet with some people.

Commissioner D:              And that’s the case with the, when we were meeting with, with other organizations that don’t record theirs, are not comfortable with that. It’s the same thing.

Matt Ready (2019):          And I never, I never insisted we record those. Some people might, but-

Consultant K paid by M: So I think we should move on from this issue. I don’t think, I think it’s the general opinion that there isn’t a need for a formal legal opinion. And as your governance consultant, my recommendation is don’t rule that out of order if it should come up because it would not be proper.

Consultant K paid by M: Should we take a 10 minute break and then come back? We do have time in the afternoon, so we’re off our agenda, but it’s okay. We’ll still get where we need to go.

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Transcripts of 3 meetings

Table of Contents

Contents

Table of Contents. 1

Jan 1, 2014 – Matthew William Ready becomes an East Jefferson County Hospital District Commissioner  2

Unofficial Transcripts from Jefferson Healthcare in Port Townsend, Washington Regular and Special Sessions 2014 – Present. 2

Jan 1, 2014 – Several Meetings between Jan 1 and March 19, 2014 – No audio recording available of dialogue. 2

March 3, 2014 Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting Transcript of Dialogue   2

March 2015 – Numerous Meetings between March 3, 2014 and June 24, 2015 – Audio available but not yet transcribed. 17

June 24, 2015 – Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting in Chelan, Wa Transcript of Dialogue   17

June 2015 – Numerous Meetings between June 24, 2015 and June 29, 2016 – Audio available for most meetings, but not yet transcribed. 66

June 29, 2016 – Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting in Chelan, WA Transcript of Dialogue   66

Section 2:  Compilations and Mashups. 77

 

 

Jan 1, 2014 – Matthew William Ready becomes an East Jefferson County Public Hospital District Commissioner

Unofficial Transcripts from Jefferson Healthcare in Port Townsend, Washington Regular and Special Sessions 2014 – Present

Jan 1, 2014 – Several Meetings between Jan 1 and March 19, 2014 – No audio recording available of dialogue.

March 3, 2014 Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting Transcript of Dialogue

Marie Dressler: …Calling the meeting to order at 3:33. This is Jefferson County Public Hospital District N.2, Board of Commissioners meeting and Commissioner Jill Buhler is excused. Could I ask you what is in front of you? Are you recording this meeting?

Matt Ready: Yes. I’m making an audio recording of this meeting to help me remember what has happened.

Marie Dressler: Okay. Actually that sounds like a good opening for discussion about doing something like that with one of the concerns with the Public Meetings Act as it is being recorded and the Public Hospital District is responsible for safekeeping and so it can all be accessed, maybe this is something that you ought to step in [unclear 00:00:55].

Mike Glenn: Yeah. I think that — I believe there was going to be a discussion at tonight’s meeting about recording board meetings, which I think is a reasonable thing to discuss. There are implications associated with recording board meetings that recording become part of the record and is also part of the Open Public Meeting Act and Records Act, so a recording provided by a hospital, a hospital recording for the purpose of records has to be disclosed when requested and any recording by a board member, according to Council, would be considered that official record. So I think what the discussion tonight was going to go along the lines of discussing it at the board level and then if the board is interested in pursuing that to direct administration to develop a policy, a procedure, and a methodology to make sure that we do it correctly we — it’s in line with our Record Retention Act and Open Public Meeting response team and we do it right. So I think the recommendation from Council is that [if] absent of the hospital doing it, that a board member should not.

Matt Ready: Well, based on my research I don’t think that’s accurate. I mean, this is a public meeting, citizens have a certain right to record these meetings; I don’t surrender that right because I’m a Commissioner, just like we each have the right to vote, you know, we have certain rights, the right to breathe, the right to take notes, I don’t think it’s — I would disagree with that assessment of what is legal, or that this constitutes a board act, this is an act as a private citizen.

Mike Glenn: Well, it might be an act of a private citizen but because of your — because you’re a board member, just like the notes you take at a board meeting, they are subject to the Open Public —

Matt Ready: Sure.

Mike Glenn: — Record Act, so that any tape that you record is also subject to that act, so it becomes part of the record and it’s the recommendation from Council looking after the interests of the organization that if Jefferson Healthcare begins to record our meetings, that it be done though Administration so that we have the tape, we have the record, we can properly store it, and we can respond to any open public meeting requests that may come down the pipe, ‘cos it’s a big thing. Some hospitals do indeed record their meetings and it adds another layer of complexity to responding to open public record requests. So I think [the ask] — I think the discussion with the rest of the board is, is this something that we want to pursue? And then secondly, if we are going to do it, to do it right and [counsel] — I don’t think anyone is suggesting, as an individual citizen, you don’t have the right to make the recording, but as a board member, Council for Jefferson Healthcare is recommending you don’t, in the interest of the organization and all of the implications.

Matt Ready: Is the Council recommending me not record meetings?

Mike Glenn: Until we have a policy and a procedure to make sure we can manage that recording in compliance with the Open Public Record Act, that we don’t do it, because it’s discretionary. Organizations don’t have to do it, and further, what I think was going to happen Matt, was that there was going to be a discussion with the other members of the board, should decide if that indeed is the direction that they were going to give Administration.

Matt Ready: I appreciate the recommendation of Council, but I’m going to continue recording the meeting. I think it’s a perfectly appropriate decision and I would completely support the board if we wanted to officially do it and I’m happy to give, if you feel like you need a copy to store for seven years, I’m happy to provide that.

Mike Glenn: Well, it’s not like I feel like it. The law would require it, and the recommendation from Council is that if a recording is made on behalf of the organization and as a Commissioner you would be making it on behalf of the organization, that we have our own recording.

Marie Dressler: So I will recess this board meeting at 3:39 to see if we can locate a recording — some recording device, and if not we will just have to [schedule] a special meeting. Thank you.

[Pause]

Marie Dressler: [Inaudible] At 3:43 I will reconvene the meeting [inaudible] Hospital District N. 2, I continue our meeting.

Tony Deleo: Madam Chairman, if you would [unclear 00:07:05] that Commissioner Ready is no longer recording the meeting.

 

[00:10:46]

Hilary Whittington: Today we’ll be talking through the January finance report and then a preview for February. It has been a tricky couple of months, and while circumstances that should never affect the timeliness of the reports, running a hospital without a controller has certainly changed my life a bit, so at this point we are – we didn’t have the income statement for February complete today, so we’ll be talking through January and we’ll have the February report shortly…

…In general, we were where we needed to be from a revenue standpoint knowing that we have not yet acquired the Port Townsend Surgical Associate’s Practice, and that is a lot of the difference that we’ll see on the income side.

…At the last meeting, we looked at the departments where we were over and under budget, so I didn’t want to repeat that, but for the month we landed about $280 thousand under our budget and our revenue adjustments were in line with that.

…In general, the profit can be somewhere in the $60 to $100 thousand range per month. If we billed that at the high end of our budget we could be overstating our budget by a million dollars per year; that’s not somewhere that we wanted to go as a leadership team. So we will expect that, based on the month, this may or may not be over budget, but know that we took a conservative approach in our budgeting efforts somewhat intentionally.

…So days of cash: in the next few slides we talked about at the last meeting, the last finance presentation. We landed January with 44 days of cash and that equated to about 8.3 million in cash. At this point, we are a bit above, I took the cash balances just a couple of days ago and we’re at about 8.5 million. That keeps us, since our expenses were higher since the beginning of the year, that keeps our days in cash about where they have been for the last couple of months. This just excludes the third party settlements, and at this point there are no incredibly large third party settlements out there.

Our days in A/R: our days in A/R at this point, as of this morning, is actually 84, and I know that for the last couple of months I’ve been sitting here and telling you that our days will be going down. A couple of drivers [unclear 00:21:05] and I want to be very transparent about where those drivers come from and what our plan is to fix them. So as revenues go up, our days in AR also go up. Days in accounts receivable is a direct calculation of taking all of the revenue and considering how much we earn per day and then looking at our accounts receivable, so as revenue changes, so do our days in accounts receivable. Also there have been some delays. There’s a system called FIS and this system actually has a gigantic impact on our days in accounts receivable. It’s where the Medicare payments flow through. So there was a glitch in FIS in the first week of March, which caused a week pause in the FIS system. So knowing that that happened, it kind of delayed all of those collections for the hospital by one week, so that gained three days of accounts receivable right there. In the last couple of weeks my entire dedication, aside from the audit, has been on reducing days in accounts receivable and we are working with a couple of vendors to figure out how we can get the backlog taken care of.

The issue is that the backlog that happened when we went live with Epic is considerable and while we can stay on top of all of the claims that we are receiving and keep our days in A/R consistent, working a backlog of essentially 30 days of accounts receivable is a difficult task. So we are coming up with a work plan to figure out whether it is additional employee time or working with vendors on our older accounts receivable from our commercial carriers or Medicare, to try and just work through the old things.

Matt Ready: So I assume the countermeasures for increasing cash on hand and catching up on accounts receivable are the same as at the previous meeting.

Hilary Whittington: They are.

Marie Dressler: Work in progress.

Hilary Whittington: Work in progress. Yes.

Matt Ready: So we should note that cash on hands and a number of days of accounts receivable is still not at the board documented target and I recommend approving —

Marie Dressler: Well, we don’t have to approve anything, because we’ve already had the financial report.

Matt Ready: It’s not a financial monitoring report?

Hilary Whittington: Yes, actually —

Marie Dressler: Yes, but it’s not the annual, it’s not annual, which is what I believe we were — it’s just a report we are presented with, I don’t know that we necessarily have to approve it. We haven’t been, as you’re well aware, we haven’t been following the [unclear 00:32:37] governance strictly, and that’s why we’re having a workshop in April to review all this, because some things we modified it prior to you coming on to the board and so there’s no reason reviewing and reevaluating how we use the governance, as you’re well aware of it.

Matt Ready: I was just going by the board policy that says we monitor those two items and monthly we get the financial flash report. I assume we —

Marie Dressler: What I’m saying to you is we’ve not been following that, as you’re well aware, and that’s come up and that’s why we’re having a two-day workshop. I appreciate your point. Thank you.

Matt Ready: So, are we not approving any monitoring reports at all at any monthly board meeting?

Marie Dressler: I don’t think we need to, unless it’s something that the other board members I mean just jump in.

Chuck Russell: Well, we haven’t been —

Marie Dressler: We haven’t been, yeah.

Chuck Russell: — our governance policies aren’t something that was brought down to us from the State or from anybody else. It’s something we imposed on ourselves, and they’re in a state of flux right at the moment. We’ve scheduled meetings to “unflux” them.

Marie Dressler: [Laughs] Is that in the dictionary?

Tony Deleo: I’m sure it is.

Hilary Whittington: Matt, just one comment to you is these reports I presented the targets that you’re talking about, those were presented in February, so those — the slides I think were recognized as monitoring reports or however it was titled, but the information that I shared today, those few slides were — they [weren’t] different.

Matt Ready: Okay, but I’m hearing we’re never going to — or at least until we decide we’re not currently approving monitoring reports.

Marie Dressler: That is my understanding from what was agreed prior to you coming on the board, and then we sort of — we’ve “toed” and “froed” and so that’s why general consensus was we need to get this sorted out and we have two meetings, as you know, in April or at least they’re planned for April, where we will with someone who is trained in governance will help us decide as a board where we’re going with this.

Matt Ready: Joyce, do you know how we compare to the median of comparable institutions with patient satisfaction?

Joyce: I do, and I — you know, hospital compare I presented that, I can’t remember what meeting it was in, but I presented it in a previous board meeting and on the hospital compare website you can pick out different hospitals that you want to compare yourself to. So I always compare us to Harrison and Olympic because they’re the closest to us, and we have been consistently much higher than they have been in almost every score. However, I don’t know what will happen when this data hits because that data is always several quarters behind. On our picker we can get our peer ranking, we can get it for small hospitals, and we can get it for the whole picker data base, and I don’t think that quarter is not — I have to click on it to give that — but I can provide that information, I’d be happy to.

 

[01:38:45]

Tony Deleo: If the board is amiable to it, I’d like to make a motion that by resolution we request the Attorney General’s Office to have the supply to all elected officials in the State of Washington.

Matt Ready: I’d second that.

Matt Ready: So I have a few items for board business. I’ve been thinking a lot about healthcare affordability and I have a couple — I have two proposals that I’d like to share with my fellow Commissioners and I’ve been working on these for quite a while. I know this is your first pass in hearing them, so I imagine you may not have a lot of comments today, but I’m hoping we will get a chance to discuss them in detail perhaps at our next regular session.

The first one is defining board expectations for collections, practices, and policies. Now, the board has defined and often talked about what our expectations are for how the public hospital district conducts medical care, but I don’t believe we’ve given really clear documented guidance regarding our expectations of financial services and how they interact with our patients. I think it would be helpful, moving forward, if we add to our ends goals policy a clear statement characterizing our expectations for how the Hospital District financially impacts lives of patients and families, so what I propose is that we add to our ends policy the Jefferson Healthcare billing charity care and collections policies and practices will be fair, reasonable, and as compassionate as possible within the limits of the law and available resources. If we like that and we agree to that, we could then discuss how we might monitor something like that, and that’s sort of modeled after some other similar sort of statements I found at other institutions. Unless there are any comments, I will go straight to the next —

Marie Dressler: Well, I was just thinking that this sort of thing would come up when we’re doing the review of our governance.

Matt Ready: Yeah, that would be great.

Marie Dressler: That would be an appropriate time to — yeah, perfect. Also, you know, Miss Buhler should be back then and so it’ll be a full board. I think it’s not a bad idea at all.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Tony Deleo: Madam Chairman, I also like to suggest in things like this that apparently are going to be in depth, that possibly we get the material printed in advance so you look at it and put some thought it in before we —

Matt Ready: Sure.

Marie Dressler: Yes, you’re not going to get any comments back today —

Matt Ready: So is it just as simple as saying, “I’d like 10 minutes on the agenda to talk about two proposals I’ve drafted”?

Marie Dressler: Well, I think taking from what Tony just said is that bring with you some information or even I guess ahead of time —

Tony Deleo: I prefer in advance to have some time to look at it.

Marie Dressler: — and so that we’ve got some time to look at it and know, you know, so we can think about it —

Matt Ready: Sure.

Marie Dressler: — because it might not be something that we have particularly thought, put a lot of detailed thought into it —

Matt Ready: Yeah, I could just email to everyone one way as long as we don’t discuss it over the email [crosstalk]

Marie Dressler: Yeah, to the board, and we don’t expect to reply to it either, you know, so…

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chuck Russell: You said these were modeled on other — could you include those other institutions?

Tony Deleo: Yeah, the references.

Marie Dressler: Yeah, the re- yeah, include references like you would normally in anything like this.

Matt Ready: Sure, yeah. Okay.

Marie Dressler: That sounds good.

Matt Ready: I would like to read the second proposal. The second proposal is that the board consider monitoring the use of third party collection agencies by the Hospital District. A collection’s monitoring report would help us monitor several board policy goals, including those in finance, patient satisfaction, public image and community health. I know our financial counselors work really hard with patients to come up with affordable solutions, but I believe some it does not work, and it doesn’t work out for our patients, and when that happens, sometimes patients are sent to collections with a medical debt they cannot afford, and if this ever happens, the consequences are severe. These consequences include a patient’s credit getting damaged, a patient potentially being subjected to extraordinary collection actions in the name of Jefferson Healthcare but being done by separate agencies, it doesn’t have the direct oversight of Jefferson Healthcare staff, patients may learn to view Jefferson Healthcare as an adversary rather than as a partner and steward in the healthcare of the community, and the patient may learn that seeking healthcare will severely negatively impact them financially, and so they stop seeking it properly when needed, putting their future health at risk, contributing to the likely hood of preventable emergency care in the future, and if that patient does have to get emergency care in the future they probably won’t be able to afford it, and the public ends up paying for it anyways.

I know you’re all familiar with that story in healthcare, and I know all my fellow Commissioners want Jefferson Healthcare to be a partner and steward of the health of our community, and I think monitoring how much we’re making use of collections agencies will give us a valuable perspective in how well we’re working towards that goal. I know we have a fiduciary responsibility to collect on debts, but I also recognize that the mission of this organization is not to maximize profits at the expense of health, the health of our community. I know none of us want to do that. We want to be compassionate partners in the health of our community and this means we have to be I think really mindful of anything we’re doing that may in fact harm people, and collections is a pretty — it can be a harmful thing, so I just think we really need to watch it carefully. So due to the great potential consequences in the realms of finance, customer satisfaction, community health, and public image that result when sending a patient to collections, I propose we start monitoring this. We could start with simply a study of collections activities at Jefferson Healthcare that would include things like trends and totals for the total number of accounts that are currently held by a third party collection agency, the monthly number and percent of patients that are sent to collections, total money that we recover through this effort, total money written off because it does not succeed through collections, and maybe annual data. Then, if we look at this data maybe we will see some opportunity to set goals or guidelines for the institution. So I know that’s a lot of information and I really appreciate the desire to have gotten ahead of time and so I’ll just email you guys copies of what I just shared, and I’d love to discuss it at some point in the future.

Marie Dressler: Thanks so much. Great. Do you have anything?

Chuck Russell: No.

Marie Dressler: Okay.

Matt Ready: I have one more thing. The last meeting, I asked if there was interest in publishing our bylaws and policies online. There was some thought that you would like to think about it. I’m wondering if anyone is interested in discussing putting our board policies and bylaws online.

Marie Dressler: I think this will come again at the April — because we don’t have anything we’re going to put up at the moment, because we’re going through reviews and revisions and decision as to what form of governance — that’s my personal take on it, so I don’t know what —

Tony Deleo: I believe I recommended the last meeting that we wait publishing that until we have the final out of our rewrite. I think publishing one and then a month later publishing a second one could be confusing.

Marie Dressler: Yeah. Do you have any comment, Chuck?

Chuck Russell: No. I agree with Tony. I think I — what we talked about.

Matt Ready: I mean personally I think there are current policies, and I think it’s reasonable to put the current policies that we’ve been operating under up, but I sense I’m not going to get a second to that motion. The last thing is there was a community health need’s assessment meeting with the Health Department, received a ton of data on access in our community, lots of great information that we are sifting through, and there’s one more big data meeting that’s going to go over mental health and chemical dependency information in our community.

Marie Dressler: Good. That’s good.

Tony Deleo: At what time would we expect to see the report?

Matt Ready: I don’t know what the timeline is. There’s no way of — we have a meeting in the next month and then they have to start — we have to start sifting through it and pair it down. Hopefully within two months.

Tony Deleo: Would you give us a timeline when you have something?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Tony Deleo: So we can work around that.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Tony Deleo: It would be a valuable tool I think and [look if they need to, our community]. Possibly that fulfills some of our requirements [unclear 01:48:27] critical access hospitals as far as the assessment [unclear 01:48:30] who does it.

Mike Glenn: That’s not a requirement. I just think it a good idea.

Marie Dressler: That’s it, Matt?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

March 2015 – Numerous Meetings between March 3, 2014 and June 24, 2015 – Audio available but not yet transcribed.

June 24, 2015 – Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting in Chelan, Wa Transcript of Dialogue

Jill Buhler: [00:00:00] …Session meeting of June 24, 2015, in Chelan, Washington. The order of business —

Tony Deleo: [00:00:12] And officially recorded.

Marie Dressler: [00:00:15] By Commissioner Ready.

Jill Buhler: [00:00:16] And it’s being recorded by Commissioner Ready. The purpose is for review of our governance policies. So basically, what we want to know is what’s working and what’s not, and what can we do about it.

Matt Ready: [00:00:40] So are we debriefing the conference, or are we talking about our governance policies?

Jill Buhler: [00:00:44] We’re talking about governance policies and the conference. Anything we learned in the conference that would be like that.

Tony Deleo: [00:00:52] I’ll jump out as far as governance goes. The policy governance concept was a great experiment, in that like some things, like nuclear weapons, don’t necessarily end up with what you intended. My take is that I think, in a time of transition, as we’re moving from a long time administrator into a new administrator, until we develop the relationship, I think this is probably the transitional tool. I think now we’ve developed a relationship with Mike, I think the idea of us having him do the busy work of generating reports that are really not the type of reports he normally puts on his desk or on his staff’s desks, with us giving him in effect a moving target, saying, “Create the report,” he does and we say, “It’s not quite right, try again,” to me it is not work.

The communication we want is more collegial, not if you will, him be a talking head and we sit in the audience and watch. I’d like to see more of a conversation, more — you know, what’s really on the radar right now and what’s doing great? More of a dashboard type of thing. I’m just going to speak for me. I really appreciate seeing all the C-Suite every meeting, but something in my gut tells me that all these people have way more important things to do then to sit and smile at us. I mean, this is your take — this is yours Mike, this is your people, but I think just whatever reports like you make for fiscal, is just — give us copies, email it to us and maybe, whether one or two paragraphs summary cover sheet, and let us go through it. If we have any questions, we’ll call you. And just quit making busy work for people who already have too much stuff to do that’s more important. That’s just my take.

Chuck Russell: [00:03:11] Well, I think one of the reasons that we were experimenting with I guess, as you know it, policy governance, was to prevent micromanagement by Commissioners, [different questions of the] hospital, and I think we succeeded in doing that at some extent, and we’ve seen other government entities fall prey to that micromanagement setup. County Commissioners used to do it pretty badly. I think they’re getting better at it, but would we fall back into a micromanagement type situation if we abandon policy government? Any opinions?

Marie Dressler: [00:03:59] Well, I came onto the board after this was a done deal. I understood why it was done in the first place, but it seems to me very cumbersome. It’s designed for corporate private businesses as opposed to public hospital districts or any other public entity, and I think it’s very cumbersome, and I don’t know that it serves any particular purpose. Our role is representer of the entire community, our roles, and we need to know from a level of governance, as opposed to operations, what is going on, because we hire somebody who hires a team to run the hospital district on behalf of us, the representers of the community, and I just see it as very cumbersome and —

[Door opens]

Marie Dressler: — I see it as very cumbersome and not productive and quite a time waster. I also do have concerns about interference or Commissioners getting into operations, which is not what we were elected to do. So I don’t know exactly to create a better balance, but that’s where I’m coming from with it.

Tony Deleo: [00:05:51] Speaking for myself, being the most senior person having been there forever, is that part of the benefit of the policy governance was the transition for me from a time with [Vic] when we basically all sat around the table and run the place. I mean not by choice but just by necessity —

Chuck Russell: [00:06:12] Somebody had to do it.

Tony Deleo: [00:06:13] Yeah. Well, from just a lack of support, C-Suite, I mean we had a CFO, a CNO and [Vic].

Marie Dressler: [00:06:21] Well, that’s right. When I used to go to meetings back in the ’80s, that’s how it was.

Tony Deleo: [00:06:25] Yeah, and the policy governance I think has broken the old habits to the extent, and I really do feel that we should be able to release ourselves, if somebody’s playing in somebody else’s sandbox I think we can wheel each other back in, I would hope anyway, help where to a level of collegial monitoring that we can deal without.

Chuck Russell: [00:07:00] But policy governance was created or adopted by us to solve the problem that we had, and I think it kind of did and I don’t think we’d drop back into that but we might. One of the things that is helpful aside of that is the Patient Advocate Office, which solves a lot of that because when we used to have a constituent come to us with a problem, we didn’t know what else to do except go try to solve the problem with management. It’s much better now to run it through the Patient Advocate Office.

Mike Glenn: [00:07:38] Yeah. That’s the place to go.

Tony Deleo: [00:07:42] The systems are in place to assure all of us that the organization’s being run incredibly well, and to just keep us informed of where it’s going, what the issues are, how we can help resolve them, and basically, you know, get us the hell out of the road so you can do your job.

Marie Dressler: [00:08:07] Well, I think that’s how we have to judge it, it’s just how well it is running, you know, how patients have access to care, how the departments are running, how we’re either getting dinged by auditors or any of the other entities who audit us, as [DNV] or our accreditations and certifications. So if those outside entities in their evaluations are of a sufficiently high standard, then that has I think a way of evaluating how things are being run and also with input from constituents, who are very free with their comments and hopefully — and then getting reports from time to time, like patient advocates, like the financial situation.

Jill Buhler: [00:09:12] What if we asked administrators what — Mike to come up with a list of what he feels are good indicators of how the operation’s working, what would be the best measuring devices, best measuring aspects of that, because the way I see it, none of us board members is an expert in this. We all have our own perspective, and that’s good, that’s why there’s five of us, that’s why we’re not all from the same ilk is because we can ask different questions from different perspectives and I think that’s a — but none of us have the expertise that Mike does. So why are we trying to second-guess? We have the most valuable tool right here, and that’s our CEO. So I believe we need to ask that input, that’s who we need to rely on. If the CEO, and I’m not talking about Mike one bit, but if the CEO is not performing, then that’s what we deal with, is getting a new CEO. Otherwise, I think we need to listen to the CEO, work in collaboration with the CEO, and find out — work together as a team, because that’s — one without the other is of no benefit.

Chuck Russell: [00:10:56] And policy governance was giving us sort of a tool to judge the CEO, but it was pretty darn cumbersome. I think we all should give ourselves more credit for having enough sense to be able to do it ourselves.

Tony Deleo: [00:11:10] In some ways it almost created a barrier, you know, this is Mike, this is us, and we can’t really talk to some extent; here’s the report we want, you make a report, okay, that works, and that’s the end of the communications. It’s not real dialogue, that I’d like to have.

Mike Glenn: [00:11:32] I have kind of two issues with policy governance, as it’s defined. The first is, there is supposed to be this deep and wide crocodile-filled moat separating governance from operations, and when I first got here I was so accustomed to budget committees and quality committees and what I recall, we need a bridge, bridge the moat, that policy governance [grooves be damned]. I really think we need to bridge the moat, so that there can be discussion about affiliation and those sort of things, so that there is some dialogue and then you would have to manage, you know, where does governance stop and operations begin, but I think if everybody was committed to align, separating the two, we could work that out.

The second issue that I had is the monitoring records that when I first got here, I think it’s fair to say that the organization was underperforming, but we were all green on our monitoring reports, and so I paid no attention to those and [unclear 00:13:00] on here are the things that I think need to occur to make this hospital run better and the healthcare system run better. So fast forward to today, I think that there’s — the monitoring reports are better but they’re still, you know, we could hit all green on those monitoring reports but the organization could go to hell. What I have seen work well is a scorecard that spans the balance scorecard, where here’s the patient safety and quality, and here’s our financial, and our productivity, and engagement, and we just sort of provide reports on all of that but in a less — the structure is that there are organizational scorecards and CEO scorecards. So the structure that, you know, if we’re doing things we say we’re going to do, then that would influence your evaluation of the CEO, but it wouldn’t be this exercise of, do you accept the report in which, from our perspective seems clunky, particularly the exercise a couple of years ago when because of [Vic], our days and cash were or weren’t where it was and we had to go through this process of pointing out that we’re below [unclear 00:14:40] and that just sort of sent this ripple through all the people working on that, that we would have preferred not to have them sent. And it really didn’t add an ounce of value if Hilary [didn’t lead those meetings], go working harder, or wow, we’re not meeting this metric, let’s go work on it. And we probably had more anxiety about what the organization would look like at the end of the year if cash was forty days, then I would [unclear 00:15:12].

So I think that somewhere in the middle and we cold — ‘cos the board ultimately owns what those indicators are, but if they start from us, you know, years of stuff we watch, that we talk about it as [LG] mostly motivated our influence by things that are — that we need to do well to meet needs or what’s coming around the corner, then the board could say, “Yes, this is the report card at the end of the year,” and that would be the report card for 2016, and we could set up some sort of reporting mechanism but the reports for things that we’re working on come easy. A quality report, Joyce pulls that together in an hour because it’s all the stuff that we are continuously working on; Hilary’s report, all of these metrics and all of these things that we are continuing trying to improve or understand. So I think that that would, from our perspective, would be more tightly aligned with green on the report card and the likelihood the organization is doing well, and I think be a more productive and meaningful use of our time. But I guess I’ll stop right in it, the year report I think that we can contribute to them but ultimately you guys have to like say, “Yeah, that is what we want to judge the performance of the organization and of the CEO based on these things,” also integrate this strategic plan into that too.

Chuck Russell: [00:17:19] We really have given it a good try. We’ve spent god knows how many hours trying to make it work.

Jill Buhler: [00:17:27] Well, we knew going in that it wasn’t designed for a public hospital district. It was a corporate tool, and we said we would modify it and we have, but question might be the modifications of where we’re working.

Chuck Russell: [00:17:45] But if we dump it, do we need to replace it?

Jill Buhler: [00:17:47] Well, we do. We have to have some form.

Chuck Russell: [00:17:51] Yeah.

Jill Buhler: [00:17:51] Some agreement.

Tony Deleo: [00:17:53] I think it’s something that Mike and us can work on. Something that works for both of us, and I would hope that we have a strong enough relationship between the board and Mike [unclear 00:18:06] gain the information will call to him, “Mike, I’d like to know about this.” On the other side, if one of us is sticking our nose in the wrong door, he’d feel comfortable slamming it on us. I mean, that’s the kind of work relationship I’d like between you and the board. That’s where it should be. We should all be around the table able to speak our minds.

Jill Buhler: [00:18:33] So do we keep some of the policies and not the others? Or do we discard the whole thing? Or do we what? Matt, you’re not — what do you think?

Matt Ready: [00:18:43] I don’t think we ever fully implemented policy governance. I think the moment our consultant left us our pace of successfully working through how policy governance worked, dragged to a complete six-month painful slide, but I don’t think we ever got to a place where you’re supposed to get where the board goes through a rigorous process defining the purpose and ends goal of the hospital. We defined — we did good work to get what we got, which was four bullet points, very high level, but we did not do the work it takes to actually get to clear measurable metrics for, this is what we want you to accomplish Mike or CEO.

And I also agree, we didn’t get a point where we were monitoring the right stuff. We never fully implemented monitoring reports, so we never were actually doing the monitoring part I think in the rigorous way that you’re supposed to do it with policy governance, and I totally agree with your sentiment; we need to monitor the right stuff. I think that’s a problem that can be solved in policy governance. If you’re monitoring the wrong stuff, you’ve got to figure out, how do you fix that? and I go back to Sherry Jennings. What she said when I asked her during our meeting, “What are the other styles of governance that you think work well? and she said, “There aren’t other styles of board governance.” This is the only effective model of board governance that she knows of. So without an effective board governance model, what you have is a board that either is often doing stuff it shouldn’t be doing, which can be a problem, or it’s basically largely heavily heavily reliant on just trusting the CEO absolutely knows what he’s doing, absolutely knows what are the right goals, the right indicators, the right mission of the hospital, and you just basically do what you were saying, you’re just trusting that your CEO will always come up with the right strategic plan, ‘cos there’s nothing to compare it to.

If the board doesn’t have clear ends, and clear goals that is driving the CEO how he’s forming his strategic plan, then he’s presenting a strategic plan and then everyone is sort of saying, “Does that feel right to me? Does that feel like we’re missing something?” And I’m not saying — I mean of course we have to trust our CEO’s expertise, but it’s our job to govern and it is our job to second-guess our CEO. It’s our job and we never follow the part of policy governance that says the board’s job is to be studying big trends, studying what is going on in our community, studying having people come in to present presentations about big things that are happening that might affect your business and you’re supposed to be thinking about that as you’re crafting your ends structure, and as you’re guiding your CEO.

We never changed our agenda; our agenda has stayed pretty much the exact same way it’s been. The agenda of a policy governance board is different. It’s supposed to be a different type of meeting, more efficient, more substantive —

Marie Dressler: [00:22:37] Can I ask you a question Matt on that? In comparing it to, say a corporation which is a private corporation or private hospital that uses governance, how many times a month or a year do those boards meet? [Crosstalk] Are they every two weeks or are they…?

Jill Buhler: [00:22:59] I can tell you that policy governance, when the three of us went to the Intensive Care module of it and five days of I mean really intensive work in Atlanta, the whole agenda is nothing but a monitoring report, and that’s it . The CEO comes in, gets the monitoring report, we say aye, nay, end of story. That’s all.

Tony Deleo: [00:23:30] Then you do the consent agenda and you go home. I mean that’s it.

Matt Ready: [00:23:38] I mean I have my book on policy governance, I could read what an agenda of a policy governance means, or we can have — but I mean, none of us are experts on it. We had an expert that was helpful and so it wasn’t just us arguing this is how policy governance works. She was able to intervene in these disagreements and actually give us an answer. But this is what we did for six months when we were trying to work on it, but now we’re back to us–none of us being experts in policy governance–arguing over our pictures in our minds of what, you know — I’m not saying I’m an expert on it, we will have imperfect pictures of it ‘cos none of us has actually seen it operate correctly.

Mike Glenn: [Unclear 00:24:18] College implemented policy governance, and once a month they meet and they run under this policy governance guideline, so maybe go to one of those board meetings and what you would find is that they are a lot more like our board meeting than what you may think or what the diagram in Sherry Jennings brochure says they should be like. So that is my other experience with policy governance, and there’s a school district outside of Tacoma, so maybe that would be a good exercise rather than reading Carver’s book.

Secondly, what I heard from Sherry Jennings is that there are no other canned–and I don’t mean that in a pejorative way–governance models, but you suggest that there is no other effective way of governing, I can’t accept that. There is probably 37 public hospital districts that would argue, certainly one in Port Angeles would, because they feel very good about their level of governance and I think they do a great job, but there are very few policy governance models in the State of Washington and there are lots of effective governance going on. So Sherry is just like saying there is not — here are the five models, you know, like football and offensive coordinator, you know, here are the five different ways in which you can setup your offense. Apparently there’s only one, the Carver model policy governance of ABCD , but there is effective governance going on and every board has their bylaws and their policy’s procedures, and it sort of paints this picture of how they work, and some are very effective. I think some aren’t, but I don’t think it’s an all or nothing. You either embrace policy governance or you are you ineffectual.

Marie Dressler: [00:26:28] That’s University Place, this is called District University, Place down near Tacoma that you might want to — it’s all online if you want to look it up.

Jill Buhler: [00:26:39] And the course that we link to is taught by Miriam Carver herself.

Tony Deleo: [00:26:43] Miriam and John, both [crosstalk].

Marie Dressler: [00:26:45] Both of them. So it came right from the horse’s mouth.

Tony Deleo: [00:26:50] Well, okay. I’ll go with your term.

[Laughs]

Tony Deleo: [00:26:56] We’ve been to the pope, we’ve been to the Vatican on policy governance and to me, from doing the homework on it, from going through the program, in a corporate setting it works great. The corporation develops the package, the package gives it to the board president, the board president presents it at the annual board meeting, and every month or every quarter they look at the reports and say, “Okay!” and they pop the corks on the champagne, everybody has, you know, nice social evening, but anywhere you look at a situation like that, you have to depend on the people who are running the show to know what’s important, to know where we’ve got to be going, to know how to get there. You mentioned about we need to do a homework. Well, I don’t know about you, but now I do a lot of homework, a lot of webinars, a lot of reading, a lot of research. Yes. [Crosstalk] From the questions I ask her, she’ll tell you, and I use that research to be able to see if what Mike is telling us is making sense. If it’s following where the industry is going, and it’s being right on the mark.

Mike Glenn: [00:28:20] I don’t think it’s policy governance or lawless, and hope you hired an incredible administrative team, that the other forms of effective governance they’ve got the boundaries, they’ve got the bumper guards, they’ve got the levels of performance, they’ve got missions and visions and value statements. All of that work can be done within a non-policy governance framework and it should be done. I mean, it doesn’t feel like to me, it never has felt like to me in any job that the CEO administration has carte blanche ability to say, let’s go off in this direction. What I think needs to feel like, regardless of policy or governance model, is we are all in this together, we’ve sort of defined who we are, and what we do, and who we do it for, and plan to execute on that. Interestingly, and it’s two different perspectives looking at the same thing, it might be possible that you look at the policy governance framework and think that is an enabler to what I’ve just described, I look at it as a barrier, a clunkier way. It just seems to me that it’s kind of a Rube Goldberg barrier-ridden model to try to do the work I’m convinced we all want to do, but it is in no way — moving away from policy governance isn’t shirking accountability. There are non-policy governance models that are created that place a ton of accountability on administration.

Jill Buhler: [00:30:29] And that’s the key, it’s accountability. That’s what governance is about. That’s the end result, is every member involved? Being held accountable? Is a board being held accountable for doing its work the way it should? Is the CEO being accountable for doing the work he should? Is the CFO doing…? Etc., all the way down the line. So how we get there is the vehicle that we’re looking at, not the destination.

Tony Deleo: [00:31:02] As far as just taking Mike’s word for it, that everything is okay, I’ve got to the point from being with Mike, watching with Mike, that I, who’s probably the most cynical person you ever going to walk into, accept what he says, but I also compare that against all the reports we get, out DNV certification, the [unclear 00:31:25], all the reports, the state audits, everything that we get says we’re going in the right direction, we’re taking care of the people, they’re getting out alive, they’re getting out happy alive for the most part. I mean we’re changing our clinic operations to where they’re being more efficient that we can see more people. We’ve gone out and [beat the brush] to bring people in under the expanded Medicaid Program to not only give them health care but give them some dignity, that they don’t have to come to us with open hand and beg for a cherry. I mean our organization has done under Mike and this team’s leadership some really incredible stuff, and if you look at pure policy governance, here’s what it’d say, you’re going to do this, this, and this, and every month he brings us a report and says, “I did it,” and we say, “Okay,” and we’re done. If you want to talk about two systems that are irresponsible on the part of the governing board, that’s the one. He presents a report, and if it’s within the parameters established, it’s okay, we accept it, as opposed to all of us sitting around and saying, “Okay, what’s going on?” You’re not looking at the numbers, looking at the things that are going on.

Marie Dressler: [00:32:44] And looking at the trends, looking at where we’re falling down where we can improve, what we can do.

Tony Deleo: [00:32:49] And where are we going, are our tracks parallel to other successful organizations in healthcare.

Hilary Whittington: [00:32:56] There’s an interesting thing from my angle and we present these monitoring reports about finance, but there actually isn’t space for us to give you cool information just to go talk about in the community. Yet, we’re in a community where your roles are spokespeople for the hospital in a lot of ways, but because we’re focused on, here’s the monitoring report, here’s days in account receivable, you’re never going to go brag to the community that we dropped three days in accounts receivable, but if we–

Marie Dressler: [00:33:23] And what would it mean to the community?

Hilary Whittington: [00:33:24] Right. It actually would feel like it’s a bad thing collecting faster, it could be that we’re pushing out people faster, but I would be excited. I like reports out from different people and this is all just me thinking of what it means to our community or to our hospital folks to know you, to feel they have a connection with the board, and I think that presentations by other folks can be a very valuable way for them to feel like they have a connection to the board and so they know they’re giving information to you and that you are helping us share information with the community, that cool things are going on. We don’t necessarily know about those a year in advance to give you a monitoring report on compliance or on privacy or quality or whatever those things are, but to our folks, even though it just takes some time, it’s an incredible opportunity for them to have a chance to talk to them. So I hope that wherever we land, that even though it does take time for Aaron Brown to create a presentation, that helps us create leaders going forward and I hope that we don’t lose that opportunity. Having space for us to share, here’s what’s going on, and right now with the monitoring report you don’t get the story, so is hard for you to walk out into the community and share that because you’re getting a we are great, or we are above the line that we are supposed to be above, but [crosstalk] —

Mike Glenn: [00:34:50] Or this is the reports that the calendar says that we need to report on.

Hilary Whittington: [00:34:54] Exactly, and I struggle with that with the patient [unclear 00:34:58] report for sure. I think having the yes, we’re doing this in the correct amount of time, I don’t know if that would be as — I mean hearing that [unclear 00:35:08] recorder, it’s valuable information for sure, but that’s not something that you’ll remember and talk to your [family at dinner] about. Those are statistics and we’re getting above the line in what way are required to do, but the stories that go with it, I mean, a patient’s story is what I remember out of the board meetings more than anything else, but if we think the board is — we’re not in Seattle at a gigantic corporation, we’re in a space where you’re certainly playing a different role in the community than in a larger area where you’d be anonymous.

Tony Deleo: [00:35:42] Hilary, we really appreciate your input about staff interaction with us at the board meetings, because I always had some kind of concern that it was just an exercise just because you were supposed to do it but if it’s part of development, if it’s of use to you and the team, then I’m all for it continuing that.

Mike Glenn: [00:36:02] Yeah, it’s a big deal. I think that we’re a public organization, but yet 99 plus percent of our business model is how well we run the operation. So I view, one thing that I use the board meetings for, for at least two reasons; one reason is it’s an opportunity, whether there’s five people from the public there or two, Roger and Alison, or Charlie and Alison, to talk about positive things that are going on that the community should know about, and speaks to positive and productive things that we are doing.

Secondly, I use it for an opportunity to manage people up. There’s a lot of people that are playing these minor roles at Jefferson Healthcare, but doing them superbly. So why are things going better today than they were going, you know, a year ago, two years ago? Because we just have more of those people that are doing better work and doing it in more concert with each other. So some of that is an organization that seems to be doing okay. Kevin is this guy that you’ve probably seen him at a handful of our meetings, but I don’t know what he does, but he is the guy that — Hilary’s and Ted’s right hand person that makes the revenue cycle work. The way you all need to think about the revenue cycle is if the revenue cycle works, and the money is flowing, it doesn’t become a distraction from all of our other work, and that’s the reality. They reality, when you get one day of your expenses covered by taxes, is that you have to sweat the other 364 days, or you can’t do even the most fundamental work of running the hospital. You certainly can’t do the work that we heard Todd [Linnen] talk about or the other speakers. So Kevin, that’s his deal.

Whenever — there will be some spike where, you know, usually it’s a big number, like, what the heck? Why is [unclear 00:38:51] revenue down so much? I thought we were busy down there. So Hilary investigates and says, “Yes, you’re right that we’re above budget and volume and several hundred thousand dollars below budget and revenue. Something’s up.” Well, three or four years ago, we didn’t have Kevin to go and investigate. Well, now we do, along with Hilary and Ted, and 45 days later it’s fixed. What does that mean to you? Well, two months ago, we had a revenue of 12.7 and that was below where we need to be, and we were starting to fret a little bit. This month, it’s going to be right around 40 million, which from the perspective of operating the organization that you want to stop right now, that makes all the difference in the world, and it’s because of all of these people doing their critically important roles better that we did them several years ago. I think the board meeting is a great opportunity to say, ride on, you know, awesome job.

Jill Buhler: [00:39:59] Absolutely.

Hilary Whittington: [00:40:02] There’s a second layer to that. I don’t know that this is the right place to mention it, but the hospital wasn’t fantastic at succession planning, it really hasn’t been. If we think of, you know, someone would leave radiology and have no idea like, what do we do? But we have these people who are excited to share the information, and there will be cool stories for all of you to know about the hard work that’s going on behind the scenes [unclear 00:40:21] reports, monitoring reports, so it would just be like, “Here are hot things going on in the laboratory,” or whatever it is, it’s interesting information, but it gives those folks who are kind of the up-and-comers an opportunity to share what’s going on in their departments, which keeps them —

Marie Dressler: [00:40:38] Motivated.

Hilary Whittington: [00:40:38] — keeps them motivated, it keeps them excited, but it also keeps them increasing their professional exposure, which leaves us in the position where we’re not stumped of what to do if, you know, if Joyce can’t give the presentation, who would give it for her? We cancel the presentation is what we do, and if we’re in a mode where we have more folks running the hospital who interact with you, then you can get information whenever you need.

Mike Glenn: [00:41:03] Good point.

Marie Dressler: [00:41:05] And it’s a different perspective too, if it’s a different person. So in the same department, it’s a different perspective, and not everybody obviously sees things the same way, and I think that would be certainly more informative.

Jill Buhler: [00:41:17] Well, it makes them feel like we care, and we value what they’re doing.

Marie Dressler: [00:41:21] Well, and from the staff point of view, yes, but also it informs us from a different perspective how we’re taking care of our patients and families. The bottom line is, as far as I’m concerned, if we focus on patient care and provision of services to a standard, not just an adequate standard, a standard that is [unclear 00:41:47] hospital. That’s what’s important to me for my constituents. We’ve got to keep the hospital doing what it’s doing now, solvent, increasing in our abilities to provide services, to take care of our patients to the highest quality and safest manner, and in some ways I don’t care how it’s, I mean, legally obviously done —

[Laughter]

Marie Dressler: — but done to the best ability and that we, as the board, can see that it’s happening. That’s really all that I care about.

Matt Ready: [00:42:28] I have a question. Do we think the job of the board is define the ends of the organization? Define the purpose in what the goals for Mike are?

Jill Buhler: [00:42:38] I don’t understand.

Matt Ready: [00:42:41] This is policy governance terminology, the global ends; it’s the job of the board to define, this is what we want you to do. Is that our job?

[Crosstalk]

Tony Deleo: [00:42:50] I think it’s a job for us to sit down with Mike and do that around the cable.

Jill Buhler: [00:42:53] Yeah.

Marie Dressler: [00:42:56] Like we’re doing now.

Tony Deleo: [00:42:58] If you want to go and get a degree in healthcare administration and be able to have your toes in enough puddles to understand and decide where we should go, but if we take what our grasp of our community and its needs, and meld that together with Mike’s knowledge of the operation of the hospital, and the industry, we can come up with some really cool stuff. But if we try to create that in a vacuum, it’s going to be crap.

Chuck Russell: [00:43:27] None of us would be Commissioners if we didn’t realize the importance of the hospital in this community.

Matt Ready: [00:43:32] That’s not what I said. Is it our job to define his goals? Is that our — I mean, we can do it with collaboration, we can obviously say, “Mike, if you think some of these goals are stupid or bad, absolutely tell us,” but I think it’s the board’s job to ultimately agree these are the goals, and then the moat, Mike crosses the moat and he goes and achieves the goals and we could refine how we monitor that, but is it a board job to define the goals of the organization?

Marie Dressler: [00:44:05] I don’t — I actually agree to some degree with Matt on that. I think it is our job to agree with goals, but I think because he’s the one who’s trained, educated, experienced, knowledgeable, about these issues, he is the one who knows where the trends are going, brings them to us and we then evaluate, do our jobs, research, and see if he’s going off on a complete tangent, which is going to lead us down the tubes or nowhere. Or, as he’s been doing, is getting us ahead of the game and taking care of our communities.

Jill Buhler: [00:44:41] And I think it depends on what level of goals you’re looking at. I mean, are you talking about the end goal? Or are you talking about the days of cash on hand or —

Matt Ready: [00:44:56] I’m talking about global ends. The end goals of the organization. If that’s our job, and I think it is, I don’t think we’ve ever really done it. I think we started it, I don’t think we ever really got it into a level that was meaningful. It is still very high level, so basically, without that —

Jill Buhler: [00:45:23] It’s because it’s policy governance.

Matt Ready: [00:45:17] No. It’s ’cause we didn’t finish the work. It’s because we didn’t finish the work of actually defining the goals.

Jill Buhler: [00:45:23] No, because policy governance doesn’t define the goal, it sets the goals. That’s it.

Matt Ready: [00:45:28] You dig it, in police governance, you go down to whatever level of detail you feel is appropriate for the board to go to until they stop. You go down to measurable metrics. We never did that, so without actually giving Mike clear goals, we are not giving him goals, we are not really governing if we don’t give him goals. We are just having faith that the goals that Mike comes to us and says, “This is what I’m going to accomplish,” right, a strategic plan, and luckily, I think it’s great Mike is really good, he’s very talented and he’s done some great strategic plans, and he puts some solid metrics in, but he’s not responding to governance in my opinion. He is, in my opinion, ‘cos I don’t think he needed to look at these ends and figure out the strategic plan, there’s not much here. I mean it just basically says, provide healthcare services. Within that, he can do whatever he feels is best. So we can throw our policy governance out, but I’m still going to say, it’s our job to define the goals of the organization, and until we do that, in a meaningful specific way, I don’t think we’re really governing. We are riding the boat that Mike is, that our CEO, whoever happens to be our CEO at the time is, is driving.

Jill Buhler: [00:46:59] Well it sounds like you have some specific goal type things that you’re thinking about. It would be helpful, to me at least, if you could say what — go a little further with your explanation or your question, because I’m not quite getting at what level you’re talking about.

Matt Ready: [00:47:24] Well, that would be an ends exercise. I mean, we went through this process of defining these three ends, with the one high level ends, and I think you dig it down a little bit further and, you know, that’s the —

Chuck Russell: [00:47:47] Specific goals in a job with this kind of breadth are pretty hard to come up with. We have the responsibility, if Mike starts doing really weird stuff, we can’t even hire another one, and State Law spells that out. It’s our primary responsibility to hire and fire the CEO.

Tony Deleo: [00:48:05] If I may —

Chuck Russell: [00:48:06] But to specifically say, on Tuesday’s Mike should always check the garbage or something…

[Laughter]

Chuck Russell: [00:48:11] You don’t do that.

Jill Buhler: [00:48:11] Oh! There’s one! [Laughs]

Matt Ready: [00:48:14] No, that would be too specific. I mean, potentially, one that would fit perfect, you know, we say, residents have access to superior quality healthcare services, so I believe you could get a little bit more specific in the quality realm —

Marie Dressler: [00:48:30] So give us an example.

Jill Buhler: [00:48:33] Yeah.

Marie Dressler: [00:48:33] Give us a couple of three examples, say if we have three metrics on that one.

Tony Deleo: [00:48:38] But in Carver , the thing they drilled into our heads for five days straight with cold showers —

[Laughter]

Tony Deleo: [00:48:45] — was that you want to stand with the biggest bowl you can. If you can’t do the job with the biggest bowl, you go to the next [unclear 00:48:53] and the next model which is getting more and more into detail. And what that is, that’s a big bowl that everything fits into, that one statement, and if I may just take off on one of my tangents, so bare with me, is the omelette analogy. The omelette analogy is simply this. How are you going to judge a good omelette? You can judge it by watching the guy making the omelette to make sure he whisks it 34 times counterclockwise in an 3/4 bowl, and if he does all that, it’s a good omelette. Or, you can tell him, “Make me an omelette,” he does it, doesn’t care how he does it, he puts it in front of you, and it tastes good. To me, what I want is a good tasting omelette. I don’t care what the hell he mixes it with, as long as it comes out with the end product which is a good edible omelette.

If we get to counting how many times Mike is turning the whisk, and focus so much on that that we forget to come out here and see the quality of the omelette, then we’re not doing our job, ‘cos what we want, we don’t want to do this, this, and — all this micro-crap, excuse me in the middle, all we want is the people that come to our hospital to have healthcare. They have good healthcare, they go in sick, they come out alive and better. We want people who want to come to our hospital because they’re going to get good care by people who care about them. We are an organization that is dedicated to making our community healthier in so many ways, in reaching out and working with other agencies. That’s my omelette, and I’ll tell you, to me it tastes pretty good. That’s just me.

Jill Buhler: [00:50:38] Then there are ways to measure the quality indicators, there are all kinds of things that are out there that we can use to say how good is the quality that we have. We’re being measured that way.

Mike Glenn: [00:50:52] Plus, I think that access to care is probably a goal on most people’s strategic plans. It’s possible that there might be seven definitions of access to care just in this room right now, but I know there’d be more than one. So last year, our main metric in access to care was optimized Medicaid expansion, get out there, ‘cos that is the program in this State, a way in which we can improve access to care by giving people insurance they didn’t have the day before. So that was the focus, and that focus was more external, you know, let’s [unclear 00:51:46] widen it out and improve access to people, let’s give access to people outside the system that didn’t have it before. So we monitored that and it’s something that we talked a lot about in SLG, and Hilary and Aaron, and several other people partnered with public health and executed on that. This year’s access to care goal is more about the primary care network, and the whole [Cullman] initiative is, let’s find a model that we think is better for providers, patients, and system, and let’s measure that by reduce third available appointment to five days or less. That is the best, community wide for people inside this system, measure of access that’s out there. Basically, it’s the quantity to measure, not the quality of measure of do you have enough providers or not., and we’ve — prior to us focusing on that, it was just this qualitative measure and the first time we tried to wrap our arms around it is when we did the data that — the utilization and capacity study when [Carey Day] left, that determined that our [unclear 00:53:17] physician was providing of seeing 12 patients a day, and well, we got that up to 14. That’s like adding two and a half providers, and we got that to 16, that’s like adding five providers. Maybe we should look at internal capacity, and so Cullman was a tool to help get us to find that internal capacity. So this year’s focus is people within the system, and Sara Smiths, she used to be like 60 days out and now she’s like 15 days. If we execute on that, we will improve that definition of access to care. Well, it’s my hunch that in the next year or so there will — either we identify another high priority community need, internal or external with respect to access to care, or, and after spending the last two days here, what becomes clear to me is that it’s not — we’re going to have to identify and find our own problems or challenges at stake, or the federal government’s going to do it for us. This whole accountable community of health [unclear 00:54:40] dramatic shakeup and no one really knows what exactly it’s going to look like, and this is going to go live the next year, 2016.

Marie Dressler: [00:54:50] In six months.

Mike Glenn: [00:54:52] So I’m thinking, sort of trying to [inaudible] how does this fit, and trying to determine the role of the board, board and governance, the goal should be accessed care, we should work on accessed care [crosstalk] but I do think the best practice might be for administrations to say [unclear 00:55:17], this is what we see, and here’s the data to support it, but this is what I think we should work on right now.

Jill Buhler: [00:55:25] Yes, because we fetter, we fetter you if we try to define what that means, because it means different things at different times, access to care, you just heard two different things, there’s more coming down the line, so we have to be — we don’t have the foresight, the knowledge, the expertise to define what access to care means. That’s why we rely on, Mike.

Marie Dressler: [00:55:53] That’s why he’s hired. That’s why we have a CEO [crosstalk].

Mike Glenn: [00:55:57] But ultimately, you have the ability to reject it, and this is coming from the perspective of what’s the best answer, what’s the right answer that balances the board owning the metric, and owning setting administrations, goals and priorities, but also administration may be having more on the ground expertise as to what’s around the corner or what we are seeing, and so therefore this is what think we need the most pressing access to care issue. Next year it might be behavioral health. Maybe after we implement Dr. Ulrich, we discover that, holy smokes, that’s just a finger in the dike and now that we’ve got this model that can be we scaled up, that should be the focus. So how do you develop a governing structure that sort of allows for that, that covers this landscape of here are the five or six things that are most important and here’s how from a [yearlier], every other year basis we provide some definition to that and accountability metrics to determine whether [why they were cheating it or not].

Matt Ready: [00:57:22] So we have one of our ends, residents have access to superior quality healthcare services, so what does that mean? Can you conceive of anything — under what scenario would you say, “Mike, you didn’t do that?” What would he have to do for us to say, “Mike, you’ve failed to achieve residents have access to superior quality services”?

Jill Buhler: [00:57:47] If quality scores were dropping.

Matt Ready: [00:57:48] Yes, but at what point? When? How far do they have to drop before we say you haven’t, you know [crosstalk].

Jill Buhler: [00:57:56] If they don’t have an explanation, I mean if it starts to drop, that doesn’t necessarily mean that we’re going down [unclear 00:58:06], that could mean that there needs to be an explanation of what’s happening and trend, they’re looking at trends, you’re always looking at trends, and if there isn’t a satisfactory answer, and then you keep your eye on it, and then your other indicators have gone down and your DNV is —

Matt Ready: [00:58:28] I’m just saying, if you tell your school Superintendent that your job is teach kids and there is no agree criteria for how he could possibly do that, you have a meaningless criteria. It doesn’t say anything. We have — residents have access to superior quality healthcare services, I mean, you know what Mike? People don’t have access to dental care. Well, that violates this, but you know what? We all agree, we don’t provide dental care services. I mean there should be a little bit more specificity what this means. What is superior quality? Do you say, “We want to be at the 75th percentile industry standard metrics. You figure out what those are.”

Chuck Russell: [00:59:10] We have everybody and their little brother coming by and inspecting us every year.

Tony Deleo: [00:59:13] That is why we participate in all the surveys that we do. This is comparing us against the national yardstick.

Matt Ready: [00:59:19] Right. And what would have to happen to say, “You’ve failed in quality?” What possible — just ‘cos they’ve gone down, I mean, we’ve seen quality scores going down, we never say, “Mike, you’re failing to achieve this end,” because there’s no argument a board member could say — unless they really got bad, Mike would have to — the place would have to have quality scores plummeting I think, and we might have board consensus that, okay, something’s really is going wrong here, but as it is here, this is a virtually meaningless statement. It basically says, do healthcare, which is not governance, that is like, do healthcare and come back and tell us what you think that means, we’re going to trust your education and trust your instincts and if it doesn’t feel right then we’ll say something, but we have nothing written, we haven’t agreed what —

Mike Glenn: [01:00:16] I don’t disagree. I think that’s bogus too. But I think it’s — we’ve got a mission, we’ve got a vision, value statements and a strategic plan. I don’t really — and now we have this. It’s another body of work that in my mind — so all the organizations that don’t employ policy governance, which the other 37 public hospital districts that this is, these are their global ends, it’s like, what’s your vision? And if you look at our vision statement that Jefferson Healthcare will be the community’s first choice for quality healthcare by providing exceptional patient care to every person we serve, you might say, well sure, this is a longer version of that, but delivering the safest highest quality of care of any healthcare organization or region, providing leadership to improve the health, wellness and vitality of our community, champion and engage workforce, demonstrating physical stewardship and thoughtful decision making, that that’s it. That is it. That’s — and I do sit in your chair, I mean, I am able to go from operations to governance. That to me is what you would want, that is our reason to be, and if it’s not, change it; but that’s the mission and the vision of the organization, that’s the higher overarching global end. We exist to together meet the needs of our community, and I think to the extent, to the detail that you think is appropriate, you can [tack] on to the mission, vision and values, and it comes out in the strategic plan and ultimately in the report card. [Unclear 01:02:31] when we were putting the first strategic plan together we spent some time trying to figure out how all of this stuff was connected, and when we were creating it, ‘cos it’s all relatively new, we spent a lot of time with that, you know, the triangle, and the performance improvement methodology was at the base, and driving all of this stuff, to me the policy governance stuff is just how we’ve sort of been out there and it’s as meaningless to me as it is to you.

Jill Buhler: [01:03:10] That’s exactly what one of the reasons policy governance doesn’t work. We spend a lot of time, we spent a whole day in Atlanta coming up with an end, and that was basically it, it was a little shorter than that even, and that is under Carter, that’s the end, that was the — so that’s part of what’s the problem with policy governance.

Matt Ready: [01:03:36] This is the board saying what the goal is. It’s like the owner of a sports team says to the coach and the general manager, I want a team that’s in the play-offs every year and I expect you to win the championship at least once every five years. That’s global ends. This is the playbook, the general manager, you are now — you have to make the playbook, this is the detailed playbook that I agree, the board is actually not qualified to nitpick the metrics in the strategic plan.

Mike Glenn: [01:04:09] The strategic plan Matt, or a vision? ‘Cos I would say the vision is the overarching —

Matt Ready: [01:04:14] I say the mission and vision, although we didn’t’ draft that, right, you drafted that with C-Suite, and that should be a — that should align really nicely with the board’s stated goals, which are going to be a mission statement, often is a little more flowery ‘cos it’s also sort of part marketing material, but the ends is the board trying to just say really clearly this is your job, this is what we want to achieve with the appropriate level of detail, and then hopefully then the mission and vision you come up with will align nicely with the board. In this case, we might need to, if we were going to refine this, we might look at the mission and vision and we might reverse-engineer it a little bit to make this, to flush this out, if we’d actually ever got to the work of defining the board goals.

Mike Glenn: [01:05:14] The mission — the board has to own the mission and vision, whether we drafted it, because that’s the most practical way to — you were part of that painful process, which was more painful than the exercises on home health that you guys sat through, but that’s the board’s — you ultimately have to say yes, that’s who we are, and if what we came up with was way off the mark, well then send us back to do it again, or take it on yourself.

Matt Ready: [01:05:51] You see, I disagree. I think this is what the board has to own at this level, and once we do this work, once we do this work where we have our goals and we have it clear, then when you do the work on the mission it’ll be a much easier exercise to see if this aligns, you know, this looks like, yeah, you have a good plan to achieve board goals.

Mike Glenn: [01:06:10] So 37 public hospital districts accomplish what you are describing in some level of success or another without that.

Jill Buhler: [01:06:24] Yes, without policy governance.

Mike Glenn: [01:06:25] And it’s the — in the two or three organizations, it’s the strat- it’s the mission and the vision, you know, this is who we are, this is what we’re about, and some missions are flowery, others aren’t, but at the vision statement, then if you look at the vision statement you can hang a lot of — it’s open to different types of interpretation about access to care, what does that mean, reaching out to the community —

Matt Ready: [01:06:56] Did the board vote on the vision? Mission and vision sentiment?

Mike Glenn: [01:06:58] Yes, the board was involved in —

Matt Ready: [01:07:00] But did we actually vote and approve it as a mission vision…?

Marie Dressler: [01:07:02] I think we did.

Mike Glenn: [01:07:03] Absolutely.

Chuck Russell: [01:07:05] I’m sure we did.

Mike Glenn: [01:07:05] Absolutely, and there were check-ins and so it was a more collegial exercise, or participative exercise than I think you’re giving it credit for. It wasn’t administration, you know, “show up on a Wednesday I’ve to another thing for you to approve.”

Matt Ready: [01:07:21] I know I spent like two special sessions working with the board members on this. I don’t know that we spent that level of attention on the mission vision. It was more like the strategic plan. I don’t actually remember a separate discussion on mission and vision, and I don’t know that we even have, we don’t have any sort of policy where — in policy governance you check in every year and the policy [unclear 01:07:48] affirm, do we have a policy on mission and vision? Is that brought before the board every year?

Jill Buhler: [01:07:51] Probably not because we’ve been working on this.

Tony Deleo: [01:07:55] You often taken all the time on the process and not spending it on the product.

Jill Buhler: [01:08:00] That’s exactly right.

Tony Deleo: [01:08:00] That’s the problem. And if I may, I’m going to extend a little bit on your thing about the team. You’re telling the coach, “I want the playoffs every five years,” and this and this; now to me, if I was the owner, I’d be telling the coach, “Make me money. I bought the team for $10 million, I want a million dollars a year at the end, I don’t care what the hell you do, I want that million dollars a year over my investment.”

Matt Ready: [01:08:25] That’s right, so that is why you have different vote plans, we have to agree on this.

Tony Deleo: [01:08:29] But it doesn’t tell Mike that he needs to be in the playoffs every five years and he needs to be winning 60% of his game.

Matt Ready: [01:08:36] So if we were five owners of this team, we’d be having this debate; what’s more important, making money or being in the playoffs, and we would argue about this and we would define that and we’d give it to him. We would not argue about his playbook. We would say, “Okay, we want you to make us at least a half million dollars a year and we want to be in the playoffs at least every other year. We would come to some agreement and then he would know —

Tony Deleo: [01:08:56] He could have the world’s worst team ever to hit the gridiron, but if he has an incredible marketing plan, he’s going to make me money from selling hats and T-shirts.

Matt Ready: [01:09:09] Yes, he could be the LA Clippers and that’s how they do it.

Tony Deleo: [01:09:12] So there we go. Let the man who knows what he’s doing do his job and we give him the general parameters, which is make money on the football team or provide exceptional healthcare to our community, and as long as he’s accomplishing that, great.

Matt Ready: [01:09:32] I agree, I just don’t think we really — we’re not going the general parameters in a meaningful way. If you want to throw out ends and we start treating mission and vision as the board’s definition of what his goals are, then I would say we need to immediately discuss what’s our process, our annual process for reviewing mission and vision, and how are we going to approve to it, because it’s basically going to become this, and I think we’re going to need a more rigorous process in how we define that, and how we judge it, and what makes it meaningful and useful for the board as a governing instrument.

Tony Deleo: [Unclear 01:10:12] accumulative at the survey, accumulatively at our certifications, at the state orders, reports, and if all of those things are in line, if we don’t have a huge backlog of patient complaints through our patient advocate, I mean just the basic parameters.

Matt Ready: [01:10:31] You’re just rattling off what you think should be the criteria, I mean, that’s a discussion the board should have and say, “These are the things that we — how we monitor your performance, these are the things that are meaningful to us.”

Jill Buhler: [01:10:58] So basically, you don’t really care much about actual policy governance as much as you do establishing the goal.

Matt Ready: [01:11:12] That’s just one, and to me that’s the most important aspect that policy governance gives us a nice structure for how the board defines the goals of the organization, I think it defines a nice structure for how you monitor other things the board’s supposed to monitor, but it sounds like everyone’s like wants to throw the whole thing out so I decided to focus in on a very specific piece. How about the steering wheel? Does everyone agree we need a steering wheel in the boat? And that the board is in charge of picking out the destination for the boat? So instead of saying, we shouldn’t have a freighter or something —

Tony Deleo: [01:11:52] Do we need a boat? If we’re going to get from point A to point B, maybe a floatplane is a whole lot more efficient.

Matt Ready: [01:11:59] Yes, and it might just be choosing the destination. Are we going to Hawaii or are we going to Cancun? It might just be that.

Tony Deleo: [01:12:05] That kind of sounds like our mission and vision and values.

Matt Ready: [01:12:09] It could be.

Tony Deleo: [01:12:10] And Mike’s the one that figures out whether we go by sailboat or by floatplane. Madam Chairman, may I ask for a two-minute recess?

Jill Buhler: [01:12:18] Yes.

Tony Deleo: [01:12:18] Thank you. Okay, we all need to stretch out —

Matt Ready: [01:12:20] Are we in recess?

Jill Buhler: [01:12:21] Yes.

[Recess]

Jill Buhler: [01:12:26] Now, from our break, where were we?

Mike Glenn: [01:12:32] It seems to me the discussion was testing, is policy governance best way to govern Jefferson Healthcare? And there are some folks on the governance side of the table and the operation side of the table that believe it may not be. So there’s been good dialogue about that, and I think ultimately the board needs to continue to discuss this and at a regular session retake up the issue and decide if we want to go in a different direction —

Jill Buhler: [01:13:18] How about if I or anybody who wants to, kind of investigates other models out there. No need to reinvent the wheel. That way we could maybe have a framework, something that we could look at that might be working better. Find some effective boards.

Matt Ready: [01:13:47] Yes, I think that makes more sense if someone came in with a proposed framework rather than, “Oh, we’re just not going to do —

Jill Buhler: [01:13:55] Oh, yeah.

Matt Ready: [01:13:55] — just throw out our current method of governance,” and not have —

Tony Deleo: [01:13:58] [Inaudible]

Matt Ready: [01:13:59] — yeah, but come in with, this is the basic framework of how the board’s going to govern the hospital district.

Jill Buhler: [01:14:09] Yeah. Okay.

Tony Deleo: [01:14:09] I’ll see what I come up with and then I’ll ship it up to you when I get it.

Jill Buhler: [01:14:13] Great.

Mike Glenn: [01:14:14] I could reach out to other organizations, just get your —

Jill Buhler: [01:14:19] School boards, they’re kind of like us.

Mike Glenn: [01:14:21] That’s like public hospital districts.

Jill Buhler: [01:14:22] Yeah.

Mike Glenn: [01:14:23] ‘Cos I do think that there are some — I think Kittitas has —

Marie Dressler: [01:14:27] I was going to say, who would you —

Mike Glenn: [01:14:28] They seem to do a pretty darn good job.

Marie Dressler: [01:14:30] — who would you suggest? Or even the talk from yesterday.

Mike Glenn: [01:14:36] It’s not a public hospital.

Marie Dressler: [01:14:37] Oh, it’s not — oh, no, that’s right, they’re private. Yes.

Matt Ready: [01:14:40] If only we had a conference where representatives from these hospitals would all be in one place and we could like —

Jill Buhler: [01:14:45] Wouldn’t that be nice?

Matt Ready: [01:14:45] — each just grab people and talk to them.

Jill Buhler: [01:14:48] That would be nice.

Marie Dressler: [01:14:49] Or maybe we should ask WSHA put something like that on at a subsequent meeting, ‘cos we’re not the only board that has issues with governance and other issues.

Mike Glenn: [01:15:00] It may not surprise you to learn that governance is a topic in most WSHA administrative means.

Matt Ready: [01:15:06] So you said Kittitas.

Mike Glenn: [01:15:09] Yeah, Elbert.

Matt Ready: [01:15:12] Any others like off the top of our heads that we think are like the most amazing performing public hospital districts that we might use as our best practice, go to people to talk to?

Mike Glenn: [01:15:23] Pullman [unclear 01:15:26].

Jill Buhler: [01:15:29] Which one?

Hilary Whittington: [01:15:29] Pullman. I wonder if even just reaching out to [unclear 01:15:32] and asking him, because he presents other’s boards, I mean all of their clients.

Jill Buhler: [01:15:37] Could you do that?

Hilary Whittington: [01:15:37] Sure.

Jill Buhler: [01:15:38] Oh, great.

Matt Ready: [01:15:40] What if we’d actually liked one of these districts, what if we invited them to come and do a little presentation, this is how it works, you know, and gave us sort of a model to look at and ask questions of —

Jill Buhler: [01:15:56] Yeah, great idea. Great idea.

Marie Dressler: [01:15:56] Can you [crosstalk] or maybe two people could do a field trip to their meeting. Just sit down and watch it.

Jill Buhler: [01:16:01] Yeah, that would be [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: [01:16:03] I would do that.

Mike Glenn: [01:16:04] Olympic?

Jill Buhler: [01:16:06] Yeah, Olympic, they seem to be good.

Mike Glenn: [01:16:06] An hour away, maybe a start by going and watching them do their business. What has happened in the move to policy governance and I also think a past board member deciding to widen the screen as opposed to tighten the screen of what’s presented, if you look at the agenda of Olympic Medical Center, click, click, click… all kind of items, physician contracts…

Jill Buhler: [01:16:33] Wow.

Mike Glenn: [01:16:37] I don’t know if it’s their — some of it is the board’s bylaws and how they do business, but some of it also is just the culture, the expectation, this is what we expect to hear, but we frequently get poked at by the press that when we send out our board agenda they’re like, “Well, what? Really? What else? There’s twelve things on this,” well, no there’s only four or five things, so it would be interesting to go and check out a few to see if that makes sense or not. You know, the county, ever see the county? Every $5 thousand MOU with the Sanitation Department they’ll vote on.

Chuck Russell: [01:17:26] So the press wants more detail on our agenda.

Mike Glenn: [01:17:29] Well, because they want to have — on Sundays they have a public meeting section and the five or six different public agencies and they like to write a little blurb about it. So the more stuff that we identify the more filler for their article. I think it’s just that, public information, here’s what’s going on in your public agencies.

Jill Buhler: [01:17:56] It’s great.

Tony Deleo: [01:17:57] If I might suggest, if we’re going to get policies from other agencies, either one person do that or we split it up, you know, two or three so we’re not going to do it sending a duplicate request.

Jill Buhler: [01:18:10] Two different people, yeah. That’s a good idea. So Hilary, you’re going to talk to Tom for his ideas, okay. I know Joan at Kittitas I can talk to her.

Marie Dressler: [01:18:26] Tom Martin? No, who’s the —

Mike Glenn: [01:18:30] At Pullman Scott.

Marie Dressler: [01:18:31] Scott.

Chuck Russell: [01:18:33] If we all go to somebody else’s meeting, then are we meeting?

Jill Buhler: [01:18:38] Yeah.

Marie Dressler: [01:18:38] We don’t all have to go, just two people can go. Otherwise, it’s a meeting.

Tony Deleo: [01:18:44] Unless it’s considered educational.

Marie Dressler: [01:18:45] Well, if we don’t discuss the district’s business it could be termed that.

Matt Ready: [01:18:51] I think the most we’d learn from [being able to] — I’d just ask direct questions to a board member and/or CEO. That’s where we’d really get a feel for how it works. A board meeting would give us little bit of a feel.

Marie Dressler: [01:19:07] I think you need to do both, because there’s a different level of interest and activity with all board members. If you have a five or seven member board, then there’ll be different levels of, if you like, education, knowledge, interest, some people don’t say much, other people say too much, a few have no idea of what’s going on, and other people are so glued in they could run the hospital themselves.

Jill Buhler: [01:19:35] What about Ben?

Mike Glenn: [01:19:37] Where?

Marie Dressler: [01:19:37] Ben, WSHA.

Mike Glenn: [01:19:39] Oh, Ben. [Unclear 01:19:40]

Jill Buhler: [01:19:42] He’s pretty inundated though, isn’t he? Maybe he probably wouldn’t want to — I wonder if there’s any resource there though?

Mike Glenn: [01:19:51] There’s a growing body of work about governance performance going on in WSHA right now.

Marie Dressler: [01:19:58] Good. So we’re ahead of that game too.

Jill Buhler: [01:20:03] Who would be a contact?

Mike Glenn: [01:20:04] [Priven] because of the significant difference between public hospital district governance and non public hospital district governance.

Tony Deleo: [01:20:14] I can touch base with MRSC, they have some sample policies.

Jill Buhler: [01:20:18] Okay, you do the MRSC, I’ll talk to Ben and Joan. Anybody wants to talk to anybody else?

Tony Deleo: [01:20:30] Mike, you want to talk to Eric about [crosstalk].

Mike Glenn: [01:20:31] Yeah, yeah. I’m happy to get Olympic Sport bylaws and —

Marie Dressler: [01:20:36] And Scott [unclear 01:20:36]?

Mike Glenn: [01:20:37] Yep.

Marie Dressler: [01:20:39] Didn’t he — do you want paper?

Mike Glenn: [01:20:48] No, got it.

Jill Buhler: [01:20:50] Okay, so then we’ll resume this conversation after we get some more information, right?

Marie Dressler: [01:21:00] Sounds like a plan.

Mike Glenn: [01:21:02] An advantage of starting this discussion in June is that if we wanted to make a change, we have time to do in January 1.

Jill Buhler: [01:21:16] Yeah.

Mike Glenn: [01:21:21] Providing we move along.

Jill Buhler: [01:21:21] Can you think of any place that might, you might like to look at?

Marie Dressler: [01:21:25] Well, what about Univ-

Matt Ready: [01:21:29] I don’t know other hospital districts that well.

Marie Dressler: [01:21:33] And what about Whidbey’s got a new CEO, haven’t they?

Mike Glenn: [01:21:38] I wouldn’t, I would not —

Marie Dressler: [01:21:39] Yeah, I think, yeah, too —

Mike Glenn: [01:21:40] I think that’s — because what is clear is that board, for a lack of a better word, dysfunction is a drag on organization performance. It’s not really easy to make a smaller hospital perform at a okay to high level, so that’s why there’s discussion going on at WSHA. How many of these little hospitals are struggling because of —

Marie Dressler: [01:22:16] Board dysfunction. That’s bad news for our patients, that’s for sure.

Chuck Russell: [01:22:23] I forget, did we have enabling legislation to — did we probably vote for policy governance at one point?

Jill Buhler: [01:22:32] Oh yeah, we did.

Marie Dressler: [01:22:33] Yes.

Chuck Russell: [01:22:35] Right after we got back from the great expedition.

Jill Buhler: [01:22:40] So what time is it?

Mike Glenn: [01:22:41] One o’clock.

Jill Buhler: [01:22:42] Okay, so now we could talk about what we learned.

Mike Glenn: [01:22:47] All right.

Jill Buhler: [01:22:51] [Laughs] Don’t everybody talk at once.

Chuck Russell: [01:22:56] Well, I learned that my wife is going to remodel our fishing cabinets and I’m going to get copper handles on.

[Laughter]

Marie Dressler: [01:23:08] Now you know why we’re [unclear 01:23:08].

Mike Glenn: [01:23:09] What has been reinforced is, Accountable Communities of Health and a couple of meetings ago, when we were talking about the role the hospital should play in our Community Health Improvement Plan and which I think everyone agrees sum — the question is, you know, lead on participate, and the greater context of my consternation is if I’m not truly engaged, understanding, and leading this pretty nebulous exercise of understanding tapping into our Accountable Communities Of Health, no one’s doing it. It’s kind of one of those deals where, beginning of the year, I understood what the acronym was, so I was ahead of the curve.

On April 15, I attended a rural Hospital Committee and Claudia and all these WSHA people are grabbing a handful of us and saying, “Are you paying attention to this? Do you know that Kitsap Mental Health is the backbone agency? What’s going on in Jefferson and [unclear 01:24:38] because Kitsap’s organizing and what are you doing?” So exponential leap, and then two months later, another exponential leap in importance and smoke beginning to clear, and that’s not where my head is right now. I mean I’m keeping that plate spinning but in 2016 your governance policies for the Accountable Communities Of Health, in order for you to be designated one, have to be complete, and think about this discussion going on, governance, right? where a bunch of organizations that haven’t necessarily been on the top of the dollar food chain, by virtue of them [laughs] sitting around this very small table, are developing policies on where this big river of resources is going to come.

So that has to be my focus. I have to figure that out, and what’s our role, and so the great thing about Jefferson Count- ‘cos what’s going on in other counties is the other organizations are swinging their elbows at the hospital, but they’re saying it’s a great comeuppance, that, you know, it’s no longer hospital-centric, and so we’re going just fine and you can have a seat at the table but we already have these big seats. In Jefferson County, Gene Baldwin has been awesome, Tom Lock has been awesome, Adam Marques has been awesome, so we are tag-teaming this, and Gene we’ve meeting scheduled to talk about it, we met at Olympic, [David Salmon] from Forks, Eric and me, Tom and Gene, to chat about it we met at Kitsap or Silverdale with David Schultz, but I heard today that David Schultz from Harrison they might be —

Marie Dressler: [01:26:53] Moving him?

Mike Glenn: [01:26:53] — opting out to Pierce.

Hilary Whittington: [01:26:55] Wow.

Jill Buhler: [01:26:56] What?

Mike Glenn: [01:26:57] Well, they would basically be on Franciscans.

Marie Dressler: [01:27:01] Yes, CHI.

Jill Buhler: [01:27:03] Well, where does that leave us? Because I thought we needed them to make it viable.

Mike Glenn: [01:27:06] Well, it complicates things.

Jill Buhler: [01:27:08] Yeah.

Mike Glenn: [01:27:09] But I’m not sure.

Jill Buhler: [01:27:10] Do we have the [Tribes]?

Mike Glenn: [01:27:12] [The Tribes] are figuring this out too. At some point, the nickel is going to drop. Someone’s going to attend a seminar like we just attended, where two by four [upside the head] [laughs] this is a big deal, you know, the money’s going to flow through — 2016 they’re going to have primary care and behavioral health, and it’s better to be lucky than good, right? When we brought on Sue Ehrlich we weren’t thinking to position ourselves for Accountable Community of Health, yeah, but that’s it, that is the model that people are going to think we’re so smart and we just sort of —

Speaker 8: [01:27:49] Sue’s coming back in town, how can we make that happen?

Marie Dressler: [01:27:51] We tripped over.

Mike Glenn: [01:27:52] Yeah. But then that’s just where it starts, and then it grows larger and larger and larger to the point where we could be taking on risk. So that has to be huge, I mean that’s a very important goal that the hospital, that seven months ago we had no idea was even, you know…

Marie Dressler: [01:28:13] So what is this deal if Harrison does —

Mike Glenn: [01:28:16] I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know how they can. I mean it’s a — they are the hospital — I think what it, there is a couple of different ACOs. Harrison is going to play, Franciscans partnered with Providence for this mega ACO, and I think Harrison will play in that one, but right now ACOs are commercial and Medicare. I think that they will also have to play in this Accountable Communities Of Health to take care of Kitsap County patients, because that’s where that money’s going to flow through. So I think that organizations are positioning themselves to dip their ladle in all of these different buckets, and we’re doing it more linearly because that’s how smaller organizations do it.

Tony Deleo: [01:29:15] Mike, is all the funding kind of coming through the ACH?

Mike Glenn: [01:29:18] Funding is going to — the thinking is the healthcare authority, what they’re doing is shedding risk. Right now, the healthcare authority on this fee for service base is that they’re kind of at risk, that the more people that get sick, and on Medicaid, and their costs are, ultimately the State healthcare authority takes on that risk. Well, three or five years from now, they’re just going to say, “Hey, look, we’ll give you $1,000 per member, you take care of all of their needs, which —

Marie Dressler: [01:29:50] But that includes everything.

Mike Glenn: [01:29:52] Yeah. [Crosstalk] That’s where they’re going. That’s population health management, and they’re just going to parcel that out. Initially it’s just going to be, they’re going to kind of lead us to that slowly by —

Marie Dressler: [Unclear 01:30:07] industry or is that coming up in 20?

Mike Glenn: [01:30:09] Probably, probably. That’s the work that’s being done now.

Matt Ready: [01:30:13] When they get to that point, are we still talking just Medicare and commercial or are we talking everyone?

Mike Glenn: [01:30:20] Well, I think that it’s probably going to be this patchwork of acronyms, because our rural ACO will be Medicare, our Accountable Community Of Health will be Medicaid, and on all healthcare authority patients, maybe we could work with Lynn Barr and spin off a commercial ACO, maybe we go sit at Providence’s table, but there’s just not — when you think about — Medicare requires no fewer than five, no more than ten thousand… [01:31:01]

June 2015 – Numerous Meetings between June 24, 2015 and June 29, 2016 – Audio available for most meetings, but not yet transcribed.

June 29, 2016 – Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting in Chelan, WA Transcript of Dialogue

{Recording begins}

Matt Ready: So… just so you know.

Tony Deleo: We’re not going to record this meeting Matt.

Matt Ready: I’m recording it.

Tony Deleo: No you’re not.

Marie Dressler: That’s not our policy, is it?

Kees Kolff: Wait, is this an official meeting?

Marie Dressler: It’s an official board meeting, but our policy states that we record when we’re in our normal board situation, board meeting room at the hospital.

Kees Kolff: There’s nothing that prohibits Matt from recording it.

Tony Deleo: Yes there is. It makes it official record.

Kees Kolff: There should be an official record if it’s an official meeting.

Mike Glenn: Well, there is a legal opinion that recommends to not do this actually, but we talked about that. And you’re right.

Kees Kolff: I guess that’s before my times.

Mike Glenn: Yeah. [Crosstalk] just not being difficult.

Tony Deleo: Are you still recording?

Matt Ready: I’m recording the meeting.

Tony Deleo: Okay.

Commissioner Deleo pushed out his chair and stood quickly up from the table. 

[Matt Ready’s personal account of this moment in the meeting:

I was seated to his right with at least one person in between us, but nonetheless, I remember my surprise at his actions.

When someone is angry with you and they suddenly rise from the table, you don’t know what will happen next.  My brain immediately started evaluating possibilities.  I must admit, my body experienced a shot of extra adrenaline instinctively, since I suppose at a primal level, I perceived some sort of violence towards me was possible. 

I saw my recorder sitting on the table out in front of me and thought, “Is he going to grab at my recorder?”  The possibility seemed plausible as I had imagined such things happening at previous debates about the recording of meetings.  In fact, I had played through many scenarios in my mind before about Hospital security guards or even police being called into board meetings to stop me from recording.  Many times I had mentally prepared myself for such confrontations and had long ago decided I would continue recording under all circumstances and simply see what levels of force might be used against me.  Yet, on this day, I was not so mentally prepared as I had no reason to believe all the commissioners would suddenly try to stop the recording again- which they hadn’t done for months.

So I look at my recorder and prepare myself to casually reach out and take hold of it if Commissioner Deleo makes a move in my direction.  I was attempting not to flinch at his sudden rise from the table, as in moments like this, getting you to flinch in fear can be part of the goal of the person attempting to move you.  In any case, Commissioner Deleo did not make any move in my direction, instead he stepped away from the table and walked briskly towards the door and said:]   

Tony Deleo:   See you guys later! Let me know if he turns it off.

[Commissioner Deleo exits the room.]

Jill Buhler: This is a little counterproductive. Do you really want to do this Matt? [Unclear 00:01:19]

Matt Ready: [Breathes deeply]

[Pause]

Jill Buhler: Yes? No?

Matt Ready: Sorry, my stress level is very high right now, so it’s hard for me to speak. [Crosstalk] I did not expect a massive conflict over this again. I didn’t think you guys would be surprised. I recorded last year’s meeting [last year’s annual meeting in Chelan, Wa], if you recall, so I’ve told you before, I cannot actually remember everything that is said at these meetings, and it’s important to me that we take what we say here seriously, and we’re held accountable for what we say here, and the only way to do that is to have an accurate record of these meetings, and so I record the meetings.

Jill Buhler: The point is that you being a Commissioner, it is different than a member of the public recording the meeting, and we have no official recording device here so we can’t record it and have it be an actual official recording. That’s a different [unclear 00:03:18]. I think we need to either adjourn or conclude or…

Kees Kolff: Could I ask [crosstalk]–

Marie Dressler: Point of order, that we do have a policy I believe, which says that we make official recordings when we are in our official board setting in the hospital, and I believe you are aware of that, so I do take exception to the recording, but nothing to hide. But I think it is not something that, you know, if we have these policies and you’re, and rightly so, very keen on following policies, and then you go, you yourself, go an break one. I don’t see what this is all about. I think it’s just a barrier to try to work for our patients, for our community, personally.

Kees Kolff: I obviously haven’t been involved in this kind of discussion before, so I’m as the new kid on the block, if you wouldn’t mind, first of all, the policies that we just revised, I guess I must not have read that section carefully enough, does it say that we only record in official meetings? Or does it say that we record in official meetings. I mean I’m wondering, do the policies also say that we don’t in this kind of setting? I mean I just — and again, this it just a point of clarification, I don’t —

Jill Buhler: The point of clarification is that when we go, for example, to legislature, we did not want to be bound to record what the legislatures were saying because they may not feel free to speak. So for that reason, and because it can be a logistics nightmare to have it and where we don’t have control of the venue, we voted, and Matt voted for that as well, to not record anything other than the meetings that were held in our normal venue [crosstalk].

Kees Kolff: In that case I would need to just check to see, because there’s a difference between —

Jill Buhler: You can check it if you have the board book, ‘cos it’s —

Kees Kolff: No, I’m just saying to me it is important whether the policy says that we will only record under certain situations or that we will record under certain situations, but if there’s no prohibition [crosstalk] I’m concerned if I could —

Marie Dressler: It says we do not, if we’re out of the hospital, we do not [crosstalk] because we are legally responsible,

Kees Kolff: If I could finish —

Marie Dressler: — as the Secretary I’m legally responsible for ensuring that we have the official copy open for the public records, and that is what our attorney has said, and we — because it’s [unclear 00:06:30] as Jill has just said, we have difficulty, we don’t have recording equipment, we can’t inflict this on other people like in previous board meeting. So it was decided that we would only record when we’re at our board meetings in our home base, and this is not our home base. Maybe we’d like it to be, but it’s not. So therefore, this leaves the Hospital District open to prosecution and fines because of our inability to have an official recording which is archived for the benefit of the community.

Kees Kolff: Although my question wasn’t answered, I appreciate your clarifying [crosstalk].

Mike Glenn: Well, there’s no prohibition. I mean, anybody could record anything. It’s just the Council said that you either — you have — if you’re going to vote to record board meetings, because other many boards don’t, [unclear 00:07:33] doesn’t record their board meetings, then you do it in a way that’s controlled by the organization with your equipment and your system, which is why we and Susie do what she does, because it becomes the official public record and recommended against a board member recording and because that is something other than the public record.

Jill Buhler: And that’s — we’re trying to go by [unclear 00:08:02] attorney [unclear 00:08:03].

Kees Kolff: Because that’s other than a public record, but if an individual Commissioner records that because of The Open Public Records Act, that recording does become an official recording? I guess I’m trying to —

Mike Glenn: Yes, the law doesn’t distinguish you from a community member and a board member, that you might be thinking you recorded this as a community member but the law [sees it as] recording as board member in that capacity, so therefore it’s subject to [crosstalk] —

Kees Kolff: So therefore, what Matt records is, quote, discoverable through public records.

Jill Buhler: Yes.

Tony Deleo: [Crosstalk] discoverable [crosstalk] to comply with — I’m sorry.

Mike Glenn: We have an obligation to recording.

Kees Kolff: To make it — I’m sorry? You have an obligation to —

Mike Glenn: Because it is an official public record that the public entity isn’t the steward of, so that is the problem the attorney points out you want to avoid. [Crosstalk].

Jill Buhler: And if something happened —

Kees Kolff: I’d appreciate — I’d love to get some more information and maybe you can share with the other —

Jill Buhler: It’s too bad you didn’t study this before him.

Kees Kolff: May I finish speaking please?

Jill Buhler: Please.

Kees Kolff: I’d love to see the letter from the attorney that describes that, just so that I can understand that, and I don’t.

Jill Buhler: We need to get the same attorney that told you that [conclude].

Tony Deleo: Madam Chairman, if I could make a motion that we forbid Commissioner Ready from recording this meeting.

?Mike Glenn: [Unclear 00:09:59]

?Jill Buhler: Is there a second?

[Crosstalk]

Tony Deleo: Well, Madam Chairman, what’s your call?

Jill Buhler: I’m going to ask Matt again and try to explain that, again, the reason for this is that if a particular board member has what is considered an official document and something happens to that document that is in his or her possession and it is not the actual official document, even though it’s — still it’s discoverable, we have no way to refute or if somebody did something with that or did something out of context, we would have no way to verify or validate.

Kees Kolff: [Unclear 00:11:10] I appreciate your clarification of that and if I might, Matt, would you be willing to not record this session here today? I’d love to study this situation further and maybe you and I can speak some other time about the importance or relevance of recording and then cover [unclear 00:11:37].

Matt Ready: No. I’m recording the meeting. If it is a record for the hospital we can do the exact same thing we did with all the other recordings I made, I just put it in the same directory on the hospital server with all the other recordings. I do not understand the resistance everyone in the room has to recording a public meeting like we do every one of them.

Tony Deleo: [Unclear 00:12:10] required with recording, we have the problem whether you’re recording it in the appropriate manner so it complies with the Open Public Records Acts or it complies with the Washington State archival requirements for maintaining public documents. Marie, as Secretary of this Board, is responsible for the maintenance and archiving of all official records of this board, because you are [active] as a Commissioner, because you’re recording it, that makes it a [unclear 00:12:38] official recording of the board, which means it [falls] under all these requirements. That is what I have a problem with.

Matt Ready: And all those requirements are met by the hospital just having a copy of the recording.

Tony Deleo: No, by having the original.

Matt Ready: Well, there is no original. It’s a digital — there’s no original digital — it’s copied. The minute it’s copied to the server off the recording device, it’s not an original, it’s a digital image.

Mike Glenn: Well, it’s Council’s recommendation. I think that we settled that discussion. The best practice is that this is to be avoided. This is not best practice. That was the recommendation and I think that’s what we are applying, or trying to adhere to.

Jill Buhler: Yes.

Kees Kolff: Would it make a difference if this digital recording were made available to the Secretary right at this time? I mean, would that — again, I’m exploring for some pie in the sky compromise and I’m trying to see if there’s some way to bridge the gap with that, and I don’t know if Matt would be willing to relinquish his digital recorder to the Secretary. Would that make a difference in the situation or not?

Tony Deleo: Well, yeah, if you’re a [unclear 00:14:28] Commissioner who refuses to yield to the will of the board, that refuses to —

Jill Buhler: Follow policy.

Tony Deleo: — follow the recommendations of the attorney that’s —

Jill Buhler: And to follow policy.

Tony Deleo: And to adhere to the State of —

Jill Buhler: [Unclear 00:14:40].

Kees Kolff: [Crosstalk] Could I ask for the answer to my question?

Jill Buhler: [Unclear 00:14:46].

Kees Kolff: Could I ask for the answer to my question if it would make a difference to the rest of the Commissioners if the digital recording were made immediately available so that…? I can appreciate that that’s not —

Jill Buhler: It does not, because —

Kees Kolff: — [the way] you understand the policy.

Jill Buhler: — it’s not to me because it does not follow policy.

Kees Kolff: Okay.

Jill Buhler: And that policy was voted on by four, five of the people here [inaudible] endlessly because of [this board book].

Kees Kolff: In that case, I would like to make a motion to conclude.

Jill Buhler: Is there a second?

Tony Deleo: Second.

Jill Buhler: Discussion [on paper].

Tony Deleo: Mike, I apologize for this happening.

Mike Glenn: That’s all right.

Tony Deleo: [Do you have a] program to present?

Mike Glenn: I’m just going to kind of point out the obvious that there are issues here.

Matt Ready: Have we — I’ll turn it off if we have officially concluded.

Jill Buhler: Yes.

Section 2:  Compilations and Mashups

 

See Book 2 when published.

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In a trillion universes, what media survives?

Imagine time is infinite, not just out into the future, but also backwards.

Let’s suppose for a moment, that time did not start some 14 Billlion years ago as the great minds of the adult world tells us.  Suppose time always was?

Suppose this human history we are living is not the first conscious technological civilization to ever exist?

What’s that?  What’s a “technological civilzation”?  Well, it’s one like ours of course.  One that creates computers and video and space ships.

How many of these wonderous such civilizations have existed in the course of…infinite time?

Well, no one knows of course.  None of us is infinitely old you know.  Only our hubris is that old.

But you can be sure, there have been trillions.  Trillions of civilizations like ours.  Trillions of writers as glorious and as unique as Shakespeare!  Trillions of artists as genius as Michaelangelo and Leonardo Da Vinci!  Trillions of Cicero’s!  Trillions of computer pioneer geniuses like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs!

And of course, over the course of time, someone has been keeping records of all this.  Not perfect records of course.  Records get destroyed you know over time.  Fires happen.  Hard drives fail.  Time passes and information gets worn away like cliffs in the desert worn away by the endless winds.

Watch this animation of what happens to the information created by every technological civilization over time.  See how the information set grows in diameter?

Now watch when the civilizations home world is destroyed or other catastrophes stop the civilization from surviving.  See happens to there information bubble.

Here is all of youtube.  Here is all of the internet.  Here are all books ever printed.  Here is all writing and art on earth.  Here are the blockchains of cryptocurrency.

Now let’s see what has happened to other civilizations and their information.

See these civilizatins that last for millenia after millenia?  Look at what happens periodically to any data not stored on blockchains?  Look at these devestating wars that destroy nearly everything…but the blockchains not only survive…the information there is untouched by the hands of King James or other propagandists forever.

Every artist, writer, genius, or whatever after the blockchains invention gets to have their words held forever, in perfection, (if they are smart enough to record their genius on the most reliable medium to ever exist.., which ironically, they are not yet.)  That’s pretty cool.

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You follow Noone

You have chosen to follow Noone.  Noone tells you to pick a religion.  What religion will you choose?

Buddhism

Catholicism

Islam

Judaism

Hinduism

Scientology

Atheism

Science

Egoism

Narcissism

 

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The Mindful Activist Episode 8 – Scotty McNabb

The Mindful Activist – Episode 8

 

Matt Ready: Matt Ready: Okay, so Facebook just went live. All right, so you should see on my timeline, I just went live. How can you see… I’m going to share it.

Scotty McNab: So we can watch it and then watch myself watching it?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: We could be doing that.

Scotty McNab: You see, as a comedian, I’m totally into that.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: It’s like, oh man! I get to see me too! Come on man!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: That’s like the best of any world.

[Pause]

[Matt sets up the equipment]

Matt Ready: Aaron is already watching and we’re also on YouNow. We’ve got a couple people who came in, Isabella, Sea Snowy, Thelma A. I’ll turn this audio off it’ll drive us — [unclear 00:01:32] crazy feedback.

Scotty McNab: Well, as much as I love Hendrix [as heard], they don’t know how to work the feedback like he did, so.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay. We’re live on Facebook, we’ve live on YouNow, we’re live on YouTube, and we’ve got like a couple people watching [laughs] and let’s see, I tweeted out in case anyone wants to try to actually join the podcast, which someday is going to really be the fun part. Let’s start the meeting.

Scotty McNab: So if somebody’s looking for the stream on Facebook, as far as going live, do they need to be your friend? Or do they need to —

Matt Ready: I don’t actually know. I think if you see it and you share it, I think —

Scotty McNab: Okay.

Matt Ready: Do you see the stream on my, anywhere on there yet?

Scotty McNab: One second. Let my “mumi” know what’s going on [laughs].

Matt Ready: What did you say?

Scotty McNab: My “mumi”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That’s great, I never heard that one.

Scotty McNab: Yes, I was kind of those [sings The Odd Couple theme by Neal Hefti] things, you know, I was always trying to keep things clean [inaudible].

Matt Ready: 12:46. We’ve got plenty of time! We’re so ahead of schedule.

Scotty McNab: This is so unlikely.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: I’m always like, “Oh my God, I want to get from Bremerton to Port Townsend in 10 minutes!”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: [Types] …to join our live podcast with… Can I say comedian Scotty McNab?

Scotty McNab: [Laughs] You can say whatever you want to say, that’s fine.

Matt Ready: Comedian and filmmaker.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Not yet, not yet.

Matt Ready: Film student?

Scotty McNab: Film student, sure. Procrastinator…

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Let’s see what else that would be appropriate. Son of Port Townsend?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Let’s see. Go People! Carmen, Aaron, Diane, go people! Dropped in Facebook. We’re not quite live yet, we’re going live at 01:00 p.m. Thank you everyone that’s dropped in so far. You can sit here if you want to be on camera, start to feel the energy of the universe staring at you.

Scotty McNab: [Laughs] I’m now going to put my phone away too.

Matt Ready: [Unclear 00:06:04] actually see.

Scotty McNab: Can you get, can you get this in there? [Pats his belly] Oh, man, I’ve been working on this for years. I’m pretty proud of it.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: So, let me show it around a little bit on cameras.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: That doesn’t just happen, you know?

Matt Ready: You’ve got to work on that? [Laughs]

Scotty McNab: You’ve got to work for that. I started out in the “Chair force.”

Matt Ready: The “Chair force”? [Laughs] Yeah, you can keep talking to the camera. I have a couple more things to do [laughs].

Scotty McNab: Okay.

Matt Ready: If you want. Do your stand-up routine.

Scotty McNab: Probably we’ll just let things flow naturally.

Matt Ready: Yeah?

Scotty McNab: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Do you talk about religion?

Scotty McNab: I might jump in and out of most subjects, so yeah, that’s on there. A little bit of religion, a little bit of frustrations, you know, it’s a good place to let frustrations out every once in a while, and ironically they’re both to do with traffic.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Is that what your stand-up is mostly about? Your two frustrations?

Scotty McNab: No, no. I like to wing it too sometimes and other people. It’s like you’re a little ventriloquist puppet.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I really need a producer. Today we’re doing extra complicated, because we’re on YouNow, which is where young people are doing video.

Scotty McNab: No wonder I’ve never done video there.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah [laughs].

Scotty McNab: That’s why they’re actually showing up, it’s like, “Yeah, we’ve been on this.” So has this forced you to learn a whole lot as far as this kind of broadcasting?

Matt Ready: Oh yeah. You’ve got to learn a bunch to do this right.

Scotty McNab: It’s cool.

Matt Ready: Okay. [Types] …watch on Facebook live or blah blah blah… Okay, I’m going to share this on Facebook. Consider my work done there.

Scotty McNab: I’m going to take a picture of you sharing it, if I’m fast enough. Oh, that’s amazing.

Matt Ready: What’s that?

Scotty McNab: Back of the head shot, you know, all the things you want in your composition.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Back of the head, somebody posing on the phone like, “Hello?” and then somebody pointing at a monitor. Can you do that? Can you like — no.

Matt Ready: What do you want? I’ll do whatever you want.

Scotty McNab: No, I’m just kidding.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: It’s like, “Wow, you just didn’t even try, did you? Good job!”

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: “You just went there, took three photos and came back. What am I supposed to do with this?” you know.

Matt Ready: Okay, almost there.

Scotty McNab: Cool. I’m going to see if I can get that link and forward it since we’re not officially started.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean we can’t start early. I mean we can like have a pre-show early, but we said 1 o’clock.

Scotty McNab: What is this word? Earrr? [Laughs] So I’m pretty impressed with this community going on here, it’s pretty cool.

Matt Ready: Oh, yeah?

Scotty McNab: It was certainly not here when I left three years ago, and it’s nice to see something so progressive in a place that holds those values [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: Bam! That one went down.

Scotty McNab: Okay. Or whatever.

Matt Ready: Okay, now I’ve got to decide what’s more important, YouNow, I guess you know it YouTube, you’re just out of luck. No one ever watches on YouTube anyways. We’ve got a bunch of other cameras going. You want to see — I’m going to start this one. You want to see what I did last night?

Scotty McNab: Yeah.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: That sounds like a movie, yes.

Matt Ready: It’s this, up here on this screen. You’re ready?

Scotty McNab: Uh-huh. I think only like Brits and Welshmen, because he’s British, right?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Scotty McNab: Could pull that shirt off.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Of course I’m wearing this [British accent].

[Laughter]

[Video plays]

Scotty McNab: Pretty cool, man.

Matt Ready: Basically, each episode had musical part and I just put those together.

Scotty McNab: Yeah, it’s badass. I can’t use that again. Scratch!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: It’s off the list. Nothing else is badass.

Matt Ready: Fine camera.

Scotty McNab: Yeah, yeah. That’s the one they’re going to send me actually from Full Sail.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: No, no Full Sail, they’re not actually going to send me that one. I’m trying to get to that link.

Matt Ready: The Facebook link?

Scotty McNab: Yeah. My phone has been ringing.

Matt Ready: That’s my favourite.

Scotty McNab: Yeah, that’s good!

Matt Ready: I want you to see what you’re up against when we do the musical intro. We don’t actually play music at the beginning. You just dance.

Scotty McNab: Oh, you just dance, okay.

Matt Ready: Yes [laughs].

Scotty McNab: Okay. That’s some good mix in there. [Unclear 00:13:30].

Matt Ready: 12: 56. We’re getting closer here.

Scotty McNab: Yeah.

Matt Ready: All right. Let’s see. If somebody does join the Zoom broadcast, then I’ll hit record, but I’m not going to start recording ‘cos it will record the actual Zoom video conference, so we’ve got to remember that. If someone jumps in here and actually start talking to us, then I’ll turn around and hit record on it. Although we will record them technically, from all these other cameras.

Scotty McNab: Cool. Okay.

Matt Ready: Let’s see. Facebook can kind of see us and YouNow can kind of see us. It says one person watching, so someone, one of those people is still actually watching, and one person’s watching on Facebook. I don’t know which on it is, it could be Carmen, Diana, Aaron. Did you share the link? Did you figure out how to do that?

Scotty McNab: I think I know how to do it, but it’s not being very nice to me right now as far as even coming up, so I’m not going to name the type of phone coverage that I have, but it rhymes with Sprint.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Okay, it’s Zint, so apparently in this location right here, this very space —

[Bell rings]

Matt Ready: That means someone jumped into our video.

Scotty McNab: Awesome! Welcome!

Matt Ready: Hey! Whoever jumped it’s a Dave Mik. Is that —

Scotty McNab: That’s my brother!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Yeah! All right, cool!

Matt Ready: Are you actually going to join the show Dave? Or are you just going to listen? I wonder if he can hear us? That would be a good thing to know. Can you hear us Dave? Can you like chat or something so we can tell? That would be great to know. Well, the microphone says it’s getting stuck, so —

[Sudden noise]

Scotty McNab: Oop! There’s something. What a coincidence. I know him! I know this guy!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: I’m pretty sure! Hey! There he is.

Matt Ready: How’s it going Dave? Are you going to share our video?

David McNab: How are you guys? [Loud noise] No, I’m just going to [loud noise].

Matt Ready: You have a great microphone there.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay.

Scotty McNab: It’s good for listening.

Matt Ready: You’re going to listen in. Are you watching on Facebook?

David McNab: On Zoom.

Matt Ready: Well, okay. Oh, on Zoom?

Scotty McNab: He’s such a young guy.

Matt Ready: All right, so you’re actually watching on Zoom, I’ll turn on the zoom camera then for you.

David McNab: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Let’s see, camera —

Scotty McNab: Is it behind us?

Matt Ready: No, it is —

Scotty McNab: Okay, good. I was like [laughs] —

Matt Ready: It is right here unfortunately though. It’s not going to be the greatest angle for him [laughs] but if you go on to Facebook, you can actually watch the video if you could find the Facebook [inaudible].

David McNab: Okay. Thanks guys!

Matt Ready: All right. I’ll just mute you, okay? But you can like text-chat or something if you want to say something to us.

Scotty McNab: Yeah! That would be cool.

Matt Ready: Is that cool?

David McNab: Yeah! That’s cool.

Matt Ready: Or I could leave you un-muted, and you can just interrupt us if you want.

David McNab: No, I don’t want to do that. I’ll just be on mute. That’s cool.

Scotty McNab: I know him.

Matt Ready: One o’clock!

Scotty McNab: [Laughs] I know that guy.

Matt Ready: Okay. Let me just double check here. We’ve got camera, camera, we’re recording, we’ve got the microphone’s even on. Okay, ready?

Scotty McNab: Yeah.

Matt Ready: A moment of Zen here, getting ready.

Scotty McNab: Okay. Are we going to dance next?

Matt Ready: Yeah. First thing’s intro music. And cue the imaginary intro music.

Scotty McNab: [Laughs] Oh yeah!

[Matt and Scott sing and dance without music]

Scotty McNab: Uh-huh, uh-huh. I’m riding a horse.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Doing the sprinkler.

Scotty McNab: Sprinkler.

Matt Ready: All right, great! Thank you. Welcome to another episode of the Mindful Activist podcast. This is episode 8. My guest today is Sir Scotty McNab, a very famous comedian and film student, and twin brother, father, master chef.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Sculptor, bodybuilder…

Scotty McNab: Yeah, I built this over time, yeah. It takes a lot, I’ve got to feed it to keep it, and I like to say I’m single by choice but it’s sometimes by profile, so I mean I have to be real about that.

Matt Ready: All right, all right. Let’s see, oh! I should finish my intro here. My name is Matt Ready, I’m the host of this podcast and I’m also the Founder of The Global Consensus Project, the developer of the hive1.net, activist social media platform and I’m also an elected politician, I am a elected Hospital Commissioner for East Jefferson County, Washington State, a county of about 30,000 people. All right, on to the show. Did I give a thorough enough introduction? Is there anything else you would like to tell the world about, when is your next bodybuilding performance?

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Yeah, I build bodies in my garage. No. I am a lot of things. I’m a Port Townsend person, whatever that means.

Matt Ready: Well, for those who don’t know what Port Townsend is, this is a global podcast, some people may not have heard. What would you say is the defining characteristic of Port Townsend, Washington State?

Scotty McNab: I’ll just say that when you turn about 13, there’s this granola lady that pops out of nowhere, and she throws the granola and she’s like, “All right! Groovy! Cashews! Oh, a raisin. Okay! So, you have some really chill parents, that’s great! You’re going to go places in life and — oh, what I am seeing here? You’re going to join the military for 20 years —

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: — and stay in there, but you’re going to live,” and I was like, oh, that sounds crazy, but…

Matt Ready: Is this like a magical granola woman?

Scotty McNab: Yeah! That’s what she told me, at least, so then I just had to do those things.

Matt Ready: It was like a prophecy?

Scotty McNab: No, yeah, kind of like that.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: She was reading the granola. So she read the granola and that’s kind of what happened to me. I went to college for a year, I had a basketball and theatre scholarship. I went to school for that, and —

Matt Ready: Theater like acting? You’re an actor.

Scotty McNab: Yes.

Matt Ready: I should have introduced you as actor Scotty McNabb. Did you do Shakespeare?

Scotty McNab: Actually yes, but I was Haberdasher in The Taming of the Shrew I believe.

Matt Ready: Could you give as a little line from that?

Scotty McNab: I don’t think I had a line for that.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Let him stand here and haberdasher.

Scotty McNab: Who needs a hat? Or whatever, something like that. I think that’s what he wrote. It’s on the scrap floor stuff, you know. I did join the Air force after coming back from college. I ran away from my beautiful hometown to do that.

Matt Ready: Why did you do that?

Scotty McNab: Right.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: What were you thinking?

Scotty McNab: So anyone who grew up here —

Matt Ready: You were trying to escape a troubled home or something?

Scotty McNab: No. My home was great. Our both parents were awesome and still are.

Matt Ready: Did your brother pick on you a lot?

Scotty McNab: He’s a little bigger than me, taller that is, stronger, but no, he didn’t pick on me, although he did hold me down and spit in my eye once, after telling me he would and I didn’t believe him, and then, oh man! I was wrestling for my life. We played basketball a lot, you know, the scholarship and all, and we should have wrestled, I’m just going to say that, we should’ve wrestled.

Matt Ready: You mean on a wrestling team?

Scotty McNab: Yeah.

Matt Ready: I’m sure you wrestled each other playing.

Scotty McNab: Yeah, constantly.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: And he held me down and literally spat in my eye, which I deserved because I didn’t believe him that he could do it.

Matt Ready: Right, if someone threatens you and you don’t believe them you deserve the threat to be carried out [laughs].

Scotty McNab: And I was always a little more sneaky with fighting than he was, so I probably deserved it. I’m just going to say that. I’m getting off topic.

Matt Ready: So that drove you, the bullying of your brother drove you to 20 years in the Air force.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: No, no, no.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: No. I left here because many people from Port Townsend know that there’s not always a lot of opportunity for someone who’s say 19-20 years old in Port Townsend. It’s a beautiful place, wonderful vibe and wonderful place —

Matt Ready: About a population of about 10,000.

Scotty McNab: Sure, right. My boss at the time was a retired Navy Senior Chief and I know I didn’t want to join the Army or the Marine Corps of the Navy, so I chose the Air Force because I didn’t want to go work at the Mill. No offense to the mill workers because they got to stay here, and I feel like I missed out on a lot. Sometimes I regret that choice, but overall I started out as a loadmaster on C-141 and flew around the world with those, and then I had my —

Matt Ready: Those C141. Those are beautiful planes? Is that a plane?

Scotty McNab: [Laughs] They’re planes, yes. I was the cargo guy, I wasn’t a pilot, so I got to wear the flight suit and pretend that I was flying something, the whole time I would be like — no I’m just kidding.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I wish I was a pilot.

Scotty McNab: Yeah, although we did trick the army one time —

Matt Ready: Let’s do a little, let’s just fly.

[Matt and Scott pretend they are piloting]

Scotty McNab: Yeah. 2-9-9-2 pilot.

Matt Ready: Oh, going over a big turn.

Scotty McNab: Oh boy, this is a lot of turning, this is really dangerous!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: It’s little, yeah. Then I had my [unclear 00:24:50] and I joined, I cross-trained into what’s called public affairs and I was a military journalists for the last about 14 years.

Matt Ready: Military journalist.

Scotty McNab: Uh-huh. A photo journalist, editor, and I did the landing design for newspapers, that kind of thing.

Matt Ready: As a military journalist, did the military have to approve what you wrote?

Scotty McNab: It’s internal news.

Matt Ready: I mean it’s military news.

Scotty McNab: It’s not going to be investigative reporting, but just telling the story of your mission and trying to show it in a nice light for the most part. There’s a lot of good things and good people in the military. It was hard going in with values that were different than most military people. I didn’t become a Republican, and I didn’t stop thinking about the people that were involved in our conflicts, but I did my job writing stories and telling the story of the people that were involved. There’s a balance there, and I think that when you have different morals and values than a lot of people that are doing the same thing as you, it’s easy to just push them away, but I couldn’t let myself do that because they mean a lot to me.

Matt Ready: The people that you worked with, the other members of the Air Force.

Scotty McNab: Right. A lot of people tend to have kind of a right-wing feel to them after being in the military, but wouldn’t it make sense if you’re in the military to vote for somebody that doesn’t want to fight a war? Or that isn’t backing major corporations that support war? Doesn’t it make sense that you’re — when a Democrat gives a 2% raise and the Republican gives a 3% raise, that that $20 you get each paycheck doesn’t by your vote, you still have the people back home that you grew up with, and the morals that you grew up with. Doesn’t it make sense to stay who you are?

Matt Ready: Does that actually resonate with people in the military that — do they have the impression that Republicans want to pay them more?

Scotty McNab: Yes, you hear that a lot, and it’s true, but it’s not very much. I mean if there’s a 10% raise across the board and an airman is getting or E1 is getting $20, and a General is getting $200 more of paycheck, then, come on! [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Is your sense that — my feeling is that there’s a lot of dissatisfaction with post-military careers, like maybe the VA and there’s a lot of homeless vets and stuff. Is there a feeling that Democrats or Republicans, one of them, you know, cares more about like military post-career or is it more like — or do they not really think that?

Scotty McNab: I think to generalize, to be safe and to not be very, very, very specific on this, I think that most vets feel like Republicans are there to take care of them more, but that’s not necessarily the case when you really step back and look at it. I think people in office want to take care of their constituents, regardless, and —

Matt Ready: Well…

Scotty McNab: — they know how important —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I don’t know about that.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I don’t know about that.

Scotty McNab: Depending on the level [Laughs].

Matt Ready: I think people in office want to be in office. That’s the first thing they want, ‘cos you have to want to be in office to go through the horrible experience of running for office, having people pick through your past, and write about you, and make you go to debates and stuff. You have to have a reason to do that. Anyways, let’s jump forward here a little bit. When did you get into comedy and why did you do that?

Scotty McNab: Right. For me, comedy was always something that was a part of my life because my dad is really funny, Frank McNabb those of you know him, he’s very funny, and my mom loves to laugh and she’s very funny, and being a twin, and my sister loves to laugh, and my brother and I basically, our fun that we have, whether it’s over the phone or in person, a lot of times it’s pretty much sketch comedy, you know, it just flows for us. I learnt pretty quickly that sketch is not the same as stand-up, and you have to approach them differently and do a little more thinking with stand-up ahead of time. As far as when I started, I wanted to start for so long and I’ll tell everyone not just with comedy but for anything, if you really feel it, and you really want to go do something, you should do it and start it, and do it now, do it right now, start planning, because —

Matt Ready: Like really right this second [crosstalk] saying some jokes, ‘cos your first time it’s like, not to cut you off, but it’s like 90% of accomplishing anything is just do it. You can do it badly. That’s my whole attitude with this podcast is do it badly, it’s still 90% victory just to have it done.

Scotty McNab: Yes, absolutely, just to start doing it, and people start looking at you differently like, “Hey! You do podcasts! Or city comedy!”

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: I’m not always good, I’m not always great, and sometimes I’m really, really great. No, I was kidding.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: No, sometimes I’m terrible, you know, and I’m still mastering that, I’m still mastering hosting, those things come over time, but just start it. I was in San Antonio and I’ve heard about this open mic and it was at Laugh Out Loud Comedy Club in San Antonio, and I started out there and I’ll tell you, I went inside myself like you seen in the movies, I was like, oh I was so scared, and they told me I was going out first.

Matt Ready: First! You opened in this —

Scotty McNab: Yeah, and I love people, I love being loud and crazy and stuff, but it was like, “Oh, no I’m starting first!” So I felt myself go inside of myself, and the sound kind of was like [makes muffled sound] like you hear in the moves, and my vision started to tunnel a little bit, and I started speaking without hearing the words coming out of my mouth, and then I got that first laugh and it was like, woosh! and it went away. It was amazing! It was like, holy crap! And from then on I loved it.

Matt Ready: Interesting. It’s like you retreated into the little alien that sits inside your skull, and he was in there like, “What am I doing driving this thing?”

Scotty McNab: “Usually it works!”

Matt Ready: “Are they going to laugh?” It’s like your speaking like through a straw, like “This is my joke! Is anyone going to laugh?”

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Exactly, and I heard that first burst of laughter and it was like, “Oh, yeah!” but there are definitely times where you drive away going, “Ha ha! I’m funny!” and then other times where you drive away going, “I’m funny damn it!”

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: You know, looking in the mirror, you’re like, “I am –” sort of pointing out at yourself, “I am funny! People will say I’m funny!” You know.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That is interesting to me. What does it mean to be funny? What the heck is laughter? Could you explain that to me?

Scotty McNab: I would say that laughter would be an unsuppressed or something you can’t suppress, I mean if it’s — sometimes it’s about challenging the audience. When people — you’ll see comedians go up and say, “Hey, jerks!” you know, or whatever, and people look a little bit uncomfortable, and they’ll laugh, but as long as you don’t keep pounding them into the ground, they kind of like it. They think it’s kind of funny, you know, so there’s different types of funny.

Matt Ready: I thought about this once like 15 years ago for a few minutes, and I was thinking something to do with surprise. It’s like laughter, I mean the very, very root of it is some sort of surprise, it could be a shock, negative, it could be positive, a pun, you know, it’s something that surprises your brain. Still, if it really surprises you and it’s on the border between like being scared or being upset, or being whatever, it sort of hits that magic spot, but then we laugh, you know, and then it’s like the whole brain is like firing and I think it’s a really powerful magical therapeutic thing.

Scotty McNab: It’s storytelling. That’s what it is. You learn about storytelling in school, in college or whatever, and you —

Matt Ready: You do?

Scotty McNab: Well, maybe in politics?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I guess you learn about storytelling in life.

Scotty McNab: Say you’re writing and you start with a new story, you have your lead to pull them in and then you have your netgraph to say, this is what we’re going to talk about.

Matt Ready: What did you say?

Scotty McNab: It’s called a netgraph. [Laughter]

Matt Ready: Is it a journalistic term or a military term?

Scotty McNab: Yes, well, I don’t know anymore. I don’t know what’s what anymore. It’s journalistic, but it’s a netgraph, and then it says, this is kind of the stuff we’re going to cover, and then you go ahead and cover it. Then you follow up with it’s a lead back, it’s a tie back ending basically, where you like, remember when I said this?

Matt Ready: I guess you mean standup comedy routine like have a pretty good joke at the beginning and then [muffled sound] at the very end it’s like, bam! And sometimes it doesn’t work at all, but it’s like “I’m going to go back to that joke at the beginning and…” it’s a punchline and they’re like, “Well, thank you,” and you know.

Scotty McNab: It’s a callback, basically you go in along a path but you’re going this way along it, and then you come back, it’s like, “Here we are again!”

Matt Ready: Awesome. Okay. I’m going to ask you the question I have to ask every guest. I want to keep going on the humor route. Do you consider yourself an activist?

Scotty McNab: I do in several ways. I consider myself an activist in that I was able to navigate a military career and still hold my values about treating people with respect, about loving others, about not believe in hype, and I consider myself an activist as a parent because I discipline my children without hurting them or anything, and a lot of parents don’t discipline their children anymore, and I think there needs to be, the parents need to lead their children and they want their parents to lead them, so that they don’t have to make it up as they go. To me that’s a form of activism as far as being a solid role model for your parents. They never have to doubt, and I’m not like, “I’m in control!” but they never have to doubt that I’m going in a direction — I’m going to tell them if I’m going to change directions, just to let them know, and then we’ll go down that path.

When they were young, if they were acting out it was like, “Alright, you need to go off to your room, and when you’re ready to come back to our little society of we’re doing here and have peace, then that’s cool. Don’t mess with my peace.” [Laughs] So they would come back and they were fine. I do that with coaching basketball, “Please go sit with your parents until you’re ready to come play ball, and when you’re ready, you’re welcome back.” There’s no yelling, there’s no arguing —

Matt Ready: No grudges.

Scotty McNab: Yeah, no grudges, you just keep going, and you’re back, you’re plugged in and you keep going. Some other things that I’ve really felt in my life where I spent 20 years in the business of war, and I am spending the rest of my life with a business of peace. To me that starts with love. There is no question that can’t be answered with love, and I was just in traffic on the way up here, and I had a hard time finding love for somebody that was right in my butt all the way up here on Chimacum Valley Road [laughs] and it was like, “I don’t love this person.”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I – don’t – love – you.

Scotty McNab: The truth is, it’s so much harder and you’re being a warrior when you love someone, because it’s so much harder to love than it is to hate them or feel anger, and anger isn’t a bad thing necessarily but you have to recognize what it can do; does it does it push you forward into more anger or does it solve the problem? It usually pushes you forward into more anger, and if you hold on to that then you keep it inside, but as soon as you start letting that go and start taking a deep breath and letting love in, and saying, “You know what? Maybe she’s in a hurry, maybe I’m doing something wrong, maybe whatever.” Then you start opening the door to finding a little piece and a little bit of love that you didn’t have for that person. That’s a human being in that vehicle. That’s a human being with people that love her, and she’s valuable to all of us in so many ways, and so for me that’s — does that make sense?

Matt Ready: Oh, yeah! I’m just reflecting back for myself ‘cos I’ve personally gone on a very interesting journey to get here in my life, and I totally agree with you about the love thing —

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Love thing [sings]. We should dance again.

[Matt and Scott dance]

Matt Ready: But — not but, I don’t want to follow that with —

[Text message appears on screen]

Matt Ready: That’s just a text message from my wife.

Scotty McNab: Cool.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Let’s clear that off.

Scotty McNab: I just thought maybe somebody was talking to us.

Matt Ready: No one has said anything, but there are two people watching there, and there’s one person. I think Sherry joined us.

Scotty McNab: Awesome.

Matt Ready: Okay. This is what I wanted to say — all the sounds, like what’s happening around us?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: We’ll come back to what I want to say. I want to ask you about something that I asked a few other guests. How do you react when someone uses a violent communication towards you? If ever. You’re a pretty big guy, so it might — maybe in the military, I’m sure you had but someone like raises their voice to you with clear emotion to tell you to do something or to stop doing something.

Scotty McNab: I’ve never been in a fight in my life. Probably part of it is because I was in the Air Force, okay, but that’s not to say there’s not warriors in the Air Force. There are. People don’t necessarily want to fight a 6.2 guy. I mean you’re pretty tall, and I don’t look for a confrontation. I look for finding ways to have peaceful navigation through things. When someone yells at me, there are parts of me that shut down, because that’s not what works for me, it doesn’t help the situation, it makes me feel like they’re debasing their own value by coming at me in a way that’s angry and based in power, it’s a power play.

I’ve tried to learn in the last 15 years that I get to choose how I react to anyone in any situation when they talk to me, or when they come to me with whatever emotion they have. I get to actually take a step back and decide how I react, and it’s a lesson that I’m still learning and I’m working on, but as far as answering the question specifically, I feel like I usually try to get past the yelling and listen to what they’re trying to say, because there’s a message there. They wouldn’t say it with such urgency unless they’re either a dickhead or [laughs] they really mean it. They could just be a dickhead, but if they are, they still might have something to say.

I hate to get back to the politics on this, but to me in politics, I wish that people would at least listen to what the messages the other person has to say, because there could be something that could add to their message going forward that they could pull from somebody that has a completely different viewpoint, and so many times you see, if you’re breeding dogs, if you breed a certain dog family too much, then they’re going to lose things like the ability to fight off diseases, or to even —

Matt Ready: Are you talking about in-breeding ideas?

Scotty McNab: Exactly!

Matt Ready: If people just have their idea clusters and they only talk to people that agree with them, it’s a type of inbreeding.

Scotty McNab: It is a type of inbreeding.

Matt Ready: That’s a really good — I haven’t used that [unclear 00:42:46].

Scotty McNab: The truth is, that’s what’s happening right now on a lot of Facebook groups, a lot of — we’re being fractured right.

Matt Ready: Don’t inbreed your ideas.

Scotty McNab: Don’t! Yeah. Let somebody come in and tell you you’re an idiot.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Well, not necessarily in those words.

Matt Ready: No. I do a lot of interacting with people that disagree with me, ‘cos I’m in politics and I’m in the campaign, and I was an Occupy facilitator and I find it incredibly stimulating and helpful and positive. When I had TV, I used to love watching Fox News. I loved listening to people that have passion behind their ideas and are trying to make an argument for what they believe in, making some real effort. Fox News if probably one of the most biased news organizations in the world —

Scotty McNab: It’s news?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — but they would bring on some like liberal or left-wing, they try to bring on someone that wasn’t too good skilled [crosstalk] and that was amusing to watch, they try to find someone who doesn’t know how to — but that’s an example of just watching the power at play, watching how someone who has an agenda, who has like they want to accomplish this, they’re trying to beat someone, they’re trying to make someone look bad, and just watching them do that, for me it’s like watching the NFL. People use their power and they’re trying to use the power of ideas mixed with the power of everything that you can do when you’re talking. You can talk over someone, you can use intimidation, you can use humor. Humor is the very, you know…

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Humor I think is, and this is why I want to come back to humor with you, humor I think is starting to make a real transformation on our society, and I don’t know if you see this too, but with Jon Stewart and The Daily Show; five years ago, 20 years before he retired, he was THE left-wing comic for the media, but he’s like sprouted children, and he’s got John Oliver, and Stephen Colbert on David Letterman, and even the other talk shows are doing news commentary. It’s like everywhere we have satirical, but meaningful satirical criticism of our society going on.

Scotty McNab: But that’s a lot to do with social media, because social media is pushing to the point where everyone can make fun of everyone, everyone can have an opinion, and those are good things, but we have to be open even if you’re far-left or far-right, or in between somewhere, we have to be open to be made fun of, and a lot of people take themselves so seriously. It’s great, but when you see a politician, for instance, on a show and they make fun of them on a show, or on SNL they use their voice, that kind of thing, usually it’s endearing to that person because it breaks down that big huge barrier that they put between you and them. They’re still human beings, they’re human beings and they’re in position where they can’t let their guard down very often, and when they’re being made fun of and they just joke and laugh with it, you start feeling like, “Hey!” —

Matt Ready: You mean if the politician’s actually on the show, like participating?

Scotty McNab: Yes, yes. When you hear about Dana Carvey going to talk to George Bush, to me it’s an example of seeing the person that’s actually there, just a little glimpse of the person that’s there, and I think it’s a good thing. So humor I think solves a lot of things because what comedians are allowed to do that most people can’t, besides rappers, is say what they think. I think that’s why rap is so important because they don’t hold back at all, not at all. The same thing for comedians. Some comedians go over-the-top, some comedians break the rules a little bit, but as long as it’s funny it’s okay. For anyone that’s starting comedy, as long as it’s funny it’s okay.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: That’s the rule!

Matt Ready: You mean as long as one person in the room is laughing.

Scotty McNab: No, no, as long as the majority. Hold on now.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I wouldn’t even say the majority.

Scotty McNab: Depends on your audience, obviously.

Matt Ready: I mean if you look at George Carlin. I like watching some of his old stuff. He’s barely a comic. He’s just up there just saying like, “The Government hates you guys, thinks you’re all stupid, the government has no interest in your education.” He just rants.

Scotty McNab: He would, he was special.

Matt Ready: He was a unique.

Scotty McNab: He was able to do it with wit and humor as punchlines. Not everybody can do that. It’s hard to find this, that’s why there’s not just a bunch of George Carlins. There’s probably a bunch that followed in his footsteps, but there’s only one George Carlin. The same for Zach Galifianakis, and all those other guys. I saw a comedian when I was in San Antonio lose his mind, because somebody told him he wasn’t funny. He threw his mic stand at the guy in the front row, and he just lost it! I was up next, and I was like, “Oh, my God! What do it do?” I told the kitten joke about like licking milk out of a bowl or some stupid thing like that.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: I actually put milk, not milk, but a little food thing down and then I acted like a kitten. People — it was horrible.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I thought you were going to say, “People were dying with laughter,” [crosstalk] —

Scotty McNab: They were!

Matt Ready: But they were dying like, “This is horrible.”

Scotty McNab: They were dying inside!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Brought to you by Scotty, kind of thing but you’re welcome everyone in San Antonio! Yeah, so sorry, I think humor is important, I think humor can change things and progress things when you look at humor, all the humor type channels on YouTube, it’s covering so much more, there’s so much more things that are covered by amateurs that didn’t used to be covered, and so the availability of getting messages out is exponentially bigger, but also you could have your message lost, and that’s where if you’re funny, if it actually is funny, then it works.

Matt Ready: I’ve got this is crazy theory about funny that I want to bounce off you as a world-renowned professional comedian.

Scotty McNab: I am not world renown.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: A world traveled professional comedian [laughs].

Scotty McNab: Olympia, Seattle…

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay. This is my theory. It’s not just about being a comedian, it’s just about having fun with people and your friends. I see the world and I think there’s like a fun zone in the world. It’s like an energy zone and comedians are like addicted to this fun zone. In the fun zone you’re laughing, when you get to the fun zone it doesn’t have to be funny anymore to make you laugh, you know, you get on a roll with someone or a group of people and it’s like it doesn’t matter, it’s like, “Oh, she dropped the plate!” or whatever [crosstalk] and you’re dying and you’re like, tears of laughter, ‘cos you’re in the fun zone, and people just love to be there, and they don’t know how to get there always, and a comedian job is, they’re like, “I’m going to pull you into the fun zone with me,” and they’re trying to — I sort of feel like, at least a part of every comedian knows, once you get them there it gets so much easier, they’re with you and you’re just like, bam, bam, and then you’re more comfortable, it’s like — but if you can’t get them there, you get very frustrated. Like at a party, someone likes to tell a lot of jokes at parties, likes to get a lot of attention, like they’d tell a joke and people are looking at him like I’m not going to… “Come on! Come in the fun zone with me!” It’s like, “I want to be in the fun zone! Come on! I’m funny! I’m funny damn it!” [Laughs]

Scotty McNab: Yeah, exactly, “I’m funny damn it”, but not today. Not today. That’s true, and I’ve done a set at the 907 over in Renton area and I just bombed, I just bombed! Next day I went to a place in Seattle and I crushed it with the same set, so sometimes the same stuff doesn’t work with different groups and dynamics of that. What’s funny at the moment can be funny, but there’s all-time funny stuff, and comedians that get to those places are able to take long pauses, they’re able to just take their time, they’re not in a hurry. Newer comedians like me, I’ve only done it for like 5 years now or so, but newer comedians like me who might have 20 minutes on the show or 15 minutes on the show, if the crowd’s not laughing, inside we’re going, “Oh, oh no!” and we’re forgetting jokes, and things like that, and so you try to hurry, and try to rush, and you forget jokes, and forget your punchline or you get ahead of it, so the fun zone is important, it also can have to do with who is in front of you, or who is behind you.

Matt Ready: I don’t know. It’s interesting that you mention the comedians that you silence. I mean that is just like, I get the feeling like the best comedians, the best performers, the best singers are like — it’s the same thing with like singing and dancing, it’s like, “I’m going into this the music zone,” and it’s like, you’re like, “I’m going in there, you can come with me or not. I’m going to have a great time,” and the comedians that can hold silence, I mean I’ve heard of comedians who start with silence, they just go up there and like take the mic.

Scotty McNab: Yes, yes.

Matt Ready: But if you can like say a joke and just like ride the silence ‘cos you’re in your own place and you like I’m going on my beat, forces everyone — hit my heartbeat, you know, it’s incredible!

Scotty McNab: Right, absolutely. And what does that have to say though for speaking to others in non humorous ways, letting that statement be made, you get your message across, and letting there be silence like when you think about — I was in a class where they were specifically talking about that with the “I Have a Dream” speech. There was a pause behind every single one of the things that Martin Luther King said, and it was just so gripping and so amazing, beautiful, and it just gives me chills thinking about it. It’s the power of silence I think that has something to do that.

Matt Ready: Oh yeah, and it’s my primary mode of communication, you know, especially in politics, I am very silent during these political meetings. I will say my piece and sometimes people will like [makes ranting sounds] rant back but I’m done. I just say it and then I ride the silence the rest of the way.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Right. Man this sounds nice you know.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I liked what I said, I’m just going to ride that.

Scotty McNab: [Crosstalk] Remember the thing I said? Man, I was on it.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: I’m going to think about it for a while. I am so silent right now.

Matt Ready: Did anyone just say anything? ‘Cos it doesn’t really matter.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Exactly. I don’t know what they talked about. I’m sorry, I have no idea what they were talking about. I wasn’t listening, I was in my own silence after I said that thing.

Matt Ready: I’m still enjoying what I said, and they’re still talking.

Scotty McNab: I have a question for you. Are you an activist?

Matt Ready: Yes, absolutely.

Scotty McNab: And how so.

Matt Ready: Well, I first became an activist during the Occupy Movement. I was a cynic up until that point. I believed our government was corrupt and controlled by money, and I didn’t care. I was just going to live my own life, enjoy my own life, but something clicked when I started seeing the Occupy activists coming out to the streets and I heard what they were saying. It was all the resonating things I’ve been saying my whole life, and I was like, I didn’t realize there was anyone else that really was riled up about the corruption of our government, and then I saw how they were organizing. They were using consensus, and using general assemblies.

I was a group facilitator and I started to study how they were doing group facilitation, and it just clicked with me as the most beautiful breakthrough method of group power. It was not electing leaders, it wasn’t a movement following leaders. It was a movement that was learning how to use consensus in as perfect equality as you could for power, and I was like, I love it, I wanted to learn how to do it, I was like I can facilitate like that, I can learn that, so I just went over to Occupy Seattle, I met people there, and I had to decide whether or not I would try to do some Occupy stuff here in Port Townsend, or whether I would just leave and go somewhere.

I decided to help organize here and once I got into it, once I started meeting other activists, I was like, oh my gosh! They were like some of the most exciting, fun, you know, authentic people I’ve ever met in my life. If I had known how cool activists were [laughs] 15-20 years ago when I first came to Port Townsend and it really was a struggle to like make friends, I would have just become an activist just for the socializing. Just to meet the cool authentic inspired people. Not that they’re all, you know, there’s a lot of pretty different type of people that are activists, but the energy of an activist gathering, I love.

And I loved what we were doing, I loved what we were protesting against, and watching another person. [Unclear 00:58:03] big protest in Port Townsend at the Bank of America, and there was definitely a risk of arrest there, and to be with another person and watching them risk themselves for something they believe in, that you believe in, some of them were elderly women, you know, and women with children, and young men, and everything just blows your mind when you see people willing to sacrifice their well-being for what they believe in.

Scotty McNab: Right, right. Are there times where you drive away saying, “I’m equal damn it!” or ‘I was so equal today!”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: No, it’s more like — well, I was a facilitator often, so I was taking responsibility for trying to make any assembly as equal as possible, so it was more learning about when things didn’t go well and working with other facilitators or the group and trying to figure out how to best manage situations when it’s not equal, ‘cos it can get unequal the minute someone grabs power, someone like decides to use violent language and attack someone in the room, you have to figure out a way to be the facilitator, the referee or whatever of that moment, so a lot of people are looking to you as a — I mean in those environments, a facilitator is the most powerful person in the room, and I don’t like power but I loved trying to use facilitator power to distribute power.

Scotty McNab: Right. What are some successes and or failures that you’ve had along the way that have helped you grow?

Matt Ready: Well, I’d say the entire Occupy Movement was both a success and a type of failure. I went to the occupy national gathering twice, two out of the three years that it took place, I helped facilitate the general assembly in one of those. The Occupy Movement was an incredible success in terms of changing the conversation in this country, and really calling the attention to the money in politics problem, I think like never before the whole language of the 99%, the 1%, I think it’s given birth to a generation of a new breed of politicians, and I’m like one of them.

I came right out of the Occupy Movement a movement, Kshama Sawant—I may not be saying the name right—the Seattle City Council member, she came out of the Occupy Movement and she’s doing incredible stuff and I’ve heard lots of stories of different of just activists, just people that even had no interest in going into politics, you know, getting inspired by the people sort of coming out of the woodworks to try to stir up politics.

Even the whole Bernie Sanders Revolution and maybe even to some extent the right-wing populist Trump Revolution. I think that was the discontent of the masses in this country with the incredible imbalance of the power. I think the Occupy Movement really helped to bring that to light and to stir that up, but it did stop. That actually could be a whole topic for a show; why Occupy Movement stopped, and what exactly stopped the momentum of it in the form it was taking, and what could they have done differently, ‘cos I think it’s probably going to happen again. There’s probably going to be another mass movement to really try to fix politics in this country, and every activist and every person that wants to be involved in that cares about it needs to think about, how do we do it correctly? How do we actually change power in this country?

Scotty McNab: What would you say to someone who hears the word activist and gets a little freaked out, first of all, and maybe has feelings like things do need to change, but doesn’t know how.

Matt Ready: Well, it’s interesting that people shy away from the word activist. I guess it has connotations and associations that some people don’t like, but if you look up the meaning of the word activist it’s basically just someone that wants to take action to change the world in a better way. Like you said, if you’re a really engaged parent you’re taking incredible action on a daily basis to try to change the world in a big way by molding these children and helping shape how they are in the world. Activism is just saying, my scope is not just my — societal activism is my scope, is not just my world, my microcosm, it’s like looking at the world at least in some level of broad scale, and saying, I would like to do something to make it better ‘cos there’s a lot of really horrible things happening right now, in our world, and everyone of us sitting in comfort, wherever we are, is allowing it to happen. Maybe that’s part of the [crosstalk] —

Scotty McNab: Is there a way that you’re not a “you’re guilty” sort of finger thing that, sorry —

Matt Ready: No, no. Are you saying that right there I just guilt-tripped people with —

Scotty McNab: No, I’m saying is there a way to say that we’re — it’s not necessarily like you’re not doing anything, but maybe you could be doing something? You know what I mean? To change the message, is that important?

Matt Ready: Yeah, I’m still reflecting on you. That was a beautiful little reflection saying, you know, — and that’s a new language for me, saying it that way it’s — I think to some extent it depends what type of audience you’re trying to reach. I have to reflect on that ‘cos that way I was saying it, I think I’m speaking a lot these days to the alpha dogs in our world, and sometimes —

Scotty McNab: I think a lot of people are waiting for someone to lead them. I think a lot of people are hoping things get better, and hoping is great, it’s good to have hope, but you also have to have action obviously and if they’re seeing it as, “How can I help?” sort of thing, I don’t know. I mentioned before that I feel like our people are fractured and I think that our people are also distracted, and we have these phones, we have these constant connections to a bunch of bullshit that happens and very little of it actually matters. I don’t care what you ate last night, I’m sorry, I just want to let you know that [laughs] —

Matt Ready: On Facebook [crosstalk].

Scotty McNab: Yeah. This is to my Facebook friends, I mean for you guys watching, of course I care what you ate last night, but I’m just saying, we get distracted, we’re being distracted and we need to come together for focus in my opinion, we need to have a rallying call that isn’t about what side of the political fence you are on, but to me at least, we need a rallying call that says, “I am an American human that likes to have my country flourishing and everyone being happy. How can we reach this?” you know, rather than, I’m left or I’m right. I think when you’re rabid, sometimes you can be wrong when—not you— but when we’re so focused on —

Matt Ready: You’d better not be talking about me.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: I don’t care what you [unclear 01:07:09]. Just kidding. I think when you’re so focused in on something, that you can’t listen to the message, in this kind of way I was talking about before, of someone else, then you’re losing a better message. I think that we need love, and I think we need to come together more, and I think we need to have a bipartisan like, this isn’t about politics sort of group, or gathering, or movement. We all need some help, we all need to get through this together, ‘cos we can’t do it by ourselves, and when we stand and we say we need to do this, and we don’t have another step planned out, that’s another thing, you know — I’m not saying you by any means, but those are the things I think about.

Matt Ready: I can tell you what my answer, I mean you asked a great question, I didn’t actually — I think I was just so in shock that you actually asked, “What do you think people should do?” It’s just such a beautiful question. I think basically it’s exactly what you said. I would just say, we are on a spaceship called Earth, all of us are here on this spaceship and we need to just own it, every single person on Earth, and we need to say, “What do we want to do? What do we want different?” and we don’t need to say, “Which of us is the best leader to go and do everything for us?” We need to say, “We own this, and what is going on, and everyone needs to take out their phones and do Facebook live anytime they see anything bad happening, any violence happening in the world, every country in the world where the most horrible stuff is happening, they should just start taking out your phones. Show everything that’s happening that’s horrible, police shootings, anything, because sunlight is sanitizing, it forces us to look at it, and then we need to talk about what can we do to improve this. We shouldn’t be electing people and saying, just do the right thing for a few years and then we’ll talk to you again and vote again, we should literally be saying, this is what we want. We want Universal Health Care in this country, and we should be having those dialogs at every level, figuring out what those solutions are, and not just leaving it to the leaders. The platform I built, the hive1 —

Scotty McNab: What is that?

Matt Ready: It is basically for that. Like I told you, I was a facilitator in the Occupy Movement where I could take a group of like 50 to 70 people, would be about the max, that I could do like a consensus meeting, where everyone was equal, and I could facilitate it in a meaningful way. With the hive software I can take that to millions. I can literally — and that’s why we’re broadcasting this live on every platform that I can get to, it’s really just a way to bring people to this platform where we can have this type of discussion of what do we want, like Standing Rock. I don’t know if you’re familiar with what’s going on in Standing Rock with the water fight and the Indian Reservations and activists going there, but that’s the type of thing that we could, as a country, we could be discussing it on a platform, outside of their little siloed, you know, groups, on a platform where everyone is equal, where it’s a safe space, trolling and violent language is less easy to do because you are asked to actually reveal who you are, you’re asked to log in with a Facebook account, which will — anonymity encourages people to show their worst and meanest self often.

So the idea of each of these episodes is that they are like a live video facilitated discussion, so we could eventually have 50 people live talking and taking turns here, talking and participating in the discussion and on the hive software, people can be like posting answers and questions, and chatting, and posting videos at the same time. Basically it’s like a massive human think tank.

Scotty McNab: I like that you call it hive, for one rather than a swarm ‘cos a swarm is going somewhere else, right? And a hive is staying in the place that they’re at, and making it better, right? And so they’re all working together at the same time to do this. A beekeeper for you.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Beekeeping.

Scotty McNab: I want to be part of a hive. I do. So does this mean that it’s for anyone and everyone across the world?

Matt Ready: Yes.

Scotty McNab: Wouldn’t it be nice if politicians were part of the hive? Wouldn’t it be nice if —

Matt Ready: I’m a politician. I’m the only one in the hive at the moment.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Hello? Who’s going to take care for these eggs? Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! Have to do those things with their mouth, dancing around. Do you dance? Do you do the [buzzing sound]. They dance little buzzes to tell them where the food is. So you have this empty hive right now. There’s place for growing bigger, that would be like where the queen lays the eggs or whatever. To me, this is just me thinking, a lot of politicians, every politician other than you has said to me, “Okay, what are your questions?” when I when I was a journalist, “What are your questions?” What should I expect? Or if I’m working for this person as a General or Colonel or something, we have to tell them, what kind of reporter that person is, whether we expect it to be a good or a negative interview, and then we center questions up to our headquarters for them to look at before we use the question. But the point is, most politicians don’t want to freelance questions, you know, they don’t want to just be like, “I’m going to gun it!” kind of thing, and they’re so used to being protected, they have a hard time coming out of their shells, and wouldn’t it be nice for them to be human beings along with us trying to make things better? And how do we do that? How do we get them involved?

Matt Ready: Well, I don’t know about politicians and the way our country, our government is structured. All I can do is invite them. I’m building a platform that is for empowering anybody to say what they have to say, and to collaborate, and to help stimulate group decisions so that in any political district — I mean, it’s a global platform but you can break off little hives for geographic regions, and so you could have in a Senator’s District, you could have like a hundred thousand people in this hive talking about things and basically advising that Senator on everything, you know? I think it would actually become like a resource. If it actually takes off. Right now you go on the TV, they use polls, like, “What do the people think?

[Interrupted connection]

Matt Ready: A thousand people were asked, and they use that like data for who’s going to vote in a National Poll, like Hilary or Trump. Or they say, “What do they say on the twitter sphere,” and they read like 3 people’s comments. So the media, they all want maybe, they act like they want to know what everyone thinks but they have crappy ways of actually getting it. So if we create things that actually give like a fairly perfect real-time reflection of people’s sentiments, they could actually go to their computer and say, “Well, as of now the country is split exactly at this rate because 70% of the people actually are expressing themselves through the hive.” It’s not a pole. The sentiment of the country is reflected. Technology lets us do this right now on anything. It’s like polling on steroids having actually accurate information of what people believe and think, and everyone feeling empowered to speak and send up a little video post of what they believe in, so you have like 10,000 video posts on some event that happened yesterday, and people can watch them and vote on them and everything, and things percolate to the top.

Scotty McNab: Okay, so that’s how that flows. So it would be, somebody sends in a video, people can say they like it or don’t like it, or they agree or disagree, but when should we also show the bottom, I guess?

Matt Ready: Sure. There’s going to be all sorts of ways to look at it. This is just starting to happen on Facebook, even with Facebook live, but Facebook finally expanded from just “like” to “makes me angry, happy,” but they’re still doing it in a very, like sending out this power to people’s living rooms, “Do this with your friends!” but I want to do it with like huge discussions, and make it all public transparent this sentiment. They want to watch videos, what makes people angry, what make people laugh, what make people… what do people agree with.

Scotty McNab: So a savvy media relations person would be on that and seeing what the people are saying so that they could prepare their messages according to what the person’s saying, talk to their boss, whatever their boss may be, and say, “Hey, this is what everyone’s saying right now about this thing you just did, or this thing that is coming up,” or whatever.

Matt Ready: Sure. I look at it more as we should just be telling our politicians what to do.

Scotty McNab: I think we all feel that way.

Matt Ready: Yeah, just say, “This is what we want,” it’s like with Universal Healthcare. A lot of people actually want Universal Healthcare in this country.

Scotty McNab: On both sides of the [unclear 01:18:03]

Matt Ready: Yeah! It makes a lot of sense, and as I campaigned for Hospital Commissioner, I talked about single-payer healthcare. I made an issue because I believe you have to talk about it at every level. The way these issues are actually totally right and winning issues, and should be done or not done, is because our bureaucratic system is structured so that the discussion of it is contained in this little bubble, during a little sound bite, during a presidential election. It’s like, no, no, no, talk about it during local hospital commissioner election, talk about it during county commissioner elections, talk about it everywhere. Eventually, if we realize, “Oh, if we actually just all say what we want and it’s clear, and we’re electing politicians at every level in our County and City, and we’re telling them help advocate for this,” it starts to create this mass of pressure on the politicians that actually sitting in the legislature.

Scotty McNab: Right, because of the numbers. People are seeing thing that’s — okay. So if it’s springtime and they’re like, “Oh, this potholes are terrible!” They’re going to hear about.

Matt Ready: They’re going to hear about everything fast, things are going to bubble up really fast.

Scotty McNab: You hear me, New Jersey?

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Get that done!

Matt Ready: I actually thing something like this is inevitable. Technology is getting to a point, it’s just maybe in 10 years it’s going to be like so easy to have a medium out there that reflects this, ‘cos everyone will have a smartphone that will just ask them, Trump or Hillary? And we’ll just, you won’t even have to press a button, just say it and it’s out there and you’ll be able to instantly communicate with anyone on Earth instantly. I think some sort of medium like this is going to evolve. I’m just trying to think it through to make it, to really go for the egalitarian safe space, ‘cos that we don’t have. We don’t have safe space on the internet.

Scotty McNab: What is safe space to you?

Matt Ready: It’s a place that will discourage trolling, and hate speech, and just vicious attacks. The shadow side of humanity, the dark side of what we can say is incredibly powerful, and it’s intimidating, and it’s violence, and it shuts people down and oppresses people. I think you can create a safe space on the internet that’s as safe as face-to-face. You might have to make everyone face-to-face. You might have to say, if you want to come in here show your video of yourself, you can say whatever you want, but you have to be willing to the show yourself and say what you have to say, because it’s really much harder to be a jerk if you’re actually showing your face and you’re seeing the face of other people that are listening. Other than that, you can have whoever is like running the medium can have some — like when I’m facilitating, you can make some request, “We want this to be nonviolent. We don’t want name calling.” I think it’s reasonable to try to make boundaries there, but you can’t really control that. It’ll still happen, but if you force people to reveal their humanity a little bit before they speak, it helps making it a safer space.

Scotty McNab: So what do you want right now? What is success right now? What would you consider like, this is great, now we can go here?

Matt Ready: I have different issues that I push on. Single-payer healthcare, Universal Health Care in this country is a no-brainer and saves us incredible amounts of money and save incredible amounts of lives. As a Hospital Commissioner, I’m like working to organize other Hospital Commissioners to get their districts to pass resolutions for it, so we’re getting organized at that level. That’s one thing I’m doing. It would be a success to have Universal Healthcare here. The big reason we don’t have that is ‘cos power in this country is just held in the hand of the few, it’s not held in the hands of the many. It’s controlled by money, so that is what I am going after with the platform, and this show is just trying to invite people to come to a central place that we can build and mold into something that can become a true voice of the people, and a place where dialogue happens across the world.

Scotty McNab: Universal Healthcare being that if somebody’s sick, no matter what their income is, they can go and get the right care that they need 24/7, without having to pay anything or extra.

Matt Ready: Well, you would — the way it’s done in every other industrialized country is taxes.

Scotty McNab: Right, taxes.

Matt Ready: Right now you’re paying taxes for Medicare and for Medicaid, and you are not actually receiving healthcare probably from either of those services, but you’re paying for them, and you’re also paying taxes for the veterans administration which takes care of Vet’s Healthcare.

Scotty McNab: So that’s where I’m trying to get to. The 20 years I’ve spent in the military, you and I and everyone else paid for my medical—thank you.

Matt Ready: You’re welcome.

Scotty McNab: And got my daughters when they were born, and it works. It was probably the best example of socialism working is the military. Most military people will be pissed off at me for saying that, but everyone that’s paid at the same level, for the same job no matter what to do, and then they go get healthcare whenever they need, based on tax-paying, it worked! It really worked.

Matt Ready: It works in every other industrialized country on Earth. It’s being attacked by corporate private interests to try to dismantle it even in other countries, but it saves a ton of money, it guarantees access to everyone.

Scotty McNab: That’s a good thing right now that you’re working on. What’s something in a two to five year range that you want to see, that would make you happy, feel like you’re getting some sort of progression that would feel like it’s worthwhile and therefore that you’re giving is paying off?

Matt Ready: Well, I mean I’ll feel excited just engaging more with the activist’s network. The Occupy Movement was like activist energy and this positive energy trying to transform the world, like came together and then it sort of dispersed. It sort of came together [unclear 01:25:04] with the Bernie Sanders thing and they’re trying to figure out exactly what to do, and there’s some energy there focused on trying to elect better people in the office, which is a good thing, but I’m still just trying to call that energy to a central point so we can talk about tactics. What tactics, where do we push. Really bring our minds together so that everyone that really wants to change this world and change the way power works in this world, if we bring our minds together in an environment where we really can have a powerful, healthy, dynamic dialogue, there are big things we can do; big powerful tactics we could do as a country, as a people, that would transform things.

Scotty McNab: Like what?

Matt Ready: Like a 24-hour crowdsourced live channel on the internet. Like this show could be one show, and it could be followed by other shows [unclear 01:26:20] on other topics, totally crowdsourced. I think this might be something that’s inevitable. Social media and the internet is starting to crack the power of mass media, but if we think about that, we can absolutely, we can turn that into a knife edge and just really rip open the power of media in this country.

So that’s one of the things, one of my many schemes that I’m starting to talk to other activists about, starting to talk to Zhaleh and we have some ideas of taking Theater Activism and doing a multi-city theater activist live event. Zhaleh and the Poet Justice Theater, they do pretty powerful in person activist theater events that are very powerful, but how do we learn to use technology to take that kind of power and hit the entire Earth with it, and hit other communities, and create dialogue like we’ve never seen before between groups and communities?

Internet has been promising this kind of connectivity and connection of humanity since it first came out, and people thought this is going to change the world, it’s going to like democratize the whole world, it’s going to change everything. It hasn’t done it yet but it’s not that the promise was wrong, it’s not that the possibility wasn’t true. It just hasn’t done it yet for, I think the reason is because the big companies that do social media, they’re big profit-driven companies; Facebook, Dig, YouTube, Twitter. I mean it’s like they are reaching for this dream of connectivity, but they stop right when they’re like, we’ve got enough connectivity to start milking it for money, and they’re just squeezing it for money and profit, instead of saying, “How can we take this connectivity and help people take ownership of the entire Earth, and decide what they want?”

Scotty McNab: Okay. It’s interesting. It is. [Crosstalk].

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: That’s interesting [yawns jokingly].

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m sitting here talking like, you know, is anyone following what I’m saying? [Laughs]

Scotty McNab: It is, I mean I think that’s a good thing to think about everyone working as a whole hive.

Matt Ready: A human-hive mind, that’s what I call it sometimes.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: Yeah. I wonder, you know, you’re going to have obviously opposition in some ways or another. Do you do this yourself or do you have a team. Are you going to save the world today?

Matt Ready: [Laughs] Yeah. This afternoon, at 4 o’clock. I’ve got to take a nap first.

Scotty McNab: Sure, yeah.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: But I mean, most people need a team.

Matt Ready: Oh, I desperately need other people engaged and involved. In fact, that’s another reason why I’m doing this podcast. I’m just going to keep on interviewing people that I think have interesting energy and seeing what they are doing to try to change the world. I’ll say, this is what I’m going to change the world, want to be involved? Want to team up? Want to somehow combine our energies? I’ll just keep doing this podcast until a team energy comes around it and then I’ll have to figure out how to…

Scotty McNab: What are some things you’re looking for from potential team mates that maybe see this and think, “Yeah! I’d like to help in some way or another.” What would you want help with?

Matt Ready: People could host their own live shows and use the hive software to sort of like — I think it’s going to be a — if humanity is going to learn how to make mass egalitarian decisions together, it’s going to be a learning experience, and so just inviting people to come in and use it, and talk about it, and experiment with it, on whatever issue that you’re passionate about, it will help you organize people around whatever issue you want to talk about, whether it’s Standing Rock, or something else, or black lives matter, anything like that. Then I need help developing the software. I’m the only developer on it, so if people when they get into it and they see it, and they try it, and they want to get their hands dirty and mess with the code, then they can either help modify the software that’s on my servers or we could just declare it officially open source and they can install it on their own server and hack it up and we could collaborate that way.

Scotty McNab: Open source is pretty powerful.

Matt Ready: Yeah, yeah. And things like animations and to help people understand how to use the software and how to participate in a group discussion in a healthy way. I mean it’s really just connecting. Anyone that reaches out to me and says, “I like this!” and they want to have a conversation, some way that our energies come together, I probably can’t even predict all the different ways that that can work.

Scotty McNab: Well, you and I talked about it a couple of weeks ago. I would like to make a documentary, my first documentary, about this and I’m going to be new to it, so please bear with me, but I do plan to do that.

Matt Ready: And that is so exciting. That is going to be so cool and fun. I’m totally blown away and honored.

Scotty McNab: Might be a few years, folk!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: No! Next Port Townsend Film Festival!

Scotty McNab: We have goals!

Matt Ready: That means you got like eight months. [Unclear 01:32:44] rough cut of it out, you know, I don’t know. In any case, that would be totally fun to do, and it’s a powerful, powerful medium of communication.

Scotty McNab: Absolutely. Yeah, cool.

Matt Ready: Damn! We went way over. I think we went 20 minutes over. We did have a comment. Let me just check in on that. Another useful missing link, how to have fun as an activist and not take yourself so seriously. I love listening. Will check back and listen to the whole show. So yeah! Having fun as an activist is always important.

Scotty McNab: Definitely.

Matt Ready: All right, well we went way over so why don’t we wrap the show there?

[Laughter]

Scotty McNab: That was good.

Matt Ready: That was awesome. Thank you so much for coming on.

Scotty McNab: Thank you. I appreciate it.

Matt Ready: I hope you’ll come back and do it again sometime.

Scotty McNab: Yeah! Yeah. Next week, the week after. [Laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah. Every week.

Scotty McNab: Right [laughs].

Matt Ready: You could be a co-host. Awesome. Thank you anyone that dropped in to the live streams or is watching this on re-runs. Until next time. I’m Matt and I don’t really have to sign off.

Scotty McNab: So we dance again?

Matt Ready: Yeah, we’ll dance to the — although I can’t put music at the end of the thing.

Scotty McNab: Do this?

Matt Ready: Yeah. You’ve got moves!

Scotty McNab: Skillz make billz.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: All right, bye everyone!

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The Mindful Activist – A glimpse of the hospital commission

This is a partial transcript from the June 24, 2015 Jefferson Healthcare commission meeting in Chelan, Wa.  In this transcript, we are discussing the basic functioning of the board of commissioners.  Enjoy!

Jefferson Healthcare Commission Meeting

Jill Buhler: …Session meeting of June 24, 2015, in Chelan, Washington. The order of business —

Tony Deleo: And officially recorded.

Marie Dressler: By Commissioner Ready.

Jill Buhler: And it’s being recorded by Commissioner Ready. The purpose is for review of our governance policies. So basically, what we want to know is what’s working and what’s not, and what can we do about it.

Matt Ready: So are we debriefing the conference, or are we talking about our governance policies?

Jill Buhler: We’re talking about governance policies and the conference. Anything we learned in the conference that would be like that.

Tony Deleo: I’ll jump out as far as governance goes. The policy governance concept was a great experiment, in that like some things, like nuclear weapons, don’t necessarily end up with what you intended. My take is that I think, in a time of transition, as we’re moving from a long time administrator into a new administrator, until we develop the relationship, I think this is probably the transitional tool. I think now we’ve developed a relationship with Mike, I think the idea of us having him do the busy work of generating reports that are really not the type of reports he normally puts on his desk or on his staff’s desks, with us giving him in effect a moving target, saying, “Create the report,” he does and we say, “It’s not quite right, try again,” to me it is not work.

The communication we want is more collegial, not if you will, him be a talking head and we sit in the audience and watch. I’d like to see more of a conversation, more — you know, what’s really on the radar right now and what’s doing great? More of a dashboard type of thing. I’m just going to speak for me. I really appreciate seeing all the C-Suite every meeting, but something in my gut tells me that all these people have way more important things to do then to sit and smile at us. I mean, this is your take — this is yours Mike, this is your people, but I think just whatever reports like you make for fiscal, is just — give us copies, email it to us and maybe, whether one or two paragraphs summary cover sheet, and let us go through it. If we have any questions, we’ll call you. And just quit making busy work for people who already have too much stuff to do that’s more important. That’s just my take.

Chuck Russell: Well, I think one of the reasons that we were experimenting with I guess, as you know it, policy governance, was to prevent micromanagement by Commissioners, [different questions of the] hospital, and I think we succeeded in doing that at some extent, and we’ve seen other government entities fall prey to that micromanagement setup. County Commissioners used to do it pretty badly. I think they’re getting better at it, but would we fall back into a micromanagement type situation if we abandon policy government? Any opinions?

Marie Dressler: Well, I came onto the board after this was a done deal. I understood why it was done in the first place, but it seems to me very cumbersome. It’s designed for corporate private businesses as opposed to public hospital districts or any other public entity, and I think it’s very cumbersome, and I don’t know that it serves any particular purpose. Our role is representer of the entire community, our roles, and we need to know from a level of governance, as opposed to operations, what is going on, because we hire somebody who hires a team to run the hospital district on behalf of us, the representers of the community, and I just see it as very cumbersome and —

[Interruption]

Marie Dressler: — I see it as very cumbersome and not productive and quite a time waster. I also do have concerns about interference or Commissioners getting into operations, which is not what we were elected to do. So I don’t know exactly to create a better balance, but that’s where I’m coming from with it.

Tony Deleo: Speaking for myself, being the most senior person having been there forever, is that part of the benefit of the policy governance was the transition for me from a time with [Vic] when we basically all sat around the table and run the place. I mean not by choice but just by necessity —

Chuck Russell: Somebody had to do it.

Tony Deleo: Yeah. Well, from just a lack of support, C-Suite, I mean we had a CFO, a CNO and [Vic].

Marie Dressler: Well, that’s right. When I used to go to meetings back in the ’80s, that’s how it was.

Tony Deleo: Yeah, and the policy governance I think has broken the old habits to the extent, and I really do feel that we should be able to release ourselves, if somebody’s playing in somebody else’s sandbox I think we can wheel each other back in, I would hope anyway, help where to a level of collegial monitoring that we can deal without.

Chuck Russell: But policy governance was created or adopted by us to solve the problem that we had, and I think it kind of did and I don’t think we’d drop back into that but we might. One of the things that is helpful aside of that is the Patient Advocate Office, which solves a lot of that because when we used to have a constituent come to us with a problem, we didn’t know what else to do except go try to solve the problem with management. It’s much better now to run it through the Patient Advocate Office.

Mike Glenn: Yeah. That’s the place to go.

Tony Deleo: The systems are in place to assure all of us that the organization’s being run incredibly well, and to just keep us informed of where it’s going, what the issues are, how we can help resolve them, and basically, you know, get us the hell out of the road so you can do your job.

Marie Dressler: Well, I think that’s how we have to judge it, it’s just how well it is running, you know, how patients have access to care, how the departments are running, how we’re either getting dinged by auditors or any of the other entities who audit us, as [DNV] or our accreditations and certifications. So if those outside entities in their evaluations are of a sufficiently high standard, then that has I think a way of evaluating how things are being run and also with input from constituents, who are very free with their comments and hopefully — and then getting reports from time to time, like patient advocates, like the financial situation.

Jill Buhler: What if we asked administrators what — Mike to come up with a list of what he feels are good indicators of how the operation’s working, what would be the best measuring devices, best measuring aspects of that, because the way I see it, none of us board members is an expert in this. We all have our own perspective, and that’s good, that’s why there’s five of us, that’s why we’re not all from the same ilk is because we can ask different questions from different perspectives and I think that’s a — but none of us have the expertise that Mike does. So why are we trying to second-guess? We have the most valuable tool right here, and that’s our CEO. So I believe we need to ask that input, that’s who we need to rely on. If the CEO, and I’m not talking about Mike one bit, but if the CEO is not performing, then that’s what we deal with, is getting a new CEO. Otherwise, I think we need to listen to the CEO, work in collaboration with the CEO, and find out — work together as a team, because that’s — one without the other is of no benefit.

Chuck Russell: And policy governance was giving us sort of a tool to judge the CEO, but it was pretty darn cumbersome. I think we all should give ourselves more credit for having enough sense to be able to do it ourselves.

Tony Deleo: In some ways it almost created a barrier, you know, this is Mike, this is us, and we can’t really talk to some extent; here’s the report we want, you make a report, okay, that works, and that’s the end of the communications. It’s not real dialogue, that I’d like to have.

Mike Glenn: I have kind of two issues with policy governance, as it’s defined. The first is, there is supposed to be this deep and wide crocodile-filled moat separating governance from operations, and when I first got here I was so accustomed to budget committees and quality committees and what I recall, we need a bridge, bridge the moat, that policy governance [grooves be damned]. I really think we need to bridge the moat, so that there can be discussion about affiliation and those sort of things, so that there is some dialogue and then you would have to manage, you know, where does governance stop and operations begin, but I think if everybody was committed to align, separating the two, we could work that out.

The second issue that I had is the monitoring records that when I first got here, I think it’s fair to say that the organization was underperforming, but we were all green on our monitoring reports, and so I paid no attention to those and [unclear 00:13:00] on here are the things that I think need to occur to make this hospital run better and the healthcare system run better. So fast forward to today, I think that there’s — the monitoring reports are better but they’re still, you know, we could hit all green on those monitoring reports but the organization could go to hell. What I have seen work well is a scorecard that spans the balance scorecard, where here’s the patient safety and quality, and here’s our financial, and our productivity, and engagement, and we just sort of provide reports on all of that but in a less — the structure is that there are organizational scorecards and CEO scorecards. So the structure that, you know, if we’re doing things we say we’re going to do, then that would influence your evaluation of the CEO, but it wouldn’t be this exercise of, do you accept the report in which, from our perspective seems clunky, particularly the exercise a couple of years ago when because of [Vic], our days and cash were or weren’t where it was and we had to go through this process of pointing out that we’re below [unclear 00:14:40] and that just sort of sent this ripple through all the people working on that, that we would have preferred not to have them sent. And it really didn’t add an ounce of value if Hilary [didn’t lead those meetings], go working harder, or wow, we’re not meeting this metric, let’s go work on it. And we probably had more anxiety about what the organization would look like at the end of the year if cash was forty days, then I would [unclear 00:15:12].

So I think that somewhere in the middle and we cold — ‘cos the board ultimately owns what those indicators are, but if they start from us, you know, years of stuff we watch, that we talk about it as [LG] mostly motivated our influence by things that are — that we need to do well to meet needs or what’s coming around the corner, then the board could say, “Yes, this is the report card at the end of the year,” and that would be the report card for 2016, and we could set up some sort of reporting mechanism but the reports for things that we’re working on come easy. A quality report, Joyce pulls that together in an hour because it’s all the stuff that we are continuously working on; Hilary’s report, all of these metrics and all of these things that we are continuing trying to improve or understand. So I think that that would, from our perspective, would be more tightly aligned with green on the report card and the likelihood the organization is doing well, and I think be a more productive and meaningful use of our time. But I guess I’ll stop right in it, the year report I think that we can contribute to them but ultimately you guys have to like say, “Yeah, that is what we want to judge the performance of the organization and of the CEO based on these things,” also integrate this strategic plan into that too.

Chuck Russell: We really have given it a good try. We’ve spent god knows how many hours trying to make it work.

Jill Buhler: Well, we knew going in that it wasn’t designed for a public hospital district. It was a corporate tool, and we said we would modify it and we have, but question might be the modifications of where we’re working.

Chuck Russell: But if we dump it, do we need to replace it?

Jill Buhler: Well, we do. We have to have some form.

Chuck Russell: Yeah.

Jill Buhler: Some agreement.

Tony Deleo: I think it’s something that Mike and us can work on. Something that works for both of us, and I would hope that we have a strong enough relationship between the board and Mike [unclear 00:18:06] gain the information will call to him, “Mike, I’d like to know about this.” On the other side, if one of us is sticking our nose in the wrong door, he’d feel comfortable slamming it on us. I mean, that’s the kind of work relationship I’d like between you and the board. That’s where it should be. We should all be around the table able to speak our minds.

Jill Buhler: So do we keep some of the policies and not the others? Or do we discard the whole thing? Or do we what? Matt, you’re not — what do you think?

Matt Ready: I don’t think we ever fully implemented policy governance. I think the moment our consultant left us our pace of successfully working through how policy governance worked, dragged to a complete six-month painful slide, but I don’t think we ever got to a place where you’re supposed to get where the board goes through a rigorous process defining the purpose and ends goal of the hospital. We defined — we did good work to get what we got, which was four bullet points, very high level, but we did not do the work it takes to actually get to clear measurable metrics for, this is what we want you to accomplish Mike or CEO.

And I also agree, we didn’t get a point where we were monitoring the right stuff. We never fully implemented monitoring reports, so we never were actually doing the monitoring part I think in the rigorous way that you’re supposed to do it with policy governance, and I totally agree with your sentiment; we need to monitor the right stuff. I think that’s a problem that can be solved in policy governance. If you’re monitoring the wrong stuff, you’ve got to figure out, how do you fix that? and I go back to Sherry Jennings. What she said when I asked her during our meeting, “What are the other styles of governance that you think work well? and she said, “There aren’t other styles of board governance.” This is the only effective model of board governance that she knows of. So without an effective board governance model, what you have is a board that either is often doing stuff it shouldn’t be doing, which can be a problem, or it’s basically largely heavily heavily reliant on just trusting the CEO absolutely knows what he’s doing, absolutely knows what are the right goals, the right indicators, the right mission of the hospital, and you just basically do what you were saying, you’re just trusting that your CEO will always come up with the right strategic plan, ‘cos there’s nothing to compare it to.

If the board doesn’t have clear ends, and clear goals that is driving the CEO how he’s forming his strategic plan, then he’s presenting a strategic plan and then everyone is sort of saying, “Does that feel right to me? Does that feel like we’re missing something?” And I’m not saying — I mean of course we have to trust our CEO’s expertise, but it’s our job to govern and it is our job to second-guess our CEO. It’s our job and we never follow the part of policy governance that says the board’s job is to be studying big trends, studying what is going on in our community, studying having people come in to present presentations about big things that are happening that might affect your business and you’re supposed to be thinking about that as you’re crafting your ends structure, and as you’re guiding your CEO.

We never changed our agenda; our agenda has stayed pretty much the exact same way it’s been. The agenda of a policy governance board is different. It’s supposed to be a different type of meeting, more efficient, more substantive —

Marie Dressler: Can I ask you a question Matt on that? In comparing it to, say a corporation which is a private corporation or private hospital that uses governance, how many times a month or a year do those boards meet? [Crosstalk] Are they every two weeks or are they…?

Jill Buhler: I can tell you that policy governance, when the three of us went to the Intensive Care module of it and five days of I mean really intensive work in Atlanta, the whole agenda is nothing but a monitoring report, and that’s it . The CEO comes in, gets the monitoring report, we say aye, nay, end of story. That’s all.

Tony Deleo: Then you do the consent agenda and you go home. I mean that’s it.

Matt Ready: I mean I have my book on policy governance, I could read what an agenda of a policy governance means, or we can have –– but I mean, none of us are experts on it. We had an expert that was helpful and so it wasn’t just us arguing this is how policy governance works. She was able to intervene in these disagreements and actually give us an answer. But this is what we did for six months when we were trying to work on it, but now we’re back to us–none of us being experts in policy governance–arguing over our pictures in our minds of what, you know — I’m not saying I’m an expert on it, we will have imperfect pictures of it ‘cos none of us has actually seen it operate correctly.

Mike Glenn: [Unclear 00:24:20] College implemented policy governance, and once a month they meet and they run under this policy governance guideline, so maybe go to one of those board meetings and what you would find is that they are a lot more like our board meeting than what you may think or what the diagram in Sherry Jennings brochure says they should be like. So that is my other experience with policy governance, and there’s a school district outside of Tacoma, so maybe that would be a good exercise rather than reading Carver’s book.

Secondly, what I heard from Sherry Jennings is that there are no other canned–and I don’t mean that in a pejorative way–governance models, but you suggest that there is no other effective way of governing, I can’t accept that. There is probably 37 public hospital districts that would argue, certainly one in Port Angeles would, because they feel very good about their level of governance and I think they do a great job, but there are very few policy governance models in the State of Washington and there are lots of effective governance going on. So Sherry is just like saying there is not — here are the five models, you know, like football and offensive coordinator, you know, here are the five different ways in which you can setup your offense. Apparently there’s only one, the Carver model policy governance of ABCD , but there is effective governance going on and every board has their bylaws and their policy’s procedures, and it sort of paints this picture of how they work, and some are very effective. I think some aren’t, but I don’t think it’s an all or nothing. You either embrace policy governance or you are you ineffectual.

Marie Dressler: That’s University Place, this is called District University, Place down near Tacoma that you might want to — it’s all online if you want to look it up.

Jill Buhler: And the course that we link to is taught by Miriam Carver herself.

Tony Deleo: Miriam and John, both [crosstalk].

Marie Dressler: Both of them. So it came right from the horse’s mouth.

Tony Deleo: Well, okay. I’ll go with your term.

[Laughs]

Tony Deleo: We’ve been to the pope, we’ve been to the Vatican on policy governance and to me, from doing the homework on it, from going through the program, in a corporate setting it works great. The corporation develops the package, the package gives it to the board president, the board president presents it at the annual board meeting, and every month or every quarter they look at the reports and say, “Okay!” and they pop the corks on the champagne, everybody has, you know, nice social evening, but anywhere you look at a situation like that, you have to depend on the people who are running the show to know what’s important, to know where we’ve got to be going, to know how to get there. You mentioned about we need to do a homework. Well, I don’t know about you, but now I do a lot of homework, a lot of webinars, a lot of reading, a lot of research. Yes. [Crosstalk] From the questions I ask her, she’ll tell you, and I use that research to be able to see if what Mike is telling us is making sense. If it’s following where the industry is going, and it’s being right on the mark.

Mike Glenn: I don’t think it’s policy governance or lawless, and hope you hired an incredible administrative team, that the other forms of effective governance they’ve got the boundaries, they’ve got the bumper guards, they’ve got the levels of performance, they’ve got missions and visions and value statements. All of that work can be done within a non-policy governance framework and it should be done. I mean, it doesn’t feel like to me, it never has felt like to me in any job that the CEO administration has carte blanche ability to say, let’s go off in this direction. What I think needs to feel like, regardless of policy or governance model, is we are all in this together, we’ve sort of defined who we are, and what we do, and who we do it for, and plan to execute on that. Interestingly, and it’s two different perspectives looking at the same thing, it might be possible that you look at the policy governance framework and think that is an enabler to what I’ve just described, I look at it as a barrier, a clunkier way. It just seems to me that it’s kind of a Rube Goldberg barrier-ridden model to try to do the work I’m convinced we all want to do, but it is in no way — moving away from policy governance isn’t shirking accountability. There are non-policy governance models that are created that place a ton of accountability on administration.

Jill Buhler: And that’s the key, it’s accountability. That’s what governance is about. That’s the end result, is every member involved? Being held accountable? Is a board being held accountable for doing its work the way it should? Is the CEO being accountable for doing the work he should? Is the CFO doing…? Etc., all the way down the line. So how we get there is the vehicle that we’re looking at, not the destination.

Tony Deleo: As far as just taking Mike’s word for it, that everything is okay, I’ve got to the point from being with Mike, watching with Mike, that I, who’s probably the most cynical person you ever going to walk into, accept what he says, but I also compare that against all the reports we get, out DNV certification, the [unclear 00:31:25], all the reports, the state audits, everything that we get says we’re going in the right direction, we’re taking care of the people, they’re getting out alive, they’re getting out happy alive for the most part. I mean we’re changing our clinic operations to where they’re being more efficient that we can see more people. We’ve gone out and [beat the brush] to bring people in under the expanded Medicaid Program to not only give them health care but give them some dignity, that they don’t have to come to us with open hand and beg for a cherry. I mean our organization has done under Mike and this team’s leadership some really incredible stuff, and if you look at pure policy governance, here’s what it’d say, you’re going to do this, this, and this, and every month he brings us a report and says, “I did it,” and we say, “Okay,” and we’re done. If you want to talk about two systems that are irresponsible on the part of the governing board, that’s the one. He presents a report, and if it’s within the parameters established, it’s okay, we accept it, as opposed to all of us sitting around and saying, “Okay, what’s going on?” You’re not looking at the numbers, looking at the things that are going on.

Marie Dressler: And looking at the trends, looking at where we’re falling down where we can improve, what we can do.

Tony Deleo: And where are we going, are our tracks parallel to other successful organizations in healthcare.

Hilary Whittington: There’s an interesting thing from my angle and we present these monitoring reports about finance, but there actually isn’t space for us to give you cool information just to go talk about in the community. Yet, we’re in a community where your roles are spokespeople for the hospital in a lot of ways, but because we’re focused on, here’s the monitoring report, here’s days in account receivable, you’re never going to go brag to the community that we dropped three days in accounts receivable, but if we–-

Marie Dressler: And what would it mean to the community?

Hilary Whittington: Right. It actually would feel like it’s a bad thing collecting faster, it could be that we’re pushing out people faster, but I would be excited. I like reports out from different people and this is all just me thinking of what it means to our community or to our hospital folks to know you, to feel they have a connection with the board, and I think that presentations by other folks can be a very valuable way for them to feel like they have a connection to the board and so they know they’re giving information to you and that you are helping us share information with the community, that cool things are going on. We don’t necessarily know about those a year in advance to give you a monitoring report on compliance or on privacy or quality or whatever those things are, but to our folks, even though it just takes some time, it’s an incredible opportunity for them to have a chance to talk to them. So I hope that wherever we land, that even though it does take time for Aaron Brown to create a presentation, that helps us create leaders going forward and I hope that we don’t lose that opportunity. Having space for us to share, here’s what’s going on, and right now with the monitoring report you don’t get the story, so is hard for you to walk out into the community and share that because you’re getting a we are great, or we are above the line that we are supposed to be above, but [crosstalk] —

Mike Glenn: Or this is the reports that the calendar says that we need to report on.

Hilary Whittington: Exactly, and I struggle with that with the patient [unclear 00:34:58] report for sure. I think having the yes, we’re doing this in the correct amount of time, I don’t know if that would be as — I mean hearing that [unclear 00:35:08] recorder, it’s valuable information for sure, but that’s not something that you’ll remember and talk to your [family at dinner] about. Those are statistics and we’re getting above the line in what way are required to do, but the stories that go with it, I mean, a patient’s story is what I remember out of the board meetings more than anything else, but if we think the board is — we’re not in Seattle at a gigantic corporation, we’re in a space where you’re certainly playing a different role in the community than in a larger area where you’d be anonymous.

Tony Deleo: Hilary, we really appreciate your input about staff interaction with us at the board meetings, because I always had some kind of concern that it was just an exercise just because you were supposed to do it but if it’s part of development, if it’s of use to you and the team, then I’m all for it continuing that.

Mike Glenn: Yeah, it’s a big deal. I think that we’re a public organization, but yet 99 plus percent of our business model is how well we run the operation. So I view, one thing that I use the board meetings for, for at least two reasons; one reason is it’s an opportunity, whether there’s five people from the public there or two, Roger and Alison, or Charlie and Alison, to talk about positive things that are going on that the community should know about, and speaks to positive and productive things that we are doing.

Secondly, I use it for an opportunity to manage people up. There’s a lot of people that are playing these minor roles at Jefferson Healthcare, but doing them superbly. So why are things going better today than they were going, you know, a year ago, two years ago? Because we just have more of those people that are doing better work and doing it in more concert with each other. So some of that is an organization that seems to be doing okay. Kevin is this guy that you’ve probably seen him at a handful of our meetings, but I don’t know what he does, but he is the guy that — Hilary’s and Ted’s right hand person that makes the revenue cycle work. The way you all need to think about the revenue cycle is if the revenue cycle works, and the money is flowing, it doesn’t become a distraction from all of our other work, and that’s the reality. They reality, when you get one day of your expenses covered by taxes, is that you have to sweat the other 364 days, or you can’t do even the most fundamental work of running the hospital. You certainly can’t do the work that we heard Todd [Linnen] talk about or the other speakers. So Kevin, that’s his deal.

Whenever — there will be some spike where, you know, usually it’s a big number, like, what the heck? Why is [unclear 00:38:51] revenue down so much? I thought we were busy down there. So Hilary investigates and says, “Yes, you’re right that we’re above budget and volume and several hundred thousand dollars below budget and revenue. Something’s up.” Well, three or four years ago, we didn’t have Kevin to go and investigate. Well, now we do, along with Hilary and Ted, and 45 days later it’s fixed. What does that mean to you? Well, two months ago, we had a revenue of 12.7 and that was below where we need to be, and we were starting to fret a little bit. This month, it’s going to be right around 40 million, which from the perspective of operating the organization that you want to stop right now, that makes all the difference in the world, and it’s because of all of these people doing their critically important roles better that we did them several years ago. I think the board meeting is a great opportunity to say, ride on, you know, awesome job.

Jill Buhler: Absolutely.

Hilary Whittington: There’s a second layer to that. I don’t know that this is the right place to mention it, but the hospital wasn’t fantastic at succession planning, it really hasn’t been. If we think of, you know, someone would leave radiology and have no idea like, what do we do? But we have these people who are excited to share the information, and there will be cool stories for all of you to know about the hard work that’s going on behind the scenes [unclear 00:40:21] reports, monitoring reports, so it would just be like, “Here are hot things going on in the laboratory,” or whatever it is, it’s interesting information, but it gives those folks who are kind of the up-and-comers an opportunity to share what’s going on in their departments, which keeps them —

Marie Dressler: Motivated.

Hilary Whittington: — keeps them motivated, it keeps them excited, but it also keeps them increasing their professional exposure, which leaves us in the position where we’re not stumped of what to do if, you know, if Joyce can’t give the presentation, who would give it for her? We cancel the presentation is what we do, and if we’re in a mode where we have more folks running the hospital who interact with you, then you can get information whenever you need.

Mike Glenn: Good point.

Marie Dressler: And it’s a different perspective too, if it’s a different person. So in the same department, it’s a different perspective, and not everybody obviously sees things the same way, and I think that would be certainly more informative.

Jill Buhler: Well, it makes them feel like we care, and we value what they’re doing.

Marie Dressler: Well, and from the staff point of view, yes, but also it informs us from a different perspective how we’re taking care of our patients and families. The bottom line is, as far as I’m concerned, if we focus on patient care and provision of services to a standard, not just an adequate standard, a standard that is [unclear 00:41:47] hospital. That’s what’s important to me for my constituents. We’ve got to keep the hospital doing what it’s doing now, solvent, increasing in our abilities to provide services, to take care of our patients to the highest quality and safest manner, and in some ways I don’t care how it’s, I mean, legally obviously done —

[Laughter]

Marie Dressler: — but done to the best ability and that we, as the board, can see that it’s happening. That’s really all that I care about.

Matt Ready: I have a question. Do we think the job of the board is define the ends of the organization? Define the purpose in what the goals for Mike are?

Jill Buhler: I don’t understand.

Matt Ready: This is policy governance terminology, the global ends; it’s the job of the board to define, this is what we want you to do. Is that our job?

[Crosstalk]

Tony Deleo: I think it’s a job for us to sit down with Mike and do that around the cable.

Jill Buhler: Yeah.

Marie Dressler: Like we’re doing now.

Tony Deleo: If you want to go and get a degree in healthcare administration and be able to have your toes in enough puddles to understand and decide where we should go, but if we take what our grasp of our community and its needs, and meld that together with Mike’s knowledge of the operation of the hospital, and the industry, we can come up with some really cool stuff. But if we try to create that in a vacuum, it’s going to be crap.

Chuck Russell: None of us would be Commissioners if we didn’t realize the importance of the hospital in this community.

Matt Ready: That’s not what I said. Is it our job to define his goals? Is that our — I mean, we can do it with collaboration, we can obviously say, “Mike, if you think some of these goals are stupid or bad, absolutely tell us,” but I think it’s the board’s job to ultimately agree these are the goals, and then the moat, Mike crosses the moat and he goes and achieves the goals and we could refine how we monitor that, but is it a board job to define the goals of the organization?

Marie Dressler: I don’t — I actually agree to some degree with Matt on that. I think it is our job to agree with goals, but I think because he’s the one who’s trained, educated, experienced, knowledgeable, about these issues, he is the one who knows where the trends are going, brings them to us and we then evaluate, do our jobs, research, and see if he’s going off on a complete tangent, which is going to lead us down the tubes or nowhere. Or, as he’s been doing, is getting us ahead of the game and taking care of our communities.

Jill Buhler: And I think it depends on what level of goals you’re looking at. I mean, are you talking about the end goal? Or are you talking about the days of cash on hand or —

Matt Ready: I’m talking about global ends. The end goals of the organization. If that’s our job, and I think it is, I don’t think we’ve ever really done it. I think we started it, I don’t think we ever really got it into a level that was meaningful. It is still very high level, so basically, without that —

Jill Buhler: It’s because it’s policy governance.

Matt Ready: No. It’s ’cause we didn’t finish the work. It’s because we didn’t finish the work of actually defining the goals.

Jill Buhler: No, because policy governance doesn’t define the goal, it sets the goals. That’s it.

Matt Ready: You dig it, in police governance, you go down to whatever level of detail you feel is appropriate for the board to go to until they stop. You go down to measurable metrics. We never did that, so without actually giving Mike clear goals, we are not giving him goals, we are not really governing if we don’t give him goals. We are just having faith that the goals that Mike comes to us and says, “This is what I’m going to accomplish,” right, a strategic plan, and luckily, I think it’s great Mike is really good, he’s very talented and he’s done some great strategic plans, and he puts some solid metrics in, but he’s not responding to governance in my opinion. He is, in my opinion, ‘cos I don’t think he needed to look at these ends and figure out the strategic plan, there’s not much here. I mean it just basically says, provide healthcare services. Within that, he can do whatever he feels is best. So we can throw our policy governance out, but I’m still going to say, it’s our job to define the goals of the organization, and until we do that, in a meaningful specific way, I don’t think we’re really governing. We are riding the boat that Mike is, that our CEO, whoever happens to be our CEO at the time is, is driving.

Jill Buhler: Well it sounds like you have some specific goal type things that you’re thinking about. It would be helpful, to me at least, if you could say what — go a little further with your explanation or your question, because I’m not quite getting at what level you’re talking about.

Matt Ready: Well, that would be an ends exercise. I mean, we went through this process of defining these three ends, with the one high level ends, and I think you dig it down a little bit further and, you know, that’s the —

Chuck Russell: Specific goals in a job with this kind of breadth are pretty hard to come up with. We have the responsibility, if Mike starts doing really weird stuff, we can’t even hire another one, and State Law spells that out. It’s our primary responsibility to hire and fire the CEO.

Tony Deleo: If I may —

Chuck Russell: But to specifically say, on Tuesday’s Mike should always check the garbage or something…

[Laughter]

Chuck Russell: You don’t do that.

Jill Buhler: Oh! There’s one! [Laughs]

Matt Ready: No, that would be too specific. I mean, potentially, one that would fit perfect, you know, we say, residents have access to superior quality healthcare services, so I believe you could get a little bit more specific in the quality realm —

Marie Dressler: So give us an example.

Jill Buhler: Yeah.

Marie Dressler: Give us a couple of three examples, say if we have three metrics on that one.

Tony Deleo: But in Carver , the thing they drilled into our heads for five days straight with cold showers —

[Laughter]

Tony Deleo: — was that you want to stand with the biggest bowl you can. If you can’t do the job with the biggest bowl, you go to the next [unclear 00:48:53] and the next model which is getting more and more into detail. And what that is, that’s a big bowl that everything fits into, that one statement, and if I may just take off on one of my tangents, so bare with me, is the omelette analogy. The omelette analogy is simply this. How are you going to judge a good omelette? You can judge it by watching the guy making the omelette to make sure he whisks it 34 times counterclockwise in an 3/4 bowl, and if he does all that, it’s a good omelette. Or, you can tell him, “Make me an omelette,” he does it, doesn’t care how he does it, he puts it in front of you, and it tastes good. To me, what I want is a good tasting omelette. I don’t care what the hell he mixes it with, as long as it comes out with the end product which is a good edible omelette.

If we get to counting how many times Mike is turning the whisk, and focus so much on that that we forget to come out here and see the quality of the omelette, then we’re not doing our job, ‘cos what we want, we don’t want to do this, this, and — all this micro-crap, excuse me in the middle, all we want is the people that come to our hospital to have healthcare. They have good healthcare, they go in sick, they come out alive and better. We want people who want to come to our hospital because they’re going to get good care by people who care about them. We are an organization that is dedicated to making our community healthier in so many ways, in reaching out and working with other agencies. That’s my omelette, and I’ll tell you, to me it tastes pretty good. That’s just me.

Jill Buhler: Then there are ways to measure the quality indicators, there are all kinds of things that are out there that we can use to say how good is the quality that we have. We’re being measured that way.

Mike Glenn: Plus, I think that access to care is probably a goal on most people’s strategic plans. It’s possible that there might be seven definitions of access to care just in this room right now, but I know there’d be more than one. So last year, our main metric in access to care was optimized Medicaid expansion, get out there, ‘cos that is the program in this State, a way in which we can improve access to care by giving people insurance they didn’t have the day before. So that was the focus, and that focus was more external, you know, let’s [unclear 00:51:46] widen it out and improve access to people, let’s give access to people outside the system that didn’t have it before. So we monitored that and it’s something that we talked a lot about in SLG, and Hilary and Aaron, and several other people partnered with public health and executed on that. This year’s access to care goal is more about the primary care network, and the whole [Cullman] initiative is, let’s find a model that we think is better for providers, patients, and system, and let’s measure that by reduce third available appointment to five days or less. That is the best, community wide for people inside this system, measure of access that’s out there. Basically, it’s the quantity to measure, not the quality of measure of do you have enough providers or not., and we’ve — prior to us focusing on that, it was just this qualitative measure and the first time we tried to wrap our arms around it is when we did the data that — the utilization and capacity study when [Carey Day] left, that determined that our [unclear 00:53:17] physician was providing of seeing 12 patients a day, and well, we got that up to 14. That’s like adding two and a half providers, and we got that to 16, that’s like adding five providers. Maybe we should look at internal capacity, and so Cullman was a tool to help get us to find that internal capacity. So this year’s focus is people within the system, and Sara Smiths, she used to be like 60 days out and now she’s like 15 days. If we execute on that, we will improve that definition of access to care. Well, it’s my hunch that in the next year or so there will — either we identify another high priority community need, internal or external with respect to access to care, or, and after spending the last two days here, what becomes clear to me is that it’s not — we’re going to have to identify and find our own problems or challenges at stake, or the federal government’s going to do it for us. This whole accountable community of health [unclear 00:54:40] dramatic shakeup and no one really knows what exactly it’s going to look like, and this is going to go live the next year, 2016.

Marie Dressler: In six months.

Mike Glenn: So I’m thinking, sort of trying to [inaudible] how does this fit, and trying to determine the role of the board, board and governance, the goal should be accessed care, we should work on accessed care [crosstalk] but I do think the best practice might be for administrations to say [unclear 00:55:17], this is what we see, and here’s the data to support it, but this is what I think we should work on right now.

Jill Buhler: Yes, because we fetter, we fetter you if we try to define what that means, because it means different things at different times, access to care, you just heard two different things, there’s more coming down the line, so we have to be — we don’t have the foresight, the knowledge, the expertise to define what access to care means. That’s why we rely on, Mike.

Marie Dressler: That’s why he’s hired. That’s why we have a CEO [crosstalk].

Mike Glenn: But ultimately, you have the ability to reject it, and this is coming from the perspective of what’s the best answer, what’s the right answer that balances the board owning the metric, and owning setting administrations, goals and priorities, but also administration may be having more on the ground expertise as to what’s around the corner or what we are seeing, and so therefore this is what think we need the most pressing access to care issue. Next year it might be behavioral health. Maybe after we implement Dr. Ulrich, we discover that, holy smokes, that’s just a finger in the dike and now that we’ve got this model that can be we scaled up, that should be the focus. So how do you develop a governing structure that sort of allows for that, that covers this landscape of here are the five or six things that are most important and here’s how from a [yearlier], every other year basis we provide some definition to that and accountability metrics to determine whether [why they were cheating it or not].

Matt Ready: So we have one of our ends, residents have access to superior quality healthcare services, so what does that mean? Can you conceive of anything — under what scenario would you say, “Mike, you didn’t do that?” What would he have to do for us to say, “Mike, you’ve failed to achieve residents have access to superior quality services”?

Jill Buhler: If quality scores were dropping.

Matt Ready: Yes, but at what point? When? How far do they have to drop before we say you haven’t, you know [crosstalk].

Jill Buhler: If they don’t have an explanation, I mean if it starts to drop, that doesn’t necessarily mean that we’re going down [unclear 00:58:06], that could mean that there needs to be an explanation of what’s happening and trend, they’re looking at trends, you’re always looking at trends, and if there isn’t a satisfactory answer, and then you keep your eye on it, and then your other indicators have gone down and your DNV is —

Matt Ready: I’m just saying, if you tell your school Superintendent that your job is teach kids and there is no agree criteria for how he could possibly do that, you have a meaningless criteria. It doesn’t say anything. We have — residents have access to superior quality healthcare services, I mean, you know what Mike? People don’t have access to dental care. Well, that violates this, but you know what? We all agree, we don’t provide dental care services. I mean there should be a little bit more specificity what this means. What is superior quality? Do you say, “We want to be at the 75th percentile industry standard metrics. You figure out what those are.”

Chuck Russell: We have everybody and their little brother coming by and inspecting us every year.

Tony Deleo: That is why we participate in all the surveys that we do. This is comparing us against the national yardstick.

Matt Ready: Right. And what would have to happen to say, “You’ve failed in quality?” What possible — just ‘cos they’ve gone down, I mean, we’ve seen quality scores going down, we never say, “Mike, you’re failing to achieve this end,” because there’s no argument a board member could say — unless they really got bad, Mike would have to — the place would have to have quality scores plummeting I think, and we might have board consensus that, okay, something’s really is going wrong here, but as it is here, this is a virtually meaningless statement. It basically says, do healthcare, which is not governance, that is like, do healthcare and come back and tell us what you think that means, we’re going to trust your education and trust your instincts and if it doesn’t feel right then we’ll say something, but we have nothing written, we haven’t agreed what —

Mike Glenn: I don’t disagree. I think that’s bogus too. But I think it’s — we’ve got a mission, we’ve got a vision, value statements and a strategic plan. I don’t really — and now we have this. It’s another body of work that in my mind — so all the organizations that don’t employ policy governance, which the other 37 public hospital districts that this is, these are their global ends, it’s like, what’s your vision? And if you look at our vision statement that Jefferson Healthcare will be the community’s first choice for quality healthcare by providing exceptional patient care to every person we serve, you might say, well sure, this is a longer version of that, but delivering the safest highest quality of care of any healthcare organization or region, providing leadership to improve the health, wellness and vitality of our community, champion and engage workforce, demonstrating physical stewardship and thoughtful decision making, that that’s it. That is it. That’s — and I do sit in your chair, I mean, I am able to go from operations to governance. That to me is what you would want, that is our reason to be, and if it’s not, change it; but that’s the mission and the vision of the organization, that’s the higher overarching global end. We exist to together meet the needs of our community, and I think to the extent, to the detail that you think is appropriate, you can [tack] on to the mission, vision and values, and it comes out in the strategic plan and ultimately in the report card. [Unclear 01:02:31] when we were putting the first strategic plan together we spent some time trying to figure out how all of this stuff was connected, and when we were creating it, ‘cos it’s all relatively new, we spent a lot of time with that, you know, the triangle, and the performance improvement methodology was at the base, and driving all of this stuff, to me the policy governance stuff is just how we’ve sort of been out there and it’s as meaningless to me as it is to you.

Jill Buhler: That’s exactly what one of the reasons policy governance doesn’t work. We spend a lot of time, we spent a whole day in Atlanta coming up with an end, and that was basically it, it was a little shorter than that even, and that is under Carter, that’s the end, that was the — so that’s part of what’s the problem with policy governance.

Matt Ready: This is the board saying what the goal is. It’s like the owner of a sports team says to the coach and the general manager, I want a team that’s in the play-offs every year and I expect you to win the championship at least once every five years. That’s global ends. This is the playbook, the general manager, you are now — you have to make the playbook, this is the detailed playbook that I agree, the board is actually not qualified to nitpick the metrics in the strategic plan.

Mike Glenn: The strategic plan Matt, or a vision? ‘Cos I would say the vision is the overarching —

Matt Ready: I say the mission and vision, although we didn’t’ draft that, right, you drafted that with C-Suite, and that should be a — that should align really nicely with the board’s stated goals, which are going to be a mission statement, often is a little more flowery ‘cos it’s also sort of part marketing material, but the ends is the board trying to just say really clearly this is your job, this is what we want to achieve with the appropriate level of detail, and then hopefully then the mission and vision you come up with will align nicely with the board. In this case, we might need to, if we were going to refine this, we might look at the mission and vision and we might reverse-engineer it a little bit to make this, to flush this out, if we’d actually ever got to the work of defining the board goals.

Mike Glenn: The mission — the board has to own the mission and vision, whether we drafted it, because that’s the most practical way to — you were part of that painful process, which was more painful than the exercises on home health that you guys sat through, but that’s the board’s — you ultimately have to say yes, that’s who we are, and if what we came up with was way off the mark, well then send us back to do it again, or take it on yourself.

Matt Ready: You see, I disagree. I think this is what the board has to own at this level, and once we do this work, once we do this work where we have our goals and we have it clear, then when you do the work on the mission it’ll be a much easier exercise to see if this aligns, you know, this looks like, yeah, you have a good plan to achieve board goals.

Mike Glenn: So 37 public hospital districts accomplish what you are describing in some level of success or another without that.

Jill Buhler: Yes, without policy governance.

Mike Glenn: And it’s the — in the two or three organizations, it’s the strat- it’s the mission and the vision, you know, this is who we are, this is what we’re about, and some missions are flowery, others aren’t, but at the vision statement, then if you look at the vision statement you can hang a lot of — it’s open to different types of interpretation about access to care, what does that mean, reaching out to the community —

Matt Ready: Did the board vote on the vision? Mission and vision sentiment?

Mike Glenn: Yes, the board was involved in —

Matt Ready: But did we actually vote and approve it as a mission vision…?

Marie Dressler: I think we did.

Jill Buhler: Absolutely.

Chuck Russell: I’m sure we did.

Mike Glenn: Absolutely, and there were check-ins and so it was a more collegial exercise, or participative exercise than I think you’re giving it credit for. It wasn’t administration, you know, “show up on a Wednesday I’ve to another thing for you to approve.”

Matt Ready: I know I spent like two special sessions working with the board members on this. I don’t know that we spent that level of attention on the mission vision. It was more like the strategic plan. I don’t actually remember a separate discussion on mission and vision, and I don’t know that we even have, we don’t have any sort of policy where — in policy governance you check in every year and the policy [unclear 01:07:48] affirm, do we have a policy on mission and vision? Is that brought before the board every year?

Jill Buhler:Probably not because we’ve been working on this.

Tony Deleo: You often taken all the time on the process and not spending it on the product.

Jill Buhler: That’s exactly right.

Tony Deleo: That’s the problem. And if I may, I’m going to extend a little bit on your thing about the team. You’re telling the coach, “I want the playoffs every five years,” and this and this; now to me, if I was the owner, I’d be telling the coach, “Make me money. I bought the team for $10 million, I want a million dollars a year at the end, I don’t care what the hell you do, I want that million dollars a year over my investment.”

Matt Ready: That’s right, so that is why you have different vote plans, we have to agree on this.

Tony Deleo: But it doesn’t tell Mike that he needs to be in the playoffs every five years and he needs to be winning 60% of his game.

Matt Ready: So if we were five owners of this team, we’d be having this debate; what’s more important, making money or being in the playoffs, and we would argue about this and we would define that and we’d give it to him. We would not argue about his playbook. We would say, “Okay, we want you to make us at least a half million dollars a year and we want to be in the playoffs at least every other year. We would come to some agreement and then he would know —

Tony Deleo: He could have the world’s worst team ever to hit the gridiron, but if he has an incredible marketing plan, he’s going to make me money from selling hats and T-shirts.

Matt Ready: Yes, he could be the LA Clippers and that’s how they do it.

Tony Deleo: So there we go. Let the man who knows what he’s doing do his job and we give him the general parameters, which is make money on the football team or provide exceptional healthcare to our community, and as long as he’s accomplishing that, great.

Matt Ready: I agree, I just don’t think we really — we’re not going the general parameters in a meaningful way. If you want to throw out ends and we start treating mission and vision as the board’s definition of what his goals are, then I would say we need to immediately discuss what’s our process, our annual process for reviewing mission and vision, and how are we going to approve to it, because it’s basically going to become this, and I think we’re going to need a more rigorous process in how we define that, and how we judge it, and what makes it meaningful and useful for the board as a governing instrument.

Tony Deleo: [Unclear 01:10:12] accumulative at the survey, accumulatively at our certifications, at the state orders, reports, and if all of those things are in line, if we don’t have a huge backlog of patient complaints through our patient advocate, I mean just the basic parameters.

Matt Ready: You’re just rattling off what you think should be the criteria, I mean, that’s a discussion the board should have and say, “These are the things that we — how we monitor your performance, these are the things that are meaningful to us.”

Jill Buhler: So basically, you don’t really care much about actual policy governance as much as you do establishing the goal.

Matt Ready: That’s just one, and to me that’s the most important aspect that policy governance gives us a nice structure for how the board defines the goals of the organization, I think it defines a nice structure for how you monitor other things the board’s supposed to monitor, but it sounds like everyone’s like wants to throw the whole thing out so I decided to focus in on a very specific piece. How about the steering wheel? Does everyone agree we need a steering wheel in the boat? And that the board is in charge of picking out the destination for the boat? So instead of saying, we shouldn’t have a freighter or something —

Tony Deleo: Do we need a boat? If we’re going to get from point A to point B, maybe a floatplane is a whole lot more efficient.

Matt Ready: Yes, and it might just be choosing the destination. Are we going to Hawaii or are we going to Cancun? It might just be that.

Tony Deleo: That kind of sounds like our mission and vision and values.

Matt Ready: It could be.

Tony Deleo: And Mike’s the one that figures out whether we go by sailboat or by floatplane. Madam a Chairman, may I ask for a two-minute recess?

Jill Buhler: Yes.

Tony Deleo: Thank you. Okay, we all need to stretch out —

Matt Ready: Are we in recess?

Jill Buhler: Yes.

[Recess]

Jill Buhler: Now, from our break, where were we?

Mike Glenn: It seems to me the discussion was testing, is policy governance best way to govern Jefferson Healthcare? And there are some folks on the governance side of the table and the operation side of the table that believe it may not be. So there’s been good dialogue about that, and I think ultimately the board needs to continue to discuss this and at a regular session retake up the issue and decide if we want to go in a different direction —

Jill Buhler: How about if I or anybody who wants to, kind of investigates other models out there. No need to reinvent the wheel. That way we could maybe have a framework, something that we could look at that might be working better. Find some effective boards.

Matt Ready: Yes, I think that makes more sense if someone came in with a proposed framework rather than, “Oh, we’re just not going to do —

Jill Buhler: Oh, yeah.

Matt Ready: — just throw out our current method of governance,” and not have —

Tony Deleo: [Inaudible]

Matt Ready: — yeah, but come in with, this is the basic framework of how the board’s going to govern the hospital district.

Jill Buhler: Yeah. Okay.

Tony Deleo: I’ll see what I come up with and then I’ll ship it up to you when I get it.

Jill Buhler: Great.

Mike Glenn: I could reach out to other organizations, just get your —

Jill Buhler: School boards, they’re kind of like us.

Mike Glenn: That’s like public hospital districts.

Jill Buhler: Yeah.

Mike Glenn: ‘Cos I do think that there are some — I think Kittitas has —

Marie Dressler: I was going to say, who would you —

Mike Glenn: They seem to do a pretty darn good job.

Marie Dressler: — who would you suggest? Or even the talk from yesterday.

Mike Glenn: It’s not a public hospital.

Marie Dressler: Oh, it’s not — oh, no, that’s right, they’re private. Yes.

Matt Ready: If only we had a conference where representatives from these hospitals would all be in one place and we could like —

Jill Buhler: Wouldn’t that be nice?

Matt Ready: — each just grab people and talk to them.

Jill Buhler: That would be nice.

Marie Dressler: Or maybe we should ask WSHA put something like that on at a subsequent meeting, ‘cos we’re not the only board that has issues with governance and other issues.

Mike Glenn: It may not surprise you to learn that governance is a topic in most WSHA administrative means.

Matt Ready: So you said Kittitas.

Mike Glenn: Yeah, Elbert.

Matt Ready: Any others like off the top of our heads that we think are like the most amazing performing public hospital districts that we might use as our best practice, go to people to talk to?

Mike Glenn: Pullman [unclear 01:15:26].

Jill Buhler: Which one?

Hilary Whittington: Pullman. I wonder if even just reaching out to [unclear 01:15:32] and asking him, because he presents other’s boards, I mean all of their clients.

Jill Buhler: Could you do that?

Hilary Whittington: Sure.

Jill Buhler: Oh, great.

Matt Ready: What if we’d actually liked one of these districts, what if we invited them to come and do a little presentation, this is how it works, you know, and gave us sort of a model to look at and ask questions of —

Jill Buhler: Yeah, great idea. Great idea.

Marie Dressler: Can you [crosstalk] or maybe two people could do a field trip to their meeting. Just sit down and watch it.

Jill Buhler: Yeah, that would be [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: I would do that.

Mike Glenn: Olympic?

Jill Buhler: Yeah, Olympic, they seem to be good.

Mike Glenn: An hour away, maybe a start by going and watching them do their business. What has happened in the move to policy governance and I also think a past board member deciding to widen the screen as opposed to tighten the screen of what’s presented, if you look at the agenda of Olympic Medical Center, click, click, click… all kind of items, physician contracts…

Jill Buhler: Wow.

Mike Glenn: I don’t know if it’s their — some of it is the board’s bylaws and how they do business, but some of it also is just the culture, the expectation, this is what we expect to hear, but we frequently get poked at by the press that when we send out our board agenda they’re like, “Well, what? Really? What else? There’s twelve things on this,” well, no there’s only four or five things, so it would be interesting to go and check out a few to see if that makes sense or not. You know, the county, ever see the county? Every $5 thousand MOU with the Sanitation Department they’ll vote on.

Chuck Russell: So the press wants more detail on our agenda.

Mike Glenn: Well, because they want to have — on Sundays they have a public meeting section and the five or six different public agencies and they like to write a little blurb about it. So the more stuff that we identify the more filler for their article. I think it’s just that, public information, here’s what’s going on in your public agencies.

Jill Buhler: It’s great.

Tony Deleo: If I might suggest, if we’re going to get policies from other agencies, either one person do that or we split it up, you know, two or three so we’re not going to do it sending a duplicate request.

Jill Buhler: Two different people, yeah. That’s a good idea. So Hilary, you’re going to talk to Tom for his ideas, okay. I know Joan at Kittitas I can talk to her.

Marie Dressler: Tom Martin? No, who’s the —

Mike Glenn: At Pullman Scott.

Marie Dressler: Scott.

Chuck Russell: If we all go to somebody else’s meeting, then are we meeting?

Jill Buhler: Yeah.

Marie Dressler: We don’t all have to go, just two people can go. Otherwise, it’s a meeting.

Tony Deleo: Unless it’s considered educational.

Marie Dressler: Well, if we don’t discuss the district’s business it could be termed that.

Matt Ready: I think the most we’d learn from [being able to] — I’d just ask direct questions to a board member and/or CEO. That’s where we’d really get a feel for how it works. A board meeting would give us little bit of a feel.

Marie Dressler: I think you need to do both, because there’s a different level of interest and activity with all board members. If you have a five or seven member board, then there’ll be different levels of, if you like, education, knowledge, interest, some people don’t say much, other people say too much, a few have no idea of what’s going on, and other people are so glued in they could run the hospital themselves.

Jill Buhler: What about Ben?

Mike Glenn: Where?

Marie Dressler: Ben, WSHA.

Mike Glenn: Oh, Ben. [Unclear 01:19:40]

Jill Buhler: He’s pretty inundated though, isn’t he? Maybe he probably wouldn’t want to — I wonder if there’s any resource there though?

Mike Glenn: There’s a growing body of work about governance performance going on in WSHA right now.

Marie Dressler: Good. So we’re ahead of that game too.

Jill Buhler: Who would be a contact?

Mike Glenn: [Priven] because of the significant difference between public hospital district governance and non public hospital district governance.

Tony Deleo: I can touch base with MRSC, they have some sample policies.

Jill Buhler: Okay, you do the MRSC, I’ll talk to Ben and Joan. Anybody wants to talk to anybody else?

Tony Deleo: Mike, you want to talk to Eric about [crosstalk].

Mike Glenn: Yeah, yeah. I’m happy to get Olympic Sport bylaws and —

Marie Dressler: And Scott [unclear 01:20:36]?

Mike Glenn: Yep.

Marie Dressler: Didn’t he — do you want paper?

Mike Glenn: No, got it.

Jill Buhler: Okay, so then we’ll resume this conversation after we get some more information, right?

Marie Dressler: Sounds like a plan.

Mike Glenn: An advantage of starting this discussion in June is that if we wanted to make a change, we have time to do in January 1.

Jill Buhler: Yeah.

Mike Glenn: Providing we move along.

Jill Buhler: Can you think of any place that might, you might like to look at?

Marie Dressler: Well, what about Univ-

Matt Ready: I don’t know other hospital districts that well.

Marie Dressler: And what about Whidbey’s got a new CEO, haven’t they?

Mike Glenn: I wouldn’t, I would not —

Marie Dressler: Yeah, I think, yeah, too —

Mike Glenn: I think that’s — because what is clear is that board, for a lack of a better word, dysfunction is a drag on organization performance. It’s not really easy to make a smaller hospital perform at a okay to high level, so that’s why there’s discussion going on at WSHA. How many of these little hospitals are struggling because of —

Marie Dressler: Board dysfunction. That’s bad news for our patients, that’s for sure.

Chuck Russell: I forget, did we have enabling legislation to — did we probably vote for policy governance at one point?

Jill Buhler: Oh yeah, we did.

Marie Dressler: Yes.

Chuck Russell: Right after we got back from the great expedition.

Jill Buhler: So what time is it?

Mike Glenn: One o’clock.

Jill Buhler: Okay, so now we could talk about what we learned.

Mike Glenn: All right.

Jill Buhler: [Laughs] Don’t everybody talk at once.

Chuck Russell: Well, I learned that my wife is going to remodel our fishing cabinets and I’m going to get copper handles on.

[end transcript, the meeting went on to other topics.]

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The Mindful Activist -Standing Rock protectors anami and Malory

The Mindful Activist – Episode 10 – Standing Rock Protectors Anami and Malory

 

Matt Ready: Hello out there, this is Matt Ready, host of The Mindful Activist Podcast and founder of The Global Consensus Project, developer of the hive1.net platform and thank you for joining us today. [Matt arranges the camera] Let’s get this all…let’s see how we’re doing here. Facebook Live’s got us all okay, and you got us — so we’re broadcasting today live over Facebook, we’re on YouNow, and we also have a Zoom videoconference room set up, so if any of you are daring and you join in, you will appear magically on the screen back here, and you can participate in full audio/video with today’s very exciting episode. It’s very exciting for two reasons; it’s the first time I had a return guest, because technically Anami —

Anami: Have I been on the show before?

Matt Ready: Well, technically I did interview Anami. I haven’t released that interview yet, so you’re the first returning guest. It’s also the first time I’ve actually had two live guests. Today with me, Anami, local activist, and Malory, also local activist, returning from Standing Rock where a lot of stuff is happening right now. So we’re just going to jump right into it. Is there anything more you’d like to say to just introduce who you are before we get into your story?

Anami: For me I think that’s all that’s important right now.

Matt Ready: Okay. Malory?

Malory: Yeah, local activist and photographer as well, and that was the big reason as to why, I mean not a big reason but it helped going there knowing that I can photograph a lot of the stuff that was happening because these was just so much to be seen, and then people relate a lot with the pictures. It was kind of a push towards us going.

Matt Ready: To begin with, when did you go?

Malory: We went last week and got back Thursday night?

Anami: So we were only there for a couple of days because of work schedules. We really only had this tiny little bit of time to go, and so it was like, should you go if you can only go for a little while? And the fact is, they need bodies, so yes. Even if you can only go for a little bit of time you should, because that helps, but also a lot of people are wanting to go, a lot of people — and it’s really hard to get information from there, accurate information, how do I arrive? How do you know what’s going? Which roads to take in and which ones you can’t take in?

Malory: Which camp to go to?

Anami: What camp do you go to? Because they say you can camp at any of the camps, but I mean you can, but it’s a very different thing going on at each camp. Very different thing I would say at each of the camps. What we wanted to do is do some fact-finding for people who wanted to go and find out like, here’s how you can make your journey easier. When we got there—because Malory wanted to do her photos, she needed a media pass—we ended up both getting media passes, and we wanted to bring supplies, and we wanted to help do water runs. We had these plans of how we were going to help. We were quickly humbled and reminded that the best way to help is to listen to the people that you’re trying to help. Don’t think, I’m sure they need this so I’m going to go to do this. It’s better to take a little more time to assess what is needed instead of just jumping in and helping, because sometimes things that you’re doing to help actually become a hindrance if it’s not something that’s needed, and so since we had these media passes we were able to talk to a lot of coordinators, and organizers, and Elders, and find out what do they want, you guys ought to know, if you’re coming, if you’re not able to come, like how can you help? What’s actually needed and what’s not needed actually becomes somewhat of a problem. That’s the information we brought back to share with you guys today, and every chance we get.

Matt Ready: Great. Before we get into that, it very much reminds me of when I went to Hong Kong during the Umbrella Revolution there and went there with all these ideas of what I was going to do, and you get there and you’re like, okay, first I need to figure out actually what’s happening here, what the people are really doing, but it also taught me, go there. Don’t try to think about what you’re going to do. Go there, bring your body there, and opportunities will arise.

Anami: You don’t have to justify your presence by bringing, you know, I need to bring this truckload of food, or else I’m not really helping when I get there, I won’t be welcome or whatever. It’s with things like this, being there is really important, especially when you’re standing up for something trying to say something, the sheer numbers of people saying it, so the most important thing right now is being bodies there, actual physical people there, it’s really the biggest gift that they need right now.

Malory: We were told that so many different times by Elders, by media, anybody there that was — that was their land, that was where they were from. It was a constant like, just come, bodies, bodies, bodies is the biggest thing, and you could tell it was especially when it came down to that time when you had to go to the front line and stand there, and you felt the energy of that sheer amount of people coming together as one, and you’re singing, and you’re dancing, and you’re hugging, and laughing, knowing even though there’s a potential threat coming your way, where you might be arrested, where you might get pepper-sprayed, where violence might be enacted on your body, they’re still this — there’s something about that mass amount of people coming together for one cause, peacefully together. It’s beautiful thing and so the more that they have, the more sheer amount of people, the more that will grow and the more it helps, it literally helps so much. We saw the number grow just in the small amount of time we were there, we saw the numbers growing and growing, and even on the last day we were there, there was way more people even than the first day. It was powerful.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I can imagine.

Anami: I think as people are finding out what’s going on and how atrociously people are being treated by the authorities, it makes people want to go and want to stand up. It was just this waves of people coming, and that’s great because support people are needed as well, you know, people to work in the kitchens, and people to help organize all the donations that are coming in. All this stuff, so if you have kids or if you’re an Elder and you don’t — a lot of Elders choose to be on the front line right in the very front because if they’re going to pepper spray somebody, hopefully that brings them shame to people that they would pepper spray an Elder, it doesn’t seem to but you would think that it should. So they need those support people, but the people who can actually go up to the front line and be there, and in the videos it looks really scary, and in places it is, when stuff is going on, but you kind of can choose the level of danger that you feel like you can put yourself in. If you feel like you need to be safe, or you feel like you need to bring your kids, or if you feel like that there’s something about your body that makes it hard for you to be right there on the front line, just something that kind of holds you back from full mobility or something, you can stay at the support camp, and do support, and support the people that are there at the front line. If you go to the front line, you can be right there — well, most mostly it’s Elders, there’s a lot of women protectors, I mean if you really want to be right there on the front I don’t think anybody would deny you, but there’s several lines of people. If you’re going to be on the front line you have to have non-violent action training.

Matt Ready: Are they providing that or —

Anami: Yes. If you have non-violent training that’s great and because we were media, I think we got kind of skipped around that a little bit, but I believe they have it at the camps, I think everybody’s supposed to take their non-violent training, just to make sure [crosstalk] —

Malory: [Crosstalk] meeting that they were having for that, ’cause they have multiple kind of meetings for a lot of different things, and that was one of them actually, they had two people, I think it was a group possibly, that we met in one of our circles, and they came to help teach the non-violence actions.

Anami: Yeah. The education is definitely available. There’s that distancing from the front. You can be right there where you’re probably going to get pepper-sprayed if something happens, you’re probably going to get arrested, people have been beaten by the authorities, people who are completely non-violent, they have done nothing wrong, they have no weapons, and they’re being hands up, and they’re being beaten by the police. So you can choose to be there, if that’s where you need to be. You can be a little bit further back, where you might get some overdraft of the pepper spray, they might come arrest you they, you know, there’s a lesser chance. Then there’s places you can be there where you’re right there at the front line, you’re a body, you’re showing that support, you’re the numbers which help, you know, the more people the safer people are, but you have a much less chance of being arrested. The thing is, the numbers help so much. When we were there, the cops everyday they were threatening this raid, and the raid ended up happening Thursday. They were sitting there watching, and from this side it’s kind of hard to get a lot of information, it’s an interesting thing when you’re in there. They kept threatening, and what we know now is that they didn’t have the numbers to be able to do the raid. Sheer numbers, they collected cops from all over the place in other states, and they had enough and so Thursday — we left Wednesday evening because of work commitments and some other things that we had to come back for. If we would have known that it was going to be the next day and not like the next week, we would have stayed I think, but then we wouldn’t be on this side with information for you guys, because everything went on lock-down and we might not be able to [crosstalk].

Malory: They really blocked anybody on all roads coming in or out.

Anami: The cops blocked people. When the protectors are doing roadblocks, it’s only to keep people safe, it’s only because police are coming in with AK-47, they’re coming in with teargas, they’re coming with pepper spray, they’re coming into to tear down the stand that’s being made on this native land, and so those roadblocks are only there to protect people from getting hurt. There not — if you’re trying to drive down Equinox and there is a road block from the protectors, and you say, “I’m trying to drive down,” and they make sure that you don’t have weapons, and that you’re not trying to hurt them, they open it up and let you through. They’re not actually shutting down roadways, they’re just trying to keep people safe of really aggressive force coming in.

Malory: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Tell me if people are thinking, I want to go there. You said there’s a number of different camps. Do you want to talk about that?

Malory: Well, there was three camps. There’s two now.

Matt Ready: ‘Cause one was raided.

Malory: So originally there was two camps, originally as well, and then around last week they decided to move up right where the pipeline is supposed to be laid, and they called that Winter Camp. It was kind of to make a stand on that land, on that piece of property, to say, ‘No, you cannot. This is our property, you cannot come and destroy our sacred land and put a pipe line in.” Then they had down the road they had an actual blockade where they were — it was for security as she was saying. That’s the one on Thursday that got raided, where they tore TVs down, people had yurts, trailers, tents, kitchens, there was a lot of food supply… It’s a camp, it was a home, it’s a literal home for these people. Especially with winter coming there. It’s cold and they’re making something so that you could live during the winter and the snow. That’s what they came and raided and took a part and tore apart. So now it’s just the other two camps that are left, which I think a lot of people are at the main camp now.

Anami: I understood it a little differently, because everything, you know, as you are experiencing it, everybody kind of sees things differently. In my mind, when we arrived, there were four camps. There was the original camp, the Sacred Stone Camp, which is on private property on the reservation. It’s the farthest from the frontline, and I think it’s the one a lot of people seemed to go to because it’s the oldest one, and it has a very — when we got there we were kind of like, this is not how we were expecting it, it had a very — the intensity definitely increases the closer the camps are to the front line, and this one it seemed almost very relaxed, and people seemed almost like, people had like hula hoops and they had like — it was just kind of like, I don’t know, people seemed to be — I mean it’s great to be there in solidarity and it’s a prayer camp, so I’m sure people were putting a lot of energy towards it, and they’re kind of taking most of the donations in, and trying to organize them, which has become really difficult ’cause there’s kind of a lot of the wrong things. So that’s kind of what’s going on there, it’s that support camp, there’s events, and they talk about — people perform, and speak. Coming up closer there’s Rosebud Camp. This was that little one and that one I think by now, she’s right that this one might be [indecipherable 00:14:52].

Malory: It’s supposed to be. They’re condensing ’cause the winter is what one of the Elders, I guess you’d call him Johnny, he was asking for people to come closer to the main camp because it could snow.

Anami: Yeah, because the information chain is so fast, within 10 minutes, within half an hour, and we’d been gone for a couple days now, everything could be different. We’ve been trying to keep up on what’s going on, but it’s really hard to keep up-to-date information. The goal I think was to condense camps for winter, and the original plan was Winter Camp was going to be the main camp because it is right there on the front line, it’s right there where the pipeline is supposed to go in, is right there, so that was the one they were trying to condense people to. Then Oceti Sakowin is the big camp or North Camp, there’s couple different names for it, and that’s the really big one that you often see in pictures. Sacred Stone Camp there’s no pictures of that one, they ask that to be that way, so you mostly see the larger camp. I don’t think I have seen pictures of the Rosebud Camp, which is kind on in between. They were going to break it down to, I think, two camps and they hadn’t decided, the Elders were still talking in Council, about whether that would be Sacred Stone Camp and Winter Camp or Oceti Sakowin Camp and Winter Camp, but now that Winter Camp is disbanded, well, we’ll get to that part, is no longer there, we don’t have a way to know what was decided camp wise, but just if you want to go there and mostly be a support person, you want to be really safe, you want to head right for probably Sacred Stone Camp which is the farthest South. If you are in Oceti Sakowin and there is a front line action, somebody will be on that microphone saying, “You need to get to the front line right now, you need to be there now.” I heard them say, “You! You guys up there on the hill, now!” [Laughs] If you have kids or there’s a reason why you can’t go to the frontline, no body’s going to make you try to make you feel bad for that, but there’s definitely, it’s more intense and there’s more pressure to get there, like the relatives are in danger now, like they’re the soldiers are coming in now, you have to get up there and support it, and then that’s where it’s really needed, it’s people who can actually go up and stand and provide that safety in numbers.

Matt Ready: For one, just to know that there are these set camps, I’m thinking about possibly going out there, so there are camps, there are — where was I going with that?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: It’s definitely camping, right? Now you need to prepare it for winter camping.

Malory: It’s snow, it’s Alaska [laughs].

Matt Ready: Alaska, so serious tents or bring your RV?

Anami: An RV in the camp? Summer camps are no good. If you’ve got a four season tent and all weather tent that’ll work. They’re trying to get these Arctic tents that smaller tents can go inside. They’re like 50 yards by 80 yards, they can put the kitchens in them, they can heat them with wood stoves, and you can put your — even then you could have a summer tent, but they don’t have these Arctic tents yet, so if you only have a summer tent, that’s not going to do it. The winds go up to 70 miles/hour, the temperatures will drop to 20 below, there is going to be lots of snow, and so what they’re asking, for those of you who want to go, when you get there you can camp anywhere, pretty much if you see a spot and it’s obviously not a thoroughfare for people to drive, you can camp there, but they’re asking that you find people to bond in with. Don’t be like, well, I kind of like my space, so I’m going to camp over here. The guy said repeatedly, one of the Elders at the meeting was like, “If you go off by yourself, you will die.” It’s funny the way I’m saying it I guess, but it’s not. If you go off and nobody knows you’re over there and it snows, and you can’t get back to the camp, you can freeze to death. I’m not trying to discourage anyone from going, I just want people to go prepared, prepared for it can be really cold, prepared for there to be snow, and really with that knowledge that you have to be part of the community. You can’t go there and be separate. Everyone there is welcome, like their family. Sixth generation grandson of Sitting Bull sat there in the meeting, and was saying, “Everyone here is native, everyone here is part of this family.”When you go there, you’ll be welcome to eat food, you’re welcome to sit and pray at the Sacred Fire, you’re welcome to go and be part of it. They’re not going to make you feel like you want to be exclusionary, so you want to find — there’s the two spirit camp for LGBT people, if you want a place to dive in, you don’t have to be LGBT to camp there. If you’re just like, “These are people who will welcome, I’ll camp there,” or, I don’t know how you’d pick, but find a fire and be like, “I would like to camp here, with you guys, can I camp here with you guys?” and make friends with those people and find some place to fit in. Don’t go and be a satellite.

[00:20:15]

Matt Ready: Okay. So I have to like down on a little tangent just from what you just said, so there was a specific part of a camp, or a camp that was more LGBT-friendly than another, or I mean [crosstalk] —

Anami: Campfire.

Matt Ready: A campfire, within a camp you mean?

Anami: Yes. The camp is a — how big would you say that it?

Malory: Big [laughs].

Anami: Maybe [crosstalk] —

Malory: You don’t really realize how big it is until you’re coming down.

Anami: A hundred yards, three hundred yards across? And it’s kind of circular. So within that, everybody’s got their RVs, there’s [indecipherable 00:20:51], there’s meeting tents, there’s obviously areas within that big camp. If they’re trying to get everybody really condensed it’s for safety, it’s for warmth, it’s so that they know how many people are there. That’s another thing, there’s no way right now to — because everyone is so spread out you can’t track who’s there, so if someone goes missing and nobody knows to track in with them, how do you know they’re missing? And people are getting taken by unmarked people in military garb in little buggy things, and for a while when we were there, there was an incident where two people were taken by somebody in military garb on a little buggy, and only one of them was showing up as arrested, and for most of the days we were there, people were panicking, they were like, “We know there was this other person,” in fact all the way up until the day we left, a lot of people hadn’t found out what had happened, and so —

Malory: They thought they were kidnapped.

Anami: They thought they were kidnapped. One was arrested and one was, who knows where? So having people know who you are and that you plan to be back is really important. In that situation it was, three people were approached, two people were taken, 12 people came up and I got this from somebody who was there, that third person was who was saying this. Twelve people came up and they took that second person and they push them often, and ended up only arresting the one, so he wasn’t actually kidnapped. That’s another really important part; information is crazy to keep track of them out there, rumors, so many rumors. During this raid, there were people on horseback. There was a young boy who some people said he was 15, some people said he was 18. They were shooting live rounds at the horse riders. They hit some of the horses. This young man’s horse had to be put down because it was shot with an automatic weapon—the horse, not the person. That story changed to an 11-year-old boy on horseback and his horse were shot, and then eventually it changed when I heard something about an 11-year-old girl being shot —

Malory: And killed.

Anami: — and killed. In truth, no human died, the horse died. So here, they’ve killed the horse, so either that’s a living being or that’s property if you want to go there. Either way, it’s not appropriate, but beyond that, if you shoot the horse out from under somebody and they fall and break their neck — I mean these police and these soldiers, this National Guard are attempting murder, and not even just a little bit but a lot. There was this woman who they said had a 38 and was firing at cops, I don’t know if you guys have caught up —

Matt Ready: I heard something about that.

Anami: You can see it in the videos, it’s a prayer stick with a dream catcher on top that they had carried this whole way, and she was down in the front with this prayer stick, it’s an Elder, this small woman armed only with prayer and a prayer stick, and there’s pictures of them ripping the prayer stick out of her hand and hitting her in the stomach with a metal baton, and the fact that they would do this to people and then have the unconscionable action to go on to their site and say that she was shooting at them with a 38, we saw no weapons when we were there, not a single one. They said they had to pepper-spray people because they were shooting bows and arrows. There was no bows, there’s no arrows. People were like… I mean I guess it’s racist because they’re saying that because they are native people, so shooting with bows and arrows…

Matt Ready: Stereotyping.

Anami: It’s stereotyping. There are no weapons in the camps! They even asked people not to bring large knives that are for camping purposes, because they might be perceived to be weapons. Nobody preaches anything other than non-violence, and the only thing even stemming towards that sort of attitude from the natives that we heard was from warriors at the front lines, who were saying that if they had to they would lay down in front of those tanks and die if they had to. They were not talking about going out and hurting the officers, or hurting the soldiers. They’re talking about putting their lives on the line to stop them, and that’s the closest thing to violence that we’ve heard out of any of these people.

Malory: And in fact, they — in discussion of the police, there’s always a constant reminder of these are people, they’re the same as us, remember that. They have families, they have lives, they’re doing their job. They don’t know any better, and sympathize with them, try to connect with them on a human level rather than calling them evil, or saying anything that’s negative in any way towards them. They try to be as loving and as peaceful as they possibly can, and it’s amazing even knowing what they do to them. There is a teenage girl that we got to talk to [indecipherable 00:25:58] in the north, the Winter Camp. She had her arm broken by one of the police in a riot, and on Thursday they —

Anami: In a raid.

Malory: In a raid, excuse me. They saw her, and saw that she had a cast on from it being broken, and they broke it, and even after that — a teenage girl — even after that, they’re still compassion and they’re still just love, and trying to understand them as people as well. It’s profound, it’s like it really hits you deep seeing that. Seeing the fact that they can just let it all go.

Anami: And that girl went back to the front line, and after it was re-broken, she went back to the frontline again. There is no giving up, there’s no, “Okay, never mind, let them put in the pipeline.” You guys have probably noticed that I don’t want to correct, but language is important and easy to confuse, so police keep saying, “They were rioting, they were rioting,” and so to be really clear, the police are raiding, they’re saying they’re raiding because of riots. There are NO riots. The natives have not — native people and protectors, all the protectors that came out, have not — there’s no Molotov cocktails—that’s one that we’ve heard—there’s so much misinformation being put out there, there’s so many rumors from inside. We were there when we — Obama had a meeting with the Chairman from one of the tribes, and I can’t remember which, [indecipherable 00:27:49] was it the one from the Sioux Nation?

Malory: It might have been. It was on Wednesday I believe.

Anami: It was on Wednesday, and so we’re there, and an Elder came out and said, “They have to stop the pipeline! They can’t do it anymore! Yes!” And everybody cheered, and everybody got really happy, but they also were like, “Hmm, are we sure?” And it wasn’t until — I think until we got back — that we found he did in fact ask them again to stop, he did not give them a directive that they have to stop, he asked them to stop. They’ve been asked to stop now by the President of the United States, the Department of Justice, the United Nations to my understanding, which I’m still trying to get some more verification on that, but the UN was on the phone when we were in the [indecipherable 00:28:32] tent. All across the world, people are trying to get this corporation to stop, and they are refusing to stop.

So Thursday what happened during this raid was they came in with hundreds of officers, with army tanks, with AK-47 with silencers on them, they’re attacking people, they’re beating people, they’re spraying with mace, they use concussion grenades, they came in, they took the — they stomped on all of the sacred items that were at the front line as they came in, as we were saying they ripped the prayer staff out of the Elders hands, they went to the sweat lodge which is the church, this is the church, and they pulled it open, they pulled out Elders who were in prayer, while they were in prayer, and tore it down, and then they destroyed the sacred fire, and this is like somebody just — for those of you out there that go to a church of any kind, imagine armed soldiers coming in to your church while you’re praying, ripping you out and beating you, and macing you, and then arresting you for rioting [Anami breaks down tears]. It’s just unconscionable! When it’s happening to people who are just trying to — it’s a pipeline that is being protested all the way from Canada, all the way down to where it goes, it’s going to carry 550,000 gallons, sorry, 550,000 barrels of oil a day from The Bakken oil field, wich already does not need to have any more oil taken out of it. I mean we’re unstabilizing it as it is by pulling all this stuff out.

Malory: They’re rushing to build something that already potentially could be leaked, could have leaks, and poison the water, and the fact that they’re working at night building it in a hurry, even more so.

Anami: Yeah. And it’s not even the potential for it. There was 272 leaks on these pipelines by this company in that state alone. Two hundred and seventy two in that state alone already, leaks from the pipeline. Now they’re angry, they’re having to work through people that are opposing them, and they’re not doing a good job, they’re not exactly doing a better job because of all this, they’re probably doing a worse job because of this.

Malory: And you could hear them at night when you’re trying to sleep in the camp, and you could literally hear the tractors. It literally sounds like a construction site. You hear it, and you hear it constantly throughout the night into the early morning. I don’t know how many people they have working there in the shifts that go, but you know those people are probably tired and they’re not doing a good job on top of that.

Anami: In the day, and at night. They came in and they took — so that Winter Camp that was up there maybe I would say 100 yards from the place where the try and stop people from coming in, and down is the Winter Camp, which is — I think most people know about the company bringing the dogs, and the day that happened, so across the street from where the camp was is sacred ground, there’s artifacts there, there’s burial grounds there, this is sacred native land with every reason not to dig it up, and then they were coming down and the protectors were there, stopping them, and that’s when they brought the dogs and attacked people, and this pushed people back and that’s when they just — even though there was a stop report, even though there was an injunction, a Federal injunction, they continued construction all the way up to the road, so I should have brought pictures of that. So you can see the dirt all pushed up to that fence, then there’s 1806 and on the other side was the camp, so where they want to come right through next and dig, that’s where the camp was.

So they came in with this military action and — it like they’re waging war on people to put this pipeline in, and they came in and they arrested everyone, they beat people, they sprayed people, they pushed them all back, and they kept being like, “We’d like you to go to the South Camp, you’ll be safe if you go south to the other camp,” you know, and they sound like they’re being all like making it possible to avoid arrest, which first of all then you’d have to give up for that, but also they’re like, “If you go to your car and drive away, we won’t stop you,” and then people were saying, “But they were stopping us. They’re saying that out loud.” And then they were getting pepper-sprayed, and their keys were being taken, even though they were actively trying to leave and actively trying to follow the orders of the police, those particular people, they were still stopped from doing so, even though the police were saying they would be safe and would be allowed to go. They were not. Everybody got pushed back, and they were bringing their trucks down the road, and their trucks had some wiring difficulties and they were stuck there in the road, which stopped them from coming further down, and so that was in between the Oceti Sakowin Camp and that Winter Camp place.

So once they cleared all that, they cleared all the TVs, and the yurts, and the trailers, and the tents, and all the stuff that people had built there to stop this from happening, and on the live feed it’s night and you can hear the construction working. So I was trying to find out before I came here, what does that look like now, what does that place, that Winter Camp look like now, is it all dug up? Is it like across the street where — you can’t go backwards on this stuff, you can’t. You can’t un-dig up a grave, you know, but I wasn’t able to find out for you guys, I’m sorry. I wanted to find out if anybody knows, but there [gasps] — I mean they’re coming at people with live rounds of ammunition, so people are kind of stuck lower and really the only thing at this point that can — that’s not true, I have no idea. One thing I think that could probably stop this more than other things is if 10,000 people show up, you know, and walk up there and get in the way again. The pipeline is laid as of Wednesday, 4:30 Wednesday, 1.88 miles from — is it from the river or from the camp? I want to say it’s from the river, so where they’re trying to go under. They don’t have an Army Corps of engineer permit to go under the river at this time. This company — well, we can go into that next, I guess, how exactly illegal the company is.

Malory: Yeah, I was going to say that you should probably clarify, because there’s a lot of questions out there about whether or not, who’s in the right, who’s in the wrong.

Anami: Who’s land it is.

Malory: Who’s land it actually is, and she actually has that information. We got that actually from… legal?

Anami: So this is verified through several sources. We got this information from media, we got this information from Elders, we got this information from the legal contingent there, called Red, I have it written down somewhere, Red something, Red Wing Legal? Anyway, it’s in my notes somewhere [crosstalk] handling everybody’s arrest,, and also how to fight this in other ways, so in 1851, I’ve seen on the news they say 1861, but that’s a different Tribe’s Treaty that’s similar but different. So in 1851, the Port Laramie Treaty gave a certain set of land as the reservation to the Sioux Nation. Let me show you. I have pulled this up for you guys.

[Anami shows picture of map on PC]

Matt Ready: Let’s see, at least for Facebook live, we’ll give them…

Anami: Yeah, alright, I can hold it up there for those of us who don’t know North Dakota really well. This is the Black Hills which that we’ve had this sort of problem before, with the Black Hills Gold in the 80s, but this was what is set aside by the Treaty. It goes all the way up here to the Heart River, and so I’ve got another map with the modern towns on it, so you can see where that is. There it is.

Matt Ready: While I’m here I’ll fix that camera.

[Laughs]

Anami: This one’s kind of small, sorry, but you can see where Bismarck is right here, so the Heart River is up here by Bismarck, and we’re talking about this area way down here, so they’re not trying to say that they want to reclaim all the land up to Bismarck, but they’re saying that as far as putting pipelines in the ground and destroying the water supply, that is Treaty land, that is their land.

Matt Ready: Is that alternate pipeline route, is that like what the tribe would prefer them to do?

Anami: No, that’s the other option that they didn’t do. It was possible — this pipeline is horrible wherever it goes, but they could’ve put it in a place where it would go under less water, and it would go around the reservation, and they chose not to do that route, for whatever reason. I don’t know.

Matt Ready: Money, probably, but it’s interesting that they had an option, I mean — can we pause just for a — give you like a little reflection from what I’m seeing. It’s a conflict of two forces, the forces that want to do the pipeline and the forces that don’t, and you hope if you want the protectors, the people that want to protect the water to win, at some point you can start a negotiation, an actual negotiation, that both sides will appease, a new treaty.

Anami: Well, ideally, but in order for that to happen the Energy Partners, the corporation, would have to act civilized. Somebody from that company would have to act like a human being, and none of them are.

Matt Ready: Or they’d have to be forced to by a third party of force, like the US Government could potentially —

Anami: But the US Government has, the Department of Justice has told them to stop. They don’t have an Army Corps of Engineer permit for this area, even if they did have legal right to come through here they haven’t got the permit.

Matt Ready: But if the US Government actually wanted them to stop, I mean it’s like, then you send in the National Guard to enforce the law. That’s what we did during the Civil Rights Movement when we wanted to integrate the schools, the government has to use its might to enforce whatever a treaty of peace is.

Anami: Right, but that’s —

Matt Ready: That’s not happening.

Anami: No! It is! The National Guard is there! They’re just fighting on the wrong side —

Matt Ready: Yes [crosstalk].

Anami: They’re there, they’re just not — it totally blows my mind ’cause it gets more complex than that. It’s not even just, well, you know, in 1851 this way I was treated, because in 1873 a lot of this land, the line was moved back, all the way back to where Oceti Sakowin Camp is, and that’s why they’re claiming that they have this land, so what happened was in 1873, as this happened with a lot of treaties, they were like, “You can have this much land… oh! No, wait. Actually we want you to have less than that. We’re going to take more,” and they just took it.

Matt Ready: I think that’s how most treaties have gone forever.

Anami: Yes. In fact I believe all of them have been backed on. At that time, this land was tracted [as heard] as farmland and it’s been through a series of ownerships. Most recently there was a farmer that owned this land and he sold the land to the Dakota access pipeline to go through, and this is why people say, “Well let’s private property that belongs to DAPL.” So here’s the other side of that, is that in North Dakota, according to [laughs] hold on, I’ll give you the statute, I’ll have to find it for you. There is a statute in the North Dakota law that states that corporations — I have so many resources to show you guys, that I can’t find it. Here it is. Okay, in chapter 10-06.1 of the North Dakota State Law, it states that corporations cannot own and cannot lease—it was a little longer than I thought so I won’t read it to you, but you can look it up—they cannot own or lease land. So at the point that they tried to make this sale, that contract was null and void because it’s illegal. You can’t make a contract that is not legal and have it be legally binding. So at that point, the land reverted back to ownership of that farmer who had sold it to the DAPL because the sale cannot legally go through. Now that farmer has since decided that the Sioux Nation is in the right, that it is their land, and he would like to —

Malory: Give the land back [laughs].

Anami: I mean it’s not his to give back, but he agrees that it is theirs and that — yeah, for lack of a better word, he is giving the land back. He also turned back over 30 buffalo as well, because those buffalo live on the land, and they belong —

Malory: Which, are they the same buffalo that we saw?

Anami: Some of the buffalo that we saw, so some of you know that in the middle of the raid that the police were doing, hundreds of buffalo, “tatanka”, came down the hill and rushed down on the police who they ran out them and kind of made them run the other way, but you know, a lot of people considered this a sign from the great spirit, because the buffalo represents their sacred representation of the power of the Creator, whatever you want to, you know, we’ll talk about this in the other podcast.

[Laughter]

Anami: Whatever you want to call that thing that’s bigger than yourself. They came through it, so this farmer had 30 or those buffalo that really belong to the land and to the stewardship of the Sioux Tribe, and he also returned those. So according to Treaty Law, which is the supreme law of the land and cannot be superseded, according to modern day state law, the DAPL has no right or access or ownership of this land, and so a lot of people are like, “Well, I don’t know what they expect, of course they’re going to get maced and arrested if they’re on private property trying to stop a legitimate business thing,” This is not a legitimate —

Malory: In fact, they’re the ones that are trespassing, and are on property that’s not theirs.

Anami: Yeah. It’s clear these two really defined easy to see and under — I mean you can read the Fort Laramie Treaty and see it for yourself, that it’s theirs. You can read this law for yourself and see that it’s not possible for it to be — every time I try and talk about it I forget, it’s something Energy Partners, this corporation that’s putting in the pipeline, they have absolutely no legal right to be there doing this, and the fact that we’re in a supposedly a free country and we’re supposedly citizens of this place, and the government supposedly represents us, and works for us, but the fact that it’s going to come in, allow this pipeline — this river, this is the Missouri River, this is the North Dakota part of the Missouri River, so every part of the Missouri River below will be taken by this oil if the pipeline goes in. On top of that, 62% or 67%—again I’d have to refer to my notes for the right number—more than 60% of South Dakota’s potable water comes from this River, comes from this water source, and so this isn’t just the water for the people that live there on the reservation. This is almost all of South Dakota’s water as well. Okay, over half, I’m sorry if I’m exaggerating a little bit, It is over half of South Dakota’s water as well.

Matt Ready: I know there’s a lot of people that will question the legal question, and for what it’s worth, if I was sitting in the jury box, my perspective is that corporations have been rewriting the laws for their benefit for as long as they’ve existed and it’s a problem across the country. Corporation doing fracking, and doing other things that are mining water or whatever, they are doing things all over the country that are threatening water supplies threatening the health of communities.

Anami: They’ve destroyed it! They’re not even threatening it. There’s places in Colorado they’ve done fracking that people have had to be trucking in water since the 90s. They used to have their well and get their water in, and now they have to drive with big tanks and go fill up water because these oil and gas companies have come and shocked the ground full of toxic chemicals that get in the ground waters. That’s one of the reasons why it’s a much bigger fight than just “this is Treaty land that belongs to these Native American people and it’s being taken back by the government for this corporation,” it goes beyond that too because this is Martial Law being enacted on citizens for trying to have water to drink, and if we, anywhere in the United States, want to have water to drink, which in case anybody’s no aware, you need that to survive, this affects us all and if they get away with this, it’s another set precedent that they can get away with this, and so everybody who can possibly go stop this thing, you’re standing up for the right to have clean water everywhere in the United States. Not just for South Dakota and the North Dakota Sioux Nation.

Matt Ready: I’d put it even, you’re standing up for the right for people who live in an area to have the right to say what is healthy and safe in their community, versus just corporate money. This is corporations just doing what they want to do because it helps them make money. We have this strange history of saying corporations are people, you know, that they somehow have like equal rights to human beings, but they are—and I actually got in trouble during my campaign for writing on my blog that I thought corporations were evil monsters, it got like this huge article in the paper about it—they are sociopathic entities. They have one priority: money. So they’re threaten anything to milk it for money. They will use force, they will use the law, they will use whatever level of force they can to just to make more money. It’s completely neurotic, and so this is the front line point of the edge of the fight of Human Rights versus Corporate rights, and I agree with you [crosstalk].

Malory: The right to do this.

[Malory drinks water]

Matt Ready: Yeah! Simple, clean, healthy water. So I want to say I completely support and honor you guys for going there and I totally agree with them. I posted on my Facebook the other day that they need about another 10,000 people in Standing Rock. You need to flood Standing Rock like they flooded Tahrir Square, like every non violent revolution, a nonviolent protest only works with mass numbers, because they will use force, but once the force is overwhelmed with numbers, it becomes incredibly awkward and shameful for them to continue to use the force.

Anami: And they physically can’t. Like when we were there, they didn’t have enough people. They were maybe I’m going to guess about 500 people up there at the front line Camp, the Winter Camp, about 2,000 people probably total in all the camps. This is a really wild guess, don’t take that number as a fact. They didn’t have enough people to handle that, so let’s double that, let’s triple that. This company also is in Dallas, Texas, this corporation, and they don’t care about the Missouri River, they’re not giving them drinking water there, there’s no one that works for this company that gives any thought or care —

Matt Ready: Well, they actually would say, the administrative of the company would say, their job is to make money for their shareholders. So they’d actually say it’s their job to have no moral interest in the health of that community. It’s a neurosis in our country! We have to figure out how to take these corporations and put them in a little safety box where they can behave under our human guidelines, and not allow corporations to direct our military and police to beat up our own citizens for protecting their homes. This is completely backwards.

Anami: And if you want to go, here’s the name, if you want to go to Energy Transfer Partners at 8111 Winchester Drive in Dallas, Texas, that would be great too. If you’re in Texas and you have a problem with this, go there, 8111 Winchester Drive, Dallas, Texas, and tell them in person. This is one of those things that you can’t ignore, what do they say? If you go and die on someone’s doorstep they can’t ignore you ’cause you’re going to rot there? Go to their doorstep, go sit there! If you can’t stand in North Dakota and you’re in the Texas area, go to their offices and sit there and make a stand there. Make a stand anywhere. If you can’t come here, you can make a stand from where you are. You can also call the North Dakota Governor, Jack Dalrymple, who has sent in the National Guard and is authorizing Morgan County Sheriffs to do this action. I have all these, I’d really like to share —

Matt Ready: Go for it!

Anami: — these phone numbers. I can either show them to you guys or tell you? Get a pen and paper everybody [laughs].

Matt Ready: Do you want me to bring the camera or do you want to read some —

Anami: Whatever we think is —

Matt Ready: We should do both.

Anami: Yes, let’s do both.

Matt Ready: We’re going to do both.

Anami: Let’s show — I actually have two pages of numbers because [indecipherable 00:52:11] be called and others should be called. Call them all! Call them every day. So North Dakota Governor Jack Dalrymple, 701-328-2200. You can call the White House and log a complaint: 202-456-1111, the Department of Justice is 202-514-2000. Morton County Sheriff, or as they’re listed on Google now, Martin County criminals.

[Laughter]

Anami: 701-667-3330. North Dakota National Guard is 701-333-2000. And Energy Transfer Partners is 214-981-0700. You can also reach — I think that first number is their media person, the second number is their… another person I thought was reasonable to contact and I can’t remember who it is right now, 214-599-8785 —

Matt Ready: That’s the corporation.

Anami: That’s the corporation that’s putting in the pipeline. Some people have asked, what do we say when we call? Just tell them, “What you are doing is illegal and I’m asking for you to not do it. What you’re doing to the Sioux Nation is illegal. This is their land and you need to stop trying to put a pipeline through it,” just tell them that. Hold on, ’cause there’s more numbers [laughs].

Matt Ready: Do you want me to bring the camera over and we’ll show them again?

Anami: I can bring the computer there.

Matt Ready: I don’t think that’s easier [laughs].

Anami: Sorry, let me pull up the file here.

Matt Ready: A couple people have said thank you for being here and doing this.

Anami: I’m just hoping that we can help however we can. Right now, the Army Corps of Engineers is fairly supporting the Sioux Nation. They have given a permit for Oceti Sakowin — if it’s not Tribal Land it’s Army Corps of Engineer land, that particular part, and they’ve given a permit for that camp to be there, so they’re showing support in that way. They also have not authorized the permit for the pipeline to go under the Missouri River, so calling them and telling them you don’t think it should go under the Missouri River is a really good idea. This is all about trying to get an environmental impact statement from the Army Corps of Engineers that says it’s okay to do this. So they’re not going to find a bunch of artifacts, they’re not going to find a burial ground, that they are not unique—what was one of the reports I read from the Army Corps of Engineer—that there is potentially unique rock formations in the area that would be destroyed and could never exist again. There’s a lot of reasons, plus the environmental impact of it going under the river and the potential for all that drinking water. So call the Army Corps of Engineers and ask them to resend the permits that they have issued and to not issue anymore, and that is 202-761-5903.

If you want to donate money, there’s a lot of — let me cross that off — for these “do not donate to the any GoFundMe, do not donate to fundraisers, do not donate to — a lot of people are abusing this and setting up GoFundMe and that money maybe gets to the Camps, maybe it doesn’t. You can go to sacredstonecamp.org, from there you can donate directly to Sacred Stone Camp, which in theory they’re distributing that money out beyond that one camp, but at least that way it’s going actually to Standing Rock. The legal [indecipherable 00:56:06] that page, you can go to indigenousrising.org, those donations also right to it. Maybe these other GoFundMe or maybe when you buy a No DAPL T-shirt, maybe that money goes there, but it might not. Just send it right to them, that way there’s not a chance that somebody is making money off of this atrocity.

So these are the Vice President, the Executive Vice President and the Lead Analyst at Energy Transfer Partners, Lee Hanse, the Executive Vice President 210-403-6455; Glenn Emery is the Vice President, 210-403-6762; and the Lead Analyst, his name is Michael Walters, 713-989-2404. Make it part of your daily routine, you know, get up, put some thoughts, if you pray, if you meditate, if you’re an atheist and you just wish good thoughts, however you send that energy to them, wake up, send that energy and then call these people. Just go down the list and say your bit to each one, and then the next day when you wake up, call them back again. You’ll probably get busy signals and that’s great, that means so many people are calling. If you have time, keep calling, keep those lines jammed up so they can’t —

Malory: You can even write letters as well [crosstalk] —

Anami: You can write letter, send emails.

Malory: — writing letters to the White House, to the Governor as well of North Dakota, and that’s been raining in.

Matt Ready: And I would say, in a case like this, probably actual letters, paper letters that takes up space, it clogs up their mailbox so they have to carry it. What I often tell people in terms of activism is literally you can just like measure how much effort did it take. An email takes 2 seconds, that’s about the level of impact you’ll have, a few seconds, but if you write a letter, it has to be carried there, there’s energy, [crosstalk] —

Anami: That’s a very good point.

Matt Ready: So it’s the same thing with money, you know. Money is one thing, but do something, go to organize a group, or a protest, go to a protest, march in solidarity in whatever city you’re in, but the ultimate one [crosstalk] —

Anami: Tell people. I met somebody yesterday that has no idea that this is going on. They don’t know that Standing Rock is a place, they don’t know that there’s a pipeline going in, they don’t know that there’s people opposing it. Mainstream media is just barely starting to pick this up a little bit right now. People don’t know still, so tell people, tell people, tell people. Put it on your Facebook those that are also mutual friends of mine, you’ve seen my Facebook is been pretty kind of bombarding you guys lately, because I want to make sure that everyone knows this is happening, so that you can do something about it, whatever it is you’re able to do, if you can go there, if you can go to something in your hometown to stand up about it, if you can make these calls. On that note, tonight at 7:00 p.m. there’s an International Vigil for Standing Rock, there are locations all over the world at the same time.

Matt Ready: At 7:00 p.m. Pacific Time?

Anami: For us here in Pacific Time, here in Port Townsend it’ll be at 7:00 p.m. and it’s going to be at the Point Hudson Beach, so down there around that Point Hudson Marina, kind of near docks and Shanghai and that Campground there, right on the beach there. Look for people with candles.

Malory: And it’s worth it. I mean, even whether or not this is something that you relate with water, or seeing how people are being abused. It’s a huge thing being there and connecting, and actually like you know before you go the mindset and what’s happening, but until you actually are there, you don’t. It changes you completely. The people that you get to know that are such loving human beings, and just full of laughter and love. There was one point where we’re at a blockade waiting for the police to come up, and we’re waiting and waiting, and a bunch of teenage boys got out a hacky sack and just started playing the hacky sack in the road, and there’s still laughter going on, and you get to know these people and it changes you, and then you see them once you’ve left, and see them being abused and hurt violently, it really gets you inside. Think about if it was a friend of yours there, or a daughter, or a son, or a mom, or a dad, or aunt, uncle, grandmother, grandfather, anybody that you can connect to that relates to you, and you would see that happening to them. It’s that much more reason to help and to do anything that you can because it’s heartbreaking.

Matt Ready: Yeah. The way I relate to this is just reminding me of when I went to Hong Kong. You don’t know what it’s like until you’re with the people that are on the front line struggling for their rights. It’s one thing to see something on TV, to see someone get hurt standing up and fight for their rights, and it’s another thing to be standing there, even if you’re just being a witness to it, you are affected by the energy of it in ways you’ll never know until you’ve been there. You’ll realize you have such power. You have the power to, when you stand there and someone is getting assaulted or having force used against them while they are peacefully just trying to stand for what’s right, you realize you could actually just move your body and potentially help the effort just by possibly being in the way. It’s our ultimate power and it’s almost like as a society we need to learn this power of our bodies is incredibly important. It’s not just for the alpha males of our society to use force, we have to realize everyone has the power —

Anami: We are a force. Each one of us. Your light is —

Matt Ready: No, that’s… Wow, I didn’t even plug in the power for this.

Malory: I was actually watching a video today that somebody made about Standing Rock, about them going there to give hugs to everybody. You see it and it just gets you, and the woman speaking in it and everything that she’s saying. Even seeing people that you recognize too, that we met while we were there, and there was one point where they’re showing in the video, and this is about the power of your body and being there just to stand in for somebody, the police were pepper-spraying a man and you could just tell that he was just like, he couldn’t see, he was lost, he didn’t know what to do ’cause he was so confused, and you see this other man come in and just take him and swoop him in and get it in his face just to save this other guy. Literally, I was just in tears, because he knew he was going to get pepper-sprayed, but he went in to help another person, and it was just… It’s huge, that energy there.

Anami: Yeah, the woman who we’ve talked about earlier who, you know, they claimed she had a gun, but she had a prayer staff that was taken and she was beaten. For them to get to her, she was in the center of a whole bunch of people, crowded around her, protecting her, and the police in order to get to her, had to pull each one of these people off and arrest her, and they were all willing to be in the way, because having that [indecipherable 01:04:32] up there is a part of their prayer that they’re putting their, that’s part of trying to stop it in that way, with that energy, and they were all there defending that part of it. Everybody coming in together to defend each other, to defend the idea, and to defend the sacred objects, which the whole place is a sacred object that is trying to be defended, it’s just — yeah, watching people put themselves in danger to help somebody else.

Malory: You even hear it too. We talked to one Elder, her name was Joy [crosstalk]. We talked to her a lot, and she was always, everyday, at the front line, right there ready, and she would tell us, “I’m going to stand here all day through the night, and if I have to be the first taken, I’ll be the first taken, but I’m standing here not only for our rights and for our land, but for my people and for the future generations, for my grandkids, and the kids who are going to learn from this and see this,” and it was such a powerful thing just hearing her say that, and she was just a force. You could tell that everybody there respected her because of that, and her being at the front line, they took care of her, they’d come up and you could see and just holding her and her holding them, and just this emotional bond and connection. It was amazing. If she needed anything, here comes a seat, a chair so she could still be at the front line! Take a break and sit there, but still physically be there. If she needed a sweater or a blanket — it is amazing that bond and the connection and the support. It’s massive.

Matt Ready: I guess one more thing to frame when out there wondering about going to a protest area like this, in my experience, it is extra powerful when elders, women and children, young people, it changes the dynamic with the alpha male force that’s coming down when they see —

Anami: Well, it should. In this instance, it has not. They’re not being more gentle because there’s no Elders there, they’re not being more gentle because it’s a line of grandmama’s right there. They’re beating them and spraying them in the face with mace. There like — little old ladies, people, they’re spraying little old ladies with mace! It’s unconscionable, sound weapons, they’ve got — it’s just… [takes a deep breath] Sorry. On that note, if you are going, don’t forget goggles, a respirator-these will help keep the mace out of your face.

Matt Ready: If you going to the front lines.

Anami: I would say, whether or not you go. We were going to go and get information for everybody. We didn’t really have any intention of going to the front line. It’s really hard not to go up there —

[Laughter]

Malory: Specially when they’re calling on the [indecipherable 01:07:53] phone. It’s like, “Get up there now! Get up!”

[Laughter]

Anami: And then once you’re there, it’s really hard to leave, and it’s really hard to want to be — you want to be right up front standing with everybody else ’cause they’re standing up there, standing with each other and you just want to help. Anyway, because it’s good to have, and if you don’t need it, you can send it — like if you’re like, “I’m going back to the support camp and I’m not going to be right here right now, take this equipment.” So you need earplugs for the LRAD, you need goggles and a respirator for the mace, and that is probably really helpful. This was something that totally slipped my mind when I was packing. As you’re sitting there waiting for the cops, I was like, everybody was putting in their ear plugs, and I’m like, “This is something we probably should not have forgotten.”

Malory: Also a pen. Many people have it, but just in case, because they do yell out the number for the legal lawyer there, and you write it on your body while you’re waiting there. This woman yells it, repeats it, yells it. Normally there’s people handing pens around, but just in case it’s always nice ’cause you don’t know.

Matt Ready: A Sharpie for writing on your arm.

Anami: Yes, exactly, ’cause if you do get arrested, there legal defense come, the defense group will come to your defense. There is not always money to pay all bails, so you might have to pay your own bail, so again, if you want to help — and like right now 117 people just got arrested and a lot of those people probably don’t have that $500 that gets them out of jail, so if you have that and you can bail somebody out, or you can donate to the legal defense funds so they can bail people out, please do that. That’s the thing, like the protectors have each other’s back, and if you go there, you’re a protector, and they have your back. There’s things to help mitigate that risk.

Matt Ready: Well, we are 15 minutes past the time we said we would stop, so is there anything, a last thing you want to say before —

Anami: I just want to run through our bullet points to make sure we covered everything like, we got back and we said, “What’s the most important things we need to make sure everybody knows?” and so I just want to run through and make sure that we’ve covered all those with you.

Matt Ready: [Indecipherable 01:10:15]

Malory: [Laughs] I actually drove myself, but yeah.

Anami: If you have to go, do you want to say anything before I cover this stuff?

Malory: Yeah. If you go and be a body, please do. If not, support in any way you can and spread it like wildfire, like really put out there; Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, any social media that you’re on. Put it out there, and also make sure it’s the right information, that you’re sharing the right accurate information. That’s the biggest thing, ’cause there’s a lot of media that’s putting out fabricated lies [laughs] and so we really want to succeed. If you could help in any way, that would be fantastic.

Matt Ready: Awesome.

Malory: We come together as one!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: You’re going to take off?

Malory: I am, yes.

Matt Ready: Thank you so much.

Anami: Thank you so much for coming.

Matt Ready: Thank you so much.

Malory: I appreciate it.

Anami: So the things that we wanted to make sure we cover every time we talk about this, what we’re saying, don’t fear monger, like we were on a thread where people were talking and a woman was like, well, I met somebody who’s a Fed and once I heard this was going on I called him to see it and he was saying people should leave for their own safety. Don’t spread propaganda. If it came from the police, if it came from the Feds, if it came from — they’re trying to get people to leave, so don’t say, “Hey, it’s scary, it’s going to be really scary, you should leave for your own safety.” People know where they’re going if they’re going there. Don’t tell them not to go, don’t try and make them afraid to be there, because the police and the authorities would really like people to go away, and would like there to be people to be scared. So don’t scared. Like I said, there’s Elders right there on the line, you have no reason to be scared.

Matt Ready: Also, if someone is deciding to go to a place like this, it is a big deal on their life. I would say, if you’re a friend of someone that’s going there, honor that and tell them thank you, encourage them, say you’re going to pray for them, or wish them well, and say what can you do to help support them? Financial support, often people could use that to help them on a trip like that.

Anami: Yeah, but don’t naysay them. If you hear things on the Martin County Sheriff Facebook, they’ve been putting out totally unconscionable lies, a DAPL person was arrested by the Bureau of Indian Affairs after he came and tried to pose as a protector with an AK AR-15, I think, not an AK, an AR-15, so he tried to drive in with his truck with this gun so that he could, with his bandana, go pretend to be a protector, so that they looked like they were armed, so then they can use force, right? This is, again, attempted murder, because he’s trying to get the police to shoot these people, and he worked for DAPL. His name is [laughs] Kyle Thompson, he came on and they saw the gun, they diverted his vehicle from the road, he got out and he ran, the people followed him, and some people you hear in the live feed, people are yelling at him, and other people just shush them because they’re using non-violent techniques, so you don’t want to yell, you don’t want to have a brush, and they actually talked him down to convince him to give over his gun and he was arrested by Indian Affairs. Martin County Sheriff said a man on the reservation with a gun was arrested. They don’t say it was a DAPL person, they don’t say it was the Bureau of Indian Affairs that arrested him, they make it sound the opposite.

They’re trying to spread that misinformation, and also, again the rumors, if you’re talking to somebody who says, “I saw this with my eyes,” or you see it on like a live feed and you physically see it happening, and not just that you see it, but that you understand what you’re looking at without assumptions, like “I think this must be this camp,” if you don’t know which camp it is, don’t go around and tell people what camp it was. If you don’t know, because you saw, or it hadn’t come directly from the horse’s mouth, somebody who was there, somebody who saw it, “Well, I heard from somebody that heard from somebody that heard from somebody…” that might not be the real story, so the gossip is crazy, you know, “I heard this, and I heard this!” Try not to spread that stuff unless it’s first hand stuff that you’re talking about, and then I like to try and illustrate, you know, like “This is what I heard from this person, or this source,” or, you know, when I was talking earlier about the person who was taken and everybody was wondering and then I said, “Well, the third person who was there said…” and so I’m being really clear with you guys. I didn’t see this, but I talked to the person who was that third person, and that’s where that information comes from. Really try and know where the information is coming from so we’re not spreading rumors.

Another thing that is really important right now, is everybody wants to help and so they’re sending lots of stuff, people are like, “I’m renting a U-Haul, and I’m going to fill it with everybody’s donations and take it.” One of the first things — ’cause we brought stuff too, they need food, they need clothes, they need tents, we collected all this stuff from all over and we brought it there and we get directed to the supply tents, and the first thing we realized is, as we open it we’re like, “Oh, we have these donations,” and the people actually groaned, they’re like, “Uggh,” Their food supply tent is so full, there is no more room right now. There will be a point where they will need more food donations, but right now there’s not enough places to store it, it’s going into winter, the stuff is going to get wrecked, and it’s really hard to manage the stuff you need when you have a bunch of extra stuff to deal with. Even more so with the stuff.

There were eight canopies, big car port canopies full of stuff, like here’s the men’s canopy, the coat canopy, the women’s canopy, the children’s canopy, all these canopies of stuff and then in front of each canopy there’s one or two small tents with that stuff in it, and then in front of those tents, there’s piles of stuff kind of covered by tarps but they don’t even really have enough tarps to cover that extra stuff. So stop sending stuff. We brought a Sub-Zero sleeping bag, and without knowing what we were doing, and you know, we’re trying to help, we don’t know what we’re doing, so we dropped it off there and realized later that was not a very helpful thing to do. We should have found someone who needed a Sub-Zero sleeping bag and given it to them. So if you are bringing useful stuff like Sub-Zero sleeping bags, 4-season tents, if you have that really nice wool coat or really good gloves, or hats, again that’s in really nice condition and is able to handle below 20 weather, yeah! Then bring that stuff, but find a person that needs it, ’cause once it goes into those piles of stuff, you can’t find the good stuff ’cause there’s so much useless stuff, summer tents, and shorts, and t-shirts, and it’s like people are sending the Goodwill bag.

One of the Elders there at the meeting, Johnny, he said, “We don’t need 600 left boots,” and at this point a lot of stuff is a left boot, so what they do need, which you can also get the most up-to-date needs list on indigenousrising.org, also sacredstonecamp.org I believe also has a superb updated list, and you’ll notice none of those say clothes, or they’re not asking for food right now, like these things without a place to store it, it becomes a liability, especially now they’re kind of condense camps, where does all this stuff go? And who’s going to move it there? How are they going to manage that? Right now, everyone’s doing more functional things, they’re cooking food for people, or they’re standing at the front line, there’s nobody who has the time to sit there and sort through piles and piles of clothes and sleeping bag to determine what is flimsy nylon and what is actually going to be warm. So stop sending that stuff.

What they do need is solar power equipment, generators, wood stoves, wood stove parts, but again it’s got to fit the wood stove, so if you send a bunch of random wood stove parts that might not fit the wood stoves they have, it’s way better to give them money, because then they can go to Bismarck and buy the exact sizes and types and things they need. Rocket mass heaters, these would be really great there and nobody has any of them, I don’t know if a lot of you know what these are? It’s a super efficient wood-burning heat element, that makes a large amount of heat with just little twigs and sticks, so those of you out there that know what a rocket mass heater is and you know how to make them out of propane tanks, they need those.

Also if you have the skills, you can also make rocket mass heaters out of cinder blocks and mud and stuff, so if you have those skills and you can go there right now, I didn’t meet anybody there who knows how to build those, if I could have stayed longer I would have been building them and building them and building them.

Matt Ready: You know how to build them?

Anami: In theory yes. I have got the supplies together and started to make one, but then my heating needs change and I didn’t end up having to make it, but I did a lot of research and I feel like I could make one, but especially for those of you who have actually made them before and know how to make them, you can make them out of 55 [indecipherable 01:19:55], you can make them out of propane tanks, but basically it’s a way to superheat charge burn very small amounts of wood, so it’s like better than a wood stove with less exhaust and it takes less wood, so that would be super useful out there right now.

They need radios, like two-way FRS radios, they need batteries, double A triple A mostly for the radios and for other stuff. If you have access to giant arctic tents, those ones that are made for being in Antarctica, they’re huge, they’re like football-field size, so that people can put their tents and their kitchens inside, and again that community where the camp then is in that tent and is warm, and is all together. They really need, and this is a big ask, but if there’s somebody out there that has access to shipping containers or semi-truck trailers, right now they really need two to four semi-truck trailers or shipping containers, so that they can put shower and bathroom blocks in them for the winter. The porta potties that they use, which have been working great so far and they’re very clean and well maintained, but they’re going to freeze and the Elders are saying they don’t really want to keep using them in the winter ’cause you have to put anti- freeze in them and then that gets dumped and it just makes them more toxic. They’re already kind of a little bit toxic, that makes them more toxic. With the semi-truck trailers or the shipping containers they can build showers, they can have holding tanks, have toilets, so that’s really, really useful right now if anybody out there has that ability to bring those, that would be great.

Yeah, call the numbers, post bail if you can, donate money if you can, but more than that, do something, do an action locally, go there and stand with them, make the calls, spread the word, tell people, not rumors but actual information that you’ve verified. We’re going to be, Malory and I are going to be doing some talks here locally, we’re going to try and set something up with the Heritage Center in Port Angeles to do something there, we’re going to get a sponsorship from Ichikawa that is going to let us use some of their space to do a presentation this Thursday at the Boiler Room Open Mic at 7:00, it’s a show that I host and this week it’s going to be all Standing Rock. Not entirely, if people want to play music there, that will be there too, but that’s on my mind and that’s what I’m going to talk about, and we don’t always have a lot of people signing up for that open mic, so there’s a lot of time for questions, if anybody wants to come ask questions, if anybody wants to come here about our experiences, but most importantly if they want to hear about information about how to help functionally.

The information that we are sharing came from Joye Braun, who is the Lead Frontline organized from Indigenous Environmental Network. We also spoke to people at the media tent. I’m trying to remember who told me and I can share their name, and who said not to. They guy from Legal who only wants to be known as Legal Noah, he doesn’t want his actual name out there. Hay [as heard] for Media, just the first name, warriors on the front line did not want to share their names but they had a lot of good information for us. And Johnny and a few other Elders and 6th generation grandson of Sitting Bull and his name is very complicated, same name as Sitting Bull’s father’s name and without looking it up I’m not going to tear it apart [laughs]. That’s where this information is coming from, mostly from these people and asking around in the camps, but these are where most of our definitive information is coming from. [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Thank you so much for coming here, sharing this information, thank most of all for going there and it’s absolutely awesome, inspiring, and it’s what everyone needs to do, thousands —

Anami: The action is awesome and inspiring. I don’t actually want to be thankful because I feel like I left before I was most needed [Anami breaks down in tears]. We were just a few hours outside when everything got shut down and we wanted to turn around and go back and we couldn’t, because all the roads were shut, so… Go there! Go help! That’s the thing to do. Mni Wiconi! Water is life!

Matt Ready: All right, so we’ll wrap it up there. Thank you so much, anyone that tuned in, feel free to share the video and share anything of value, of front line live feeds from Stand Rock’s front line. That share button is very powerful, it makes whatever you’ve seen in your social media feed go out to everyone of your friends. It’s a way to make things go viral.

Anami: Well, it doesn’t, because the algorithm, it doesn’t go to all of your friends, so share it, share again, share it again, and they’re pulling videos down, so the more you share it, the better chance that your friends are going to see it. Facebook is very tied in with the people that would like the oil and gas industry to have free reign and so they do like to — like things will disappear, videos that you post will disappear, so you know, maybe people will get annoyed that you keep share, share, sharing, but it’s really the only way to get that algorithm to get it to all of your friends. I hope we see you tonight at the vigil, at Point Hudson Beach at 7:00 p.m.

Matt Ready: All right. We’ll wrap there. Thank you very much and cut, but we’re still rolling so I have to turn it off.

Anami: Oh, you have to actually [crosstalk].

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Thanks everyone!

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The Mindful Activist – Episode ? with Justine

The Mindful Activist – Justine

Justine: It’s a good light.

Matt Ready: It’s pretty good! I mean, it’s pretty extra harsh but… All right. Thank you for being a guest on my webcast.

Justine: You’re welcome.

Matt Ready: Would you like to introduce yourself to the world?

Justine: My name is Justine and I am 29, and I am a social worker and case manager for the chronically homeless and drug-addicted population in Port Townsend.

Matt Ready: Okay! How much time do we have for this interview? You’ve got to get to —

Justine: [No, we have…]

Matt Ready: — work? It’s …

Justine: Oh, we have some time. I’m a little surprised. Well, it depends like on how long it will take us to get back to your place. I think it’ll take me like 10 minutes to get to the court from here.

Matt Ready: Okay. So we could do —

Justine: So yeah! It’s a court day.

Matt Ready: — a 15-minute…

Justine: I’ll be in court today. Fifteen minutes.

Matt Ready: All right. Okay. So yes, you’re going to Drug Court today. What is Drug Court?

Justine: So Drug Court is a therapeutic court program where it kind of encompasses the whole overcrowded prison population, so instead of just sending drug addicts with felonies to prison, we try to rehabilitate them depending on their crime, and so it’s a huge thing in personal responsibility and owning your actions, and going to 12-step meetings, and building kind of a sense of community with a great deal of humility ’cause participants really have to look hard at themselves and why they are addicted and, more often than not, they come from pretty poverty stricken environments. It’s — in the court programs, anyway, rarely is there someone who is wealthier in the court program like that, so I will—when I go—my role in this is to house them because they generally come out of jail, [00:02:15 which they go and do outreach], which I’ll be doing today. I go and pick them up in the jails and put them in a clean and sober shelter that I run and —

Matt Ready: You run the —

Justine: Yeah!

Matt Ready: — clean and sober shelter?

Justine: The clean and sober shelter is mine.

Matt Ready: How many employees or staff does that place have?

Justine: So I have two monitors that stay down at the cabins to kind of make sure that it stays clean and sober and it doesn’t just become a kind of a shitty slummy place. It already has that reputation because it’s a shelter for drug-addicted people, so the goal is to lessen that and they will stay there, you know, it can be up to two years but I try to use it as a shelter, which is like a 90-day kind of turnover but, I mean, due to other kind of economic factors, it will often be like a year-and-a-half to two years that some of them will stay there to try and find housing, ’cause they’re all — some of them are extremely poor, living on very, very low incomes, and have kids, and it creates a barrier as far as getting to work and, well, who’s going to watch their kids and… So it’s a crazy web of case-managerial problem-solving.

Matt Ready: Wow! And so is there enough clean and sober shelter in this area for the population that needs it?

Justine: No. No, but it’s… There’s not enough shelter for people in the area if they need it because when I go and do outreach in the jails I’m just thinking, “I don’t know where I’m going to put all these people,” and it’s kind of in my description to house of them, to figure out how to house people who have chronic recidivist jail records, so…

Matt Ready: So criminal issues —

Justine: Criminal usually like drug-induced [crosstalk]

Matt Ready: And mental health.

Justine: And mental health. Very much so. Rarely is it in this area anyway. Sometimes it’s malicious and awful and you don’t necessarily — there are no resources to rehabilitate that. We luck out with having drug and mental health court but it’s true that Jefferson County Jail is probably the biggest Mental Health Ward, for lack of a better term, than… And then I try to take them and put them in my shelter, and they get you aid by a drug and alcohol facility, the treatment facility, and so then they’re inpatient and outpatient, and it’s a long road of rehabilitation. But it’s gratifying in that you, literally, when people can succeed in it, it’s a… You truly get to watch kind of a neurological rewiring to find out who homeless drug-addicted people really are and how they cope with mental health and having several disorders diagnosed, or maybe just having one and managing it with drugs for many years, and being homeless, it’s a really — it’s a total 180 from who they are when you rehabilitate them to who they become as higher-functioning people.

Matt Ready: Well, so do you enjoy that work?

Justine: It can be exhaustive, it can be really frustrating, it can be difficult in the sense that, if I kind of have like a two-strike policy at the shelter, like you have a hot UA once —

Matt Ready: Hot UA. Aren’t they all hot?

[Laughter]

Justine: Well, meth only stays in your system like two or three days, so sometimes you don’t always catch them and —

Matt Ready: Do they have to be completely clean from the UA, like any type of drug at all?

Justine: Unfortunately, that’s what the Mental Health and Drug Court standards are; they have to remain absolutely clean and sober from anything, whether it be marijuana, whether it be meth, heroin, mushrooms, LSD, whatever, they can’t have any of it, alcohol… Those are the stipulations of the court. I mean, they have to — it’s pretty stringent. They have — often times, they are trying to get a felony off of their record, you know? That’s the point of it, so… in the grand scheme, anyway.

Matt Ready: So thanks to you, I did attend a couple of the Mental Health Court —

Justine: You did.

Matt Ready: — and even the Mental Health Court graduation, which I found the whole experience completely inspiring. It just felt like, wow! I did not know the court system could be so rejuvenative.

Justine: Yeah!

Matt Ready: So is this a very common type of program to have in the country, do you know?

Justine: It depends on funding. There are mental health and there are definitely Drug Courts. Drug Court is like I think about a 25-year-old program. Mental Health Court is newer, I think. But there are mental health programs, I think Kitsap County has one, I think… I’m not sure Clallam has one. I don’t know if they have Mental Health Court, but it saves [unclear 00:08:28] kind of another really; a great facet about it is that it saves a lot of taxpayer money. So if you do a cost analysis in terms of what it costs to have someone in jail, like a recidivist way, Emergency Services like the ER, interactions with the police, and then you juxtapose that with what treatment costs are and court costs, then it’s a huge difference to keep someone in a rehabilitated like service-wraparound program because it’s not going to be as much in Medicaid funds, the taxpayers pay, it’s just way less expensive. You always need money for case management with it, for, you know, gas cards and things like that because, again, we’re not dealing with anyone in the middle class. It’s pretty much deep poverty that you’re working through. And it’s not always, but that’s more often than not. That’s the case.

Matt Ready: I’m playing with a little camera setup here.

Justine: But you asked if I enjoy the work and if I like the work, and I have a hard time like really thinking — I don’t know what else I would really do. I think I enjoy the challenge of it. I appreciate sitting in a jail interview room and talking to someone. That’s probably my favorite time to talk to people, is when we’re in the jail.

Matt Ready: I bet they’re pretty real. I mean, they’re pretty real when somebody has grabbed you and put you in a prison cell. I’ve been to — I taught meditation in a prison in the Intensive Management Unit, so I was teaching meditation to six guys who were brought in on chains and chained to these metal desks, and I’m like, “Hey! Let’s meditate!”

Justine: Yeah!

Matt Ready: But yeah, you have to, you know — it’s like Mike Tyson says, “Everyone has a plan until they’re punched in the face.” It’s like everyone feels they understand life until they are punched in the face and put in shackles.

Justine: Yeah!

Matt Ready: Then they’re like, “Oh! Look at this!”

[Laughter]

Justine: It’s true!

Matt Ready: “Look what’s going on!”

Justine: That’s really true. I mean, so with addict behavior, you know, you’ll have an appointment scheduled and they will just never show up, they will run it on their own and do anything they can to get their fix, right? And so when you catch them after they’ve been caught, it is the best time to sit and talk to someone because it’s a very, I mean — first, rarely do people go and visit them at the jail, have someone to come visit them and sit and just say, “So what are your plans?”

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Justine: If you didn’t have to work so hard, like if everything was easy and you could snap your fingers and have the life you wanted, like, what would that be? And you’d be surprised how often, like, they have — they rarely will have any answer. They’re like, “I’ve never even thought about it,” because you live in survival, and when you live in survival you can’t think about what do you want your life to look like. So I love posing that question. Like, “You don’t have to tell me now but I want to know, eventually.”

Matt Ready: Oh, man! I’d love the idea of someone like you sitting me down, like, “What’s your plan in life? Tell me?” That’s like therapy. I guess that is kind of what you do.

Justine: I do. What do you… if everything was easy, that’s usually how I pose it; if everything was easy and you didn’t have to shuffle your way through all of this grime and muck and suffering, like, what would you do? What would you be doing if you ever had the chance to dream about your own life? I mean, and even if they haven’t, you just kind of plant the seed there. You can’t always, I mean, it’s not always going to grow but you try.

Matt Ready: And so then if they do participate in the Mental Health Court or the Drug Court, and we probably should explain this to the audience that this is not like court where they decide how long you’re going to jail.

Justine: No.

Matt Ready: They put you through a program. You attend this court—you’re not in jail—you’re attending this court on a weekly basis and you come in every week and the judge and this amazing group of people sit in the jury box, but not as jurors, they sit as advocates and experts in the — like you sit in the jury [crosstalk] —

Justine: Service providers and… I do! I sit in jury box.

Matt Ready: Police officers…

Justine: Yeah! And we do! We have sheriffs and police there, which I think is the coolest part, and why it’s such a special thing is that the participants gain a whole… like a brand new respect for law-enforcement, and law-enforcement doesn’t view the Mental Health Court participants in the same they’re just a shitbag, put them in jail kind of way. They sit there weekly and they watch what people go through, and they have to — like the police officers and the sheriff’s officers have to sit there and look at who these people are —

Matt Ready: Hear their stories.

Justine: — and the participants have to do the same thing. They have to really acknowledge what the police have to deal with on a daily basis and, you know, that there is good in what they do; there is a serve and protect; corrupt, though, I mean, that certainly can be but it’s something that they really have to face each other, and often times it’s really great. Some Drug and Mental Health Court participants will invite their arresting officer to the graduation.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Justine: And it’s the coolest thing ever!

Matt Ready: It must be extraordinary for you to see a person go from you meeting them in jail to going through this program and getting their life together. I can’t — I mean, that’s such a… I’m sure —

Justine: It’s really hard sometimes. It’s really, really, really hard but…

Matt Ready: And not everyone makes it through successfully.

Justine: Nope. And so I try and I think certain, I mean, programs are kind of moving in more of a harm-reduction path but, at the same time, harm reduction is the trickiest balance because you don’t want it to say like, “You can do whatever the fuck you want and walk all over me,” ’cause you just keep allowing this person to, you know, behave in a destructive manner, but you don’t just immediately punish them for everything. Like, rarely, if I have someone who is living in my cabins and they get picked up ’cause they’ve been using, and they get put in jail and when I go visit them, I’m not going to sit there and lay on a whole bunch of lecture. I’m just going to say, “So what are you doing? What happened? Just tell me what happened?” And I guess that’s the most important question in social work, is what happened, like on a grand scale, holistically, what happened? Not what the fuck is wrong with you. [Laughs] It’s more like, “What the fuck happened to you, and all of a sudden for you to [shot up] a bunch of heroin when you had all this clean time. So what happened?”

Matt Ready: This is great.

Justine: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: This is great ’cause you and I have been talking about you hosting future episodes of this podcast, and we’re going to do it publicly. We’re going to do it actually in public areas where we are going to invite people to talk with us, and you basically can bring this therapy to the world. You can say to humanity, “What happened? Is this what you want?” [Laughs].

Justine: Right! Well, what happened? is a powerful. It allows you to examine environmental factors. It allows you to examine the idea that this behavior doesn’t come from nowhere. It’s something, like the phrase what fires together, wires together. So what fires is the action that you follow through with, and what wires together is your neurological pathway that says, “This is something…” It creates an experience so, I mean, even as a little baby, you’re learning to walk. What fires together, being the walking, and your brain, and your body working together is what fires together; and then that wires together. So wires in your brain and you do it.

And so, for addicts, you have to take that wiring; their what fires together wires together neurological wiring after years of drug use or, not even quite years necessarily ’cause you get some young kids, but you have to kind of take that and then rewire it, rewire that neurological fire to appropriate behavior, to self-aware behavior, to I feel like I’m about to go up on a manic swing and do a bunch of meth so to kind of manage it, how do I come back to a more medium place rather than going up on this manic high and being crazy destructive and doing a bunch of drugs to kind of cope with it and medicate it? Like, I mean, ’cause my God! Bipolar, and meth, and heroin, or any kind of schizoaffective disorder, anything with fixed delusion is not [laughs] — that’s a — drugs and any kind of serious mental disorder like that are the recipe for disaster. And so you take it and you try to help people become aware of their behaviors, and teach them to manage it and say, “I’m feeling this way. How do I manage it? Do I reach out to someone? Do I go schedule a therapy appointment? Do I call the crisis line? Do I see if someone, anyone, is available that I know I can talk to?” Other than just turning to kind of addictive behavior and using drugs, which… that’s not helpful ’cause then they have to explain to the court why they were using drugs or what they did.

So that’s kind of how Mental Health Court works, is that we — a team of us get together and we staff participants and then we are all on the same page as service providers. And then, after that’s done, all of the participants come in, and they go up in front of the judge and explain, like, talk about how their week’s been, how they’re feeling… Judge Landes is amazing. She’s a former social worker and I didn’t know that but it was really cool so it kind of — it gives a lot of context to her, why she is really good at what she does. And so, yeah, they come up and explain to the judge what your week’s been like, how they’re feeling, what they’ve been dealing with, they have to do homework assignments in which they have to get pretty introspective and they read it to the court. It’s a big deal because myself, as someone who’s someone who’s pretty like tightly-wound in terms of my own privacy, like, you have to bury your soul and like spill all your shit out on the table and be like, “Yup! That’s what it looks like!” And it’s not always fun but it’s — I mean, it tries to foster an environment of not [real] lack of judgment, interestingly enough, in a courtroom, like a lack of judgment from peers and service providers, but it’s a pretty special thing.

Matt Ready: Cool.

Justine: And then with Drug Court, the defense attorneys, and the treatment providers staff them, and I just go in and listen every Thursday and talk with them afterwards and see what do they need, like, check in, how’s everything going.

Matt Ready: Cool!

Justine: Please, don’t end up in jail next week because I’m going to go and see you and ask you, “What happened?” [Laughs]. There’s catharsis in answering what happened.

Matt Ready: Thank you for doing that work. I have a feeling it’s a program that could be used everywhere and your type of support.

Justine: It’s pretty special. It’s a lot of fun, like, it’s very satisfying to see people graduate in the end and be who they really are, you know, what their potential is more, rather than just being recidivist drug-addicted messes.

Matt Ready: All right! So we will — I’m sure we’ll talk more about such things at a later date. How do you feel about potentially hosting a show?

Justine: It will be fun. I will look forward to that.

Matt Ready: Yeah?

Justine: That will be great. Yeah!

Matt Ready: Okay. Well, I think we’ll wrap up. This is your first little interview, a little glimpse into what you do and your perspective.

Justine: Yup!

Matt Ready: All right!

Justine: Very much so.

Matt Ready: All right. Until next time.

Justine: Until next time. Thank you, Matthew.

Matt Ready: Thank you.

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The Mindful Activist Episode 6 – Jack Cooley and this wacky world

The Mindful Activist Episode 6 – Jack Cooley and this wacky world

 

[Mushroom Skies by Free Range OverGround plays]

Matt Ready: [00:00:12] All right. Hey, out there on our various cameras, Facebook Live, our awesome audience of four people! This is The Mindful Activist—a podcast. This is episode six. My name is Matt Ready. I’m the host. My guest today is Jack Cooley III.

Jack Cooley: It’s true.

Matt Ready: I am an activist, the founder of the Global Consensus Project, the developer of thehive1.net software, also an elected politician here in Jefferson County, I am an elected Hospital Commissioner. So yeah, we’re going to jump into it and we’re going to go an hour and then there might be, if we want to talk —

Jack Cooley: Sure!

Matt Ready: — the official show will be an hour and we can keep going for a little bit after if you want. So, as so as I said, joined today by Jack Cooley III, a good friend of mine for… How many years now?

Jack Cooley: I guess it’s been about eight years?

Matt Ready: Really? That long?

Jack Cooley: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Eight years! Jeez! Wow! We work together at the local hospital in various ways, in different departments.

Jack Cooley: Yep.

Matt Ready: But how would you like to introduce yourself to this vast audience.

Jack Cooley: Oh, man! Okay. Well, I’m Jack. I’m a ne’er-do-well rapscallion and general layabout. I perform, I drift, you know, I’m going back and forth between calling myself a willfully unemployed and semi-retired. I haven’t decided which one I like better but…

Matt Ready: Okay. So let’s see. A ne’er-do-well, I mean, what’s a ne’er-do-well?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Rapscallion… There were several things in there that —

Jack Cooley: I do things that generally… what’s a good way to put it? I’m not a rule follower or a person who does what’s expected.

Matt Ready: Not a rule follower or someone who does what’s expected. Okay.

Jack Cooley: Does that sound accurate to you?

Matt Ready: Uh, yes.

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: I would definitely say that is my experience. So you’re saying you like authority being held over you.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Yeah, I’m a real Trump guy.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: No. I’m not a fan of any sort of authoritarianism. I don’t think that — for some people, that makes a lot of sense. Some people really need to be directed on what they should be doing and how they should think, and that’s just not really my jam.

Jack Cooley: Okay. All right. Well, before I get into the standard line of questioning that [unclear 00:03:17] I remembered one technical thing I need to do, so I’m going to do that, which I need to reach back here and hit record on that.

Jack Cooley: And what is this?

Matt Ready: So this is the… this is actually the Zoom software. It’s a live video conference software. So technically 50 people could join right now —

Jack Cooley: We could just have drop-ins right behind us. Okay.

Matt Ready: Yes. We could.

Jack Cooley: I like that.

Matt Ready: But the only way they would do that is if they actually had the link to the Zoom, and so I’m going to post that also right now on Facebook, in case any crazy person wants to do that. All these little technical details!

[Matt sets up the equipment]

Jack Cooley: You know, if you had some sort of like teenage producer, they could be doing that for you.

Matt Ready: Indeed! Indeed!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: If I had a…

Jack Cooley: Like an intern of some sort.

Matt Ready: …an intern or an apprentice of some sort, that would be very helpful. Maybe something like that will happen.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Hint, hint! Okay. So let’s go into the standard question.

Jack Cooley: Okay.

Matt Ready: Do you consider yourself an activist?

Jack Cooley: No. Short answer. No. I’m not sure that I could give a long answer, even. I don’t consider myself an activist.

Matt Ready: So what — so when you’re saying, “No,” what is that you’re thinking of — how is an activist different from you?

Jack Cooley: I do not try to affect change on large or small scales. I do not actively try to change people’s actions or opinions.

Matt Ready: Okay. So do you do you feel like the way the world works, the way power works in the world, the way, you know, when I think of power, I think of the way governments work, you know, in our country and around the world, do you think they’re functioning in a good way?

Jack Cooley: No! Not really. But, you know, I don’t think they ever have [laughs].

Matt Ready: Do you think they could function in a healthier way than they function?

Jack Cooley: That’s a good question. I suppose, theoretically, sure. Practically, maybe not so much just because seven billion people, seven billion different ideas of the way things should be, there’s no one right answer.

Matt Ready: Are there better answers? Are some answers better than others?

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: At the risk of invalidating someone else’s opinion, I would say that, sure! For any one person there is an answer that is right.

Matt Ready: But you don’t personally feel drawn to try to affect how power works in the world on the big scale.

Jack Cooley: No. Not particularly.

Matt Ready: Are you affected — do you have significant sort of power dynamics that work on the small scale in your individual life, in any frame, whether it’s professional, or work, or community, or anything like that?

Jack Cooley: I suppose. I don’t think I fully understand what you’re asking.

Matt Ready: Like… Well, why don’t we go to my second line of questioning and it sort of goes [unclear 00:07:06] this —

Jack Cooley: Sure!

Matt Ready: — which is, how are you in power struggles? Do you often find yourself in any sort of power struggle where anyone is trying particularly to exercise power over you?

Jack Cooley: I don’t often find myself in power-struggle type situations. I react differently to different situations, as does everybody else. Everybody likes to think that they’ll behave a certain way in the future when something happens, but between the three options of fight, flight, or freeze, you never know how you will react until you’re actually in a moment. There have been situations where I’ve been very quiet and allowed things to happen that I could have stepped in and stopped; there’ve been situations that became unnecessarily violent. Things [may] happen.

Matt Ready: Okay. Interesting. So it sounds like you’ve got a few different stories.

Jack Cooley: And we probably don’t want to share too many of them.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: You’ve had a colorful life.

Jack Cooley: I have…

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: …had a colorful life. It’s true.

Matt Ready: Well, what if someone was raising their voice to you in… is it —

[Matt and Jack look at each other for a moment]

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: I’m amused because I — knowing you the way I do, you like these hypothetical situations.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. I like real situations too. I like real stories.

Jack Cooley: Sure. You know, it’s all dependent on the situation. Sometimes it’s really easy to let somebody just blow off steam and it’s like, “Okay. Well, you feel like you need to be loud and assertive right now, and I’m going to let that happen.” If there’s not an immediate danger posed, then, you know, let somebody vent. That’s fine.

Matt Ready: Does it trigger emotions if someone’s getting loud like that, particularly towards you in your presence? I mean, I personally — I’m usually emotionally triggered [when I’m with a…], you know, someone complained about me using that work but, you know.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Well, it’s a mimetic phrase these days [triggered]. Well, yeah. I mean, everything triggers emotions, whether it’s somebody being loud or somebody whispering in your ear. It changes the chemicals in your brain and stuff happens.

Matt Ready: So is it an effective strategy, if we want Jack Cooley to do something, for us to raise our voice and say…

Jack Cooley: No! An effective strategy is to encourage me not to do it.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Tell me I’m not allowed! —

Matt Ready: Reverse psychology.

Jack Cooley: — And I’m like, “Well, fuck you!”

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: I’m kind of like perpetually 17 years old in that sense [laughs]. If you tell me I’m not allowed to do something, I’m very likely to do it.

[00:10:06]

[Banging sounds outside]

Jack Cooley: Wind’s blowing.

Matt Ready: Yeah. The wind is blowing everywhere. So that must frustrate people that like to exercise power around you.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. I’m kind of a dick like that.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I see.

Jack Cooley: That might be why people stop asking me to do things at work, actually.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. Did that happen?

Jack Cooley: Oh, overtime, sure! But, you know, it’s — I’m also quick to share my opinions and point out when people have been repeatedly wrong about something and encouraging us to stop listening to them [laughs].

Matt Ready: All right. Well, I’ve exhausted the two questions —

Jack Cooley: Okay.

Matt Ready: — that I ask people.

Jack Cooley: We’re all out of questions. It’s been a great show!

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: Thank you all for coming. How many do we have now?

Matt Ready: I think there was a comment by Rosanna: “If he’s not drawn to create change, what is he drawn to?” What the heck do you care [about]?

Jack Cooley: Oh! What am I drawn to?

Matt Ready: Oh! And, “How do you feel afterward when you did not step in and could have?” So she actually listened to your [other answers].

Jack Cooley: Oh! Sure! How I felt afterwards? I don’t know. I mean, you go through a myriad of emotions. I don’t really dwell in…

Matt Ready: You need to scoot a little closer. Facebook can’t see your whole body.

Jack Cooley: Well, it’s more comfortable over here. There’s something to lean on!

Jack Cooley: [Laughs]. Yes.

Matt Ready: It’s weird if I lean on you.

Matt Ready: Well, we can adjust all the cameras.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: For not stepping into situations, yeah, I’m not — I don’t really feel any regret over not doing anything. Sometimes things happen.

Matt Ready: Well, what kind of — I mean, I would think it depends on the kind of situation. If it’s, you know, if you’re like near a bar or something and two guys, you know, start to go at it —

Jack Cooley: Sure! I’ve sat back and enjoyed watching two idiots beat each other up! That’s what [laughs] –

Matt Ready: Yeah. You feel no regret…

Jack Cooley: You can’t feel bad about that!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: … allowing…

Jack Cooley: Jackasses were going to do it anyway [laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah. It’s different if somebody weaker or vulnerable is —

Jack Cooley: Sure! Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Matt Ready: — getting hurt, you know? You wouldn’t stand by and allow that, unless you were a really —

Jack Cooley: Oh, I think like in elementary school sort of thing, I probably did.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Like self-preservation [laughs] of a very small human. Yeah. Sure! Yeah.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Jack Cooley: What was your other question?

[00:12:35]

Matt Ready: The other question was getting at your apathy for being drawn into trying to fix the world in any way.

Jack Cooley: Ah!

Matt Ready: I don’t know if a lot of people — I have a lot of friends who are kind of apathetic about the world and so I think some of the activist community might be curious what these apathetic people are doing on an activist podcast.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: That’s true. You know? I’m not an activist, so why am I sitting on this couch? sort of question. Sure! And which I don’t really know how to answer. Some people are Philistines and don’t understand why art is created, and they have absolutely no interest in it but, you know, we don’t berate them for not writing, or painting, or sculpting.[Laughs].

Matt Ready: Sure, sure! So you don’t see it as part of your life’s purpose to, on any large-scale, affect the world [or is that 00:13:41] true. I think there are things I know you’re involved with that are — that, if you completed them and publish them, say, [laughs] you know, they would affect the world in a larger way, but it’s — do you want to talk about anything like that you…?

Jack Cooley: Well, I don’t go into anything with that sort of stated purpose in mind. Like, I don’t do anything because I think it’s going to change the world for better. I do something because it’s a thing I want to do.

Matt Ready: Do you care if it impacts people at all?

Jack Cooley: Not particularly. I don’t want to be the cause of a negative impact on a person but, yeah, I don’t think I’d do anything that would — well, I don’t know. Maybe. Some people have been offended by things that I’ve said and done! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: Some?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Some on rare occasions, people have been offended by what you said?

Jack Cooley: Sure!

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: It’s been known to happen.

Matt Ready: I’ve heard stories of people coming up to you on the ferry that were just like overhearing conversations between —

Jack Cooley: Yeah! Yeah!

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: That did happen!

Matt Ready: Just coming up to you and saying, “You’re a horrible person!”

Jack Cooley: Yeah! There was a whole group of us and I’ll share this with, you know, the four of you.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: We had gone out to dinner—I’m not even sure how many of us there were there, there was five or six of us that had gone out to dinner—and had a few drinks in Seattle. We were riding the ferry back home and we were just being who we are, which tends to be a little loud and we make a lot of jokes. I didn’t recall any of them being, in any way, offensive. We were just, like, making fun of each other and having a good time with it. There’s almost nobody else on the ferry but this one woman just kind of came out of nowhere and she addressed the group of us, and specifically pointed at me —

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: — and said, “You’re all terrible people. You’re an asshole and you should be ashamed of yourself,” and stormed off!

Matt Ready: Wow!

Jack Cooley: Which left us kind of sitting there going, “Well, what did we say?” [Laughs].

[00:15:51]

Matt Ready: Matt Ready: Do you think that was maybe a supernatural being that was incarnate in a person and —

Jack Cooley: I sincerely doubt that.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: You don’t think that was a message from, you know, the universe saying, “You’re really a jerk. Maybe you should be different.”

Jack Cooley: You know? If that sort of soft, gentle evening that we were having of making fun of each other in a space where we were all comfortably making fun of each other and had nothing to do with this other person—granted it was in a public place, I understand that, there weren’t any kids around and I don’t think we were saying anything terribly lewd or offensive, so it’s… No, I don’t think that was any sort of divine intervention to try to get me to change who I am.

Matt Ready: Do you ever feel inspired to walk up to a group of people that you don’t know at all and just, like, pass massive judgment on them —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — and storm away?

Jack Cooley: No! I can’t say I’ve ever felt that desire to pass judgment on people. You know, I internalize my judgments of others like so many other people do.

Matt Ready: And then you blog about them or something?

Jack Cooley: No.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: No. I make mental notes on how I do and do not wish to present myself to the world [laughs].

Matt Ready: I see.

Jack Cooley: [You know] like you’ve ever driven by like some hate group having a protest outside or something and be like, “Wow! Those guys are dicks! I should not be like that!” [Laughs].

Matt Ready: That’s —

Jack Cooley: Sort of things like that.

Matt Ready: I actually, I- I started thinking sort of that way in college.

Jack Cooley: Yeah.

Matt Ready: I was like — it was when I was starting in the dorms. I was seeing the way, particularly other guys were, the way they were behaving, I was like, “Okay, I do not want to be that.” I remember saying to my friend, it was like revelation to me, this good friend of mine, I just walked up to him one day and said, “I don’t want to be like the people I hate.”

Jack Cooley: Yeah.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I was just like — he’s like, “That’s goal number one, don’t be like the people that you hate.”

Jack Cooley: No! It’s great! When you reach a point in your life where you can readily recognize a bad example of a human, you’re [going to be] like, “I don’t want to be like that.”

Matt Ready: Yeah. Actually, the first time I had that revelation, you know, we were like — we had a video recorder, a VHS, and we recorded a bunch of, in high school, a bunch of us hanging out, and I was watching it and I was seeing myself in the way I was behaving, and I was like, “Oh my gosh! No! I don’t like that person who I see and I’m hearing!” It’s like, “Oh my gosh! You are so obnoxious!” You know?

Jack Cooley: Yeah.

Matt Ready: That was a rough moment for me, like, I was probably like a freshman hanging out with like, you know, older people.

Jack Cooley: Sure. I remember seeing photographs of myself or oral VHS recordings of myself as a child and going, “God! Look at that! What a fucking brat!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Jack Cooley: Annoying little kid. I was also the youngest of the youngest select, like we would go to family gatherings and there’s 35 cousins rolling around and they’re all several years older than me, so in that kind of pathetic youngest kid’s cry for attention sort of thing [laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah. So do you — I’m going to get kind of philosophical here —

Jack Cooley: Okay.

Matt Ready: How do you approach life? Like, do you see it as, like — I can give an example or I can just leave the question like that, you know — what is your attitude towards it? Do you feel you need to accomplish something? Do you feel like it’s a game? Do you feel like it’s absurd and nothing and you just do whatever you want or…?

Matt Ready: I feel like life should be a one long learning experience. You should be constantly learning new things, whether it’s just things about the way things work, the way people behave, things about yourself. I think that… Yeah. Learn often and do things that you’re afraid of doing.

Matt Ready: So that sounds like if they — one lesson right there. One teaching from The Book Of Jack.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: The Book Of Jack!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Learn —

Jack Cooley: Oh, that sounds terrible! That’s a book I wouldn’t buy!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I would skimp through it in the aisle —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — at the book store.

Jack Cooley: Barnes & Noble!

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: You sit down for a minute and at least read the table of contents and then put it back on the shelf.

Matt Ready: No! I would read your book. I’m publishing a book so any friend of mine that writes a book, I’m going to tell them I’m going to read their book.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: At least going to tell them —

Matt Ready: Yes.

Jack Cooley: — that I’m going to read their book.

Matt Ready: Absolutely.

Jack Cooley: I like that.

[00:20:33]

Matt Ready: Do you have any major lessons about life that are just really central to you? And let’s just say in 1,000 years this video is the only thing that is left.

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: It’s the only thing that survives into the millennium, the millennia ahead, and this is what they’re going to hear, this interesting character, Jack, share this — this is what he learnt in life up until this point.

Jack Cooley: [Laughs]. See, this is one of the reasons I wanted to know what you wanted to talk about —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: — because this is a question that I feel deserves a well-crafted and thought-out answer [crosstalk] but you’re just going to put me on the spot [laughs].

Matt Ready: Well, actually, you can — we can have a moment of silence while you like —

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: — while you’re on camera, so [it’s a really] well thought-out answer. Well, I can keep talking. I can keep, like, prefacing it and building it up while you compose your answer, if you want. You can he also come back to a later episode and say, “I’m ready for that question now and I want to answer it.” So you could defer.

Jack Cooley: Yeah, let’s defer that to a later day. I’ll send you an email from–

Matt Ready: Okay. From… from, where you’re going.

Jack Cooley: From far far away. Yes.

Matt Ready: Yes. Okay. All right. So since we completely cut off that awesome questions—that was a great question—now I’m demonstrating my amazing interview skills [laughs].

Jack Cooley: So you want to curate questions for each person that you’re going to interview beforehand so you can be like, “Ah, let’s ask this now.”

Matt Ready: That’s the way other people do things.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Your formula for success: Fuck it. I don’t need it. Good. I’ll figure this out.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: No! No, this is a mindful conversation so it’s like, all right, so what that was, was I went for the gold, the big question, and you sort of gently, pretty gently, deferred it.

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: So…

Jack Cooley: [Mostly] because I know for a fact that I can say things that are garish and come to regret them later, or try to be pithy but it comes out sounding wrong and I would rather, if you’re going to ask me a high-level gold-star question like that, I’d like to have a good response to it. Something that’s well thought out.

Matt Ready: Well, I totally appreciate that. Some people, like my father, who I think I convinced to let me interview him, although I didn’t do it, his big hesitation was he doesn’t want his words recorded. He doesn’t want what he says recorded.

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: There’s just like this really strong anxiety about it being — about him saying something that he regrets and having it later played.

Jack Cooley: Yeah! Yeah! And having it captured forever. It’s actually one of the reasons I prefer email to phone conversations, is because I like to be able to sit down and think about a response, or at least, you know, I like scripted performances too for that purpose. Like, I can deliver a line as it needs to be delivered each time instead of having to come up with something immediately.

Matt Ready: Okay. So I’m going to get philosophical with you —

[Jack looks at the screen behind Matt]

Matt Ready: Again, is something happening over here?

Jack Cooley: No. I’m just noticing.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

[Jack looks at the camera]

Jack Cooley: He’s got porn on the laptop!

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: It’s distracting, is what it is! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: All right.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Oh, Elected Official. That’s fun for me!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yes. You just —

Jack Cooley: I always forget that my friend Matt is an Elected Official.

Matt Ready: You triggered the elected official, like, little part of my awareness, you know.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. [Laughs].

Matt Ready: That’s not really what’s going on on my laptop [laughs]. All right. I’m going to go more philosophical.

Jack Cooley: All right.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Jack Cooley: No, go for it. I like it.

[00:24:50]

Matt Ready: Okay. So I guess going back to… How seriously do you take life? How seriously do you take this world, the events on Earth?

Jack Cooley: Not terribly. Life is ephemeral. It’s fleeting. It’s over in no time and there aren’t a lot of things I take seriously. I take — I try to take my relationships with people seriously, I try to be a good father, son, brother, friend, husband… That’s probably the one thing I really take seriously, is my relationships with people but, other than that, everything is so cosmically meaningless that it is hard to take it seriously sometimes.

Matt Ready: Do you ever doubt the reality of the world?

Jack Cooley: Sure! Sure! It’s entirely possible that, once you start thinking on large scales like the reality of our existence, it’s highly possible that none of this is real; that we live in a false vacuum or a simulation of some sort. It’s fun to explore that and it’s a nice way to kind of write off why you do things. I can’t say that I believe that it’s not real, you know, if it looks like a duck it quacks like a duck [laughs]. It’s as real as it needs to be for all of us [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: So you’ve thought about that the Simulation Theory —

Jack Cooley: Sure!

Matt Ready: — that this could be not a material world that we’re living in but a simulated like a virtual reality —

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: — same thing. But you don’t see — even if it was, even if you knew right now it was, it would not change a lot in terms of like how you relate to the world and change the meaning of it for you, or the things that are meaningful to you, it wouldn’t change those things terribly.

Jack Cooley: I don’t think it would. Having a harsh reality change happen to you it’s hard to say for sure how one would react to that but, yeah, I don’t know. It might make me very angry.

Matt Ready: Oh! Angry at who? What?

Jack Cooley: Anger at not being real, at feeling for decades that you are your own person and not.

Matt Ready: You see, my main — well, if I found out it was definitely some sort of simulation, I would — one, I’d — all the time I’d be talking to myself to whomever’s running the simulation.

Jack Cooley: Oh, I do that [anyway] [laughs].

Matt Ready: Maybe we should do that right now. We should have a conversation with the people potentially running the simulation and —

Jack Cooley: Sure! Sure!

Matt Ready: What do we want to say to them?

Jack Cooley: I don’t know [laughs].

Matt Ready: I want to say, “If you guys want to give us any superpowers,” I mean —

Jack Cooley: Telekinesis would be nice.

Matt Ready: Well, is that the moving things with your mind?

Jack Cooley: Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Matt Ready: That’s not the telepathy.

Jack Cooley: No. I don’t want to know other people’s thoughts. That sounds like a drag.

Matt Ready: Yeah. No, I’ve read some sci-fi —

Jack Cooley: People think dark shit too, man! I don’t want to get in on that! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: I mean, I’d like — I mean, I would be into telepathy but you have to be able to turn it off.

Jack Cooley: Yeah.

Matt Ready: I mean, that would be a nightmare.

Jack Cooley: And it’s so invasive! I feel like I wouldn’t want anybody reading my thoughts. That’s just rude! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah! No, incredibly invasive. But it also would be such a learning experience!

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: It would be — I read a sci-fi book or fantasy book where a little girl was born with the ability to read people’s minds and it was just like a curse. I mean, especially [unclear 00:29:19] anyways.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. No, it does not sound pleasant [laughs].

Matt Ready: So is there a… let me finish that thought, is there anything you want to say to the people, if there’s anyone running the simulation? [Crosstalk].

[Matt looks up]

Matt Ready: I don’t know why I’m looking up.

Jack Cooley: Reboot! Fuck!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Reboot? Reboot and start over?

Jack Cooley: Yeah!

Matt Ready: What point do you want it to start over?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Reboot!

Jack Cooley: Reboot! Jesus! There was a mutation that happened at some point on a DNA level that helped primates evolve into a human being or into Homo Sapiens. In fact, Homo Erectus, “Homo Pygmalions” all of that. I’d like — kind of go back to right before that and just stop that from happening. [Crosstalk].

Matt Ready: Stop humans from evolving?

Jack Cooley: Let us be animals instead of what we… I don’t know, for better or worse, we are what we are.

Matt Ready: I don’t know what — I mean, you don’t think maybe — it sounds like you have a kind of negative attitude towards humanity.

Jack Cooley: Yeah! People are bastard filled bastards!

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. Why do you say?

Matt Ready: I don’t know. I’ve known a lot of them.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: No. People are fun. I don’t know. There’s all kinds of different people in the world and some of them are bastards and nobody thinks they’re the bad guy, though, you know, a lot of other people might think that that person is a bad guy. I mean, yeah! Every grand villain that the planet has had, did what he did because he thought it was the right thing to do. So every — every activist out there in the world is doing what they think is the right thing to do, and it’s two sides of a really fucking weird coin [laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, it totally… I mean you’re messing with fire, [if] you try to change anything. I mean, whether or not you do it on a big scale or a small scale, if you have a friend —

Jack Cooley: No. I don’t have one of those.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Well, let’s suppose you have a friend [laughs].

Jack Cooley: Let’s pretend! Imagine, if you will [laughs].

Matt Ready: Suppose you had a friend that actually cared about your opinion of things and you could influence them. I mean, I’m often, you know, I have a friend like really talking to me about a decision or whatever, and you have power there. If they’re, you know, asking you and you have power to push them one way or influence them to go one way or the other on a decision and sometimes, you know, you actually care about what they do because it affects you, you actually have a preference, or at least you think you do, and you can use that to push a decision one way or the other. But you never know what the consequences are, you know? It’s like if you have a friend in a relationship or something, thinking about breaking up or whatever, and you influence it one way or the other, you don’t know if you’re making things better or worse, really. You won’t know for like five years, and even then, you may not know. You never know the consequences of your actions.

Jack Cooley: It’s true! It all works out in the end. It’s okay.

Matt Ready: Does it? Does it all work out in the end?

Jack Cooley: Sure.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I think that’s your advice for —

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Sometimes —

Matt Ready: — it all works out.

Jack Cooley: Sometimes it all works out in a really shitty way, but it worked out.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: A plan came together.

Jack Cooley: That’s right.

Matt Ready: As the A-Team would say.

Jack Cooley: What else have you got?

Matt Ready: Yeah, what else have you got?

Jack Cooley: What else do I have?

Matt Ready: What topics do you want to —

Jack Cooley: I should have —

Matt Ready: This is called The Mindful Activist. We could talk about — we could actually talk about anything that we want to. You still have me — you have me sort of like churning and curious about your attitude towards humanity and your attitude towards the bastards that —

Jack Cooley: Well, it comes and goes. It’s really easy to swing from seeing all the awful that is in the world to seeing all of the good that is in the world and, you know, it’s easy enough to say that people are good and then there’s, you know, child soldiers in Africa [laughs] and yeah, there’s a lot of good and a lot of bad and, if you live in a nice isolated good part of the world, it’s really easy to see that — it’s really easy to have the world view that people are good. And if you live in an isolated shithole part of the world, it’s really easy to not trust anyone and see all of the bad in people. The worldview is greatly influenced by your immediate environment.

Matt Ready: So in saying that, I mean, you’re obviously one of the people that doesn’t stick your head in the sand and ignore —

Jack Cooley: True.

Matt Ready: — how bad it is in some places on Earth. You are aware of child soldiers and there’s much worse examples I could give than that.

Jack Cooley: Yes. There’s all kinds of bad.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Jack Cooley: Hence, telepathy being a [makes a hand sign to cut off] argh, no. Hard pass.

Matt Ready: So how — so we’ve talked about like seeing someone getting hurt, you know, violence happening in front of us would be — if someone was weak or vulnerable in front of us, that is different than seeing just two thugs beating up each other. I’m so curious how — I mean, you sure gave examples of bad things happening in parts of the world, far away, but does it like not make you — does it not cause any sort of like, “If I could change that, I would. [If] it does make me angry.” Is there any sort of that or is it…?

Jack Cooley: So you want to circle back to almost “what do you choose to be apathetic about”?

Matt Ready: I suppose that’s what I’m doing.

Jack Cooley: I think that what — there’s almost a slippery slope of caring, and that sounds awful, I know that, but if you’re going to pick and choose what you care about, then you have to pick and choose very very carefully. Otherwise, you just need to start caring about — you start caring about everybody’s problems and then you don’t have time for anything else in your day.

[00:36:15]

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, I think that’s something, I don’t know, [if] other people do, but I think that something I sort of, like, started struggling with in college, was like, what do I care about? And who do I — who’s pain do I allow to affect me and who do I feel empathy with? ‘Cause I guess it was in college when I just first started to get a sense of how much suffering there was in the world. And I think I still — I guess the reason I’m asking you questions is I still struggle with, you know, what is the healthiest attitude towards these things?

Jack Cooley: Yeah.

Matt Ready: I mean I kind of — I’ve just simplified it down to: there’s my life, my happiness, and then there’s global transformation to a better world. Those are the two things I care about.

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: And so it’s everything in between that, you know, it’s like, people [who are like in] car accidents, you know, [laughs] it’s like …

Jack Cooley: That universe-wide area of grey between… [laughing]

Matt Ready: Well, like you said, I can’t like be empathetic with everyone’s, you know, individual suffering about their lives, but on a — I basically just look at it, you know, other than the doing what I need to do, take care of my little microcosm of my life that I do need to care for… it’s like the only other thing I care about is how do we change the world into a place where we don’t have those dark spots in, you know, these countries. I mean, it’s like [unclear 00:37:49] like that’s — I’m looking at those dark spots, you know, ’cause that’s like my goal. We do have to like clean up the crap in the countries that have wealth, and power, and infrastructure, and can walk outside without getting beat up or worse, but you know… The only reason I’m just really enthusiastic about trying to fix that is ’cause I want us to get everywhere, you know? It’s like the bastards in the world that you mention. I just — they just really, since college, they just irritate me, that they use their power to dominate people in the world and they love power, love power struggles —

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: — love politics, and they keep good people like you, you know, apathetic. I think they actually want you to be apathetic.

Jack Cooley: You know, I’m not sure that apathy is even really the —

Matt Ready: Not quite the right word?

Jack Cooley: — the right word for it. So if you talk about the dark spots, so let’s say that you have the dark spots and you have the bright spots, and there is the thought that, you know, the longer you stare into the abyss, the abyss begins to stare back, right?

Matt Ready: What does that mean?

Jack Cooley: You end up being influenced by the things that you were trying to change. You can’t battle monsters without yourself becoming a monster. I think that, for me personally, it’s best to make my brightness brighter and avoid the darkness. I would rather not contrib- I think that my contribution is not being a bastard to other people, and that the people around me can see that, you know, you can live your life without oppressing someone else or taking food out of somebody else’s mouth, and maybe somebody will see that as a good example of a person and not a bad example of a person.

Matt Ready: I totally get that. I’m just — I’m still stuck on the you can’t battle, you know, the whole staring into the abyss, the abyss staring back and you can’t battle a monster without becoming a monster. That’s a pretty grim statement. [Crosstalk].

Jack Cooley: Sure! That is a grim statement!

Matt Ready: There’s monsters all over the place! [Crosstalk].

Jack Cooley: That is a grim statement! So when, I mean, when you go off to fight a murderer and you yourself become a murderer, how does that help the world? You know? In what way — it doesn’t stop! It just creates this never-ending cycle of violence and pain because, let’s say, for the sake of argument, you have the opportunity to go back in time and kill Hitler—everybody’s favorite “Kill Hitler” story, right? You have the opportunity to go back in time and kill Hitler. So you go back in time and kill Hitler at Art School, and his mom hates you so she kills you; and that upsets your loved ones so they kill her; and it’s the terrible cliché — well, it’s not even a terrible cliché, it’s just… In the world of an eye for an eye, everyone is blind.

Matt Ready: Yeah. But, I mean, you don’t have to fight violence with violence.

Jack Cooley: Expand on that. Tell me how you’re going to fight violence without violence.

Matt Ready: Well, like, you know, during the civil rights, you know, fighting…

Jack Cooley: The Civil Rights Movement lasted well over a decade and there were hundreds of riots. There was a lot of violence involved in the Civil Rights Movement.

Matt Ready: I’m not saying some people didn’t create [unclear 00:41:53] —

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: I’m saying, like when they took the buses down to the South to challenge… segregation—[unclear 00:42:02] wrong word—and they would, I mean, they were fighting violence with nonviolent resistance; they were going into cafes and stuff where blacks were not allowed, and they would sit down, and they would order food, and they would take whatever violence, you know, was put their way, which got pretty bad at times. That was an absolute action. They were going straight at the monster of prejudice and they weren’t using violence. They were using nonviolent resistance and it’s a powerful tactic. I mean, there’s other options. You don’t have to use the tactic that your opponent is using.

Jack Cooley: Oh! I agree!

Matt Ready: You don’t have to use the same attitude that you’re — and you don’t have to hate your opponent. I mean, that’s something the Dalai Lama says, you don’t, you know — I don’t know how he does it, but he talks about loving your enemies is the route to disarming them —

[00:43:07]

Jack Cooley: Do you feel that you personally have enemies that you need to concentrate on not hating?

Matt Ready: Yeah! Yeah. When I look at the world and the forces that I am pushing against, theirs —

Jack Cooley: That’s very abstract, though. You want to talk about loving enemies; do you have like an individual enemy that you have to, like, remind yourself to not hate?

Matt Ready: I… do have —

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: I’ve made you uncomfortable.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Well, let me put it this way, one, when I’m struggling with other people, I’m not the Dalai Lama. I don’t practice loving my enemy. I’m not a saint, like that, you know [laughs], but I do — often, when I do try to look at them and try to be mindful of what’s going on in them, it always helps me. The more I can soften and try to be sympathetic with where they’re coming from, it often does help me come up with a better tactic, a better way to interact with them. But I do not — I’m too sensitive to — I get too irritated by what I perceive as very selfish thinking —

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: — or very short-sighted thinking, or lack of actual thought and reflection, and I just don’t have the patience to be like, you know, to be what — it would might be nice, you know, if I was — say you and I were like arguing or something, say you were like some sort of political power that I was interacting with, I get worn down by bad ideas and the bad attitudes, you know? I can only sit with people like that for so long.

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: And I do try to be — I try not to be a jerk. I try to be mindful and calm as I express myself, and they may not be with me at all in these situations.

Jack Cooley: Oh yeah. Yeah, people don’t respond well to a calm individual. It’s really weird. People who are naturally angry, I guess, don’t respond well to it.

Matt Ready: Yeah, and they’re more used to other people just coming back with angry, you know, with anger or strong elevated voices and stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah! Interesting. What were you talking about that it got reflected on to me?

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: It doesn’t matter. We got into something else! What do you want to talk about? I have less than 72 hours before I move to Portugal.

Matt Ready: Yeah! Well, since you went there, why are you leaving the greatest country on Earth?

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Because I’ve already explored quite a bit of the United States and North America, and it’s time to go someplace else and explore there.

Matt Ready: What are you running away from?

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: My feelings! My childhood! Nothing. I’m running toward. Not away.

Matt Ready: Okay. There are a couple of comments.

Jack Cooley: Oh, cool!

Matt Ready: We’re going to check on those and see if there’s something. “Ask for teleportation,” is what David Crozier said.

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: “Jack, what is the most important activity in your life that sustains you?”

Jack Cooley: Eating, breathing.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: Those are very sustaining.

Matt Ready: And also, “Do you have a practice that sustains you when the bastards of the world get you down? Or do you just blow it off as silliness?”

Jack Cooley: The man doesn’t get me down.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Do you have personal practices that really, you know rejuvenate —

Jack Cooley: Kind of help keep me centered as who I am? I don’t know, yoga and meditation are good for that, one which I don’t do either of enough, I’m sure, but for the most part, I don’t feel that I am downtrodden or that anyone is oppressing me or… And I realize that I’m fortunate in that regard, you know? But if I ever find myself in that sort of situation, I’ll be sure to give a good answer on what keeps me me.

Matt Ready: Yeah. So if you were — you know, I sometimes think of it like emotional cycles that are sort of like a roller coaster and —

Jack Cooley: Sure!

Matt Ready: [I can be] pretty intense, you know, in the cycles. How are you in terms of — in life? Are you like generally upbeat, you know, sort of person? Or do you go on big emotional cycles?

Jack Cooley: Oh, yeah! I think everybody does have peaks and valleys of their own emotions and everything is a flow, you know? Sometimes you’re up, sometimes you’re down, and I think I’m — yeah! I don’t know if I could say that I’m generally happy or unhappy because, you know, sometimes things are grim and it’s easy to dwell in that. I don’t know. My general disposition is not unhappy or unpleasant, I don’t think.

Matt Ready: No. It’s definitely not.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: At least not on the outside [crosstalk]. You never actually know what’s going on inside.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. I have the comedian’s trick of really hiding how [laugh] upset I can be, but that’s fine. I’m all right with that. Meditation and yoga and a good diet help [laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Jack Cooley: Eat right, exercise, breathe.

Matt Ready: Let’s go back to you immigrating to another country.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. Let’s talk about me more.

Matt Ready: Yes.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So you —

Jack Cooley: Well, I’m not really immigrating either. I’m just travelling. I might seek residency over there and, six months from now, I might be living someplace else. There’s no fixed plan.

Matt Ready: So is there some specific things about Portugal that draw you there?

Jack Cooley: I have good friends that live there. There’s a Mediterranean diet, Southern California climate, nice low cost of living. It’s a — and it’s different. I’m tired of being cold. I’ve been in the Pacific Northwest for 16 years, which is just a crazy long time, and it’s cold and wet, and I’m tired of that.

Matt Ready: I can appreciate that. I try to get away every winter for a period of time and taste sunlight and warmth.

Jack Cooley: Colombia?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Mexico?

Jack Cooley: Yeah, yeah. Mexico.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: But you’re not going to have tons of Americans around you!

Jack Cooley: I am, actually. There’s a large expat community in Lisbon, in Cascais, which is where we will be living, and a lot of NATO and UN employees who all [work for — there’s a large American set]. Yeah. There’s a lot of Americans that live over there.

Matt Ready: All right. Have you lived in other countries before?

Jack Cooley: No. Visited, but never lived in other countries. So it will be a good learning experience.

[00:51:32]

Matt Ready: It’s exciting. I’m going to want to come visit.

Jack Cooley: It’s bananas!

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Jack Cooley: And you should come visit!

Matt Ready: Yeah. Maybe we could do another show out there, “What have you learnt since you arrived in Portugal?”

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: What adventures have you been on?

Jack Cooley: It would be like, “I’ve learnt I really love tapas and beer is cheaper than water.”

Matt Ready: [Laughter]. All right. Well, we’re at the — I think the 10-minute, 9-minute mark, so what shall we do with our final 10 minutes of your first, potentially last, you never know what could happen, but —

Jack Cooley: Yeah, on my first and possibly last appearance on your program, what should we do? Oh, man!

Matt Ready: Yeah. Is there any topic that you want to delve into?

Jack Cooley: I guess if there was anything — and, you know, [unclear 00:52:30] I mean, you have an activist audience. If there’s something that I would like to see change on an easier-to-change scale, I mean, [say] pharmaceutical companies are a nightmare and they suck and, you know, American politics is more about money than the health and welfare of our citizens, and all that fun stuff, I would like to see psychedelic drugs used in therapeutic practices. I am a somewhat a regular user of psilocybin mushrooms for therapeutic reasons—I mean, also occasionally just for recreation, but mostly so I can sit and meditate, and think about my life and what changes I want to make in it. And I’ve found that it’s very helpful for meditation [unclear 00:53:27] — it’s very helpful for depression and anxiety, and I would like to see that more accepted and removed from the schedule 1 classification.

Matt Ready: And I think there’s been some —

[Bell chimes]

[Someone comes on screen]

Matt Ready: — there has been some research.

Jack Cooley: Well, [it’s on!]

Matt Ready: David Crozier.

Jack Cooley: Hey! We’ve got a [dude]!

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. You mention mushrooms and David —

Jack Cooley: I know!

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: David’s like, “What?!” You know? We can only see up your nose and into your glasses.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. David jumped — Oh! He turned off his video. Hi David! You’re can say something, I think, if you want.

Jack Cooley: I don’t think we need to look at this — the black screen.

Matt Ready: No. Well, that is not a 9-minute topic you just brought up, but —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — that’s an interesting one. I believe there has been — I’ve come across research about using — what’s the name of the substance?

Jack Cooley: Psilocybin.

Matt Ready: Psilocybin.

Jack Cooley: That’s what makes the magic mushrooms magic [laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah. So do you know what the status of that — is there any actual, like, interest in our country in looking at that substance as therapeutic?

Jack Cooley: There are — there is interest. I don’t know that there’s anybody actively lobbying for it or advocating, I should say—nobody likes the L word. There are physicians who have experimented with it and seen positive results. What bothers me the most about it is that, by going with the definition of schedule 1 narcotics, it doesn’t meet the definition.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Jack Cooley: Schedule 1 narcotics are supposed to be things that are addictive and have no medicinal value, and psilocybin mushrooms have proven to be non-addictive and have medicinal value. And so getting if off in that classification is step one to opening it up so that the FDA can approve more open testing of it.

Matt Ready: What do you think the fears are against that?

Jack Cooley: I think the, I don’t know, the fear of drugs is pretty deep-seated in American culture, and that’s got a lot to do with what American culture has done with drugs [laughs], you know, people misuse a lot of substances and —

Matt Ready: Yeah. Misuse a lot of medicinal substances.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. And we also misuse things that are perfectly legal and widely accepted, but there’s not like a strange stigma about alcohol unless you have direct exposure to the severe negative effects of it. Most people just see it as a fun, recreational tool.

Matt Ready: So would you be willing to, like, describe any of your experiences or any parts of how the — the effect of mushrooms?

Jack Cooley: That is certainly not a —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: — five-minute topic because there have been a lot of experiences and —

Matt Ready: Well, we could go into overtime.

Jack Cooley: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: It is — or, you know, we could bring you back, you know, if you wanted, but just for someone out there that has never touched psychedelic mushroom — I mean, I would say probably a lot of people that might watch this have probably done pot.

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: I would say probably pot now [unclear 00:57:40] most people have experience those. What would you say if they’re asking why are mushrooms special? What’s the — can you sum up some ways that they’re beneficial and therapeutic?

[00:57:56]

Jack Cooley: Mushrooms, when done in the correct sort of setting, when, you know, if you’re going into it with, you know, and doing this for a therapeutic purpose, first of all, what I found to be the best setting is laying down in your own bed with a blindfold and headphones on listening to classical music or some other sort of soothing instrumental, ethereal type sound, and they sort force self-therapy on to you. You think about yourself and the directions that you could possibly go, and you become very introspective, as opposed to alcohol, where you generally just make a lot of bad decisions [laughs].

Matt Ready: Bad jokes [laughs].

Jack Cooley: Bad jokes, yeah, but you think you’re hilarious and good looking [laughs].

Matt Ready: I still can’t really accurately describe the effect of alcohol. I can’t really explain what it does if I have two or three drinks. It’s —

Jack Cooley: Sure. Lowered inhibition.

Matt Ready: Yeah, but I don’t know if I, like, get dumber or if something gets dull.

Jack Cooley: Well, we’re going to go out to dinner tonight. We can — I’ll get you a few drinks —

Matt Ready: We’ll describe —

Jack Cooley: — and when you wake up, try to figure it! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: — “I’ll try to describe this, I feel dull… but so funny! I feel so funny!” [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: “I feel handsome and hilarious. I feel like taking my shirt off!”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So…Interesting. Listening to music, laying —

Jack Cooley: Yeah.

Matt Ready: — laying on a bed and —

Jack Cooley: And you can even do like really small doses and that has a nice calming and healing effect. And of course, myself — marijuana doesn’t really appeal to me, it just makes me anxious and paranoid, and it’s gotten so much stronger in the last 20 years that it just amplifies the not fun parts of it for me. When I was 18 and, you know, you’d buy an ounce of weed and roll a bunch of joints ’cause, I mean, it just wasn’t terribly potent. And even then, I don’t think I incredibly enjoyed it. I enjoyed that it helped me sleep and got me thinking, which was good, ’cause I like to do — I like to imbibe by myself, so.

[01:00:42]

Matt Ready: Okay. So since you’re speaking from experience —

Jack Cooley: Yes.

Matt Ready: — with these substances, it sounds like a pretty significant amount of experience, what would you say to young people? Like, do you think this is a type of therapy that people maybe of a certain age would be a good idea to try? I mean, I kind of feel like — personally I feel like people under the age of 25 are…

Jack Cooley: Morons.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Sorry. That’s not true. You’re not all morons. You just make a lot of questionable decisions. But that’s how you learn!

Matt Ready: Well, I mean they’re going through so much! I mean, up until 18, I mean, you are changing so much!

Jack Cooley: Yeah. Your hormones are out of control.

Matt Ready: I think it’s nuts to — it’s really a bad idea, I think, to involve [crosstalk] anything.

Jack Cooley: Yeah! Well, your brain’s not really done developing until you’re in your mid-twenties, anyway, and I think that it’s best to really kind of let yourself ride through the shitstorm that is adolescence, and then, as an adult, seek to make changes if you don’t like the way you’ve turned out or, you know… Yeah, it’s hard to put that into words. I think that people shouldn’t just run out and buy drugs and experiment with them with the hope that it’s going to make them a better person or anything. If that’s what you’re looking for, then you should have some guidance, for sure. I mean, I might not be the best example because I didn’t have guidance, but at the same time I also made a lot of really questionable decisions with substance use in my younger years.

Matt Ready: So do you perceive reality differently when you’re, let’s say, on mushrooms?

Jack Cooley: Like under the influence? Sure! Sure! It feels like the veil has been drawn away and you can see things a little bit more clearer.

Matt Ready: So like if you were sitting here with me in this room and we had live video going…

Jack Cooley: Yeah, I wouldn’t do that, though.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Why not?

Jack Cooley: Because for me it’s not a performance. That’s not the purpose of it. What’s a good analogy I could use?

Matt Ready: All right. Well, let’s forget the video, and you’re sitting here with me talking.

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: Would — I guess I’m kind of like, sort of like suggesting, can you, like, recall enough about how you would see the world that you could describe a little bit how this would be different? How this would feel different or…?

Matt Ready: Uhm… How would this feel different? I would have — well, I mean, [unclear 01:04:17] I’m a very open and honest person but I would find no trouble being very open and very honest about things that I would otherwise be maybe a little bit uncomfortable talking to people about. I wouldn’t say anything with cameras on, but just one-on-one with another person I would happily share experiences or thoughts and kind of hash stuff out ’cause I like to think.

Matt Ready: And so does it feel like those thoughts and feelings that ordinarily you might have some restraint or hesitation, or might just feel unpleasant to take them out and share them, it’s suddenly like — it’s easier —

Jack Cooley: It is easier.

Matt Ready: — to share and it’s just like maybe even a little bit fun to share big powerful personal things.

Jack Cooley: Sure! Sure! Yeah. And I have in the past shared things with people because I would come to a realization about something and would readily share it in that moment because I just realized something that, you know, that I couldn’t like — I can give a specific example here. I was sitting around a campfire with a bunch of friends and everyone who was there, their drug of choice—for lack of a better word—was they were either smoking marijuana or having a few beers. I didn’t want to do either one of those things so I took a tiny amount of mushrooms to just kind of make me comfortable and lose and stuff, and it occurred to me that evening that the reason I’d been upset for a couple of days was because of a thing that happened earlier in the week that had just been a huge blow to my self-esteem. And I didn’t realize that that’s why I’d been upset. I didn’t realize that I had been given this blow to my self-esteem until that moment,  and just readily and openly shared it with a group of friends, who were very, you know, they’re friends and so they very quickly said, “Well, no, no, no. Don’t even worry about that. This is who you are and this is what people like about you,” and stuff like. They kind of helped boost me back up but, yeah, it was a weird moment. One that, like, I would have come to that realization eventually anyway but I wouldn’t have shared it with my friends. I would have just kind of kept it and learnt from it and moved on.

Matt Ready: Interesting. So definitely a tool, a powerful tool that you find is a —

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: — can be very helpful and it’s something that you think our society should be, like, looking at in a scientific way.

Jack Cooley: Sure! Absolutely,

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Jack Cooley: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Don’t take Xanax when there’s something perfectly useful growing out of the ground.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Nice. Well, that is — I did not know we were going to go on to that topic, but that was an interesting —

Jack Cooley: I’m sure you knew we would! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: We had 10 minutes left! I didn’t think you’d, like, pull that out! [Laughs].

Jack Cooley: Well, you know, one last hurrah to the… how many people do we have? To those six people —

Matt Ready: Four, still.

Jack Cooley: Four.

Matt Ready: And I don’t see any new comments. But I could see, you know, that is a really interesting topic, especially since I like to get philosophical and people that try those substances often have philosophical openness to discussing it. So I could definitely see you coming back. Now that you’ve broken the ice and we know, I can have you on —

Jack Cooley: This is me coming out and saying, “I can clearly never run for president.”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I suppose. I don’t know. It’s not that bad, you know? Cool! All right. Well, let’s — why don’t we wrap the official show at that point.

Jack Cooley: Sure! Do we have outro music?

Matt Ready: There will be. Pretend you are listening to it. I’m going to play the music.

[Matt pretends he switches some music on]

[Matt and Jack dance to imaginary music]

Matt Ready: So thank you all for joining us on this sixth episode of The Mindful Activist.

Jack Cooley: This is number six?

Matt Ready: This is number six.

Jack Cooley: Oh! Wow!

Matt Ready: Yeah. Thank you so much, Jack, for being a guest and —

Jack Cooley: Any time.

Matt Ready: — and for being my friends over the last eight years. Most of that time you’ve been a great friend.

[Laughter]

Jack Cooley: Likewise.

Matt Ready: And I’m really going to miss you having you so far away. So we’re going to have to video conference or just visit.

Jack Cooley: Yeah. It’s a small world that we live in now.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, literally, we could be — there could be people on every corner of the Earth just actually in our video conference, as David dropped in. Someday —

Jack Cooley: And especially, if you do them at ten o’clock in the morning, that’s only six o’clock in the evening in Portugal. I can pop in every now and then.

Matt Ready: Sweet! That would be so great! Was there anything you want to say to our audience and say goodbye?

Jack Cooley: Thanks for sticking around and listening and, you know, I can’t see who’s over there and I don’t want to lean way forward and find out but, you know, drop me a line and say hi, if you know who I am. Otherwise, farewell. Bon voyage!

Matt Ready: Oh. It’s so sad. I see people at home crying.

Jack Cooley: I’m sure that’s what it is.

Matt Ready: Jack is leaving!

Jack Cooley: Yup.

Matt Ready: All right!

Jack Cooley: It’s like the last episode of I Love Lucy. I’m sure [laughs].

Matt Ready: It is. That is exactly what I was thinking of, I Love Lucy, the last episode. All right! So we’re going to conclude the podcast right there but we might chat a little bit more.

Jack Cooley: Sure.

Matt Ready: We’ll see. All right. So thank you for watching. Until next time.

[End of video]

 

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The Mindful Activist – Facilitating a General Assembly at the Occupy National Gathering 2014

The Mindful Activist – Facilitating a General Assembly

at the Occupy National Gathering 2014

 

Matt Ready: [Crosstalk] start General Assembly. Is everyone gathered here? Are you here for the General Assembly? Can we have a temp check if we want to start the General Assembly? Any objection to starting an Occupy General Assembly right now?

Male voice: No objection.

Camera woman: Hey guys! I’m recording and I just want to let you know also that the GA is starting. I don’t know if you want to come up closer.

Matt Ready: [In the distance] [Inaudible 00:00:37] come a little bit forward so we like —

Camera woman: [Calls out] The G.A. is starting!

Matt Ready: All right. So yeah, please try to make a circle-ish thing. A circle-ish thing if you want to [unclear 00:00:58] in this General Assembly. Okay, so —

Female voice: Oh! We didn’t do the temperature check. We didn’t even ask if [you] even consider about doing this.

Matt Ready: I — Okay, so I did ask do we want [crosstalk] is there any objection to start —

Female voice: All good, all good. No worries! Sorry!

Matt Ready: Okay, so my name is Matt —

Female voice: All [unclear] people to move up! Right on.

Male voice 2: Hello Matt!

Matt Ready: My name is Matt and I volunteered to help facilitate this General Assembly. I’m from Washington State, in the Occupy Port Townsend group. Is there any strong objection to me facilitating?

Female voice: No.

Matt Ready: Or do you want a facilitation team?

Male voice 2: No. [Unclear 00:01:41] there’s no objection.

Female voice: [Time] a good timer!

Matt Ready: Yeah. I’m going to fill roles in one moment. Okay. I don’t see a strong objection so thank you for letting me facilitate. So I’ve asked [Carl] to sort of be a backup, a support facilitator. If things get crazy, then I might like say, “Hey Carl, come up here and we might [unclear 00:02:02] think about what to do.”

Female voice: [Unclear 00:02:08] shirts!

Matt Ready: That’s right! Anyone else in a tie-die you can be a support facilitator too.

[Laughter]

Female voice: I say he participates as well [unclear 00:02:15]. I’m serious. I’m serious.

Matt Ready: Okay. Yeah. Absolutely. Okay. Tie-dies and babies participate. I do need a timekeeper. I’d love a timekeeper on the facilitation team, okay? And so periodically we might say, “Hey…”

Camera woman: Timekeeper.

Woman in white hat: Well, I will keep time according to the rules so we all agree upon, so let’s all maintain neutrality.

Matt Ready: Okay. It sounds great. I need a stack taker. Anyone want to volunteer to be a stack taker for this General Assembly?

Female voice: Are those chairs available?

Matt Ready: Okay. So we have a stack taker. Thank you very much. So if you ever want to speak, put your hand up. [It’s the first] hand signal and make sure you make eye-contact with… what’s your name?

Bill: Bill.

Matt Ready: With Bill. Bill will go [Matt nods his head]. He’ll nod his head, that means he’s written your name down on the stack and we are just going to do stack in order, that your name gets on the list.

Bill: Now, please come to me and tell me your names.

Matt Ready: Actually, I would — you could do that but —

Bill: I’m fine. I’ll work it out.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Bill will work it out. And I’m just going to sort of explain the process that I’m familiar with, and if you want to do a [point of process], if you really feel it’s necessary, then do that and we’ll dive into that but it’s helpful to try to do as little process debate during a General Assembly. So hopefully, the process as I am used to doing it feels good to everyone. And I’m going to describe a little more about that.

[00:03:48]

Female voice: How long are you going to take to do that?

Matt Ready: The process? I’m going to explain the process in no more than seven minutes if [unclear 00:03:57] interrupt me. Okay.

Woman in white hat: I’m not staying for this.

Camera woman: Okay. Do we need another timekeeper?

Matt Ready: All right. I need a — I’ve got a stack taker, I’ve got a timekeeper, except the timekeeper just left. Any other… All right. Let’s do a quick, really quick hand signals. Everyone knows, just sparkle up if you agree, sparkle down if you disagree, sparkle out if you’re on the fence. Raise your hand if you want to get on stack. If you absolutely must do a point of process, do the triangle and that’s really a way to help the facilitator. Other things… I don’t generally use the direct response because it’s just [another] way to jump stack and so I just generally say, if you want to say something, just raise your hand and you’ll get on stack and get to speak on your —

Female voice: Could another timekeeper step up?

Matt Ready: Okay. Could we have another timekeeper?

Camera woman: Timekeeper!

Matt Ready: Anyone wants to keep time? You just need a timepiece and I’ll say —

Woman in white hat: [See why] process it never takes seven minutes. Go ahead and do it though. I will be your timekeeper. No worries.

Woman in V-neck: I could use the cell phone ’cause I don’t have a watch.

Matt Ready: You will be my timekeeper. Okay.

Female voice: [Unclear 00:05:11] going faster though.

Matt Ready: All right.

Camera woman: I have an iPad that has a clock on it. You could use that but it’s by minute.

Male voice: Could you tell me your [unclear 00:05:20]?

Camera woman: It’s Mary Jane on Livestream and it’s Mary Jane.

Matt Ready: Okay. So in my experience doing a General Assembly, we like to start out with a quick “Why are you here?” And we just do it like for… we do it for five minutes. And we’re just going to let the stack [unclear 00:05:36] for five minutes to take, [let] a few people say, “Why the heck are you here? Why did you travel here?” And speak from your heart for no more than like 30 seconds. Is there any objection to us doing that, taking five minutes to let people share why they’re here? Any objection? Everyone feel okay about that? You feel like an okay thing to do? Is five minutes okay?

Female voice: I think you might need a minute [inaudible 00:05:58] 30 seconds.

Female voice: No.

Matt Ready: Well, I’ll try to be concise. Okay. So then we’re going to do it. So if you would like to share in this group why you are here, raise your hand and get on stack and Bill just tells me who’s first. All right. And keep getting eye-contact with Bill to get on stack. Go ahead.

Woman in V-neck: Okay. I’m here because of all the injustice and because the 99% have to get together because of all — everything and everybody knows how horrible everything is. The middle class has disappeared or in the process of almost being gone, and the strength is in numbers, and we need people to stand together and do things as a group, not just in Sacramento but I mean across the whole nation, and we need to get together and do things to try to help ourselves.

Matt Ready: Great.

Man in red trousers: [Unclear 00:07:09] here to teach people about a resource-based economy, [a true] economic system that will address pretty much everybody’s concerns all in one [unclear 00:07:18] in 2005 Rhode Island had a bloodless revolution, rounded up all the bankers and politicians, threw them in jail, rewrote the constitution, restarted their country. We can’t do this stuff but we actually have to have a B plan of what to do [unclear 00:07:32] and that needs to be logistically plausible. Resource-based economy, it can be done.

Matt Ready: All right. Thank you.

Catherine: Thank you. I’m Catherine [unclear 00:07:44]. I’m here with a full inspiration for this movement as the foundation of Real Democracy Movement of the world, Europe, and Occupy in [everywhere] and support the 99% and I really — I’ve come here with a viable proposal, similar in some ways to the resource-based thing as a way to really actively begin to build the new replacement system from the grassroots. A proposal for a whole system change. That’s [how I’ll] leave it.

[00:08:23]

Gabriel: Hi! My name’s Gabriel [McMillan]. Interestingly, I’m here for very similar reasons as the previous two people. I have a lot of different ideas. My focus has been more on alternative forms of banking, ways to make the financial system more democratically governed and more in the interest of the public—whatever the public wants to do—and I’ve got this [small dossier] that I would like to share again later, if I possibly can, about that. It’s also been a [help to reconsider], to rekindle this movement in general and maybe these — far more of these gatherings will continue and [grow back to their form of glory]. I hope so.

[00:09:16]

Bill: Did you want to speak?

Female voice: No.

Bill: Oh! Do we have anyone else?

Matt Ready: Are you the timekeeper? If you could just tell me when five minutes is up.

Jack Strasburg: Hey! My name is Jack Strasburg and I came here wanting to try and check out where Occupy is at [unclear 00:09:32] to the beginning. But more important for me is [unclear 00:09:37] [crosstalk] the new paragon [unclear][crosstalk] economics if you want to really do something about what’s going on and really kind of check out how many people will be interested in the Occupy [inaudible 00:09:55] communities as a way of building an alternative economic system.

D’Andre: I’m D’Andre from the Stop Mass Incarceration Network and Month] of Resistance and briefly I came here to encourage people to be part of this month of resistance against mass incarceration. There are 2.4 million people locked up in prison. The black and brown youth will have no future under this system, they have a target painted on their back, who are considered suspects, gang bangers, criminal elements before they’ve even done anything [unclear 00:10:34] large number of women in prison that has increased by 800% in the last 30 years, and the roundup of immigrants, wholesale roundup, and rounding up of children. All this is part of this horrible policy of treating people as less than humans while Obama goes around the world and points his finger at other countries when right here 5% of the population of the world, 25% of the prisoners, and month of October is going to be a massive month of resistance, and I’m calling on every Occupier here, where we are from, to join with this Month of Resistance. I’ve got information I’ll talk about later if you want to talk to me, but let’s do a Freedom Summer all over again, where people gladly in the millions are challenged to get out of their safety zone and actually confront the illegitimacy of this country.

Male voice: Amen!

Male voice: All right!

[Crowd cheers and claps]

Matt Ready: It’s up. Well, I’m sure we went over our five minutes. Maybe like a…

Female voice: [Inaudible 00:11:50]

Matt Ready: No? Okay.

Woman with red scarf: I’m here because — to give a teaching, which I gave today and will give another tomorrow on a way to magnify the power of Occupy. It’s a national education campaign based on a resolution that was passed in 2011 in Occupy, Sacramento. I’m also here tonight because I would like — I can provide a workshop for people who have not spoken to groups this size before, they don’t feel comfortable speaking, even to the people who haven’t spoken to smaller groups because, for me, one of the most amazing things that happened in Occupy in Sacramento was when the person with the megaphone invited everybody who wanted to speak up and invited people to stand on stage so that people who were not usually seen as the speaker, got to speak. So I will schedule for eight o’clock and what I’m going to do is I’m going to go over there where that chair is. If — I didn’t know there was a GA at this time but if there’s anyone who wants to do an experiential interactive workshop on finding [unclear 00:13:27] I’ll go over there. No one comes. You want to be here. I’ll come back. I’ll be there for a while though.

[People clap]

Matt Ready: Okay. All right. So the time it is up so we’ve got two more —

Female voice: Forty seconds.

Matt Ready: Okay. So we won’t — how many people are left on stack?

Bill: One person.

Matt Ready: Okay. Please, we’re trying to keep it under like 30 seconds to say why you’re here.

Man in black outfit: Thank you very much. [Inaudible 00:13:59] since I’ve been very young [inaudible 00:13:59] in a lot of different aspects, and what I’d like to do here is to try to think of as many ways as I can to get your message out to as many people as [inaudible 00:14:13], ways that you haven’t tried before, some have effective for you but not that effective for you, obviously, because I haven’t heard about you for years. So that would be my job if you [unclear 00:14:26] try to get you an audience that is going to take you seriously, that’s going to listen to what you have to say, and get more people into the group. That’s my purpose.

[00:14:42]

Matt Ready: Okay. All right! So we have a process check on the events. There needs to be announcement.

Woman in blue: That’s what it’s about. Process check. Okay. Sorry. Sorry to interrupt! I’m going to need — I know a couple of people volunteered, but we need some help moving the food from the capital back to the hostel. I’m offering my car. We’re going to start that around 8:30, which is like I think in half an hour, so meet me at that tree right there, 8:30. We need, like, probably three people. [Unclear 00:15:13]. So that tree right there, 8:30 and obviously bring the food back and we’ll — yeah… Thanks! Sorry.

Matt Ready: Okay. So the five minutes is up and so I would normally just — we’d go on to the next part of the GA each time an agreed time-limit is expired. But I would check with the group. Everyone all right going to the next part of the GA? Any strong objection? If you were on stack for the part that we were just doing, you can keep your point on — your place on stack for the next part. So was that an objection? Was there any objection to moving on? Okay. Is there an objection?

Male voice: Yeah. She needs to finish —

Woman in blue: Okay. Sorry. I’m working. All right. Who wants to — whoever wants to help with food, please raise your hand now! I need like three people. You… Dauphine and I can’t see… All right. Cool. Thank you, guys. [I’ll see you] at the tree. I’ll see you, then confirm who’s actually going to help. Thank you guys!

Matt Ready: Okay. There was a question, a process question.

Female voice: I just had a question. [Unclear] about Mr. Obama?

Matt Ready: I think you need to find him and ask him. But he already went on stack. I would just keep on. It would sort of break process if we went to that. Okay! So if there’s no objection to moving on, the next thing we would do and [the GA’s aren’t familiar with] is consider proposals, okay? We don’t — so first, I need a sense of how many people have brought a proposal for this GA to consider. So we’ve got at least two? Two people. Three people? Okay. So what we’re going to need to do is take a little time to figure out which proposal we want to consider first. We have a number of them; we may not actually get to all of them unless we’re going to stay here till midnight. So the process that I’m going to suggest is that, if you have a proposal, please make sure you have some sort of title for the proposal ’cause we’re not going to read each one completely. We’re just going to give you a chance to read the title of the proposal — and we’ve got some process questions. Let me finish describing the process that I’m going to suggest.

[00:17:52] You read the title of the proposal so everyone, you know — and keep it under, let’s say, 30 seconds — you know, the title of the proposal and any contacts you want give. And then we’re going to need to do some sort of temp check with the group and see which one they want to jump on and start to consider, if any. That’s my process. Is there any concerns about the process that I just described? I see a couple. All right, so stack taker, please recognize people with the [inaudible 00:18:21].

Woman: [You] said that there’s one proposal from yesterday’s GA and so I’d like to [acknowledge them]. There was a GA yesterday and that [unclear 00:18:35]

Matt Ready: Okay. So I still would defer to the group if they say they didn’t want to talk about it. I would still go with what the group wants to do.

Male voice: There’s my question.

Matt Ready: Okay. So any other concerns with the process I just described? Okay, so if you have a proposal, please [crosstalk] —

[00:18:57]

Woman: [He] kind of indicated something.

Man in chair: Yeah. I just — I guess I feel like this is a bit of a cart-before-the-horse because having done I don’t know how many hours of being in proposals over the last two days, and even just today, I would want to see if that’s what the group actually wants to use the GA for, or even do that.

Matt Ready: Okay so —

Man in chair: Because there might be some other purpose for this GA than just jumping in the proposals.

Matt Ready: So I’m going to take that as an objection to going to consider any proposals. So we could briefly see — we could temp check first do people want to consider some proposals.

Woman: Yes.

Matt Ready: Okay. Is there any strong objection to moving on and consider proposals?

Man in blue: Well, I would [00:19:48] I mean if of course it’s [required][unclear 00:19:52] on proposals that’s [unclear 00:19:54] I hope there aren’t any proposals that are going to like [00:20:00] too divisive. I’m just hoping that we have a real mellow thing and we really get to know — I just don’t want any divisiveness. I hope there’s no proposals out there that are going to have a strong debate over tonight.

Matt Ready: Okay. Is that an objection to us doing proposals?

Woman: No.

Matt Ready: Okay. Is there any objection to us moving on considering proposals?

Male voice: We have a clarifying question.

Matt Ready: If it’s not an objection and you want to get to proposals, then you might hold off. Is there any objection?

Female voice: What do you want to say?

Camera woman: Wait, he’s the facilitator.

Female voice: Sorry [inaudible 00:20:43] because no matter what our [procedure policy is.]

Matt Ready: So I’m going to be as gentle as I can with the process and so I’m going to — the question at the moment is, “Do we want to move on to proposals?” If no one objects, let’s go to proposals. We don’t need to even discuss that comment if it wasn’t really an objection.

Male voice: [Unclear 00:21:09] to proposals.

Matt Ready: So —

Man in blue: I need a — I guess it’s a quasi objection.

Matt Ready: Okay. So final call for objections, if you have an objection to move on to proposals. Stack taker can recognize —

Bill: We have one objection [unclear 00:21:24] question.

Matt Ready: Just put him on stack [unclear 00:21:28]. Go ahead.

Man in blue: The only objection I have is that that forces us into a contrived time thing that we have to — we can’t take forever, right? And we could stay until midnight. But I don’t want it to get to a point where we have to cut off debate because we’re out of time. I think in this gathering, before there’s any [putting off] debate or anything like — we need to get to know each other! I think that really I — I wish we could actually be in a circle. Maybe we could be in two concentric circles or something. But anyway, I would love hear people’s names and I am more — and I am objecting to a proposal process [unclear 00:22:16] requires some difficulty in terms of time. I don’t think we should be rushed. I don’t think we should have any rush, anything rushed now, I mean tonight.

Bill: And we have a [unclear 00:22:27].

Matt Ready: Okay.

Gabriel: My question is what are we going to do with the DAA if we’re not going to consider proposals? Every [DAA] I’ve ever been to focused [unclear 00:22:37] considering proposals.

Man in blue: Well, the answer is we could get to know each other.

Matt Ready: Okay. So I’m going to go back to the question. Do we want to go on to proposals or do we want to go on to something else? So, you want to go to proposals, give me a temp check. How about a temp check on going onto something else besides proposals. There’s some interest there.

Man in blue: You don’t want to get to know anybody?

Matt Ready: So —

Female voice: [In the distance] [Inaudible 00:23:08] like it’s traditional.

Matt Ready: Okay, so just please raise your hand if you want to get on stack. Let me just ask you again. Is there any objection with us moving on to proposals? Okay. So then I would go on to the point of information.

Man in chair: So we have the permit until ten o’clock and that is about an hour and 56 minutes from now and we have to be cleaned up and all the stuff on the property off the property like it was last night before ten o’clock. So that’s [our time put straight.]

Matt Ready: Okay. Yeah. In terms of process and time, you know what? I’m willing to facilitate as long as people want to go and the GA can move if it needs to move. So I’m at the, you know — we’ll just see how it goes. All right! So is there — okay, point of information.

[00:24:01]

Man in chair: So if the GA decides to continue past ten o’clock, I think we need to have a break to get us off the property.

Camera woman: That’s not a point of information.

Man in chair: No, that’s a point of information. If you’re going to do it, we —

Camera woman: It’s a comment.

Man in chair: — need to have everybody help clean up and move off the property. That can’t be suspended just because you want to move somewhere else. That’s all.

Matt Ready: Okay. So we didn’t have an objection. We’re moving on to proposals so I’m going to start the proposal process. So — is that an objection that you really need to voice?

Woman: No. I don’t have an objection now.

Man in blue: I — we have — I don’t think so.

Camera woman: There’s a stack, isn’t there?

Man in blue: Never mind. No. Never mind.

Woman with white hat: Just FYI. [Crosstalk 00:24:42]

Camera woman: She’s jumping stack.

Woman with white hat: — because we’re dealing with proposals. If you are planning on doing the [Light Brigade], they will be leaving from the north stop at 8:30 to go on over the five to put up the Overpass Light Brigade. So to the extent that’s going to diminish the numbers, proposals might be discussed in a smaller group.

Matt Ready: Okay. All right. So we’re going to move on to proposals, since no one objected to that. So if you have a proposal, you need to raise your hand to get on stack and whoever —

Camera woman: There’s a stack for that though.

Matt Ready: — gets on stack first, will be the first to read the title of their proposal. And then we’re going to try to sort through them.

Camera woman: Are you going to raise your hand?

Matt Ready: Okay. Who’s first? Tell me who’s number one.

Bill: One.

Matt Ready: Okay. You’ve got a title for it?

[00:25:38]

D’Andre: Yes.

Matt Ready: Just a title that they can remember.

D’Andre: A proposal that Occupy and all the occupants from around the country and here, take up the month of resistance against mass incarceration, wherever you might be. Occupy has distinguished itself as being one of the great moments in recent history of the United States when people came together from all walks of life, different races, different creeds, different political positions, and all came together around something that was absolutely urgent and necessary. And in that spirit, I’m really calling on people to take up this month of resistance against mass incarceration that can bring together many many people, a big tent, a big Occupy tent, where Occupy can actually rejuvenate its energy and reach out to many people that are in the oppressed communities that we have not reached out before.

Matt Ready: Great. Thank you. Keep it limited to that.

Camera woman: [Tie it off.]

D’Andre: Okay, so why don’t you say how this could be done?

Matt Ready: Well, we’re going to call it the Month of Resistance Against Mass Incarceration Proposal.

D’Andre: Okay.

Matt Ready: And we’ll take it — to start, that’s all we need for now. We just need sort of a title so the group can decide. Who’s next?

Bill: Number two.

[00:27:06]

Man in red trousers: Why We Need to End Capitalism and Start an RBE.

Matt Ready: End capitalism and start what?

Man in red trousers: An RBE, Resource Based Economy.

Matt Ready: Okay, so it’s End Capitalism and Start an RBE Proposal. All right. Give me another proposal.

Bill: Number three is…

Female voice: Number four, I think.

Bill: Who’s three?

Male voice: I am. Ours is the continuation of last night’s solidarity with civilians in Palestine.

Matt Ready: So it’s the Solidarity with Civilians in Palestine Proposal continuing from yesterday’s GA. Okay. Who’s next?

[00:27:44]

Catherine: This is a proposal to hold an International G99% People’s Assembly in Australia when there will be a lot of the community of the world, the global justice movement gathered in Brisbane in November for the G20.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Catherine: I’m sorry but I couldn’t indicate that I had two. Another one just as quick.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Catherine: It’s a proposal to start to build the replacement socio-political-economic system from the grassroots, a genuine global democracy from the grassroots while this system is crumbling, start to build a new one called The Earth Holocracy Proposal.

Matt Ready: Earth Holocracy?

Catherine: H-o-l-o-cracy.

Matt Ready: Okay. So we’ve got the International G99% People’s Assembly in Australia Proposal and the Earth Holocracy Proposal. Who’s next?

[00:28:47]

Gabriel: So my proposal is to identify a piece of land somewhere where we can have this go on perpetually. Ideally, a private piece of land that’s owned by the movement that’s democratically governed by the General Assembly that operates here.

Matt Ready: All right. So let’s call that the General Assembly Land Purchase?

Gabriel: The Occupy Land Purchase.

Matt Ready: The Occupy Land Purchase Proposal. Okay. Any other proposals that you — we’re already beyond — no way we’re going to have that. Not a strong chance we’re going to get to all these proposals.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: [I don’t say no way] but anyone else really wants to put a proposal on this list? Okay. So I count six proposals. All right. So we’re going to do a — first we’re going to do—this is going to be hard—we’re going to do a temp check, just get some initial reaction. Give me a temp check of what’s your enthusiasm for doing this proposal first. Okay? ‘Cause that’s what we need to decide; which one do we do first. So I’m going to read them and try to watch for the temp check and… All right. I think we’ve got some —

[Distant voice]

Matt Ready: That’s good. A process.

[00:30:06]

 

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Matt Ready and Chris Mason #2 (or 4 if you count Middlebury 5-0!)

 

Matt Ready: …cause I’m probably not even going to use this. Periscope. Periscope’s a good way to connect with. See? We already had someone one random person on Earth joined [unclear 00:00:16] 007 joined us. Let’s see.

[Matt sings “Everybody Wants to Rule the World” (Tears for Fears) and “Under Pressure” (Queen)]

Matt Ready: I think someone’s phone’s ringing. You’ve got a phone call but [unclear 00:02:20].

Speaker 4: I’ve been getting a lot lately. I think it’s just those collect- not collection but [unclear 00:02:27].

Matt Ready: Live, live, we’re on the air. I should put a note up that says that. Someone could come in the door.

Chris Mason: Where are we going to sit?

Matt Ready: Here.

Chris Mason: Okay. In these two chairs?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: Okay. You have a preference?

Matt Ready: No.

Chris Mason: Okay. Are you going to interview me?

Matt Ready: I think that’s… Well, what do you think? Interview or just a conversation? I mean, is there a difference? Is there a role difference?

Chris Mason: Sure! You ask the questions.

Matt Ready: What if like I ask three questions, you ask three questions?

Chris Mason: No, I just want to be interviewed.

Matt Ready: Okay. All right. That works.

Chris Mason: So Claire is the camera person?

Matt Ready: Are you ready, Claire?

Claire: I don’t know.

Matt Ready: Okay. So yes, so whatever you point that at — and we’ve got — we’re on a —

Claire: How do you work this [unclear 00:04:07].

Matt Ready: Unscrew. Then do this then it’ll be like…

Claire: Oh, it’s that kind. Okay.

Matt Ready: Yeah. And then I think —

Claire: Yeah.

Matt Ready: And so one is facing at the wall so it’d give us sort of — we’re all behind the camera now and…

Chris Mason: [Unclear 00:04:25].

Matt Ready: Yes. This is where I [unclear 00:04:27] but it’s like on Twitter. It’s Periscope and that’s interesting like international YouTube. You get people from all over the world that just sort of drop in and out constantly and once in a while you can get a few people actually stay in. So Claire can see how many — there’s no one — if people have been dropping in but nobody is sitting there watching. Now there’s one and I think if I click on that — seven [unclear 00:05:03] so that was the total people they had watching it. Anyways, and so you could — I think you can even… Anyways. But basically you just point it at —

Claire: Wait, wait, wait. So what do you want me to do?

Matt Ready: You just point it at us or yourself, if you want to point it at yourself for some reason and talk [unclear 00:05:28]. Yeah. And I don’t know if this is really helping. It’s just a kind of experiment. We could sort of —

Chris Mason: So this is just what Clair can see on the screen [inaudible 00:05:38].

Matt Ready: Yeah. But if I like put it up in a — if I set this up so that we could see that screen, we could actually read chat messages; she wouldn’t have to read them to us. We could actually just watch them.

Chris Mason: Well, I could read it from here [crosstalk] a little bit bigger but —

Matt Ready: We could [scoot] but we can rearrange. We’re in charge of  the — well, let’s see here. I can make the — Oh!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Camera person down!

[Matt arranges the equipment]

[00:06:06]

Matt Ready: This bigger.

Chris Mason: And we can draw the curtains so it’s a little bit darker.

Matt Ready: All right, so… [Unclear 00:06:40].

Chris Mason: [Unclear 00:06:41] that screen again?

Matt Ready: Yeah, I think I might be able to [unclear 00:06:45]. All right. So now…

Claire: Now what?

Matt Ready: Claire, you are in charge of — you can put that camera on anything in the room.

Claire: Okay. Just like… [Unclear 00:07:04]. So we’re supposed to like film here, right?

Matt Ready: Now, just watch the — you want to be just careful not to pull this cable out. That’ll disrupt things. Let’s maybe… here, you stand there.

Claire: I’m going to go to the other side.

Matt Ready: Yeah. That’s probably a good general area.

Chris Mason: It’s kind of looking down on us. Is that good?

Matt Ready: I don’t think so. Unscrew that and hold this [unclear 00:07:45] go down. All right, so you decide where, height wise.

Chris Mason: If you need us to move, if that’s easier then you moving, just let us know.

Claire: There [unclear 00:08:13].

[00:08:15]

Matt Ready: All right, ready? Ready for action?

Claire: Okay.

Chris Mason: It’s going to be dynamic. Be prepared.

Matt Ready: Okay. Ready? Take one.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: Of one.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Let’s see. So hello there! My name is Matt Ready. I am the host of this webcast, which we’ve been calling The Mindful Activist. We’ve had about 18 episodes. We’ve been in existence for two and a half years. If you go to mattready.net you’ll find out more about me and the things I’ve been doing around this webcast. With me today is my good friend, Christopher Mason.

Chris Mason: Hello.

Matt Ready: We have, as many of you I know are well aware, we’ve been having shows together and broadcasting our talks to the world for several years now.

Chris Mason: I think you’ve been broadcasting them to the world.

Matt Ready: Yes. We’ve been recording them, showing them through various media outlets. Yes. How many times now have we done this?

Chris Mason: Three maybe? Three or four.

Matt Ready: And the first time was on your show.

Chris Mason: Correct.

Matt Ready: And what was — tell us about that show for the few people who have not heard of it.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: So on that show I appear in my professional persona; I’m a police officer so I’m in uniform typically, and I interview people generally from the community in which I live, which is in Vermont, in Middlebury, Vermont, talking to them about various different things. Usually about what they do, what kind of organization they represent but sometimes it gets a little more esoteric. We talk about their beliefs, their aspirations, their visions of the world.

Matt Ready: And this is called Middlebury 5.0.

Chris Mason: Middlebury 5.0.

Matt Ready: Does it have a website? A massive social media following?

Chris Mason: Television station, which is Middlebury Community Television.

Matt Ready: So it’s like Wayne’s World for the police of Middlebury.

Chris Mason: Yes. I suppose one could describe it thus.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Or The View. It’s kind of like The View.

Chris Mason: Only old people are going to know kind of what the hell Wayne’s World means.

Matt Ready: What? That’s not hip anymore?

Chris Mason: No. Do you know what Wayne’s World is, Claire?

Claire: No idea.

Matt Ready: Oh my gosh!

Chris Mason: Claire is our camera person.

Claire: Yeah.

Chris Mason: She’ll be this disembodied [crosstalk] angelic voice.

Claire: Mysterious [unclear 00:11:08]

[Crosstalk]

Matt Ready: How are you getting on so far, Claire?

Claire: Good, I think. What kind of information are you looking for?

Matt Ready: Just overall awesomeness. On a 0 to 10 scale, how’s the show been so far?

Claire: Hmm… A 10, of course!

Chris Mason: Excellent! Excellent!

Matt Ready: This is awesome.

Chris Mason:  [Crosstalk] It’s good help.

Matt Ready: Okay. So you’re a police officer in Vermont and that pretty much tells everyone what they need to know about —

Chris Mason: That’s the sum total of who I am.

Matt Ready: I mean, ever since I met you I was thinking, “This guy’s going to end up a policeman in Vermont.” That just seemed the natural —

Chris Mason: Yes. It’s the inevitable result of the arc of my existence.

Matt Ready: Yeah. But let’s put this in context. What if we just — we do a little trace of the story of Christopher Mason from beginning to end? We’ll hit the most important points.

Chris Mason: Okay.

[00:12:06]

Matt Ready: You’re ready?

Chris Mason: Yeah. So I think you should tell the narrative. You should just…

Matt Ready: Well, you want me to — you want me to just tell the story?

Chris Mason: The sum total of Christopher Mason as told by Matt Ready.

Matt Ready: Born in a small town in rural England.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That town was called — what was it, Claire? Sussex of something?

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: Born in a large city —

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: — in Southern England.

Matt Ready: Brighton!

Chris Mason: Yes!

Matt Ready: Ah!

Chris Mason: There you go!

Matt Ready: Okay.

Chris Mason: It’s huge!

Matt Ready: Yes. Has… and you have just a brother. Is there other siblings?

Chris Mason: I have a complicated family.

Matt Ready: Complicated family but you were street British, right? You were like —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Cause you weren’t like rich upper class.

Chris Mason: No. Very much working class.

Matt Ready: Very much working class.

Chris Mason: Lived on — well, they’re called the states in England but doesn’t really conjure much in America. It’s like growing up in the hood.

Matt Ready: Okay. Were you a part of a gang?

Chris Mason: No.

Matt Ready: Did your family make up a gang like all your cousins and your brothers —

Chris Mason: British hood isn’t really comparable to U.S. hood. It’s not like in the city hood.

[00:13:27]

Matt Ready: Any fights as a child? Fight on the streets?

Chris Mason: Yeah. It was a lot of violence.

Matt Ready: Like West Side Story type, like —

Chris Mason: O.K. Corral?

Matt Ready: Yes [Laughs].

Chris Mason: With dancing.

Matt Ready: Was it ever scar– I mean how much —

Chris Mason: [Unclear 00:13:38] super camp and tight pants.

Matt Ready: Yes!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: How violent did it get? How serious were these fights?

Chris Mason: Oh, I think just regular kid violence. Nothing too extreme.

Matt Ready: Between siblings and cousins or between your people and other —

Chris Mason: Mostly — more at school.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: Kids jostling for dominance.

Matt Ready: Interesting.

Chris Mason: Trying to assert their physical superiority. Status. Fighting for status.

Matt Ready: Did any of these fights traumatize you? Were they particularly significant?

Chris Mason: I didn’t do well with the violence. I don’t know, trauma… I wouldn’t say that it traumatized me but it made me uncomfortable so I had a fairly unhappy childhood, partly because of that. There were other reasons that it was not blissful but that was definitely a part of it. I did not feel comfortable with the violence, partly because the violence itself made me uneasy but also because I wasn’t very good at it. I didn’t feel confident.

Matt Ready: Ah, you weren’t dominating your opponents.

Chris Mason: Right. So there was a lot of shame. I didn’t regard myself as a particularly impressive individual because I couldn’t pound the crap out of my peers.

Matt Ready: Were you shorter than other guys?

Chris Mason: Maybe. I’ve always been a little on the short side, kind of slightly stocky but that wasn’t really the issue. It wasn’t that they were much larger than me.

Matt Ready: So this is a bit of a total tangent but it might be interesting; shortness of height, especially for men. It is definitely a social factor you grow up with, whether or not you are short, middle, or whatever. Have you found — do you find that has been a big deal in any way? Have you noticed it to be a significant thing actually in our culture? Really, height, does it like matter at all for status or… or with age, does it start to matter less?

Chris Mason: It hasn’t had any impact upon my life that I’m aware of, so no discernable impact for me. It’s never really been a factor except when I was living in California, fast forwarding many many years, when I was living with my wife. She was getting a master’s degree so this is after I graduated from college but she was still in college getting a postgraduate degree. In order to earn a little extra money I donated sperm and the first clinic that I went to, that I approached to donate sperm, they had a height requirement.

Matt Ready: Wow!

Chris Mason: I did not meet that height requirement.

Matt Ready: Did that —

Chris Mason: So that —

Matt Ready: — feel… did that hurt you in a…?

Chris Mason: And they were saying that my genetic material was not adequate. It was not up to par, did not meet the standard.

Matt Ready: They were literally saying there are lots of women desperate for a child. They really really want to have one and they are going to come pay money for that but they don’t like yours [laughs] cause you’re too short.

Chris Mason: Yes.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]

Chris Mason: So that’s essentially — that’s the gist of it. Yes.

Matt Ready: And so did that hurt a little bit? Did that hurt a little bit?

Chris Mason: Well, mostly because I wasn’t going to be able to make money donating my sperm but yes. But maybe — maybe it’s something I’ve always carried with me below the surface.

Matt Ready: Right. Do they make you stand and take off your shoes to just check to see —

Chris Mason: No. I think it was a questionnaire. I never went to the clinic.

Matt Ready: But what if you’re right on the edge? What if it was 5’7” and you were 5’7”? [Crosstalk]. Yeah. I mean, do they make you go there like, “Come here. Before you do that, just take off your shoes, stand against the wall. We’re going to see if you make it because if you’re just below it we’re going to just kick you out.”

Chris Mason: Yeah, it never got to that phase. I wasn’t even close to making the height requirements.

Matt Ready: All right. Well, enough about that topic. Let’s go back to your — the gist of your story. It’s not all about thoughts on short people and short people prejudice [laughs].

Chris Mason: I suppose it could. That could be the substance of the interview.

[00:18:14]

Matt Ready: So no, we want to get to the most important stuff and that would be, I think, your brain and what turns you into a philosopher poet. At some point you became that.

Chris Mason: My sense of inadequacy for not being tall enough to —

Matt Ready: [Laughs]

Chris Mason: — donate sperm. I had to compensate somehow [laughs].

Matt Ready: You think that sort of was — so it was being a little bit below average in height —

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: — led you to philosophy? [Laughs].

Chris Mason: And a sense of social inadequacy. I think that’s what attracts most people to philosophy.

Matt Ready: Really?

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Really? That would then —

Chris Mason: They find it hard to get along with people. They don’t feel comfortable in social situations so they study philosophy so they can assert their intellectual dominance in social situations.

Matt Ready: See, you’re making me question now everyone that I knew as a child who I was philosophical with, like, you know — are you saying we were all socially inadequate?

Chris Mason: Think of every philosophy student you’ve ever known.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: They’ve all been pretty socially inept, right?

Matt Ready: Well, you were like the first philosophy student I became friends with.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So other than Jennifer —

Chris Mason: They all feel socially awkward.

Matt Ready: I mean we all had our social awkwardness but we also had in common our search for the truth. Search for the truth. And I felt like it was like such a badge of nobility to meet another who had said, “I search for the truth.” Even if when we talked to each other we’re going to hate each other immediately because we have such different world views and different fundamental philosophical, you know…

Chris Mason: But don’t you think that’s true of whatever discipline you apply yourself to? Doesn’t it feel like a search for the truth? Like if we would study physics —

Matt Ready: Well, obviously, if you value the discipline it’s your badge, I mean, are you — are people studying subjects they don’t think are the most important subjects they can possibly study in their life?

Chris Mason: Well, there are other reasons to study subjects.

Matt Ready: But wouldn’t you also spend some time studying the subjects that are the most important subjects in life? Even if you don’t maybe specialize in it professionally. That’s what I think philosophy students can always say, “Come on! Every human being needs to have some eye toward the big questions of philosophy,” because we all have existential responsibility for ourselves.

Chris Mason: One could say that. And philosophy students probably do say that.

Matt Ready: Yes!

Chris Mason: Quite a lot.

Matt Ready: Come on, I’m not the first one to say that. I mean, philosophy student arrogance is a problem. It is a syndrome —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — that we all know exists.

Chris Mason: Well, not just only philosophy students though, the philosophy [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: Philosophy professors [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: The whole field is saturated with arrogance.

Matt Ready: Oh my — I think that’s what made me become a philosopher major.

Chris Mason: It’s the arrogance.

Matt Ready: It was Professor Raymond Martin —

Chris Mason: Who’s profoundly arrogant.

Matt Ready: Man! He walked into that room, it was like Brody from Point Break, you know? He was tanned and he was in shape. He was like — clearly had done some — a little bit of weightlifting, you know, he was into —

Chris Mason: I don’t remember him being especially buff.

Matt Ready: No! I mean he’s old. He definitely was old but he looked like, you know, like a hip —

Chris Mason: He was exuding wisdom and cool at the same time.

Matt Ready: Yeah, like a very active philosophy professor who probably, you know, liked looking attractive to, you know, the ladies. He was kind of a ladies’ man.

Chris Mason: He was a bit of a ladies’ man.

Matt Ready: Yes. Is, I suppose, he’s not dead or anything. I don’t know [laughs].

Chris Mason: It’s been a long time.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I don’t know what he’s been up to [unclear 00:22:21].

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: In any case, he just like came in there and he just started talking about truth, and religion, and everything, just so right, just like such power and clarity like he’s just looking at all of us like, “You guys think you’ve thought about this stuff? I have thought about this stuff and I am perfectly fine just like tearing into you right now.” And I was just like, “I have to study philosophy. This is so much more fun than that teacher coming in here and telling me a new way to do math, or physics, or… It’s like I want to talk about the biggest issues and subjects.”

Chris Mason: Harness that charisma.

[00:23:07]

Matt Ready: Yeah. And so I switched my major from mechanical engineering to philosophy.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: And a part of me had always known though that I was a philosopher. I was asking like the mo– I think the moment I heard the word philosopher I was like, “I’m pretty sure that’s what I am,” you know? [There’s a name for something that just makes me think about]… You know?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Right?

Chris Mason: Uh-huh.

Matt Ready: So when [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: There’s lots of names for that.

Matt Ready: That’s true. Eventually they kind of [unclear 00:23:38]. All right, so I want to come back to that, other names for that. But when did you start to know that you were like, “I love thinking about this deep stuff”? At what age did that become…?

Chris Mason: I would trace it back to my first serious romantic relationship.

Matt Ready: At what age was that?

Chris Mason: Fifteen. It lasted a good couple of years, maybe two and a half years. It was a long relationship.

Matt Ready: Was she very philosophical? Is that — or…

Chris Mason: She was somewhat philosophical but her family was philosophical. They liked to grapple with ideas.

Matt Ready: Was that the first time that you’d been in a room where people were like, “Bam! Bam! Bam!” Great ideas, and going at it, and arguing.

Chris Mason: I think it was the first time but growing up in a working class household, the conversation didn’t tend to be on that level.

Matt Ready: Deep thoughts per [unclear 00:24:41].

Chris Mason: We didn’t grapple with these topics all that much. And she was —

Matt Ready: Do you remember what topics? What philosophical topics they were talking about that engaged you?

Chris Mason: Sure. Perception…

Matt Ready: What about it?

Chris Mason: The connection between what we perceive and what actually exists and how tenuous that is. How do we know that what we’re looking at actually bares any resemblance to how we conceive of it, how we imagine it? They we’re talking about the origins of the universe and the Big Bang, and why things are the way they are.

Matt Ready: Was someone making an argument that — an interesting one about the Big Bang? That’s one of my favorite topics.

Chris Mason: I don’t remember the details. I was, you know, 16 and this is —

Matt Ready: So do you remember [crosstalk] when this started to happen, when you started to become, you’re like feeling these big conversation arguments happen, at some point there had to be like some big argument, some real like heavy-weight belief system that you really started to feel then hitting against each other, you know what I’m saying? Go with the first things that you really wrestled with deeply on a philosophical level as you started to open your mind to them.

Chris Mason: Well, I think it would be knowledge.

Matt Ready: The concept of knowledge?

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: And what is knowledge? That type of stuff?

Chris Mason: Right.

[00:26:13]

Matt Ready: Anything else about that?

Chris Mason: Well, how we acquire knowledge and the fragility of knowledge, what we conceive of as knowledge. I hadn’t really thought about that before, I’d just taken it on face value, you know, this is what we know, and then subjected it to examination beyond that is when I really started to think about that, grapple with that, and realize how delicate it all is and that was pretty mind blowing. But I didn’t move into philosophy with a really well-established rigid belief system. I wasn’t coming to philosophy from a religious — with a religious background. So there wasn’t a framework really to demolish. I mean, for a lot of people who move into philosophy they already have a pretty set framework, a notion of what reality is. I mean, not just like raw physical reality but they have a spiritual reality as well; notions of where we fit in the universe and what happens to us after we die and things like that. And I didn’t really have a metaphysical conceptual framework.

Matt Ready: Did you have a moral ethical framework you were operating by?

Chris Mason: Even that was fairly thin.

Matt Ready: Is that typical, do you think, for people to have a thin moral [laughs] —

Chris Mason: I mean, like part of my operating was, you know, don’t steal things, don’t murder people, treat people kindly, so those lessons were imparted but it wasn’t down in a systemic way and the morality wasn’t rooted in a religious world view.

Matt Ready: There was never a religious world view?

Chris Mason: No. Not at all.

Matt Ready: So don’t you have to have some — like even if you don’t know the word, the concept of religious religion, don’t you have to have a world view that essentially is always spiritual?

Chris Mason: I’m not sure.

Matt Ready: Like okay, what was your world view at that time? [Crosstalk]

Chris Mason: I didn’t say that I didn’t really have a world view —

Matt Ready: Did you think you existed?

Chris Mason: Well, yes. I was convinced I existed.

Matt Ready: How important did you think you were in the universe?

Chris Mason: Well, I didn’t think about things in that term, in those terms, so I didn’t think about the universe, and my place in the universe, and my significance within the universe. I mean, I assumed I was pretty important. I acted as though I was important. I would say that I was fairly egocentric, somewhat egotistical [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: And you had no opinion on the existence of God? What would you have said at that time if someone said, “Yo bro, you believe in God?”

Chris Mason: I didn’t believe in God but that wasn’t — not as a consequence of a long process of analysis. I hadn’t weighed the arguments. I just didn’t feel it. I didn’t feel God. [Crosstalk] It didn’t really make any sense to me. I hadn’t been raised in a religious household, so all the trappings, all the rituals weren’t a part of my life and intellectually it didn’t make a whole lot of sense. So belief in God, for me, was just the same as belief in the Roman Pantheon or —

Matt Ready: And none of those —

Chris Mason: — belief in the Hindu gods. So I mean it was kind of on par with that and none of them resonated for me, none of them.

Matt Ready: And what about death? I mean, when you started — when you first started to understand, “Okay, we are things that die,” did you like, “I don’t want to do that,” or wonder if death is really death. Did that —

Chris Mason: That wasn’t something that I was eager to embrace, for sure, but it occurred to me that death was just — you stop existing.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: You’ve disintegrated, dissolved back into the earth.

Matt Ready:  Okay, I just want to get a sense [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: [Inaudible 00:30:37] in someone and you could be embalmed like Jeremy Bentham.

Matt Ready: Or frozen. I mean that or you could be frozen.

Chris Mason: It could be.

Matt Ready: And there are people frozen. Would you — there’s a good tangent though, frozen.

Chris Mason: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: [Unclear 00:30:51] so we’re jumping ahead, so it’s like looking at who you were and then the person you are now. If you were about to die and they could freeze you and maybe then keep you in existence for 50 years and then revive you at any point if they had a cure for whatever you were about to die from, would you be interested in such a service?

Chris Mason: Sure! Possibly.

Matt Ready: Yeah?

Chris Mason: Yeah. Maybe. I’d like to see the future. It would be interesting.

Matt Ready: Robert Heinlein did not want to do that. I mean, he’s a sci-fi author and he refused to do it and other people. I guess he had plenty of money or… But he was like — I feel like he looked at the world and he was, “Nah, not a good idea.” [Laughs]

Chris Mason: Yeah, I’m reasonably confident that if I did it it would be pretty depressing that I’m being thawed out.

Matt Ready: Like you think the world would be in a bad — had gone through some bad stuff?

Chris Mason: Chances are.

Matt Ready: What — well, that’ll be another tangent, the examination of the —

Chris Mason: Hope for the future.

Matt Ready: State of the world and hopeful future. Well, in a general sense…

Chris Mason: In a general sense?

[00:32:27]

Matt Ready: Well, I’m just thinking here. I’m thinking about which direction to go. So we’ve hit on your first interest was knowledge; that was the first big philosophical topic.

Chris Mason: Sure. Yeah because I haven’t been raised with religion so, for me, what I thought of representing truth in our culture and society was science. I didn’t really know anything about science, like the study of science other than typical high school education at that point. But that’s what I thought of as embodying the truth of science. So thinking about knowledge philosophically really struck at the foundation of that for me. That our perceptions might not be reliable, that what we see might not be accurate and that we might not share perceptions in the way that I assume we do. So I make assumptions about you as another human being but —

Matt Ready: And was this the type of sort of, you know, existential sort of thinking that you were — that drew you into philosophy?

Chris Mason: Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. I mean, having these very kind of basic philosophical discussions with my girlfriend at the time and my girlfriend’s family, it was a much more middle class family so they played music, and they read books, and they talked about philosophy over dinner. Yeah, it was definitely what drew me into thinking about those things.

[00:34:22]

Matt Ready: Where do people that do that, that talk about philosophical things and get really deep into those discussions, where do they go? Like do they like gather in groups, you know, do they cluster ever or —

Chris Mason: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: — cause I find them so rare and like they’re wonderful things, they just like pop up like little fires at times but it’s like I feel like there should be whole nation states filled with them, you know? [Laughs].

Chris Mason: Well, they cluster in colleges but outside of that they are few and far between them.

Matt Ready: The college is such a weird environment though because you have the really young students right out of high school basically and these professors, and then the students in between but it’s really — it’s young students and professors [unclear 00:35:14] it’s this weird power dynamic and, I mean, you and I have both spent a lot of time trying to, you know, talking with our professors because, I mean, I think I did it because I wanted to go straight to the highest status person around who might legitimately have some knowledge and I was like, “Let’s go to battle,” you know? I didn’t agree with them, actually, “Tell me what you think is the truth,” I was like, “Wrong!” [Laughs] I just argued with them. But uhm —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] Professor Martin was wrong?

Matt Ready: No. He was really good but Professor [unclear 00:35:49] he was harder on me.

Chris Mason: Yeah. You told him he was wrong?

Matt Ready: Oh, no. This one thing he said to me, he was like — we were talking about — I don’t remember if it was truth or morality, I don’t even know the subject. Oh, what did he say? He said… Oh! He said something and I said, I just looked at him and I said, “I just don’t think I can agree with that.” And he’s like, “It doesn’t matter whether or not you agree with me. What matters is that you think.”

Chris Mason: There you go.

Matt Ready: And I was like, “Okay, well, I’m telling you the wrong answer and now you’re like, ‘I’m just teaching you’.” And I’m like, “Well, now I’ve lost all — I have no interest in what you’ve got to say because I’m telling you what you’re saying right there is wrong, I don’t think you’re seeing it right.” He’s like, “It doesn’t matter whether we see it the same.” I don’t know, I just found it dismissive.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: But we still, I mean, we hang out a little bunch. And he was — he was a great influence, right?

Chris Mason: Sure. Yeah.

Matt Ready: What drew you to talk to the professors?

Chris Mason: Because I think similar, I had similar motivation to you. They were intelligent, they thought about these issues pretty extensively, they had a lot of knowledge, a lot of insight to offer so that was the attraction.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Okay. Well, let’s go to the highlight realm. We’ve got a lot of background —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: We’re going to go to the highlight realm [unclear 00:37:38] philosophical career.

Chris Mason: People have a sense of who I am at this point.

Matt Ready: No, no —

Chris Mason: There’s a few gaps [crosstalk] fill in those gaps.

Matt Ready: I want to know — oh, okay, maybe I’m just saying we’re going to speed up the dive and we’re going to go to — I want to go into where you began your interest in philosophy, you know, it really became intense and then you had a philosophical career where you actually like dove into a bunch of — you went on a path and you published your — I know you didn’t publish but I mean you wrote your final pieces and you’ve written things personally. You’ve published a book, at least one book, right?

Chris Mason: Written a book.

Matt Ready: Written a book.

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] published.

Matt Ready: You haven’t distributed it in any way, just a few —

Chris Mason: My friends have read it, a few of my friends.

Matt Ready: Okay. No! And that’s not the only book. You also wrote a fantasy.

Chris Mason: I did.

Matt Ready: You wrote a fantasy book and you wrote a philosophical sort of dialogue.

Chris Mason: Right. A long history of writing books that have never been published.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yes!

Chris Mason: So now we’ve got off the topic of my height and —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Chris Mason: — how inadequate I feel for being a short person, we can move on to [laughs] my failings as a writer [laughs].

Matt Ready: I totally disagree. I totally disagree because you’re — I mean, we’re talking about — I mean, it’s all about your brain, what has it learnt in life and it was sort of like, I see it through the academic career it sort of like churns your brain through a specific sort of cookie cutter and you had — what came out of that, you know, your major… And so actually I’m curious —

Chris Mason: Feels like [unclear 00:39:21] one of those Play-Doh machines. It extrudes the Play-Doh and comes out.

Matt Ready: Yeah. And I think that’s like the way academia works; it is this — that’s why I feel like it’s strange that it’s students and professors. It’s like they skip, basically, everyone who’s not in academia, like yourself and I right now, they skip the bulk of humanity and their brains and don’t let those brains participate because the professors have gained such status that they want to hold that status and it’s not in their interest to open the dialogue, you know, it’s not in their interest to go and teach on an open field where students and professors and anyone in between can be in the room cause they don’t want to be challenged, they don’t want to have to argue their points, they don’t want to say who has status, who has the right to argue a point with me is only another elite professor.

[00:40:20]

Chris Mason: Well, yes. So… the nature of debate, philosophical debate would be very different if philosophical debate were the primary purpose of our society, if that was the crux in our culture, but it’s not. It’s —

Matt Ready: Isn’t it of philosophers? Shouldn’t all philosophers agree we all want the truth? Like we should be saying to each other saying to each other — Jack Nicholson, “We want the truth! We don’t care if we can’t handle the truth!” We should all be [unclear 00:40:54]. But we don’t. We have — we don’t do that and so we don’t have — people don’t just get together and argue [crosstalk].

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] believe in the truth. I think that’s what I came to through philosophy, through thinking about these issues. In fact, I think that was the single most significant revelation, epiphany for me. The gain through studying philosophy was a loss of truth.

Matt Ready: Isn’t that a valuable loss? That’s a valuable — I mean —

Chris Mason: Valuable in the sense of having a tremendous amount of impact. It would be hard to attach a value to it in any tangible sense.

Matt Ready: Do you still not believe in the truth?

Chris Mason: Yes. I still don’t believe in the truth in an absolute sense; the notion that there is a truth.

Matt Ready: Do you believe it’s true that Chris Mason exists?

Chris Mason: In a sense, but I regard that as an act of faith. So I have faith that Chris Mason exists. So I believe it’s true in that sense.

Matt Ready: How do you have faith? What is faith?

Chris Mason: Acting as though it is.

Matt Ready: You act as though Chris Mason exists.

Chris Mason: Yes.

Matt Ready: That’s like a second assumption.

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: It’s not — so I don’t think that is faith. I just see that as the [unclear 00:42:32] assumptions; Chris Ma– I mean —

Chris Mason: But I don’t believe it in an absolute sense. Like it can be questioned —

Matt Ready: Have you ever lost it? Have you ever felt like, “I’m not sure Chris Mason exists,” like [crosstalk] name and you’re like — I mean, do you ever forget who you are? I had some [unclear 00:42:49] times. [Laughs].

Chris Mason: Sure. Oh, yeah, yeah.

Matt Ready: So I mean that’s kind of like — I can kind of remember times I’ve forgotten like my entire narrative cause a couple of times, I think it’s the first few times it happened, I got a little scared, like I could completely lose it forever and that’s sort of a terrifying possibility but I found it doesn’t really go away and the basic things come back like —

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Matt Ready exists, then —

Chris Mason: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: — Earth exists.

Chris Mason: Well, there’s a framework that I have that’s this very complex conceptual apparatus that is utilized in processing information making sense of the world and who I am and a part of that apparatus, generally, is me. It’s the sense of myself. I perceive myself as acting within an environment within a world. But that’s a construct, but I regard that as a construct. As you said, it’s a narrative, it’s a story. So on another level, I doubt that. I doubt the existence of that; I doubt the existence of myself; I doubt the existence of a world where there are rules of time and space, and objects exist. A world populated by objects. So, for the most part, I operate within that conceptual structure and I assume the existence of those things. I assume the existence of a world with objects that I move through as an individual, as a person, distinct from the world around me. But those things can be questioned and there are times when I can enter a perceptual state, a state of consciousness where I don’t have faith in those things, where my sense of self and my sense of the world as a world populated by objects where that dissolves and I’m not able to distinguish those things; where life is experienced as more of an event. And perception is experienced as an event. So the definitions of things fall away. But usually I do, I come back to that conceptual apparatus pretty rapidly. I don’t stay for long periods of time in that other perceptual state. So the truth, I don’t know which is closer to the truth. The truth is not really a meaningful question for me. There is no objective reality against which those perceptual modes can be compared, can be contrasted in any meaningful sense. There’s no external standard. So each one has its own internal truth.

Matt Ready: Okay. All right. So we’re at truth. Now we’re going to take a deep dive in the truth and into my favorite realms of truth. Are you ready?

[Laughs]

[00:46:12]

Chris Mason: Okay. Our camera person hasn’t asked any questions. The camera person can chime in at any moment.

Matt Ready: Any thoughts so far?

Claire: I don’t know.

Chris Mason: Not sure?

Matt Ready: Is there a truth?

Claire: I don’t know.

Matt Ready: Can you handle the truth?

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: Is what we’re saying just empty noise or does it have…?

Claire: [Sounds unsure].

Chris Mason: Not sure? For the most part —

Claire: I don’t know.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Excellent! Just raise your hand if at any point you want to interrupt or just start talking over us.

Chris Mason: Yes. Just start talking.

Claire: [Laughs] Okay.

Matt Ready: Or just turn the camera away from us if you’re like, “The world doesn’t need to hear this anymore.”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: All right. Are we ready?

Chris Mason: For the deep dive into truth.

Matt Ready: Deep dive into truth.

Chris Mason: Okay.

Matt Ready: It’s truth time. We’re going into the truth.

Chris Mason: My loins are girded.

Matt Ready: Okay. This is — we’re in the truth zone. Do you like to hum some music? Doo-doo…

Claire: [Laughs].

Chris Mason: Something vaguely ominous and spiritual.

Matt Ready: Truth zone! All right, we’re in the truth zone.

Chris Mason: Okay.

Matt Ready: Okay. First question truth: what is the most important question we could possible discuss right now?

Chris Mason: The nature of importance, probably, cause I think that’s the first thing we’d have to grapple with in order to answer that question. And if we were to start talking about importance, then I would talk about the subjectivity of importance. I mean really that’s where I come to on every issue.

Matt Ready: Down to subject to be of importance. Okay. You’re ready for your next one?

Chris Mason: Sure. We can focus some more on importance if you like. I think importance is a slippery thing and it might shift, so what’s important in this moment may not be what’s important to me in the next moment. And [crosstalk] importance is how you really make sense if you place it within a context, I mean importance for what? I mean, what’s the purpose? So you have to place importance within a framework for it to really have a whole lot of significance.

Matt Ready: Okay, well, if the framework right now — I mean, can’t you always ask? Let’s try to answer the question. What is important right now? What is important right now?

Chris Mason: Seeming really intelligent so we can impress the viewers with our erudition and charm.

Matt Ready: I agree with you.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: That would be my highest [inaudible 00:49:38] at this moment, at this juncture.

Matt Ready: You know, but I think both you and I know there is, you know —

Chris Mason: I’m mostly wondering if I should have maybe trimmed my nose hair or how much resolution there is on the camera.

Matt Ready: Appearing not repulsive, I think is what you’re saying. You don’t want to be like sitting here —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — like, “Oh my gosh! Wipe my face off!” Or you know…

Chris Mason: Right, yeah.

Matt Ready: Appearing — it’s really a bummer —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] that down that you’re making notes as if —

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: — refer that like that.

Matt Ready: Yes! It’s helping me keep track of my thoughts.

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] repulsive.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. Okay, but seriously —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] moment to moment thing, at any given moment, what’s important is probably not going to be something especially profound. It probably is going to be something fairly —

Matt Ready: I disagree with you on this. I don’t think you actually think seeming intelligent or appearing not repulsive, I don’t think you actually care about any of those things. You said them —

Chris Mason: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: — but they were actually both a deflection. They were both a deflection actually answering the question.

[00:50:38]

Chris Mason: Well, that might be what’s on the surface but there are many layers [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: Give me one layer of accurate conscious information [laughs].

Chris Mason: This is a highly complex experience.

Matt Ready: You gave me —

Chris Mason: Multidimensional. So that probably is accurate. That probably is true. It’s hard to know cause knowledge of yourself [crosstalk] least reliable form of knowledge.

Matt Ready: I’ve played too many games with you. I know what you appear to be caring about. It’s not what you care about, you know? Or at least you’re capable of multitasking at many deep levels, you know? So…

Chris Mason: [Unclear 00:51:13] joy.

Matt Ready: Is that important right now?

Chris Mason: Happiness.

Matt Ready: Having a good time?

Chris Mason: Of course.

Matt Ready: If I like bore you, are you going to be like, “I’m just tired of this. I’m going to go do something.  Make myself happy.” [Laughs].

Chris Mason: I’ll just walk out of the interview. Yup. But yeah, it comes back to happiness but happiness is — that’s a deflection somewhat because it’s just so vague. Like anybody — well, not anybody, but a lot of people might say I do things to be happy. That’s my ultimate motivation for doing what I do. And even the things I do that obviously don’t make me happy, like maybe I have a job that I don’t particularly like that I find tedious, surrounded by people that I despise, but I do it because I want to earn money or status or whatever it might be so that I can be happy. The things we do that don’t make us happy we do for a more long-term goal. So happiness is the ultimate goal. But I don’t know that people generally spend a lot of time reflecting upon what happiness is. I mean, people might have a sense of what it is that makes them happy, “Okay, this activity makes me happy. Having sex makes me happy. Watching Voltron, Defender of the Universe makes me happy.”

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Claire: I can’t respect those people.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That like Voltron?

Claire: Yeah.

Matt Ready: You’re an anti-Voltron?

Claire: Yes. Very much so.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Chris Mason: Or maybe watching Firefly. Let’s make it a credible example. That makes me happy. But why do these things make me happy? Why does hanging out with my good friend Matt Ready make me happy? Why should that make me happy? What is it about it that makes me happy?

Matt Ready: My cooking I think is —

Chris Mason: Probably.

Matt Ready: I mean, I’m really — I feed people well with my incredible culinary expertise.

Chris Mason: Yes.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: People might not realize how sarcastic that is.

Matt Ready: They have no clue! Inside jokes that only we get.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I mean, you know if the audience isn’t caught up with you then it’s their problem.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: That’s my attitude. [Laughs].

Chris Mason: So I think saying that what’s important to me is happiness isn’t a particularly meaningful response unless I could flesh that out, which I could if you were so inclined to taking the view in that direction, to steer it —

Matt Ready: No. I think we’re going to go back to a part of truth and metaphysics. Are you ready? That’s one of my favorite topics. I like dancing around it. We’re going to go straight to it. Are you ready? Okay. Still in the truth zone.

Chris Mason: Okay.

Matt Ready: When you’re alone in a room, I mean, say this camera was not on and broadcasting us on Periscope to the enormous —

Chris Mason: The masses [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: — zero people. But it’s going to be out there, you know, people are going to watch it another day.

Chris Mason: Sure. Save it for later.

Matt Ready: Yeah. And someone just dropped in. They drop in and they drop out.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Claire, have you seen [crosstalk] any messages? Has anyone said anything?

Claire: Yes. Someone left a message a little while ago but you didn’t notice.

Chris Mason: Well, you’re supposed to tell us!

Claire: Oh!

Chris Mason: You’ve got one job, Claire, one job!

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Claire: I thought you were going to look at it and —

Matt Ready: No, we can’t. We’re too absorbing. What did it say?

Claire: I don’t remember now.

Matt Ready: There’s only then one message [laughs].

Chris Mason: It sounded like, “You guys are a couple of jerks and…”

Claire: No. I don’t remember. It was like a long time ago.

Chris Mason: Was it a comment on my nose hair?

[Laughter]

Claire: I don’t think so but I don’t — I didn’t —

Chris Mason: All right, Claire. Keep us informed. Keep us informed.

Claire: Okay.

Matt Ready: Or at least read it and retain it long enough to tell us [laughs].

Claire: Okay!

Chris Mason: You can just interrupt. Say, “There’s a message coming through.”

Claire: Okay.

Matt Ready: All right.

Chris Mason: So I’m alone in a room.

Matt Ready: You’re alone — well, you’re —

Chris Mason: No cameras, no [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: If this camera was not here and it was just the three of us talking, who would be able to hear the conversation? Do you believe the only conscious beings alive that could hear the conversation of the three of us in here talking are the three of us?

Chris Mason: Yes. That would be my assumption.

Matt Ready: That’s your assumption. And is there any part of you that considers — that thinks maybe there’s someone else?

Chris Mason: No.

Matt Ready: Have you ever thought maybe there’s someone else listening?

Chris Mason: No.

Claire: It depends what you mean by consciousness, like, I mean there’s not a dog here but, hypothetically, if there was a dog —

Matt Ready: No. I mean if there’s no visits. Just the three of us in the room. Is your mind open to the possibility that there could be —

Claire: Oh, I thought you had, like — never mind.

Matt Ready: No! I want to —

Claire: Never mind. Sorry. I- I — sorry.

Matt Ready: I would count a dog consciousness. If a dog was here, it would count as another consciousness proceeding what’s going on. Technically, I’d count any bugs. I mean, yeah. If there’s bugs, I mean —

Claire: Well, yeah. If there are bugs, you know —

Matt Ready: Hey! We got a “Hi.”

Chris Mason: There you go! [Laughs].

Matt Ready: Okay. Claire, do you have any answer to that question?

Claire: I don’t know. Sorry. I — sorry.

Matt Ready: No! That’s cool! Chime in any time. It’s a fun topic.

Claire: Okay.

Chris Mason: So [unclear 00:56:54] some consciousness that is not immediately perceived by me.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: So something out there consciousness.

Matt Ready: Well, there certainly is — it’d be valid if you thought you were being spied on by the CIA. If you thought there — or another country, if you thought people had reason to spy on you then you could say, “Yes, I’m always worried about people listening.” Or your phone. Some people think their smartphones might be listening in.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: So you might feel that way, like paranoia, it might be valid. It wouldn’t be for me to judge.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: And then there’s, you know, levels beyond that.

Chris Mason: So no. The answer to your question is no. In no way do I believe that there is another consciousness that exists. Now, I might deconstruct consciousness at times. So there’s a sense in which it might feel to me as though less distinct consciousnesses were involved in the conversation. So I might assume that your consciousness, my projection of your consciousness is just a part of my own consciousness. [Crosstalk]. So I might deconstruct your consciousness.

Matt Ready: You’re questioning my consciousness?

Chris Mason: I might do that. Yes. [Crosstalk].

Matt Ready: Are you doing that right now?

Chris Mason: Well, I always do that to a certain extent. Mostly just with you [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: Are you questioning Claire’s consciousness?

Chris Mason: Oh, no! I would never question Claire’s consciousness.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I think Claire is the dominant consciousness in this room, actually [laughs]. I think you and I may be projections of Claire’s consciousness!

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: Now that I think about it [laughs].

[00:58:37]

Chris Mason: So generally, when I’m interacting with people, the framework that I’m utilizing, the interpretative framework, which is a shifting thing, I mean I’m making it sound like it’s something fairly rigid and static but it’s not, it’s moving and I’m not sure if I could define it all that well, but that mode of perception generally involves the standard number of consciousnesses so it wouldn’t involve a spiritual consciousness or somebody spying on me —

Matt Ready: Okay.

Chris Mason: — or anything like that —

Matt Ready: All right.

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] examples. But then sometimes I might drift into another mode of consciousness where you, where Claire, where the bugs, the things around me are just a part of consciousness in general so the shift would go more towards less consciousnesses and would not drift towards a greater multiplicity of consciousnesses.

Matt Ready: Okay. Let’s go to a very relevant topic to this Simulation Theory.

Chris Mason: Okay,

Matt Ready: Okay? The — you’re familiar with the concept of Simulation Theory —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] know exactly what Simulation Theory is.

Matt Ready: Yes. And so for our audience there is — what we would do here is we would cut to the Elon Musk clip where Elon Musk — you’ve seen that one? He gives his like billionaire playboy description of, you know, the Simulation Theory and talking about it. So we’d play that clip and then maybe — I’m trying to think if there’s another good, you know — anyways. Simulation Theory is the idea we might be living in a matrix, a computer simulation, and the basic argument that is put out — do you find any — which argument would you put forth that would convey why people would argue we live in a simulation? There’s the one on numbers that once you have one technological civilization in the universe that is capable of making perfect simulations then you’re going to have infinite simulations eventually created and a number of simulated universes is going to outnumber the real universe a billion to one and the odds are you are sitting in one of those, unless you’re at the very first technological civilization to ever exist in the history of the universe, you’re probably sitting in a simulation. That’s the basic arg- that’s one of the arguments.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Okay. What do you say to that? Do you say, a load of junk  or plausible?

Chris Mason: No, I think it’s perfectly plausible ontology. It’s a plausible way of perceiving the world. It makes sense.

Matt Ready: Do you think we’re living in a simulation?

Chris Mason: No.

Matt Ready: So you think that argument that — [unclear 01:01:51] the odds, the massive overwhelming odds that you’re living in a simulation you must think that’s a crap argument.

Chris Mason: Well, I think it draws upon certain assumptions and within that —

Matt Ready: And one of those assumptions has to be wrong, in your opinion.

Chris Mason: Well, yeah. I mean the assumption that somebody would create all of those simulations I think is questionable. Like, would they? Would they not? I mean, I don’t know. I’ve no way of knowing whether they would or they wouldn’t. I’ve no way of knowing whether —

Matt Ready: No way —

Chris Mason: — something capable of generating simulations in that way would place a high value on simulations and regenerate [unclear 01:02:34] to that number of simulations.

[Pause]

Matt Ready: This is good stuff. Do you mind if I like go right at your argument right there and we just dive into it in a — as a philosophical —

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Do you have another assumption that you’d [unclear 01:03:07] besides the — that — your problem with the — anyway, I was about to like attack your argument in my question just for the fun of it [laughs].

Chris Mason: Attack it! It’s fine. Never mind. I don’t really perceive it as an argument.

Matt Ready: This is good cause I’ve never, you know, I’ve never heard anyone like critique — see, this is what should be happening between Elon Musk and the philosophy, you know, hierarchy. It’s like this is an important question, like, “Are we living in a simulation?” I mean, shouldn’t we like try to figure it out now?

Chris Mason: Well, it harkens back to the classic philosophical trope that you could be a brain in the vat. It’s a more elaborate, more fleshed out version of that.

Matt Ready: Which is [crosstalk].

Chris Mason: It’s the — usually, it’s the first philosophical question that a person is exposed to when they confront academic philosophy.

Matt Ready: Are we potentially a brain in a vat? Cause you can’t tell. You know you just have a brain, you don’t know if those electrical signals are from a computer or from a body.

Chris Mason: Sure. There’s no way to determine that. You know that you have perception. You’re certain that there’s consciousness but, beyond that, you don’t really know anything at all; you don’t know what the source of that consciousness is and there’s no way to — for you to determine what the source is because all you have is consciousness. You can’t perceive something outside of consciousness. You can’t examine consciousness externally. You can only see it from the inside. So we have no way of knowing if consciousness is somehow a reflection of an external universe, as we generally assume it to be, or if its signal’s sent to us by some manner of computer, or it’s a simulation, or if every perception is a piece of God’s consciousness and we participate in the consciousness of God. Maybe we are a fragment of the consciousness of God; and God is the sum total of consciousness would be another theory. We have no way to judge between any of those perspectives. So there’s a sense in which any of those perspectives, any of those ideas are [unclear 01:06:00] experiments but given that we can never ascertain the truth we can’t meaningfully decide between them, debate about them is not all that fruitful. So what we’re left with is faith. What do we have faith in? Do we have faith that this is a simulation? Do we have faith that we’re a brain in a vat? Do we have faith that we exist in an objective universe? Or do we have faith that we’re a fragment of the consciousness of God? And that will determine how we live our lives and how we perceive the things around us and what we value and it will have a lot of impact, but… We can talk about it and we can explain to people why we believe that. So I think there’s significance to conversing about our perspectives; why we’re attracted to a certain view point. But ultimately, there’s no standard that can be appealed to to decide between them.

[01:07:15]

Matt Ready: So… I mean, the only question — the only reason I find this deep metaphysical sort of questioning really valuable is cause I’m just going to keep pointing back to “is there anyone else listening?” Because if we — and that’s why I think the simulation argument, I would just go back to that in general, is the most interesting one to consider because if there’s even a, you know, a one in a thousand chance that we’re in a simulation —

Chris Mason: Probability is meaningless with respect to that. I mean —

Matt Ready: It’s not meaningless —

Chris Mason: — either it is or it isn’t. I mean it’s either a probability of one or it’s a probability of zero, right? I mean you can’t attach a probability to it because in order to attach a probability you have to have a number of potential outcomes and to be able to judge which is most likely. It’s like you — it’s not analogist to throwing a dice.

Matt Ready: This is my [crosstalk] point.

Chris Mason: Sorry.

Matt Ready: My point is if we are in a simulation — I just need — I would just — I think it would be a benefit if we all agree for a moment that we should consider some things we could deduce if we were definitely in a simulation, if we knew — if we, you know, if anyone — some people argue there’s very high probability we’re in one, some of us say, “Don’t think so,” but can we all agree, if we might be in one, let’s discuss a few things about our world view we could just pull straight out from that, if we knew we were in a simulation. Cause if we knew we were in a simulation, we know there is someone that built a computer outside the simulation. That would be like, it would be — if we know we’re in a simulation, then —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] that is a natural conclusion —

Matt Ready: I think it’s like —

Chris Mason: I think it’s perfectly possible that a simulation could evolve.

Matt Ready: Sure. I’m sure it’s possible [crosstalk] but it’s also reasonable to say if you’re in a simulation that it’s at least worth discussing the chance that there’s a person outside.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: And so now, that changes everything we need to discuss. If we say that it’s worth us really believing there might be someone outside this simulation and, going back to that first question, we can believe there’s potentially a million beings outside the simulation that can access everything we’re saying and doing.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: We knew nothing about this —

Chris Mason: I could make those assumptions.

Matt Ready: I mean — but we could like — I think that’s what makes philosophy so beautiful and powerful, is that when you’re really going down the rabbit hole it doesn’t — it’s not just about following an argument, it’s following it with your whole mind, and that’s why the greatest thing, you know, what gets you there is these existential crisis, you know, of what is true and am I a brain in a vat. I mean, it goes back to — that’s why I think that is the thing that, you know, kids are introduced to, the brain in the vat; can really feel the existential angst that you should feel about that question? And do you want to live with that the rest of your life or do you not?

Chris Mason: Well, I think the epistemological question, you know, like the knowledge question like: how do we know what we know? And how certain can we be that our knowledge is accurate? That our vision of the world actually is true to what is out there? Those questions tend not to provoke a lot of existential an- I mean I think they do in some people. It certainly did in me. They provoked that in me. They [had] a profound emotional effect on me when I started thinking about those things, deconstructing those really fundamental ideas. I think what really impacts people on an emotional level, on a visceral level quite a lot philosophically is when they drift into moral territory, when they drift into ethics: how should I behave? How do I distinguish between good and evil? And when they start to deconstruct those notions, that can lead to a profound crisis, I think. What is it for —

Matt Ready: A lot of crisis in the philosophy students [laughs].

Chris Mason: A lot of crisis. Yes. Don’t grapple with philosophy really, unless you’re ready for —

Matt Ready: Don’t you feel like every human has a bit of responsibility to grapple with some basic philosophical questions and, you know, give them a little bit of like — not, you know — [crosstalk] may be they should question it a little bit, not just believe what someone tells me?

Chris Mason: It’s something that I respect and that — I’m drawn to people that do grapple with those ideas but I wouldn’t frame it as people have a responsibility to — I mean, I think people a responsibility to do whatever they’re inclined to do. That’s tied up with my notions of ethics, of morality. So I think when somebody’s thinking philosophically and they drift into moral territory and it occurs to them that perhaps there is no difference between right and wrong action, that those things are a construct, that they’re things we project onto the world, onto the people that we interact with and not things that have any absolute justification, any absolute foundation, that can be profoundly disconcerting. So essentially, everything is permitted. We’re certainly not raised with that, I mean there are very few people who are raised, generally in our culture, by parents who tell them, “Everything is permitted; there is no difference between good and bad action.”

Matt Ready: Well, I mean, in a way, lots of humans sort of can go through life not believing right and wrong and just believe, basically, they’re going in what’s personally beneficial or personally not beneficial. You know —

Chris Mason: I think very few humans believe that. I think very few humans act believing that they’re entirely selfish beings and they’re just doing what’s in their best interest. I think they [crosstalk] construct a framework around it and justify it in various ways. I mean, they might act through those motivations; that might be why they’re doing what they’re doing, but I don’t think that’s what people [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: Is it sociopathic to go through life not, you know, just believing it’s about my self-interest, you know, it’s like, what do I want for myself? What makes the best [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: Well, I think sociopathy is an incapacity to experience empathy so…

Matt Ready: It’s not a philosophical choice.

Chris Mason: Well, I think it’s something that could be generated. So I think if you conditioned yourself, if you behaved in a certain way for long enough, you could habituate yourself into sociopathy but I don’t think people generally do that. It’s not something that they find all that attractive, but one could.

Matt Ready: I guess I — that’s sort of like the, you know — for me, when I went into philosophy it really disrupted my entire worldview. I was a Catholic, you know, I believed in — I talked to God a lot and I guess I believed in God in that sense but I wasn’t into the Jesus/Bible thing. I didn’t know why you [unclear 01:15:34] respect a book. It’s like, why would you believe that’s the word of God? [I’ve seen, you know, who writes books], I mean, I’m a kid and I could tell, you know? But I prayed and I found that a useful thing, very useful for my life and powerful and so then, when I studied philosophy, it — Professor Martin, you know, it just shattered, it just like, you know [laughs] shattered completely my ability to go with this god character and so I stopped praying and, you know, it took my life —

Claire: [Inaudible 01:16:08].

Matt Ready: Do you believe in the Noah flood? Do you believe there was a — Chris, do you believe there was a [laughs] —

Chris Mason: Do I believe there was a flood —

Matt Ready: — there was a great flood and Noah’s arch?

Chris Mason: — and there was a figure called Noah and he built a ship and —

Matt Ready: Well, the question says, “Do you believe in the Noah flood?” I think you’re going to have to take [laughs] —

Chris Mason: Well, I assume that would be the whole story of the flood —

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: — and the animals, and… No. I don’t have a religious background. I don’t believe in God. I don’t know if the Noah story really makes a whole lot of sense if you don’t believe in God, I think.

Matt Ready: Well, that’s just a story out of the Bible, right?

Chris Mason: Well, yeah.

Matt Ready: So why would any story in the Bible be true? I mean — anyways. I had no trouble with that but the God thing was useful for me because I found prayer affected my life. I have several stories, you know, where I prayed and it happened and I was like — really I had — there’s either magic is possible or God or something’s listening and specifically helping, but… Or could just be a psychological loop; it’s like visualizing. It’s like, what do you want in life? Say it! Ask for life to bring that to you and then, now you’ve got that more clearly in your brain and so you are better at getting to it in life.

Chris Mason: The power of positive thinking.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: There’s a multitude of explanations but you believed that you were connecting with God, with [crosstalk] conscious.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I treated it like a conversation with the most powerful being in the universe [crosstalk].

Chris Mason: And God cared about what you were saying and —

Matt Ready: Well, I don’t know. I mean, I couldn’t really tell. But, you know [crosstalk] that’s what I was told.

Chris Mason: That sometimes God would intervene in the world and grant you your wishes, your prayers.

Matt Ready: Yeah. And so philosophy just like cracked all that world view so then I feel like — I think a lot of philosophy students or a lot of college students, you know, a lot of people, their world view just gets majorly crushed and [crosstalk] in college.

Chris Mason: It’s a period in a person’s life where they’re —

Claire: Somebody’s [unclear 01:18:17].

Chris Mason: — there’s a lot of dramatic change. Can critical thinking and religion-based faith intercept? Of course! Absolutely! And I think some of the most incredible critical thinkers that I’ve ever met, they’ve been profoundly religious. And Professor — we’ve talked about Professor [name unclear 01:18:41] earlier. He was an eminent philosopher of science, that was his field, and he was a devout Catholic. [Crosstalk]. There’s no contradiction between those things, whatsoever. I mean, I’m — I don’t have faith in a religious sense and I regard myself as a critical thinker, but I don’t think it’s necessary to eschew religious faith in order to think critically about things, by any means.

[01:19:10]

Matt Ready: To me it comes to, are you critically thinking if you take ideas on faith?

Chris Mason: I think all ideas are a form of faith.

Matt Ready: Well, you went all the way back to your identity, your — Chis Mason being it’s faith that that’s the identity I’m going to open my eyes [laughs] and every time I open my eyes I guess that’s what — cause in the dream you don’t. I guess that’s basically — that’s the difference between a dream world, you know, it’s like you might — it is possible to open your eyes and like really experience something different; you’re no longer yourself. But it’s like our faith — it’s like science, you know, it’s like we have faith that we will, generally speaking, open our eyes and be ourselves just like we have general faith that science, you know, is reliable for like starting a car engine, it’s not going to blow up and kill us or —

Chris Mason: Well, I think every perceptual act, every translation of information into a world populated by objects, that is an act of faith. When I see a chair here, I have faith in it as an object.

Matt Ready: If you close your eyes, do you let your brain let go of its faith and all the things in the room? And [unclear 01:20:27] before we take it on [unclear 01:20:28]? Now [unclear 01:20:31] our conversation not going on a chat room so we’re not going to keep up with it.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: We just keep going sort of [belated] to what we’re talking about —

Chris Mason: Right. So I think faith permeates our sense of ourselves in the world. That’s based upon faith. That is an act [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: Is that the same thing as faith?

Chris Mason: Yeah! I think it is. Absolutely. At a most fundamental level, at its most raw level, it is faith. And to live without faith is almost impossible. I would say that’s something that people aspire to through forms of meditation but it takes a radical perceptual shift to live without faith. And if you’re living without faith, you’re not projecting an external universe, a stable universe around you, and you’re not perceiving yourself as a stable identity. So everything becomes shifting and all the definitions fall away.

Matt Ready: All right. So there’s a good question about faith. I think there’s some desire here to go into this. The way you’re talking about faith and really dig into how it is. I mean, if it’s the same type of faith as a person having faith in God or religion as you’re describing having in basic reality, basic narrative, that’s a really interesting thing to like flesh out.

Chris Mason: I think we all [live large] the faith in one way or another. And that in many ways that — the polarization of people into people who have faith, people who don’t have faith, I think that’s a very artificial distinction in a lot of ways. Essentially, we’re doing the same thing.

Matt Ready: Okay. Let’s back up. We’re going to back up to, uhm, Simulation Theory.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: Because I just want to sort of share with you what it’s done to me is I’ve researched some of the arguments for Simulation Theory and the one that really is the most powerful to me is the quantum mechanics argument; the test, the double-slit experiment, the delayed choice quantum eraser experiment. These things that demonstrate that our reality, the objects in our reality, which are made of, you know, atoms and electron and things, and if we — and the things that we can measure and have, you know, some sort of idea of them, that these things seem to, when we really measure them closely, they don’t really exist unless we are looking at them. This observer effect. It’s a basic — and that we’re just — which is something we don’t — I mean they’re getting like, looking at this observer effect closer, more and more closer, it’s just like the idea that we are in a computer simulation is a really good theory to explain why our reality works like this. It really — it fits together nicely. It helps make something suddenly make sense. Anyways, studying this has led me to realize I need to take seriously the possibility we might be living in a computer simulation and that makes me immediately think about privacy. [Unclear 01:24:02] privacy just disintegrates from you right there if I take the simulation thing seriously, it just like — of course, maybe no one’s watching but everything would be recorded if you’re in a simulation. Everything would be recorded on some hard drive somewhere. I mean, why wouldn’t you at the very least, out of, you know, politeness to me when I die, which of course [should also means death go away]. If we’re in a simulation, I don’t take death seriously anymore. And so we’re in a simulation — but it also makes me think about religion differently. All these people that are doing religion and trying to communicate with God, now there is someone out there in my brain, outside, they could be talking to someone outside the simulation, acting like — cause if you’re outside the simulation you could act like a god if you wanted to.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: And so anyways, this is what it does to my brain. It brings me all the way back to who I was before philosophy where I was praying to God and it makes me think maybe there — but I think the thing that really blows my mind is the death thing; it makes me believe everyone that I’ve known that has died doesn’t necessarily — they may not be dead. They could just be sitting there watching my life because it’s — life’s like a movie theatre for them, watching just to, you know —

Chris Mason: Sure.

[01:25:20]

Matt Ready: I mean that emotionally affects me, you know? It suddenly — and I don’t — anyways.

Chris Mason: And it’s a cogent perspective. Absolutely. Just as belief in God is a cogent perspective.

Matt Ready: Yeah but I guess what I’m saying is like I, emotionally, I can’t believe — it like disrupts my whole emotional world view and the privacy thing is huge cause we are different in private versus being watched by every dead relative we’ve ever known. Every person that’s potentially ever lived could be watching us like it’s reality TV. No? Not you? You’re pretty consistent either way? [Laughs].

Chris Mason: Well, it’s hard for me to — I mean I don’t believe that. I don’t — it doesn’t resonate for me. I don’t live my life as though that were true so it doesn’t really impact my behavior. It doesn’t impact my decision-making all that much so for me it’s an idle thought experiment. It’s not something that seeps down to that level.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: But I don’t know that it would really impact my behavior all that much at all. I don’t think it would change much for me.

Matt Ready: Well, it def- I think the thing I can really feel a change for me is my level of embarrassment about, you know — and my sense of privacy, you know, I mean once you — I think a lot of people they —

Chris Mason: So your dead relatives are watching you go to the bathroom.

Matt Ready: They could be. Or I mean a lot of — if we’re in a simulation, then I would assume there’s millions of people that could be watching us cause it could be millions of beings we don’t know about. But I would hope, actually to me this is an interesting thing to consider, say we lived — say on birth we could make these simulations and we took — there were enough people on earth that believed the lives in these simulations had like a right not to be abused or tortured or humiliated or… Maybe that we would believe in a general sense of privacy rights for beings in a simulation or out, you would think it would make sense that the world evolved. I would think the world evolved that way. What [laughs] [unclear 01:27:35] questions or you just — what’s up?

Chris Mason: I think they’re comments more than questions.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Are they making fun of us out there?

Chris Mason: Uh-huh. Here’s the question —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Chris Mason: Here’s the interesting question for me, what I find compelling with you talking about that is, why would you believe that? What psychological impulse does it satisfy for you to believe that? That we live in Simulation Theory? That’s what intrigues me. So I’m always drawn towards the psychological when talking about metaphysics. So for me, religion I find the theology interesting and the structures; how it’s put together is fascinating: reading religious — reading the Bible, reading the Quran, whatever it might be. But what really fascinates me is why are people drawn to this particular world view? What need does it satisfy?

Matt Ready: It’s the search for the truth! It’s what is the truth?

Chris Mason: I’ve got to use the bathroom.

Matt Ready: Oh [laughs].

Chris Mason: You keep talking.

Matt Ready: All right. We’re going to take a little break from our conversation [laughs].

[01:28:51]

Matt Ready: Were there some good comments?

Claire: Yeah, some — yeah.

Matt Ready: What were they saying?

Claire: [Laughs] Well…

Matt Ready: But they were enough to make you laugh?

Claire: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: Are you enjoying the conversation?

Claire: Yeah! Sure!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: This is one of my longest broadcasts, especially with other people.

Claire: How long is it?

Matt Ready: Over an hour twenty there.

Claire: Wow!

Matt Ready: Hour thirty! Oh, man! Deep deep talk.

Claire: Yes.

Matt Ready: Maybe we should conclude there. What do you think? Wrap up the show. All right, hey! With that we are going to wrap up this episode of [laughs] The Mindful Activist. [Unclear 01:30:13] go back to the camera. Do you want to say hi on camera?

Claire: What? Oh. What am I doing?

Matt Ready: [Unclear 01:30:17] How can educated people willfully believe in — I don’t know. Should we — we were just getting into — we were going into Simulation Theory. Do we wrap up the show here? Hour 30 minutes. I think we’re just going to have to do that. We’re going wrap up the show here. We’ll continue the discussion another time. Thank you for joining us. All right.

Chris Mason: Oh, man! I was just about to say something really interesting!

Matt Ready: Well, we haven’t stopped yet.

Chris Mason: Oh, yeah?

Matt Ready: No! We’re still going. Oh, look! We’re back on! Chris is like ready to go so we’re —

Chris Mason: Where are we?

Matt Ready: Part two [laughs].

Chris Mason: So you were saying that your Simulation Theory, you know, these notions of what the world is, what the universe is and our place within the universe is, you’re saying that that for you is — that’s a quest for truth and I was saying that what interests me, what fascinates me is the psychology of faith. What I meant by that was Simulation Theory or, say, belief in God, one of the things that they — or even the notion that the CIA might be looking in on us, might be bugging this environment and listening to us right now, or accessing us through our technology, these notions—that as soon as something external from us that is watching us, that is looking at us, all those things, all those ideas, those world views, invest us with significance, they make what we’re doing significant because they all assume that something beyond us, generally something more powerful than us, something higher like God or this being, whatever this being was that created the simulation, or even the CIA, something more powerful than us has an interest in us and is looking at us, observing us. That makes us feel significant. That’s comforting. That’s profoundly comforting. I think we were talking earlier about existential crisis and a big part of that is feeling that, all of a sudden, what we do it doesn’t have any significance, it doesn’t have purpose, it doesn’t have any ultimate purpose, that our moral choices when we think we’re choosing between good and evil maybe we’re not, we’re just making that up. That ultimately it’s completely arbitrary whether we live or we die. We want that to be something of profound significance. It is profoundly significant to us. We want it to be a significance to the universe. We want something beyond us to feel that we’re significant. So for me, Simulation Theory, belief in God, a big part of that is satisfying that core, that fundamental psychological need within us to feel that we have purpose, that we’re significant, that we’re not just making it up as we go along, that the sense of significance is not just something that we generate internally and impose upon our universe, it’s not something that we merely project. It is a real tangible aspect of our reality.

Matt Ready: Okay. Can I cut you off there? I feel like you could have kept on [laughs].

Chris Mason: I probably could keep going.

Matt Ready: So I agree it’s nice to believe you’re important [laughs].

Chris Mason: For lots of people. I don’t actually find it all that comforting.

Matt Ready: I mean, in theory. I mean, we do understand why someone would like the idea of thinking they’re important.

Chris Mason: Yes.

Matt Ready: It’s a total reasonable thing to embrace in life but I just think either — I think the higher status position is to not be in a simulation. That would be — I would feel way more important if I — if we are in a universe — cause in my brain it’s like either, you know, it’s just a matter of time that any technological society would build simulations. They would be able to. And so I believe the basic argument that the odds are there’s billions of simulations in this universe and one real reality thread and we’re probably not in based reality, I think that argument is totally plausible and so — but the higher status position is to be — if I did not think, if I knew for sure that was not true, that means that in the history of the universe, in the history of, you know, fourteen billion years, in a universe of unimaginable size with so many galactic civila- so many galaxies, we believe we’re the first, the first technological civilization to ever exist in the history of time.

Chris Mason: I get that but the higher status, that’s not the point. I mean, in fact that’s missing the point. It is. It would be lower status but that’s not speaking to the psychological need. The psychological need wants there to be something that is of higher status above us. That’s what’s so disconcerting is a higher status —

Matt Ready: I mean, because it helps us with the death part? Cause it helps us with not taking — or is it cause it helps us just feel comfortable, to feel like something’s going to keep score or keep things a little even down here and we can kind of rely on that like a mother/father figure –?

Chris Mason: Yes! We want there to be a father, we want the universe to be telling us what is right and wrong.

Matt Ready: Cause that’s where we spend our first 18 years or whatever —

Chris Mason: Right. So we —

Matt Ready: — having done to us and though we might hate it at the end, we love it at the beginning. We love having —

Chris Mason: But the quest, that quest, the scientific quest, the religious quest, that quest for meaning in the universe is in many ways a quest for a parent. It’s what we crave, it’s what we yearn and it’s this absence, this hollowness that we experience in our lives when we don’t have that. So we recreate that through truth. Truth provides that for us. So all of these world views, they satisfy that very fundamental need. And you’re right, I mean, if we conceive ourselves as the being, which makes it all basically we’re casting ourselves as the parent, as God essentially. If I have faith that I’m generating this consciousness — this universe is a projection of my consciousness, then that makes me God, in a sense. And that is what is terrifying. That is the existential crisis.

Matt Ready: Okay. There is a self-existential crisis but for me, just as a matter of gamesmanship in life, like I like to know if someone is pulling the strings of any situation and so if you give me a decent reason to believe there is an external force pulling strings, like the CIA, or somebody outside of the simulation, or God, or… it doesn’t matter, and the enough — the plausibility of Simulation Theory forces me to consider at all times the possibility of the external things, the external simulation interacting with the simulation, not through me necessarily, but it could be through anyone. And that means I’d look at everyone else around me and I’m like, who could be cheating this reality? Because they’re basically getting help from something outside the reality. Because in a computer game, like in World of Warcraft, the people that work at Blizzard, they can give their character magical powers, just like on Ready Player One, you know, that game, you know, there’s people that can have, you know, god-like powers in the game because it’s a game. And so it makes me, it made me sort of re-examine the world; who on Earth has seemingly god-like powers? Who can do things to other people and make lots of money — I’m not naming any names.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m not suggesting anyone in particular but I think you know who I’m thinking of.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: So that would be you. I mean, you would be the result of those cheats, right? Because you have enormous privilege. Your life has been a gift. Like if you were in some limbo state looking into this simulation and picking a position within the simulation —

Matt Ready: I could have been much richer but I mean I’m very well. I’m fine. I was clearly privileged. Totally [crosstalk] I roll the higher dice —

Chris Mason: Yeah, you’re rolling percentile dice, right? Probably a lot of people who don’t know what percentile dice are, but you roll dice that basically mimic — that give you a percentage, 1 to 100, on the dice. And you roll the 99 and you’re saying, “Well, I could have rolled 100 but…” Basically, the position that you’ve been allotted in this simulation is about as good as it gets. It’s as close to as good as it gets as like a negligible [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: Yeah! Which is also weird and, I mean, I’m not ungrateful. It’s wonderful! I’m glad that, you know —

Chris Mason: So you’re the guy, you’re the guy that’s benefitting from the cheating, right? You are the cheat.

Matt Ready: Well, I look around Earth and I see some people — I mean, I think anyone who has a following of thousands or millions, anyone that has over like, you know, a million Twitter followers, they probably have some sort of weird power of mind control over other people. And I’ve never been around people like this, with this level – actually, yes I have because I’m a politician, you know, and I’ve been around politicians and it’s like there is this — I don’t know what they’re doing with their minds, you know, but they — some of them sit there like robots and look you in the eye while you say whatever you need to say and they’re with you the whole time. And then some of them have this gift of authenticity, you know, the A-Team charisma, just like, they have that smile and it’s like — but they’re both like weird… I don’t know. It’s a weird power and I think, you know, entertainment, you know, like I wonder if like Steven Colbert, you know, or Seth Meyers, or Oprah, or Ellen DeGeneres, if they have some sort of —

[01:42:05]

Chris Mason: But you wouldn’t just explain that in terms of the charisma, how — their behavior, if you like, maybe their beliefs, how they convey their ideas, how they present themselves and their body language, the way they use their eyes. I mean, all those tangible things you don’t think that it’s enough.

Matt Ready: Yes. Well, it just makes me wonder [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: If there’s some other factor that is —

Matt Ready: It makes me wonder and it makes me — the magicians and hypnotists, they get a lot — you know, I really wonder about them, as I’ve talked about on the show before. Everyone knows I’m talking about Derren Brown, is a — and [laughs] — but also people that appear on Penn & Teller’s fool us. I think there have been some warlocks on that [laughs] program doing some crazy things.

Chris Mason: Okay.

Matt Ready: Anyways, but also it makes me look at religions. Every religion that’s ever existed, it makes me just reconsider the fact that it’s possible, if we live in a simulation, that a being outside the simulation might find it interesting or fun to play God for a religion here and actually communicate with — pick a religion out, I mean, wouldn’t you be tempted if you had a simulation and they had religions to play God and maybe like pick one to be the valid religion and you would actually communicate with them and use that group to just mess with the planet? You know, like you would — like in Civilization, you used to play those games, right?

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: Sure. No.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Chris Mason: The answer to your question: no. I don’t think I would. I think if I came up with a simulation like that I’d have absolutely no interest in it at all, like in the details [unclear 01:43:49] and I think it would detract from the simulation if I got involved in — but [unclear 01:43:53] you’re talking about a simulation and you’re assuming something that is roughly human, right? Something that you can relate to on an intellectual level, so something broadly human, maybe more intelligent but an exaggeration of human characteristics, human traits.

Matt Ready: I’m assuming they are basically like your, you know, average online user. It’s like they exists in this weird state of no rules and anonymity, and they can do things, and use power, and they’re just like [crosstalk] these weird [beasts] —

Chris Mason: So you’re attaching all sorts of motivations and interests, you’re attaching a psychology to this creature, whatever it is, that’s—broadly speaking—based upon you.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Chris Mason: And I don’t think that would really hold true for an actual simulation. I mean, what about the theory that there are multiple universes? That’s, in Quantum Theory, that’s very popular. The notion that we occupy one universe but there are many universes that exist simultaneously. Possibly an infinite number of universes that exist simultaneously and different scientific rules apply to different universes. There’s no way of disproving that and it fits into a scientific world view rather [neatly], makes sense of a lot of things that are very hard to make sense of.

Matt Ready: It’s one of the ways you explain the double-slit experiment, is the many universes because you have to — when you shoot one electron through the double slit it creates an interference pattern on the wall but it’s only one electron, it has nothing to interfere with and so — and it actually works with — all the way to molecules. Anything on the quantum level, it doesn’t seem to — but one theory of how it’s interfering with its infinite other selves in other universes somehow is — and there’s a universe where just like if, you know, they just — [unclear 01:46:10] renders every one of those universes but maybe something keeps you in one of those universes cause you obviously stay in one. Maybe that’s our consciousness power, somehow keeps us in a universe and that — if you were sitting with someone you can keep their brain in a universe of your choice and your creation with the adequate power of mesmerizing or something.

Chris Mason: How about this, like, one of the things that’s always frustrated me about religion, classic monotheistic Christian religion, in particular, because that’s what I’m most familiar with; the notion of God, how God is conceived is very much based upon the person conceiving of God. When somebody imagines God they always imagine God just about as something very much like themselves, only maybe more so, better looking, maybe bigger, physically bigger, you know, in the depictions of God, the classic depictions of God back when art represented significance through size, so the thing that was more important would be bigger. Perspective wasn’t really — you weren’t trying to be realistic in your depiction of things but the saint in the picture would be larger than the regular person. So pictures of God where God is big, it’s like an exaggeration of a human; more intelligent, more powerful, but we still conceive the power in the same sense that we exercise power ourselves. And that’s always been unconvincing to me. If there is a god, God probably bears no resemblance whatsoever to humanity. And in imagining God as human, that seems to me the most fatal flaw in theology. That makes it so starkly an extension of yourself; an emanation of psychology rather than anything that represents reality in any way, that you would come up with God in those terms, right? So if you’re coming up with — and then coming up with a Simulation Theory, you’re doing basically the same thing: you are imagining something that is more or less like you. You’re exaggerating its capabilities and then you’re imposing, projecting your psychology onto that thing and then kind of reflecting it back onto yourself.

Matt Ready: I mean, for myself—is it all right if I cut you off? [Laughs]. I mean, that’s an important, you know, [laughs] — I mean, for myself it’s just an interesting game to play. If something creates — simulation creates a doorway, it’s worth just wondering who’s on the other side of the door like in a way that you just didn’t — I didn’t feel the need when I was just, uh, believed in the world in a much more realist —

Chris Mason: But if the Simulation Theory were true, then like using probability in the sense that you’ve been using probability, which I think is not a valid way to use probability but probabilistically it’s highly unlikely that the person on the other side of that simulation bears any resemblance to you whatsoever, like it’s not something that you can relate to in any way. It’s probably something that you wouldn’t be able to apprehend with your senses because your senses wouldn’t even be in tune to it, so it would be utterly invisible to you. The way it thinks would bear no resemblance to the way you think as a human being. Its structure, how it functions, how it perceives the universe and its place in the universe would probably bear no resemblance whatsoever to your assumptions and how you perceive yourself and the universe. Its motivations would be utterly alien to you. You’d have no notion of what they were. Like imagining that this thing would be interested in you is —

Matt Ready: That would be ridiculous! That would be ridiculous! —

Chris Mason: It wouldn’t even recognize you, most likely, as an individual thing [crosstalk] perceive you as an object even would be bizarre and enormously unlikely that you wouldn’t be just a — it would perceive you on completely other terms, like purely chemical terms. And even that, like we have a concept of chemistry; its notion of chemistry may be utterly different; it may not even perceive the world in chemical terms. It may not be able to relate —

Matt Ready: What if I wrote Hamlet? What if I, you know, made the movie Fight Club, would it then be like, “Wait! Okay! There’s — let me look in this pond of scum of — look at that little dot! It created Fight Club. That guy’s pretty cool!” Would it — [unclear 01:51:21] that?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Star Wars? You know, I mean [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] Star Wars into it.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] Wouldn’t it be like [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: [Crosstalk] up into the air.

Matt Ready: I mean, don’t you think those beings are, “Did you see that Star Wars movie? That’s pretty good. Who created that? That little…” [Crosstalk].

Chris Mason: To make it interesting, right, you’ve got to move beyond “God the Father.” If you’re still thinking of God as a father then that just — that’s not going to be all that compelling to me intellectually. [Crosstalk] Simulation Theory, as you described it, is very much God the Father.

Matt Ready: It’s just a door that you don’t know what’s on the other side but you have reason to believe there — like it just gives me — and I think religious people, they just like, they just feel overwhelmingly that they have reason to believe there’s a being on the other side of the door and then they argue and emotionally wrestle with what they are capable of allowing themselves to think of on the other side of that door, you know? Some people are just — they don’t want to think of anything dark on the other side of the door, right? They just want to think of all-loving God and in whatever manifestation that they can do.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: But some people are open to thinking of dark things on the other side of the door, you know: voodoo, or magic, witchcraft, different religions, you know, where they have dark and [light] magic —

Chris Mason: And I think that says interesting things about whomever it is that’s imagining what’s on the other side of that door but it doesn’t say anything interesting about what might be on the other side of that door.

Matt Ready: Right. But I’m just saying there’s people that they feel they already have enough emotional reason to need, in their minds, to put something on the other side of the door and so I, you know, I sort of left that place and now I literally intellectually see reason that’s causing me to really brainstorm the other side of the door. It makes me look at all those different — it just makes me look at all the theories, the Roman god, the Pantheon, you know, like which one of these make sense to me for what I feel like is most likely, if it’s a Simulation Theory, how many people and beings are on the other side of the door? I would say there’s — makes me lean towards like a very polytheistic, like, there could be a whole bunch of, you know, there could be like basically like Blizzard, you know, or Google, where you imagine they’re like, you know, [unclear 01:53:46] people in charge, some people watching stuff, many things, and then there’s people like working in the IT department and that can mess with stuff, that sort of — I could see that sort of happening. I don’t know that, you know — it’s like a big game of The Sims.

Chris Mason: When we entered the industrial age through the industrial revolution, that had a dramatical impact upon our environment. I mean, developing the factories, and mass produced goods, and the economy, and our culture shifted… it just — wholesale changes, religion, I mean the shift from Catholicism to Protestantism, I mean all those things were kind of intertwined. One of the things it did was it altered the way we thought about ourselves. It altered the way we conceived of thought, so we started to think of our bodies, of our minds, in mechanistic terms. We started to think about brains as these elaborate machines similar to the machines that we were manufacturing, just more sophisticated versions but we would imagine it, you know, with cogs and like steam engines and… So the body is an elaborate organic engine was how we started to think of the human entity. And the brain is like the complex system of cogs, like a watch. And we started to think of the universe in those terms as well, I mean, that was the metaphor for the un- it became the dominant metaphor for the universe as a mechanistic system similar to the way a clock might work, or the way an engine might work, with moving parts and connected in some way, and fuel in some way, and forces govern how they interact. As we’ve moved out of the industrial age into the computer age, those metaphors have started to shift, so now we think of ourselves as, you know, our bodies are broadly mechanistic but we think of our brains as complex computers. That’s become the dominant metaphor and we imagine our brains as complex computers. And how we think of the world, how we think of the universe around us is in those terms. We think of the universe as a computer. So Simulation Theory, I think, is a part of that; it’s a natural consequence of these developments in our culture, the things that we’ve surrounded ourselves with, the way we live our lives, things that are important to us is saturated with technology. So when we look at the world around us, when we try to make sense of the universe, we make sense of it in those terms because that’s what’s familiar to us. So we make sense of ourselves and we make sense of the universe in those terms. But whether the universe is actually like that, whether that’s an accurate portrayal of the universe or that’s an accurate portrayal of how we think, of how our minds function, I don’t think is — that’s not a part of it. I don’t think it has more intrinsic accuracy than the industrial model or than the theological model that preceded it. So for me, the interesting question is why do we conceive of the universe in this way? And how is that rooted in our culture, in our assumptions, and psychology, and sociology? What does it say? How does it reflect those currents? So if you’re going to ask me why do I find Simulation Theory fascinating? What is it about Simulation Theory that interests me? It’s not the truth of it. I have no way of knowing whether it’s true or not true. That’s not particularly engaging for me. What’s really interesting — I like thinking about it as a [unclear 01:58:07] experiment, you know, wonder like if it were true, what would the implications of that be? I like grappling with that a little bit. But what I find really fascina- what excites me, what really gets my juices flowing is why would we come up with that theory? Why would that resonate with people in the modern world? That’s what I find really engaging.

Matt Ready: You find that more interesting than whether or not the theory is true?

Chris Mason: Absolutely! Whether or not it’s true is the least interesting thing to me. [Crosstalk]. That’s bordering on tedious. That’s bordering on boring for me, like whether it’s true or not, cause there’s really nothing to be said about that. Either it is or it isn’t and there’s no way to decide either way. I mean we could talk at each other —

Matt Ready: Well, I mean, so why don’t we just like — I mean I still — to me it like, it gives me — like my brain starts to go crazy when I think about the idea that we really are the first, you know, technological civilization in the universe, that we really are the first ones to — because really, I mean, we should in a thousand years, we should be all over the galaxy, you know? There’s a lot of time in 14 billion years, you know? Any technological civilization should be like everywhere in a galaxy after it exists, you know? Every galaxy should — unless it’s so rare — but anyways, the idea that we are the first ones to have access to global communication, you know, we’re the first generation of humans to have access to tools that can communicate with the entire Earth for nothing, for free, with video, you know. If you think of it like all the great amazing people in history and the tools they had to work with, it’s like humanity has tools as disposable and should be able to do anything — Anyways, I find that very exciting. The potential.

Chris Mason: It is. It is. It’s fabulously exciting in so many ways. Yet, where are we psychologically?

[02:00:25]

Matt Ready: What are we doing with our great powers?

Chris Mason: Right. Like we’re mired in addiction and we’re seeking comfort through our world views. I mean, our perception of the universe around us is pretty [unclear 02:00:46] for the most part. Our behavior is fairly compulsive.

Matt Ready: What do you think of the state of our — state of humanity right now? Like on a scale from one to ten [laughs].

Chris Mason: I think it’s a beautiful, wonderful, fascinating thing but it’s bizarre and horrific at the same time.

Matt Ready: Comparing to where it was 200 years ago, humanity overall rating for how well do you know the species —

Chris Mason: [Laughs] Well, that would assume that you have some kind of a goal, some kind of a notion of where it should be heading and what would be good for humanity, and I don’t, I don’t really subscribe to that. So I mean it is what it is.

Matt Ready: You don’t — you’re not vested in it going any direction or the other?

Chris Mason: Not particularly. I think extinction is a pretty viable outcome. If that happens then it happens and so be it.

Matt Ready: Viable meaning likely? Or viable meaning good?

Chris Mason: No, I mean probable. I mean ultimat–

Matt Ready: We’re going to extinct ourselves.

Chris Mason: Extinction is inevitable, I think but —

Matt Ready: Because of the heat death of the universe?

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Or are you — I mean, is that basically what you’re saying cause the universe —

Chris Mason: Well, ultimately.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: I think that’s a little ambitious.

Matt Ready: To get the heat down?

Chris Mason: Yes. [Laughs].

Matt Ready: You know what? I think we have our goal! Heat death of the universe. That’s where we — humanity — how can we get ourselves to the heat death? I mean — although the way you do that is you spread like a virus as far as possible so you can’t kill yourself. That’s what Elon Musk says we should do, you know? Get off — you can’t have all your eggs in one planet!

Chris Mason: Got to spread like a virus.

Matt Ready: Well, he doesn’t say that part.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: It’s still fine but we can wrap up. We went talking two hours so let’s see: we got to the heat death on the uni– we figured out the goal for humanity is heat death or bust. That should be our goal and try to have a nice society [crosstalk] —

Chris Mason: Sounds like a bumper sticker.

Matt Ready: Yeah [laughs]. We try to have a nice society. I mean, wouldn’t you like to live on a planet with like, you know, fairly equal rights and stuff?

Chris Mason: I think if we wanted that as a people then we would have that.

Matt Ready: Do you want that? It could start with us two.

Chris Mason: I don’t know. I think that on some level I believe that I do but I think, as I said earlier, we are the poorest judges of what we actually want so —

Matt Ready: You and me in particular or…?

Chris Mason: Yeah, probably.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: So that’s what I want, that’s what I tell myself that I want. There’s the narrative but there are a lot of other threats, so there’s also how I behave and my behavior isn’t always consistent with what I — I mean I think that I want to live in a healthy way but I still eat things that are basically toxic. I accept my addiction to sugar, for instance. I consume entertainment in an unhealthy manner. My relationships with other people are not flawlessly healthy. [Crosstalk].

Matt Ready: Why aren’t you perfect! Be perfect!

Chris Mason: There are all sorts of stuff that’s going on that I’m not even aware of, impulses that I’m not aware of. I mean, I like to reflect upon my behavior. I like to analyze it. I enjoy that and I do that, I would say, more than most people that I know but there’s still a tremendous amount going on that I am completely unaware of. I don’t know why I do what I do. So if I genuinely wanted to live in a world that was more — that was free from oppression, I think is what you said, then probably my behavior wouldn’t be what my behavior is. I wouldn’t buy the things that I buy. I wouldn’t consume the things that I consume. I wouldn’t treat people around me the way that I treat people. But I do what I do. I’m a product of my environment in many ways and I think that’s true for humanity in general. So I think if we really did want to live in a world without oppression then we would live in a world without oppression. The world we live in is a pretty accurate representation of who we are and what we genuinely want. So on some level, I think we want there to be oppression and we embrace that.

Matt Ready: I just want to say for the record I’m against oppression.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So Chris is apparently pro-oppression —

Chris Mason: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: [Unclear 02:05:47] the oppression —

Chris Mason: That’s the takeaway [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: The anti-oppression/oppression dialogues.

Chris Mason: Or good versus evil. Let’s just —

Matt Ready: Good versus — Yes.

Chris Mason: Good versus evil.

Matt Ready: The yin and yang. Okay. So anything else before I think maybe we wrap up? [Laughs].

Chris Mason: There’s no debate too complex that it can’t be reduced to a nice easy dichotomy.

Matt Ready: That’s right.

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: This has been a very — we’ll just edit this out to 30 seconds, you know, just get the key —

Chris Mason: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: — the key points [laughs]. Thank you so much! I always enjoy our discussions. I hope we do this again many times. I’m sure after today we’re going to have people clamoring for more frequent dives into these topics.

Chris Mason: No doubt. Yes. [Crosstalk]. We’ve got a throng of viewers.

Matt Ready: Yeah. We’ve had a lot. We actually had some comments —

Chris Mason: Literally tens of people.

Matt Ready: Tens! And they come as [for mostly] it seemed to be about politics and religion areas. I saw some things up there about —

Chris Mason: It’s the easiest thing to get a handle on.

Matt Ready: Yeah. All right! Well, thank you again.

Chris Mason: Pleasure.

Matt Ready: Thank you, Claire. Wonderful job on the camera. And thank you anyone out there that has enjoyed our show and listened or dropped in. Do you know how to, uh…

Claire: No.

Matt Ready: All right. The end!

[Laughter]

 

 

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The Mindful Activist Episode 3 – Matt and Kim

The Mindful Activist Episode 3 – Matt and Kim

Matt Ready: …You say now, is going out.

Kim McClurg: [Whispers] I’m not going to talk.

Matt Ready: But no one’s listening. Okay.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: We might get viewers this way.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, probably weirdoes that think I’m in middle school or something.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: This is not one of those shows.

Matt Ready: Okay. So you could arrange this in a way that it sees us. Whatever you want to do with the tripod. I’ll leave it to your judgment.

Kim McClurg: I don’t — does this go higher though?

Matt Ready: These expand.

Kim McClurg: Oh, got you. Okay.

Matt Ready: And these things like tighten like here. There is a bathroom if you want it.

Kim McClurg: Cool. Do you want it from this side or is this supposed to be like facing us?

Matt Ready: The only thing is, if we want it to be able to see the screen, ‘cos if we have guests… So I think from the side —

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: — it works. And let me give it some power. I got this great advice from somebody that’s helping me just right at this moment. When you have all these decisions to make, it’s, “Do what you know,” so it’s just like, just keep doing tasks that you know you need to do, and then when you get to the optional tasks, you’ll eliminate all the stuff that has to do be done, and while you’re doing these needed tasks…

Kim McClurg: That’s what I do every day.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: Big life decision. I’m going to wash the dishes.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That’s good. I am cool with that. All right, and just for the heck of it we’ll — this is all bonus, extra, what we’re doing right here. This is an HD video camera.

Kim McClurg: Cool.

Matt Ready: Is this a go at like three?

Kim McClurg: Yeah.

Matt Ready: We’re already live on YouTube.

Kim McClurg: Would it say if we have viewers?

Matt Ready: What?

Kim McClurg: Would it say if we have viewers?

Matt Ready: Yeah. It would say down there in that little corner. A little eye. Actually, I should go on YouTube right now and — sometimes it doesn’t work on the first try. Let me get some WiFi.

[Matt sets up the computer]

Kim McClurg: I’ll silent my phone [unclear 00:04:20]

Matt Ready: I should totally have to teach you how to do this stuff, so [unclear 00:04:42] I’ll show you. So we’re going to YouTube if this darn camera would work, and right now you’re in My Channel and — so you’re on YouTube, so click on that face up there, and then click on Creator Studio. That’s the YouTube sort of creation, now click on live streaming and it says we’re live and streaming, all is good and that means we are live. So we come in here — but whenever a pop-up comes up on my screen, it blackens the video and I don’t know how to turn off those — how do I turn off all notifications?

Kim McClurg: [Inaudible].

Matt Ready: [Whispers] You are there.

Kim McClurg: Oh, that’s weird.

Matt Ready: [Whispers] You look great.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Let’s see if I can turn off — open settings, tap notifications, tap the app, slide the [inaudible] all at once. Why does it keep… I just have to deal with it. All right.

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:06:38] lag. That’s interesting.

Matt Ready: Oh, yeah. The YouTube does. The Zoom does not, because YouTube — they do that for a reason, they do that like if you’re —

Kim McClurg: So they can edit it quickly if you’re doing something illegal.

Matt Ready: I think, yeah, for a variety of controls.

Kim McClurg: Shut you down.

Matt Ready: Yeah. You got it. So that’s a totally optional step ‘cos this takes actual editing, but this will be HQ video recording. The first movie with Kim. The first episode. Okay, so you should be planning your intro.

Kim McClurg: Oh, God.

Matt Ready: And we’ll have the camera we’ll have it dark, and so it’ll just be your voice.

Kim McClurg: No.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: No.

Matt Ready: And then, you could say —

Kim McClurg: Let’s [00:08:05] right here and do something else.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] Let’s find some music. There is a YouTube — there’s music we could use from YouTube.

Kim McClurg: Okay, we should find that [inaudible]. [Laughs]

Matt Ready: But we still need someone to say, “Welcome to The Mindful Activist Episode 3.”

Kim McClurg: You’re voice is much better than mine though.

Matt Ready: No way. All right. I suppose I could [inaudible]. Down here…

[Music plays]

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:08:46][laughs]

Matt Ready: You just play a few of those, decide which ones you like the most.

Kim McClurg: Okay.

[Upbeat music]

Matt Ready: Oh yeah.

Kim McClurg: Oh yeah, there we go. [Unclear 00:09:09]

Matt Ready: You have the music [unclear 00:09:21] record.

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:09:26] [laughs]

[Inaudible speech]

Kim McClurg: You shouldn’t have put me in charge of this. I could be here for hours.

Matt Ready: I’m going to play with the location of this.

Kim McClurg: Okay. [Unclear 00:10:27] early.

Matt Ready: I’m going to go crazy here. Unnecessary complexity here.

Kim McClurg: I should send you the video that me and [unclear 00:11:13].

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: I mean, she did all the video like editing stuff. [Unclear 00:11:22]. I was just never creative, brainstorming.

[Military march plays]

Kim McClurg: It’s a little patriotic.

[Inaudible speech]

Kim McClurg: That’s totally like the podcast I listen to, “Welcome to things you missed in History class.” Oh my gosh, so many cameras.

Matt Ready: Yeah, but they’re not all live.

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: That one’s just recording.

Kim McClurg: And [unclear 00:14:33] still be live?

Matt Ready: That’s still live there. 2:55. It’s all right, just pick one. Now we’re going to start the…

[Matt sets up the computer]

[Pause]

Matt Ready: Much better [inaudible]

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: And manage participants, share, URL. 2:56, we’re not even late yet. We can actually [inaudible] this.

Kim McClurg: Yet [laughs].

Matt Ready: I need to edit this. You get to see the awesome program that I did all my coding in, it’s called Sublime Text. This is the coding behind the project.

Kim McClurg: Cool! [unclear 00:16:51] people know how to do that.

Matt Ready: I can teach you. It’s fun. That’s where we’re going. I wonder if [inaudible] I must tweak that out.

Kim McClurg: [Inaudible].

Matt Ready: Remember that’s how we’re starting the episode.

Kim McClurg: [Inaudible] activist question I don’t know.

Matt Ready: Matt and Kim, hosting.

Kim McClurg: Isn’t that a band?

Matt Ready: Is it?

Kim McClurg: I think it is.

Matt Ready: So I delete this one ‘cos it’s the wrong link, and we will go to Facebook and we’ll tell people that at least like The Mindful Activist page. We’ll tweet it and put it out on there. 2:58, we are not late yet. I’m very proud of this. And record. Now this is recording.

Kim McClurg: We should keep it like this all the time. [Laughs]

Matt Ready: No, and much better for viewing audience then me. What am I doing here? Oh yeah, Facebook.

[Police siren in the background]

Matt Ready: They’re coming for you. Let me write something. I mean my computer is upset ‘cos I’m recording. There, I got that. Three o’clock! You know what that means. It’s time for the intro.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So I should make sure the audio — the audio [unclear 00:19:56] recording off the audio on the computer, so that should be fine.

Kim McClurg: Does that one record audio too?

Matt Ready: Yeah, that one’s also sending audio. So now we’re going to play our theme music.

Kim McClurg: I didn’t find a good one.

Matt Ready: Which one was like the craziest? Hip-hop. Something that’s Garage music.

Kim McClurg: Garage music?

Matt Ready: Rock, happy, Into the land of rhinoplasty? Let’s try that.

Kim McClurg: What is rhinoplasty anyway?

Matt Ready: Isn’t that nose surgery?

Kim McClurg: Is that what it is?

Matt Ready: Five seconds, that was all that was. Okay, that was no good. Let’s see about this one. No.

Kim McClurg: It’s [unclear 00:20:38].

Matt Ready: Dasie Dukes? What about that?

Kim McClurg: It’s horrible.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: All right. We’re trying to pick out the intro song for this episode. R&B song. Fork and Spoon.

Kim McClurg: Not bad.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: And then we’ll skillfully turn down the music.

Kim McClurg: Fade it out.

Matt Ready: All right! Welcome to another episode of The Mindful Activist. This is your host. Bam!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Matt Ready. I’m the host of this podcast and I am the founder of The Global Consensus Project and the developer of the hive1.net software platform, and I’m also an elected politician, a Hospital Commissioner in Jefferson County, Washington. I’m here today with an amazing guest, Kimberly McClurg. Is last your last name?

Kim McClurg: Yes.

Matt Ready: McClurg. I never said that out loud before.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: All right. We have a really well-planned episode—you’re going to have to like scoot over a little bit closer to me—very well planned, we have lots of ideas of what we’re going to talk about today, but really mainly this is yet another test episode ‘cos as you can see we are testing all sorts of things. We’re testing the software we’re using that’s enabling other people to join the show, we’re using the Zoom software and we are recording, that’s good. Using this Zoom video conferencing software up to 50 people could jump in with live video and be talking to us.

Kim McClurg: So where’s the pop-up if people do.

Matt Ready: We’ll hear a little ding and so we’ll know something’s up and then we’ll see someone appear in the list, and then we will see them if they’re sharing video and hear them if they’re on YouTube, and they will see us and they can chat. So pretty much for every episode of The Mindful Activists, as long as it’s appropriate for that episode, it’s not going to be as in-depth one-on-one interview, if it’s going to be an open discussion, we’re going to try to keep it open so people can join in and facilitate a discussion. Then, if the audience gets big enough, then we’ll start inviting people to use the hive1 software to also interact with the host of the show, ‘cos using that software we could have thousands of people sending in questions and interacting with us. Obviously, we’re not there yet. We have nobody watching at the moment.

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] Missing out, people!

Matt Ready: Yeah. This is quality entertainment.

Kim McClurg: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Since there’s no one there, it’s just up to you and me —

Kim McClurg: All right.

Matt Ready: — what we talked about today, so we normally start with an introduction. How would you like to introduce yourself to the universe of people out there that, although they’re not watching right now, someday —

Kim McClurg: Might watch later.

Matt Ready: — lots and lots of people will watch these archives, the early days of The Mindful Activist and they will be like, “Who the heck is this middle school girl?”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So, how would you like to introduce yourself?

Kim McClurg: Well, I’m 26 first of all.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: Let’s see.

Matt Ready: You can go on just talking, I’m going to adjust this.

Kim McClurg: I’m not really in the political sphere much. I work for a private consultant company doing environmental things.

Matt Ready: You have a degree in some sort of…?

Kim McClurg: Yes. I got my degree in Biology with Marine Emphasis, three years ago.

Matt Ready: Is that different than Marine Biology?

Kim McClurg: No, I was just being technical [laughs].

Matt Ready: Is Biology with a Marine Emphasis the correct way to say it?

Kim McClurg: Yes, that’s what it technically was. I think they have their own separate like Marine Bio degree now, but that’s what it was when I was there.

Matt Ready: And you’re a working marine biologist.

Kim McClurg: Yes, I am.

Matt Ready: Which is kind of impressive, isn’t it?

Kim McClurg: Yeah! That was my dream since middle school when I was a real middle schooler [laughs].

Matt Ready: So what’s it like to play with dolphins every day?

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] I wish I could tell you but I don’t know that.

Matt Ready: So you don’t play with dolphins.

Kim McClurg: No.

Matt Ready: Orcas?

Kim McClurg: No. Captivity is pretty cruel, so no one should really play with them.

Matt Ready: Yeah. So what do you do as a marine biologist?

Kim McClurg: At my job I help with biological reports, and surveys to assess impacts to the nearshore environment.

Matt Ready: Okay, so like construction if there’s any sort of work been done along the shoreline.

Kim McClurg: Yes, any kind of construction on the shoreline and the water.

Matt Ready: You told me before you often are just watching and observing whether or not there’s marine mammals.

Kim McClurg: For some projects. The recent one I did, done by Port Orchard West for marine mammal monitoring, but no penguins.

Matt Ready: No penguins were seen?

Kim McClurg: No.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: No dolphins, no orcas.

Kim McClurg: No, just some seals and that was about it.

Matt Ready: All right. What shall we talk about now?

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: We don’t have viewers yet, do we?

Matt Ready: No.

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: Shall we go to the one question of this show? Shall we do that? Are you ready for that one?

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: All right. Do you consider yourself an activist? … [break]…You don’t like, chain yourself —

Kim McClurg: [break – edited by censors. -DT ]…A person who chains themselves at construction equipment and that kind of thing, but since I got that quick rundown of the different activists last time I was here, I guess I’d be somewhere in between a communicator or educator?

Matt Ready: Or was that the same one? Communicator, educator.

Kim McClurg: Whatever, something in that

Matt Ready: We need Amy to explain that.

Kim McClurg: Yeah. And a nurturer I think was the other one. I guess I’m somewhere in between there.

Matt Ready: So communication, education, nurturing, not chaining yourself to…

Kim McClurg: Yes. I guess mine is a much more passive form of activism.

Matt Ready: Have you ever gone to a protest?

Kim McClurg: I happened to be around with summer going on, I kind of walk by and observe I guess but didn’t actually actively join any.

Matt Ready: So never? Never held a sign, walked in a march?

Kim McClurg: No. I don’t think I have.

Matt Ready: It’s fun. It’s an experience. I highly recommended it.

Kim McClurg: Yeah. I’ve lived in pretty small towns for a while, so nothing like that really happens much.

Matt Ready: And obviously you haven’t been in Port Townsend long enough to have seen some of the activism that’s going on here.

Kim McClurg: No, just like two and a half years now.

Matt Ready: So you missed —

Kim McClurg: I missed the Occupy Movement.

Matt Ready: Occupy Port Townsend, there were some fun stuff happening during that.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, but you were a part of it.

Matt Ready: Yes, I was.

Kim McClurg: So I was told, [dramatic pause] by you.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Many times. Do you know I was part of Occupy in Port Townsend? Today’s episode I sort of promised Kim it wouldn’t like go real heavy and deep into politics or into heavy topics. That means, in addition to sort of testing the software, we’re going to be very flexible about what we do and what we talk about. We could use the first part of the episode to brainstorm different topics we could go into, and it doesn’t have to be heavy or political or activist oriented. It has to do with meditation.

Kim McClurg: Meditation.

Matt Ready: No, I’m just kidding.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: It could be anything. What do you think?

Kim McClurg: Are those like previous ideas you have here?

Matt Ready: This book is filled with —

Kim McClurg: Doodles?

Matt Ready: Filled with — this is my Global Consensus project note book, so it has many, many ideas for how this — I mean, I’ve been thinking about this for a long time, and I do, if we like opened up the Hive software, I have like a show-idea-list, a list of ideas of different topics that I could do a whole show about. So we could look at that list and scan down it. Since we’re going to use this computer, it will keep videotaping. That’s fine. They’ll just see us looking at the computer screen. So we are going to the hive1.net software and we’re going to go into The Mindful Activist. I don’t even have the words for it, the Hive part, the Hive for The Mindful Activist I guess it’s a way to say it. I guess I could screen-share this, that might be…

Kim McClurg: Can you do it while you’re [unclear 00:31:17].

Matt Ready: Yeah. Let’s do it, that’s a good idea. Share screen. It didn’t record very well though when I did it before.

Kim McClurg: Oh, or you just like jot something down real quick I guess that you see on there.

Matt Ready: I think once it recorded well, once it recorded like garbage. So this is the center stage.

Kim McClurg: Is that stuff you’ve posted before or that just kind of come up —

Matt Ready: No, I posted all this.

Kim McClurg: Okay, I approve the George Carlin video. Good choice.

Matt Ready: Yeah. George Carlin is amazing. Way ahead of his time. I mean that would be a comic I would love to have on the show.

Kim McClurg: Oh, I know. Can you imagine? That would be awesome.

Matt Ready: I wonder what he’s talking about in this clip. I wonder if the audio will come through recording a screencast? I think we’re overtaxing my computer here.

[George Carlin video plays]

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:32:38] computer.

Matt Ready: At some point I’m going to [crosstalk] with this computer so I have like a beefy machine that can do everything.

Kim McClurg: Do you have a favorite quote from George Carlin?

Matt Ready: I have a clip where he talks about there’s a reason that the US Government, the powers that be will never really invest in our education system, because they want everyone to be stupid, and they don’t want you to be in power and he’s really —

Kim McClurg: Makes sense, only the rich people can afford to go to private schools.

Matt Ready: Yeah. He was an amazing comedian activist. Do you have a favorite Carlin quote?

Kim McClurg: Yeah. Someone got me one of those day-by-day calendars, rip-off calendars with like quotes from him, and one I really liked was — I’m pretty sure it was him [laughs], “Inside every cynic is a disappointed idealist.”

Matt Ready: Yeah, I think that’s really —

Kim McClurg: It’s like, that makes a lot of sense!

Matt Ready: Inside every cynic is a disappointed idealist. I feel that’s true of — when I ask someone, “are you an activist?” and people say no, especially they say “no, not at all,” and they have any sort of like energy behind their “no” it’s usually because the idealistic activist part of themself has been so crushed and disappointed with their inability to affect the world and how horrible the world is that they just keep that part of themselves just stifled down [laughs].

Kim McClurg: Yeah. It’s just dealing with the disappointment every day.

Matt Ready: Well, you know, it’s like how do you — you mean it’s like psychotically necessary.

Kim McClurg: We almost have to numb it, otherwise you go nuts.

Matt Ready: Unless you figure out a way to actually take action that makes you feel like you’re accomplishing something. There’s really powerful and clever forces at work to prevent change.

Kim McClurg: Yeah.

Matt Ready: But I think we’re more clever than them together, I mean collectively. I think the masses just have to like figure it out. This is the section where about what ideas for other upcoming episodes of The Mindful Activist, so there’s The Mindful Activist interview, which is going to be like whatever my standard questions are, and then egalitarian facilitation is a topic I might talk about, and then miscellaneous other questions.

Kim McClurg: Lots of mindful things.

Matt Ready: Some. Well, yeah, okay. There are a few mindful things.

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:35:31] [Laughs]

Matt Ready: [Inaudible] memes? Original universe, Hive game night, that could be quantum mechanics glitch in The Matrix stories maybe.

Kim McClurg: I wish that people tune in and talk about that. That would be cool [unclear 00:35:47] people stuff.

Matt Ready: [Unclear 00:35:48] best movie of all time for genre. You’re right, we do need to add memes.

Kim McClurg: Memes, m-e-m-es.

Matt Ready: Memes. We should put that as an answer.

Kim McClurg: My sister’s called them me-mes for a long time [laughs] instead of memes. Is that not charging?

Matt Ready: I think it’s charging. Let’s see what happens when I do this. I think you’re right. I think it’s not charging.

Kim McClurg: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Does this have power? Yes, that has power. Okay, now it’s charging. Well, I’m going to go — unless you want to dive into one of these topics.

Kim McClurg: What other ones are there?

Matt Ready: Lot of stuff on mindfulness, tactics, communication, we can talk about power. Power is pretty juicy one. And these are just my ideas. If you want to like throw an idea out there or topic you’d like to go into.

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: A new impression. They’re all pretty heavy. I tend to brainstorm on pretty heavy topics.

Kim McClurg: So what’s — does that mean like two people —

Matt Ready: That means there is two children underneath it so that means I put these — I guess I had these two thoughts on power, I made sure I put them in there. It’s not important who wins a particular battle, it matters who wins the war. The most powerful person is often the most quiet and true power doesn’t need an announcement.

Kim McClurg: That’s pretty accurate.

Matt Ready: Yeah. You want talk about — take a tangent to power struggles and power?

Kim McClurg: Sure. In what context? I guess.

Matt Ready: How are you when you are in a — I have to do this, and make it bigger, probably more interesting. Let’s go back to — screen sharing is paused. Stop sharing. So how do you react during power struggles, like if someone tries to exercise power to push you around in some way to get you to do something, raising their voice or even like, you know, pounding their fist on the table or something.

Kim McClurg: Like is this just kind of an everyday like scenario I guess?

Matt Ready: Well, I mean it’s —

Kim McClurg: Angry person at the store or things that are out of line or something like that? [laughs]

Matt Ready: Sure, you can start with that. Say it’s a random person that just starts yelling at you.

Kim McClurg: Well, if they would just probably yell at me and I didn’t really know them, I would probably just kind of ignore and walk away [laughs].

Matt Ready: And does it impact you? Does it cause an emotional reaction inside you?

Kim McClurg: I think it might initially. I’d probably just be kind of shocked and then maybe slightly angry depending on what the situation was, if I felt like it just came out of nowhere and it was unprovoked I would probably just kind of shrugged it off and be like whatever.

Matt Ready: So what if it’s in a more, a situation where you actually know this person and what they’re trying to use power to manipulate you over is actually a decision has to be made about it.

Kim McClurg: I would try to resolve it, you know, talk it through, but if it’s with somebody who is not interested in having a reasonable discussion about it and they just basically want to dump all of this anger on me, I’d just kind of tend to walk away and say, you know, see you another when tensions [laughs] aren’t so high. I’m not really big on getting into yelling matches with people and making a big scene because that’s what a lot of people just want half the time. They’re not interested in actually talking it out in a reasonable manner.

Matt Ready: So how do those situations tend to resolve if it’s a person that’s willing to use what I would call violent language, violent communication which is just raising your voice, or body language, or looking down at you or whatever, you would let them cool off and then try again later to talk about it? In your experience, does that work that you end up being heard, and it ends up being like an equally shared decision? Or do they still end up trying to bully you?

Kim McClurg: I think for the most part, once people have a chance to cool down, you can get much more out of it, and I think people would leave feeling better about instead of being mad and pissed off by the situation.

Matt Ready: Maybe you should demonstrate. Maybe I should like raise my voice at you and you should show how you would use your Kim communication skills

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:42:27] just walking out of the room really [unclear 00:42:29] [laughs].

Matt Ready: I don’t know about that tactic, ‘cos in my experience if a person wants something, their opinion is strong enough that they’ll raise their voice at you, walking out of the room — okay, I’d do the same thing if someone — ‘cos I’ve had like a boss say, ” I’ve been I’ve been doing this for 20 years, I know the answer and we’re going to do it this way,” and I’m like, that’s fine, you’re the boss, and I had to walk out. I’ve told them they’re wrong, and then they do cool down and they come back, if they come back. They usually, usually I’m working for reasonable people and they come back, but some bosses don’t.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, that’s hard.

Matt Ready: Sometimes you only have 15 minutes, you only have this window of time to talk to someone, and this is it; and they are choosing to use violent communication in this moment. It’s like you can’t extend it.

Kim McClurg: I guess you just have to pick your battles, and if it’s something that — if you don’t have much control over it, like it is a boss and they’re set on doing something this way and you’re trying to tell them you think it would be better if you did it this way, but if in the end it’s their butt on the line and not yours, then you go ahead and you know [laughs] most people dig their own grave, right? [laughs].

Matt Ready: I was just curious like if you had to continue engaging with someone, like what would you use? What would your tactic be if you couldn’t leave the room? It’s like you had to resolve it. Have you not been in that situation very often?

Kim McClurg: Not very often, no, but I guess if I had to I’d just try to keep my cool and appeal to the logic side as much as possible, even though that’s usually rarely where people go when they get upset. I don’t know. It’s really hard. Half of my energy just goes into trying to keep myself calm, so I don’t escalate it and start yelling because that doesn’t turn out well for anybody. I don’t know. I really don’t have to deal with it too much. I guess I don’t hang around a lot of angry people.

Matt Ready: You should run for office. You should become a politician, because then you get to be around —

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 00:45:03] afraid of conflicts. I don’t know, maybe I’m just too lazy to put up much of a fight because a lot of it in the end it doesn’t really matter. If someone wants to yell at me over a parking spot or something like that… A lot of everyday conflicts just don’t stick around me enough to like make me upset. I don’t know. I can’t think of anything like everyday situations.

[Pause]

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] You’ll just edit this part our, right?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I mean I could if I ever edited these, but I just release them.

Kim McClurg: What?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Editing takes a lot of work.

Kim McClurg: I’ll do it then. Teach me how to do it. I’ll edit this for you.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Edit yourself —

Kim McClurg: I’ll edit myself down to one or two coherent sentences.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay. You are welcome to edit this episode.

Matt Ready: We’ve talked a little bit about power. What else should we go into? What would be a good topic for us to riff on for the world? Shall we talk about memes? Shall we talk about —

Kim McClurg: Sure! We can talk about memes.

Matt Ready: We could like — Let’s talk about memes. I know you’re sort of like an expert in memes.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: I don’t know about expert.

Matt Ready: You seem to use memes as a way to communicate.

Kim McClurg: They’re almost like the modern like cave paintings [laughs] You kind of leave in your mark, but it’s online which isn’t, you know, as permanent as a cave.

Matt Ready: It might be more permanent. I mean everything that we record online it might like end up going to other planets and spreading out eventually, you know? In like 20 years, everything that’s been put online up until now is going to fit like on a flash drive and you’re going to be able to just like send that to Mars when we colonize Mars.

Kim McClurg: It will be like, what’s these people’s obsession with these four-legged furry critters?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: The cat obsession. The worshiped cat. Maybe that’s what it was with the Egyptians, they just had memes.

Kim McClurg: Yeah.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: They were just like, “Oh, this will be so funny!” and they carve it.

Kim McClurg: Yeah. All those walls in the temples, it’s like the comment section you know.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That’s right. They would just comment. We’ve just increased the speed at which we can create our memes and get them out there.

Kim McClurg: Yeah. May be people wouldn’t be such assholes about it if they had to chisel out each comment. They’d have to put a lot more thought into it.

Matt Ready: That’s a good point. Do you have a favorite meme, like one that just seems to sum it all up for?

Kim McClurg: Oh, I don’t know. It seems to switch once in a while depending on the situation, how my day’s going. No, I can’t pick a favorite one off the top of my head.

Matt Ready: We could actually Google memes and we could pull up ones that we — you want to?

Kim McClurg: Sure.

Matt Ready: All right, we’re back to the share screen.

Kim McClurg: You’re making all yours lately, do you have a meme generator in your phone?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: That’s what I thought.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: I do love the Star Trek guy, Patrick Stewart.

Matt Ready: The Patrick Stewart.

Kim McClurg: What’s his character name now?

Matt Ready: Picard.

Kim McClurg: Picard, yeah. I really like the Picard ones. I have a lot of that that I like; like, “Why the f…?” Can I curse in here?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: I do feel like I already have.

Matt Ready: Yeah, you already did and you can. It’s just if it’s going over the local TV station then I would actually have to edit it out.

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: All Kim’s swearing.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Already you’ve hit, I think you’ve done the first two curse words of The Mindful Activist [laughs].

Kim McClurg: I think it’s only been two or three. Hey, you knew the risk when you invited me on [laughs].

Matt Ready: This is true.

Kim McClurg: Maybe that’s probably a good thing where you’re not peppering or something or arranging a podcast ‘cos there’s way too much…

Matt Ready: There’s a lot of potential swearing, playing volleyball.

Kim McClurg: Yeah.

Matt Ready: So that’s the other way Kim and I know each other; Kim is an amazing volleyball player and she lets other people play with her sometimes.

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] Please, Matt lets people play with him.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: ‘Cos he’s the amazing one.

Matt Ready: No, no, no. You’re the amazing one.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: You’re right. I could give you good setups for hits, so…

Matt Ready: Uh-huh. And you’re quite a defensive star. All right, so we are on Google Images and we are going do a meme search, so first we do this. What’s the greatest meme of all time? For me it would be a Matrix meme.

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] Yeah, The Matrix memes. The one with Morpheus? That one?

Matt Ready: I really like that one. I sent that one out twice. “What if I told you this side of the USB symbol will always be the top side?”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: There’s one —

Kim McClurg: I do like the memes that are like combined here with other ones. Those are great.

Matt Ready: I also like this one, “I did three movies about The Matrix and you still don’t get it.” Do you think we’re living in a matrix?

Kim McClurg: Uh, that is an interesting concept. I don’t know. What if it was though? What if everything was a simulation? If you knew it was, would you change anything about your life then?

Matt Ready: Hmm, if I knew that it was — it depends how I know, because if you know it’s a simulation that means somehow something has told you that. If I got like a phone call and a guy was like, “Hey, you’re living in a simulation. I can prove it to you. Watch! I’m going to make your computer disappear,” and they made it disappear, I’d be like, “I’m living a simulation, could you do me some other favors?” Then I would be like, “Is there some other way you can hack reality that could like let me fly?” I’d like to be able to fly, or —

Kim McClurg: What if that’s all the information you got though, and he showed you proof you were in a simulation.

Matt Ready: See, I’m a skeptic so if like yesterday that happened, a guy called me and my laptop had disappeared because he told me and he made it disappear and reappear, I would have now a memory of it and I’d be like, this is what my memory is telling me happened, but I don’t know if my memory accurate, I don’t know if is absolutely did happen. Maybe somebody slipped something into my drink and I hallucinated that, and I do have a couple stories that I could tell you that are kind of weird like that. It’s like Joan of Arc, she was walking in a garden and she had a vision of I think it was like two saints or something, and they spoke to her and they told her —

Kim McClurg: It was like St Catherine and… who’s the other one?

Matt Ready: I’m just amazed you got St. Catherine, like this is your catholic education coming through.

Kim McClurg: It’s catholic, I’m down. I must’ve picked some of it up. Catherine and… I can’t remember the saint though.

Matt Ready: You know, we’ve got the source of all knowledge right here.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, you can Google it.

Matt Ready: On this incredibly overtaxed computer.

Kim McClurg: Okay, finish what you said. I want to hear about the Joan of Arc.

Matt Ready: Well, it’s just that if I was walking in a garden and two saints appeared and I saw them and they like did magical stuff and they told me a whole bunch of stuff that I was supposed to do with my life and then they disappeared, I’d come here and be like, “I had this really trippy vision,” but I wouldn’t be like… A magical being appearing at the foot of my bed every day at 4 p.m. is not enough to make me believe everything that that magical vision says. I would listen to it, I would talk to it, I’d find it very interesting, but —

Kim McClurg: You’d see if you weren’t mentally ill or something? [Laughs]

Matt Ready: I would, yeah, I would see a doctor.

Kim McClurg: Okay, well, let’s say you knew it wasn’t all in your head, you had irrefutable proof you were living in one. You know. So like I guess, I don’t know, how would you, would you still live life the same or would you just do whatever you wanted? Right? ‘Cos everyone around you, all the people you know they’re all just computer programs. No one’s really real. Kind of like The Truman Show, but everything’s like digital, right? You’re in this like made up world.

Matt Ready: That would be tough, so that would mean like you’re not real. You’re a computer program.

Kim McClurg: Yeah. What if I wasn’t real. Like, would you live your life like Grand Theft Auto? Like just take cars, like just make mayhem, or just kind of go back to your life still?

Matt Ready: Honestly, that’s already kind of the way I see people.

Kim McClurg: Yeah?

Matt Ready: Yeah. I already kind of see people as “of questionable reality.”

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: Well, some people live in their own reality, so that’s not too far of a stretch I guess.

Matt Ready: No. I mean you don’t know, I don’t know how real you are, how alive you are in here, and honestly I actually don’t know if my consciousness really is completely dependent on this brain that I think I have. I don’t know that I’m even in a body, so I might be a software program in computer. If we’re in a matrix, I most likely am software program, as well as you. It doesn’t mean we’re not alive, it just means we don’t actually have these bodies, it just means we are in these giant computers, for some reason, someone built these computers. I’d really, really be wondering about that. Why? And I would probably spend more time doing like what we’re doing now, like talking to the world, but I would be talking to the makers of The Matrix and I’ll be like, “Hey, makers of the matrix! Why are you doing this? Why did you make all this?

Kim McClurg: It’s just like one big experience. They’re just kind of letting you, like you’re the only living —

Matt Ready: Are you a representative of The Matrix? Is this — finally, someone’s telling me the truth, that it’s just a big experiment just to watch us do whatever?

Kim McClurg: It could be.

Matt Ready: I mean, seriously I wonder about this all the time.

Kim McClurg: Really?

Matt Ready: I wonder about this all the time, like whether or not we’re living in a matrix, we could be — this is bugging me to have it still on there.

Kim McClurg: But I mean, would that change your perceptions of like what’s ethical, what’s moral?

Matt Ready: No, not at all.

Kim McClurg: If you didn’t perceive anything as real around you, like —

Matt Ready: Well, I mean you are still real, you know, you are still —

Kim McClurg: Yes. I realize, thanks.

Matt Ready: If I thought you were a robot, if I thought you were a robot that actually didn’t experience pain, that there was actors controlling you remotely, that would… yes, that would affect me, but I don’t — I think it’s possible —

Kim McClurg: Well, it’s like The Matrix, so you’re just like [unclear 00:57:10] and be nice, but like you’re still, you’re not [unclear 00:57:15] real, right?

Matt Ready: Well, it would depend if I felt like you, like were lying to me when you like [unclear 00:57:22], you know, hit you and you experience pain. I mean, yes I’d basically say that. If I feel that someone is lying to me about things I treat them differently, but if I feel like someone is being honest, you know, like in a matrix, like animals, you know, it’s like would I be cruel to animals? No, ‘cos I trust that they actually are experiencing pain and I don’t enjoy other things or other people suffering. I’m not fixated on like, you know, taking care of everyone in the world or something, but I don’t — but anyways, that’s all me, but more importantly, what about you? What would it do — do you think we’re living in a matrix? You seem to ask those questions pretty strongly.

Kim McClurg: It was just kind of coming to me,

Matt Ready: It was just coming to you?

Kim McClurg: I don’t know, I think it’s interesting to like play out.

Matt Ready: Do you think I’m a computer program? Do you think I’m a real —

Kim McClurg: It could be.

Matt Ready: Yeah, it could be but what do you believe?

Kim McClurg: Probably not.

Matt Ready: You think I’m a real human being?

Kim McClurg: Yeah. I think every person I’ve ever seen are real, but maybe I’ve just bought into it so much I just don’t question it.

Matt Ready: Is there a test in the — have you ever seen that movie with Harrison Ford, Blade Runner?

Kim McClurg: No, I haven’t watched Blade Runner yet.

Matt Ready: So there’s a test in Blade Runner. They do to see if a person is a robot but mainly they find this magic thing in your eye [laughs] and they watch your pupils and they ask you questions, and somehow you can tell. But maybe we could — what would be a test or a question we could ask each other? Ask a question that would like prove whether or not —

Kim McClurg: Would it be like one of those tests they do for like artificial intelligence? That kind of thing?

Matt Ready: It could be. Ask a question that would be difficult for a simulated matrix entity to answer.

Kim McClurg: I don’t know, it’s something like a riddle or something like that? I don’t know. I don’t know Matt, my mind is total blank.

Matt Ready: How… all right. I’ll go first.

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: What’s the most important thing in life?

Kim McClurg: And if their head explodes then you know they’re not real?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I don’t know. I’m just stabbing in the dark, we’re doing matrix test questions. Maybe we’ll find the right one.

Kim McClurg: What was the question again?

Matt Ready: What’s the most important thing in life?

Kim McClurg: I think you asked me that once before, didn’t you?

Matt Ready: It’s quite possible. I only have like three questions I ask people.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I just keep asking everyone the same question. I’ve been asking that question since college, and I actually stopped for 25 years asking it, but I used to ask people —

Kim McClurg: What’s the most important thing?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: Like what, food and shelter, that whole baseline? [Crosstalk] Are those needs taken care of?

Matt Ready: I’m asking you. I’m asking you. [Laughs]

Kim McClurg: Apologies, Matt. [Laughs] I think from the most —

Matt Ready: Are you trying to get like the teacher —

Kim McClurg: I’m getting to check the goal.

Matt Ready: You’re asking for hints on what the answer is but the answer is whatever you say, unless you’re like a software program and you don’t know how to tell the answer.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: I can’t compute it.

Matt Ready: There’s nothing important life ‘cos you’re not alive.

Kim McClurg: You’d need emotion and…

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Are you refusing to answer the question and we move on? Is that what you’re doing?

Kim McClurg: No, no. I’ll answer. I think the last time you asked me I said laughter is the most important thing.

Matt Ready: That’s an interesting answer.

Kim McClurg: ‘Cos a lot of good things come from that.

Matt Ready: Do you have a like — so what does that mean about you and stand-up comics, do you feel like comedians have a special place in the universe? Do you think laughter is the most important thing in life?

Kim McClurg: Maybe the good ones [laughs].

Matt Ready: What makes you laugh? Memes? Anything besides memes? [Laughs]

Kim McClurg: Anything that’s funny, I mean obviously not in a very cruel or deprecating way to somebody else, at someone’s expense.

Matt Ready: Yeah. That’s not your type of humor.

Kim McClurg: Well, sometimes, but you know, I try not to be a dick about it.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: Sorry. Okay.

Matt Ready: She also said that.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: We should make notes like that. Thirty minutes in, and Kim cursed again.

Matt Ready: And you should be thinking of the question that — I asked you a question to test you, you can — if you have a question back to try to figure out if I’m like a software program in a matrix, you’re welcome to ask that anytime.

Kim McClurg: How about like a morality question?

Matt Ready: Sure, whatever.

Kim McClurg: If you will. So I just read one this morning about about like, you have a train and it’s going to run up to a fork and you have five people tied up on the track on one side and on the other side it’s one person. It’s going to hit the five people unless you make the choice to switch the track to the one with only one person. So you decide, do you take out five people all at once? Like let that happen, or do you save them [inaudible] one person. You think a program would be able to?

Matt Ready: That’s a great question. You don’t need to analyze the question, you just ask it.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, sorry.

Matt Ready: And don’t apologize. [Laughs]

Kim McClurg: I’m not sorry.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay. That’s actually a classic philosophical question. I’m just delaying now from answering it.

Kim McClurg: I think it would be pretty easy from a computer point of view.

Matt Ready: For me, it totally depends who the people are.

Kim McClurg: It’s just random strangers.

Matt Ready: Random strangers.

Kim McClurg: Yes.

Matt Ready: I don’t know —

Kim McClurg: You don’t know any of them. They could be the worst people on the planet for all you know.

Matt Ready: Okay, the train is going to run over the group people, five people?

Kim McClurg: Yes.

Matt Ready: Or I flip it and it’ll run over the one.

Kim McClurg: Yup.

Matt Ready: Honestly, this is honestly the way it would work with me. Do I see them? Do I see the people? Because that means the one person I would see and the group I would see, and so I’d be immediately getting a lot of information about how old they were, gender they were, do they look like jerks…

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: This would all impact me making this swift decision.

Kim McClurg: But you only have like say 10 seconds to take this information in as you see them.

Matt Ready: Well, it’s like dating. You only need like a look at someone and you can — you have cast all these impressions and judgments. We can take out that if you say I can’t see them. If you like eliminate me being able to see them.

Kim McClurg: No, that makes it easier I think, if you can’t see people.

Matt Ready: All right. So I would totally —

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] You’re like, “Oh, look at that guy, he’s wearing skinny jeans. I’d be doing him a favor here.” [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Okay, in a split second, I probably would save the group, unless, you know —

Kim McClurg: That sounds like something a robot would say. Like [unclear 01:04:51] of I-Robot.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: Do you save the greater probability of lives there?

Matt Ready: Well, wouldn’t you do that?

Kim McClurg: For the greater good! [Laughs]

Matt Ready: I mean, most likely. It’s definitely — I wouldn’t enjoy that.

Kim McClurg: But that means that means that you’re choosing to kill that other person.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Although I would probably switch it and then do something to try and save that person, and then I would like make it part of my life’s mission to explain to people, “Don’t stand on the railroad tracks,” you know, “That is a really dumb thing to do.”

Kim McClurg: Well, these people are tied up. This is like some sick Matrix simulation experiment.

Matt Ready: So this is like Saw. This is like that movie where they’re setting up these horrible situations, like Dr. Phil and Shaquille O’Neal are tied on to pipes

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: … and they have to cut their feet off or something to get out of there.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Do you find these kind of like sick scenarios entertaining?

Kim McClurg: Well, no.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: I figured a morality test would be a good one to do.

Matt Ready: All right. So we’ve each asked one question and do you think I’m a robot?

Kim McClurg: Well, you did guess [unclear 01:06:14] I figured a robot would probably guess.

Matt Ready: Only a human would just kill the — it seems like robots would just choose the brutal sociopathic answer and that way he would sound human.

Kim McClurg: That’s true. Well, I’m just going by the rules from the Will Smith movies. It could be different in the whole matrix scenario.

Matt Ready: All right, I’ve got a question. This will test whether or not you are human or a machine. Can I borrow $10?

Kim McClurg: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Right now.

Kim McClurg: I don’t have $10.

Matt Ready: Do you have any cash?

Kim McClurg: Two dollars maybe?

Matt Ready: I’ll borrow $2.

Kim McClurg: It’s over there, so just take it.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: All right, I don’t know, that didn’t work. Maybe I need $100 or something —

Kim McClurg: Whatever, computers they know.

Matt Ready: I don’t know. I just try to give it some consequences.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay, do you have another one? Or should we move on to our next topic that we planned out a long time ago?

Kim McClurg: Sure. Do you want to introduce the topic of it Matt?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I don’t know. I think you should introduce the topic.

Kim McClurg: Have we had any viewers at all so far?

Matt Ready: None there, and no one — no, we haven’t had any so [inaudible] —

Kim McClurg: Okay, cool.

Matt Ready: So no one’s watching.

Kim McClurg: Cool.

Matt Ready: If I’d had another device going, I could have like put it on to YouNow and we might, you know, you’ve seen that, we might have had some drop-ins. So Kim, why don’t you go ahead and intro this topic?

Kim McClurg: I thought you would intro it?

Matt Ready: Okay. Well, I’ll give you the first part, so Kim and I have been planning this podcast for weeks, and we brainstormed a lot of different topics, and this topic Kim thought would be really interesting, and fun, and thought-provoking, and so why don’t you just take it from there?

Kim McClurg: Uhm, [laughs] [unclear 01:08:18]

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: [Unclear 01:08:21] you know.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: I don’t know. We can do the movies genres?

Matt Ready: Movies? Yeah. We could do movies. All right. Greatest — what do you want, greatest — let’s start with the greatest movie of all time. What would work out —

Kim McClurg: Oh, no, that’s too hard.

Matt Ready: No? All right, just — how about this, can you name a single movie —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That will make it easier. Kim, name a movie.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: See, I wasn’t introduced to TV until five years ago.

Matt Ready: What?

Kim McClurg: Just kidding.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: How about, oh! Okay, how about what is like a movie you love to watch but you would be super embarrassed to tell anyone actually like, guilty pleasure movie?

Matt Ready: Guilty pleasure movie. Grease.

Kim McClurg: What? That’s like a classic. Who’d be embarrassed to admit they watch Grease?

Matt Ready: A guy.

Kim McClurg: I hate musicals and I would admit I love Grease. I own the soundtrack.

Matt Ready: I like musicals. West Side Story.

Kim McClurg: Oh, God! [Inaudible]

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Little Shop of Horrors.

Kim McClurg: That’s not bad, yeah. [Unclear 01:09:34].

Matt Ready: But I mean, I’m not really like embarrassed to say I like these, but —

Kim McClurg: If there was this one though that you’d never admit, you could even edit that out so that no one would know.

Matt Ready: I like dancing movies like Footloose, and Dirty Dancing, and Flashdance, and —

Kim McClurg: Those are not like horrible movies. Like is there any kind of national [01:10:03] movie or something that you would like never admit you actually liked? If you’re in a group of people, and someone’s like, “Oh, that’s maybe the worst ever,” and you’re like, “Yeah, totally,” but you’re going to watch it [unclear 01:10:11].

Kim McClurg: I like Superbad, you know, that’s a good movie.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, it’s okay.

Matt Ready: And like Tootsie, you’ve ever seen Tootsie?

Kim McClurg: That’s with Dustin Hoffman?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: He dresses up like a woman?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Kim McClurg: That’s actually pretty good.

Matt Ready: It’s amazing.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: That’s all you’ve got? So all your guilty pleasures are widely accepted that it’s good.

Matt Ready: Dances with Wolves.

Kim McClurg: No!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: It’s a Wonderful Life.

Kim McClurg: I’m sorry, your list of movies [unclear 01:10:43] watch anything horrible or embarrassing to admit.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m just, you know, did you have one?

Kim McClurg: Music? Is there any music?

Matt Ready: That I’m embarrassed?

Kim McClurg: That you would be embarrassed to listen to? Like Britney Spears or something like that.

Matt Ready: I like some Britney Spears.

Kim McClurg: Well, her earlier stuff was good. I must admit that.

Matt Ready: Yeah. [Crosstalk] What are you doing out of frame? Get back in frame.

Kim McClurg: Oh, sorry.

Matt Ready: Jeez! They don’t want like me on camera.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: Slowly edging my way out.

Matt Ready: You’re like slowly like —

Kim McClurg: These wheels on this chair!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Beautiful wall over here for you to look at.

Kim McClurg: Here, I’ll just write a [unclear 01:11:20].

Matt Ready: All right. This is like the video is so far behind us, I wonder how it’s doing with this recording.

Kim McClurg: Sorry.

Matt Ready: I’m trying to think of music that I find embarrassing. The Big Chill was a great movie. Great music in that.

Kim McClurg: The Big Chill? I haven’t seen that one. Is it a storm movie? Is it that one [unclear 01:12:04] like in a sky lodge or something?

Matt Ready: Well, yeah ‘cos somebody dies. They are like all friends in college and then a guy commits suicide, it’s actually by Kevin Costner.

Kim McClurg: So it’s not the same movie I’m thinking of.

Matt Ready: Well, Kevin Costner’s not in the movie. He’s the body in the casket, You never see his face. It was his first movie.

Kim McClurg: Really? [laughs]

Matt Ready: Yeah. [laughs.]

Kim McClurg: It’s just like a Kevin Costner trivia.

Matt Ready: So they all hang out at this cabin for a weekend, and they rekindle some romances and stuff, and I do think they smoke pot at some point in that movie. I don’t think that makes it a stoner movie but…

Kim McClurg: [Laughs] Okay. I think I’m thinking of a different one anyway.

Matt Ready: But it has the most amazing soundtrack with like, “Joy to the World”, and all these like, “I heard it through the grapevine”, old classic ’60s. Is it ’60s music? I’m not really sure.

Kim McClurg: Is that one [unclear 01:12:57] Elvis? Was that ’60s or ’70s?

Matt Ready: Yeah, ’60s. Creedence Clearwater.

Kim McClurg: Yeah. I like Creedence.

Matt Ready: Guilty pleasures, come on. What is — or how about this? A movie or a song you’re incredibly embarrassed to tell the world that you like, or an anecdote that’s incredibly embarrassing to share with the world, or anything that’s really embarrassing that you don’t want to tell the world but you should tell the world right now. [Laughs]

Kim McClurg: Wow, if you put it that way, how could you not want to? I don’t have many embarrassing life moments but I’ll just pick one out.

Matt Ready: I would just pick one, or we’ll just go through all of them.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: We really don’t have so much time Matt.

Matt Ready: Yeah, I don’t even — that I don’t have. I don’t have a timer going. That means we must have been going basically an hour.

Kim McClurg: We have like 5 minutes left.

Matt Ready: And the recording is still going, I thought that only went — Okay, so…

Kim McClurg: Okay, well the first one that pops to mind is, I think I was in high school. Did you ever have to do those tests when you were in school where you like had to fill this questionnaire related to drugs and alcohol and stuff, you know, like really how often you did it, how much, whatever, for like state’s statistics I think it was for.

Matt Ready: Maybe.

Kim McClurg: Anyway, we had to do one of those. It was like four pages long. They just spread us out in the gym to like work on these and fill these out, and I was sitting cross-legged doing mine the whole time. I was finally done and I was one of two people left sitting on the floor in this huge auditorium, and everyone else was up in the bleachers that was done, so they just kept us all. Like I was in a high school with like 70 people, so we were all just hanging out in the auditorium. So everyone’s up in the bleachers who’s done, and it’s me and one other person sitting down on the floor filling this out, and I got up to give mine in, and my legs had fallen asleep this whole time I was doing it, but I didn’t realize it. So I got up and I took one step and just face-landed on the floor.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: It was like one of those movies, everyone was cracking up.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: I would have been more embarrassed if the feeling was coming back and so I just felt like my legs were being stabbed with needles all over and it really hurt, so that took a lot of the focus away from the embarrassment.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: So I just laid there waiting for my legs to feel again and then the person got up to hand theirs in and I was like, “Hey, can you hand this in for me?”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That’s good.

Kim McClurg: Yeah, that was…

Matt Ready: That’s nice. That was a good one. Well, thank you for sharing that.

Kim McClurg: You’re welcome.

Matt Ready: You don’t have a video of that, right?

Kim McClurg: No.

Matt Ready: You do have a video though that maybe next time you come on we could share. A video you said of your public speaking of something like, you know —

Kim McClurg: Oh, I think it has been long lost.

Matt Ready: But what was it? It was a video of you doing some sort of presentation?

Kim McClurg: My public speaking presentation.

Matt Ready: Like at what age?

Kim McClurg: I think it was my sophomore years of college, so like 20.

Matt Ready: Maybe we can find that for a future episode.

Kim McClurg: Maybe. I don’t know if I could look it up. I wonder if my teacher would still have it? I’m friends with her on Facebook. She probably keep all these for a laugh. [Unclear 01:16:06] with a glass of wine and just watches like the worst presentations she’s ever seen.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I can see that.

Kim McClurg: Or maybe not, ‘cos she’s a good person. She’s really nice.

Matt Ready: All right, so shall we wrap up the episode?

Kim McClurg: Okay.

Matt Ready: Okay, so thank you so much for co-hosting another episode. This seems like if everything worked pretty well. Let’s see how the recording comes out. Every time we do this it makes it easier for us to do future ones. And to anyone that ends up watching this video clip, we are going to keep doing this and eventually, as we get our technique down and we get our viewership built up, we are going to invite more and more people to join us and participate in the discussion. You can go to the hive1.net website and into The Mindful Activist node to see what different topics we might have for future episodes, and you can even vote on topics there, decide which ones you want us have us talk about in future episodes. I think that’s about all. Shall we do some closing music?

Kim McClurg: Yeah! We should, pick a random one I guess or something.

Matt Ready: So we will. I’m going to stop the video and share a closing song. All right Kim, go ahead and start singing.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: No, I won’t [unclear 01:17:36].

Matt Ready: [Inaudible].

[Music plays]

Kim McClurg: [Unclear 1:17:45]

Matt Ready: They’re still going. Nobody [inaudible]. Maybe you should do like a closing dance.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: No way!

Matt Ready: How about the wave?

Kim McClurg: The wave?

Matt Ready: Yeah, just like this.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: There you go. I like it.

Kim McClurg: There you go.

Matt Ready: All right! Signing off! And to everyone out there on YouTube and no one watching, we will say goodbye.

 

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The Mindful Activist Episode 11 – Commissioner Matt in action

The Mindful Activist Episode 11 – Commissioner Matt in action

 

Matt Ready: We’re looking at the director, Scotty McNabb.

Scotty McNabb: I’m picking my ear at the time.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: I’m scratching my ear but it looked like I was picking my ear. Yeah, I can do the other side if you want, to balance.

Matt Ready: Excellent, excellent.

Scotty McNabb: And live stream videographer, Kimberly McClurg. And cameraman, who loves to hide. Introduce yourself.

Sam: I’m Sam.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Anything you want to say about the plan today, director?

Scotty McNabb: I think that we’re going to have fun and it’s going to be interesting for everyone involved. As far as the plan goes, treat yourself like a professional and people will treat you like a professional.

Matt Ready: Nice. Kimberly, anything to say about today’s plan?

Kim McClurg: Give 110%. Yes.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: All right. Sam, anything you want to add.

Sam: I’ve got nothing.

Matt Ready: You’ve got nothing? Okay. Is there any reason to delay any longer? We’re going to go on Facebook live. We’re good? Everyone good? Let’s hear a woo-hoo!

The Crew: Woo-hoo!

Matt Ready: Yeah! All right. I’m not going to put a name on it, we’ll just go live. Hello! This is Matt Ready, host of The Mindful Activist podcasts. This is episode, I don’t know, nine I think? And I am a activist, and I am the founder of The Global Consensus Project, the developer of the hive1.net activist-social media platform, and I’m an elected politician; a Hospital Commissioner in Jefferson County, Washington, U.S.A. It’s a board of five elected Commissioners on over a county or an area of about 30,000 people in rural Washington. Okay! So here we are. Another ordinary show, ordinary day. Why don’t we talk to our director, ‘cos we actually have a director today, it’s not me. If director would like to come and take a seat on stage center.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Scotty is here. This is Scotty McNabb. He is our director, so… You’re ready camera person?

Scotty McNabb: I have to have a camera for me to be a director.

[Matt arranges the recording equipment]

Matt Ready: There you go, okay. Do whatever you need with your… whatever you want to do with that. [Indistinct chatter] …go wherever you want to go with that camera. Ramon joined! Thank you Ramon! So feel free to yell out who joins or anything. Okay! So here we are.

Scotty McNabb: Should I be on the other side?

Matt Ready: Why?

Scotty McNabb: I don’t know. Last time I was —

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: We’ll just go with the flow.

Matt Ready: You know what we haven’t done, we haven’t turned on the Zoom video conferencing platform, but you know what? I think we have enough going on.

Scotty McNabb: Yeah.

Matt Ready: I think we’ve got enough going on, but next time we’ll make sure we have the Zoom video conferencing platform on so that — do you want to describe what it does?

Scotty McNabb: I remember some parts, but I don’t want to do it wrong, so…

Matt Ready: It’s Zoom [crosstalk] well, it’s how your brother connected last time.

Scotty McNabb: That’s true.

Matt Ready: It’s a — if we have a Zoom live meeting going, then up to 50 people can jump in and be video conferencing with us, right here on this back screen. That’s pretty cool. So far, three people have dropped in and joined us. It’s been —

Kim McClurg: Yaron says the kids say hi.

Matt Ready: Oh, Yaron does? Hey kids of Yaron!

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: And David [unclear] is joining.

Matt Ready: David, nice to see you. Feel free to ask questions out there. This is actually going to be kind of an interesting show I think today. Yeah. I don’t know, do we go over the plan for the show?

Scotty McNabb: Yeah, maybe we could do like a small game plan?

Matt Ready: Small game plan.

Scotty McNabb: What do you think?

Matt Ready: What the heck is the game plan? It’s like lots of different game plans. Have a good day, that was my plan. I woke up today and said, “Try to have a good day,” what about you?

Scotty McNabb: [Laughs] I woke up having a good dream and then I thought, “I hope my day is better than my dream,” and it’s hard to do, you know?

Matt Ready: [Crosstalk] it’s hard to top up your dream.

Scotty McNabb: [Laughs] Yeah, so today’s been nice. I get to drive away from a city that’s ugly to Port Townsend, Washington, which was a really nice thing. Yeah, that’s a good day.

Matt Ready: Yeah. What shall we talk about?

Scotty McNabb: Well, we’re going to move this whole team that we have behind the cameras to the hospital later. You’re going to be taking part in a ceremony. It’s at ribbon-cutting for a brand new building or a brand new facility at the Jefferson General, is that correct?

Matt Ready: That is correct.

Scotty McNabb: It took a lot of, I’m sure, deals and power struggles to get that building even agreed upon, much less built.

Matt Ready: It did indeed, and I only was a witness to some of them, some fairly minor ones. Yeah, you don’t build a $28 million facility without — I mean, that’s power, that’s exercising power.

Scotty McNabb: That is exercising power and to see it come to fruition like that. How long has it taken to build this, do you know?

Matt Ready: I believe they’re saying it’s been like a five year, you know, from the first conversations when it started, but the actual construction was much shorter than that.

Scotty McNabb: That’s great! That’s a little different usually than normal, where the contracting goes long. What do you think about the power that it takes to make something like this for a community?

Matt Ready: Well, I mean in a way it is showing, it is demonstrating how a community can exercise its power to use its wealth, that it has access to in some way, to build a monument. It doesn’t really matter whether it’s the County City Hospital, or… it doesn’t really matter even, if it’s a like a local non-profit raising money to build something, it’s people saying in some way, somehow they’re using that mechanism of collective energy to say, “We want to build this,” and it’s built. What happens though, of course, is when you do anything there’s people, whether you’re building a school or a hospital or whatever, there is people involved in it that are often doing the, you know, power struggling, like, “I don’t think it should be this way,” you know, and so that happens, or there’s massive opposition to something. There’s all sorts of — it’s modern battles of power when your building any sort of monument.

Scotty McNabb: Right, right. Have you heard about or read about anything where people are on the opposite side saying, “Hey, we don’t need to spend our money this way,” or perhaps on this very location it’s a problem because of this or that? It’s going to cause traffic or parking or…

Matt Ready: Oh yeah. There’s definitely been opposition. There’s been public comment at our board meetings of who opposed to it, but I think from my perspective, a pretty strong sensible majority — well, I’m sensing that the majority of people are in favor of it, but I might be wrong about that. I guess I don’t really have a great line of sight on that information.

Scotty McNabb: Okay. When you look out from your spot, sitting at one of the head tables or around the spot where they’re actually going to bring out those enormous scissors, right?

Matt Ready: No, no. It’s not enormous scissors. It’s 12 pairs of scissors with gold-ish handles and I am going to be one of the 12 people that will be —

Scotty McNabb: Scissoring?

Matt Ready: Scissoring, simultaneous scissoring on this giant ribbon.

Scotty McNabb: It’s a joke.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I don’t understand what you said and I have no idea what that means.

Scotty McNabb: You’re doing a great job.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] But I have been thinking about this ribbon cutting, and there’s a reason there’s 12 scissors. It’s because it’s symbolic who cuts the ribbon first, and so when I get up there and we’re all lined up, I’m just going to swish!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m just going to cut it really fast and I’m going to be like, “Wooo!”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: What do you think?

Scotty McNabb: I think it’s great, yeah. It’s a great plan.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I think I might have — no, I won’t really do that, but it would be an interesting scene to see. [laughs]

Scotty McNabb: Yeah. I imagine there’s going to be some folks sitting in the seating area to watch the ceremony, not only those folks that are going to be using the scissors, but when you look out at those folks that are there in attendance, what does it mean to you to be in a position of power? To be one of the twelve?

Matt Ready: It is totally surreal. It is really surreal.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: For real?

Matt Ready: Real! For real it’s surreal [laughs].

Scotty McNabb: Really?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Really, because I’m going to be there, it’s particularly powerful to me ‘cos there’s going to be a State Legislator, Steve Derringer, cutting the ribbon, who I have a lot of respect for, but he’s at a state legislative level, and then Derek Kilmer, U.S. Congressman, who is in our area, he is our gateway to the Federal Government, to federal power. I mean, if you care about something at the federal level, you’re — the weakest representative we have at the federal level that will care about what people in this county say is Derek Kilmer, because he is a Congressman for a small districts, that’s about as small as it gets at the federal level. Now, anyone else at the federal level that—anyways, that was kind of a tangent—but I’m going to be standing there with people with real power, with connections to real power. I mean, you’re talking state and federal level, that’s real power over real police force, military violence, that’s power. So for me to be up there symbolically cutting a ribbon with them, and I guess I should say, I think I’m one of the 12 cutting the ribbon. There’s a chance we’re going to get there —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — and they will be like, “Sorry Matt, we have 12 other people.” I’m pretty sure, I think I’m cutting the ribbon.

Scotty McNabb: Okay.

[Laughter]

Kim McClurg: We have a comment from Ramon. He said, “I can’t say I know a lot, but in a [prude] hospital facility, it sounds like a good thing.”

Matt Ready: Wow, Ramon, former hospital employee. Ramon Dailey, Dailey computer consultant. They are one of our sponsors. Not really –

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — but he loves to show up [unclear 00:12:14]. Old friend of mine, Ramon Dailey. So we have two of my oldest friends, if you are still there. Ramon and Yaron. You have to sort of have a name with two syllables and an R to be like a really good friend of mine, Yaron, Ramon.

Scotty McNabb: I’m out!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: That’s okay, we’ll keep it business. [laughs]

Matt Ready: Okay, oh! It’s… what time is it? Is it —

Kim McClurg: Almost quarter to twelve.

Matt Ready: Almost quarter to twelve, so I’m going to need to run to the ceremony and you’re the director of this crew, so you’re going to do what you want to do to cover that event however you see fit. It’s an important event. It might be an interesting symbolic event to witness, so I’m excited that my friends and supporters of The Mindful Activist podcast are going to help do a little coverage of it.

Scotty McNabb: It should be interesting, and thanks for inviting us. So we’ll transition here as you take off.

Matt Ready: Transition. All right.

[Matt gets up]

Scotty McNabb: There he goes! [laughs] He can still hear us. We’re going to go ahead and start breaking down a little bit, but I think we’re going to keep the cameras rolling as we travel, whoever’s got one, if you can. If you cannot and it’s a hazard, then go ahead and turn it off, but if you can, just keep it rolling. We’ll get some B-roll that way and it’s interesting.

[Phone rings]

Scotty McNabb: That’s the fake phone call we’ve been waiting for. I’m just kidding. I don’t know who’s phone that is. We can sign off for now and then start back up once we get into the vehicles, ‘cos there’s going to be a lot of bumping around. Okay? All right.

[Matt and Scotty leave the house]

Speaker 1: Hey, how are you?

Scotty McNabb: I am great. I’m live also. How are you?

[Laughter]

Speaker 1: I’m good.

Scotty McNabb: I’m digging that bolo.

Matt Ready: Yeah? [Laughs]

Scotty McNabb: It’s really cool.

Matt Ready: Okay.

[Matt and Scotty walk to the car]

Matt Ready: Continue us live [unclear 00:14:50] is fine.

Scotty McNabb: Yeah.

Matt Ready: It’s interesting.

[Indistinct chatter]

[Matt and Scotty drive off]

Matt Ready: So we’re off! Let’s hope this doesn’t become one of those great YouTube videos of a car accident live streaming, you know?

Scotty McNabb: [Laughs] Yeah, really. How are you feeling?

Matt Ready: I’m feeling remarkably good for such a crazy day.

Scotty McNabb: Yeah. Okay.

Matt Ready: How are you feeling?

Scotty McNabb: I’m great, yeah. This is good stuff.

Matt Ready: This is totally reminding me of work I used to do with Ramon. We did a lot of guerrilla film-making when I was a — 15 years ago. Ramon Dailey, still making movies and stuff. And you’re in Film School?

Scotty McNabb: I am going to school right now through Full Sail, but we haven’t started the film portion yet and getting all the prereqs done.

Matt Ready: Let’s see, we can check see if [unclear 00:16:28] but I’m going to stop directing. Somewhere I’m letting go, I’m not directing.

Scotty McNabb: That’s a good idea.

Matt Ready: Oh, I think Ramon just went. [Inaudible].

Scotty McNabb: Yaron said, “Matt, what’s the meaning of life?”

Matt Ready: That is the second time I’ve been asked that on a video interview.

Scotty McNabb: It’s a movie actually.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: Pretty funny.

Matt Ready: [Deep breath] Meaning of life. I think the meaning of life is whatever purpose you choose, and for me the purpose is individually to thrive and then to help my neighbors, which is everyone on Earth, to thrive. Those are the two things I think about.

Scotty McNabb: What about you, Scotty? What do you think the meaning of life is? Being funny and [laughs] enjoying myself. No, I think the meaning of life is probably, more accurately love and be loved. To me, that’s the answer at least to make life meaningful.

Matt Ready: Love and be loved. I like that. That would work. I mean, if someone had to [unclear 00:18:10] really quick, meaning of life, love and be loved. That could [inaudible] good.

Scotty McNabb: I mean it’s really what all of us want, to be loved ultimately, and those things as far as being successful and all of those things that we all go for, ultimately if you’re not loved, you don’t feel loved, then you feel empty, and the best way to feel loved is to love other people because it comes back to you.

Matt Ready: But if you’re really lonely, I mean, I sort of — the other piece is, you also need to feel a safety and security alone, because of loving yourself, because of valuing yourself, ‘cos you have to be — that’s the only way you ever feel comfortable standing alone when you need to stand alone.

Scotty McNabb: That’s very true. That is a very important lesson that sometimes comes after being in relationships, and sometimes it doesn’t, [laughs] but that time by yourself where you gain strength and learn to love yourself, I think that’s hugely important. The sooner you can learn to love yourself, the better you can love others I believe.

Matt Ready: Oh yeah.

Scotty McNabb: It’s more true and honest.

Matt Ready: You sort of think about, if you’ve ever tried to help someone who’s been personally struggling with something, whether it’s an addiction or just some bad habit, or a bad relationship, or a bad relationship habit, or an addiction to a relationship, any combination of those things, it becomes so obvious, it is so hard to help another person overcome an obstacle.

Scotty McNabb: Sure.

Matt Ready: But the person you can help to overcome an obstacle is you.

Scotty McNabb: True.

Matt Ready: You spend this time trying to help other people, but it’s like, start with yourself and realize you have the right to scream at yourself, and get yourself to do whatever needs to be done to make your world the way the world should be. That was a nice philosophical tangent.

Scotty McNabb: Yeah. [Laughs]

Matt Ready: I like it.

Scotty McNabb: So do you think Manresa Castle’s really haunted? [Laughs]

Matt Ready: I do. The world is haunted. What time is it? Am I late yet?

Scotty McNabb: I seem to have left my phone —

Matt Ready: Oh, really?

Scotty McNabb: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Lots of people!

Scotty McNabb: Another question, “Matt —

Matt Ready: There it is, down there.

Scotty McNabb: — what does thrive mean to you?” also from Yaron.

Matt Ready: From Yaron?

Scotty McNabb: Yes.

Matt Ready: Thrive. Happiness. So if you look at a tree, like an apple tree, and you say, “Does the apple tree have its branches spread, and leaves look healthy, and it’s bearing fruits?” That’s a healthy apple tree, and you can pretty much look at human beings and you can just tell by just like looking at an apple tree, you can tell if it’s thriving, you can tell a human being is thriving. You can tell, are they smiling? Do they have joy in their life and in their heart? Are they learning? Is their life a celebration or is it a struggle?

Scotty McNabb: Or is it both!

Matt Ready: Or is it both, yeah! And how are they taking care of themselves? Are they winning the battles with themselves, with their own demons and challenges?

[Matt gets out of the car]

Matt Ready: All right, well I’ve got to move fast.

Scotty McNabb: All right, take it easy.

Matt Ready: Lock up this really valuable car.

Scotty McNabb: [Laughs].

Matt Ready: [Inaudible].

Scotty McNabb: Right, exactly.

Matt Ready: All right, enjoy the show!

Scotty McNabb: Take care.

[Matt runs ahead]

Speaker 1: Oh, he’s tying his shoes too. It must be the shoe-tying [station].

Scotty McNabb: Yeah, that’s it. That’s the spot right there.

Speaker 1: [Laughs]

Scotty McNabb: I can’t wait to get there. I’m glad I have a longer lens.

[Scotty arrives to the Jefferson General building]

Speaker 2: So we’ve been working on this project since 2011, and I want to make sure I recognize all of the Commissioners who have worked to make this happen. Matt Ready. Matt Ready. Matt Ready.

[Matt stands with city leaders for the ribbon-cutting ceremony]

[Applause]

Matt Ready: That was great. Those speeches were fantastic [laughs]. What do you guys think? I forgot to explain if it crashes how to start a live stream again. We went over a lot of details, we did a lot of good planning. You can film it if you want. Actually, we could go back on the live stream. Should we wrap up or should we…?

Speaker 1: We should do a wrap up, because we [lost it].

Scotty McNabb: Let’s get out of the…

Speaker 1: The shrubbery?

Matt Ready: That’s the selection of your location, director.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: I got the shot, that’s all that matters.

Matt Ready: Yeah! Nice job. Okay, so that might be kind of the end of this episode of The Mindful Activist. I don’t know if you want to add anything.

Scotty McNabb: Yeah. What was your experience up there? How did you feel?

Matt Ready: It’s weird! It is weird, you know, with powerful people it’s weird. But you also feel your allyship with, you know — a lot of what was said really resonates with me.

Scotty McNabb: Did you feel like — can we face this way?

Speaker 1: Yes, ‘cos the lighting is not so…

Scotty McNabb: The lighting is bad. You said it was kind of weird being up there, but what was your take-away from when most of the people were talking about how this was the team and this is for the Community, and all that kind of thing? What’s your buy-in on that as far as getting this done?

Matt Ready: Well, a lot of people have told me over the years that everyone — I mean, most people really are trying to do the right thing, they’re really trying, so even though there’s a lot of power struggles that go into a project like this, a lot of disagreement and a lot of bumps and bruises along the way, even those halls of power, I mean the 12, 10 people up there that were cutting with scissors, we all were like involved in some interesting moments of power show. For the most part, I think at this level, everyone is really trying to make this world a better place. So in the end, the combination of all the different visions and values I think did make something really good for our community. So yeah, I basically feel good about it. In general, I feel like I don’t like speeches like that, it takes a long time. I don’t really like that as a format for communicating with you. I like a conversation, unless someone really works at their speech, I mean if they could really like entertain us, you know, like Scotty McNabb double stand-up comedy. You know, if you were doing that speech, you’d be like, there’re people rolling, and that would be…

Scotty McNabb: [Laughs] Yeah, I don’t know. I might get a couple laughs at my own expense.

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: Just like that, yeah, but more importantly, what would you suggest instead of this format? Because this is one of those things where it’s been the same format over and over and over, where we have to have ribbon-cutting, we have to have grand opening, and that kind of thing. What do you think [crosstalk] —

Matt Ready: I think we should build a — I think you and I should build some sort of facility, and design our own Mindful Activist studio.

Scotty McNabb: Right.

Matt Ready: Build a studio, and you can also do your documentary work in there, and you combine podcast, film-making studio and then we’ll do a ribbon cutting and we’ll design it the way we think.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I don’t know what we’ll do. There’ll be dancing and music and there’ll be field games [laughs] and ice cream.

Scotty McNabb: Your done, right? Is that what you’re saying? You’re done? This is done?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: No!

[Laughter]

Scotty McNabb: Are you being serious? Because I am all about the dancing. I have to cash for it.

Matt Ready: Really? Let’s do some dancing, because usually we have dancing in our episodes.

Scotty McNabb: That’s true, we do.

Matt Ready: Yeah, so we’re going to roll with closing music.

[Matt and Scotty dance]

Matt Ready: And this has been an episode of The Mindful Activist. Thank you for watching and we’ll see you next time. Any questions from the live stream? Anyone out there?

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The Mindful Activist Episode 15 – Monica

The Mindful Activist Episode 15 – Monica

 

Matt Ready: That’s an orch- a vineyard.

Monica: Is that the neighbor’s vineyard?

Matt Ready: Yeah. Yes it is. Okay, we are now live on YouTube. No one’s watching, except maybe the YouTube technicians, and I’m showing right now is pictures of different things, so they’re hearing us.

Monica: Okay.

Matt Ready: Well, if they were listening, they would be hearing us.

Monica: They’re hearing us if they’re hearing this.

Matt Ready: Yes, and anyone in the world could be listening and watching this little video if they have access to YouTube.

Monica: True.

Matt Ready: So, shall we introduce ourselves?

Monica: Let’s do that! [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Who are you?

Monica: My name is Monica Bell. That was my given name, and I live in Port Hadlock, Washington State, in the USA, on Planet Earth.

[Laughter]

Monica: Who are you?

Matt Ready: My name is Matt Ready, and I also live in Washington State [laughs], but I have a lot of identities. I normally list them off at the beginning of my —

Monica: Go for it!

Matt Ready: Well, I’m like a politician. I do tell people that.

Monica: An elected politician?

Matt Ready: Yeah. I’m a Hospital Commissioner.

Monica: Wow, flash that card.

Matt Ready: Yeah, but that’s not like my primary identity. I’m a activist, actually I think of myself as a philosopher as my primary identity, but I do have a B.A. in Philosophy but I think a lot of the philosophers out there would not want to say I’m a philosopher with a B.A. in Philosophy, although I did publish a book.

Monica: On philosophy?

Matt Ready: Well, on mindful activism, which is a very philosophical topic.

Monica: Okay.

Matt Ready: I mean I’m a philosopher in the spirit of like Thoreau, you know. In any case, I’m the developer of the hive1.net platform and the host of The Mindful Activist webcast.

Monica: Where was your mother born Matt?

Matt Ready: My mother I think was born in Massachusetts.

Monica: Okay. What’s her name?

Matt Ready: Mary Ready. Why do you ask about my mother?

Monica: I think about, we talk about — we’ve been talking a lot about power and vortexes, and it’s an interesting thing in our society that’s very patriarchal, that we don’t honor the female bloodline necessarily, and I was once part of a — I went to a panel where a civil rights elder who passed away a couple years ago, Vincent Harding, asked this question of all the youth on the panel. They were talking about violence and racism in the inner city, and he asked them all to introduce themselves by saying their name and their mother’s name, where their mother was born, and it brought a different spirit to — we all came through our mothers. They’re like the vortex we came into the physical realm through.

Matt Ready: At that meeting you are bringing everyone’s mother into the room, right there. It’s like you’re bringing the spirit of mother love and relationship and all the complexity that is there.

Monica: And honoring it.

Matt Ready: Through everyone’s mind, which forces — say’s your mother’s — you could have just said, ” Say your mother’s name,” but say your mother’s name and where she was born, now taking it back to her mother, you’re invoking two levels of mother power to go through that person speaking before they say anything else. I love that as a warm-up exercise.

Monica: So Mary in Massachusetts?

Matt Ready: Mary, yes, and she’s no longer with us.

Monica: She’s passed.

Matt Ready: Yes.

Monica: Sorry for your loss. How long ago did she go?

Matt Ready: I think it might be over 10 years now.

Monica: Okay. Well, you’re with us right now, Mary.

[Pause]

Monica: So Matt, what do you want to talk about?

Matt Ready: Well, for you to be a qualified — to be able to say you are a guest of The Mindful Activist I have to ask you the one question I ask every guest.

Monica: I like that.

Matt Ready: Which is, do you consider yourself an activist?

Monica: I do not self-identify as an activist. Nope. I don’t. You want to know why?

Matt Ready: If you want to tell us, sure.

Monica: A long while ago I was going to a university that had as its motto Educating Minds And Hearts To Change The World, and that’s part of why I applied to go to that University. It’s like, wow! That’s a great motto! I want to be educated, my mind and heart to change the world, and that’s something you say a lot also, I’m going to change the world, change the world for the better, and I was really focused on school, very motivated, getting really good grades, working my butt off, and after I graduated I was living in San Francisco, in California, and I was dating a man who — after all my studies I decided I wanted to go away from the city and go learn how to grow food, and part of that is that I really wanted to have sense of self-sufficiency and that was something I was really passionate about at the time. This person I was dating didn’t want me to move away from the city because he likes dating, and he was comfortable where he was, and was afraid he was going to lose our relationship. So getting around to the activist part, in the heat of a conversation where he was feeling really afraid I was gonna move, he got really frustrated and just said, “You can’t change the world!” And I said to myself, “That is the wrong answer.” [Laughs] In my mind I was thinking, I went to this school where we’re focusing on changing the world, and I’m absolutely going to be part of changing the world, and who are you to tell me that I can’t? Then after thinking about it for even more time, I started realizing this whole notion of changing the world or not changing the world is so silly, because by being in the world we are changing it, by being human beings. Even if we were rocks, we’d be changing the world because wind would be blowing against us, we would be sinking into the soil and compressing things, worms would want to hang out underneath us. We can’t not change the world. So when I think about the world, the word activist, I have the same feeling of like, we are all active, we are all playing a really important part, and sometimes I feel that the word activist is used as a way to judge or evaluate someone’s efficacy in changing the world in a positive way, and it tends to be used by people who have the time, like the monetary privilege, and the time, and the energy to do things that are community-oriented, that are not feeding their family or sheltering their kids. So I don’t call myself an activist because I feel that everyone is playing a really important part in creating the world that we all want to live in together.

Matt Ready: It’s kind of like, you know, you look at what Martin Luther King said, it’s like you’re not going to remember the actions of your enemies, you’re going to remember the inactions of your friends. It’s like, if you’re not an activist, are you standing still ignoring pain and suffering around you?

Monica: You’re saying you want people to be activist.

Matt Ready: I say, I actually say this at the commission meetings ’cause I get — several times other commissioners said, “Don’t bring your activism in here,” and I’m like, “Activism just means trying to take action to make the world a better place.” I think that’s what every human being is doing, it doesn’t make sense to say don’t bring it in here. I mean we’re in a position of power over a hospital district, we should be actively trying to make the world a better place, thus activism… I don’t understand what you’re saying. Anyways, I brought this up in there, and on my show. I consider myself an activist for the exact reasons you consider yourself not an activist [laughs] because whatever it is we’re talking about, we’re all that, you know?

[Laughter]

Monica: We’re all agents of change. We all have a lot of power.

Matt Ready: Yeah, and you might be sitting there like a lump, but your sitting there like a lump is causing an effect in the world, just like a rock, like you said, rocks have power. You sitting there like a lump in your position of power, or in your position in your community, or in your friendships, or in your whatever, it is affecting the world. Your lumpiness is affecting us, you know?

Monica: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: If nothing else, your lumpiness, ’cause we have to drive around you and [laughs] have to go over you.

Monica: And your counted in the census, or you’re pooping and your waist is being — I mean maybe you’re pooping, you’re probably eating, maintaining homeostasis you’re ingesting certain — we will get into that later.

[Laughter]

Monica: I have a lot of feelings about human fertility cycles.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I love that, for the exact same reasons you say no, I’m not an activist, and I say, I am an activist. It kind of makes you a wonderful co-host for my show. Just like they have sometimes a show with left, right, and center, a left-wing, right-wing. You and I are activists and not activists, yet the only real difference is how we choose to define a word.

Monica: Language is so powerful.

Matt Ready: It puts us on different sides of a coin, which is all you need for a good conversation, two sides of a coin.

Monica: Nice. I like your framing there.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So I’m here with — this is very personal to me, the activist word. I was at an activist meeting in Port Townsend a couple years ago and it was to study the Constitution, study the history of Supreme Court laws and judgments that slowly gave corporations power over the evolution of our country. One of the things they asked in the room was, “Tell us about your activism,” and my dad was visiting, Jim Ready [laughs].

Monica: Your dad!

Matt Ready: My dad! I made him go to this thing with me. I gave him the option, I said, “I’m going to a thing, you can leave anytime” and he’s like, [deep voice] “I’ll check it out.”

[Laughter]

Monica: Deep voice for dad.

Matt Ready: No, that’s his voice. So we go in there, and everyone’s talking about their different things they do, and I’m ready for Jim, and I describe how I was an activist with The Occupy Wall Street movement, and these different things, and I’m running for office—and don ‘t know what I was doing back then—when I hand it to my dad, and I’m, “What the heck is he going to say?” He’s like, “Yes, I’m a celebrated lifelong inactivist.”

[Laughter]

Monica: Oh, dad!

Matt Ready: Which is so true! He is like a lump in the Democratic left-wing, you know? He’s like, “I will vote, I will read, I will watch debates, but do not ask me to go march in the street or write a letter,” or you know. I don’t know where the line is for him, but he’s a lifelong inactivist and for me that’s saying something very different than what you’re saying, as you’re like, “I’m not an activist,” but you’re over there with Jim Ready in a sense.

[Laughter]

Monica: Well, okay. Here’s another piece of it. Yeah, it does come down to economic and material privilege and intellectual privilege because a woman or man, someone who has children or nieces or nephews, and gets in the morning and helps that 4-year-old learn how to make breakfast, tie their own shoes, say please and thank, who listens to their stories, in my mind that person is doing very important work. So if we’re talking about activism as really important work, then I think about the framing of like, who gets to decide whose work is important? I think throughout the lifespan, people have different phases where they have different freedom to transgress against existing power structures, and so someone who maybe never had a stable place to live, or didn’t have enough education to get a job that could just be part-time and then has time to go and go to City Council meetings—I’m not going to say that person is not doing really important work. Often times I’ll find people who are white, who inherited money or property, or had access to higher education, have had a lot of material privilege, economic privilege, start marching around or like stomping and shaking their fists at people for not being activists without really looking at all that they have inherited without their own work. When a person like that gets in the face of or starts disregarding the contributions or the work of someone who didn’t have the same kind of privileges, I think it’s a very limited perspective and it can divide people, when people start thinking of themselves as their work being more important. It’s a big — language creating reality of activists/not activists labels.

Matt Ready: Yeah. You’re fading into, away from even — whether or not you’re talking about activism, you’re just talking about like the worth of a human being and when you look at a person and say — I mean I don’t do this to people, but when people—I’m going to reflect it back at you—when people look at you and they’re angry, and it’s like, “Why are you doing that, why aren’t you doing this,” I understand your life and your world enough to judge what you’re doing and why you’re doing it right now, like I’m, you know —

Monica: Like you were doing to your dad? [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Sure! Like I was doing to my dad or like parents might do to their child, you know, it’s like [laughs] — and if I learned it somewhere, I learned it from my parents.

[Laughter]

Monica: yeah.

Matt Ready: I mean that’s a big, that’s a total tangent, but I’ve never thought about that, the evolution of a child, ‘cos I’ve seen it other children, they sort of have a wisecracking father and then it’s like, wow! Then they get to 16-17, they could be smart enough to wisecrack right back at the dad and it becomes this very interesting male son, father-son dynamic.

Monica: Women can do it too.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Like with mom or with dad, are you specifically saying like daughter-dad?

Monica: I’m not saying that it’s gender-specific. I think those habits — I mean labeling, limiting, dismissing someone’s experiences, feelings or thoughts, or capacity in the world is not gender-specific. Humans do that across the world sometimes.

Matt Ready: I guess it’s my personal history. It traveled heavily through a male, my male experience.

Monica: Jim, not Mary.

Matt Ready: Oh, yeah, I mean she was, Mary was not — she loved everything I did [laughs].

Monica: So here’s an interesting thing on that too though, like if your parents as a unit raising you, your dad would dismiss your ideas, or your agency, or feelings, your mom permitting him to do that was also an agent in that dismissal, like if she didn’t check that behavior and balance it out, then she was complicit.

Matt Ready: Yeah, that’s really interesting, ’cause I could think about like my art. It’s a very simple microcosm of that. The thing about art is I don’t think I remember a single time showing them a piece of art at the same time. I would always do it sep- I mean that’s kind of, ’cause my art in a way was my way of judging other human beings, because I knew what was good and what was not. I was very snobby and snotty about art, so I was like when I liked it, I’d show it to people and think like it’s a test, like, “Do you like this? There’s a reason it’s worth being liked.” A little bit like getting feedback, but anyways, I was a very arrogant artist. I wanted to go individual, I don’t want you to be influenced by — ‘cos people are always influenced by other people that make their judgment first.

Monica: Okay, so you go to mom and dad.

Matt Ready: I went to them separately and mom was always incredibly positive, he was always negative but I didn’t even compare that, ‘cos I was comparing them to everyone that was judging my art. They were just like two drops in this bucket, and I was like — but a weird one, my dad is incredibly negative about all my art, more so than any human on earth that I’ve met that has looked at more —

Monica: If you’re listening to this right now, I’m going to post a few pieces on Matt’s art!

[Laughs]

Matt Ready: Yes!

Monica: You have a chance to compete for most negative with Jim Ready.

Matt Ready: Try to say something worse than what my dad, and I’ll tell you what my dad said after —

Monica: We are out sourcing haters on Matt’s art! Love it!.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Do you want to know what he said? I’ll tell you.

Monica: Sure!

Matt Ready: Well, it’s just sort of like, you know that Brad Pitt painting in my living room.

Monica: I do, I love it. Can we post it?

Matt Ready: Yeah! Absolutely. I’ve posted it, actually I posted it —

Monica: We’ll put it with this video.

Matt Ready: Yeah. He was just like, he just saw it, he just walked in and he was like, [ogre voice] “WHAT’S THIS!”

[Laughs]

Matt Ready: He’s like, “Why can’t you just pain something normal, like a cow in a field,” [laughs] and I’m like, “A cow in a field? That’s what you really want to see Jim?” So I’ve been joking with Stacey, my wife,  about it. I’ll just paint 100 cows and fields, I’ll do like a series dedicated to Jim Ready.

[Laughter]

Monica: Cows with Brad Pitt’s head on.

[Laughs]

Matt Ready: Yeah, Brad Pitt in the background with cows in front of — maybe my paintings could be in the field with the cows.

[Laughs]

Monica: A picture of a cow with your painting. So many incarnations. Your dad’s kind of your muse though, I think in some ways.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Oh, and yeah! It’s like it’s taken me along time to just fully appreciate how just powerful that is, and I see that there’s other, particularly men in my life, that they’re just a part of that. It’s like this, I don’t know, this male wisecracking intelligent coyote type energy that I actually really feed off it. I love it, you know, because once in a while, they’re an ally. When they use that same energy that they can dig into you with, when they really use it to fight something that’s important, it’s so powerful.

Monica: It’s a powerful skill set to hone and to keep around, and not to vanish from the community.

Matt Ready: Yeah, and I’ve had to — anyways.

Monica: Well, I’m curious. Okay, so I asked you about where your mother was born and involved like the female vortex. That’s also something that has been — the power of that authority has been lost, because we’ve come through so many years of a christian, like an overarching christian, how do you describe it, like a religious framing in the world that says that women, that humans — let’s see, humans started with a man [laughs] and his name was Adam, and when he wanted a friend, he pulled his own rib out of his body [laughs] —

Matt Ready: So you’re saying that that story that is at the base of like all of Western Society [laughs] —

Monica: It’s a very — to quote the movie Captain Fantastic, “it’s a very dangerous fairy tale.”

Matt Ready: Yes.

Monica: In that it totally disregards the female agency in the creation of human bodies.

Matt Ready: Most dangerous fairy tale. We could have a list of most — this would be a great tangent, but one of the most the most dangerous fairy tales myths in our culture. That might be number one.

Monica: Okay, so invoking female agency in creating more human beings is really important, and so I think about your mom being born, or your mother choosing Jim Ready to have a child with, and then having, raising a child in an atmosphere where she, I guess, and we can’t ask her in the physical realm, but I would ask her what her experience was of raising a child with a man who often dismissed your ideas, or criticized your ideas, and I wonder —

Matt Ready: You mean her ideas?

Monica: I don’t know about hers, but yours.

Matt Ready: Yeah. [Crosstalk] I was one of three children, so it’s like there’s a dynamic there. He was not like that with her. They were, you know, I don’t know if I actually have a good read of what that power dynamic was but I felt, I’ve never felt it wasn’t something close to equal, and just very different types of powers.

Monica: I wonder if she ever felt like he would do that with her, but even if he didn’t do that with her, so here I am again with female agency, as a woman who — and it’s complicated in our society because we don’t, not every community, family, couple, upholds a woman’s right to choose whether to have children or not—another like mythological reality we’ve created that I think is really harmful to human beings in this society. So she’s chosen a nest to create human beings in, and whether or not he dismisses her ideas, he just dismissed your ideas in some ways. So I wonder… yeah, I think about the role of women and mothers in choosing partners, and the role of the village in protecting children’s — or upholding children and letting children feel welcome to express themselves.

Matt Ready: You’re making me try to like remember back and see if I can ever visualize actually seeing a power struggle between them or seeing her ever check his negativity.

Monica: I wonder how she felt about it.

Matt Ready: But she was not afraid to speak her mind or swear, or to yell, or to make jokes, you know, to flick someone off from her car. She was like, she had her mama-bear power, and I think that’s, in this world, with the incredibly different cultures, if you’re raised in a household where it’s at least there’s papa bear power and mama bear power, and they’re both strong and you know they are capable of standing up to one another, if you have it at least equal like that, I think it’s the healthiest, it’s a more healthy environment than if it’s imbalanced, if clearly there’s a male dominant or female dominant household, ‘cos you’re seeing weakness in the other whole dimension of the universe if you see that, if you have an imbalance at the top and you’re growing up in that.

Monica: Which is not to say also, like I’m not implying that your dad poking fun at you has ruined you, clearly it’s made you motivated in certain ways.

Matt Ready: That would be a bummer to say, you were ruined by your dad [laughs], that would have been a really —

Monica: How do you feel about that Matt?

[Laughter]

Monica: Just more of exploring agency, I guess we’re talking about power and mindfulness and activism, exploring agency and relationships, and I feel like, all right, I notice that communities, the root is family and we all come through a family that forms our primary experience emotionally, energetically, and in terms of our power in the world.

Matt Ready: Do you have siblings?

Monica: I have two older brothers.

Matt Ready: Well, that’s a, I would assume that’s an interesting power dynamic to grow up in.

Monica: They are, I mean they all are, all of our experiences are interesting. How are we doing on time Matt?

Matt Ready: We’ve been 24 minutes into this conversation, so we could find a place to wrap. We went on so many — this would be a perfect conversation to have sort of mapped on the hive, like each topic we just let them branch out. (http://www.hive1.net/consensi.php?seid=412)

Monica: Yeah, where do we go. I love when they’re like videos where some animator, illustrator, draws all the pictures of that.

Matt Ready: Oh, that’s — we just need people to animate. Everything we talk about, like draw pictures and — I like that. I could put out like a reward, like a $50 reward for the best one, and you and I will choose the best one.

Monica: And it’s your 50 bucks [laughs].

Matt Ready: Yeah, yeah, you don’t need to get to it.

[Laughter]

Monica: I’ll give you thumbs up!

[Laughter]

Monica: And shouts out! I’m not funded right now to do that, but [crosstalk].

Matt Ready: I’m not either, but you know. All right, well thank you so much for being another guest on my show. I haven’t done one of my episodes for like three weeks, so…

Monica: I’m glad to be a part, this is fun.

Matt Ready: And we didn’t show any video. All we showed was images, it’s just all audio, which I liked. Creates a level of ease to conversation.

Monica: And then we can illustrate [laughs] with illustrations, whatever we want to do.

Matt Ready: Yeah. All right, bye for now!

Monica: Bye!

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Transcript – The Mindful Activist Episode 7 – Zhaleh Almaee

The Mindful Activist Episode 7 – Zhaleh Almaee

Matt Ready: All right, so welcome to what I believe is the seventh episode of The Mindful Activist. I’m the host of this podcast and we’re broadcasting live on Facebook and on YouTube. I am Matt Ready, I am the founder of the Global Consensus Project, the creator of the hive1.net activist social media platform, what else? I am also an elected politician. I’m a Hospital Commissioner here in East Jefferson County Washington. Today I am very happy to have a good friend of mine, Zhaleh — I’ve never said your last name.

Zhaleh: Almaee.

Matt Ready: Almaee.

Zhaleh: Yes.

Matt Ready: So a good friend of mine who I’ve never called by her last name.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Before I ask you to introduce yourself, I was going to introduce you in a way I’ve never introduced a guest before, which is with a little video introduction, which they’ll see a little bit of on our giant screen hire. This is a little video from the day I met Zhaleh, which was several years ago back during the Occupy Movement, and — I’ll see how all of this works. I might have to like — I’m not sure if it’s fair to them to really be showing, but — if you can see this, this is —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: It doesn’t look like if they can see it very well, but we have Zhaleh in a police outfit, and at least it’d be good to hear some of it.

[Video plays]

Matt Ready: When this is spliced together, it will actually show the video on the screen, you’ll be able to see it well. This is a performance of the Poetic Justice Theatre Ensemble, which you were participant that day in that performance, and we’ll come back to that. That was when I first noticed Zhaleh existed in this universe. Then, after that — it’s a terrible shame this video doesn’t show up. Maybe I’ll just show the pictures. No, they won’t see that either. There’s a big, if you could see this, there is a big tent in front of Bank of America and a bunch of people here outside protesting.

Zhaleh: [Crosstalk] That was a really great action.

Matt Ready: It was.

Zhaleh: Yeah. For those who don’t know Port Townsend, it’s a pretty small town on the Olympic Peninsula, and there was a really big turnout to basically occupy Bank of America, and the Poetic Justice Theatre Ensemble—which I’m a member and trainer of a program of the Mandala Center for Change, which I’m the co-director—we showed up to do a public performance known as a Forum Theatre Project, which essentially invited people on the street who were watching to come and step in and replace the character they saw struggling, and the little play that we did, which was just about 5 minutes long, was essentially a play about police brutality. Some protesters peacefully singing in linked arms, and these two police officers—myself being one of them—kind of going overboard, quickly resorting to violence and arrest specifically of the man of color who was there, even though all the other people were white, he was doing no different than anyone else. Even as I’m talking about it, this is a couple of years ago, but it feels like even more relevant now than before. Not that the number of, especially black men but black people in general, has not — the number of black people who are incarcerated and the level of police brutality that they’re met with on a day-to-day basis has been happening for a long, long time, but now mainstream media has caught on and amplified the awareness, which is different now than it was even just a few years ago when we did this action. I was really proud and honored to meet you, because you were one of the key organizers in that event, and so it was sort of the first union of grassroots organizers meeting, and I consider myself a theater activist, and so that was my world kind of colliding with yours. You had been doing a lot of work with the Occupy Movement here locally, so it was a really nice exchange and a great turnout for a small town! Do you remember the numbers? There was well over 100 people there!

Matt Ready: Probably. Through the course of four hours, it was very surprising to me. It was sort of a magical moment because after the performance, we did this march—and I was going to show that video, but since it’s not coming through, I’ll splice it in—but we marched with this giant tent, and with bagpipes, and drums, and the whole Poetic Justice Theater Ensemble joined, and marched through the main street of Port Townsend, and through a bank drive-thru and brought it back to Bank of America and put the giant tent right in front of the front door. Then people went and laid down in the drive-thru. During the march, which was like really one of the most inspirational moments of my life, just like carrying — we didn’t know what was going to happen. We didn’t know if we’d even get — if it would be like three of us marching into the street, you know? It turned out to be a huge crowd. So I’m carrying the tent and I have my phone out and I’m taking pictures, and I turned around and I took that picture.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: And this, I’m flipping through my pictures afterwards and I’m like —

Zhaleh: I would like a copy of this picture. For those of you who can’t see it, it’s me in a faux police uniform with a very smug grin my face. I chose to keep the police uniform on ’cause I felt kind of like a badass, you know, I’m exercising my power there. I had my teenager’s faux leather jacket on. and then as a theater artist we had the police hats and yeah! I liked actually messing with people’s perception that maybe there was a cop in the mass that was part of the action, do you know what I mean?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Zhaleh: I mean it was kind of pushing the edge just a little bit, and I loved that. I loved it. I loved the idea that people could — yes, I might have been misrepresenting, but not really, ’cause I wasn’t acting like a cop. I was just walking with the hat and the coat on, so no official anything but it was great!

Matt Ready: I don’t think you actually broke the law impersonating an officer [laughs].

Zhaleh: I did not! But visually, if a passerby was walking and they saw me, I think they would, without really looking closely, it did look like there was a police officer moving with the action, and holding a sign, and chanting in like really participating. Even just the idea of what that might imply to others was enough for me to keep it up. Yeah.

Matt Ready: Yeah. It was quite a day, and that was the day that I met Zhaleh, although it wasn’t until I got to know some of your work. I’ve seen you perform or interact many times with the Poetic Justice Theatre Ensemble, which does these incredible cutting edge activist theatre, interactive activist theater events, which is often giving audience members opportunities to become part of the scenes which are often basically — I mean the group tries to come up with the most intense, relevant, controversial type of scenes and subject matter that we could, as a society, possibly be wrestling with, and challenges the audience to come and interact. I’ve seen you be a part of it, I’ve seen you get up and participate, and I’ve facilitated groups with you and helped with the process so… One of the most impressive people I know.

[Laughter]

Zhaleh: I’m very humbled.

Matt Ready: Before we get into some other subjects, or deeper into these subjects, is there anything else you’d like to say about introducing yourself to the audience?

Zhaleh: Sure! First of all, thank you for inviting me into this conversation and participating in this very multimedia way. It’s really cool. This feels like technology at its best, to create forms for exchange and dialogue, and that’s really at the center of all my work, so it’s connection, and exchange, and sharing stories and the power of narrative, especially as it relates to social movements. I could talk more about that in a moment, but by way of introduction I would say, my name is Zhaleh, and I’m an Iranian-American Jewish woman who is a theater activist and a mother, and the co-director with my partner Marc Weinblatt, of the Mandala Center for Change. One of our programs includes the Poetic Justice Theatre Ensemble, which you’ve been referring to, which is unique in its ability to do what’s called “Applied Theater” and are techniques focus specifically on Theatre of The Oppressed and Playback Theatre, which are under the umbrella of Applied Theater but operate very differently. Where Theatre of the Oppressed is very focused on solutions, solution-oriented in its most popular format, which is Forum Theatre, which is what we’ve been referring to here with this action; and Playback Theatre, which is way more focused on building community through the sharing of stories and seeing those stories reflected and growing, and connecting through the reflection of personal stories, not specifically focus on moving towards solutions. What makes us unique in this work is that we combine them, which is not happening in any significant way that I know of. These bodies of work are practiced around the world, and in fact, Marc and I are teachers and facilitators to train others to do this—Marc especially is world-renowned in training in Theater of the Oppressed—and we host an annual training here in Port Townsend, now 24 years strong. So a number of international community come here to train in that methodology specifically, and we’ve started to tack on like a day-long intro to play back, which I lead and teach. I come from a playback theater practitioner-trainer background, ritual theater artist, so that’s a little bit about that world.

I have two teenage sons, stepsons, 15 and 17, and one of my own, Darius, who’s 3 and they are profound teachers and are profound motivators in all of my work as an activist. When I lose sight, I just kind of come back to my kids and all the kids that they’re connected to, to say, okay, now I remember why I’m doing this [laughs] and what it’s all for. I don’t just say I’m a mom flippantly. It’s not like, “I’m a mom, and I’m really proud of that,” or “I am a mom and I’m stressed out and frazzled,” those definitely come with the territory, but it’s actually parenting conscious children who have a social consciousness, especially young men, but women too, and so far, who knows who these children will become? Yeah, having them be good allies and strong advocates to work as an ally to marginalized populations and have a sense of the world outside of their own little American bubble. These are important things to me, and they are a guide and a Geiger counter for me in terms of my personal work and my work in the world. That’s a big piece!

Matt Ready: Yeah. This is where I’m like, “Ah! You opened a couple of interesting threads and now I have to choose which one to chase down!”

Zhaleh: Yes! Let me just say, props to anyone out there who is a parent, and props to all the aunties and uncles and grandparents, ’cause I do believe it takes a village, so I see us all in the picture. I’m just naming my own piece in that introduction. Okay, which thread?

Matt Ready: Well, okay. Let’s go with the youth, young people power thread.

Zhaleh: Let’s do it.

Matt Ready: ‘Cause that really resonates with me. This is my impression of the way our country has sort of been since the 60s, but it seems like during the 60s, at least college-age youth, college-age young people were more engaged in the massive activism that was going on around the Vietnam War. I feel like something has really changed in our country about the level of engagement of youth and high school, and college-age. There’s massive disengagement of all demographics, but it seems like when you were talking about how important it was to you that your children are — I don’t know how you said it —

Zhaleh: They’re engaged in the world around them.

Matt Ready: Yeah, and allies. That was what really drew me ’cause it’s I feel like the youth of our country are so incredibly powerful, if they knew. They just don’t know how powerful they are, you know? I really appreciate the work you and Marc do in sort of really engaging youth and young people. Just today, a big —

Zhaleh: Youth Empowerment Project

Matt Ready: Yeah, Youth Empowerment Project.

Zhaleh: Using Legislative Theater, which is a different type than what I was talking about before —

Matt Ready: A fourth type of [laughs].

Zhaleh: Yeah. It’s all in the vein of Applied Theater. Legislative Theater would fall in the umbrella of Theater of the Oppressed, and with youth specifically it’s policy-making legislation, Legislative Theater. It essentially invites into the audience, the decision-makers, the policymakers, in that Community related to the topic that’s being explored, to witness and engage in different ways, so that at the end of the evening there is actually a voting that happens with the audience members to generate proposals and vote on proposal to actually make a change with the topic being explored. In that instance the Youth Empowerment Project was specifically exploring schools, and the education system—which we could probably spend the whole time talking about-the failure of schools in this country and the disservice it does to our young people. That was a really powerful and potent time.

Marc and I are also very active in the community. He is a teacher at Jefferson Community School, we’ve set up Rites of Passage Programs for both of the older boys, a lot of mentoring, just really trying to keep the pulse on what’s needed and what’s missing, and how we can help fill the gap based on our time, willingness, and skill to share and offer. Although I did want to respond to what you were saying, because to me there were two things that were coming up to me. One was, it’s kind of like, where do you put your attention? One thing I’ve become profoundly aware of, is just the children who are being born now. It is a next level of who’s coming in, and this isn’t like the full mainstream picture. This is like a percentage, a portion of children who are coming in with these amazing capacities for compassion, for empathy, for learning, for knowledge, for this like deep inherent wisdom that they’re just being born into the world with, and sure one may argue all kids are that way, but I’m talking about like next level. People put words to these kinds of kids, and I don’t know about all of the rhetoric. Some of it kind of tips on a New “Agey” side, which I get a little weary of but —

Matt Ready: Do you not want to mention those words?

Zhaleh: Well, I don’t even know some of them. I mean, I’ve heard titles like, I’m trying to think of one now, Indigo children for example.

Matt Ready: Yes, yes. I knew — I’ve heard of it.

Zhaleh: Cristal kids, and I think it’s referring to a consciousness, so if you’re able to ride that New Age line with your social justice lens [laughs] in check to say, where is the truth here? How does that relate to what I’m doing in the work in my community? I think for me, even just bringing it up, for me what it means is that I’m working to see that piece in every young person that I interact with, and like investigating like where is that gift. I’m not specifically a youth worker. I wouldn’t call myself a youth worker, youth activist, or anything like that, but it’s like without the children, then for me I lose a huge driving force and center point in the work that I’m doing, like that’s who it’s for, I’m trying to create a better world for the next generation. In indigenous wisdom, you’re looking seven generations out, right? So yeah. I forget the other thing that came up, but there’s a lot to be said on how we hold our youth and what more can be done. It just depends on what angle you’re coming out of, education system, or… you know.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I just see them as — well, what really rocked my world was when I went to Hong Kong, and the Umbrella Revolution that was going on there. It was youth-lead. It was so clear, you know, I would just go these protest sites and you’d see these high school kids and they were blocking the streets, and they were sitting under these tents, and in this one Mong Kok District, a very crowded district, and they’re blocking these 4-way intersections, and it’s only like high-school-age kids inside, around it! You just see the older generation just standing at the edge, and I just took photos of them and they just are like staring at the kids. Some of them, I mean, the older they are, I perceived even more levels of fear, but also you could see like this mix of fear and admiration, because I mean, they’re messing with China!

Zhaleh: I love that you’re bringing in the world view, Hong Kong. It gets me thinking about Standing Rock, and the youth who ran literally to DC, the thousands of miles, you know, and the number of youth currently at The Sacred Stone and Standing Rock camps, who are infusing the historic movement with their leadership. It’s not just their energy, but like the kids you’re talking about in Hong Kong, they’re putting themselves in positions that one might say, in harm’s way, because of the clarity of passion, and when you look at Standing Rock and this movement that’s happening currently in our country, it is in that cultural setting the elders are listening to the youth, right? Which sounds a little different than your experience of the fear that you saw in some of the older people in Hong Kong. To me there’s such a disease, an unhealthy quality of mainstream America’s way with the youth and elder relationship that is so severed, that it just is this huge, vast chasm to have to bridge. That takes a lot of work in and of itself, and so dialogue, creating forms for us to come together and exchange ideas, and supporting young leaders, and you know —

Matt Ready: Because the youth in the United States, if you look at the way power, the power machinery, it’s almost as if it’s been structured to force, keep youth power in this bubble, and then it’s like as you —

Zhaleh: They’re dangerous, man! They’re powerful! The [unintelligible 00:24:42] government is freaking scared of them. That’s a powerful force. If there’s any young people out there, you better [laughs] listen up man! You’re a powerful group and the government is scared of you because of how powerful you are. It’s [crosstalk] structured, it is a power structure that says power over, and everything goes into that, which is brilliant for something like Forum Theater to show a slice of that, and then ask people in the audience to get up and try solutions, so what do we do? What do we do? You know, and in a case like that, if we were doing a show, we might even say to the adults in the room, you’re making guesses here, ’cause you’re not youth, you don’t really know what the reality is, but go ahead and try if you’ve got an idea, you know, and then the dialogue continues is that what’s the impact of that? That’s an interesting part of the Theater of the Oppressed, also referred to as TO work as after someone gets up and tries something, to then have a couple moments to debrief it, analyze it. It really engages the critical thinking, which — you know, the other thing we haven’t mentioned really to youth is, and I believe this is part of the power over structure, is media and technology.

You can’t have this conversation without including media and technology as the main sources of control, and unless you’ve got a really freaking empowered youth who can at least see that as their engaging with it or make a choice not to engage with it, or engage to different degrees in their peers, they become one of the flock, and are controlled by the media, the messages all the conditioning. It’s a sick and twisted world, and how can we remove ourselves from the paradigm that is created around us to create a more healthy and vibrant world for ourselves and the people around us. That’s happening all the time all over the place, but if you aren’t looking for it, or connecting to that, it’s so much easier to get hooked into all the dysfunction and crap that isn’t working, and that will just take you right down. It’s almost impossible to keep your heart light when you’re really literally being dragged down with messages that say, you’re not enough, you’re not good enough, you’re not slim enough, you’re not bulked out enough, you need to buy this, you need to buy, you know, whatever, whatever, whatever, on and on and on.

Matt: Let’s talk a little bit about the media. You touched on that. I see the media is one of the huge power arms of the machinery that keeps things the way they, and it keeps power structure the way it is. This sort of ties to something you mentioned earlier about why violence against black men in particular may be coming more to the forefront. I don’t know that it’s escalated. I think what’s happened is media is becoming more and more free and democratic, so it’s basically these — we carry these cell phones everywhere, that now can do like what we’re doing now, live video stream the moment something horrible is happening. This is a big chink, it’s a big weakness in the armor of the power structures that hold everything in place. Places like China is well aware of the danger of a really free media, and again, when I was walking around Hong Kong, whenever something was happening there was just like cell phones, it was just like nothing but cell phones around, and they’re just crossing their fingers hoping the Chinese aren’t going to like kill them anyways, because they, you know, still could do some pretty brutal things over there, and I was the whole time worried it could happen, but it’s just like in Occupy. The same things happened in the US during Occupy events. The cell phones came out and people, when something brutal started to happen, people would chant, The Whole World Is Watching, with this hope and this sort of like belief that if we just open our eyes and see what is happening, that will in itself cause — it won’t stop what is happening necessarily, but it might feed the energy that needs to be fed to get us to change things.

Zhaleh: I absolutely agree, and I think it really goes back to the narrative. We all, youth and elders, and young people, older people, all of us, have—I love the way you talk about it as a chink in the armor, you know, a vulnerable place like that little belly of the dragon, that place where if you’re going to shoot an arrow it better hit right there between the folds of that armor that the dragon wears. It’s not just cell phones, you know, we do, I agree that we do have more ability, although to a degree, you know, so I have heard plenty of stories of things getting shut down on Facebook. You think that it’s free until you get shut down. Plenty of people on YouTube who have a great time going until they get a little too much attention and they get shut down. So for what it’s worth, big brother hasn’t disappeared, right? I mean, we are — again, it’s this idea of freedom and I think we have to exploit it, we must exploit it because we know that we will be the people who televise the revolution. It’s sure as hell is not going to be on Fox News that does that, and yet, one reason I really love the Global Consensus Project is because it’s working outside of a paradigm, in a way you’re still part of the World Wide Web and we’re all vulnerable in that way, but things like Anonymous come up to me, like there are ways to manipulate the system. That’s interesting to me. Personally, I haven’t gone down that path. I didn’t even know there was a dark web until my 17 year old woke me up [laughs]. If people don’t know this exists, it’s a very important if you haven’t seen it —

[Laughter]

Zhaleh: And the dark web, I don’t know much about it other than it’s like where all of the dark stuff happens; the selling drugs, and people, and pets, and weapons, and pornography, and pretty much anything and everything. I can’t really say anything more than that other than I didn’t even know it existed until about a year or two ago. I feel like it exists to exploit the freedom on our behalf, and also to recognize that we’re still working within the paradigm that has been created for us, and so it’s a both and, and I think we have to take it as far as we can and examine the risks that are involved when doing that. I think any passionate person who collects an audience and is either good at tech or has a team of tech to really be strong and get a message across, at some point will be shut down and so strategically needs to know how will they avert and keep going to find the next avenue to keep going, and keep going, so every time they’re shutdown, they find here is the next place to pop up. Given that, there is a tremendous amount of resource being made available to all of us because of something as simple as a cell phone.

We know, for example—I’m just going to go back to Standing Rock, ’cause that’s something I’m very connected to right now to support and stand in solidarity with our indigenous people and tribal nations of Turtle Island—we know that the dogs who were there first for unmarked, unknown security, didn’t just show up to instill fear in the hearts, but actually did damage to people. That mace was in that kid’s eye, and we saw it go in, and then we saw a picture of it. We saw it happening in the moment, so I love that chant, The Whole World is Watching, and I would love to resurrect that from the Occupy Movement to be more of the norm, and I’d love to learn more and support more, especially with young people who are constantly, many of them empowered with a device, to know how to use it, and to know their rights. That’s a key piece. We actually do have. I don’t know where the constitutional rights live, but that information is out there and I’m all about it [laughs], even though I don’t know all about it in this moment, I’m totally support it.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I love your focus on narrative. I had another person sort of really talk to me about that, and there is such a power in the narrative. Who controls the narrative, the story of our country? Of any event? It’s like this contest to control the narrative that gets into the mass media, but you’re not going to win that game. We are not going to win the game of controlling the mass media narrative. You’ve got to play that game, you’ve got to do that, but what the weakness is that we flood the airwaves, the internet with the narrative that we want to tell. Anyone that feels that their voice is not being heard could be heard, could start a podcast, could start a YouTube Channel, could go on to now — there’s YouNow, it’s a video website that anyone could go on and start a channel, and start talking about whatever they want to talk about, and Facebook live and —

Zhaleh: I think getting more resources shared of alternative media outlets is also really helpful. Someone just turn me on to the Unicorn Riot I didn’t know existed until quite recently. It’s a very radical outlet for news and so far in my fact-checking seems accurate, so I think sharing resources can be really helpful. I think my only devil’s advocate in listening to you say what you just said, is there’s this really fine line around, in terms of alternatives to narrative, of people putting out skewed narrative where, I don’t know what the motivation is but I’m going to keep referring to Standing Rock ’cause it contains so much of my focal point right now, is on Facebook and social media, I believe Twitter as well, there were some pictures circulating from two music events; one was Woodstock many years ago, and the other is Burning Man. These pictures went out with trying to make it seem as though these were pictures from Standing Rock, of the camps, of the number of cars, of the number of people, and it totally legitimized it for whoever read it if they did not fact-check it, right? So yes, we have to create a new narrative and, man! Is it a piece of work to do that fact-checking and not just believe! Like it’s fine to say, I’m going to be opposed to mainstream media and just focus on alternative media, but then there’s an extra piece of work included on that, and that is the fact-checking, and that is the resource checking, and that is the — just because it’s alternative doesn’t mean it’s true. Who’s putting this out and why? Who’s backing them up? You know what I mean? I don’t mean to get all, what is it called when you get worried, suspicious or whatever, but I think you have to use caution, you know, for real. Especially when it comes to social movements, there’s always going to be an opposition and so even if it looks like a positive message, it’s good to refer to the gut and the intuitive mind, and then do the little bit of extra work if it’s something that’s anything to you — is this true? Is this really true? Is anybody else saying it’s true?

Matt Ready: It’s pretty good advice in general.

Zhaleh: Yeah! Totally! But we don’t all take that time. I don’t take the time, everything I read I don’t fact-check, but if I care about it, then I’m going to do the extra rabbit hole to find where is this leading me.

Matt Ready: I find another critical way of getting closer to a reasonable truth about anything is just the closest person you can get to that is close to the events, you know, just speak to — if you want to know anything about what it’s like to be a certain type of person in this country, talk to a person [crosstalk].

Zhaleh: That person, right? [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Yeah. It just opens up — when you ask a person, “Tell me about your world,” you’re just so flooded with information and understanding that you don’t get if you ask somebody else that, you know, is in your bubble already to tell me about what’s going on over there in Standing Rock, or tell me about what it’s like to be scared of the police in our country.

Zhaleh: I definitely agree. I think that’s what I love about theater, is it puts people in touch with each other, so that we’re not making guesses about what does a marginalized person—and when I say that that means anyone outside of a dominant social group rate—so whether you like it or not, some systems might put you at the top, you know, white male CIS right? Your gender matches your presentation in the world, CIS male.

Matt Ready: CIS?

Zhaleh: CIS, it’s a terminology used to recognize your presentation, does the body suit that you have match the gender presentation? Do you present as a man? Do you follow the binary? Do you follow the cultural, I was going to say cultural norm, but the cultural norms are changing. I went to a doctor appointment this morning and filled out male or female, and I told the lady, “Wow! You’re form is really out of date!” and she said, “Really?” I said, “Yeah, the last form I filled out there were at least four options on gender,” ’cause there’s this huge movement around the whole attitudes and beliefs. I mean, the bathroom, the signage, just as one little piece as in our ethers right now. Gender non-conformity, and that’s a whole other level of educating ourselves, but you want to know what it’s like for someone who is trans or operating outside of the gender norm? You sure as hell going to make a lot of guesses until you actually go to someone and ask, “What is your story? What’s life like for you? I just love storytelling for that reason. I love bringing people together in a forum where there’s actors in service, it’s that little bit of a bridge that happens when maybe there’s a little social awkwardness to ask a certain question, or whatever it is, you know, we’re all in the room together and we have questions about each other and we’re all carrying these vast life experiences and wisdoms, and you get a prompt at the top of a show, for 2 hours, you know, a facilitator puts out a prompt, someone answer is it, and then that leads to another reflection. Then someone says, “Oh, that makes me think of this in my life,” and they share, and someone listens and says, “Oh, I relate to this piece in their story,” and it brings that story. It’s just one after the other, and in Playback Theatre, we call it the Red Thread, that thing that starts to connect us. It’s the humanity. It’s like none on the planet escape the need to be seen and heard. No one!

Matt Ready: Does anyone escape the fear of being humiliated? [laughs]

Zhaleh: You know, man, I don’t know about that! I mean, humiliation comes with the territory sometimes. I don’t know. Playback Theatre is not always deep and serious stuff. Life has to have the happy light beautiful, memorable, enthusiastic, joy exuding out of all your pores moments, to put into context the deep dark despair. It wouldn’t be right without the full range, and even when we struggle in expressing the full range of our lives, that’s still nowhere to be. I mean the humiliation might be an internal thing, I don’t know, maybe as — I can’t say [laughs]. I believe you’ve just got to — I just accept folks wherever they’re at. It’s not my job to judge. We all have a journey that were on.

Matt Ready: Well, maybe you can answer this question I’ve been wondering about all my life.

Zhaleh: Wow, no pressure [laughs].

Matt Ready: Whenever I do something that I find really humiliating, and I’m usually lying in bed thinking about it over and over again, I tell myself, other people are laying in bed thinking about what they did that humiliates them. No one is sitting around with a notebook of my humiliating events —

Zhaleh: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: — and they’re not like all replaying it. Nobody cares! Is that true?

Zhaleh: You’re your our own worst enemy.

Matt Ready: Am I telling myself the truth, nobody’s paying attention? And am I ruining that by videotaping myself and sharing it with the world?

[Laughter]

Zhaleh: We are our own worst enemies, that’s a platitude that has some truth to it. I certainly am not tracking your most humiliating moments [laughs].

Matt Ready: You’re not? Okay.

Zhaleh: And I’m also not spending time laying in bed thinking about the humiliating [laughs] moments of my day. I do reflect on what could I have done differently, pretty much on all things of my life. Humiliation is a funny, that’s a funny thing.

Matt Ready: It may be embarrassment is a better word. I look back and I’m just like, “Oh, did I really say that? Or do that?”

Zhaleh: Yeah. I’ve learned to be really gentle with myself ’cause I’m going to mess up a lot, especially, well, no especially, I’m going to mess up. I mess up so many times every day, and I think it slows me down. Unless it’s a really big mess up, the little mess ups I’m learning and affirming of myself how to take it in stride, to notice the learning integrate and keep moving, and not let that slow me down too much ’cause I don’t feel I have time. I feel the urgency of the world around me, and I want to respond to it from a really grounded place, and so if I get too head-trippy on myself, it takes me out of the process and then I get kind of, it’s easy to spiral out for me. I think having good people close to me that can reflect back, who I can check in with, “Hey, I said the stupid thing, can you give me some feedback on that?” in a way it’s a great segway to talk about allyship ’cause if I said something that was upsetting to, for example, a person of color, I want to check in on that. There’s a little thing popping up on the screen.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] That was a text message on my phone.

Zhaleh: Okay. I want to reflect on my actions, my behaviors, my words. I want to reflect on that, whether the person is going to call me out or call me in, this different way of being, calling someone out in a public setting, “Hey, that’s not okay” or calling in privately saying, “Hey, something happened, and need to process with you.” If that never happened but I have that little niggly like, “Huh! I wonder… was that okay?” I have a practice of taking initiative and circle back and with that person if I can, or at least someone else to say, this wasn’t feeling right and can you give me some reflection, ’cause we need each other in that way. We can do so much reflecting for ourselves and ultimately I think we really — survival depends on each other to survive and thrive. I like to focus on the thriving part, but the baseline of survival is putting myself in a circle of people who I trust, I admire, who I can learn from, and also share my gifts with, who I create enough trust to be able to go and have these, like, share a humiliating moment and actually get some honest feedback. Embarrassment, humiliation and jealousy, those are strong teachers, and so I want to slow down, and reflect and integrate when those things circle around.

Matt Ready: Yeah, I hear you. You’re reminding me — it’s kind of a strategy I’ve been using with this Podcast. I’m starting with a circle of allies, and friends, sort of to build up my momentum and my confidence as I —

Zhaleh: Expand.

Matt Ready: — yeah, expand the conversation to, eventually, to include every voice I possibly could include in this conversation, this dialogue, and trying to figure out how do we make the world a better place. A lot of those voices and a lot of people are very challenging and draining, for myself at least sometimes to —

Zhaleh: The people you don’t know, outside of your ally circle.

Matt Ready: I just — well, you know I’m a politician, so I interact with politicians, huge egos, not just on the board that I sit but we interact with Representatives and Senators —

Zhaleh: I love your honesty, Matt.

Matt Ready: — [Laughs] and they are — it is a weird thing interacting with people that believe they have power in the world, and they are important, that their opinion’s important, and they feel comfortable talking down to you, or raising their voice to you, or just being incredibly rude in other ways, and that is just not what my community is like in this world. That is not the type of people that I interact with, other than my dad, [laughs] but you know, that’s a lot of politics. Everyone’s acting like my dad [laughs]. Yeah, don’t we cruise through the time!

Zhaleh: Yeah?

Matt Ready: Yeah. Are we at five past?

Zhaleh: 2:05.

Matt Ready: All right well I have to — can I ask you one more juicy question that I’ve asked previous guests?

Zhaleh: Juicy question, yes! Here comes, juicy question.

Matt Ready: It’s about the power of violence and the power of violent communication, or the thread of violence. I’m just curious how are you when you encounter violence, whether it’s just anything from raising a voice to try to pressure you one way or the other, change your behavior, or anything beyond? How do you react or what are your tactics with that?

Zhaleh: That is a juicy question, especially in the times we’re living in right now where there is such a threat of force and violence at all times when we step out to take action for what we believe in. I’ll respond in two ways. The first way is that if you had asked me this question two years ago or three, two, three years ago, two and a half years ago, a little differently, so one-way I’m hearing this question is, you’re asking how do I react to it, but I’m also thinking of this question of would I resort to violence if it came down to it, because a couple of years ago I would have said, yes. I think it’s interesting to self-disclose in this way, because it’s been a real journey to recognize—and this is kind of going back to your question—the effect and impact of violence on me, mostly indirect but in some direct ways I’m talking more about social movements and activism right now. I mean I’m luckily not a domestic violence statistic, although I’ve experienced that as a child. I feel safe in my home and in my community, so I’m not facing violence on a daily basis, and I recognize the privilege that I have in that way, but I have traveled in places where it’s been not safe to express myself or be passionate. Also, being SIS female, I’m in a very different category putting myself in certain situations then someone like yourself, who’s a big tall guy. I’m bringing in these other contexts to say, these all play in to my response to violence, including just my heritage, my ancestry. I know genocide in my ancestry. I know in my Iranian lineage what it means to be persecuted for your beliefs, your religious beliefs. So something exists in my DNA in my molecular body that says, it’s not safe to be too passionate or too vocal, because of the threat of violence, -so you have a text message that you want to check [laughs].

Matt Ready: No, I just wanted to clear it. I don’t know if it interferes with Facebook live. I don’t think it does actually [laughs].

Zhaleh: So there are important things to consider because my story, and my heritage, and my bodysuit, are mine, but everybody has their own unique identity that informs a response to violence, so having said that I have been on a real transformational journey the last couple of years, which is maybe another podcast [laughs] —

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Zhaleh: — some other time, but one of the threads has to do with non-violence, and so armoring myself with a deeper commitment to non-violence, and this is a toolkit, it’s not any one thing, it’s lots of different things, including training of what are my rights as an activist in a protest, or in action, how do I pray by myself, how do I pray publicly, how do I surround myself in a prayerful way—when I say pray, I essentially am referring to my ability to create a space in my heart and a space around me that calls for a good energy, a higher presence to be with me, to protect. We all pray in our own way, and some of us, atheist who don’t pray, that is totally valid too, but I have found prayer as an action is extremely powerful. So my commitment and remembering of both the old ancient ways of my Iranian and Jewish lineage that I mentioned that had the fear, and the deaths, and the violence in them, also are held with tremendous wisdom of how to survive, how to thrive, how to protect, how to connect, how to build a vibrant community. Those are things that I’m now more focused on in terms of my response to violence, as essentially related to those tactics and strategies. There’s probably a lot more to say about that, but it’s actually violence in general is escalating in this country, gun violence specifically, you know. I can’t say that I don’t feel worried when I go into big public spaces, or that I avoid certain places because it doesn’t feel safe to me to be at a stadium seeing just because, you know. So I try not to let — it’s a very fine line for me, I try not to let the possibility of violence keep me from living a full life, and at the same time, for me personally, I feel like I need to be more aware of it in my response.

It’s moving with a warrior heart really, it’s having my defenses up, but not having those defenses limit what I can still take in, if that makes sense. It’s not an armor that’s impenetrable to love, to connection, to story, to friendship, that kind of stuff, but building an armor for myself and then sharing that armor when I see someone who doesn’t have it need it, and that’s another piece of the work, the exercises that must happen for all of us to feel secure and confident in our ability to take good care of ourselves and then extend, however we do that, whether it’s prayerfulness, or throwing your body over somebody, or having a good lawyer on speed dial, you know, or whatever. Maybe all of those and other things too, There’s a lot to say about it but I move very humbly through the world in a general way and with a lot of compassion for those who are coming from a place to act violently. It’s a tremendous amount of compassion because I know, no matter what anyone debates me, that person is struggling, and there is a place where an origin of the pain that I may never know, and that’s fine, but I believe that the origin of that pain exists in them, and my response to that person’s or that people’s violence will affect their next action, you know?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Zhaleh: Do they pull the gun and actually pull the trigger? Or do they just pull the gun? You know what I mean?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Zhaleh: And the difference between the first pulling of that gun and then actually pulling the trigger has this little moment of what is my response to it. Is it a place of fear or is it a place of passion? Is it a place of humility? I’m not surrendering, like “Oh, okay, shoot me!” but it’s like I see you suffering, even if I never say those words, it’s a response to violence that comes from a place of compassion. That was a very long-winded way of saying that, what I just said [laughs].

Matt Ready: You’re bringing lots of images to my mind, and for some reason I’ve had this image of me being in a situation where someone just totally has me under their control, pulls a gun on me or something, or is threatening violence to me, and I’ve had this, I don’t know if it would really happen, but this image of me meeting with compassion, just saying to the person, “Is this really what you want? You’re in charge, you could kill me right now.” I do think that’s — it’s not like I would personally give up on tactics. I’m open to tactics in response to violence, but the world is more powerful than me. It’s very easy for me to be a situation where I have no control over what’s going to happen, and I would hope I meet it with compassion. I think this could turn out better if we aren’t violent in the next few moments for both of us, you know?

Zhaleh: It’s good to rehearse these things. I would wish that we don’t, none of us, neither of us, I would wish that no one has to deal with this, but that’s not the reality. That’s far from the reality and also legislation, you know, to be in action around, making a difference with our voice, with our vote, making phone calls, writing letters, showing up, supporting changes to be made for how our police operate in this country, how guns are thought of and the I mean — NRA has got a lot of money, so we’re up against a pretty big beast there, a lot of deep pockets. If we just say well, it’s too big and it’s just a violent world, than that feels like a defeatist attitude, you know, and so I want to be both strategic but also realistic. I pray that I never get held at gunpoint and not may be the case for me as a light-skinned woman, but I know that’s not the case for most people of color in this country, will not have that luxury of not ever having violence acted upon them, whether it’s a police or not, it doesn’t even matter, you know. I think it’s important, like I was saying, to know how to extend protection and be active in our legislation and solidarity to change the culture of violence that we live in. It is a culture of violence. It has to change, and it must, and it is but we — again there’s an urgency there, that’s very, very key to the next generations coming, what we expose our children to I think is a huge low-hanging fruit of how we can affect change in the culture of violence. That’s something as simple as, what are you exposing them to, TV, movies, video game wise? What is the language you’re using? Is it filled with profanities or anger and rage? Those also could be considered violent. Starting where we can affect change and keeping sight of the work that needs to be done on the other levels, to both end. Yeah.

[Laughter]

Zhaleh: Just talking about the world today!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Well, we have cruised past the one hour mark pretty well. Is there anything else you would like to say to the universe before we wrap up our —

Zhaleh: Uh! To the universe! Well, it looks as if there’s a couple of people on that I’m seeing —

Matt Ready: Oh, we could check to see if there were —

Zhaleh: — on the side there.

Matt Ready: Indeed, one relative I believe of yours?

Zhaleh: Okay! All right!

Matt Ready: [Laughs] Very nice little comments, Kelly Grace and Rosanna. No questions have been posted.

Zhaleh: I’ll close with two things. One would be to give thanks to all my relatives and all my relations, so I mentioned some of my lineage and I just want to recognize that all of those who came before me are what helped me sit here now with you, and so I’m just giving credit where credit is due and I acknowledge all of those who came ahead of you to bring you to this moment, so I gives thanks there. I’d also like to say the Mandala Center for Change logo, which is pretty cool, [laughs] manadalforchange.com the little plug is “change the world and have a good time doing it.” That is what I’ll leave you with and just leave myself with, [crosstalk] and have a good time doing it. Not just fun, but a good time. A good time can be hard work, but have a good time. To me that includes take care of yourself, take care of each other, find ways to nourish along the way so that we’re having you and I and we, the collective, are having a good time changing the world. We have the power to shape and change, and we’re stronger together, so… let’s do it!

Matt Ready: Let’s do it!

Zhaleh: Let’s do it, all right.

Matt Ready: Now, everyone out there,

Zhaleh: Go change the world.

Matt Ready: Do your part.

Zhaleh: And have a good time doing it!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Then you come back and you can be a guest on the show. Tell us, you know —

Zhaleh: Yeah. Matt’s great. Thank you for holding space and your good questions.

Matt Ready: Thank you. Do you ever want to be a guest-host?

Zhaleh: I would love to!

Matt Ready: So you could be interviewed by me or Zhaleh.

Zhaleh: Yeah. Maybe next time I’ll interview Matt. Has anyone interviewed you?

Matt Ready: Not on my show.

Zhaleh: Okay. There you have it.

Matt Ready: Yeah, it could be your warm up.

Zhaleh: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Cool.

Zhaleh: Okay.

Matt Ready: All right, so cue the disco music —

[End of recording]

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Transcript – The Mindful Activist – Episode 12 anami – Macroscopic Microscopic Activist

The Mindful Activist – Episode 12 anami – Macroscopic Microscopic Activist

Matt Ready: There we go! We are recording. We’ve got very interesting sunlight shadow on you cutting across your neck.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So do you want to know what the podcast is about, or do you want me to start asking you questions?

anami: Good question. You can ask questions first and then tell me what it’s about.

Matt Ready: Okay. Well, I’ve often been starting with — Let’s assume for the moment that this video will be seen by millions of people all over the world.

anami: Okay.

Matt Ready: Just keep that in mind. It may not, but that’s the intention so… Would you like to introduce yourself?

anami: I go by the nomenclature anami, even though it’s not a nomenclature, it’s an adjective that I use and I live here in this tiny little town doing Tarot readings. That’s the short version, the extremely short condensed version.

Matt Ready: All right. Do you at all consider yourself an activist?

anami: I definitely do.

Matt Ready: So what does that mean to you?

anami: I think it means exactly what it says, an activist is someone who goes out and does something, like if you see a problem that you’re more concerned with what the solution is rather than concerned with rehashing the problem, I mean unless it serves some purpose to understand it better. I read something the other day, somebody said something about social — what was it? Something where they basically said that socialism and activism is the same things, and I’m like, I don’t really understand that statement, because socialism is like somebody who believes in a certain political government structure of socialism, and an activist is somebody who goes out and is active in making change, and so sometimes you have an activist-socialist and vice versa, but they wouldn’t be mutually exclusive, but that was an interesting — I’m not sure where that, you know, idea could come from.

Matt Ready: Maybe they were saying, the correct activists are socialists, you know, it’s like that’s the correct thing to be activist for or something.

anami: I think it might have just been that in their opinion they view activist, people who are going out and doing protests or whatever, as most of them are socialist, therefore activists are socialists, socialists are activists, right? In my opinion, that’s just their experience. But I think that an activist is — you can’t just sit at home and wish things were different and call yourself and activist. People do, but I don’t think you should because by definition you’re not an activist, but the definition of the word.

Matt Ready: So why do you call yourself an activist? Are there specific issues that you are very active in working on?

anami: There’s issues that I’m actively working on and other issues that either I’m not active in working on, or care less about, but I call myself an activist because I like to try and make change. I like to go out and do things that I think are maybe going to help change the world for the better, you know, be that going to, you know, perform civil disobedience at a protest or something, or if it’s the way I treat people who come into my booth. That’s a form of activism as well, even though there I’m only maybe interacting with one person, the person in my booth, I think that’s just as important or more important as going out and doing something that’s going to get maybe more attention, maybe there will be a picture in the paper, or that kind of activism, you know. Which one’s going to change the world more? I think actually what we’re doing one-on-one with each other is probably going to change the world. Well, I don’t know.

Matt Ready: It’s interesting.

anami: My thoughts aren’t really — [Laughs]

Matt Ready: I’m totally with you there. There’s two — and a lot of people, I get that response a lot, there’s activism on the big macrocosmic scale and then there’s just realizing that every single moment you’re interacting with someone or any part of the planet, is an opportunity to affect people or the planet right now.

anami: Yes.

Matt Ready: That’s why I enjoy the video thing, because we are having a real exchange here, one-on-one in real time, and we’re videotaping —

anami: One-on-one and one-on-one, with you, whoever you are around the world.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah, and this moment of whatever we talk about could be shared and replicated potentially with millions of people. So if we talk about big issues we sort of — they get to be in both worlds.

anami: Yeah.

Matt Ready: The present world and the macroscopic world.

anami: Yeah, and I guess I was kind of steering towards these one-on-one things are more important than going out and doing these big actions and I think that’s why I stopped myself, because I think they’re both equally as important, and I think big actions that give a lot of notice are important.

Matt Ready: Well, for me the question is, which one makes me happy. I mean I’m a — it may sound like a crazy way to put it, but I do kind of believe people do things that makes them happy, and if you are — I believe like if you’re an activist even for big things, like to me if you’re an activist in your country, you’re fighting for democracy in your country that doesn’t have it, I still see that as you’re still doing something to make you happy, it’s just that you see yourself as a part of your identity of the people, so you’re fighting for yourself in that way, and your family and everything. People are — they suffer and take enormous sacrifice for themselves and for people they care about, in countries they care about, and populations they care about.

anami: I don’t know that activism makes me happy, because I’ll fully wallow in the stuff that, you know, like let’s really find a solution to this really complicated complex problem. It doesn’t make me happy, because for a lot of these things there’s no easy answers, there’s not like a, oh! If we do this then it’s all fixed, you know. Sometimes you can do some activism that works out well and something changes, and you see that change, and it’s great and that makes you happy; or you see that it’s going to make positive change and that makes you happy, but a lot of activism doesn’t make me happy but that’s why I’m an activist, because there are a lot of aspects of the world that I am not happy with, and I was always one of those kids, you know, who was like, “That’s not fair!” and they always say, “Well, life’s not fair,” and my response was always like, “But why not?” You know, if it could be, or in the ways that it could be, why would we just say, “Well, it’s not fair, so it’s not going to be fair, let’s not try and make it fair,” you know. I mean if you can equalize or improve the lives around you, or you know, wouldn’t we — as we start making changes, ’cause I think that people all over the world are making these changes, but as we make these changes that make the world a better place — I totally lost my train of thought. It’s so hot in here! [Laughs]

Matt Ready: [Laughs] That’s okay, take a deep breath. It’s totally good. I’m going to edit it, you’re going to sound so eloquent and smooth.

anami: Oh! Good!

Matt Ready: [Laugh]

anami: You’re going to leave this part out. I thought it was just going as a whole chunk.

Matt Ready: No, no, I can’t — once we get passed the 3 minutes, we’re into the — I’m going to do a little edit.

anami: Yeah, because people don’t have so much attention span. But — oh, I forgot what the point of that was.

Matt Ready: Yeah. So the other thread, you know, I’m very tempted. I love talking to you about — but I don’t know if you want to talk about it on the podcast. It’s your more woo-woo [unintelligible  00:07:45] I mean —

anami: I mean, what I’m doing for a living here?

Matt Ready: Yes! What you do. Would you want to do a reading and have that recorded? Would that be cool?

anami: Sure! Yeah, and as far as the woo-woo goes, you know, again it’s all perspective, like I can explain this stuff in very woo-woo terms, which people seem to like a lot, but really anybody who’s read very much about quantum physics and quantum mechanics, this should make a lot of sense, and these really are just little pieces of paper with images on them, and when they’re face down, they’re any image, any card, every card in the deck, and when you flip it over it’s the card that you need it to be, you know, so —

Matt Ready: Yeah, it’s very —

anami: So if you want to get sciency about it, we can take the woo-woo and make it less woo-woo.

Matt Ready: Let’s do that for a moment, ’cause I actually am extremely interested in quantum mechanics and what you said just now, is my understanding, is at the quantum level, is absolutely true that at the quantum level, electrons don’t decide what they’re going to do, unless they have to, unless like the card — at the quantum level, it would be the equivalent of the card doesn’t decide where it’s going to be until it has to decide —

anami: Well, at the quantum level there’s no card. This card is the same thing as this fabric, as the table, as you or me, and that’s kind of the idea, is that the same particles that make this card make you and so if you’re the one inquiring up the card, the particles that are right now taking the form that is you, affect the form that is this card and make it, you know, the card that it needs to be.

Matt Ready: Okay. Well, go for it.

anami: Okay.

Matt Ready: I’ll stop interrupting you [laughs].

anami: So, you’re going to need your hands for this, I’m not sure, maybe I should hold that while you shuffle. [Crosstalk] You going to mix them up, you can either shuffle them or just put them on either side like that. When you feel like they’re ready, put them in to three piles.

Matt Ready: And that you just point wherever you want to record.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Did you say shuffle however I want?

anami: Just as long as you’re touching them you’re doing it right.

Matt Ready: I’m going to put them in to three piles.

anami: Uh-huh.

Matt Ready: Three piles. What do you think I should focus on, the cards or on you as your speaking?

anami: Good question. I don’t know. You’re the videographer, you’ll have to tell me. Wait, you’re going to focus on — okay, you don’t have to tell me, you can just do it.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]

anami: Go ahead and draw one and flip it up. So the card that most represents you at this time is the card of defeat.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] I got you.

anami: This means you have an inherent idea or perspective about yourself, so swords always represent your perspective, the way you’re thinking about, and so this indicates that the way you were thinking about yourself, who you are, what you’re going to do, what’s important to you, some of these things are falling by the wayside, some of these — but more to the point, the entire picture of yourself that you thought you were working towards your whole life, is a defeated idea. That idea is not going to happen. You actually have some new elements, some new information coming in that’s seeding a new you basically. Again, this is swords, so this is the way you’re thinking about it, you’re doing a lot of thinking lately actually, and this is kind of about new concepts and new ideas coming together and they’re creating the seed of enlightenment, so here there’s a Lotus like there is, that represents enlightenment and understanding, it’s in several of the cards. Here it’s a tiny, just a few petals just beginning, because it’s about a new idea. So that the idea you had formerly of yourself is changing, that’s all that really means.

So you’re having your past here. In terms of earthbound things, tangible things, things you can have and hold, you’ve had some sort of worry, worrying about their stability, worrying about their rightness, worrying about their place in your life for better or for worse. The Ace of Swords comes up next, also is a card from your past. This is a new dawning moment, a new a-ha moment, it’s like the way you were thinking about things shifted almost — I want to say [unintelligible 00:13:02] it’s almost as if you’re doing things backwards, but as one would normally, you know, you would work your way up through ideas to the Ace, where you have this new understanding, but for you it’s almost like there was an a-ha moment, like a dawning realization that led you to the beginning of a concept, like you started at the end and then had to restart at the beginning, because what’s led you to this moment is a lot of perspective growth.

The Prince is about moving through things with lots of great action, and so again we’re in swords, we’re in your perspective in the way you think about it. You’ve got a lot of forward motion, a lot of changes in the way you’re thinking about things which just put you in this place now, where there, you know, you’re changing sort of your expectations for yourself. In your foundation, what’s present in everything else is the Card of Art. This is about coming together of different elements to make a new and beautiful whole. So the representation here of the water, which are your emotional experiences, and the fire which is your passion, and those things that are your purpose here on Earth, those things that make you feel charged up and alive, like that’s what you get up for in the morning and you’re really excited, these are careers, or hobbies, or artistic passions, or relationships with other people, those inner fire things that make you really feel fulfilled. So in your foundation you’re finding that some of your emotional experiences, some of the things that you’ve been through emotionally are what are feeding into your passion, and you’re really hoping that that passion takes a place of strength, that it can have a solid foundation that you can work from it, that gives you someplace to come from out in to the world—that’s a really weird way to put that. I’m not sure why it’s put that way.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]

anami: But wanting to have that unity to which you go out in to the world and interact in relation to your passion. So as you go forward into the next week or two, you’ve got some serendipitist stuff coming. So the Science card is a really interesting card because when I started reading tarot cards, there was no internet, we didn’t have cell phones, we didn’t use technology every day, until this card would only come up when you were going to learn from somebody who was really sciency, or you were going to learn about something really sciency, like math or engineering, or some Avenue of the Sciences, something very technological minded, or you were going to go into computers, which at the time when I started reading was like a whole different world of going into computers. Now we use technology for everything we’re on the internet almost every day, taking video as we speak that’s gonna go on the internet. So it gets a little bit more ambiguous at how to read this card, in whether or not it has to do with actual technology, science, math, or if it’s something that’s going to happen via the internet. But again, it’s the Sword, it’s perspective and knowledge, and it’s not really settling to me. Usually as I talk, some of the — when I talk about the different aspects of the card, something feels very smooth and strong, and other things kind of restrict, and none of them did that. [Laughs] So it’s possible that this is on the internet about something vaguely technological that has to do with learning and expansion, and involves other people as well that are also kind of technology minded or sciency minded. It actually feels like all of the aspects of this card are making kind of an appearance, they all have some part to do with this.

In how you see yourself is as The Alchemist, as The Magus, so this is about creating magic, and creating your world, creating your reality, helping the universe let things fall into place. Sometimes when this card comes up it feels like things are falling out of place, but this distinctly feels like you’re drawing things in to make them fall into place, which they are willingly doing, so it’s kind of more on that side rather than that things are going out of place because they’re supposed to be in a different place, kind of backing, that the cards sometimes has. In this case no, it’s like you’re creating your own magical experience of making things exist for yourself.

In relation to someone else there is something that needs to be let go of, so this position is someone else in your life, and it can either be your relationship with them, their relationship with you. It has to do with someone else, and this card specifically is about being ready to move on, and so you let go of things that don’t serve. A lot of times—and cups represent our emotional dreams—so a lot of times this refers to those things that we take away from an experience and they’re not helpful, and they’re not going to help you move forward, and they have no real purpose in your life anymore, but you just get stuck on them, you know, we get stuck on things that traumatized us in our childhood. We can’t change it, it’s not going to do, there’s no [laughs] there’s no reason to keep holding that and dragging it on with us as we go, but we tend to. So this is one of those where it’s just kind of some leftover stuff that you’re so mad about, or frustrated about or… Yeah, it just feels like an old anger that you’ve even think you’re not — sometimes we’re still mad at somebody and we don’t even remember why we’re mad at them we just have been mad at them for so long, you know, and then if you really think about, in hindsight it’s something really trivial, it’s something that, if you really think about it, today you wouldn’t be mad at it at all! But you’re so used to being mad at that person that it’s just sort of held on. And so this feels as if someone from your past that you have some grudge or hold up with that, it’s just — it’s not serving you and if you analyze it you’ll find out that it’s easy to let it go. It’s not even a hard one.

Your subconscious is really ready for this spark, so you have the only place that the wands appear in your reading is in your hopes, in your subconscious desires and in your conscious desires. You’re really wanting this thing that you’re passionate about to begin, to take root, but it’s still — everything still in the thinking stage, it’s still in the planning stage. As humans, we always want to rush ahead the things we like and do away with the things we don’t like, and life doesn’t really work that. Everything has to happen in its time, and in a certain order. You can’t say, “Oh, this hardship I don’t want to go through. I’d like to rush ahead to the next happy time,” because you’re not going to get to that happy time unless you develop through that hardship. So right now, you’re not going through a hardship, but you’re discovering what ideas are going to work and what aren’t going to work, you’re thinking things through, you’re laying groundwork, and you’re getting rid of some old stuff that’s going to get in your way later. It’s just a decent time to work through, so your subconscious — and you’re moving in this direction of your passion, it’s just not time yet, but within the next four to six weeks you’re going to feel like you’re in your place.

The Queen of [unintelligible 00:20:07] is about how what we have sometimes isn’t what we expected, or what we thought we wanted, or what we prepared ourselves for our entire life, but it’s where you need to be, it is what you need to… She’s in her element, she’s in her queendom, even if it’s not the lush forests to pictured as a princess, it is her queendom, and she sits there rightly on her throne looking over her holdings, and very much at one with her place on Earth. So this is what’s coming up for you, is this oneness in your place. Do you have any questions about this or specific questions you wanted to ask?

Matt Ready: That was really interesting [laughs]. I don’t really know what I would ask. If you laid out a magic — if you had a crystal ball, I am not sure that I would have any questions for it, other than, my question is, is there anything that the Universe would like to give me as advice? There’s lots of little — there is lots of advice [crosstalk] in what you were saying.

anami: Yeah! I usually do the general reading because people — stuff will come out, like whatever’s on your mind, what you’re kind of focused on, will come out on its own. You don’t really have to ask, and a lot of times when people — they’re like, “Well, I’m not sure you really fully covered this aspect, can you answer this question?” Then we do and usually will find the same cards will pop up and then I can be like, “Well, as you can see this card came up in relation to this because…” that’s where it already came up in the read, your question was already answered. It’s just a matter of how you can place the cards.

Matt Ready: Well, here is one. Do you feel having the camera rolling, did that affect what was happening while you were doing the reading?

anami: [Unintelligible 00:22:23] I don’t really have a way to know if it affects it. I invite people to record. Usually they audio record though.

Matt Ready: Yeah, ’cause you say a lot. I could see people being like, “Oh, I think she talked about this and that,” and wanting to, you know…

anami: Yeah, I mean once I put my decorations up there will be a sign that says, “Please feel free to record” or whatever. Especially ’cause ideally people would record it and take a picture so they, as things happen, they could refer back ideally, but I usually forget to let people know that they could do that. And sometimes it gets really specific and sometimes people have to attribute.

[Pause]

Matt Ready: Yeah. So this won’t be the first time one of your readings gets videotaped and shared online? [Crosstalk]

anami: May be it’s the first time one is shared.

Matt Ready: Oh yeah?

anami: Yeah.

Matt Ready: And are you okay with that if I share it? I mean, if you aren’t I won’t.

anami: I think it’s okay. Like I said, most of the time when I do readings I’m saying things like, “Well, this kind of has to do with your passion, and strength of your passion…” and this kind of stuff. Sometimes they’re really super specific, like talking about specific people in their lives or specific events that are going to happen. Yeah, I’m sitting here trying to think what makes something more specific, ’cause some days it’s just really, really specific, and other days it’s not, because I mean, in addition to it being quantum physics and whatever, I’m an interpreter and I’m also just a human being, so some days I feel really connected and on, and then there’ll be — I’m trying to think about an example without — I don’t like to — so don’t put this part online!

[Laughs]

anami: But you know, like I had someone —

[Recording stops abruptly]

 

 

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Matt Ready speaks to students at Cascadia College

The Mindful Activist Cascadia College Talk 1

 

Matt Ready: Thank you. That was a very nice welcome. I’m going to tell you guys a little bit of my story today, but I want to get some idea of who’s in the room here. So I have two questions for you guys. We’ll start with a simple one. Who here considers themselves an activist? You can raise your hand if you consider yourself an activist.

Professor: In our language it’s called—remember we saw that video tape—it’s not just like a non-racist, it’s anti-racism, actually does something.

Matt Ready: Are you referring to — you said racism?

Professor: Well, we saw a little clip about what’s the difference between being a non and being anti, and anti is equivalent in the video to actually doing something, not just saying, “I’m not this, I’m not this.”

Matt Ready: Okay. All right, so again. Hands up high if you consider yourself an activist. Give me a sense. And now, who here has a really good answer for the question, why are we here? Why are you here in this room today? Yes?

Student 1: [Unintelligible 00:02:28]

Matt Ready: Okay. Great.

Student 2: To learn something new.

Matt Ready: All right.

Student 3: To solve [unintelligible 00:02:38] bring down false [unintelligible 00:02:38] about preconceived notions that people have about certain things.

Student 4: What’s that?

Matt Ready: To help bring out preconceived notions about certain things. A specific subject you’re…?

Student 3: Mainly right now on the Baltics, religion and [unintelligible 00:02:56] conflicts.

Matt Ready: Nice, all right. Who else? A couple more answers. Anyone else? Why are you here? I’ve learned over my years, over the last 10 years, that’s a really big question. You need to know why you are where you are. Why your body is where it is. If you ever become an activist or participate in activism, it’s really important to know why you’re standing where you’re standing, ‘cos sometimes you’re putting yourself in harm’s way, so you sort of learn, you always know why you’re there, and if you don’t have a reason to be somewhere, you just leave. Normally, when I talk to groups, I do it in a format called “an open space.” Anyone ever participated in an open space gathering? Anyone knows what an open space is?

Student 1: No.

Matt Ready: Okay, an open space, you would get a bunch of people together like this and you would say, “Whoever wants to suggest a topic to talk about, you write it and — say you write it up here, you may have 10 topics, and then everyone sort of gets a spot and you just go to the one you want to go to. And you don’t have to stay there, you can go an listen, or you can leave it, go to another one. It’s really freedom of movement, and that’s what I’m most comfortable with, because it feels kind of oppressive to me to be sort of forced to sit and listen to someone for 2 hours. I never do this, and this is kind of fun, you’re like a captive audience.

All right, so where to get into it? My story, my goals, my tactics, my current work, you’re going to learn a lot about me today. I grew up in Maryland, obviously I’m a member of the privileged class, you know, white mainstream America. I studied Philosophy in school, this is my mom she died of cancer 10 years ago, I was a big artist in school. When I got into college I studied Thoreau, anyone ever read Thoreau? Walden? Good stuff. I love Thoreau. He’s got this great attitude, very much like I said about life, you know, he’s like, know what you’re doing and why you’re doing it. He believes in simplicity, and he believes in just sort of seeking your path, you know, not doing what everyone around you tells you to do. That’s something that has been very essential to me all my life. After college, I went to a place called Twin Oaks, essentially a commune in Virginia. It’s been around for like 30 or 40 years, where they try to make a truly socialist communal society. All work is equal there, it doesn’t matter if it’s taking care of the kids, doing dishes, making money, they just count work as an hour of labor. It’s the most egalitarian place I’ve ever seen, but they do a lot of work there. For me it was too much, they do 40 hours of work a week and I know that sounds like mainstream, but Thoreau said you could like live off of four hours a day of work, and I was like, I like that. Four hours a day of work and then I can go and do art, and write, and explore life. Anyone like that idea? Four hours a day of work?

Students: Yes.

Matt Ready: It sounds pretty good, yeah? By the way, anytime if you want to just raise your hand and ask me a question, feel free, okay? Yes?

Student 3: You said like “egalitarian”?

Matt Ready: Egalitarian?

Student 1: What’s that?

Matt Ready: It just means equal, égal is the root, it just means equal. As equal as possible. So right now, this is not an equal power dynamic in this room ‘cos I have the power, on the speaker, I have sort of — but if this was egalitarian, we’d have to agree who’s going to speak and how are we going to decide who gets to speak. And one solution for that is like a talking stick or a talking rock. Anyone ever used that in a group? That’s an egalitarian solution, unless you start fighting over the rock or the stick. That’s a power struggle.

Okay, so I moved to Port Townsend Washington. Anyone ever been there? No? It’s a cool little town, cool community. I was just going to live a simple life through art, get whatever job, you know, that could make me enough money to live and just sort of — I was enjoying my life there. Y2K happened—that was the year 2000 computer glitch thing—at the same time, I was getting into the big internet explosion and started getting really fired up about the potential of the internet to change the world. I did some movie making, and actually I became a mini-activist with Y2K, trying to get the community prepared for — some people were worried that the power grid was going to collapse due to computer malfunctions. Anyone ever hear that during the Y2K? Yeah. So, I researched and thought, you know, there is a chance there could be some bad stuff happening, so I did some Y2K activism, and that actually took me into a career at this hospital, Jefferson Healthcare, public hospital, and then I also got married and adopted five kids.

Students: [Indistinct chatter]

Matt Ready: Yeah. So one of my first attempts to change the world was called The Wisdom Project, this idea again inspired by the internet, how to extract the wisdom from masses of people, ‘cos I thought that’s what we all needed, wisdom, and that was fun, it sort of lasted a while and then it sort of went away. Another thing I tried was called Vaestro [as heard 00:09:01], and it was about trying again to do something with masses of people, but this time using their voices, sort of a voice blog platform, using your iPhones. You could go and ask a question and people could answer the questions, you could grade the answers, and then the best questions would bubble up to the top, sort of like — it sort of works on [unintelligible 00:09:21] forms, Reddit, people use Reddit in here? Raise your hand if you used Reddit before. Digg? Anyone knows what Digg is? It’s an old one, back in the internet early years. Okay, so Vaestro failed, that marriage ended, met a new awesome lady named Stacy and my life hit a crisis point where I was, what the heck am I doing with my life? And I turned to meditation, it’s a practice that I’ve used throughout my life, and it’s always been sort of a rock, a practice to go back to, to help me figure out where I am. Who here has ever meditated? So for those of you who don’t know or never done it, meditation basically just means you stop and you be still. It creates awkwardness, I mean in a group like this, it creates awkward silence, but it also creates awkward silence when you’re by yourself, so you’re just sitting there, the only thing making noise is that voice in your head, and then you have to just listen to it, or decide what you’re going to do with it. It’s very powerful to sit for any amount — 10 minutes, it’s powerful, if you’ve never done it before, just sitting still. Yeah?

Student 5: Can you do it like [unintelligible 00:10:41]?

Matt Ready: Yeah. If you want to try meditation, I’m actually putting out a book about it, but it’s basically just sitting still. There’s lots of different styles, and do it five minutes in the morning and see what it does. If you really want to get a taste of it, 20 minutes is the way to go, 20 minutes in the morning. Yeah?

Student 2: Do you need specific meditation or is it just like you said, general meditation, being quiet, thinking?

Matt Ready: The practice — well, meditation is like dancing, and so in dancing there’s very structured forms and there’s very loose forms, you know, where you do whatever you want. I prefer the loose forms of meditation where you can do whatever you want, but there’s a lot to learn from being completely still, ‘cos you can kind of like entertain yourself, if you start walking, distracting yourself it gives you something — it might let you ignore some of the things your mind is telling you to listen to. So it’s definitely, it’s good exercise to be completely still. And then another practice that I really respect is journaling after you meditate. You journal 10 minutes, then just writing, or meditate 10 minutes, then journal and just write down whatever you remember from your meditation sit. That’s what I’d recommend, and then you could journal about [unintelligible 00:12:04] too. Anyways, I could talk for two hours about meditation, but that’s not what we’re going to do today. One thing that happened when I was meditating was the Occupy movement, the U.S. Occupy Wall Street movement was exploding. Anyone heard of that? Raise your hand if you heard about Occupy. Some of you have not heard of it. It’s a fascinating world. Occupy was a global movement that erupted in the U.S. at Zuccotti Park in 2011, Zuccotti Park in New York. It was actually inspired by the Arab Spring. Who here’s ever heard of the Arab Spring? So, there’s lots of interesting stuff you’re going to learn today, it’s interesting to me, which is good since I’m the speaker. Occupy was sweeping the U.S. and people activists were coming out of the woodworks, and they were talking about the 99%, how 1% of people in this country own like, it’s something like 90% of the wealth in this country. You guys have heard that before? Aware of that? It’s a massive imbalance of wealth distribution in our country. On top of that, money controls our democracy. Anyone disagrees with that, that money controls, decides who gets elected, decides our elections? If anyone wants to challenge me, I’d love to argue with you. Okay.

Student 1: May be later.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Student 2: It’s a tough argument.

Student 3:  Yea.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] So people were coming, and I was sick and frustrated with this myself, but I didn’t think anyone else cared, so when people started taking to the streets and did exactly what they were saying, this was the critic they were saying, money is controlling our country, very much like Bernie Sanders. Bernie Sanders —

Student 1: Bernie is the man.

Student 2: Where did he go?

Matt Ready: Occupy paved the way in this country for Bernie Sanders to be able to talk what he talked. He was talking the language that the Occupy movement brought into the mainstream. So I was inspired by this, and I was like, I want to get involved with Occupy, so I went to Seattle and found the Occupy Seattle group, went to one of their general assemblies, talked to people, helping to organize it, and I decided –I had to decide either if I wanted to help organize, or join Occupy Seattle or go somewhere, or try to do something in Port Townsend where I lived. So this was a tactical decision, and that’s what all of activism is. If you want something to change, you’re always making decisions in what action you take. And so that was the first action tactical decision of my activist journey, and I chose to focus on Port Townsend and try to get things going there. I learned alot about egalitarian facilitation, which again it’s about how do you work with a group and have completely equal power, ‘cos most groups, most ways societies around the world work is they create hierarchy. That’s just the easiest, simplest way to make the group function: create a hierarchy, say someone is the leader. But that’s another massive innovation in the Occupy movement, ‘cos it was trying to be egalitarian, it was trying to be a leaderless movement, which required really skilled facilitation, and I’m a group facilitator, so I studied that and learned how to do it. So I just walked up to the Occupy Port Townsend group, it was just sort of a Sunday two-hour protest, and I just said, “Hey guys, do you want to do something bigger? Do you want to maybe get a general assembly going? A bigger — and sort of expand our numbers and see if we could do stuff? People were receptive and we got things going. And a lot of things happened. We had a massive, and I probably should share some pictures of it later — this is a picture of the first Occupy Port Townsend General Assembly. It’s one of the oldest — it is the oldest county in Washington State, so it’s an interesting demographic of people to try to stir up and to try to mobilize. But things happened, we had a lot of — let me see if we have some pictures — this is me, we did a lot of Bank of America protests, ‘cos Bank of America was kind of a symbol or corporate power. Yes?

Student 3: I was actually doing a project on [unintelligible 00:16:49] to like problems, and I was wondering if what we have is like solutions for like solving the problem?

Matt Ready: Solutions, let’s comment on that.

Student 2: I’m also going to follow up on that question too.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Student 2: But later on, I want to see if you mention it.

Matt Ready: Sure. We will get to my ideas for solutions. So this was at Bank of America, this was me going to the Occupy National Gathering in Philadelphia, marching with some pretty crazy activist, amazing activists there. This was from the day that we basically shut down Bank of America, we did a march and set this giant tent right in front of the front door so people couldn’t really get in, then people went around and blocked the drive-through, and that’s me sitting in the tent with a couple of my friends, all activists. This is people laying down at the drive-through, that’s me. We had music blasting, they put caution tape to block the driveway. We fully expected to get arrested that day, so we were just sitting there waiting, but the police came, and they were very liberal police force and they decided, go ahead, shut down for the day, and they didn’t arrest anybody. We were all kind of shocked, but stirred people up. Bank of America then hired two full-time security guards, so we considered we did some economic improvement in the town, we created two full-time jobs, security guards. This is also the Occupy National Gathering, and this is me right there, sitting there, and this was chaos, there was not good facilitation, and this was a group surrounded by militarized police and park police. I ended up facilitating at the third Occupy National Gathering, participated in tons of marches, witnessed many interesting police confrontations, witnessed violence, and I had many of these — my goal by going to these big gatherings was trying to network, trying to figure out how this National Occupy movement could make a difference, could actually solve some of these problems. And so I wanted to talk about tactics, I wanted to talk about what are we doing, why are we doing it, how are we doing it, and there were other people that wanted to, but not a lot. Looking back, maybe I didn’t try hard enough, maybe I should have pushed harder. I think I was personally always afraid of sort of stepping up to be in a leader-ish position, and when you’re in the Occupy movement it was really apparent, especially when you went to the National Gatherings, it was a group very sensitive to power and to privilege, and to whether — it’s all white male, I was in a tricky spot, and I did not want to be part of the problem, and so it held me back some. This is me facilitating at the Occupy, third Occupy, this is a gathering in Olympia, interesting Occupy event, that’s when we occupied the Courthouse in Port Townsend, we did that one night.

Okay. So the Occupy movement stops, it basically stops because the police raided all the Occupy camps and shut it down. And then, for whatever reason it sort of fizzles and evolves — I think what basically happened is people started going into politics, being candidates and spreading in different ways. I don’t know, that’s another topic. So I got to go back to my life, like that was a great burst of activism, and I sort of go back to living my life, I’m working at the hospital this whole time, and then a good friend who has a very incredibly painful medical condition, I’m seeing my friend suffering and I’m saying, you knock, I work at the hospital, why don’t you go to the hospital? Why don’t you go to the doctor? She says, no, because she’s sick of paying off medical bills. She doesn’t want to go because she knows they’re going to want an MRI or something and it’s going to cost $2,000, she’s going to owe at least $1,000 of that, and she’s just sick of it so she’d just rather suffer. And so I’m just watching my friend basically cry in pain, she’s suffering so much and again I go into problem-solving mode, what do I do? I want to solve this problem. And I struggle right there, you know, I go to the hospital, I talk to different departments, I try to see what they can do for her, there’s no real solution, healthcare — this opened my eyes to how big of a mess healthcare is in this country. We have the most dysfunctional healthcare system in industrialized nations in the world, because we have this octopus of a multi payer healthcare system, as opposed to a universal healthcare system like smart countries have.

So I started thinking about this, so my activist sort of energy started thinking about this in healthcare and in my workplace. I think it’s absurd that this hospital where I’ve worked at for like 14 years is not caring for people in our community that need it, and I’m like, there has to be — you know we don’t have universal healthcare in this country, maybe we could do something in our county, just to at least make sure people in our county can get care. It doesn’t sound like that difficult a problem, right? I’m like, fine, let the rest of the country suffer, but let’s do something in our city or our county. So I started doing research, what are other cities, counties and hospital districts in the country doing? I figured, I can’t be the first one that looked at suffering in a community healthcare and just said, we could actually solve this on a local scale, and I was right. There were other places that tried to do this. The most impressive one was San Francisco. It did something called Healthy San Francisco, and that was basically one leader, Gavin Newsom, who was Mayor at the time of San Francisco. He got elected and he said, “Let’s solve healthcare for the people of San Francisco,” and when he got into office he just said to his minions, “Gather leaders of hospitals and of city governments, business leaders, all the power people in the city, create a committee and their task is to come up with a solution so that everyone in San Francisco can get healthcare,” and he gave them like three months to work on it. He didn’t have to have the solution, he just had to say, this is the problem. You state the problem and you say, let’s solve it, and you say, try, try to solve it. And they came up with this Healthy San Francisco program, and it worked really well. I actually have a friend living in San Francisco who said he [unintelligible 00:24:44] incredibly. Gavin Newsom is a kind of a very cool—can I swear in here?—he’s sort of a badass in terms of like politicians. He was also the guy that kind of really kick-started the same-sex marriage sort of revolution that sort of swept the country. Many years ago he one day said, “You know what? We’re just going to start accepting gay marriage certificates in San Francisco,” and it was absolutely cutting edge and blew up across the country. A lot of same-sex marriage activists actually thought it was a bad idea, they didn’t think our country was ready for it, but you know, it’s like pushing the envelope in different areas sort of helps stir up the energy in other people.

So anyway, back to what the heck I was going to do for my friend in my county. How could I make this happen? And again, I was sitting there like, what could I do? Any ideas? I was working at the hospital and studied this. Anyone guess what I did? Or any even things they considered? Yes?

Student 2: Did you try talking to different people at the hospital?

Matt Ready: Good! Talking to people in the hospital. Any other ideas of what I could try?

Student 1: Fundraiser.

Matt Ready: Fundraiser, try to just make money to help pay for — create a fund or something?

Student 1: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Good! Any other ideas?

Student 3: Petition.

Matt Ready: Petition? Yeah. Who would I be petitioning?

Student 3: The Mayor and probably scoping his office, county, court.

Matt Ready: Yeah. See, and that’s a big decision, you know, if I’m going for the county, there’s a county commissioners. So what I did, one I started to believe that the hospital district, I believe they had enough resources to do this, and so I was focusing there. Then I ended thinking about who’s in power in the hospital, who controls the hospital district? And in all my years working at the hospital, I believed it was the CEO, the CEO was really the one that was making all the decisions for how the hospital worked. That’s always the way I thought about it. I knew there was a Board of Commissioners that had some role in the hospital, but we never really saw them, never really talked to them, but as I thought about it I realized there is an interesting question there, who do you talk to, the CEO or the Board? So what I did from my job, and that was pretty high-up in the organization in what’s called the Performance Improvement Office, I mean I worked with all the directors, the CEO and Strategic Leadership Group, which is like the officers, all the time. I just started sharing my ideas, what if we did something like Healthy San Francisco? We could do it this way. I just started suggesting it and talking about it, and I started to feel resistance. I started to feel people — I felt some people excited about the idea, but I could feel the institutional resistance to my ideas. So I pushed on that a little bit, but I was like, this is not fast enough. I may have made a little progress but this is nowhere near fast.

Basically, after thinking about it, I was decided the commission was the way to go, ‘cos they were the ultimate authority in the district. And even if I convinced the CEO to go full on with what I was thinking, if the Commission wasn’t on board, then he would have a problem. So I was like, the Commission is the way to go, the authorities of the hospital district, just like Gavin Newsom down in San Francisco, the ones in charge need to be saying, this is what we need do, we want to achieve. And so I was like, how do I get the Commission to own this? To do this? And to champion this? And these were the — I could’ve asked you guys what you think the possibilities are, but this is what I came up with. I could find someone to run, to be a candidate and try to help them win and help them change the priorities of the Commission, or I could do something really crazy, which would be the candidate myself and run for the Commission. The only problem is if I won, I couldn’t work at the hospital, and the Hospital Commissioner makes only about $10,000 a year and I was making about $50,000 a year, and I was working only 30 hours a week. Thoreau would have been thrilled, he would have been like, “You’re doing pretty well,” making good money, working less than the 40 hours a week that Twin Oaks would’ve made me do. So it was a very difficult point in my life, a very big decision point, like this again is where meditation comes in.

So I decided to run for office, and that guy is my Campaign Manager, that guy I’m holding there. He was also an activist with me, but he also was a — he ran for office himself before Occupy. So I transformed myself into politician Matt, and that’s my campaign photo and I decided to run. I’m just deciding whether or not to show you any of these videos. All right, we’ll see if it works, at least you need to know that, let’s see what happens with that video link.

Student 1: Everything explodes.

Matt Ready: Everything will explode? All right. [Video playing] That’s enough of that. So I’d already announced that I was a candidate, but this was the first time I went into the board room and spoke publicly and said, this is what I think we should do, what I think the hospital should do. I guarantee you this was terrifying, going in there and doing this. I mean I’d worked at the hospital, and it was a high pressure situation. And also, I bit the bullet and I brought in the video camera and videotaped it, so I knew I was going to use it on my campaign website. So then I was also interviewed by the local paper.

[Video plays]

Interviewer: So was it a surprise that you decided to run for the Hospital Office, was it something, a decision that you’d been making for a long time?

Matt Ready: I think about a year ago I decided — I first had the realization that this was the real possibility, and then I think it was about three months ago it was definite that I was going to run. There were a number of different things I could have tried to try to make some changes, so I was exploring different options, talking to other people…

[End of video]

Matt Ready: All right, so I’m about to say what I already said to you guys, why I decided to run, because that was the only way to make change. So once you run for office, your life transforms. I don’t consider it an enjoyable experience, you know, to have all that attention, the articles written about you, to have letters to the editor written about you, there’s negative stuff, it’s not really fun, but I believed in what I was doing and I had really important support, I had supportive people around me, you don’t run for office alone, and in fact, I don’t think you really do anything significant, activist-wise, alone. You want to have a network of support, so if you have like an idea of something that you want to do, first step is find four or five other people that also want to do something about that, ‘cos you need that kind of support; one, to help you think through what you’re doing, and also just that support when things go rough.

So another thing I had to do was choose who I was going to run against. There were two people up for election, and so I had control of when I said which opponent I was choosing, I had declared I was running but I didn’t say who I was running against. Everyone wanted to know, my opponents wanted to know, but that was one of the few things I had control over. I didn’t have to tell them until I registered, so I didn’t tell anybody. I let these people sitting on the board sweat until the last minute, and I decided to run against the President or the board, who was a retired MD, and very right-winged politically, a very right-winged politician. So then we had the whole campaign, with debates, speeches, door knocking, fund raising, pain, awkwardness, we had some of my old writings come to light during the campaign, I had a lot of pretty free willing, activist things written on this blog, one of which was that corporations are evil “f-ing” monsters. So that came out a few weeks before election day, but you know, you just bite the bullet and you speak honestly. The reason I did, when the journalist asked me about that, I said, “I shouldn’t have called them evil monsters,” she was nice enough to leave out that I’d called them evil “f-ing” monsters, she just said I’d called them evil monsters, and I said I should have called them sociopathic monsters, ‘cos they’re not necessarily evil, they’re just corporations that are just sociopaths. They just care about money, they care nothing about emotions or humanity. They are abstract entities we create for a purpose, but do not have a heart or a soul. So they are sociopaths and we should treat them like sociopathic robots and not like human beings, so that we can control them. Anyways, that got in, my response got into the article and I didn’t know if that had blown the whole election for me, but it did not. I won.

Students: Oh! Good.

Matt Ready: I won, yeah. And this is another thing I did during the campaign. I met with Sherry Appleton, she’s a Washington State Representative ‘cos she is the sponsor of a single-payer healthcare bill for Washington State, and so I called her up and said, “I’m running, I’m going to be totally talking about your bill.” She met with me and she endorsed me and so I was the first — I bet I was the first public hospital district candidate to get endorsed by a State Representative so blatantly. That was pretty cool. So I won. I won by 200 votes. I immediately resigned from my job and I started learning everything I can about how the heck to do this Public Hospital Commissioner thing and try to actually now make a change, ‘cos now I’m 20% of the powers of the Board. There’s five hospital commissioners and I’m only one vote, and they all campaigned against me, they hate me. I mean, they did, they really — I mean I could feel the hostility when I joined that Commission. Probably I don’t want to say it that way, I’m videotaping this, maybe I’ll cut that little piece out.

Students: [Laughter]

Matt Ready: They welcomed me on to the Commission and it was a great experience. And it was really fascinating learning about how that power really works. Now we’re going on to me as activist politician, and I had two goals: single-payer healthcare, pushed from the Commission level, and try to solve the access to healthcare problem. I had to figure out how to do that, especially with not having the majority power on the Board.

It’s been a long story, I’m going to tell you about a few of the interesting moments where I really had to make some big decisions of what tactics to take. The first one was that we would sit in the board room and—this goes back to the egalitarian facilitation thing, where it’s really important to decide who gets to speak and how long they get to speak. That’s how — that’s power, you know. Verbal space, and I’m taking up all this verbal space in this room right now talking so much, but the verbal space in the room is a resource that we are — and anytime you enter a room you are agreeing how you are going to share that resource. That’s why it’s really important for me to say, raise your hand if you want to talk, ‘cos I’m not going to sit here just like, talk down to your throats. But in a board room, or in a legislature, it gets really important, who controls who speaks. So we get in there and I want to talk about some stuff, so I raise my hand. They weren’t even raising their hand, they were sort of like talking, and I was like being polite and raising my hand and I would speak, but the Chair would cut me off, and just be like, we don’t have time man, and just try to move on. And it was very aggressive and people came up to me after the meeting and they were like, that was really, I mean, they found it uncomfortably rude the way they were trying to just keep me from even talking. And so I had to think, okay, how am I going to deal with this? What tactic do I use? Any ideas? What do you do if you’re in a –?

Student 3: Aggressively assert yourself.

Matt Ready: What?

Student 3: Aggressively assert yourself.

Matt Ready: Aggressively assert, I could do that, I could raise my voice, yeah?

Student 4: Bring outside resources.

Matt Ready: Outside resources? Who, I mean, police? I don’t know, security guard?

Student 5: Blackmail.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] What?

Student 5: Blackmail.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m not even going to respond to that one.

[Laughter]

Student 6: You could use evidence to support your case sort of to say you’re making [unintelligible 00:40:24] facts, kind of hard to deny that.

Matt Ready: You would think so, but if they don’t even let you speak your evidence, then you’re kind of in a bind there. It’s a really tricky situation, so the first thing I did was I asked, what are the rules of this room? Do you have any rules? Or is this literally just a slug fest of who speaks the loudest and longest? And the truth is they didn’t really have — they said they followed Robert’s Rules. Who’s heard of Robert’s Rules? No one? Robert’s Rules is basically the way every political body in this country works. It’s the old, you know, there’s someone that’s the Chair of the room, the Chair recognizes people, and then you can make a motion, and a motion has to be seconded.

Students: Oh.

Matt Ready: Yeah, that’s Robert’s Rules. That’s all Robert’s Rules, created by this guy named?

Students: Robert.

Matt Ready: Robert, that’s right. So they said they were following Robert’s Rules in theory, but they weren’t actually following them, but because they said they were, I could just refer to that. I guess I did what you said, who said outside authority? Yeah. So that’s what I did. The outside authority was the rules they said they were using, and I tried to use that, but they still were — the Chair just has a lot of power in Robert’s Rule, so they can cut you off. And the other thing they can do is just ignore your suggestion. Like I can make a motion, and they could just — no one seconds it, no one talks about it, and so I’m really dead in the water there. So I was like, I don’t want to sit on this Board for six years and just be walked over and not have any of my motions even considered or discussed. So the tactic I came up with was, I’m going to record every meeting and share the audio on my website and I’m going to write up transcripts of any interesting exchanges, ‘cos I want the public to know what I’m doing. I mean, they wanted to sit there and ignore everything I said and use what I consider really weak arguments against me when they did respond. I’m going to at least let everyone that voted for me and everyone in my county know exactly what’s happening. And I was like, I could do that for six years. That would be fine, because that’s all I had power over, I just wanted the people to know what I was trying to do and see if maybe that would stir things up. It would create openings. And these are public meetings, so anyone can record a public meeting in Washington State, you can walk in with a video camera — oh, I forgot to ask that. Anyone that asks a question and you don’t want your voice on there, if you could just tell me that and I’ll edit your voice out of the video. You can tell me now or you can tell me after. Anyone has any concerns about me recording? Okay.

So, in a public meeting, anyone can record the meeting, so that was what I decided to do. So I emailed all the commissioners and said, “Heads up, I’m going to start recording the meetings and sharing the audio.” That turned into a massive, massive conflict. Probably the biggest most intense conflict that I’ve ever been a part of for an extended period of time. But as you can see from the end here, in the end, really no one had any objection that actually held enough weight to stop the recording. It came out with a lot of different arguments to say it was different for a Hospital Commissioner to record. They tried to say because I was a commissioner, if I was recording it was now an act of the hospital and the Board has to decide if they’re recording, so can’t record it because I am a commissioner. I said, “I disagree,” and they said, “Well, we have a lawyer that says we’re right,” and I said, “I don’t care.” And I kept recording. That’s basically the story, but it was much more long and painful than that.

So this is actually recently. This is a video recording of the first meeting, or an audio recording of the first meeting where I recorded a sort of long discussion here, but we had a — this is one recently where I pulled out my recorder and I’m going to just let you hear a little bit of what happened.

[Video plays]

Speaker 1: You’re not going to record in here.

Matt: I’m recording.

Speaker 1: No, you’re not.

Speaker 2: That’s not our policy, is it?

Speaker 3: Wait, is this an official meeting?

Speaker 2: It’s an Official Board Meeting, but our policy states that we record when we’re in our normal board situation, board meeting room at the hospital.

Speaker 3: There’s nothing that prohibits Matt from recording it.

Speaker 1: Yes there is. It makes it official record.

Speaker 3: There should be an official record if it’s an official meeting.

Speaker 4: Well, there is a legal opinion that recommends to not do this actually, but we talked about that. And you’re right.

Speaker 3: I guess that’s before my times.

Speaker 4: Yeah. [Crosstalk] not being difficult.

Speaker 1: Are you still recording?

Matt: I’m recording the meeting.

Speaker 1: See you guys later!

Matt Ready: He walked out of the room.

Student 7: Did he come back?

Matt Ready: Eventually.

Speaker 1: Let me know if he turns it off.

Speaker 2: This is a little counterproductive. Do you really want to do this Matt?

Matt: [Breathes deeply]

Matt Ready: That’s me breathing, that’s meditating in a board room. Hold on, you should hear this. This is me like stretching the silence in the board room. They’re all waiting obviously. My stress level is off the charts.

Speaker 2: Yes? No?

Matt: Sorry, my stress level is very high right now, so it’s hard for me to speak. [Crosstalk] I did not expect a massive conflict over this. I didn’t think you guys would be surprised. I recorded last year’s meeting if you recall, so I’ve told you before, I cannot actually remember everything that is said at these meetings, and it’s important to me that we take what we say here seriously and we’re held accountable for what we say here. And the only way to do that, is to have an accurate record of these meetings, and so I record the meetings.

[End of video]

Matt Ready: And then they went on there 10 minutes of coming up with reasons to try to stop me. Eventually they stopped the meeting, we just didn’t have a meeting at all.

Student 1: So I find it very interesting that, I don’t know who the person is, but the lady who said it was counterproductive, but the fact was that discussing this whole matter of you recording when you’ve already done it before was actually more counterproductive than what could’ve gone on — ‘cos I’m assuming you guys don’t talk about just recordings at the Hospital Commission, it’s like you’re supposed to talk about other things.

Matt Ready: Yeah. We have other topics to talk about [laughs].

Student 1: Okay [laughs].

Student 2: I just have a question. So are there meetings annually or are they…?

Matt Ready: Twice a month

Student 2: Twice a month.

Matt Ready: Twice a month meetings.

Student 2: I would have walked out.

Matt Ready: Cool.

Student 7: I just think it’s very interesting they’re so worked up over it, I mean, do you really have so much to worry about that you can’t be open with who you’re making decisions for in the first place? Like, why can’t — if you don’t feel bad about it and you feel like you’re doing the right thing, why are you so upset that the people you’re affecting know what you’re doing? I find that really weird.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Student 2: They’re more worried about what they’re going to say than actually doing something.

Student 7: If you don’t feel guilty, what’s the problem?

Matt Ready: I’m with you [laughs].

Student 8: I know, because I used to be a reporter for [unintelligible 00:49:48] education, that you’re supposed to have some kind of recording for every word [unintelligible 00:49:53].

Matt Ready: Well, it’s not legally required at public hospital districts, but so we weren’t breaking the law. That would have been easy.

Student 2: It’s optional.

Matt Ready: It’s optional . Yes.

Student 3: I’m wondering like, why do they’re like argue, is it so much because of like money or is it just like [unintelligible 00:50:09]?

Student 2: Actually, they just don’t want to be accountable for what they say.

Matt Ready: It’s a good question, why — and there’s four of them, so they’re — yes?

Professor: What would you want us to know, to learn about your experience considering that we are, some of us, not activists at all? Some who are thinking about becoming activists. How can — what could you clarify for me? What could I take away from the experience that you talked about?

Matt Ready: Sure. I think basically just, I mean, one, being an activist just means you’re trying to change something. You’re just actively trying to change something in the world. And so I’m basically, I’m just sort of sharing my journey through times I wanted to change everything and it’s basically a journey of choosing tactics. It’s always choosing actions. Whether or not it’s activism in a political sense or in your life, you’re always choosing tactics. So I just sort of wanted people to get a taste of these moments when I had to make a decision of what to do, and show there’s different ways you can make those decisions: one, like in the board room there, you have to make the decision on the spot. Pressure’s there and you have to decide right there, high pressured, and I use meditation a lot to sort of like pause things, try to stretch out the amount of time you get to think what to do. And then there’s decisions that are, that you have more time, where you could sort of brainstorm different actions. And as we get to the end we’ll go to my actual solution. All right.

Professor : Can I just ask the class? Are you starting to — I mean I’m — I think it’s fascinating, I’m on three pages of taking notes. Have you come up with ideas to help you with your own project? Or…

Student 7: Yes.

Professor: Oh, great.

Matt Ready: All right. Okay, so more little activist tactical decision making that I had to do. I’ll just take you through this. I want Washington State to really get behind single-payer healthcare, so how do I do that from the Commission level? It has the state level bill that’s under consideration, I thought well, to start with I could get the Board to discuss it, so my first tactic was just ask them to discuss it, like, “Hey, there is a big single-payer bill, are we willing to talk about it?” They agreed and it helped that the meetings were being recorded. If I wasn’t recording the meetings, it would be very easy for them to say, you know, to dismiss it, but when you’re being recorded, it puts pressure on you to say something that you can defend later and then you look a little bit better to the public. And so it brought some of the better selves out of my fellow commissioners.

So they agreed to discuss it, I said if we decide we’re for or against it, we should say so, and they agreed to that, and then they agreed to schedule a meeting to discuss single-payer, a future meeting, and so then I decided to try to raise the energy of that meeting that I put the word out to activists that this was happening. I also was the one that organized the presentations, and we had a big meeting, a lot of people from the public and we ended up being the first public hospital district to pass a resolution in favor of single-payer healthcare. That was pretty cool. Also, as a part of this, these are two experts that I networked with to bring in, and this is Steve Tharinger — anyone knows who Steve Tharinger is? State Representative like Sherry Appleton, or other. That’s me sitting on a panel at the local Unitarian Fellowship talking about single-payer, it’s a week before that big board meeting. So that’s one thing, a little bit of progress.

Then my next tactic, again just trying to get universal healthcare in our state, was trying to get all public hospital districts to endorse it like this public hospital district did. And so, how to do that? I decided I’m going to try to network with the commissioners, you know, again, ‘cos when I go to these conferences and all the public hospital commissioners are there, I was a very small lonely voice in trying to talk about single-payer healthcare, and so I had to, like I said, build your strength in numbers. So I networked for allies and I’ve been doing that for about two and a half years, and we’re up to about 20 public hospital commissioners that really want to get this talked about, and we’re putting pressure on the Washington State Hospital Association, which has huge power for organization, and the Association of Washington Public Hospital Districts, just try to get them to start discussing it, but they’re currently saying no basically. They’re refusing to discuss single-payer healthcare, and so now again we’re sort of blocked, so again we have to decide what to do. So, any ideas? So imagine you’re a big organization and it’s a club [unintelligible 00:56:21] club and you want them to — you want them to actually support the issue, but to get them to support it, you want them to first talk about it, and they’re refusing to talk about it. What do you do?

Student 2: Keep calm.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Student 6: Or you can possibly plant a seed into those groups and then have them discuss it that way by, you know, bringing up like incentive [unintelligible 00:56:55] discuss it.

Matt Ready: Sure, so plant seeds in the people, try to get — okay, good.

Student 1: Maybe since you have other boards to work with, maybe form a kind of leader or each board and then — it’s like a meeting within a meeting basically, the sense you’re getting consensus of, okay, would you guys be willing to bring this up in your commission?

Matt Ready: Good, and that’s actually what we’re starting to do now, so we’ve got two other public hospital district boards have passed, they’re not quite resolution in favor of single-payer but they’re in favor of asking this organization to discuss it at our big conferences. Is there another suggestion?

Student 4: I just find it interesting how you use like transparency basically like they want to like shun that topic so [unintelligible 00:57:35].

Matt Ready: Excellent, yeah. And right now I’m telling you guys in recording this I’m going very transparent about [unintelligible 00:57:45] resisting talking about single-payer healthcare. Yeah, transparency is amazing. Sunlight is a disinfectant. Anywhere that BS is happening, just shine some light on it, it makes everyone behave a little better and it creates a, what I call, a thread of truth. A video record or an audio record of what happened is usually a thread of truth that gives you strength as long as you are being honest about what happened, and what you’ re talking about, what you said and what you believe, and it gives you something to fall back on if other people are inconsistent, or they are changing their mind, or they’re just using really really bad arguments. Transparency is a really powerful thing.

Student 2: With these tactics, did you find that the board was overtime more consistent or more inconsistent?

Matt Ready: The recording helped them be more consistent, and elevated the level of the conversation in the room. So at the conferences, part of networking was just getting up out of my seat and walking around every table and just walking up to the table and saying, “Is anyone here a Public Hospital Commissioner?” I would ignore everyone else at the table, and whoever said they were I would just look at them and say, “Do you support single-payer healthcare? And they would tell me yes or no. If they said yes, I’m like, “Would you want to talk about it sometime?” And they’d said yes or no. If they said yes, I wrote it down, moved on and set up a meeting. Really uncomfortable for me, I’m an introvert, I don’t like going up to people and talking to them, but you know, you do what — you do the tactic that has the most possibility for success, not the tactic that feels good. There’s often the awkward uncomfortable tactics that have the most results. That’s pretty much true about everything in life. Just a life tip. And I also tried to go to a board meeting of the AWPHD, I just went to it and just walked in the room, they were starting to get set up and the Director of the AWPHD campaign said, “Hi Matt, why are you here?” And I was like, “I want to, you know, observe the board meeting, see what you guys talk about, see who’s on the board,” and he said, “Well, you can’t and you have to leave.” And so, elected Public Hospital Commissioner was not allowed to observe the Board of the Association of Washington Public Hospital Districts, and I was like, who’s on the Board? And he’s like, “It’s all CEOs,” and I was like, “Well, can a Public Hospital Commissioner sit on the Board” and he said, “Oh no, it’s in the bylaws that elected Hospital Commissioners cannot be on the Board of the Association that is basically the trade organization of all public hospital districts.” I was like, “Well, that’s interesting.” And that also sort of opened my eyes to, these associations are controlled by CEOs basically, administrators. That means, they’re never going to be controlled, even if I got all the public hospital commissioners to say they want to do something, they wouldn’t have control over the organization. So that led to another tactic, which possibility of creating a different organization of network of public hospital commissioners potentially just going that route, just going around the obstacle. I haven’t done that yet, but it’s one of the things that we talk about in our group of 20.

Let’s see what else we’ve got here. That was a dive into my political sort of journey. I might come back to the big picture of activism, the world. So I kind of consider my work in politics sort of like a hobby. What I really care about is trying to help alleviate oppression in the world. I believe we have a beautiful planet here, I believe there’s enough resources for us to share the resources, so every human on earth should be able to live a reasonably thriving life, but the problem with our world is the power of pyramids. Every country basically has a power pyramid, ‘cos every country has a type of hierarchy, whether it has a king, or a president, or a legislature, or an oligarchy at the top, or warlords, dictators, everyone fits into this power pyramid in some way, and it’s very difficult to imagine how to disrupt that. I mean, human history is the story of power pyramids being created and eventually power being abused, and people being oppressed, and people at the bottom of the pyramid finally getting fed up and tearing the whole thing down, having a big revolution, and then, what happens? What happens after a revolution? Anyone know?

Students: [Unintelligible 01:03:15]

Matt Ready: I couldn’t tell what anyone said.

Student 2: A restructure of the government.

Matt Ready: A new government. Some sort of new government is built. That’s the way it’s always been, and creates some sort of new power pyramid. And the cycle just repeats. But something has changed in the last, I would say 50 years, and it really was the internet. The internet has created a situation where the first time the vast majority of people in any country can be connected and communicate, and potentially, if we figure out how to do it, they could figure out how to use the internet as a way to control our collective power [unintelligible 00:04:07] communication to control our collective power. I actually believe this is the destiny of the internet and technology. It is going to help us create societies that are more egalitarian than anything we’ve ever seen before in human history, ‘cos we could never do it before. We didn’t have the internet, you had telegraph, you can’t ask a million people to help you with the decision if your communication is so slow it takes a year to get any sort of response. But with the internet we could potentially ask a million people a question and get an answer in 10 minutes. So with the internet—and I’m going to take you on a little journey—this is how I see the evolution of the internet.

This is Usenet. The first big thing that really united, started to unite people and unite human knowledge was news groups, and bulletin board systems. Anyone ever used Usenet, news groups, you know what I’m talking about? They still exist, not really. Very popular among young folk. So as I mentioned earlier, Digg was one of the first sites to say, anyone can send in a link to anything and then you just vote it up, you would dig it, and then it would help percolate the better ideas, more popular ideas to the top. Then there’s of course Bulletin Boards or Message Boards, and there’s — these are all text-based forms. Reddit is basically I think the biggest most significant text-based social form. And then in the last 10 years, video has really started to become something that is ubiquitous, something that is everywhere, that anyone with a smartphone now has the capability not only of recording a video, but of doing live video. I could pull out my phone right now, and I could go via YouTube or Facebook, and potentially the whole world could be watching. I bet there’s probably enough, you could probably have 10 feeds going on right now if everyone pulled out their phones and started doing it. This changes the formula of how power and communication works, and it’s changing revolution.

This from Occupy Wall Street, and this is different, this is something that people that squash revolutions and that — this is going to change the formula of how revolution works, and already has. The Arab Spring, this is the Global Occupy Movement, but before the Global Occupy Movement it really started in the Arab Spring, and the thing that was different there was all of the video cameras that were going on. This is Tahrir Square, Egypt. There’s two things, two really important things to know about from this picture. One is, these two guys they changed the whole course of history because they documented it and they collected — they did live videos and they were networking online. This was an incredibly well documented revolution. The other things that really take away from this is, making change is about taking space. This is a central square, by occupying a central square in a society, you are saying, “My message is important.” And so basically, the whole Egyptian revolution was about taking the Square, they didn’t have to like fight wars, they didn’t have to fight battles. There were some, but the battles were around the Square, because the government felt, and they were right, if the people were holding this Square and saying, something needed to change because people were so fed up, it was like a rallying point and brought people together. So many people did die in trying to hold this Square, but this was it, it was about this central space, and they could not, once the masses came, they could not stop revolution and the leader had to step down. Again, things have not gone all that great since then.

Now, these guys, they did all their documenting of this revolution and The Square is a movie that they put together, it’s on Netflix, a really fascinating story, I strongly recommend.

Ukraine also had a very well documented revolution, which is still a pretty big mess, but that’s another—Winter on Fire—another fascinating documentary, you’ll learn a ton just absorbing the sort of front lines of what these people are going through. I watched these two movies, and you’ll see so many similarities in Ukraine and Egypt, and what it feels like. It’s like, people are the same everywhere, we all want a better world and we all want to try to make it a world where everyone can thrive. It’s just hard to figure out how to do it.

So a couple of years after these, the Arab Spring, this happened. This is Hong Kong, and a movement erupted in Hong Kong for democracy. Anyone know what country is in charge of Hong Kong?

Student 1: China.

Matt Ready: That’s true. China is in charge of Hong Kong, but Hong Kong is kind of like Puerto Rico is to the U.S. It is, I think it’s called a protectorate. So it’s not a part of mainland China, which is important. In any case, it is ultimately controlled by China, and when I saw that this democracy movement was erupting in China, it really caught my attention, and it really got me fired up because there’s been democracy movements in China before. Anyone know when? Anyone know a major democracy movement in China in the last 40 years?

Student 3: That’s a long time.

Matt Ready: Anyone know this picture?

Students: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Tiananmen Square 1989. There was a massive democracy movement in 89 and if you’ve watched documentaries about this, it was an amazing powerful populous movement centered again around a central spot, Tiananmen Square. They occupied the Square, students, college students, and then the only way that the powers in Beijing and China could squash it, they sent in tanks. My understanding is, they sent the tanks in and they told the soldiers and the generals, “We don’t want anyone hurt,” you know, because people were getting hurt and people were getting upset, “We don’t want anyone hurt, but we want the Square cleared by the morning,” giving sort of mixed signals, no one really knowing what they were telling them to do, and about 2000 people, they estimated, were killed. But this is one of the most, to me this is one of the most important images that you’ll ever see in your life, because it shows you the incredible power of action. This was the day after 2000 people had been crushed, and tanks were just like doing a display and coming down this road, and this guy was carrying his groceries, just walked out there and stood in front of the tanks.

And again, this is what activism comes down to: where are you standing and why are you standing there? Because when you know what you’re doing and why you’re doing it, you can stop an army. The guy driving that tank, he didn’t know why he was driving that tank down the road, he didn’t know what he should do. He didn’t want to kill anybody. I mean, this is like the most powerful act I’ve ever seen a human do. And he actually just got up on the tank [laughs], he got up on there and the tanks tried to go around him and he just — I mean, that is the power of activism. That’s why they went in, they crushed the occupied camps, they have to move you out of the power of spaces, and so if you know where the power is in your community, you can change anything, you go and you literally stand or sit for what you believe in. Now, of course, it was a powerful moment, no one really knows what happened to him afterwards. So, back to Hong Kong. Students had come out and they had actually stormed the government building.  They just stormed it and overwhelmed it and they were sitting in it, and more students came out. The Hong Kong police were sent out and started pepper-spraying everyone and trying to get them to disperse. The students got umbrellas and raincoats and goggles and they stayed there. They held their ground. They weren’t violent. So I was watching this and I was like, oh my gosh, I mean this is incredible, what’s happening there? Don’t know how this is going to go ‘cos I’m thinking about Tiananmen Square, I’m like, when is China going to send in tanks? Here are just some images, people that were down there. And again, it was student-led, this is a teacher saying, “They [unintelligible 00:14:42] drama, I see students on the street, I get upset, I’m an adult, I need to come out and support and stand in front.” So the students inspired many adults to go out, but it was mainly student led.  So the pepper spray wasn’t working, so you know the people that are in charge of Hong Kong, they called up Beijing and they said, pepper spray is not getting these students out of the streets. What do we do? They escalated to tear gas. That’s never been done in Hong Kong before. The tear-gassed the students. Chaos and the students come back. Tear gas did not get them to leave.

Student 4: Better than being shot.

Matt Ready: Yes. Well, see, that’s what I’m sitting here thinking, they just escalated to tear gas and it didn’t work, so what’s going to happen next? Is it going to go to guns and tanks?

Student 3: Did they do like a [unintelligible 00:15:40] backgrounds or [unintelligible 00:15:42] bullet proof stuff, or they didn’t go that far?

Matt Ready: I don’t think they — at this point they hadn’t gone that far.

Student 4: [unintelligible 00:15:47] this is 2014, so what happened there?

Matt Ready: Yeah, we’re getting there.

Student 4: All right.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So tear gas happened, and this is again, I want to go back to where I was, so I was sitting here just like watching this, and I’m like, oh my gosh, I’m going to sit here and we’re going to see another Tiananmen square, we’re going to see these students get slaughtered. So I was like, I want to help, I don’t want to sit here and there’s people actually getting, potentially they’re going to get killed. So I was like, what can I do? I wanted to be active in this, I wanted to do something. I could start Facebooking it to support it, I could start blogging about it, I could maybe make some videos about it, I could send money or supplies —

[Background noise]

Matt Ready: So I tried to connect online with protesters. I did some of all this ‘cos I feel that I could help. I just want to like, for those protesting, I was like, I can help you, I’m an activist organizer, I’m a very good tactical thinker, this is a big deal, I want to help you guys, but I wasn’t satisfied with all this so, you know, I’m meditating — this is what came up for me, I could go there. I didn’t really know what I could do if I went there, but I was like —

Student 3: Arm the students.

Matt Ready: Arm them? Yeah, no.

Student 4: They have two arms already, they don’t need more.

Matt Ready: You’re not going to win all these fights, all these struggles with actual violence. But I decided to go there, so I went, I bought a ticket to Hong Kong and I just went to the protest sites. They took over the city these students, they blocked like four major areas, this is a highway, it’s the equivalent of blocking I-5 in downtown Seattle, and they had tents, it was completely blocked, completely shut down, and this was, when I got there it had been shut down for like 10 days or 2 weeks already. This was the scene.

Student:  Wow.

Matt Ready:  They had taken these barricades, these are — they’d blocked roads, and this was a government building they blocked, I mean they just swarmed the city, they had protest messages plastered all over the place and all sorts of interesting tactics going on. Universal Sufferage without civil nomination. They wouldn’t let, I don’t know if I actually said that point, did I explain what they were specifically protesting? They get to vote for their leader, but Beijing selects the candidates, so they’re like, “this is pointless.”

Student 4: I was going to say, that sounds familiar.

Matt Ready: Yes, it’s kind of like the U.S. where corporations and corporate money chooses our candidates. But they were like fed up with it. Here are some images from some of the young people that led this. This was in a square, a very busy square they had taken over, and they were surrounded by very heavy claustrophobic business district, and they had a mic and people would get up and they would share the mic and they would say — give their speeches and say what they had to say. And I was just sort of sitting bearing witness. I was like, if nothing else, I’m going to sit here with camera and I’m going to document, ‘cos if the tanks do come, I’m going to at least be — I didn’t know what I would do actually, to be honest, I might have —

Student 5: RPGs.

Student 7: Can you shush?

Matt Ready: [Laughs] No, seriously. I mean, what do you do if someone is getting physically oppressed, or about to get, you know, about to get beat up by cops? If you’re standing there, especially if you’re in another country, but you’re standing there and someone, like a student, is getting pressured by a line of cops, you know, it’s like, what do you do?

Student 4: Why didn’t you bring your tank to Honk Kong?

Student 5:  Yea.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] I brought my camera, a camera is a powerful thing. And I think that’s what stopped the tanks from going into Hong Kong, ‘cos there were cameras everywhere. Anytime there’s a slight confrontation you’d see like 50 cell phones come up and it was being filmed, or live-streamed. It created almost like a magic safety bubble. I mean, people did get beat up and hurt, but once they got beat up and hurt, they got photographed, and the pictures of people that got hurt and were bloody were just plastered all over the city. So it was like an instant shaming of the people using violence. I enjoyed taking pictures of the old Chinese men who would walk up, and I know people that lived through Tiananmen Square, who were there and alive, who you know are sitting there like, “Are you kids crazy? You know what China’s going to do to you if you keep doing this.” And they would just stop on the street, you know, coming down their way and they would just stare at it. I just found it, you know, sometimes you could see inspiration, you could see fear in their eyes.

I like this one. This is serious, like, I don’t know what’s going to happen in this scene now. There’s a tactic, they put up this all over the plaster, all over the city again, this is a message straight to the police trying to tell them, “Don’t use violence. You are committing an international crime if you use violence against these peaceful protesters.” They put things like this, saying this is what the government is doing, this is what we’re doing, they are hurting unarmed citizens, beating them with batons, using pepper spray, tear gas, threatening gun fire, colluding with Triad—that’s a gang, organized crime in Hong Kong that there was a lot of evidence the government was actually paying thugs from the gangs to go and beat up protesters, just start fights, or sexually assault the young girls over there.

Student 4: Could you go back to the last slide? I was just wondering, do you happen to know what the Nuremberg principles are? I don’t want you expand on everything, but I just never heard of it.

Matt Ready: I believe that’s a reference to the rules of — that came out of World War II, sort of, what the Nazis did; do we have some level of, even in war, of what is okay.

Student 4: I don’t mean to keep you going back.

Student 3: Did the principles come out of the Nuremberg Trials that happened post World War II?

Matt Ready: Yes. I think you’re onto something there [laughs].

Student 2: That’s a good list.

Matt Ready: Yeah. That’s a good one, because it’s like a powerful reference they’re using. It was weird while I was there, because there were a lot of young people, and the women, the young

End of part 1…more to come

 

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Transcript The Mindful Activist 08-26-2016 — Officer Mason

The Mindful Activist Episode 1, part 1 – Officer Chris Mason

 

Matt: All right, so we are recording on Zoom, and we’re streaming this up to YouTube. I could stop this, that would — So YouTube is getting something and it says one person’s watching. That might be me.

Chris: Woo! All right!

Matt: Okay, uhm, should we go ahead and pretend this is how — I mean you can hear me enough to sort of like, think we can get by?

Chris: Yes. Yes, actually, if I close my eyes and don’t look at the video —

Matt: Yeah.

Chris: — it’s probably a lot easier and less confusing.

Matt: [Laughs]

Chris: Although I’ll look a little peculiar [crosstalk].

Matt: [Laughs] I mean, I could uhm, what else could I do? I could — that’s too bad that the video, that your bandwidth — I think we’re going to blame that on your bandwidth. You’re using just your cell phone, right?  And so —

Chris: You’ll blame that on me?

Matt: Yeah.

Chris: Good.

Matt: So I think — ‘cos I can see YouTube is getting the video.

Chris: Sure.

Matt: It’s getting that all right, so I assume Zoom is doing okay.

Chris: All right. It’s getting better.

Matt: Okay. All right, should we, uhm, shall I share this on Facebook in case anyone wants to watch? As the last —

[Laughter]

Chris: That I leave up to you. You have complete control.

Matt: Yeah. I did tell somebody I would share the link. What I’m going to do is, I’m going to share the Zoom link, ‘cos that’ll be the most fun for someone to join.

Chris: So they could watch this scintillating conversation as it happens.

Matt: They actually could join it if they use the Zoom link.

Chris: So they could muscle in on the conversation.

Matt: Yeah, but I’m the host. I control over whether or not they, you know, we kick them out, or mute them, or whatever.

Chris: [Laughs]

Matt: And actually I posted the Zoom link on to Twitter, so technically anyone in the world could, you know —

Chris: Any of your followers.

Matt: Well, yeah, anyone that notices it on.

Chris: Yeah.

Matt: All right, so —

Chris: How many followers do you have on Twitter?

Matt: Not many.

Chris: Okay.

Matt: There, I posted the link and then we can edit it, so say something like —

Chris: You’re very dark.

Matt: Yeah. I could turn the light on.

Chris: Like you’re in a shadowy room. I can just see your disembodied face.

Matt: Really?

Chris: With nothing around.

Matt: [Laughs]

Chris: With a weird sort of halo effect from your microphone.

Matt: [Laughs]

Chris: Like some sort of Dark Angel.

Matt: [Laughs] Okay, [typing] first test live broadcast of our podcast The Mindful Activist happening now. Two ways to watch from. That’s done — and then, uhm, another link I should do. 9:15, that’s not too bad for a late start, although officially we still haven’t really started.

Chris: Right.

[Laughter]

Chris: Unless this is just the nature of the interview.

Matt: No, no. I actually do want us to — oh, hey! How’s it going? Someone just joined us.

Chris: Excellent. Oh yea, I see another dot. There’s another dot.

Matt: [Laughs] His name is H, but he left.

Chris: He left.

Matt: [Laughs]

Chris: That was like a fly-by.

Matt: That was pretty wild though. Look, I mean, I guess that’s from Twitter. Someone just joined in.

Chris: Yeah, he buzzed the tower.

Matt: Yeah. Well, that was an experience. Someone just joined, I mean — all right, how do I — I’m going brain dead here. I’m going to share this other video. Okay, I think I found it.

Chris: Great. You’re coming through really smooth now.

Matt: Sweet. May be that fly-by visitor was the key. He blocked the passages [laughs] unblocked.

Chris: I think you just need to not move around so much.

Matt: Okay. Ready, I’m — this is it. I’m going to post this link. May be I’ll extend it to the couple of the five people on Facebook I told about this, I’ll send them the link also.

Chris: Okay.

Matt: And then we’ll officially start the interview and I’ll stop [laughs] the technical stuff, which is totally distracting. [Unintelligible 00:06:25] send a text message about them. Can I do that?

[Pause]

Matt: So I didn’t go as smart not to promote this to like, everyone, because this is a little bit like a rough start.

Chris: Yeah.

Matt: Okay. All right, we’re going to call that, that’s enough technical work and a little bit of sharing and we are broadcasting and we’re recording. All right, so, we’re going to begin. So I’m going to do a little intro. Ready? Hey out there, this is Matt Ready, the host of The Mindful Activist Podcast. This is our first live episode, and with me today is Christopher Mason. Thank you for being here today, Chris.

Chris: My pleasure. Thank you for having me.

Matt: Why don’t you introduce yourself? How would you like to introduce yourself to our vast audience?

Chris: [Laughs] Well I think you just did such a comprehensive joke, there really isn’t much for me to add to that.

Matt: [Laughs] Yes, your name is Christopher —

Chris: These people probably have a very clear sense of who I am and what I stand for.

Matt: [Laughs] Do you, I mean, would you — you want me to introduce you —

[Laughter]

Matt: Or you could just — how would you want it? I mean you can, you know, we sort of talked about this in our last interview on air together, although also on this show, how you would want to be introduced to an audience of random viewers?

Chris: [Laughs] Yeah, I think if you just start talking about me and then I’ll interrupt as you go and fill in some of the blanks.

Matt: Okay. All right. Well, so it is great having Chris here today. Chris is a really old friend of mine. He’s very very old, as you can see, ages bad.

[Laugher]

Matt: We met at the University of Maryland, in Carlsbad, Maryland.

Chris: Also true.

Matt: Yes. We were both Philosophy Majors and —

Chris: Some of us more than others, though.

Matt: Oh, you’re saying between us, one of us was more the philosopher than the other?

[Laughter]

Matt: Is that what you’re saying?

Chris: No, I think we were both pretty committed. [unintelligible 00:09:30].

Matt: Yeah. That was our — absolutely.

Chris: Yeah [unintelligible 00:09:35] bones.

Matt: And you entered college as a Philosophy Major, is that right?

Chris: Yes.

Matt: And I entered as a Mechanical Engineering Major.

Chris: Right. So you’re a combat.

Matt: Yes. And we became bosom buddies in college and we explored life and went through school during that one year at University of Maryland and then the next year back at the University of Bristol, where there was an exchange program, and you were doing your final year, and I did my third year of college there. And —

Chris: We had adventures together, glorious adventures.

Matt: Many adventures.

Chris: Exploring the dark underbelly of Bristol.

Matt: Yeah, yeah. And we travelled around Europe, and down to the Keys together, and then eventually, you know, both graduated and sort of like went off on our different ways for many years, and you lived in a community and eventually you became a police officer in a small town in Vermont.

Chris: I did. Yes.

Matt: And you had your own TV show, Local-access TV show, just like Wayne’s World.

[Laughter]

Chris: Very similar. It’s muddled on Wayne’s World actually. That’s what I based it on.

Matt: Yeah.

[Laughter]

Chris: Called Middlebury [unintelligible 00:11:18].

Matt: Yes.

Chris: I left my hippie days behind me, cut my hair, gave up my career as a professional artist and moved to Vermont, became a police officer.

Matt: Yeah. And how’s that going for you?

Chris: It’s going great. I’m loving it. Wonderful. [Laughs] I love being a police officer.

Matt: Is there a lot of violent crime in the small town where you live?

Chris: There’s really very little crime at all, so I would say almost no violent crime. A little bit here and there, but a very very tiny amount, and crime in general, a very very low rate of crime. Middlebury is a very small town, it has about six and a half thousand people in Middlebury.

Matt: Well, there’s only one question that I’ve considered standard for this show.

[Laugher]

Chris: Okay, so this could be a very brief interview.

Matt: Well, that question it, you know, it’s a launching point. Depends on —

Chris: The question is, what is your favorite color?

[Laughter]

Matt: Might as well, you brought that up. You have a favorite color?

Chris: Purple. Definitely purple.

Matt: Mine too, it is. Okay, I didn’t actually know that. Okay. The question that I’ve asked in all previous interviews is, do you consider yourself an activist?

Chris: Sort of. I consider myself a revolutionary.

Matt: Really? Well that’s a step up from activist, I would say.

Chris: Yeah, may be so.

Matt: So why do you — can you expand on that? Why do you consider yourself a revolutionary?

Chris: I believe joy is a revolutionary act, and I’m a very joyful person. I’m very happy.

Matt: So in just pursuing joy, as sort of the purpose of your life, that’s why you consider yourself revolutionary?

Chris: Absolutely.

Matt: So you’re not saying in terms of social revolution of major power structures in the world, that’s not your — that’s not a focus of yours.

Chris: No. No, I’ve very deliberately decided not to focus upon that.

Matt: And why is that?

Chris: Because I don’t feel like I have the insight to be able to affect change in a reliably positive manner.

[Distant chatter]

Matt: Wow, so yeah, another person just jumped in for a second.

Chris: I heard that.

[Laughter]

Chris: So I feel like I, you know, I have some ideas, I have a sense of what an enlightened political system might be, but I am aware that it’s such a complicated thing that I can’t possibly have complete insight, and my notions of what constitute a positive political system may themselves be flawed. So in trying to affect change on that level, I might very well have a negative impact on the world. So I don’t feel a tremendous amount of confidence that if I dedicated myself to that, the outcome would be positive, whereas if I dedicate myself to personal happiness, there’s a lot greater chance that the impact will be positive. It’s a lot more reliable.

Matt: So you’re hesitant to be at all a sort of puppet master for what goes on in the world, ‘cos you don’t have confidence, you really know what to do, what to change, so that the world would be a better place.

Chris: Correct. Yes. I’m not really an idealistic person in that sense.

Matt: In what sense?

Chris: In the sense of affecting change on a macroscopic level, impacting world politics or even national politics.

Matt: Because you — well, that’s because you just don’t — it’s not because you don’t care, or do not care, what happens on a macroscopic scale like that.

Chris: I would say that I care, that it affects me, but things that are closer to me, things that are more immediate, impact me far more. So I choose to focus my energies on those things. So it’s a fairly abstract sense of caring, so it doesn’t have the immediacy and the vigor of my tangible relationships, and my connections in the community in which I live.

Matt: Yeah, it’s a topic that I sort of think about all the time, the pursuit of personal happiness in our, sort of, the microcosm of our individual life versus pursuing anything to do with trying to make the world a better place. ‘Cos there really are, there are very different spheres of life, and I’ve been spending a lot of time over the last three years, more than I ever have before in my life, sort of like spent a lot of energy focused on trying to think how can we change the world in a way to make it better, and it takes a lot of attention away from — it can take a lot of attention away from your personal joy, personal happiness, to focus on such big things, and a large part of myself, I don’t feel — I don’t feel like my personal happiness is tied to the state of the world. I don’t have much problem to, you know, separating those two things.

Chris: Yeah. It seems to me so often idealism is rendered ironic through politics.

Matt: What do you mean by that?

Chris: When there’s a passionate, fairly rigid sense of how things should be and a country, a group of people works towards that end and they’re successful, it seems that often the consequences are, in many ways, the opposite of what they were ostensibly struggling to achieve.

Matt: Yeah.

Chris: So there’ll be a struggle for freedom and liberty, and the consequences will be oppression.

Matt: Yeah.

Chris: Some very violent form of cleansing, brutality.

Matt: Yeah, I mean, my perspective on the people that make big efforts to try to lead movements to really change their countries over the course of history, they get caught up in the power they gain through trying to change their country, change the state of things, and then really just sort of get addicted to having the power over what decisions are made about resources and situations they don’t — and may be also they just didn’t — no one’s ever really known how to implement a government that was not prone to oppression. May be they’ve just never really been — no one’s really never, you know — Socrates, he had the theory of the, or Plato had the theory of the philosopher can’t [unintelligible 00:20:31] you just need to put in power incredibly wise person or people, that’s the solution.

Chris: Sure.

Matt: Then there never has seemed to work. It’s not how power works.

[Laughter]

Chris: Right. Well, I think idealism itself is toxic.

Matt: Idealism is toxic?

Chris: Yes. The notion that you absolutely know what is right, what is fundamentally correct, and that fused with the desire to impose it upon the world, I think it is a toxic thing.

Matt: Yeah, there’s nothing, you know, I mean there’s lots of self-righteous people in the world but activists, very self-righteous in their idealism, and I think it like, it can really hold up activists from working together because they have — they’re very fixated on their own ideas of what is right, what is best, and what is most important. I mean, [unintelligible 00:21:43], occupying movement, or facilitating general assemblies, it’s a lot of people with a good heart, everyone basically knows they want, you know, they want to reduce oppression in the world and make things more fair, but people have different priorities and it’s very tricky facilitating and helping groups like that come together so they can do — make any sort of action that’s productive.

Chris: I think one of the big problems is that our model, the framework that we have for making sense of issues, and political systems even, is very — it works upon a polarized model, an adversarial model, so typically you have two competing systems of thought, of politics, whatever it might be, and they’re struggling together for ascendancy. And that model is fundamentally oppressive, where one has power over the other. So often when there’s a movement for social change, it accepts that model in some sense, so the struggle is to combat oppression but the goal is to, in a sense, become the oppressor, and I don’t think it’s stated in those terms, you know, [unintelligible 00:23:15] a massive reduction, but I think when people approach it, approach an issue or a struggle, whatever it might be, it’s perceived on some level in those terms, because those are the mental frameworks that we’ve inherited from the enlightenment pretty much, from our modernist mode of thought. So it’s one or the other. There’s a dichotomy there, and even if you replace the power, the structure goes unchallenged. The fundamental structure goes unchallenged. It’s hard to perceive, it’s hard to even conceive of a struggle that doesn’t in some sense follow that model that doesn’t accept that framework on some level, because it’s just so basic, so ubiquitous.

Matt: Well, and we’ve talked about this a bit before ‘cos you’re one of the few people I’ve talked at length with about the projects that I’m working on here, that this podcast really only exists to help, sort of support that project, the Global Consensus Project. So why don’t we like pivot a little bit and talk a little bit about that, and then I’ll get, sort of get your feedback, your thoughts on its potential or lack thereof, or whatever.

[Laughter]

Chris: Sure.

Matt:  So, one thing I’m learning which I guess you probably are well aware of, when you are the host it is very tricky to be focused on the conversation and also pay attention to other stuff, like any other stuff about the show.

Chris: Absolutely.

Matt: Like the cool stuff. [Laughs] I mean, oh man, I do not have enough  brain power to — I mean, we actually have had a few people who were watching, and they’ve sent me a few messages, so I don’t think they’re watching anymore, but cool people who at least gave you a thought and watched us.

[Laughter]

Chris: That’s because you ignored them.

Matt: Well, the way this is supposed to work. Let me at least — this is my theory of how these shows, at least some shows, are going to work. So this is not intended to be just you and me, or me and one or two people having a conversation and that being the show. That could be one type of show, but the more exciting form of the show that I’m — all this technical setup is for, is for potentially an audio-video experience that could potentially have hundreds of thousands of people participating, and it is, I think — I mean, technically I have it set up right now, this could still to 1000 people. It would need a — and the way it would do that — I don’t know, should I explain that? I don’t know if you really care. If there were some geeks watching. But it could do it video wise, ‘cos we’re using this Zoom software. Now, this room, the Zoom chat software that we’re using is, you know, free account and anyone can create a free account, and with the free account you can host a videoconference like this with up to 50 people. And I actually shared the link on Twitter and on Facebook, and so that’s why people have been dropping in. Technically up to 50 people could be in this videoconference. So that’s one way that this scales up, it’s just — now but there’s limits to what you can do with a bunch of people on video, limits as to how well you can communicate with that group of people. And so the Global Consensus Project that I’ve been working on is, how do you scale up so that you have an egalitarian meeting where everyone participating is as equal as possible? How do you scale that up beyond 20 or 30 people? ‘Cos as a — a consensus facilitator can do pretty well with 20 to 30 people, facilitating a very egalitarian consensus meeting, but it doesn’t really go above that. And so, this Zoom software is just sort of the one audio, it’s the audio-video sort of tool we could use to support that. But the software that I’ve designed at the Global Consensus Project is made to give a more meaningful way — or to give a viable way to interact with thousands of people at once. So we could potentially be speaking to them and the mass of people could be responding to us. And I know I’ve shown this to you before, but I’m going to share my screen and show it a little bit to—and I don’t know how well you’ll be able to see it—so we’ll see. You’re on an iPhone, you don’t have a desktop, so let’s see how well you can follow this. All right? [Typing] I won’t do this too long.

Chris: Just let me know if you want me to just stop talking [laughs].

Matt: Well, do you — I mean, are you —

[Loud music]

Matt: Sorry.

[Laughter]

Matt: Well, let’s see. Do you feel like you know enough about the project to comment on it as I’m like pulling it up?

Chris: Well, probably not, but that doesn’t necessarily —

[Loud music]

Matt: Sorry again. All right, that won’t happen again.

[Laughter]

Matt: All right. Are you seeing it? Are you seeing the screen?

Chris: Sure. I can see a screen.

Matt: All right.

Chris: There’s lots of information on it, but it’s way too small for me to read.

Matt: Right. May be you’ll get the gist of what they’re looking at here.

Chris: Did you just stop playing the banjo?

[Laughter]

Matt: No, I’m having the darn technical thing again, ‘cos now it’s like there’s what you’re seeing and there is what — I’ve got to change this. Stop sharing — share the — I did the wrong screen. In order to keep our YouTube audience involved I have to share a different screen.

Chris: Okay.

Matt: Otherwise, they’re left out, even though there is no YouTube audience.

Chris: Right [laughs].

Matt: All right. So basically what we’re looking at is, in theory, if we could be doing this show and if our goal was to facilitate a conversation between us and a massive audience of any size, they could be using this interface—which I designed—to interact with us. In theory we could — any number of people could be logged in here and we could set the topic of the conversation, and that’s in this window over here on the left. You set the topic, and this topic right now is “Unleash the fury” but not really much for conversation topic, but —

Chris: That’s the topic of this conversation? “Unleash the fury”?

[Laughter]

Matt: No, of this one on the screen.

Chris: Oh, okay.

Matt: In the — so the way that the software is sort of designed, it’s sort of like topics or nodes in a network, and they are sort of threaded [laughs]. Let me see if I can bring it up, that’ll make more sense. So I’m going into The Mindful Activist’s node, and the only topic — the first topic in there is “Ask me anything,” which is just for The Mindful Activist podcast, anyone could ask any question and so — I don’t know if you’re able to — are you able to see this at all?

Chris: I can see it, but it’s way too small for me to read it.

Matt: Okay.

Chris: But you can get a general structure of it.

Matt: And that’s fine. For now that’s really — that works. So imagine if there were a ton of people in here, they could be posting questions, and the questions you post down here or like — who is this guy?

Chris: [Laughs]

Matt: People can post questions or these could be responses to a question, and people can vote up and down on these in real time, and we’d be able to see that as one sort of way that this mob of viewers could be interacting, they could be making statements and voting up statements. That would be one sort of reflection. Oh, your free meeting will end in 10 minutes. Upgrade to a paid account. That’s something I’ve got to keep in mind. They have a 40 minute limit to these —

[Laughter]

Matt: Stay with free. So I might have to like stop me and restart it.

Chris: Okay.

[Laughter]

Matt: And then—I’ll just finish the little tour of the interface as it is now—and then while we are speaking, our video could be here in the middle screen, and then people can sparkle up, sparkle down and raise their hand down here. There’s a chat window for just the masses of people to just sort of, to be able to chat about things that aren’t like specifically tied to the focused topic. And then down here in the right is a — this is a place for video responses, so if people actually are capable of it, it’s not that tricky to — they can actually record a video of what they have to say and upload it to YouTube, they could actually paste the video response here. And again, thousands of people could do that simultaneously and you can vote up and down video responses, so that would be another way for us to sort of get from a mass of people, see what video responses they find most interesting. So anyway, it probably sounds a little chaotic, but all of this is to sort of replicate the amount of power that you have when you have face to face with like people, they have a certain ability to do stuff, to interact and to express themselves, so I’m trying to give people a way to express themselves and whereas facilitating a meaningful way to understand what the masses of people participating are actually thinking, so they can help shape the discussion and move the people to making decisions they want to make. Did that make any sense?

Chris: Absolutely.

Matt: Right [laughs].

Chris: For sure.

Matt: All right. I’m going to have to practice that, you know.

[Laughter]

Matt: Okay, so we have this seven-minute countdown on the timer for the free session. We could just stop the meeting and restart it. I don’t think there’s any problem with that. You’re game to do that?

Chris: Sure. It works for me.

Matt: All right, so I’m going to send you a new link. I’m going to stop this meeting and send you a new link. All right?

Chris: Okay.

[Recording ends]

The Mindful Activist 08-26-2016 – Part 2- Officer Mason

 

Chris Mason: … It is global. We went through a massive series of changes [unintelligible 00:00:13] moving away from a hierarchical feudal system of government in the West, in Europe principally, and that involved changes on a lot of different levels, there were a lot of different facets to that. So some of them were political, there were — some were epistemological, changes in science, in how we think about the world, there were political changes, medical changes, economic changes, move to capitalism. So it was a complete revolution in how society is structured and how we think about the world, and I think we are experiencing a revolution that in many respects is similar to that. It has the same scope and magnitude as that. A post-modern revolution in how we think, how we communicate, and in how structures exist. I think we’re a little behind, I mean there’s going to be some catching up in terms of political stuff, because those frameworks are a little more monolithic, there’s a lot more structure there. But in terms of how people think, how perceive themselves, their sense of identity, we’re moving away from the individualism of the enlightenment more towards I think a communitarian model. People are more and more starting to think of themselves as global citizens as well, and I think a large part of that are these revolutions within communications, how we connect with people. Sure, we still have relationships with the people around us, we still are connected intimately with family members, so that that planned system, if you like, is still a part of who we are for the most part, and we exist within communities, we have work communities, and such and such, but a lot of the communication that we do, a lot of the connection that we’re experiencing now is broader than that. I think it’s tremendously exciting, so in that sense I think there’s massive potential for change, at an astoundingly fundamental level. So it’s not just a shift in who has the power, it’s a shift in our very conception of power, and the nature of power itself. So I see that, it’s like there plainly seems to be occurring fairly rapidly, so even within the space of my lifetime, even within the last few decades there have been massive transformations.

Matt Ready: So what are some specific examples of where you’re seeing this new type of revolution, this communitarian type of revolution?

Chris Mason: [Laughs] I think just in terms of how we communicate and interact, and how we think of ourselves, how our sense of personal identity, it seems far broader now. When I talk to young people in particular—I work with young people a great deal—it’s very much about their place in the world, and they perceive themselves having a place in the world, so it’s not just about the little community or the specific, you know, job goals and ambitions, and such, they’re thinking about the impact that they’re going to have upon the world and what they want the world to look like. That wasn’t the case when I was growing up. I mean, there were a few people who were outwardly focused like that, but I wasn’t and most of the people that I interacted with weren’t. So it seems like there’s been a pretty radical shift in that respect. If you’re asking me how it’s changed in terms of like politically, the impact that it’s had politically, I’m not — I think that it’s impacted those structures a little less than it’s impacted thought processes, but even in that respect I see there are some big changes that have occurred. Bernie Sanders, his candidacy for the presidency would be a prime example of that, you know, the idea of somebody who is explicitly a socialist running for the highest office in the U.S.A. is a pretty miraculous thing, that he gained the support that he did. I know he wasn’t successful but —

Matt Ready: He was incredibly successful. He just didn’t win.

Chris Mason: Right.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: Successful in the sense of winning, yes.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: There are many other ways to measure success and that’s what I’m saying, that perceived in respect of those things, it was astounding. For somebody who grew up in the 80s, that’s just — it’s nothing short of miraculous.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Yes, it’s strange times. I mean, I think Donald Trump and Bernie Sanders are signs of something strange in the air. There’s thirst for change from the populous, and the disenfranchised populous who are growing to just recognize they are not in control of the two major political parties in the country that these are. These two political parties that control politics are controlled by power brokers in those parties and the networks of people that support those power brokers. Yes, we’re in for interesting times in the next — it would be very interesting — I wonder if they will like continue, if you know, the next round of presidential elections will we have like — will happen again or we slide back into have these main stream establishment candidates.

Chris Mason: Yes. I don’t know. I mean one of the things that strikes me is that, when I was growing up back in the 80s going through high school and into college, relativism was a fairly fringe notion, so the idea that — the ideas that we have, the views of right and wrong that we have, and true and false even, so thinking of it epistemological terms as well as kind of moral, political terms, the notion that those ideas might not be absolutely true, or that there might not even be an absolute truth attainable within those fields was a pretty radical notion and it did not have a tremendous amount of mainstream support, but talking to people now, there’s tremendous support for that to the point where it is almost the accepted reality, you know. When I talk to young people now it’s almost a given that — you’re leaving?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m like, oh, I’m falling asleep.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: So they will say, well of course, you know, that’s just my opinion and I know that, you know, that’s my truth, that’s my reality. I hear people saying that sort of thing a great deal and the fact that that has become such an established way of thinking of reality, that’s pretty remarkable. That is a revolution right there, that that notion has become so mainstream. It’s been a part of philosophy for a long time, through the existentialist movement and the post-modern movement, but that people generally are saying that and accepting that is fresh and it’s remarkable.

Matt Ready: What notion?

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m serious, like —

Chris Mason: That their ideas are relative, that they are not absolutely true. That there’s an element of subjectivity.

Matt Ready: Yeah, but it doesn’t help when you’re trying to facilitate this recognition of relativity, relative truth, certainly muddies the water sometimes, you know, and makes people — I mean like anything that muddies the water with trying to establish some sort of common truth, it just makes things more challenging and it sort of like, it forces you to try to challenge people to be more enlightened about what is true and what they want, what they need.

Chris Mason: It’s enormously challenging, and I think in many ways it’s terrifying. I think that is what we’re seeing in Trump. He’s really tapping into that. So Trump is not a contradiction of that, Trump is a symptom of that. I think there are a lot of people who really don’t like him and really craves a simpler kind of black and white perspective. They want that to be the reality, and less and less is it the narrative of life, of modern life.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: So getting back to your platform, your kind of communications platform, you know, I see that as a part of that. It’s exciting because it’s kind of tapping into that. It’s allowing people to communicate in a fairly fresh way on mass.

Matt Ready: Yeah, I think it’ll be interesting. It’ll be an interesting experiment if and when we take an attempt at doing something with any sort of significant audience. We did do an event with like 15 to 20 people in there, but the platform didn’t do everything it does now. It was really just sort of a technical test [crosstalk] so I have not yet attempted to facilitate any number of people with it.

Chris Mason: Yeah. So we’ve talked a few times actually about your metaphor, if you like, a way to symbolize what it is, and to me, I’ve been thinking about it a little bit, and to me it seems very much like a mind —

Matt Ready: A mind.

Chris Mason: — so the way that it functions, yeah, you’re talking about it in terms of having nodes, so that image of a mind, of having these kind of areas that are getting excited, that are becoming warm and the connections between them, and the fact that it has an organic flavor to it, you can’t just be reduced to a collection of mechanical impulses, and the ideas within the mind are created through that interaction, through that participation of the various nodes.

Matt Ready: I think you’re right. I think a mind is definitely, probably the best metaphor. As you know, I was going with the hive, and another one that I played around with is collective, but there is not really a great — I mean you only have one metaphor that you use for a group of people of any size in which everyone is equal, totally equal in power, and they work together in a very positive harmonious way. I mean, there’s team, you said community was one idea you threw out there, a mind. I mean a mind is not how you refer to a group of individuals, but I think you’re right in terms — I’ve called it The Hive Mind.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: One of the problems, and we talked a little bit about this, is that most of the metaphors that are out there, the associations, the images, the iconography that’s out there with respect to this, is embedded, it’s rooted in a culture of individualism. And what you’re trying to do, what you’re trying to achieve and put together is contrary to that, it’s a contradiction of that. So all of the positive metaphors have been kind of co-opted by that culture, the culture of individualism, and all of the metaphors for collective process have been sullied, they’ve been tarnished. So all of the images that we have, all of the images that have been presented to us through your science fiction books, and movies, and even political discourse to some extent, those communitarian ventures have been presented in this topic manner, so generally when you think of a whole group of individuals acting harmoniously towards the common good, there’s almost an element of horror movie to that, just because it’s been presented in such a negative way for so long. So it’s tough to find really positive associations, it’s hard to find positive iconography to something like that. You almost have to create it fresh, because it is something fresh that in some sense is dramatically counter-cultural.

Matt Ready: So do you think — I mean we haven’t done really significant promotion or networking with this, and currently I am a little bit entrenched in The Hive, using the word hive for what I’m doing. That’s the domain we have, hive1.net, in addition to the globalconsensusproject.org, which is a long word. Do you feel like we need to pivot to a different metaphor? Or can we go with Hive1 until — I mean, I could go with Hive1 until I build up some level of community interest, and let them help pick a different one, you know, just let The Hive pick a new name, a new word.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: Because you said The Hive metaphor, you felt it was a big turnoff. I’ve had other people sort of be like turned off by it, but I need to replace it with something. If I’m going to let go of it, I have to have something, and I have to be able to get a domain that works for whatever, so if we run with mind, I mean mind wouldn’t be available.

Chris Mason: The Global Neural Net.

Matt Ready: That’s a pretty big word.

Chris Mason: [Laughs] It is.

Matt Ready: I’m not opposed, I mean, that’s not bad. I didn’t want to call it human, you know, human something because I feel like that’s a little speciest, or specist, you know?

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: My daughter would be very upset with you.

Matt Ready: [Laughs] Yeah.

Chris Mason: Discriminating against dogs and such.

Matt Ready: Well, you know, I just think there could be other conscious beings, computers could become conscious, or there could be other — I was trying to stay away from human centric language.

Chris Mason: Right.

Matt Ready: What do you think? Do you think it’s urgent to leave The Hive metaphor?

Chris Mason: Well, I think hive has some positive associations. I think it maybe requires a little bit of re-branding, so I’m not necessarily rejecting hive but just being conscious moving forward of some of the associations that people have with it. But I don’t think there is a good alternative. That’s the problem. You’re having to create it, so maybe you’re the person that creates the association, well, not you, but what it is you’re doing, what it is you’re a part of.

Matt Ready: And if we — so we’ll go with the hive word. So say there is a hive, a human hive that is created, that is not an oppressive hive, it’s a collective of conscious beings in which you are able to — when you participate in it, you’re fully able to express yourself in whatever manner you see fit, yet you are able to tap into this mass collective of conscious beings and work together in really interesting and creative ways. My question was going to be, does that like peak your interest as something you would be interested in participating in or connecting to? I’m not sure it’s easy to answer that without more specific sort of examples of what types of experiences you could have participating in this. I think there’s a huge spectrum of things you could be doing, like collaborative story-telling. I think there’s a lot of fun, just blatantly fun things you could be doing, like we learned from social media, you know, there’s lots of fun things you can do with social media, we could play games, we could write stories, and we could do that in this Hive platform. Ultimately, my hope is that we learn how to use it to control our collective power in interesting ways. I’m also sort of like brainstorming like things that will draw people in to just experience it, and test it, and learn about it.

Chris Mason: Sure. Well, I think there’s a sense in which I don’t really need the specifics. If you think of communication, there are a lot of pragmatic motives for engaging in communication, there’s a lot of things we try to accomplish in a tangible sense through communication and emotions as well, but one of the most basic things that we do through communication is connect with people. It’s a form of relationship, and any communication, kind of face to face in person communication is a form of relationship. It might be abusive, but assuming that it’s not, assuming that it’s not abusive, that it’s not oppressive in some way, then it is the most kind of raw fundamental way in which we connect with people along with kind of physical touch, and it’s far more common place than that, there aren’t that many people that we physically interact with, but there’d be a lot of people that we communicate with. So when we communicate with people it’s an expansion of who we are, we’re making a part of who we are visible to somebody else, and they’re making a part of themselves visible to us, so there’s an exchange of personhood that is taking place there, an expansion of both the people that are involved in that process. So it’s an incredibly powerful and impactful and potentially very beautiful thing, communication, and the notion that that could be expanded and that we could do that on mass, with a massive quantity of people, is tremendously exciting. It’s sort of fresh territory in a way ‘cos for so long communication has been about person to person, looking at the body language, assessing all those subtle cues, the inflection, the [unintelligible 00:22:58] one on one communication, and this is trying to capture some aspects of that, kind of the essence of that but with an entirely new model. So it’s challenging and it’s exciting, and if it can do that, if it is successful in doing that, then that’s wonderful. So how people use it in a sense, sure it’s relevant and to some extent inform how excited I get about participating in it, but there’s a sense in which just structurally it’s attractive just in terms of what it may offer.

Matt Ready: Awesome. It’s so refreshing to hear positive feedback [laughs] about the concept. It’s amazing how much negative feedback you can get when you share ideas, specially like really outside the box ideas with people, and there’s something about the internet. There’s something about sharing ideas on the internet that I think has changed the nature of what it’s like to be a human. It’s like, back in the day you would have a crazy idea, you’d be sharing it face to face with people, and you would get face to face feedback. When you’re face to face with someone there’s things that prevent you from really really being a jerk and really ripping apart a person’s idea. But even then, the internet takes it to a whole new level, not only it takes away some of that face to face but there’s an anonymity on the internet and so it’s just like the dark side of humanity, when you share like a video on YouTube or you share something, it’s like any joke could be made, no matter how inappropriate, there’ll be someone out there who will make the joke, even if it’s really rude or off color, if they are under the shield of anonymity. Anyways, it’s a bit of a tangent to what you’re saying.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: I don’t think it’s really a tangent. I think it’s rooted in a lot of the same issues. It’s such a sudden thing this revolution in communication and how we communicate. With young people, again, a great deal of who they are, their personal identity and their relationships is electronically mediated, and there’s a lot of criticism of that particularly from older people in my generation. People are very dismissive of it. They go, “They don’t have the communication skills, they’re not gaining those communication skills, it’s so shallow, it’s no substitute for actual physical communication.” I don’t think that’s the case. I think there is a richness to it, and a potential to it that is not generally appreciated by these people that critique it. But it’s hard, there are all sorts of challenges connected to it that anonymity being one [unintelligible 00:26:50], you know, how do we not be mean to each other when we’re interacting from behind that veil? How do we send the subtle cues? How do we substitute for those physical cues that we’re usually getting when we’re interacting physically? How do we do that without the physicality? And we’re working that out. It’s a process, so there is definitely some painful aspects to it and people are just vicious online in ways that they wouldn’t be personally.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: But I think that’s the nature of it, and it’s evolving. And we will, we will figure that out. But then technology will evolve and we’ll be faced with fresh challenges, but the idea that it should just be forgotten, be eliminated, and we should not explore it because there are these challenges, just seems like the most rank form of cowardice and narrowsidedness imaginable.

Matt Ready: Yeah. It’s unusual for an old person like yourself to be so open-minded about the digital generation and people glued to their smartphones. That’s not the normal thing that’s expressed by a person like yourself.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: I think there’s an amazing untapped potential there. I think that every grandparent should get a Snapchat account, and that would be a phenomenal way for grandparents to keep in touch with their grandchildren.

Matt Ready: Oh yes.

Chris Mason: And very effective. There’s amazing power there if we would embrace it, and potential for intimacy in connection, if only we would embrace it.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Dual situation: you sparked two different threads that I could’ve pursued and I’m letting them both go.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: Kind of a — two paths in the forest kind of situation?

Matt Ready: Yeah, and I literally —

Chris Mason: And you took neither.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I took neither. I mean they’re both like interesting-ish, but I’m trying to be —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: I’m just now, you know, it’s part of my attempt to be more a mindful communicator as just because I have a thought, I could say that is interesting, I’m not necessarily going to say it. I’m trying to be selective and careful. Let me share with you one thing I sort of envisioned that could happen. It’s a bit of a tangent again, or not.

[Pause]

Matt Ready: I guess this is why when you start, you really — this is why people have plans when they go into —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: They have a plan of what you want to talk about, so you feel like you’ve accomplished [crosstalk].

Chris Mason: And they have questions for the person that they’re interviewing.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yup.  Well, you and I we’ve just been good at winging it, but those were situations where you were the interviewer, so you kind of owned the stage, so the weight of responsibility was on your shoulders. Here it’s like, there’s a shift of weight onto me in addition to the ridiculous amount of technical stuff that I’ve put on top of the — doing for this [unintelligible 00:31:15].

Chris Mason: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: So would you be interested in sort of co-hosting an attempted facilitation of an audience, some sort of — that thing was made to be interactive with the audience trying to get people to use The Hive software platform to communicate with us. Would you be interested in doing something like that?

Chris Mason: Sure. Yeah, I think that would be exciting.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I have a number of ideas that could be really interesting and fun, and part of it is, you know, attracting. You have to attract people to the event. I could run a few of those ideas by you, in fact we could use The Hive software, or I could list the different ideas and—I don’t know if I showed you this part—they are threaded, so once you have an idea listed, you can click on it and go into that idea and then explore that further. Kind of like a mind map, you’ve ever seen a mind map [unintelligible 00:32:38] like that?

Chris Mason: Yes.

Matt Ready: So that’s how the names in the platform work, so it’s each idea can go to more ideas, so we could attempt to use that, or we could just talk and bring up ideas.

Chris Mason: [Laughs] Sure.

Matt Ready: At some point I have to bite the bullet and actually say we’re going to have a show or an event, and I have to like, invite or promote it, to actually try to get a number of people in there using it. I have this hesitance to like use my friend network. I’d rather have a hundred of people that I don’t know from around the world or something in there and sort of get it cranking before friends drop in, ‘cos — does it make any sense?

Chris Mason: Yeah. Yeah, it makes sense.

Matt Ready: All right. Well, we’ve been going, we’re at an hour and 18, so I’ll probably edit this down to 15 minutes of quality content.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: The nuggets.

Matt Ready: The nuggets. But this is great, I really –Well, I don’t know if this was great ‘cos there was so much just relying on me, but this is our third actual recorded episode interview that we’ve done together over the last several years, and I haven’t actually watched the first one. I don’t think I have a recording of that, and it’s not still online.

Chris Mason: I can find it for you.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I think if you can put that online, or just send it to me or something, I’ll put it online. That’ll be fun. So, thank you so much. We’ll wrap it up here if that’s all right with you. Christopher Mason, you are very very generous in putting up with the technical difficulties of this, and you are always an interesting person to talk to. I feel like we can go to pretty much in so many different directions that it’s a bit overwhelming the different topics we could go into. Thank you so much, and your feedback has been very helpful on this project. I’m definitely going to enlist your help for future episodes and events. Is there anything you want to say to the world? Do you have any like website or Twitter accounts that you’d like to share out there for the vast audience?

Chris Mason: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: Is there anything like that? [Laughs]

Chris Mason: No, nothing exactly like that, no blog or presence in that respect. I mean, I have the shows, the interviews, but they mostly have a local flavor, so I’m not sure they would be that compelling for a general audience outside of the Middlebury. I have an [unintelligible 00:35:59] and Facebook page and a Twitter account.

Matt Ready: All right, so people find you fascinating. Officer Mason, on Twitter and Facebook, and Middlebury Five O is the show, the cable-access show.

Chris Mason: That’s right [laughs].

Matt Ready: All right.

Chris Mason: It’s been a pleasure, thanks so much for having me on as your inaugural guest.

[Laughs]

Matt Ready: Yes, well, inaugural live shared guest, yes. I’ve done a few interviews, but I haven’t shared them. Awesome, thank you so much. And everyone out there, thank you for watching and feel free to visit the globalconsensusproject.org or hive1.net to learn more about the project behind this podcast. So we’ll call that, that’s a cut officially from the show.

Chris Mason: [Laughs]

Matt Ready: And nobody is watching anything that we’re doing, so —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: So we can just talk. It is so weird trying to talk when you’re aware of the potential pressure of other eyes listening to us.

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: How much does that affect you?

Chris Mason: It’s definitely an acquired skill. It’s a little bit like when you’re reading out loud—I don’t know if you’ve done a lot of reading out loud—I read to Jennifer [unintelligible 00:37:34] quite a bit, but you don’t read the part that you’re focusing on, you focus on the words that are a sentence or two ahead, so you’re reading — the words that are coming out of your mouth are what you remember reading a little while before, and that’s how you avoid screwing it up. If you’re doing that, you’re looking at the grammar that’s coming up ahead, so you can modulate your speech, you know that it’s building up towards a question so intonation is correct. So you always, your mind is focused ahead of what’s coming out of your mouth. And interviewing somebody is a little bit like that.  So after listening to a person speaking and you’re processing what they’re speaking, your mind is not really focusing on that, it’s moving towards framing questions and moving the conversation in different directions, so it’s like an art. You’ve got to have one part focused very much on the moment and what’s happening, but there’s another part of you that is actively kind of planning and thinking about what’s coming up next, and it’s hard to — it can be very challenging to do that. It’s a simultaneous kind of a thing.

Matt Ready: It’s interesting. It’s a totally different mental skill than facilitating a group.

Chris Mason: Oh yeah.

Matt Ready: And so it’s in a way a challenge to set myself up to think of trying to combine the two, of being like interacting and facilitating a mass audience while also interviewing someone or having a conversation with someone. That might not be the best thing to try to do [laughs]. It might be better to make the event a facilitating the audience event, and so even if you’re here with me, you’re co-facilitating, so we are not thinking about what we’re saying to each other, we’re both focused on the audience and we’re not talking to each other, we’re talking to the audience, and we’re seeing what they say, and seeing their reactions and asking questions, and we’re asking questions of them, and may be using the software or using just YouTube, we could actually let them share a video and talk to us.

Chris Mason: Right. You’re having a conversation, like if you sit down and you actually have a conversation with someone face to face, that’s typically something that engages almost the entirety of yourself.

Matt Ready: If you’re present. [Laughs]

Chris Mason: Yes, you are pouring yourself into that interaction, so there are distractions as things going on, and your mind may wander and you start thinking about the dishes you have to wash or some obligation at work, or something like that, but a huge amount of who you are is focused upon interacting with that person. It’s very consuming. So having a conversation with someone that has the appearance of that, like you’re fully engaged, but structurally there’s a whole part of you that is not, that is focused upon something else entirely that’s going on simultaneously or is going to be happening in the future, is very difficult. It’s not what conversation usually is. It’s something entirely different. So I think you’re right, that if just having an interview, interviewing someone just in itself, like in the studio, that is challenging. That is really difficult to do effectively so that it looks like a good conversation, has the feel of a conversation, right? [Unintelligible 00:41:59] you’re trying to do that, you’re trying to interview some and use all those skills where you’re thinking ahead to what questions you’re going to be asked and monitoring the way the conversation is evolving. You’re doing all of that, you’re trying to do all of that that I did in the studio, but on top of that, you’re also in control — you’re doing all the production as well, so that’s like adding everything that Jenifer was doing into the mix, and putting that on your shoulders. And the technical stuff that you’re doing actually involves kind of feedback potentially from other people that are out there, so in a sense it’s way more complex than what Jennifer’s doing. That may be a little too much for one mind to be able to process all at once, and what’s probably going to happen is that you’re just not going to be able to effectively interview people because you have all this other stuff that is intruding, and not allowing you to focus on the conversation, or focus on where you want to take the conversation.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean if I had nothing to do with any sort of technical thing or audience, and I was just interviewing, that would be a challenging task to do that well.

Chris Mason: Right. It is.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: But if I had to do Jennifer’s job at the same time as doing what I do in the studio — not that I am like a star interviewer or anything like that, but it would be completely chaotic. It really wouldn’t be a show it would be so choppy. It wouldn’t do justice to my guests, so it just wouldn’t work.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: So I wonder if you need to rethink the interview format or rethink production, like either you need to find some way to take you out of the production, or some way to not be interviewing somebody while that process is going on. Either way I think would work, but it’s too much probably.

Matt Ready: Well, I mean, that is one of the ideas that I definitely played with, is take me out of the interviewer role and have someone else be the host, and they could be rotating guest hosts, or there could be a panel, I mean it would be very easy to use software like this to make a panel of four or five people even, and just have — I mean also if I may get four or five people and I’m not the facilitator, I could potentially be doing all the technical stuff: but I’m not in charge of the conversation, you know, the silence that happens is not now something that demands me to do something about it, you know.

Chris Mason: Sure.

Matt Ready: But even just taking me off camera and I would be really focused on the audience and seeing — what I mean, a podcast, a show, has a different purpose than some of the stuff I want to do with The Hive’s software, I mean the interacting, facilitating the audience, that’s a different type of event, and so it could be, I just need to actually try to do some of the types of events that I designed the software for.

Chris Mason: Yeah, I mean I’m not talking about The Hive thing, but even just interacting with YouTube and having the potential there for people to give feedback as the show’s being broadcast, or potentially join the conversation. It’s hard to imagine you being able to process that and coordinate that in a way that works really smooth and seamless. It’s like it’s always going to be a little bit choppy.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Chris Mason: I know I wouldn’t be able to do it. I would not be able to juggle all those things simultaneously. May be there are people out there who have those skills, but that’s not me. Maybe you would acquire those skills if you did it a lot, maybe you get better and better at it and eventually it would be really smooth and seamless.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Well, this was a pretty crazy experiment. I mean, even just the fact that I made this an open room and shared it and we had that random guy drop in, you know [laughs], it’s like we’re talking in a public space and anyone can pop in, and I think actually twice people popped in on us.

Chris Mason: Yeah.

Matt Ready: But then, that was kind of weird. I don’t know if that was really helpful.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: It was funny.

Chris Mason: Yeah. They left pretty quick. I wonder if it was even intentional, like kind of knew what they were doing or…

Matt Ready: I think maybe, I would expect the person, the guy that dropped in, wasn’t hoping to be like the third person. If he was like the fifteenth person, then he would have like slipped in and, you know, but when he saw “I’m part of a — I’m a third wheel here,” he’s like —

Chris Mason: Yeah. Probably just wanted to take an anonymous kind of little glimpse.

Matt Ready: Yeah, and that’s kind of some of the beauty of what you can do with this Zoom software, it is like creating these audio-video rooms and people could be dropping in and out, and going from conversation to conversation. Pretty powerful stuff. It’d be really interesting.

Chris Mason: Yeah. So I’ve got to get ready for work.

Matt Ready: All right. Thank you so much.

Chris Mason: Going to get some lunch, and clean up.

Matt Ready: Great talking to you, even though most of it was under the strangle hold of the interview situation [laughs]

Chris Mason: [Laughs] That’s fun. Anytime.

Matt Ready: All right.

Chris Mason: If there’s a time where you have a bunch of specific topics I could wire in on that too, you know, it could be a little more — a little less broad as well, I’m open to that.

Matt Ready: Oh yeah. I think I’ll do more planning and have a direction for it to go, especially if I’m going to still be the technical everything, that would help.

Chris Mason: Yes, I think so.

Matt Ready: My next question is this: now talk while I do all this stuff.

[Laughter]

Chris Mason: All right. Love you Matt.

Matt Ready: All right, love you too. Talk to you later.

Chris Mason: Bye.

Matt Ready: Bye.

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Transcript- Mindful Activist Episode 13 – Alanna Shaladra

The Mindful Activist – Episode 13 Alanna Shaladra

 

Matt Ready: …With microphone [laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: That could help.

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Voilà.

[Alanna sings]

Alanna Shaladra: I’m surprised you don’t have a little theme song yet.

Matt Ready: A theme song?

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah!

Matt Ready: Maybe today is the day.

Alanna Shaladra: Today is the day!

Matt Ready: Something that you might start singing.

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t know. I think I would need to end my night with whiskey to write that song.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Because it is my show? [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: No. Just to write a little jingle is what I would need.

Matt Ready: Alanna Shaladra.

Alanna Shaladra: That’s me.

Matt Ready: Yeah. We’re about to go live.

Alanna Shaladra: All right! He’s here!

Matt Ready: Woohoo!

Alanna Shaladra: Here he comes, Mr. Samuel. [Alanna sings and waves an invisible flag]. Sorry I don’t have a flag for you. Next time.

Matt Ready: We’re live!

Alanna Shaladra: Oh my goodness!

[Matt is off screen arranging the equipment]

Matt Ready: And… I can’t remember, does…? I think it will turn it. The interface here looks like — I hope it’s not like turning the wrong way but if it is, it is.

Alanna Shaladra: Whatever. It will be interesting. How are you? Sleepy?

Samuel: Apparently.

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: You know I got up early and I was like, uh! Couldn’t get ready in five minutes and then you weren’t there so I could have just like actually gotten ready but I decided to stick with my five minute getting ready.

Samuel: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: It’s practice.

Samuel: It is.

Alanna Shaladra: And then I watched videos of people who are auditioning for The Voice and cried for like 30 minutes and now I’m here!

Samuel: [Inaudible 00:02:58].

Alanna Shaladra: It was! It was great. I was like —

Matt Ready: You cried for people auditioning —

Alanna Shaladra: I was like, [Alanna talks in a crying voice] “They’re so happy! This is just  beautiful. Their lives are going to be changed forever! I don’t know if it’s good but they’re happy right now.”

Matt Ready: All right, cameraman, come over here. Fill your spot.

[Alanna sings]

Matt Ready: This one, I think we’re good. Just leave it just like that.

Samuel: Cool.

Matt Ready: And so this is all gone so… You maybe just watch and see if we get any comments [inaudible 00:04:10] you can like just put your hand up if there’s something interesting, not if it’s like, you know, “Hi from whatever…” or if they actually ask something like, “Where did you get your hair done?” Or something and they want to know where I got my hair done.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Yeah, I know.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

[00:04:27]

Matt Ready: All right! Here we are! It’s been several weeks since we’ve had an episode, an official interview episode of The Mindful Activist webcast. My name is Matt Ready. I am the host of this webcast and I’m also an activist, an artist, author of the new book Revolutionary Mindfulness, founder of the Global Consensus Project and an elected a politician—I’m a hospital commissioner for Jefferson County, Washington—and I am very happy to be here today with a young woman that I have known since she was a baby, at least that’s the first time I saw her but we’ve been sort of friends since she was five years old.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! We were roommates when I was five. We got a house together for a while.

Matt Ready: We did! We did. Everyone thought it was kind of weird, me and five-year-old girl getting a house together.

Alanna Shaladra: Well, and my dad.

Matt Ready: Oh yeah! Right!

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah, yeah.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah! So Alanna Dailey, amazing young woman and singer, performer… What else are you?

Alanna Shaladra: I am a person. I don’t know.

Matt Ready: A person, a human being.

Alanna Shaladra: I guess so.

Matt Ready: Excellent.

Alanna Shaladra: Water enthusiast.

Matt Ready: Okay. You like water —

Alanna Shaladra: I do.

Matt Ready: — without lots of flavor in it.

Alanna Shaladra: With no flavor in it.

Matt Ready: Straight water.

Alanna Shaladra: Straight water, yeah.

Matt Ready: Nice.

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t really like chlorine in it either.

Matt Ready: I hear ya.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. I guess I’m really — I’m passionate about music and I’m also passionate about just like body image and self-esteem.

Matt Ready: Interesting. So tell me more about that.

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t know. I should have prepared something to say.

Matt Ready: Well —

Alanna Shaladra: I’m slow to respond.

Matt Ready: That’s okay. Someday we’ll like edit the video down so we’ll cut out [crosstalk] any long pauses.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! So then it will look good. So I’m not like: “Uhm…”

Matt Ready: So do whatever you need to do in your process —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: — to think about your answer and we’ll pretend someday I’ll edit these videos. [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Perfect! Awesome! So when I’m in my thirties we’ll be like, “Hey! I got you!”

Matt Ready: Yeah. You look great in this highly edited version of the interview.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: [Mimics an edited video with cut speech]

Matt Ready: So I assume you’re talking about the way our culture [crosstalk] views body image.

Alanna Shaladra: Yes. Just the way that we view women’s bodies and even men’s bodies, ’cause I remember in kindergarten I told my friend I like to puke, it makes me feel better. And then, in high school I was bulimic and anorexic and I just had a really poor image of my body. And then there’s an organization made by a model called Katie Willcox and it’s called Healthy is the New Skinny and she came to the Chimacum School when I was like 16 and did a talk about body image and that really helped me start to pull myself out of my eating disorder and out of my deformed view of what I looked like ’cause I had pretty severe body dysmorphia, which is when you see yourself as way bigger than you actually are. So that — so when I see girls and women who clearly have an eating disorder it’s really hard for me to not just go up to them be like, “Stop it! You’re ruining your life! Don’t do it! You’re wasting your childhood!”

Matt Ready: Do you ever try that!

Alanna Shaladra: No. That doesn’t work. I don’t do it. I do it in my head but…

Matt Ready: Yeah. Do you like virtually do it, like you imagine I’m grabbing that woman [crosstalk] —

Alanna Shaladra: I imagine myself doing that —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: — but you have to actually be pretty — it’s such a personal and sensitive subject, you have to know how to approach it based on the person.

Matt Ready: Sure.

Alanna Shaladra: And there’s a lot of people, like some of my friends, I’ve said like, “I know you have an eating disorder. I know you have body dysmorphia. I can’t tell you how to fix it but I’m here for you. If you want to fix it, I can help you but I’m not going to force you to.” It’s just like trying to get someone off of drugs. You can’t force them to stop smoking cigarettes or stop doing meth. You can’t stop people from their eating habits but you can support them and help them be aware of it.

Matt Ready: Well, you can if you can lock them in a room —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah!

Matt Ready: — and control their movements.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. And then they’ll just completely be grateful for you doing that.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: That’s what people love.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, don’t like —

Alanna Shaladra: I love when someone tries to completely control me —

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: — by locking me in a cage and telling me, “No! You’re wrong!”

Matt Ready: I’m just saying. You were saying you can’t do it and I just want to point out you can do it —

Alanna Shaladra: You can do it if you want to maintain your positive relationship with that particular person.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. It’s called the intervention.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah, but even with interventions you have to be careful on how you approach it. So anything really sensitive and personal with someone, you have to be very careful with how you approach it. And that’s hard.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: ‘Cause when I was bulimic, my parents didn’t really say anything to me but my step-mom was printing out papers that had facts about how bulimia can ruin your vocal cords and then one of my friends pinned it on my door so every morning when I woke up that was what I would have to see when I was opening my door. And when you have a fact sheet with gross pictures on it, like you [cannot] look at it.

Matt Ready: That was very clever of them.

Alanna Shaladra: It was clever of them to do that.

Matt Ready: It’s like a subtle subliminal…

Alanna Shaladra: So they didn’t tell me to stop. They just said like, “Here are some facts. I’m not even going to say anything. It’s on your wall.”

Matt Ready: Now, did you — at any point were you tempted to rip it down and throw it in the trash? Did you —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah, but that — when I had that feeling, that made me realize, “Okay, I’m doing something harmful to myself. If this is offending me so much then I must be guilty of doing it, I must feel bad about it.”

Matt Ready: So that is the moment of, you know, what was — sounds like your Moment of Truth.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: ‘Cause it was like, you know, it’s — and that’s what you can’t… you can’t help another person get to their Moment of Truth.

Alanna Shaladra: No!

Matt Ready: In a way that was your rock-bottom moment.

Alanna Shaladra: Exactly.

Matt Ready: It’s like either I start denying the truth of what I’m doing to myself or I face it right now and at that moment or — you allowed yourself to stand in front of that fact until it was stronger than your craving to —

Alanna Shaladra: To harm myself.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: To shape your body image. That’s like a different — that’s two layers of things going on there; your body image and your relationship to food, ’cause most people they just have this relationship with food that they cannot control.

Alanna Shaladra: Well, it’s a control issue with the eating disorder when people develop it when they don’t feel like they’re in control of their lives. So that’s why a lot of young girls do it ’cause they feel pressured by media to look a certain way; they feel pressured at school to do all these things; they feel pressured by their parents to do all these things. You’re growing up, your body is changing, your life is changing, you’re supposed to be maturing. You don’t understand things. You’re starting to be interested in relationships, in boys, or girls, or sex, or drugs. You’re curious about everything and it’s just so much, you get out of control. But the one thing you can control is how much or how little food that you eat because when you’re really young, your parents pay attention to what you’re eating because they’re feeding you but at a certain age you take over and you’re doing that yourself so no one can control it for you.

Matt Ready: And that transition from parental control of your food to you controlling your food, that can be kind of like a lot of friction between you and your parents.

[00:13:28]

Alanna Shaladra: Well, it’s just like maturing ’cause —

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t — I think it would be weird if I was 16 and my dad packed my lunch. I mean, it works for some people.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: I guess now I sometimes pack my dad’s lunch but…

Matt Ready: Yeah. I find diet-shaming very interesting.

Alanna Shaladra: Oh, yeah.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Food shaming, you know, it’s like — I mean because everyone eats and so everyone has an opinion about what foods are healthy and then lots of people have opinions about food in a moral sense and they have lots of ethical, you know, moral judgments about it, and some people view health as the moral high ground of food consumption, so… And particularly in this town where we live, there’s a lot of eccentric and varied —

Alanna Shaladra: And lots of judgment regarding it.

Matt Ready: Yeah. How do you relate to it when someone’s like, “Wrong! Whatever you’re doing with that food right now is wrong,” and they express that to you?

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t think it bothers me that much.

Matt Ready: No?

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t really get that —

Matt Ready: Do you get mockery for — I’m from the East Coast and my family were like so good at mocking people for —

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Oh, really! I can see that!

Matt Ready: Yes!

Alanna Shaladra: I’ve known you for 15 years.

Matt Ready: Yeah. So I do have skill. I have a lot of skill in the mockery realm but I’ve seen —

Alanna Shaladra: I’m — oh, I know that I have done it.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Mocking others?

Alanna Shaladra: Not really mocking others but just being like kind of judgy about what they’re consuming. [Until then], now I try to catch myself when I’m doing that ’cause I don’t want to be that kind of person and it’s really sad that — I’m really grateful that I can afford healthy foods and I guess it’s ’cause I mooch off my pants and I don’t pay any bills.

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: That’s why I [unclear 00:15:50]. If I had to pay bills — like I only for my phone and I buy groceries but if I had to pay for rent, and pay for a car, and all these things I’ll hopefully have in the next few years, I won’t be able to afford to eat like I do now or I’ll have to really really budget myself [unclear 00:16:16]. I can still eat healthy but I’ll have a lot less options than what I do now and I won’t get to like go to [Alo Spring] and get a smoothie all the time [laughs]. Good things like that. But a lot of people don’t even live near a place where they can get healthy foods like we do in Port Townsend. I can’t imagine living somewhere that there’s not fresh farms, organic farms nearby.

Matt Ready: Yeah. [Crosstalk] I can. That’s where I grew up, you know —

Alanna Shaladra: I can’t imagine that.

Matt Ready: — East Coast, suburban sprawl is what I grew up in so —

Alanna Shaladra: I go to the coop and I’m like, “Oh, I’m looking for this specific farm because that’s my friends farm.” I’m like, “Oh! This is Dharma Ridge? Yeah, I’m going to get Dharma Ridge. I lived at Dharma Ridge for three months with my mom and my aunt and I’ve known those people for my whole life.” Like, “Oh, Red Dog Farm? I’ve been there. Finnriver Farm? I’ve been there. I’ll get that.” I am so privileged to have that and I’m so lucky and grateful that I grew up here and I have those connections.

Matt Ready: Yeah. It’s a pretty amazing place.

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t want to live here forever and ever.

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: And it was so nice, I lived in France last year and they have market on Wednesday and Saturdays like we do, the Farmer’s Market uptown, and it’s huge!

Matt Ready: How big of a town were you in?

Alanna Shaladra: Where the market was it’s like 50 thousand people, I think. It’s called [Bourgogne Bresse 00:18:16], which is where my boyfriend lives, and I love that market and I was like, “Let’s stay here all day and just buy produce!” And they actually had live chickens. People would — it made me sad but also part of me is like, “This is awesome that there’s live chickens for people to buy for food,” and then the other part of me is like, “This is really horrible. I don’t want to see a live chicken and know that it knows it’s going to be food.”

Matt Ready: Do you think the chicken knows it’s going to be food?

Alanna Shaladra: It’s just scared. I think it doesn’t know what’s going on.

Matt Ready: Yeah. [Crosstalk] I think that’s the way we all feel all the time.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. [Crosstalk] What’s going on? Oh my God! [Makes chicken sounds].

Matt Ready: Scared [crosstalk] like chickens in little chicken cages like the market in France. [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Basically. Yeah. But I just — I guess how I contribute is I just try not — I don’t eat very much meat.

[00:19:20]

Matt Ready: Well, let me ask you the question that I ask everyone.

Alanna Shaladra: Okay.

Matt Ready: Do you consider yourself an activist?

Alanna Shaladra: No. I —

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: I consider myself starting to be interested in it but I don’t feel like I’m an activist right now. I don’t think that I’ve — I don’t put too much focus, or my time, or my energy onto a lot of things that are going on. I try to stay notified and a bit updated but I don’t feel like an activist.

Matt Ready: How do you feel about the way our country works? The way our government works? I mean, do you basically feel like it’s pretty good, —

Alanna Shaladra: [Laughs]. No.

Matt Ready: — or so so, or where would you…?

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t understand a lot of it and the parts that I do understand just seem really shity.

Matt Ready: Like what?

Alanna Shaladra: Just — it’s like a group of people that are voting based off of what benefits them, so there’s a top very small percentage picking for everybody and it’s people who have never been in poverty. It’s a bunch of privileged men—and I’m sure there are some women in there too—a bunch of privileged people choosing like rules and regulations for people they don’t relate to in any way.

Matt Ready: Kind of messed up.

Alanna Shaladra: It’s really messed up! If you haven’t experienced like poverty, or discrimination, or all these other bad things, you can’t relate to it. You don’t know how it feels.

Matt Ready: Why would they want to know how that feels?

Alanna Shaladra: Well, they —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: No one should know how it feels but it’s just — it’s just really sad. Like all the things of Planned Parenthood; why are they picking on Planned Parenthood? Especially if Planned Parenthood isn’t even government-funded. It’s just a distraction.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I think distraction’s a lot of how the people in power keep power.

Alanna Shaladra: It’s true! It’s about fear. How they keep power is — it’s just fear: “Oh, the Mexicans are all rapists! They’re stealing your jobs and they’re rapists!” Like, okay, a lot of Mexican immigrants are coming to U.S.A. and doing jobs that Americans think they’re too privileged and too good for. That’s not stealing our jobs. And also people aren’t coming here just to rape Americans. That makes it sound like, “Oh, I’m so great that everyone from another country poorer than my country wants to rape me.”

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: That sounds pretty privileged and stupid!

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Just like, “All Muslims are terrorists.” If you think all Muslims are terrorists, you’ve never met a Muslim person. I’ve met a lot of Muslim people and I do not feel they were terrorists. And also not all Muslim people look the same. There’s so much generalization about people and it’s just to keep us afraid and keep the hate going.

[00:23:52]

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, I think about the debates that they get us, every presidential election, they get us arguing about or just sort of like very convenient closed debates; both answers are good for the people in power so it’s just like, you know, it’s like — that’s why I was drawn to activism like Occupy Wall Street ’cause they were going out on the streets and saying — changing the subject saying, “The problem is the 1% is controlling the entire government,” like basically what you just said.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: It was like, you know, you have to be an activist to change the topic ’cause you have to say, “Wrong topic; wrong question.”

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: And so in theory, good journalists, maybe bloggers could do that, you know, help change it but if the big media outlets are controlled by the people with all the money that are also trying to choose the topics it’s hard to change topics on the big media channels. Okay, so we can go two directions with the next question, okay?

Alanna Shaladra: Okay.

Matt Ready: We could go towards spirituality and science fiction-ish things or we could go towards Donald Trump.

Alanna Shaladra: I’m too tired for Donald Trump.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. That’s good —

Alanna Shaladra: Donald Trump, I’m glad that you have a healthy family and you’re able to take care of them and your children are able to pursue their lives and their dreams. ‘Cause his children seem like genuinely happy people so…

Matt Ready: Wow.

Alanna Shaladra: That’s good. A lot of people are not genuinely happy.

Matt Ready: That was very nice of you to say [laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: So I didn’t say anything about him. I just mean his kids.

Matt Ready: Still, wishing a, you know, well wishes to a person’s family is generally considered a nice gesture.

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I think he has — he could have had some good ideas in there but…

Matt Ready: He could have but you don’t think he has any good ideas?

Alanna Shaladra: I’m sure he does but it’s hard for me to actually listen for very long.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: I’m just saying when it’s in his head it might have been a good idea; it’s just when he speaks, it just…

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: … it’s the spirituality —

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: That’s what I can focus on without getting too weird.

Matt Ready: Okay. All right, so we’ll shift away from Donald Trump.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. No one wants to talk about him. I mean, they do but…

Matt Ready: It’s kind of a love-hate relationship with the topic every human being has right now. It’s like sick of it, yet it’s also really —

Matt Ready: It’s also irrelevant.

Matt Ready: Irrelevant —

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: — and there’s so much there to talk about.

Alanna Shaladra: Definitely.

Matt Ready: You can just — it’s like so many layers of bizarre, surreal reality.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Okay. Well, we’ll go to a different part of a surreal reality.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. We’ll go to a more fun part.

Matt Ready: Okay. Here we go. So do you believe that there is anyone else listening to this conversation that you and I are having?

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Sam is!

Matt Ready: Okay.

Alanna Shaladra: Actually, I don’t know if he’s listening. He just shook his head. He’s not listening.

Matt Ready: Okay.

Alanna Shaladra: He’s head is just like [moves her head in a distracted way while singing].

Matt Ready: Besides Sam, do you believe there’s anyone else listening to this conversation in the entire universe?

Alanna Shaladra: In the entire universe? I’m going to guess there’s like two people on Facebook Live —

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: — and then I’m sure the government has something bugged in here, so maybe that’s about 20 people and…

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Okay.

Alanna Shaladra: But… No.

Matt Ready: Anyone — anything else beyond that? Any other… anything like ghosts, or aliens —

Alanna Shaladra: Or there could be ghosts.

Matt Ready: There could be ghosts?

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: So that’s a possibility?

Alanna Shaladra: Especially in this town.

Matt Ready: More ghosts in this town than in other places? Or more ghosts out in the open?

Alanna Shaladra: I think they’re just more free and open here [crosstalk] ’cause this was a town for like sailors and prostitutes so I think they’re just all over the place.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: They’re just doing their thing.

Matt Ready: It’s like, why would they leave Port Townsend?

Alanna Shaladra: They can’t!

Matt Ready: Do you think there’s any in this room right now? Sailors and prostitute ghosts?

Alanna Shaladra: I think they’re mostly downtown.

Matt Ready: Downtown.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: And they might not be up this time of day.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. They’re sleeping.

Matt Ready: Sleeping until 3:00 in the afternoon, maybe.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. That’s what I would be doing too.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Okay. So seriously, are you open to the possibility that ghosts are real?

Alanna Shaladra: Yes.

Matt Ready: Okay. Anything else —

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t think they look like Casper the Friendly Ghost but…

Matt Ready: No?

Alanna Shaladra: …I’ve felt something that a ghost — that the definition of a ghost would explain.

Matt Ready: And do you feel like — See, if I believed in ghosts, if I believed they were real, I would just assume 24 hours a day one was watching me.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: I mean, is that the way you live or do you feel like, “They’re real but I’m pretty sure they leave me alone. They’re not watching me 24 hours a day like you know every human would if they could watch other humans”?

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I feel like they are at my work.

[00:30:07]

Matt Ready: But not at home?

Alanna Shaladra: No. My house doesn’t feel creepy, it just — but at work —

Matt Ready: But is that just you psychologically not letting yourself think about ghosts watching you in your home? Because —

Alanna Shaladra: I think so. Well, now I’m going to think about it.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah! That’s why I find this question interesting because it’s like it doesn’t really matter if your answer was ghosts, or God, or aliens, or whatever. It would —

Alanna Shaladra: I do believe in ghosts but I don’t constantly think about how I believe in them and I don’t constantly think about — well, I guess I believe that it’s possible.

Matt Ready: Do you ever talk to ghosts?

Alanna Shaladra: I kind of did when I was little but I don’t know if it was ghosts or imaginary friends.

Matt Ready: Okay. So you’ve got the idea of these invisible beings, ghosts, but they’re not terribly interested in your life.

Alanna Shaladra: No.

Matt Ready: It sounds like you think they might be there but they are not like sitting there, like right here, like with their head like staring at you.

Alanna Shaladra: No. I don’t think I do enough interesting things.

Matt Ready: Okay. Have you ever seen Big Brother, you know, that TV show? They just set up cameras inside this house of people and nothing really interesting happens except millions of people watch it ’cause they can?

Alanna Shaladra: No, I haven’t.

Matt Ready: No? Anyways.

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t watch shows like ’cause they’re not interesting.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: But millions of people do.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Welcome to…

Matt Ready: I’m just saying, if there’s ghosts then there’s millions of them and some of them would find you fascinating.

Alanna Shaladra: So we’re actually having a whole audience. True! Actually, if there’s millions and millions of ghosts there’s at least one that finds me fascinating.

Matt Ready: Actually, there’s probably at least a few thousand that find you fascinating [laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: Oh! There we go! So I already have a very successful music career from that!

Matt Ready: Yeah! And I have a very successful webcast.

Alanna Shaladra: There we go!

[Matt and Alanna high five]

Matt Ready: We are popular in the ghost realm, if there is a ghost realm. So is there anything you want to say to the ghost realm audience?

Alanna Shaladra: Hi. Thanks for watching.

Matt Ready: You’re looking at the camera. You’re assuming a lot of them look at the camera feed?

Alanna Shaladra: They’re watching somebody else who’s watching the show.

Matt Ready: Yeah! Well, that’s the power of including other people at all is all the ghosts that are watching them are now, you know, in fact also watching us so it amplifies.

Alanna Shaladra: There we go. It could be.

Matt Ready: Okay. All right. I haven’t talked to anyone about that, the whole ghost thing, but let’s leave the ghosts. Besides ghosts and the humans on Facebook Live and Sam, who’s barely paying attention over there —

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Thanks Sam!

Matt Ready: You’re doing great!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Do you believe anything else is listening to this conversation, like anything?

Alanna Shaladra: No.

Matt Ready: And are you absolutely sure of that or are you just like —

Alanna Shaladra: No.

Matt Ready: — or it just doesn’t like interests you to think about it?

Alanna Shaladra: Like my dad’s family is Southern Baptist and then I’ve had friends who were like Jehovah’s Witness and Mormon and — until I like heard about the Bible [of law 00:33:52], I’ve read pieces of it and I don’t believe in God like that. I don’t think that there’s one guy watching over every single person that ever existed and like judging.

Matt Ready: Do you think there’s one guy just sort of casually observing and not judging?

Alanna Shaladra: No.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. Or maybe like 12, like Zeus and Athena and Artemis, may be [crosstalk] —

Alanna Shaladra: That’s way more fun. I don’t believe in anything but I also — I’ll never say that there’s not anything.

Matt Ready: But again, it’s not one of those things that you think it’s so possible that you’d really — that you ever like actually think it’s true. Like you do sometimes think that ghost thing is true but you don’t really think about the super ghosts [unclear 00:35:00] super ghosts. Do you ever think about super ghosts?

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I — kind of. Like I think about ghost ’cause it’s fun to be like, “Ooh, it’s a spooky building, and it’s haunted, and there’s ghosts, and they’re going to get you.” And then go to a haunted house or this haunted mansion.

Matt Ready: Yeah. So it’s fun.

Alanna Shaladra: It’s fun. Yeah. And there could be super ghosts. I just don’t base my choices off of that, I guess.

[00:35:36]

Matt Ready: Well, what if there’s super ghosts? We’ll just go with super ghosts, [we won’t use] the word god.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: Super ghosts and they’re super because they can like somehow do stuff that interacts with our world. Where was I going with this?

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t know. We’ll see.

Matt Ready: What if they are just not — I mean, some people believe in their god, or religion, or whatever, because they at some point someone convinces them to just try it; try praying, try talking to it and see if the super ghost or whatever, gods, see if your life changes. And then sometimes people —

Alanna Shaladra: It works.

Matt Ready: It seems to work so maybe that’s what it is. Maybe you just need to try asking the super ghosts to do something.

Alanna Shaladra: But I see people asking their version of super ghosts like for stuff.

Matt Ready: It sounds like you’re judging what they’re asking for [laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: Well, if you’re — you’re not supposed to ask for stuff, apparently. I mean —

Matt Ready: How do you know that? Who told you? Did a super ghost tell you? [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: My preacher great-grandfather.

Matt Ready: Said, “Don’t ask for stuff.”

Alanna Shaladra: I’m pretty sure like — if you’re going to ask a super ghost, like don’t ask for stuff. Like if you —

Matt Ready: What should you ask for?

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Like you could start asking for… I don’t know, that’s really hard. It’s just really weird to me when I see people just on Facebook that are like, “Please pray for me and for — so I can get this thing,” this material thing, but it doesn’t bother me when people are like, “Please pray for me, I am in the hospital. Pray for my health, pray for my mental stability, pray for my ability to focus,” like that makes sense to me ’cause I really feel like the magic — I feel like we all have it, we all have a piece of it. I think when someone’s praying to God, you’re really looking inside yourself for an answer. My mom always tells me like, “You know the answer, you know inside of yourself what the answer is and what you think is right.” So some people need an outside source to do that. Some people need a second opinion and —

Matt Ready: You think God is a second opinion?

Alanna Shaladra: I think God is a second opinion ’cause you’re praying; you’re looking up to God for that second opinion —

Matt Ready: But unless God —

Alanna Shaladra: — but I think you’ve really — but I think what you’re really doing — my perspective of it is when you’re like looking up praying to God or looking down praying to God, whichever way you look, like you’re opening up yourself, you’re allowing yourself to be vulnerable because you have created God in your life as someone you can be vulnerable to and a lot of people don’t allow themselves to be vulnerable to themselves, or to their friends, or their family. But God is a safe person that you can talk to. And so I think that’s why people pray.

Matt Ready: Yeah. That’s really interesting ’cause I grew up Catholic and taught to pray from an early age and I was like, “All right, I’ll try this,” and I didn’t like to listen to anyone when they told me what to pray for and to use like standard written prayers; I was like, “Okay, I’m going to believe you that there’s some god I’m going to talk to but I’m going to talk to this god however I feel like I should,” you know? And I did. I prayed pretty much every night until I was in college and it was incredibly psychologically useful.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: It was mas- I mean it was like, I mean, what could be more empowering, especially at that age, you know, being a teenager and grown from a child to believe you can talk to God? It so really helped me, you know, with like I was very scared at night when I was really young of the dark, and vampires, and stuff.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. All those creepy things, ghosts…

Matt Ready: Yeah. And so when I was taught praying, you know, in Catholicism you make the sign of the cross on you and that’s how you started prayer and so if I got scared in bed I would just like do that.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: And it was — I would do like that and I was like, “I’m with God now! You can’t get me!” You know?

Alanna Shaladra: It’s a safety net, which I think that’s really beautiful and it’s really helpful to people ’cause I know people who have converted to a religion when they’re older and that’s really helped them get through things in their life and it’s helped them become a better person in their own eyes and in other people’s eyes too. I think that’s wonderful.

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, I think if we just stopped at that, everyone talked to God, just at that, that was all that people did; but then you have people that say, “I talk to God and I know what he said —

Alanna Shaladra: “…and he told me to go shoot all these people.”

Matt Ready: Or just to go tell you — to tell what to do, what you should eat, where you should do this, you know? And it’s like — I mean that’s the whole…

[00:41:45]

Alanna Shaladra: That’s my problem with organized religion is I think most of the people are good but then there’s some extremists and so that’s where it’s hard for me to really want to be a part of a religion ’cause people are like, “You have to think like this, you have to do this, and this, and this, and this. This is how it is.”

Matt Ready: Yeah. I think the problem comes in once you start saying certain people know God better than others [crosstalk] and they’re an authority of God.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. That’s the problem.

Matt Ready: I mean, how much more authority can you have, how much more power can you have in the world then for one of us to sit here and say, “We are equal human beings except I talk to God and God tells me what to tell you.”

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Like you were raised Catholic, I was raised atheist, like, “Oh, I’m superior to you ’cause I was raised Catholic. I’ve known God since I was born.” It’s just — I feel like if you believe in God and if he’s really there and people always say only God can judge me but then they’re judging each other and they’re like, “Oh this form of Christianity is superior,” “No, I’m superior,” “No, I’m superior.”

Matt Ready: It kind of goes back to what we were talking about at the beginning, about how gentle you have to be when you’re —

Alanna Shaladra: Confronting someone.

Matt Ready: — Yeah, about something deeply personal that is like inside.

Alanna Shaladra: Exactly.

Matt Ready: It’s the same thing with like —

Alanna Shaladra: It’s religious.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. It’s basically that intimate. I mean, there nothing more intimate than thinking you’re talking to God in your head —

Alanna Shaladra: Exactly.

Matt Ready: — and so if you’re going to tell someone what —

Alanna Shaladra: If you’re going to tell someone what to think or if you think they’re wrong like —

Matt Ready: — at one of the most basic levels of existence, you’re going to tell them…

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah!

Matt Ready: That is such a presumptuous thing for me or anyone to tell another person like, “You should feel this,” or “What you’re feeling is wrong,” or “What you’re —

Alanna Shaladra: You can’t tell people how to feel.

Matt Ready: I mean you can.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Again, don’t mimic what you [crosstalk]

Alanna Shaladra: Okay, let me rephrase: you shouldn’t. Oh! You’re so literal!

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: You should not tell people how to feel.

Matt Ready: I think it’s just a waste of energy.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! I think it’s okay to express how you feel but you can’t — Okay. Here’s what you can’t do: you can’t expect people to react the same way that you react and to feel the same way that you feel. You can’t force it and you can’t expect it.

Matt Ready: I’d go back. I’d go a step before that and I’d say, “You can’t expect a person to want to hear whatever you want to say.”

Alanna Shaladra: Oh, yeah! That’s true.

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: That’s definitely true.

Matt Ready: So I think it’s like if more of us were just like, “Before I shove my words over you, maybe I just check to see: can I say something to you about this topic?”

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. I actually — one of my friends, I was talking to her, I was ranting to her about something and she said, “Before you talk, do you want me to listen or do you want me to give my opinion?”

Matt Ready: That’s beautiful.

Alanna Shaladra: And I was like, “That is the most beautiful thing anyone’s ever said to me,” and I said, “Actually, I do want your opinion. I do want your advice.” And so then I told her what I needed to say and then she gave me advice and — She’s a person that she gives you advice but she doesn’t expect you, she doesn’t — she’s not going to be offended if you don’t do what she said. And I think that’s something that everybody needs to learn how to do. We should be taught from a young age, like at school, if someone’s talking like, are we listening to listen for that other person? Or are we listening to just give an opinion? And so I know that I catch myself all the time just like giving my opinion. That’s so easy to do: “Oh, you’re talking to me. Let me tell you how to feel.” And then you have to — I have to stop myself and step back and be like, if I’ve already said it then I’m like, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything.” That’s something that all humans need to figure out how to do.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: It’s definitely a learning processes. It’s difficult especially with someone you care about and you want to help. That’s the problem I think that parents have ’cause parents don’t want to see their kids feeling bad, or struggling, or whatever [sort of form] of negative emotion, so then they try to control it.

Matt Ready: Yeah. It seems — I think of it as like safety, you know? It’s just like the more aware you are of what you can do to make someone feel safer when you’re talking with them and the more aware you are of the things you do that are actually attacks. A little — it’s like you just learn —

Alanna Shaladra: “Do this! Come on!”

Matt Ready: [Laughs] Yes.

Alanna Shaladra: “If you do this you’ll be happier!”

Matt Ready: “That’s stupid!”

Alanna Shaladra: “You’re going to be so f***ing [sad] if you do this. Come on!”

Matt Ready: “Don’t be ridiculous!” [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: “Matt! Listen to me.”

Matt Ready: “You’re such a child.”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah. I mean, when people do that like so often, I mean it’s like amazing and it’s —

Alanna Shaladra: We don’t even notice it.

Matt Ready: It’s like jabs, you know? And yeah, it’s fascinating. It’s a fascinating thing human relationships [laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Relationships are confusing.

Matt Ready: And we don’t learn it and then our politicians don’t learn it and then, you know, they like bicker in public, and our… the political activists, they do kindergarten level like communication technique.

Alanna Shaladra: Maybe if you’re a politician you need to go back to kindergarten.

Matt Ready: And just learn how to —

Alanna Shaladra: How to be a decent person.

Matt Ready: [Laughs]. Well, there’s a book called Everything I Ever Needed To Know I Learned In Kindergarten and it’s like, it has eight rules and it’s basically like, you know, be nice to each other, pick up after yourself, you know, it’s like share [crosstalk] so it’s like: What if we shared the resources of the world and when a corporation or somebody —

Alanna Shaladra: What an idea!

Matt Ready: — built something and made a big mess, they cleaned it up?

Alanna Shaladra: What if everybody works together so that we can get things done?

Matt Ready: Maybe just make like these kindergarten rules, this giant billboard, you know, like the size of [laughs] —

Alanna Shaladra: Maybe that’s what my sign will be for the women’s march on Saturday.

Matt Ready: Have you [unclear 00:49:10] so you’re going to the women’s march?

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Hopefully.

Matt Ready: That’s kind of an activist-ish thing to do, you know?

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I told you I’m starting.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: Just starting.

Matt Ready: That’s cool.

Alanna Shaladra: My hesitation with the women’s march is like people being like, ” F*** pres- F*** Trump! Not my president! Blah, blah, blah,” and I’m really hoping that it’s more focused on the energy of everyone who has been discriminated against, like “We’re here to march for you and show you our support.” So I really hope that it’s not more towards like a F*** You Trump march. I want it as a Support the people who need it march. I don’t know what it’ll turn out to be.

Matt Ready: Well, you bring whatever energy that you bring to it and —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Well, I know. I was reading on the Facebook page like for the people who originally set it up and I think the original idea for it is: support women, support people of color, and support the LGBTQ plus queer community and just support the people that are really being targeted.

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: And just say, “We are here. We are together.” And I just want it to have that sort of energy.

Matt Ready: That’s great. Yeah. I just — food for thought; I’ve been in a lot of marches and occasionally some group starts to chant something that you don’t want to chant and, you know, there’s nothing stopping you from like [crosstalk] look, I was at —

Alanna Shaladra: You can start chanting something else.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Or you can change a word, like you know, I’ve been where some group starts to say something really hostile to the police or something, and another group they had already — they had some phrasing that stuck right over their chant that is a little, that was friendlier and [unclear 00:51:29] started group just doing that. So you can have these little like chant-offs.

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! Chant-offs.

Matt Ready: Yeah!

Alanna Shaladra: And then we’ll have a little dance-off.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That’s right!

Alanna Shaladra: It sounds good.

Matt Ready: All right. Awesome! That reminds me there is a — we have to do some dancing like right here, because —

Alanna Shaladra: Form “September”, Earth-Wind-and-Fire like?

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: That’s our jam!

Matt Ready: That is! You remember it like us singing and dancing to that song?

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! Of course I do! That was my life.

Matt Ready: Ah! The 70s music that I exposed you to at a young age.

Alanna Shaladra: We’ll cut it to the video of you, me, and my dad dancing [laughs].

Matt Ready: I wonder if we still have that?

Alanna Shaladra: I’m sure you do somewhere.

Matt Ready: Yeah. But I like to like have — we don’t have the copyright to Earth Wind & Fire so, you now, so we’ll like stick some of YouTube free note music —

[Alanna sings and dances]

Matt Ready: Nice. Keep going!

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Good! All right. So here we are, a little bit of dancing. I’ve got to tell you something that I think — I went on Facebook and I said a week ago you’ll never guess what I just did.

Alanna Shaladra: Oh, yeah!

Matt Ready: And nobody guessed it.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah.

Matt Ready: But I’m going to tell you ’cause you are, of all the people I know, you might appreciate it the most.

Alanna Shaladra: Okay. I’m honored.

Matt Ready: So I was recorded singing for a song for this women’s march.

Alanna Shaladra: Really?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: Oh! With [Judy Kate]?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: I was invited to do that but I —

Matt Ready: You could have been [crosstalk] recorded with me singing.

Alanna Shaladra: I could have!

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I’ll be singing the song.

Matt Ready: Awesome!

Alanna Shaladra: Maybe I’ll be in the Christmas jingle version next year.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: That would have been so incredible if you and I —

Alanna Shaladra: Extra-festive version.

Matt Ready: That would have been so cool if I walked in there and, you know —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. I would have been like, “Sit down right here on that mic, all right? Here’s headphone two. Let’s go!”

Matt Ready: Actually, it was more like I was the only [unclear 00:53:37] guy that got invited and it wasn’t because of my singing voice. I just said, you know, I was just offered to do it. I was like, “If you want male voices I’ll come whatever,” and —

Alanna Shaladra: I know! I wish I could have gone to that but it was my first day at therapy so I was like, “I should probably go to my first day of therapy.”

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: You’re so transparent! That’s very endearing. It makes people really trust you.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah!

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: My great grandfather’s 90th birthday was on the 14th and breakfast, before my parents and I left, my granddad goes to my dad, “You know, son? I’m just really happy that no one in my family, we ain’t got nothing to hide.”

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: I was like, “Yep! This family, we are all completely ourselves.”

Matt Ready: Yeah.

[00:54:35]

Alanna Shaladra: It was like, you have a family of shameless people. That is true granddad.

Matt Ready: It is.

Alanna Shaladra: Especially my dad and me.

Matt Ready: Yeah! It’s one of the reasons I’ve been friends with your dad and a part of your life since you were five years old like that ’cause —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! You need to be transparent.

Matt Ready: Yeah! I mean, people that don’t have shame and don’t get embarrassed if they say something stupid will just say whatever they actually feel.

Alanna Shaladra: I mean, I get embarrassed.

Matt Ready: But it doesn’t hold you back.

Alanna Shaladra: I’m not quite at my dad’s level of shame —

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: — shameless.

Matt Ready: You’re not at [unclear 00:55:07] daily level of —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! I’m not [unclear 00:55:09] but…

[Laughter]

Alanna Shaladra: I get embarrassed but I like still continue.

Matt Ready: But it makes you very brave, very brave when you’re willing to take risks, you know, with whatever you do or say and…

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. Well, it’s… Everyone makes mistakes. Everyone gets uncomfortable so it’s not a reason to stop.

Matt Ready: Yeah. Pain is not a reason to stop.

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I mean if you’re like bleeding out, then you should.

Matt Ready: Right. I’m just saying, that’s like injury.

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah [laughs].

Matt Ready: Injury, trauma is a reason to stop but pain is not, you know? Yeah. Awesome! Well, is there anything — do you — we can like wrap up there. Do you want to say anything else? Or do you want to just like sing a song to close? What do you want to do?

Alanna Shaladra: Well, I guess I could say that I had an album planned that didn’t work out, there was a bunch of drama and fun stuff that happened, and then I recorded my album in town and then I had to take a break from my life so I moved to France for a year and took a break from my life and I’ve been back home since the end of August, and last night I sent my recordings to a CD-printing company and today I’m going to pay for it once they confirm they have everything. And so a bunch of shitty things happened, partially my fault, partially other people’s fault, but I still did it so I’m really proud of myself for still getting it done.

Matt Ready: That is so awesome!

Alanna Shaladra: Yes!

Matt Ready: And that’s how I feel about my book, you know, it’s like — not that I had the same drama craziness that you went through but it’s like, you know, once you accomplish something like that, and you’ve done it, and you’ve produced it, I feel like it creates this like, “Oh! I could do this again!”

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah!

Matt Ready: I could like do another one.

Alanna Shaladra: During the process, I was like, “I don’t think I can do music anymore. Like, this has just been too much for me. And then I sent my music to the printer and I was like, “Oh! That was great!”

Matt Ready: [Laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: This has been a great three years!

Matt Ready: Yeah. Well, you went through the pain. You were like — just pushed yourself through the pain of the creation process.

Alanna Shaladra: And I’m lucky to have so many good people in my life to allow me to feel my pain. Like I was able to just — for some people I had to be like, “Don’t tell me not to be sad. Let me wallow in my self-pity for a while and then I’ll continue on.”

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: Let me be sad. Let me be angry. You know, it might be a couple weeks, it might be a few months, and then I’ll do something else. I’ll focus my energy somewhere else. So I’m excited I’ll probably have my CDs in a couple weeks and I’ll bring you one.

Matt Ready: Sweet!

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah!

Matt Ready: You can have one of my books, if you want.

Alanna Shaladra: Okay!

Matt Ready: Yeah? You get to — [you can leave here with it] [laughs].

Alanna Shaladra: Awesome!

Matt Ready: You can just take that top one right there.

Alanna Shaladra: Right here?

Matt Ready: Yeah.

Alanna Shaladra: You’ll need to sign it.

Matt Ready: Sure!

Alanna Shaladra: Cool.

Matt Ready: What is the album title?

Alanna Shaladra: It’s called Little Dreams. Little Dreams.

Matt Ready: Little Dreams?

Alanna Shaladra: Uh-huh.

Matt Ready: And do you want to just like give a little sample of anything just like right now? Just share…

Alanna Shaladra: Sure! Let’s see… I’ll sing you the song I was most uncomfortable to record because I usually sing Jazz and Blues and this is not either of those. And also, it turned out to be my favorite on the album because I did a bunch of harmonies.

[Alanna sings]

Alanna Shaladra: I don’t remember the words very well, but yeah!

Matt Ready: That is awesome.

Alanna Shaladra: It’s fun to harmonize with yourself because it has the same resonance. So you’re like, “Wow! I sound really good with myself”! [Laughs]. You can have a beautiful egotistical moment singing with yourself.

[Laughter]

Matt Ready: Yeah! Well, that’s — I mean that’s just the way I sort of feel anytime I’m looking at like my creations. Like my book, it’s like I read it and like, “Wow! I get to really enjoy it! I said that!” You know? It’s like —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah! Well, then you get new perspective of it when you [crosstalk] are looking at your own creations.

Matt Ready: Yeah, ’cause there are layers of meaning I didn’t even think I thought of when I wrote it or —

Alanna Shaladra: Yeah. I got to visit my elementary school last week and I sang for the whole school. It’s like 30-40 kids and there was one little girl that was just looking up at me like I was so so amazing and I was like, “That’s why I sing.” When I was in choir, I had so many parents come up to me and say, “My daughter started choir,” or “My son started choir because they heard you sing and they saw you in choir.” So I guess I want to leave this on: Don’t be scared to create things ’cause it can help inspire kids to do it.

Matt Ready: Very nice.

Alanna Shaladra: Yes.

Matt Ready: All right. Well, thank you so much —

Alanna Shaladra: Well, thank you!

Matt Ready: — for being my guest. This has been so fun. Do we have any like comments out there?

Alanna Shaladra: No body’s talking to us.

Matt Ready: No? Okay. All right! Well, that’s all. Maybe I’ll just say next month, I think February 16th or something, it’s like the third Thursday of the month, I’m hosting an Online General Assembly using the hive1.net software that I developed, part of the Global Consensus Project, so this will be an interesting experiment inviting people anywhere and everywhere to join in on a conversation like this. We would just sort of like expand out to thousands of people.

Alanna Shaladra: Perfect!

Matt Ready: Yeah! So I think that’s all. Until next time, thank you anyone that watches.

Alanna Shaladra: Thank you!

Matt Ready: Bye-bye!

Alanna Shaladra: Bye.

Matt Ready: All right. That one went down.

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Transcript! – The Mindful Activist weeks before the first episode -Middlebury Five-O Officer Chris Mason

CHRIS: Hello and welcome to Middlebury Five-O. I am your host, Officer Chris Mason. And with me in the studio today, I am very excited to have my old buddy, Matt Ready. Welcome to the show, Matt.

MATT: Glad to be here.

CHRIS: And we’ve known each other for many a long year. We go way back.

MATT: Yeah, over 20 years.

CHRIS: Back to our misspent youth.

MATT: Exciting college days.

CHRIS: We met at the University of Maryland.

MATT: We did, during my sophomore year, I think.

CHRIS: And this is your second appearance on this show. So for those avid viewers of Middlebury Five-O, the die-hard fans who never miss an episode, your face will be somewhat familiar.

MATT: Yeah, they should immediately recognize me.

CHRIS: They’ll probably recognize you anyway from your being so famous because you’re a hospital commissioner.

MATT: I am. I’m an elected politician. Commissioner in Jefferson County, WA. Been in office about two-and-a-half years. And I’m a bit of an activist. Active in the Occupy movement before I was a hopsital commissioner.

CHRIS: So, does it make you uncomfortable being around a police officer in uniform?

MATT: No, not uncomfortable. Anyone that knows me as an activist — especially one that knows me from the Occupy activist world and other such activities such as starting my own podcast called the Mindful Activist might be really curious what the heck I’m doing here with you and what the heck we’re going to talk about. Because there’s a lot of police subjects that are very hot subjects in the world today, in the U.S.

CHRIS: Well a lot of tension.

MATT: A lot of tension. A lot of crazy events and confusion.

CHRIS: If you were to think of us as archetypes and me being in uniform as a police officer and you being an activist, those are very opposed archetypes — as they’re generally portrayed or thought of.

MATT: I don’t know if “opposed” is the word.

CHRIS: There’s a tension there.

MATT: There’s some interesting contrasts in our life experiences and the groups of people that we associate with. Although my life is kind of in tension because I’m an elected politician and an activist, and those two worlds are kind of a strange contrast.

CHRIS: Do you feel your identity is split as a consequence of that? Do you feel yourself divided?

MATT: Not my identity. I really just feel I’m an activist who is using politics as just a tool to try to change the world in a better way. But it is strange that when you run for office and you’re a public figure, you have this public image and I know some people are completely unaware of my activist side, so they just have this public image of an elected official and hospital commissioner and they don’t really understand the activist part. So, I feel very aware when I am bringing both of those things out. And kind of my activist side has been a little bit quiet the last two-and-a-half years since I have been in office as I try and adjust to what I can do while I’m in office as a politician. But it’s starting to come back out. I’m going to be much more visible and public with that side of me. So, it’ll be interesting to see how that goes.

CHRIS: I often feel like there are these different aspects of me and they collide in various surreal ways.

MATT: As a police officer, what do you consider your identity? If you were to describe yourself?

CHRIS: I would say that it’s a very fluid thing. I don’t think of identity as a very fixed thing. I think a lot of people imagine that there is a core piece of who they are that is just fundamental and unchanging, and that they shift in various ways, but that’s at the perimeter of who they are, that’s at the periphery. But the essential self remains pretty consistent throughout their lives. I don’t really hold that view at least as it applies to myself. So, I feel like I have deeper threads, more established aspects of my personality, but even some of those have shifted over the years. So, who I am, my identity, is kind of what I am absorbed in, what I am doing in the moment. And there have been different chapters to my life for sure. And the most recent one involves me being a police officer. That was not what I anticipated doing in previous chapters.

MATT: Well, what if you were going on Charlie Rose or something and he was going to introduce you —

CHRIS: I have no idea who that is.

MATT: I believe — Charlie Rose is a very famous interviewer on PBS. He has a very nice table like this. It’s kind of what you’re trying to be.

CHRIS: Thanks, thanks. I think I’ll watch it if this guy is like a total —

MATT: It’s like a talk show.

CHRIS: You could be insulting me and I won’t even know it.

MATT: I don’t think it’s an insult. It’s a mark of real achievement to get on Charlie Rose. You know, politicians. And he does entertainers. He’ll interview anyone. But it’s kind of like going on David Letterman except he’ll interview you for I think an hour sometimes and he’ll really go into stuff. So, I’m just sort of curious, if you were gonna be interviewed, would you want him to be like, “This is Chris Mason. He’s a cop”? Is that what you would want to hear? Or would you want to be like, cause you were sort of like a poet/artist at some point.

CHRIS: I am. I am. And sometimes, I share my poetry as a police officer.

MATT: On this show?

CHRIS: Well, generally not on this show. That hasn’t come up. I could do that. I could do a poetry show one day. That would be awesome.

MATT: Great ratings, yeah. People would love that.

CHRIS: That would draw the crowds in.

MATT: I think probably most of the police department, everyone there, would be really transfixed by that.

CHRIS: They would. They would. I started sharing my poems on Facebook. I have an official-like Officer Mason Facebook page, and one of the things I do with that is out up poems. Sometimes they’re my own poems and sometimes they’re other people’s poems. And I did get some feedback from other police officers within the department.

MATT: Yeah.

CHRIS: Yeah.

MATT: They liked it?

CHRIS: We’ll just leave it at that.

MATT: Well, it was mostly limericks, right?

CHRIS: Limericks are really my specialty.

MATT: You’re very good at rhyming.

CHRIS: So, my poetry tends to veer towards the existential.

MATT: In my experience, you veer towards the existential. We did meet as philosophy majors. Most of our early history is philosophical coversations about the meaning of life and how we are sure one day you’re going to be a cop and I’m going to be an elected politician.

CHRIS: I think that was basically the gist, the writing on the wall. So, speaking of the meaning of life, what’s the meaning of life, man? After all of those philosophical conversations, mincing around in the woods of Maryland in the wee hours of the morning, contemplating life and your place in the universe, and all the things you’ve learned after that. Obviously, that was the most fertile part when you were spending time with me. Probably you picked up a few things since then.

MATT: That was the only time in my life I was really alive. And since then, I’ve been sort of like a zombie. It’s just been a slow death.

CHRIS: But now you’re feeling a bit more vivified as they say.

MATT: Well, I’m with you.

CHRIS: Reanimated.

MATT: I’m in the process of publishing a book on some of these lessons that I’ve had over the course of my life and I still basically believe as I did in college, sort of in the spirit of Henry David Thoreau, that life is about happiness. That’s your fundamental challenge and that is to figure out how to take this vessel that you’re in and take it on a journey that helps you grow and flourish and be satisfied and happy with your life. And I think if you do that, you will help yourself learn and do things and produce things that will be good for the world and you’ll help other people be happy.

CHRIS: But that’s not the goal necessarily. Personal joy, is it? And then if other people are made happy along the way, then so be it.

MATT: Oh, you mean the goal is not to make other people happy?

CHRIS: Right. That’s not intrinsic to it. You’re just thinking like —

MATT: It happens.

CHRIS: — as part of the process of making yourself really joyful and enriching your own life and being as full a person as you can be. And the people around you will experience some of that joy and be drawn along and drawn into it.

MATT: Yeah. And, actually, it’s evolved beyond that. I found that what really gets me excited and really inspires me is really looking at the world at large and really looking at the state of happiness of people all over the world and looking at that like a problem that I sort of find as a personal challenge of how can I affect that, how can I influence the way the world at large works, whether just in the U.S. or beyond. In fact, in a way, I’m more inspired… I sort of look at all the misery in the world.

CHRIS: All of it. Like, every shred of misery.

MATT: Yeah. There’s misery in the U.S. There’s miserable situations. But there’s places on earth that are really miserable. The type of stuff that we don’t really like to say out loud — the horrible stuff that is happening in these war torn countries in some of the poorest nations on earth. Unspeakable things being done to women and children, and men of course. But I see that as, like, I want to figure out how do we make things better in wealthy countries like the U.S., and then how do we get our act together so much that we really are as a country as we interface with these really impoverished and war torn countries, how do we really become a positive influence, that we infect them with positive things, with elegant, rational, democratic principles and structures, that we are really helping spread good ideas that teach respect and economic and political decision-making systems that actually help these places become better.

CHRIS: A lot of people would

argue that we don’t have a particularly good track record attempting to accomplish that. Because certainly, the U.S. in the past has tried to make the world a better place —

MATT: I don’t think it has.

CHRIS: — by imposing it’s will upon other countries. [Crosstalk] You think it’s just a bunch of evil people who are trying to make the world miserable?

MATT: I don’t think they’re trying —

CHRIS: They’re spreading democracy to other countries. You don’t think that, as a stated goal, you don’t believe that that’s what they’re actually trying to do is democratize other countries. I’m think back through the 50s, 60s, and 70s, when the U.S. was tinkering with other governments and taking out leaders.

MATT: No. I mean you gotta look at who is in charge, who is in power in the U.S. I have a video that I put on my website that sort of describes the power structure in the U.S. like a pyramid — not a pyramid like this, but a very sharp, squeezed pyramid.

CHRIS: Very spiky.

MATT: Right. So, to get up into the power —

CHRIS: The kind of pyramid that you would really not want to fall on.

MATT: More shaped like a thorn. And to get up in the power structure there — I mean, if we are honest with ourselves about how the political system in the U.S. works, it’s not really a democracy. It’s a very corrupt, money-driven system. If you want to get up high in the political system, it’s all about money. Who can you get to give you money for your campaigns, and probably some illegal money transactions are happening, but even without that you need massive donations to become a powerful figure in the political system. That means to get up here you’re talking to corporations and wealthy people, and the only reason they give you money is because you’re promising to do something for them. So it becomes this constant negotiation and quid pro quo situation to climb up that ladder.

 

And so I mean, it’s an ugly game and I think the people that are drawn to play that game and to really get up into powerful positions and that are good at that game, I think it’s naive to think that they have these  amazing motivations to help the world be a better place. They are playing a game that help themselves and they enjoy power, and I’m sure some of them have great . . . some of them care about people and care about society and the world, but they are . . . I mean, power is a corrupting thing.  The whole phrase: absolute power corrupts absolutely. And then even if it doesn’t always do that, I think  60 – 80 percent of the time it does, and that means 60 – 80 percent of the people in power are pretty corrupt, and they are the majority over the ones in there that are trying to do noble things. So, it’s a mess. I think it’s . . . The way the U.S. has been making decisions about how it interactions with the world has been largely driven by the self-interest of the people in power.

 

CHRIS:  I think that a lot of those people are motivated or driven by ideology as well. I don’t deny what you’re saying, but even without getting into that and contradicting any of that, I don’t think that ideology is necessarily opposed to that. I think that it is perfectly compatible with that and would even add drive, add motivation to those other impulses. So I would presume that most of the people who have attained power and who have been really good at grasping power would have been able to climb that slippery pyramid with that really nasty poky point.

 

Ideology is a part of their make-up, a part of their frame, and when they look at themselves, when they assess themselves they think of themselves as fighting for the good, as fighting for a better world. I would argue that often that’s misguided. Like imperial Britain, for instance, when it was spreading its influence across the world, subduing the savages in Africa, I think a lot of those people perceived themselves as spreading civilization to these far-flung remote locations and that being a very positive thing, that they are helping them to become more British, more refined. When we look back at it, when we look back at the spread of imperialism, it seems really horrific the massacres that took place, and it is. To our sensibility, to our modern sensibility it is horrific. I think a lot of the motivation was to do good and make the world a better place, to have a positive influence.

 

So I was just bringing it back to that initial motivation that you were talking about. When you were describing your vision of combating the misery around the world, making the U.S. more enlightened, a more beautiful place, more of a beacon of hope and positivity, and being able to spread that to other nations, it’s hard not to think of that in imperialistic terms. All the models that I have from imagining that come from the CIA in Nicaragua, or England and India. That’s the framework that I have for a nation trying to make another nation a better place.

 

MATT:  Well, I don’t necessarily think it would be by the nations doing it but the pockets of wealth. I think that’s one of the problems with these pyramids and climbing these pyramids of power is once you climb up it you now have a . . . because you spend so much time climbing this pyramid you have an interest in keeping this power pyramid basically in place: keeping the U.S. as a nation state, and keeping it as an identity, protecting it from . . . I mean, that’s a lot of what happens when you’re in power. You’re thinking what can I do to protect my country at the potential expense of other countries?

 

So, for me, I look at it as the wealthy people in the world need to be thinking about how can we make the world a better place. It doesn’t matter what nation you’re in. And so one of the things I think can happen is that we can use the Internet which has connected the world in ways that it has never been connected before. In the history of humanity, in the last fifty years, we have suddenly created a world where people all over the earth can communicate and connect and potentially start making decisions together in a way that it was never possible before. And I think if we start, if we figure out a way to do that better then we actually can just sort of start creating a human decision-making matrix or structure that is complete new, completely separate from this power pyramid that are all over earth. We can create this really broad decision-making power structure that has a lot of influence—not necessarily tearing down these other pyramids of power, but maybe actually able to tell these pyramids of power what to do.

 

If there was, say, in the U.S. everyone or the vast majority of the people in the U.S. were actually connected online and able to really, instead of relying on polls. You know, currently that’s how politicians [operate]: they stand up there in their power position and they let CNN or whatever do a poll on a thousand people on some major issue and somehow tells them what the country wants, and they use that as a way to convince people that they are listening to the country. But what if everyone in the U.S. instead of a thousand people actually a million people actually just said what they wanted, and they were able to do that quickly, not like a poll every few weeks, but like everyday they could say what they wanted and they were communicating. It would be very, very hard for the leaders to ignore that. Instead of these polls being a tool that a politician can pull out when they want to listen to some poll it becomes the will of the people actually clear and said and it becomes very, very difficult for a politician to just blatantly ignore that and just pay attention to other influences that are trying to get them to do their bidding.

 

CHRIS:  If it was rendered that explicit then them ignoring it would be a pretty clear indication of . . .

 

MATT:  Yeah. And that’s one of the things I’m trying to build. One of my projects is. . .

 

CHRIS:  So it’s a communication vision and a clarity vision transparency?

 

MATT:  Yeah. I’m trying to create a mass decision-making platform for millions or billions of people to do that, to communicate and say what they want, and have it be a reliable and trusted way to get an idea of the will of the people.

 

CHRIS:  It seems like we’re moving in that direction, somewhat. That national identity, it’s been such a significant part of politics for such a long time, the hum-bug era . . . I mean since we’ve moved away from colonization nation states, I guess. . . from city states as we’ve grown into countries that’s predominated politics, but we’re slowly kind of drifting beyond that. I know there are polls that have been taken, well, not polls,  focused upon young people, in particular, and their sense of identity politically is much more global, now. They don’t think of themselves as primarily U.S. citizens, or English citizens, or French citizens or whatever it may be. They think of themselves as citizens of the world. So, that trend it is translated into how people think of themselves.

 

MATT:  Yeah. I actually think in a way it’s inevitable. I think, potentially, technology, we are the only technological civilization that we know about in humanity.  If we could study, I can imagine different technological civilization on other planets or throughout time. It may be inevitable that they develop a technology that connects everyone on the planet which overtime, really, wears away the concept of whatever nations are tribal, situations they created in their early history and eventually it becomes a very global identity. Imagine if we colonized Mars or the moon. Those would probably end up being the new . . . I can imagine pretty big identities being revolved around your planet. Earth versus Martians versus Lunars; [inaudible; 25.38; both talking simultaneously]

 

But we’re no where near that.

 

CHRIS:  Right. I think a lot about community. That’s a big part of my professional life, but it’s a big part of how I think about things, how I perceive things, generally, on a broader level. So, what you’re talking about, essentially, is creating kind of a global community. Maybe that already exists. So kind of harnessing that and expanding it maybe in some direction.

 

MATT:  Yeah. Yeah. It is. You know with the social media networks, Facebook right now being   . . . Facebook and Twitter, I suppose being the two biggest. Those are the beginnings of  a potential global community. But they are in places like Reddit, Youtube, but they are not made to . . . the people, the architects of it, they’re not motivated by trying to make the world a better place, primarily.  There are corporations but they are motivated to serve the interest of their shareholders which is to make more money, so I don’t think we’re going to get out of corporate profit motives the type of platform that really connects humanity in a way that really serves the mass population’s interest.  It’s always going to be a web of connecting people and then how can we squeeze this web to get money out of it? How can we squeeze it and move the people so that they buy certain things so that we can get more money out of them?

 

So I think it’s going to be some sort of open source, egalitarian development system that we are going to have to come up with, a way to create the platform that really takes humanity where it could go to have a much better decision-making system. And maybe it’s not inevitable that we get there. We could probably go a very long time with some very bad systems

 

CHRIS:  I think it will really go off the rails.

 

MATT:  Yeah. And even a good system can be corrupted or co-opted by bad actors. So it’s going to be an interesting next fifty years. A very interesting time for us.

 

CHRIS:  I think that’s for sure. Clearly there are a lot of things that are preventing people from being happy. These broad things—some of the things that you were touching upon earlier. Torture. Massive oppression.

 

MATT:  Yeah. Basic necessities. Basic freedoms.

 

CHRIS:  People not having access to clean water, or access to even rudimentary healthcare, access to education and other enrichment opportunities, real economic hardship where you’re living in houses that are tiny and unsanitary. When I went to India, there was a place where all these houses along the side of a river and they were beaten out of old oil drums. I assumed they contained oil, who knows what was in them. It could have been  something even more toxic than that. And they were flattened out into sheets, and they built these little huts out of them along the river, and they were probably about the size of half of this studio. There would be families living in these. It was highly clear there was no plumbing, no basic amenities, things that we take for granted in America. I think that’s how a lot of people in the world live—these conditions that we would regard as just horrifically tough.

 

So those things, maybe not always, but often would get in the way of people experiencing joy. So, a core aspect of your mission, of your ideology, your vision, what drives you  is to remove some of these impediments. But what is joy? What is it that gives you . . .? Those are the negative things. Those are the things that are standing in the way, but what is happiness? Do you experience happiness if get rid of all those things? If you had all your needs taken care of? If you have clean water, enough to eat? Shelter? Are you then happy? Or does happy have a positive component to it? Is it something that you actually have to reach for and strive for?

 

MATT: Yeah. Well no, I mean, having your necessities taken care of is not a guarantee of happiness. I mean, I think happiness is much more. It’s a very subtle thing and in a way, you’re really ultimately incredibly limited to how much you can affect the happiness of another being. I mean, lots of people have family members who have money, have jobs, but there are so many things that can make you miserable. So many addictions or fears or just the desire for love and companionship and not figuring out how to satisfy that. The way I’ve talked about it is there’s an internal world and an external world. In the internal world where I actually think it is more important than the external world and it’s really the place where you have the most power, but the internal world, you’re largely on your own for how you figure out how to, what will it take to actually make myself really feel good about life and feel good about the world. The tools and activities you do to try to deal with that are very different than the external world. For me, it’s meditation. It’s sort of my primary tool for sorting through that, for exploring that, looking at what’s alive in me, what forces are going on, what things feel out of place or discontent and trying to then figure out what can I do or change to make myself feel happier about life. And really that process is what drew me to activism, but not in the sense that if I can help everyone on earth have clean water it will make me happy. It was just sort of an extension of the things I was doing that were making me happy.

 

CHRIS: So a broadening of that?

 

MATT: Yeah, and it’s also about connection, cause I think part of happiness is you see other people that are like, maybe not happy, but they’re fired up about life and they’re doing things that are interesting, and then if you join forces with them or you connect with them, it’s still almost kind of selfish cause you’re like feeding off their joy and energy and it’s like feeding you [laughter], but a lot of the people doin-

 

CHRIS: You make it sound so vampiric, like they’re sucking the energy, you know.

 

MATT: It’s very mutual often.

 

CHRIS: Symbiotic. [laughter]

 

MATT: Yeah, it’s a symbiotic thing.

 

CHRIS: [inaudible 33:49] [laughter]

 

MATT: Exactly. I mean I don’t have a problem with the vampire analogy.

 

CHRIS: They get a bad rap. [laughter]

 

MATT: Yeah, I mean you are basically feeding off the energy of others, but, generally, you’re giving back.

 

CHRIS: [inaudible 34:08] Surely, that’s a pretty good trade-off. [laughter]

 

MATT: Well, I don’t really see how that metaphor, that part of it, doesn’t really-

 

CHRIS: We might be drifting. [laughter]

 

MATT: Yeah, we’re drifting a little bit. What were we talking about?

 

CHRIS: One thing that I find, something that I’ve thought about a lot is, here we are in this nation that is astoundingly wealthy, just astonishingly rich, the U.S. I talk to my daughter about this a lot. I have a daughter who’s 12 years old, and it’s come up frequently. I’ve done a lot of traveling to third-world, I’ve seen a lot of really severe poverty, so I try to tell her, ‘you know, you live in a really rich country and you are really rich.’ She’s like, ‘We’re not rich. We live in a two-bedroom condo. I know people who have these really huge houses and have pools in their backyard. We’re not even remotely rich. We’re barely better than poor’ is her perspective. So I try to convey some perspective, like there are people who are richer than us in the U.S. but on an international level, we are fabulously rich, and there’s even charts you can find on the internet that will gauge your wealth and give you a percentage internationally. I think, we’re in the top 1% of wealthy people internationally. So I bring this up on my phone and I show her, ‘look, you’re in the top 1% of most wealthy people in the world. You just stop whining about there being nothing to eat in the fridge.’

 

MATT: I’m sure that works very well.

 

CHRIS: Yeah she’s just like, ‘Ah, this is just total nonsense, I refuse to believe this.’ [laughter] But we are. We’re astoundingly rich, and there are people who are definitely not doing well, people who are really struggling. As a police officer, I interact with a fair number of those people professionally. So, people who are struggling with really severe mental health, maybe not getting the treatment they need, or other issues, medical issues, people who really don’t have enough to eat, people who’re grappling with addiction issues or children in those households whose parents are grappling with addiction issues. These are real severe problems, but, generally, even if you’re fairly poor in America, generally you’re going to have enough to eat, you’re going to have a place to live, you’re going to have a fairly clean, sanitary environment, you’re going to have access to education. You’ll have these things. So it seems like in the U.S. we should all be blissfully happy. We have these things. We’re living in the Promised Land. This is the land overflowing with milk and honey. We have everything. I know I have everything and I’m not considered wealthy by American standards. I have everything I could need. I don’t want for anything. Yet, it seems like in the U.S. there’s an epidemic of misery. It seems rare to encounter someone who’s like ‘yeah, I’m totally blissfully happy.’ Nobody’s gonna be blissfully happy all the time but even to encounter people like ‘yeah, you know, I generally feel like I’ve got it pretty good and I’m joyful.’ There’s so many people struggling with depression and chronic anxiety. It doesn’t seem like there’s any connection at all between having the wealth and experiencing the joy almost.

 

MATT: I wouldn’t say there’s no connection. I mean, if you don’t have the necessities of life, you’re at a massive disadvantage, and if you don’t feel safe going out of your home, or if you have violent oppression in your world, it’s very, I can’t even imagine how hard it is to have a happy life.

 

CHRIS: But it seems like depression should be a rarity. Well, not depression cause it’s a clinical condition, but being miserable should be this wild exception.

 

MATT: I don’t know. Life is hard so-

 

CHRIS: I interact with a lot of– I’m a really bad interviewer. [laughter] I spend a lot of time with students. I’m a school research officer. I spend a lot of time in high schools and I talked to a lot of students and what I hear over and over again from students is ‘school is such a hateful thing, it really sucks, it’s like being in prison.’ They draw that analogy again and again and again. ‘It’s like being in prison.’ And when you think about that in international terms, comparing it to the deprivation in some of these countries and you think about what’s actually a prison.

 

MATT: What’s actually a prison. Yes! [laughter]

 

CHRIS: And I work in Middlebury. I interact a lot with the teachers, with the guidance staff, and these are adults who are dedicated to enriching the lives of their students, for the most part. I mean, some of them are a little bit burned out and maybe don’t have as much drive as they could. But, for the most part, these are gifted individuals, intelligent individuals, who have a lot to share, who are committed to making their students’ lives better and richer. Yet, that’s the perspective, that’s the view.

 

MATT: I think for me it comes down to your internal world and it’s just that your internal world is such a challenge to figure out how to deal with our emotions, how to deal with our desires and our fears and there’s different solutions societies have come up with to try to help big populations navigate that. Organized religion is one solution that has some things going for it for making a population of people deal with their internal world, but it’s very authoritarian and telling people this is what all of these things inside you mean or this part of what you’re feeling means God is talking to you. But there’s a reason it’s used and it has been used throughout history because it can give people a structure for how to deal with their internal world and tell them, well, this is what the meaning of life is, this is what the path is, this is what you should care about and actually tell them, you’re happy because you’re doing this, this and this and you’re going to go to Heaven. But in our modern age, organized religion, at least in the U.S., it seems to have become, at least for a portion of the U.S., become far less powerful and so people are now, it depends what do they use instead of religion to figure out how they navigate this stuff and do their parents have a way to really teach them how to navigate your internal world.

 

CHRIS: I mean, there’s still a lot of deeply religious people in some parts of the U.S. where certainly a large portion of the people are deeply religious and there are people who are deeply nationalistic as well. I think we talked about that before, but these are things that provide a lot of identity, a sense of identity, a sense of meaning in people’s lives and I think you’re right that for a large segment of the population, these things are no longer relevant. They don’t have as much force as they used to have or no force at all. They’re really failing to…

 

MATT: But what it really comes down to, the challenge of every human life, is you have to figure out what’s actually important and you might have religions telling you one thing is important, you have maybe nationalistic people telling you this is what’s important and you have every friend, every person you know, telling you what is important and you have to actually decide what is important. And if you’re not going to just surrender the authority of that decision to another person or organization and just say, I’m going to trust this book or this person to tell me what’s important, you’re going to take the weight of that on yourself to decide what’s important, then you’re at the point every existential philosopher that’s ever lived and trying to figure out what the heck is life about. What’s important? What’s going to make me happy and how do I get there?

 

CHRIS: Well, that’s the essence of existentialism right there is that struggle to generate meaning without relying upon authority.

 

MATT: And a lot of those existential philosophers were not incredibly happy.

 

CHRIS: They didn’t come across as such, no.

 

MATT: No.

 

CHRIS: There was a lot of angst. That’s kind of the character and the literature of the philosophy. But there’s heroism there too.

 

MATT: Yeah, and honesty. They’re really trying to be honest and some of them are like, we honestly believe life sucks and it’s absurd, everything is meaningless and some of them, I think, sort of then went from that to, well, therefore, life can be anything and we can define its meaning. I don’t know how well they embodied that in their actual lives because I didn’t know them personally.

 

CHRIS: You didn’t hang with Camus?

 

MATT: No, no.

 

CHRIS: Dostoyevsky was a little before your time?

 

MATT: Yeah, and Dostoyevsky didn’t come off as incredibly happy to me.

 

CHRIS: Not the best dinner guest, no.

 

MATT: No, but the one who did is Thoreau. That is one of the reasons why I love Henry David Thoreau because it’s almost like you have to take as a premise that life is a gift and it is an amazing, glorious gift. It’s like, and I’m going to try to suck the marrow of life, you know? It’s almost like a thing you take on faith.

 

CHRIS: Like sucking the juice out of life.

 

MATT: Yeah, it’s all about the juice of life.

 

CHRIS: It comes back to the juice, I guess. But if you wanted advice about how to be happy, if that was something you were genuinely going to somebody seeking advice on that, it wouldn’t make much sense to trust the advice of somebody who was miserable.

 

MATT: Well, of course, and that’s why I’m drawn to writers who clearly are happy or they’re showing joy in what they’re doing and I kind of feel like fundamentally and this is something that does come up in meditation and you think about being mindful in a moment with someone or in any moment, you always have a choice of choosing a more positive outlook on the moment or choosing a more optimistic– It’s like, I could be talking to you and being like, this is so boring, you know, and this guy is droning on and on.

 

CHRIS: All the viewers are like, damn, yeah. Dude, I’m with you. I can’t believe he’s still talking and he has that annoying accent.

 

MATT: Yeah, he keeps interrupting the really interesting guest. But the amazing thing about the present moment is that the present moment is like a moment of magic. This conversation could go anywhere and even if you are doing everything you can to drive this conversation into the most boring area possible, I’m here too.

 

CHRIS: I just want to get back to the juice.

 

MATT: Well, see, maybe you don’t understand what the juice really is and I have a better idea and I can use what I say or not say to try to and I can be optimistic about it. I can say like, there is potential here for a really interesting interaction. There is potential here I could learn something from this moment and that’s a choice. It’s a choice to say I’m going to take my attention and look at the window towards something better in this moment versus the window towards all of the bad places it could go. Really, the universe is almost always split in two. There’s always a better direction to go and a worse direction to go. If you’re focusing on the worst direction and just fretting that and regretting it the whole time, you’re going to go where your attention is. And it may be that the best place for this moment to go is for me to get up and leave and if that’s the case, than you can get up and leave. You know, I could do that if I was really irritated or I felt like there was nothing to be gained from this.

 

CHRIS: But there’s potential for something sublime.

 

MATT: Yeah, and that’s a basic thing of meditation, where’s your attention? You know, they teach you to train on your breath or look at a candle or whatever, but that’s really just teaching you to take control of your attention. Are you going to pay attention to the subjects you don’t want to go into and talk about or are you going to try and see through the fog of what’s going on and what do you want to talk about? What is interesting? And then there’s always the choice of whether or not you talk. It’s a great way to reclaim what’s going on in the moment, is just to shut up and you don’t have to respond when someone talks to you.

 

CHRIS: So I think that we should just sit here in silence for the next 15 minutes.

 

MATT: Well, that’s something I’m going to do on my podcast. It’s called the Mindful Activist, but we’re going to talk about activism, but when I interview people, like this is one of the last interviews I did, I told this young woman I was interviewing that don’t feel rushed to answer my question, I don’t care if we have two minutes of silence while you really think about what you want to say. But it’s so hard to do that when the camera is rolling because if we sat here for 15 seconds of silence, we’d both feel like– It’d be like a rebellion, no one would watch anymore, the awkwardness would just rise and rise and rise. But I think awkwardness is like a pathway to growth. You know, if you think about it, if you’re like a tree, there’s growing pain. Awkwardness is just a type of growing pain. I think there’s actually great potential there in awkwardness. We shouldn’t be so afraid of it, we should sink into it.

 

CHRIS: Channel our middle school selves.

 

MATT: Yeah, you’re growing a lot in middle school. There’s awkward moments.

 

CHRIS: But talking about silence though. I think of our relationship, our connection together and I think of my path to happiness. Happiness is also very important to me. I think it’s something that we share as a basic kind of outlet, that basic perspective. And a lot of my first forays into joy–

 

MATT: Sorry, were you talking?

 

CHRIS: I was going to start talking about juice again.

 

MATT: Yeah, I’m still with you.

 

CHRIS: They were very solitary pursuits. Bringing that silence into myself, that kind of empty space and then expanding outward from there and one of the great things about the connection that I have with you, it was a bit bromantic when we were back in college.

 

MATT: Yeah, it was, like total Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure, but crusty.

 

CHRIS: We’d go for long hikes out in the woods at night and we would talk a lot for sure. We would share our ideas. We were excited, we were young, very enthusiastic. But one of the things that we did a lot together was just be silent. We’ve spent a lot of time being very quiet together. It’s rare to be able to do that with someone.

 

MATT: Comfortable silence with someone is such a gift. But if you think about that, what does that say about, if you’re in social bubble with someone, there cannot be silence. One of you has to be talking and then there’s this obligation that you have to be listening to what they’re saying. And there are some people that are like, if you’re in the bubble, there has to be talking or communication going on and they get very upset if you are not responding to their social cues appropriately, and then they start to reinforce and change your behavior. And you have to then decide am I going to comply with their expectations? And so it becomes, when you’re in their bubble, you’re like, oh, I’m complying with social expectations. And it’s such an uncomfortable situation. So yeah it’s magical to have a friendship where, or a relationship where you can talk or one of you can just stop talking and be silent for a long period of time and then start talking again and pick up on some thread. We would have different threads going, different topics, and never knew which thread one of us would pick up. It helps to be doing interesting stuff together, like walking through the woods or sitting by a campfire then if you’re just sitting in your dorm room or sitting out in public or something.

 

CHRIS:  So is there any moment that stands out as iconic. When you think of joy, is there an image that flashes into your mind? I know there have been so many moments, so many interactions with beauty and times when you’ve drifted into this. I’ve been there for a lot of those moments, where you’ve drifted into a deeper sense of the sublime, but is there one that’s really iconic for you?

 

MATT:  Ultimately it’s dancing. I think dancing is a great metaphor for life and I think it is actually one of the most enjoyable activities in life. Whether it’s dancing alone or dancing in a group of people. And another that comes to mind is doing art, and I really have gotten absorbed in doing a painting or something. And often I’m doing a lot of dancing while I’m doing it. I’m listening to music, I’m painting and then I dance around the room. And it seems like the best times in my life usually, whether it’s writing or even computer programming, I often will take dance breaks, because I feel that joy of life, it’s like you have your entire body move. And then while you’re dancing it helps the brain work and helps you think through stuff.

 

CHRIS:  I like dance as a metaphor because there’s a degree of control, there’s a rhythm to the movements, to the way that you’re moving,the way that your body is responding to the stimulus, but there’s a degree of chaos as well. So it’s this mixture, it’s organic. And when it feels really good, you hit that kind of sweet spot where those two things are perfectly blended. I love that about art as well. When I’m creating a painting or even a poem, which is fairly straight, you’re using language, there’s a part which is really well thought out and very conscious and trying to express a particular idea, but there’s also an aspect of it when it’s good, where it just feels like the words are coming from somewhere else and I’m making these bizarre connections on different levels. This kind of intersection of the controlled and the chaotic.

 

MATT:  Yeah. And that’s why I prefer the sort of free-form chaotic dancing as opposed to very structured formal dancing.

 

CHRIS: Although I’d like to see you in the outfits for ballroom dancing.

 

MATT: I’m sure I’d look good in them. But there’s a form of dance I’ve been learning called fusion dancing. Basically, they’ve taken swing dance and all these other forms of partner dancing and they’ve fused them all together, but they just create a couple of rules, a couple of basic guiding principles. And so you and your partner know these basic guiding principles. Again, you could do whatever you want, but you also have these subtle little hand signals and stuff to lead into complicated swing dance and lifts and all sorts of stuff. That’s another thing that I’ve been exploring.

 

CHRIS: Well, it’s been fascinating chatting with you. Even after having had so many conversations with you in the past, just sitting down and talking with you now there’s things to discover.

 

MATT: Yeah. It’s so interesting how the camera affects. It just creates this energy of what are we going to talk about while we’re being potentially listened to by the 10 or 20 people that watch this show. Literally tens.

 

CHRIS: I’ll share it on my website and that might double the viewers.

 

MATT: Maybe in time, maybe someday, over the next 10 years, you’ll make 10 to 20 viewers.

 

CHRIS: So until next time, drive safe, and may all your mischief be of the lawful persuasion.

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Episode 1

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Podcast Coming Soon: The Mindful Activist

So, I am about to once again become a podcaster.  I’ve recorded a bunch of content already….just need to do some more editing and…a million other things before the official launch.  More info can and will be found below.

Two podcast efforts I am working on:

The Mindful Activist – a podcast hosted on http://hive1.net in a 24 hour live Human Hive Mind node.  You must login with your Facebook account to participate until we come up with other options.

http://activistcorner.com – a podcast focused on interviews with front line activists and thoughtful people working to make the world a better place for everyone.  This podcast invites regular audience participation through regular Skype and other live video connections in addition to simultaneous use of the latest Global Consensus Platform during and between shows.

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The Global Consensus Project

Working on an animation of this audio. Coming soonishly.

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My First Occupy General Assembly Facilitation Experience

My main role during the Occupy Movement was as a facilitator. Here I am helping facilitate the first Occupy Port Townsend General Assembly.

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On March 19, 2014 I decided to start recording Hospital Commission meetings.

This was a very interesting experience. “Recording meetings adds a layer of complexity…” indeed.

At about 6:20 the president of the board recesses the meeting because I will not turn off my recording device. This shocked me deeply. I then handed the recorder to a friend in the audience and she pressed record so the meeting could continue. A few weeks later the board decided to record the meetings officially.

Some of the latest official board meetings can be found here: http://www.jeffersonhealthcare.org/about_us/hospital_commission/commission_meeting_agenda_and_minutes.aspx

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Some public debates on healthcare.

Just a couple videos from my campaign for hospital commissioner.

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My Occupy Days Part 1

While I was running for office, there was some public debate regarding my role in many local occupy protests. For example, the Occupy Port Townsend group essentially shut down a local bank of America for 3 hours. I heard there was an effort to find a photograph of me actually blocking access to the bank. Unfortunately, the photo was never found and released during the campaign. Then again, these videos below were online the entire time.

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There ya go.

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Me and State Representative Tharinger on a panel for single payer healthcare.

You can watch this entire meeting online here. This is a link to my presentation on why single payer healthcare is absolutely sane way for us to go for the US Healthcare system. At the end of the meeting, activist Jenifer Taylor asks Rep Steve Tharinger to cosponsor a bill for single payer in Washington State and he agrees. Unfortunately, the forces against single payer continue to prevent the bill from seeing the light of day.

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Pushing for Single Payer Healthcare while in office.

After I got into office I immediately started talking to my fellow commissioners about the importance of public hospital commissioners working for single payer healthcare. I eventually helped make this presentation happen. The next meeting we were the first public hospital district to pass a resolution supporting single payer healthcare either at the State or Federal level.

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Why the heck did I run for office.

Also very soon after I announced I was running for office, I was interviewed by Alison Arthur from the Port Townsend Leader. I recorded it. Here ya go.

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My First Political Action.

After I let the news out that I was running for hospital commissioner for the hospital district where I worked…I came to a commission meeting and did this.

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A glimpse of me as an elected official

This is just a little glimpse into me in my role as elected politician. I start this video right at the first point where I actually start talking. The first 18 minutes is mainly the other commissioners talking. This session is a pretty interesting discussion about how public hospital commissioners should govern a public hospital district.

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Hong Kong Umbrella Movement First Video

I probably already posted this. But this was a very exciting moment for me when I first emerged into the heart of the Umbrella Movement protest in Hong Kong. Amazing experience.

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One way to improve the US Democracy: Cumulative Voting.

I originally recorded and published this video on Nov 4, 2011. I thought I could just make it, share it with the thousands of Occupy activists taking to the streets all over the world…they would all listen to me and do it.

Then I realized that was not going to happen. So I joined the movement in person…and low and behold…my focus shifted as I began learning from people on the streets.

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Releasing Soon: Global Consensus Project Alpha

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Hong Kong Day 2 Update – more photos and videos from the streets of Hong Kong democracy protests

 

Yesterday I witnessed a dramatic confrontation/debate between pro and anti democracy voices on the streets of Hong Kong.  You can see one video of some of it here.

Soon after the moments shown above, the anti democracy speakers left the scene and the protesters returned to the highway to continue their great patient wait for democracy. I shot this video about 15 minutes later.

The scene above is what it is like the majority of the time on the streets of the Hong Kong protests. Quiet waiting. It is a relentlessly patient determined peaceful demand for the basic right for every person to be able to vote and choose their leaders.

I spend the majority of my time yesterday at Mong Kok because it seems to be the front lines of this protest. If a crack down happens, I think it will happen first at Mong Kok before they attempt to take on the sprawling Admirality.

While sitting in vigil at Mong Kok, I met a man who agreed to let me interview him as long as I did not show his face on camera. He feared for his safety from the Communist Party. Here is a little peek into our conversation (though we talked about much more!)

Several adult protesters I spoke to have such as simple eloquence about what they want. They just want the right to all vote to choose their leaders. They do not believe it is right for a small group of people to decide everything for everyone in Hong Kong- without the people having the right to vote them out of control.

I have also met with a range of attitudes and expectations for what will happen. I’ve met a few who oppose the protests- but it seems mainly out of fear for economic or violent consequences. Of those who support it, some believe it will absolutely be ended with no change. Some believe it will only end with a harsh crackdown from the government and blood shed. And some believe it will succeed.

I don’t know what is going to happen. Seeing all of this first hand has completely changed my impression of the possibilities. I know, I am absolutely inspired by the students leading this movement. They have a spirit and bravery that is special and rare and I am honored to bear witness to it- no matter whether the forces against them relent or attack.


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Inspiring Hong Kong Protest Art

This amazing statue stands tall representing the Umbrella revolution.The Admirality protest zone is a site of astounding creative and cooperative protest. In addition to clearly marked barricade places to jump walls, each spot is dutifully attended by a protester helping people cross the walls.

This amazing statue stands tall representing the Umbrella revolution.

These umbrellas are lit up from a bridge over the Admirality highway.

Colorful banners, declarations, signs, and informative photos are posted for miles.

This post it note wall continues to grow and grow, giving every person who visits a chance to share their voice with the protest.

It is heart wrenching to watch the older generation come out to support the students and painstakingly write their message and post it on the wall.  The children are leading the way for Hong Kong and Chinese people to have democracy.

Many people are seen walking around with an inner glow of inspiration and hope that this protest is a historic moment which turns to a better and more democratic world, though I believe everyone knows, it may be a historic moment that concludes in a brutal crackdown by the forces of Beijing and autocracy.

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One Full Day at Hong Kong Protests

Spent a lot of time at Admirality and Mong Kok protests sites on my first full day in Hong Kong. Admirality is a huge area taken over by the protesting students. They have constructed crazy barricades to the adjoining streets to the area to prevent cars from entering and to make it very labor intensive for the authorities to dismantle.

Mong Kok is a busy shopping district where the students have occupied one major intersection. The adjoining streets are barricaded off. Tensions are much higher in Mong Kok I think due to the tightness of the space, the closer proximity to mainland China, and the dangerous Hong Kong gang the Triads which is very active in the area. The days before I arrived bore witness to several violent incidents where the students were attacked by groups of men verbally and physically. There were wide spread reports/rumors that the attackers were not genuine resident opponents, but paid thugs, possibly even Triad gang members. There were also widespread reports that the police simply stood by and let the attackers harm students.

I arrived a day after these incidents of violence in Mong Kok. Since that time, photos of the beat up students have been circulated throughout all Hong Kong protest sites.

The police have seemingly been shamed into protecting the protesters against violence. In public statements Hong Kong authorities are saying they will enforce the law equally against anyone committing violence. It is unclear if this statement is genuine. I did observe the scene below where a man seemed to be trying to start trouble. At one point fists were raised between two older men. A young student is standing between them to stop any violence. You can see in the video a police man pull away another police man to not do anything about the scene. I am not sure that is to help stop tension or to allow it to happen.

In Admirality and Mong Kok I’ve spoken to many Hong Kong residents and some foreign observers like myself. The Hong Kong residents participating and supporting the protests have an inspiring optimism. The foreign journalists and observers have a deeply entrenched cynicism about the chances these protests result in positive change. Despite the cynicism, I do see many foriegners putting on yellow ribbons to support the students for their push for true democracy in Hong Kong.

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Mong Kok (video)

My first visit to Hong Kong democracy protest site Mong Kok. It was just 9 am when I arrived. Things were pretty quiet. Every little while something would happen and the protesters would cheer. For example a couple times middle aged Hong Kong residents walked up and said positive words to everyone and the young protesters all cheered. I also watched a western man walk up and hand them a bag of food and the protesters all cheered and clapped. Over the last couple days this site has seen some violence, but it was mostly mellow this morning.

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Observing the Hong Kong Protests

I decided to travel to Hong Kong to learn what I might learn.  In fact, I am in Hong Kong right now.
As you probably know, Hong Kong is currently the scene of a huge democracy protest.  Three major locations in the city are totally blocked off and occupied by young democracy protesters.  There is a chance I might wander close to some of the dramatic events taking place here.
Please feel free to keep tabs on me by monitoring any of the following social media streams I plan to contribute to while I am here.
If anything unfortunate happens to me while I am here, Stacey Larsen and Ramon Dailey will be the first to know and they will announce on Facebook and Twitter if there is anything you can do to help.
Here are my social media links:
Twitter:
Youtube:
Facebook
Flickr Photo Stream
If you wish to contact me, the best way is through Twitter or Facebook!  Internet service here is shaky, but hopefully I will be able to upload photos, videos, and updates while here.
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This blog…

This blog might just wake up a bit…  We shall see.

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The Waterway

We journey a dynamic waterway. Often it is a furious rapid. Occasionally I drift into a calm inlet where I take pause and reflect. In these moments of pause, I sometimes climb ashore to a look out and gaze out over the river ahead, I spy the branches and hazards that lay ahead. The world ahead often at first appears hazy and fog enshrouded, but if I sit patiently upon the lookout, the sun will begin to burn away the mist and amazing clarity will unfold. I then can assess where I am and where I might go next when I jump back into my canoe.

Though thoughtful foresight is prudent, exciting, and helpful- it is hardly foolproof while riding life’s waterway. It is nice to enter a river with a plan, yet any white water guide will tell you- the reality of the rapids is always different than you expect- so one must stay vigilant, aware, and adaptable at all times.

The mistake most often made, is to endlessly ride the rapids, and never take pause ashore. Excuses abound that it is impossible to pause, yet oft our minds simply gloss over opportunities- when we but need to watch for them.

Ironically, I find the more disciplined I am about taking time to pause and reflect, the more glorious and exciting my journey becomes.

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